#if you are moot and you want the spice too you can get it

[emilem-forevermore]

hey! intro post here :)

are you having a panic or anxiety attack? or just feeling upset? tap or click here

here is a link to the trevor project (a helpline for queer youth) if you are struggling. remember you deserve love and recovery :)

okay, a bit about me:

my name: you can call me em, ollie, or oliver!

my pronouns: he/they, for the most part, but i actually really like fae/xe/ey too :)

terms you can use for me: masc stuff is great, gender neutral good too! sir, mister (mr), boy, bro, dude, mage (mg), handsome, cute, manly, masc, and pretty/beautiful is okay

a few labels i use: bisexual, genderfluid, transmasc, demiromantic, and i think polyamorous!

my age: i am a minor. don’t be gross.

DNI: if you’re sending asks for donations, pedophiles, just here to be mean, sex blogs

my birthday: april 8th! i’m an aries :3

i also have a poetry blog! @emilems-poetry

some other stuff you might want to know:

i’m 5’0!

i earned a black belt in taekwondo.

single, but in a situationship

i cannot play any instruments but would like to learn guitar one day

i’m a norwegian forest cat therian (i think) but i’m fine with being called human/person too - i have a therian blog. you'll find it.

adhd, autism (undiagnosed) and therapist says i might have ocd

if you want my spotify or pinterest (or scratch) dm me (it's something i'm willing to share but not like with the entire world lol)

music i like: harry styles, 1D, hozier, noah kahan, chappell roan, sabrina carpenter, taylor swift, the amazing devil, + a lot more

fandoms i am in: gravity falls, warrior cats, heartstopper, brooklyn nine nine, only murders in the building, a good girls guide to murder, the hunger games, ride the cyclone (kinda), + more

some of my interests: poetry, drawing, digital art, writing, reading, french, veterinary sciences, the human body, psychology, hebrew, spanish

PLEASE:

ask me stuff! i love answering questions

message me if you think i’m cool!!

send me art and poetry!!! it’s so awesome to look at :3

interact w me! i love talking to yall and i don't bite that often

if i say/do something that upsets you, let me know! i try to do my best to be inclusive and kind but sometimes i mess up so help me out :)

this is my favorite post on this website, a slight tw for self harm, but aside from that it might help if you're feeling down :)

i think you’re pretty awesome!! :) (especially trans, intersex, aromantic, agender, and asexual individuals!)

i love my moots more than the world!!!

here's a list of some of them

@hotteststar my first moot and fellow bisexual :)

@rins-batcave my reason /p

@raeprise mon cœur /p

@sparky4577 my brother (not irl but i wish)

@star-dust-shark and @crowwolf8 my favorite animals fr

@crowofthestars just really fuckn cool. go follow them!

@thecrazyalchemist my bestie with the coolest name(s) ever

@mrblazeflappybird my cool uncle essentially

@wishiwereheather13 my really cool moot im too nervous to talk to (your banner is so cool btw. just sayin.)

@boldofyoutoassumeicanspell my wise gal i should talk to more

@holiday-spice my favorite seasoning (get it. cause his name is spice. lol.)

@daggerhobbit where i'd get a dagger if i needed one. very cool

@aflairforthemelodramaticc my father :)

if you'd like to be added to (or removed from) this list lemme know! i have so many mutuals and i love them all beyond words <3

[theotherbuckley]

WIP Wednesday 💜

Happy Valentine’s Day everyone 💗 I have an exam later today and then it’s my birthday tomorrow heh anyway here’s some healing fic and guess what! Buck is actually healing :D

TW: mentions of SH scars

Bobby knocks on the door again. “I’m starting dinner now. It will be ready in about an hour, okay?”

Buck doesn’t say anything.

“Buck?” He hears again. Fuck, Bobby thinks something’s happened to him, he’s so stupid he should just respond. Just say okay.

“Buck, are you okay in there?”

He puts on his short-sleeve shirt and opens the door. “I—I’ll help. If you—If you want.” If you still want me here. If you can look at me after this.

Bobby stands frozen, surprise written on his face. And then he smiles. There are tears in his eyes, but he’s smiling nonetheless. He draws Buck into his arms and gives him the biggest hug.

He knows how he looks — arms battered and beaten with a blade and his own mind as the weapon. It’s not a pretty sight. Yet here is Bobby, holding him like he might disappear if he lets go, loving him in spite of his flaws.

This is all Buck ever wanted. To be loved anyway.

“Oh, my sweet boy,” Athena says before joining in and wrapping her arms around Buck.

He has a family.

He is not alone.

Maybe, maybe he can get through this.

When they break apart, tears streaming down all of their faces, Bobby says “I’d love some help.” And that’s that.

He helps with dinner the best he can. Bobby doesn’t let him use the knives, which he understands to an extent, but also, he’d never do that in front of them, he wouldn’t subject them to that. Regardless, he helps add the spices, get some herbs from the garden, and dress the salad. He still feels better than he has in weeks, even with Bobby looking at him every 5 seconds like he’s checking he’s still there. It’s nice to know that someone cares enough to check.

“We love you so much,” Athena says at one point. “I just want to remind you. We love you no matter what.”

Buck looks at her, with glistening eyes, and says, “I love you, too. Thank you.” He doesn’t know what else he can say to convey just how grateful he is for their existence. For taking him in and loving him even when he’s at his worst. For loving him like he’s theirs. Which he is, he supposes, they’re family afterall.

Tagging the usual moots <3 @disasterbuckdiaz @fortheloveofbuddie @jeeyuns @wildlife4life @honestlydarkprincess @eddiebabygirldiaz @spagheddiediaz @jesuisici33 @your-catfish-friend @ladydorian05 @giddyupbuck @eowon @elvensorceress @watchyourbuck @steadfastsaturnsrings @housewifebuck @thewolvesof1998 @king-buckley @rainbow-nerdss @cal-daisies-and-briars @evanbegins @diazsdimples @wikiangela @bucksbirthmark  @underwater-ninja-13 @daffi-990 @fionaswhvre @aspecbuddie @lover-of-mine @nmcggg @tizniz @monsterrae1 @smilingbuckley @buckaroosheart @hippolotamus @incorrect9-1-1 @buckdefencesquad @actualalligator let me know if you’d like to be added or removed <3

(Edit: i accidentally posted this at 12am Wednesday instead of 12pm ajidksksk my bad guys)

[canine-teethed-sheets]

hey everyone, i got some very important news, specifically on what's to happen to this blog soon!

please take your small time to read, as it is kinda important to me ^^

hello, hello!! it's me, tumblr user its-paperd, coming to you live with an important announcement!!

to put it very very simply, my entire blog will be on a VERY long hiatus, much longer than my usual 5 to 7 days kind

reason behind this is kind of personal, but it does kind of relating to school and grades. to put it simply, my grades haven't been going well and i admit, i have been getting addicted to this app a bit. too much hahah ^^"

now here's the thing, while i say it'll be a hiatus here, there would be a possibility of my blogs... getting deleted.

now don't panic!! i'm not exactly sure if it would happen but it might be a possiblity, so while my blog is still here, if there's anything you want to archive from my blog, it's best to take action and reblog some as soon as you can

get some of my spices, as you will kekek /silly

' oh, but paperd, you're taking this so well, don't you care about us? '

i do!! from the bottom of my heart, i do. it's just that it has been a long time coming, and it was inevitable that it would happen so i mentally prepared myself before i can give a proper goodbye ^^

with all of this happening, i can only think of parting words before i go radio silent

now things are gonna get sappy for me, kekeke <x'D

( moots i'm so sorry you have to learn about this this way <x| )

[ —-—-—-—-— ]

to my two bestest friends, @psycho-chair and @unknownarmageddon , the two members of the kross trio!! thank you both so much for being my friends, the moments we had in pony town will never be forgotten, and the memories we shared too. i appreciate you two being my besties, and i'm very sad to see myself go but to whatever that may come through, just remember guys!! keep being swag for me >:] live laugh kross forever ‼️‼️

to @jun1per-t33th !! my silly friend and amazing artist!! i always appreciate all the memes you sent to me, and your art is a banger every time!! ily so much, juni mwah mwah /p

to @justanidiotartist , my homie friend bud!! thank you for being my mutual, and all the art you made i have always been amazed, you keep being your fun, spectacular self, and take care!! :D

( honourable mentions, ily all so much <3 <3 /p : @the-arcade-doctor, @skelle404 , @corrupted-icarus , @karineverse , @captain-kretsnik , @sunnemona , @cherrio-krispz , @glitchysquidd , @socksandbuttons , @yuriyuruandyuraart , toka!! i see you >:] , other mutuals i've interacted!! you all are the best!! )

[ —-—-—-—-— ]

and with all that, my play of the show is done, but never over!! i will try harder for you all and hopefully, i can come back with pride and joy to you all!! thank you for your support, and i shall see you all again, whenever it may be!!

[yeokii]

10 QUESTIONS FOR U - enhablrinas edition get it bc tumblrina + enhablr

favorite color of themes?

moot with best theme?

you can send a love letter to anyone. fictional/idols/celebs. who?

which moot is most active? which moot do you barely ever run into but LOVE?

most rizzful mutual? do you flirt with ur moots?

favorite petnames/nicknames? giving or recieving?

have you ever had an online crush? (or on a moot GASP)

ever been involved in drama?

do u keep up with tumblr drama?

be honest. how many times have u swapped biases? no judgement here :D

were u here for the insaneness that was lockdown enhablr?

MIA moot u want to comeback?

ur fave fic or smau that gagged u when u read it? seungstarss BET was the end of the fucking world for me I WAS DISTRAUGHT oddeonu too grrrr the ptsd fuckkkk too there was someone m1ngh8o or smtg idk w this jungwon smau and it KILLLED MEEE he was yns roommate and always so fucking rude and his gf was legit cheating on him but he didn't leave her. gf made moves on his bff jake too who liked reader. slowburns where the main lead is an ass rlly annoy me but i also will them the shit up bc i luv angst and toxicity :DDD

are you close w ur moots? do u have any on socials?

what is ur biggest ick to see on tumblr?

words u find urself repeating too much? words u love using?

any enhablr inside jokes ur part of?

ever been featured in a moots fic?

have u ever dreamt of enhypen?

ur favorite enha pc u want rlly badly?

DRINK WATER + YOU ARE LOVED <3

hai anon ty for the questions!!

O1 . probs pink or white (pink is such a gorgeous colour)

O2 . me thinks its @urszn and @weoris my bookies

O3 . id send one to nick wilde just for fun

O4 . errr chat idk erm!!!!!!!

O5 . @okwonyo bro.

O6 . um!!!! hanabanana yes!

O7 . yes bro @yenqa

O8 . errrr.........so he said and then I what would you do say yes

O9 . most probs erm.. im nosy liek that 😢🙏

1O . only once liek I was sunghoon biased for two weeks and you never saw that side of me again

11 . errr nope I was watching bts reels then 😢

12 . chat @jennaissantes I NEED YOU ON TUMBLR .

13 . BROOOOOOOO id yap about a stoners guide to Starbucks all day that was peak

14 . my queen @yenqa and I have my other side hoes @weoris @urszn @soov @jennaissantes (thats all I remember chat 😢)

15 . ignoring the literal genoc!de happening in palestine 😭

16 . CHAT

17 . ronald macdonald FORREALLLLLL

18 . @yenqa my queen glue song you will never be forgotten

19 . errr ice spice x jungwon 😢

2O . give any hee pc to me pleak . 🙏

[squarebracket-trickster]

9 People You Want to Know Better

Oh shoot no! I lied! There is one more tag from November.

Thank you, thank you, thank you @sender-paulson over here! (Sorry this is from so long ago)

And also, huge thanks to:

my beloved moot @aziz-reads over here

my dearly detested, @amostdelectablescribbler over here

a person I would dearly like to know more of @mundanemoongirl over here

another new friend! @marz-writes-shit over here

a moot I am most curious about @silverslipstream over here

Current book: Still City of Bones, but also Toll the Hounds (Malazan), but also Dune, but also why am I such a mood reader

Current fic: Good Slaves Never Break the Rules by @clairelsonao3 **Mind the CWs**

Currently watching: what is a movie? Tee Vee Showe? Never heard of her.

Next on my watch list: the live action A:tLA TV show. My bar is on the floor. My friends and I are organizing a watch party. We will make it fun if we have to.

Current hyperfixation (changed from obsession because I don't use that language for myself): I don't currently have one, but if I am very good and very, very careful, I might just be able to coax myself into hyperfixating on my papers that are due. I have been trying for a while now and I a getting close! I can feel it!

Last song: I was singing along to Tiny Dancer in the car.

Fav colour: still green. Specifically green like the underside of a maple leaf when the sun shines through. Though I also have a special place in my heart for literally any non-standard colour the sky turns (lavender, true purple, orange, gold, pink, azure, teal, lightning storm grey, snow-glow grey, that overcast white that is just a little too bright and so on...)

Sweet/spicy/savory?: I do like my sweets, but I always half the sugar. Every now and then I like a little spice but I am white and weak. (I did once eat for entire packets of admittedly weak wasabi to try to clear my nose during allergy season. It did work.) I love savory herbs and spices too, but in moderation. Migraines, ya know?

Relationship status: I need a boyfriend so bad. Please.

Last thing I googled: Festooned. To make sure it meant exactly what I thought it meant.

I love when the people I tag @ me and/or link back to my post. I love it when you reblog my post with questions, compliments, words of encouragement about my WIP, or even no comment at all. But please make your own post to complete this tag. Please do not turn my post into a reblog chain.

Now, who am I most curious to know more of? No pressure tag to: @janec23, @amandacanwrite, @aalinaaaaaa, @ijustwritehonestly, @kosmic-kore, @morganwriteblr, @unhingednovelist, @anulithots, and @ditzybitzyspider

[stariikis]

I dun know if you did this already. But imma spice it up.

7 moots you wanna get closer with + why? Annnnd What was Your first thought on their texts / blogs / asks wtv.

Feel free to do This if you want orrr if you dont

hiiiii sorry this is late i'm for real a pro at procrastination TT thanks for the ask bb I don't have 7 people tho haha

@ashtxrie - babes I really think you're the sweetest angel, my imposter syndrome slips away bit by bit every time u reblog my fics ! really hope we can talk more

@rikiws - I think you're so cool and so niki coded broo like lowkey our themes are matching too cos green :p

@sugariricookies - your user really suits you like you give off wony vibes SOO strongly, and you suit pink glitter and sparkles and confetti I think you are a cutie patootie

@suhiiiies-blog - why are we the same person in a diff body?? we need to talk more I think you are super cool and it made my day when you reached out to me via asksss

sorry guys just know that I would be ultimate besties with u guys (I love you all) if I didn't ghost ppl so much

[theladyofshalott1989]

Which character should I choose to ask you about for the character game?.. Hmm, I don’t even know… Let me think… SEBASTIAN please! :D

DIANA!!! MY GLORIOUS MOOT (may I call you Diana???), THANK YOU. AHHHHHHHHHHH. (...I'm just a little bit excited. Can you tell? XD)

1. How I feel about this character

Hmmm, well... so, it's complicated. I obviously adore Sebastian, that's a given, but I will say that it took me a while to get past his attitude during my first playthrough because I felt like I was watching teenage me self-combust. In retrospect, that's probably why I wrote my series (and from his POV) because the ending of his storyline felt like a punch to the gut, and I needed to freaking FIX IT.

Besides that whole can of worms, when I can separate the character from teenage me, I think he's the most fleshed out character in the game. He's so well-written and his backstory is so tragic. And the SNARK (especially with Ominis)! I just go absolutely feral over it.

2. All the people I ship romantically with this character

Besides shipping him with my OC, Damien, I ship him with @heyitszev's Charlie (from his series To be Loved is to be Changed). <- READ IT FOLKS. GOOD SOUP!!! I actually ship him with most M!MCs to be honest with you. LMAO. But I do have a hard time reading really dark Sebastian. I like him with a bit of spice, so to speak (not too hot, not too cold vibes), I suppose.

3. My non-romantic OTP for this character

Ominis. I don't know why, but I can't get into Sebinis. I WANT TO LIKE IT SO BAD. (I actually see the dynamic between my husband and me as Ominis/Sebastian, so you'd think I'd like it, but alas.) They are just best buds in my brain. Their personalities are very different, but sometimes that just works, you know? They complement each other in a platonic way. Most importantly, Ominis gets exasperated with Sebastian's antics a lot, but he will always forgive him in due time.

4. My unpopular opinion about this character

I'm actually not sure if this is unpopular, per se, but I'm not into Dark Sebastian, unless he's in "protecc"-mode. It seems unrealistic to me. If MC doesn't send him to Azkaban and MC, Ominis, and Anne are there for him and eventually forgive him (which is what happens in my head canon), I don't think he's physically capable of becoming a Dark Wizard. The events of Hogwarts: Legacy happen when he is 15/16, after all. He is still so young. Teenagers make mistakes. (AND YES, I do realize he made a more egregious mistake than most teenagers... but the point still stands, at least IMO.)

5. One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon.

Two things. I wish we could have given Sebastian some semblance of happiness at the end of the game. A hug would have been a good start. LMAO. But SECONDLY! I wish he didn't freaking ignore us after everything! I'M SO BITTER ABOUT THIS. Avalanche, please change this in the summer update. Pretty please????

[maunderingvalse]

==> A Homestuck Post?

You ever think back to the more simple times, perhaps when blogs like these used to overrun this place. Or perhaps you're like me and you're a vet of the Active-Time RP Blog side of the fandom.... ( Oh boy! /lh/s )

Well, this blog and its sideblogs, aim to blend together those two things in a wacky and fun multiversal experience! This is a No Character Off The Table Art Ask (and sometimes RP) Blog!

But before you scroll any further lets set the ground rules of the house.

YES

specify the character you want to talk to, come up with an anononym or a tag for yourself, and enjoy interactions with any and all characters from the Homestuck media and franchise. ( This includes timelines like Hiveswap, Meat vs Candy, Friendsim, Pesterquest, Dreambubbles, and more! )

Canon x OC

Ask and RP Blog interactions

Art Requests

Art Trades

Ask for a Commission

Mun/Mod DMs ( or to RP with me! )

Suggestive Asks ( These may or may not get art, but all will be tagged, spoiler-ed, barred and marked as such to make sure its obviously not for minors. I also wont take anons of this kind, so i can verify/ask an age. )

NO

Proship stuff ( this includes anything from Stridercest and Vantascest, to minor x adult ships, etc )

Beastiality/Z//philia related anything ever

Discourse ( Please don't argue with me about my headcanons for certain characters, or bring OOC Drama at me. I just want to have fun drawing and answering silly asks! or even RPing )

Anything Immoral or Bad in general, just don't be stupid and try to have some common sense! /lh

ABOUT THE MUN

this already makes me sound old

My current level is over 21!

I work a regular job on the weekends, so I will go long periods without being able to talk from Friday to Monday. Please have patience with me! I am also very anxious and may not reply right away - or I may respond too fast! Please don't be intimidated either!

You can call me whatever you like but I am currently referring to myself as MV or MaunderMun! It doesn't matter as long as its respectful.

I am queer, identifying as a Jaspian Genderfaun Transneutral individual , and I use They/He/It pronouns in no real preferred order. I also use some Neos, though you can ask for those!

You might not be aware but I am happily married! Flirting with characters is a-okay but please keep any romantic comments towards me to yourself! I am a-okay with platonically lovey posts though, especially from Moots and Friends!!

I hold the right as the director of my own art and the owner of the blog to have my own headcanons for characters I portray. I have no interest in changing any explicitly canon facts ( queer identities, race traits inherent to characters, etc ), merely adding my own spice and ideas!

My personal tag: #maunderstuck

SIDE BLOGS

John Jake

( more will be added in time!! )

credit for banner from @cafekitsune !!

[shuamorollss]

moot game: ship your moots with idols and scenario

I wanna spice this up since i don't hv much moots to add here so here we go!

lunawon (y.jw x @leaderwon) - Ok anw i know how smitten luna is with jungwon and she's so loyal like GIRL u cannot get her and jungwon tear apart she wouldn't LET THAT.

seigyu (k.mg x @atrirose) - uhm yeah two people radiating BDE are the perfect match FR. Like u cannot tell me otherwise. Despite that is that their silly goofy personas can balance each other rlly well like they're SOOO compatible pls and they're both sweethearts too??? Don't. even. tell. me. otherwise.

rimgyu (k.mg x @euncsace) + haorim (x.mh x @euncsace) - ok I added gyu solely bc i know how down bad u are for him! So i added him in. But that's not what i want to say here rn CAUSE you n hao?? I'm sorry but I rlly rlly rlly do find slight opposites attract cute nowadays and u two r just... IDK WHAT TO SAY like you'd be chitter chatter gf and minghao will be the ok I'm listening and taking everything into mind bf LIKE DO U GET MEEE??? i hope u get me rim.

( sorry if i forgot to add anyone else in :L )

[justaduckarts]

A Look At Next Year

I know that we are literally only halfway through December, but I will be travelling for the holidays to see my family, so I wanted to go ahead and get this sort of technical type post out of the way.

Here you will find details about plans for next year’s projects! 

This includes: Upload schedules, goals, and projects I plan to start next year! :)

Long Post Ahead

Current Projects

Dirty Night Clowns: Uploads every Sunday and Wednesday, chapters generally avg at 4k words (but can be as long as 10k if that’s what the pacing demands). 

One Who Holds A Star (Star Holder AU): Plan to upload at least once a week, I’m thinking Tuesday or Thursday... Maybe Friday. Word count goal? As long as it’s at least 1k we’re gravy. (But we should try for 2-3k)

Help! I’m Trapped In a Fanfiction: This will continue to upload sporadically, as I have to be in a certain mood to write the silly stuff. No word count goal, this project is just something to make myself (and others) laugh.

Project Goals: 

Finish DNC before the summer. Assuming the story doesn’t shift dramatically, I suspect it will end up being right around 50 Chapters. 

Finish Star Holder. I can’t imagine it will take the WHOLE YEAR to write the story. It will probably be pretty long, but I think we can do it. 

Figure out where the hell H!ITIAF! is going...

New Projects: 

Outlining some projects in my drafts/WIPS that I would like to start sharing next year! 

Project: Personal Care Unit: This is an idea I have for a series of shorter fics all set in the same universe. A Personal Care Unit (hereafter referred to as PCU) is an animatronic designated to care for one who needs care. This can be anything from a little extra help around the house to aiding people with disabilities etc. etc. 

Glass Walls and Study Samples: This story actually has 20 chapters already drafted that I wrote in like August but I hit a wall and I want to heavily revise the story before I begin sharing. Here’s the concept: You know how people often write fanfics where the DCAs are strange creatures that Y/N discovers or is studying? Well, what if Y/N was a little space explorer? What if they went to a planet they’d been told had no sentient life? What if that planet DID have sentient life? What if YOU were the strange creature captured for study? What if you fell in love with the scientists that were studying you anyway? :) (This story might contain spice, I’m on the fence)

Pluto Initiative: This is actually something I’ve got a few pages outlined for already. It’s my hope to eventually make a short comic that introduces my DCA OC Pluto! The comic would explore her story as an animatronic learning about things like friendship, love, and what makes a person good or bad. I won’t give away too much, but I will say that the story isn’t a romance and I actually don’t ship Pluto with the boys. Her character arc is very important to me and I hope to portray it well. This comic will probably have some horror elements. :) 

Miscellaneous Goals:

Try to draw one thing a week! This can be related to any of my projects.

Oh my gosh please learn to pace yourself :) 

Finish sewing that Sunny Plush. 

Start the Moom plush :) 

Get caught back up on my fanfic bookmarks so I can shower all my moots and favorite writers with love <3 

Make more fanart for all the incredible AUs and fanfics I’ve read. 

Find people who will just yell with me about the DCA boys (and possibly their OCs and mine) 

Participate in an art/writing event! 

I think that just about covers everything that I have cooking or hope to accomplish. It’s going to be a year. I look forward to next year! Thank you guys so much for all your support and I hope you’ll stick with me for even more in the future!

[woozi]

helluu yza <333 🫂🫂🥰🥰🥰

i've been doing good overall <33 it comes and goes hddjkd last year ended up leaving a sour taste in the mouth, it's been quiet since 2024 started, not liking it but can't do much to change it either, can you tell i have a hard time letting things go lmao?it'll eventually get sorted out (i hope)

ANYWAY, i decided to join letterboxd community, i am a complete movie person now (if you wanna be moots there lmk), the recent one i watched was "call me chihiro", do watch it when you can, i liked it, AND AND AND there's this indian movie called "three of us" (2022) i'm still recovering from it, people who think 2521 was traumatic wouldn't be able to handle this movie at all, it's about this woman going back to her home town with her husband for a visit after something happens to her, to recollect herself and she meets her childhood friend there 😭😭😭 IT'S LIKE PAST LIVES MOVIE BUT ALSO KINDA DIFFERENT. i love both of them equally. please do watch it if you can't find link i'll send it you <333 there's too many gems i've been finding out about after making an account on letterboxd. ( also i finally watched kiki's delivery service, i had been meaning to but kept delaying it, it's soo good, the kid with specs annoyed me lmao but i got over it quickly (in the sense that i didn't care much about him or his plot hdjskss)

we can always pick up our movie hangouts, feel free to lmk on disc or even if you want ro reach out to say something 🥰 it'll reach me faster compared to here im not much of a tumblr girl anymore it seems

what's new with you? how are you doing?

i hope you're well

i find myself humming to wait so much these days, it's funny because when it was released i listened to it and then never looked back 😭 ( fake carat booo fake ot13 booo 🍅🍅🍅🍅) now it stays rent free in my mind as i go about my day, the dance break towards the ending is so so good, i've been also enjoying yugyeom's album esp summer blues it's so my kind and OMG YES I WANTED TO ASK WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS ON BIBI'S BAM YANG GANG? 🎤 (atp i feel like i should call myself bibi stan)

thank you for even replying back even though you don't really have to hddjsk i missed you too 🫂 you're so kind to me always <333 sending you more peaceful and good weather days, i hope you are also finding space and time for pausing in between the chaos around you 🥺💌

MA CHERIE 🥺🥰😻😘😚😍♥💜🧡❣💝💞💟💌❤💛💚💙🖤💓💖💗

i'm so sorry to hear that :(( and if it's any consolation, it really is as they say!! all things really will come to pass, it's just a matter of time <3 hope u know i'm always here to lend an ear as well i lov u 🥺

ALSO LOVE LETTERBOXD REALLY IS A FILM GIRLIE EXPERIENCE FDJKJFDJKFD i unfortunately dont have it (shame on me as a prev film major LMFAO) but i'd love to be moots i'll create an acc for u <3 ALSO LOVEEEEEEEE THESE RECCS I'M TAKING NOTES!!! also still dk why 2521 was So Sad for people, i really loved it and just thought it was realistic 😭 AND KIKI'S!!!!!!!!!!!! that was also super fun for me and i loved jiji's little love story line SOOO MUCH

also felt abt that </3 I WAS ALSO JUST GONNA TELL U ABT DISC GJKFDKJFDKJ we really r soulmates atp <33 think i've also been away from tumblr since jan of 2023 now 😭 i honestly just come back during times when my love for the sebongs is Monumental and bc there r svt nets who still dont have admins 😭

the past year has also been super rough for me so i really get u when u said u hope things will sort themselves out soon FDJJKFD but i'm sure it will on both our ends!! that's just how life is sometimes. thank u for checking up on me <333

ALSO SO REAL ABT JUST CHECKING OUT RELEASES AND DIPPING DKJSJKDSS I LOV U SM!! AND I REALLY LOVED ITTTTTTTTTTTTT, think it showed a v different side to her <33 ((although the lyrics are Very Much still bibi, it's just the melody and presentation that gave her a new spice)

AND WHY WOULD U EVEN THANK ME 😤😤😤😤 i should be thanking YOU for the gift of friend chip <33 hope the days r also kinder to u, i'd fight ur demons if i could 😡 LOV UUUUUUU LET'S HANG OUT AND WATCH MOVIES AGAIN TGT SOON <#3333333333333 MWAH

[29daffodils]

thank you for the tag, @ae-azile 😊 here ya go, hun! 

selfie : ehehehe well, tumblr's too public for a selfie, so i'll hold off on that. i'll share my insta some time if i reach that level of confidence with the people here by that time. apologies!

last song : this one!! it's such a bop!

favorite colors : the banana kinda yellow, midnight kinda blue, asexual pride flag kinda purple (or is it violet?) and slytherin kinda green

currently watching : the good bad mother and a re-watch of kinnporsche (but mainly it's for vegaspete 😅)

last movie : if i think really hard, i'd say it was soirée. that's the one i watched properly and shed many many tears for. it's a gem. 

sweet/spicy/savoury : savoury! i don't like sweets too much unless I'm absolutely craving them, and i have a weak ass stomach for spicy food, but I'm indian, so i can handle some spice. I'm not a total vegas theerapanyakul in terms of spice tolerance lmao

relationship status : happily single 😌

current obsession : vegaspete 😅 though i was obsessing over this small bl manhwa ship since 2019 (that's probably the longest i've actively engaged in a fandom)

last thing i googled : "las vegas bangkok time difference"

and i use duckduckgo for that matter 😬

friend I want to get to know better : i'll be tagging two of my moots here! feel free to ignore the tags, though! no pressure! @boyslovecorner @peachym00

🦔People I wanna know better!🦔

My amazing wonderful bestie Dawn tagged me @wildelydawn so here we go.

Last Song?

Oh god… it was probably something jazz related while I worked. Hold up… and it was.🤣

Favourite colour?

Yellow and blue. But also really love red and lavender. (Also black because c’mon)

Currently watching?

Only Friends the series with Benji and The Untamed (while I live react to Benji and they are entertained🤣)

Last movie?

Monsters Inc. Watched it with the family since they’ve never seen it and we’re curious.

Sweet/spicy/savoury?

Spicy. I will always go for spicy. If I don’t, it’s an odd day for me.

Relationship status?

Single. Hopefully one day that’ll change.🫣

Current obsessions?

Do werewolves count? 🤣 Currently looking up stuff on them and such for my original story. Also The Untamed. (And always KPTS of course🥰)

Last thing you googled?

Remnants of Filth books

Selfie?

Nice try, but no photos of me for y’all. Instead have a picture of “me.”😏

Friends I wanna get to know better:

I don’t know who to tag, but uh… @shubaka @ae-azile and anyone else who wants to. (No one has to tho)🤍💛

[wind-becomes-lightning]

30th celebration!! ✨✨ umm you know how much I loved the scenes in PT when Tora was learning to kiss - soo what about an obkk where Obito is completely inexperienced and Kakashi teaches him to kiss for the first time? :)

Hello, dear <3 What a wonderful prompt I'm always happy to write some happy boys kissing! <3 You are always a fan of that ahah. Well anyway, I'm sorry that it got so AU'-y and hope you like it anyway!

Fantasy / Royal Au

Very losely based on this fanart by @tbh-logic, which I've seen months ago and since then it has not left my brain. (like seriously i keep going back to look at it, it owns me.)

Hatake Kakashi x Uchiha Obito

2376 words.

Kakashi walked down the marble-stone hallways, his quick paced steps echoing off the wall which every new one he took. He’d been sent out to find one of the princes, who had apparently left the banquet early without explanation. This had not looked well with the Lord of the place, and as such Kakashi was sent out to get the runaway.

Uchiha Obito was always like that, as an orphan he was the lowest of the hierarchy in the castle, just about related enough to the Lord himself to not be pushed out. But he wasn’t any candidate for the throne in any regard and so he often did as he pleased. Not that that was allowed to him.

When he found the room Kakashi knocked once, then another time when there was no reaction, then a third time and still none, so he knocked one fourth and final time before opening the door to step in.

Lord Obito was laying spread out over a red couch in the corner, his blue jacket was lazily put over his eyes as if he was sleeping, but Kakashi could see the way his breath went quickly and he knew that he wasn’t. He stepped in and cleared his throat: “Sir?”

The other man stirred only lightly, but otherwise stayed exactly where he was as if he hadn’t heard Kakashi’s voice. So Kakashi repeated himself: “Sir, I’ve been sent to ask you why you decided to skip dinner.” He paused a second then added: “Lord Madara demands an explanation.”

That finally got a reaction out of him. “Go away, phantom,” Obito said, a name he had given Kakashi personally for the face covering he was wearing. He sat up suddenly, his jacket carelessly falling to the floor below him. “I don’t think I’m a child that needs to eat dinner with my uncle every day”, he spit and ran with his fingers through his black hair. “Especially not when that means…” He didn’t finish the sentence.

Kakashi walked over to pick up the jacket before it collected too much dust. Out of the corner of his eye he watched Obito continuously mumbling over dinner, his uncle, how he wasn’t a child anymore, and all the while pulling out little hairs from his head. He did that when he was nervous or anxious, Kakashi had noticed a long time ago. He wasn’t privy to family secrets so he had no idea what this specific anxiety attack was about.

“I don’t know what you mean with that, sir,” Kakashi said and folded the jacket under his arms. “I’m just here to tell you that Lord Madara wishes an apology and an explanation. You ought to address it to him and the guests.” 

A large delegation of Senju members had arrived by morning and stayed the whole day with the majority of the Uchiha family. Kakashi had been out and about assisting the many princes around, though none of them were as much of a hassle as Obito was. It was not like Kakashi minded cleaning up Obito’s messes. He had done it half his life at this point and never complained. Obito was more likely than any other Uchiha to actually be outspokenly thankful for the work Kakashi was doing.

Obito sighed and threw his head back over the back of the couch: “I don’t want to talk to the guests though, or meet them…” He frowned.

Kakashi knew he was stepping out of line, but he couldn’t help but ask: “Is there something troubling you, sir?”

For the question alone he could have been dismissed and reprimanded by his superior. He wasn’t meant to ask private questions to the royalty around. Obito, however, had never really been like any of the others and so, maybe he wouldn’t be offended. 

“I’m to be engaged”, Obito said, “to some Senju that I’ve never met.” There were the hands in his hair again. “And it’s not like I don’t understand, you know? I have nothing to offer this family as a low standing orphan without specific talents. So I would not be opposed to marrying for peace’s sake. However, I just��. I just don’t think it's very fair to them.”

“Them?” Kakashi asked.

“The partner. The spouse. The one I am to marry. They probably have heard tales of the beautiful, well raised and behaved sons of the Uchiha. Itachi, Sasuke, Shisui, those people who fit that description. They will probably not expect a half troll like me”, Obito gestured to his face.

He’d had an accident when he was small, back before Kakashi had come to serve at the palace, which had left him with scars on the right side of his face and body. It was a miracle that he could still see out of the eye on that side after what had been half a cave collapsing on top of him. Kakashi had heard the stories of Obito’s struggle to fight back to health and always admired that about him. He also didn’t think that Obito looked like a troll with them, he thought Obito was rather handsome anyway.

“On top of that” Obito continued, his face now buried in his hands, “.. I don’t even have anything else to offer them. Like, though I am twenty and four I don’t have any experience in any of these matters. I haven’t even kissed before…”

Kakashi found that hard to believe, but guessing by the desperate way Obito’s voice sounded it seemed very likely to be true. “Maybe you should practise a little before the marriage then, sir” Kakashi suggested and know he was very much reaching a boundary of familiarity that he shouldn’t cross.

“Right, but who would I practise with? Who would want to do it? With someone like me nonetheless”, Obito whined.

“I could.”

The words had slipped out of Kakashi’s mouth before he could stop himself. He stood there frozen, unable to take them back now that they were out in the open like that. He knew he could be fired for this, cast out back on the streets where he’d originally started from. It was too late now to think about the consequences of his reckless words.

Obito lifted his head out of his hands and stared at the other man. He wasn’t blinking. Kakashi took one step back as if he might lash out at him and hit him, which none of the Uchiha princes ever did. In his mind he thought over how to accurately apologise for such a frivolous offering, but it wouldn’t quite come together. 

He finally opened his mouth to speak, but Obito was faster: “Alright. Teach me.” 

Kakashi almost dropped the jacket to the dirty ground again. His mouth swung open just a little. “You mean that, Lord?”

“Well if you have experience and I need experience then, by all means, yes teach me” Obito replied. Kakashi didn’t have too much experience either, not with many partners at least. Sometimes he had kissed the kitchen girl Rin for the fun of it and for a while he had enjoyed the company of the young man who was responsible to look after the palace gardens. It didn’t mean much, but it wasn't nothing.

He walked over slowly and Obito moved to the side of the couch to give him space to sit down. He was still holding the deep purple jacket that the other man had dropped to the floor and, feeling awkward with it still in his hand, put it over the back of the couch. His hands were free in case - well in case he needed them.

“So, how do we go about this?” Obito asked and furrowed his brow. Kakashi had never been so close to him and seen his dark eyes as clearly as this. Obito was a handsome man, his fears that his future spouse would be unhappy with his appearance was totally unfounded, Kakashi concluded. Nobody would ever oppose marrying a guy with a face like that, scars or no scars.

Kakashi squirmed a little and then said: “Maybe you should close your eyes.” 

“Right, you wouldn’t want me to see your face, phantom,” Obito nodded and Kakashi nodded back, though his concern had much more been that looking into Obito’s eyes up close like that made him nervous and he wanted to avoid it. Just like he had suggested Obito closed his eyes and pursed his lips forward as if he was a fat bellied statue of an angel in the palace gardens. 

The view made Kakashi chuckle which led Obito to press out: “Not like that?”

“No, no, you are right, I’m sorry, sir” Kakashi said and shook himself. This was not a free time evening makeout session with Tenzo, he was here for very serious business and needed to behave accordingly. He opened the face covering at his back and let it slide over his chin. He took a breath in, then another, to calm his nerves, and then he leaned forward to kiss Obito.

Rin’s lips were thin and always tasted sweet like the goodies she liked to sneak out of the kitchen and Tenzo’s were always forceful and his body gave off an earthy smell, but Obito’s lips were softer than any of the others Kakashi had had before. Not even the dent at the right side, where the scars circled his face, could change that. He tasted like the wine he had for dinner. He smelled like juniper berries, vetiver and cypress.

Kakashi immediately felt like he wanted to push for more, beg for more, but Obito was not experienced enough and had not given authority. So Kakashi pressed their lips together just like that, just sweet and innocent kissing. Drawing back for a breath and drawing Obito back in, his hands cramped into fists in his lap to squash the desire that flared up in his chest now.

Obito picked it up quickly, moving his head in turn with Kakashi’s drawing breath when he did. Kakashi couldn’t help himself, he opened one of his eyes to see the other man's face. Obito had his eyes closed, but not forcefully but relaxed. There was a slight blush over his nose and cheeks. Kakashi thought he never looked more beautiful.

“Is that it?” Obito asked after a while, a little out of breath, eyes still closed diligently. “Or is there anything else about it? I’m sure I’ve seen people do… other things.”

Not wanting to end this right now either, Kakashi jumped at the opportunity: “No, sir, you are right, there is some more.” His heart beat like a drum against his ribcage. If someone would find him in here with Lord Obito, if someone would see them do this together, Kakashi would be cast out or punished even harder. Technically though, Obito had asked him to help, so he didn’t really have a choice.

“Please, follow my lead like you did so far, sir” Kakashi said and Obito nodded, his brows furrowed again as if he was taking these practice sessions very seriously. He was so cute, Kakashi would eat him for dinner if he could.

He leaned in again, sighing almost inaudibly when he met Obito’s lips again. This time though he parted his lips just slightly, allowing himself to breathe just a little easier. With the tip of his tongue, Kakashi tapped Obito’s lower lip, just graced it a little, to ask for access. Obito did not react at all, so Kakashi, now greedy and impatient, forced his tongue through the scarred lips into the other man's mouth, his hands pulling Obito’s face closer in the process.

First, he traced the outline of teeth on top and bottom, just to tease a little. Obito was breathing hard, his mouth opening wider now, but he stood still. When Kakashi finally did touch his tongue, Obito groaned. The sound was so wonderful to hear, that Kakashi had to hold back the impulse to throw Obito backwards and climb over him. Fire burned in his chest and he wanted more, more.

Obito was quick at adapting once again, swirling his tongue in unison with Kakashi, forcing a blissful sigh or two out of his mouth. He mimicked Kakashi’s movement and put his hand into the other man’s hair and crawled into it when he heard the moan Kakashi let out because of it. He was experimenting, Kakashi thought without judgement. He’d gladly be the experiment.

More. Kakashi thought. A little more. He wanted to push further, his heart loud in his ears and his common sense leaving out of the window. He sat himself up and with his hands on both Obito’s shoulders slightly pressed the Uchiha back into his pillows. Obito didn’t stop him or complain, instead he let himself get guided there. 

Kakashi’s hands found the button’s of the vest Obito was wearing and opened them quickly, Obito’s hands in turn holding his face. “It is also nice.. “ Kakashi heard himself say, “.. if you do this-” He kissed Obitos cheek, the jaw, the underside of the jaw and then the thin layer of skin next to the throat. Obito groaned again, pushed Kakashi’s head up and latched onto his lips again. 

“What else?” Obito pressed between kisses, his fingers running down Kakashi’s back like little spider legs. Kakashi just wanted to pull open even more of Obito’s vest buttons to kiss his chest, but then there was a knock at the door.

“Lord Obito, are you alright in there?” It was the voice of another servant.

Both Kakashi and Obito scooted away from each other in the blink of an eye. Kakashi was good at covering himself up so that people wouldn’t see his face, so he was the phantom again before Obito could really get himself together. 

“Sir, you should fix your hair”, Kakashi said, already halfway towards the door. “I hope this will help in the future, please don’t forget you have to talk to Lord Madara.” 

He opened the door to the clueless other servant and said: “Don’t worry I have everything under control.” And before Obito or someone else could say another word he turned the corner and hurried away the way he had come.

[sunshine-zenith]

Okay but like. Ratatouille from Linguini’s perspective tho

You’re some broke, awkward guy in his twenties who can’t keep a job down to the point that you Know that the letter your recently dead mom wrote to her also dead famous friend’s coworker contains Something about giving you employment. So you march yourself down to this fancy restaurant, submit yourself to verbal whiplash, fork over what might’ve been the last thing your mother ever wrote, and become the lowly janitor

Fine, right? I mean, shitty day/week/month/whatever, but you aren’t picky. You have a job, so you can pay rent. Except you accidentally spill like half a pot of soup and you panic. You literally got this job like fifteen minutes ago and you already fucked up. Rent is breathing down your neck so you do the Broke Twenty Something thing where you try to use water to hide the difference, throw in some spices because you have no idea how cooking works, and hope that no one notices despite the fact that one sniff tells you you fucked it up worse.

Then a rat fixes it.

A random rat fixes it.

(You’re broke, you’re mom is dead, and you cook worse than a rat. Imagine that.)

And somehow the soup gets served to a food critic that’s apparently well respected and now you have no idea if you’re gonna be flayed alive by your new boss or given a job you are in no way qualified for. Rent is still a thing.

Then you realize the rat understands human language and knows enough body language to communicate. Then you realize you’re own body is fucking weird because this completely random rat (that you had to explain morality to because he stole some herbs from your neighbor) is controlling your limbs by tugging on your hair. Also you become lowkey famous yourself because the rat is that good a cook.

And you have to go along with it because you need money to eat and not be homeless and you need a job to get money. It hasn’t even been a week.

At least your coworkers are nice enough. You get a crush on one of them and get a crash course on cooking and working in a kitchen and sexism and oh my god like at least three of your coworkers are technically criminals aren’t they?? Also your boss gets you drunk and asks you a bunch of weird questions about pets. You only wanted a job

(The rat makes you kiss the coworker you kinda have a crush on that’s been teaching you everything. What the fuck. You probably have to explain consent to a rat now. Luckily the coworker likes you back and is okay with the kiss, but still. What the fuck)

(Also the rat now seems to have a rivalry with your new girlfriend. What the hell, rat buddy? You’re literally the reason these two are together, and also the girlfriend has been working in the food industry longer than the rat has been alive probably, she clearly knows her shit)

Suddenly, out of nowhere, the rat walks up to you with some documents about how your dead mom’s dead famous friend is your dad. Also your boss did DNA tests on you behind your back (invasive much??). Now you own an entire restaurant because of a deadline in you’re secret dead dad’s will that was like two days away from being moot.

(I dunno about y’all, but I’d need to sit down for like seventy years at this point because there’s like fifty different layers of fucked up here. You grew up without knowing your dad, then you learn you’ve been working at his restaurant. He’s famous and his face is on a bunch of frozen food dishes. Both of your parents are dead. Your mom never told you or your dad about the being related thing for some reason. Your boss did a DNA test on you. You own a restaurant and you can’t even cook. Your new pet rat somehow got this information before you and can apparently read. Your father was a famous chief, your name is literally a pasta, and you can’t even cook. It’s only been a couple months, what the hell)

Now you’re famous and the food critic they lowkey caused your secret dad’s death is after you because he has a weird vendetta going on, and also your rat (who’s like your best friend at this point let’s be real) is acting weirder than usual, but at least you have a better apartment and get to talk about how much you love your super cool and smart girlfriend in public.

Next thing you know, your rat is sneaking other rats into the kitchen, you have to explain that a rat can cook better than you, and everyone quits in the middle of the day (what the heck, one of them probably killed a guy and another was in the circus. The rat thing is weird but like. You can roll with the punches. Why can’t they??)

So while you’re like having a panic attack because of this, your rat unionized his rat friends and now the kitchen is being run by rats. What can you do? You wait tables because what the hell, you’re in way too deep at this point.

(Also, side note, Linguini totally missed out on his true calling as a professional roller skater or something. Dude’s graceless even when he isn’t being piloted by a rat, but on a set of roller skates he’s friggin amazing)

Luckily, your super smart (maybe ex?) girlfriend comes back (even if the whole rat thing is still throwing her off, but hey. It’s prolly nice to have Somebody acknowledge the weirdness of this entire thing without jumping ship). Apparently the food your rat cooks is so good that the food critic that lowkey killed your dad reevaluates his entire life, but now he wants to meet the person that made the meal. What do you do — your (maybe ex?) girlfriend is the only other human here, do you say she made it or do you show him the rat?

You decide to make this Super Important Super Harsh food critic wait hours, then you and your (probably) girlfriend have to show off how you’re weirdly drift compatible with a rat. The food critic just like. Thanks you for the meal and leaves. What do you do?

Also at some point during the night the rats kidnapped your weirdly invasive ex-boss and a health inspector. So yeah, you should probably deal with that.

Then the food critic that lowkey lead to your dad’s death writes this inspirational piece that critizes critics, tanking his own career in the process, only for the health inspector to shut down your dad’s restaurant. But okay, the now ex-food critic now takes the money he made shattering the dreams of other chiefs and invests in your rat best friend’s dreams, and now he’s kinda your friend and you work at the rat’s restaurant with your amazing girlfriend.

All this happened in only a few months. You just wanted a job.

Linguini’s a fucking champion for putting up with all this istg

[colorseeingchick]

Bad Dreams Get Better (Rengoku & Sanemi x Fem!Reader

Summary: You wake up from a nightmare, physically and mentally torn up. But they'll do what they can to make sure the next time you sleep will be a better experience.

A/N: DEDICATED TO MY MOOT @hoebirama7 BC SHE REQUESTED THIS EONS AGO AND I AM RIDICULOUSLY SLOW. Love these boys but lemme know how to make Sanemi more In character ~!

Warnings: Nightmares, injury, fear responses. Some suggestiveness in Sanemi's. Comfort fic.

Rating: PG. 13+. 3/10 on spice.

Rengoku Kyojuro

You’re not conscious. Not yet. But somehow your whole body processes the fear before you even realize it. 

Your eyes fly open, and your body jerks forward. You are instantly met with the feeling of a cold sweat draping over your whole body, your kimono feeling chilly. 

A nightmare. Another one. You sigh as you rub your forehead. 

“Y/N, you’re awake!” You turn your head to the voice talking to you, only to see your lover, Rengoku, casually resting in the windowsill above your hospital room. His arms are crossed, his legs draped across the length of the window. He’d clearly been napping, too. You had no doubt your startled movements had woken him up. 

“Kyo, don’t you have another mission-” 

“Oh? Trying to get rid of me?” he teases.

“No, no, I just-” You see his eyebrows furrow as he leaps into the medical room, his cape floating around his body, his eyes never leaving you, “-I wasn’t expecting you.” 

He crouches down by you, not cognizant of your words. “Are you okay? Do you need me to get a healer? You don’t look well.”

“No! No, I, I had another nightmare, is all.” You don’t look at him. You can’t. You know what his eyes look like right now. You would feel so terribly guilty if you saw the pity or the worry in them. But that didn’t change the fact that you wanted to. 

He grabs your attention instead by placing a hand over yours. He’s warm as always. His hands are big and strong, and you can feel the calluses on his palm as he squeezes your fingers reassuringly. 

“You never look at me when you’re sad.”

The urge to look at him is greater than ever before. 

“If you do not want me by you when you are sad, I will honor your wish,” He starts to pull away and stand. “But I want you to know - when I see you are sad, I desire only to be as close as possible to you. Please know that.”

He’s got the wrong idea. As Rengoku starts to walk, your hand flies to the frills of his cape, tugging gently, yearningly. As he turns back, he sees you, head down, still clinging onto the edges of his flame cape. 

“Please…” you didn’t even have to finish your sentence before you felt the bed dip. 

Before you know it, his cape is thrown over your lap and he’s sliding into the bed next to you, kicking off his sandals in the process. His arm wraps around your shoulder and he pulls you against his firm, buff chest. 

“Come closer if you wish,” he whispers. Rengoku, ever loud, playful, and bold, always makes a conscious effort to be soft and gentle in moments of intimacy. You were the only one who knew, obviously. And it took a while for him to get to that point with you. But it was like a secret shared between you two that you loved dearly. 

As you nuzzle into his chest and place your thigh onto his legs, he pulls you onto him. He grabs the underside of your thigh and lifts it higher so your leg is wrapped around him. He caresses your back with his other hand, placing soft kisses on your forehead. 

He’s so warm. So very, very warm. The warmth of his body radiates and sinks into your exposed skin, forcing the cold that had previously kept you shivering to melt away. 

You don’t know if he was being quiet, or if you were already half asleep again. Maybe you hallucinated the whole thing. But you heard a small “I love you,” from your lover’s deep, resonant voice as your eyes closed shut. 

Even if he wasn’t the one who said it, the heat of his body and the reassuring and mindless petting on your thigh was enough to make you feel it. You feel his love for you as you lost consciousness in a peaceful sleep. 

Sanemi Shinazugawa

Your heart beats out of your chest, causing panic to rise and to rip your precious sleep from you. 

What a terrible, terrible dream. As you sit yourself up, you can feel your eyes stinging with tears. Before they have the chance to roll down your face, you hear a rough voice call your name. 

“What the hell are you doing up? You’re not healed yet.” Sanemi sneers at you (well, he more so sneers at your now-bloodsoaked gaws). 

As you look around, you remember how you’d fallen in battle in the forest, and assumed that would be the end of it. Waking up against the base of a tree with your haori folded as a pillow told you that, perhaps, you hadn’t died. 

Nonetheless, the trauma of the battle was still great, and you aren’t mentally sound. But you aren’t going to let your long-time ally and rival Sanemi know that. You’d resolved to not be vulnerable with him. He doesn’t like you all that much already, you’re sure.

“I’m, I’m sorry- I’ll just lay down again.” The blades of soft grass tickle your exposed arms and neck as you lay back, squeezing your eyes shut. 

You can still hear his footsteps approach, though. 

“Hold on. I have to change your bandages before you sleep,” you can hear the irritation in his voice as he drops to his knees next to you. 

“Okay.” You’re too caught up in your mental crisis to notice the fact that your wound is right below your chest.

“... I’m not very experienced in treatment, so you better not complain.” Sanemi is slow and cautious as he unties your gaws from the front. As he peels it back, slowly unwinding it from your body, he doesn’t know what to do to get the wrappings out from under you. All the while, he is trying to ignore the memory of treating your wound in the first place. Pulling your uniform off was… a task for him to handle on his own. 

As the gaws fall off from your body, you casually lift your hips and lower back up so he can slide them out from under you. Your eyes are still shut, zoned out and dwelling on the vile dream you had earlier. You don’t know why it took a second for Sanemi to continue pulling off the bandages from under you, but you don’t think much of it. 

The icy bite of alcohol pools onto your abdomen and soaks your wound, forcing a pained hiss out of your lips. 

“I told you not to complain.” Had you opened your eyes, you would’ve noticed Sanemi’s very panicked expression. 

But the physical pain you felt only bothers you because of your aggravated mental state. You seal your lips shut as you furrow your brow.Everything hurt, the dream still has you shaken up, and you are mentally exhausted. You grab at the grass, hoping that it would help release some frustration. You were confused when you felt someone holding your hand. Peering open your teary eyes, you saw a distressed Sanemi. 

“I wish I was better trained at treatmemt, I don’t, don’t mean to cause you pain, okay?” You could tell how gentle he was trying to be, kindness peering through his eyes despite his frown. 

“No, Samemi. Thank you for treating me. It’s not that, I just,” you felt the tears well up again, “war is so exhausting.” 

He hides the way his heart hurts at your pained expression.

He wordlessly sweeps his arms under your neck and knees, lifting you up and moving you a foot away from the tree.  

“Wha-what are you-” 

“Shut up. The ground is far from ideal for sleeping, especially in your condition. And we’re gonna be here a while, so…” he sits you upright momentarily before sitting against the tree himself, pulling you onto him, your back resting against his abdomen. “...sleep against me for now. You’ll probably be able to get more rest that way.” 

He’s right. The warmth of his skin and the rhythmic rise and fall of his chest are comforting. As your eyes close again, you feel the rate of his breathing even out as well, relaxing with the rest of his body. As he adjusts himself underneath you, his arms instinctively wrap around you, protecting the spot where your wound is. Finally feeling safe, his resting heart rate acts as a metronome that lulls you to sleep, peacefully this time.

A/N: writing for Demon Slayer is always such a step away from what I feel used to. I quite enjoy the change of pace and tone. Hope you enjoyed~

[hanemiso]

yello!! have you've ever tagged your moots for something fun too? like i keep seeing your moots tag theirs for fun stuffs, and if you haven't yet, can you ship your moots — any fandom and if you're not too busy ofc :D

bb – sorry to bother you in advance!!

i have not done this before but it always seems like so much fun :0 i’m gonna do my close moots/the ones i interact with the most because i have 90+ mutuals :))

@sonder-paradise : mitsuya 100%. i really do think that you two would be a good couple. you would both be like the soft domestic ones with the hidden chaos lol.

@cumfuyu : i also think mitsuya for you kit. i can’t describe it but you would spice up his life, bring the chaos that is needed. he’d love everything about you, always a fond smile on his face.

@pompompurin1028 : kat i really do think you’d be good with dazai. dazai is hard to handle, but you’re so sweet and pretty, he would be head over heels before he even realized it. you’d be able to heal his cracked heart.

@sebtomm : SEBBY I GIVE YOU CHUUYA OR RANPO. honestly while i love sebchuuya with my whole heart and think y’all are a vibe, i can’t help but also think you and ranpo would be good together. i really can’t explain it, but as the maurice to my mort, you’re the only one that can handle the manchild 😌

@duckiichan : my sweet duckii, i highkey ship you with sigma or chifuyu because you deserve someone that’s a sweetheart like you. you and sigma would have the innocent kind of love, whereas you and chifuyu would be more playful.

@dazaiscum : mia the only person i ship you with is me 😏 but other than me, i also ship you with baji because you give me good vibes like he does. you’re such a funny and kind person, i can see you making baji smile the widest.

@dreamkidddream : dream this might surprise you but i give you tecchou :0 pls he would swoon over you. he might be a little dense, but he would do anything for you. this man puts in the most effort istg. y’all would be the couple that makes everyone else jealous LOL.

@manjiroro : KAI I GIVE YOU MIKEY :3 i literally can’t see you with anyone else. i see mikey and i’m like “oh you mean kai’s bf?” the chaos + soft words shared with each other would be the perfect balance in manjikai :)

@nikolais-sanity : nikolai and i really don’t think i have to explain but i will 😌 indigo, you and nikolai would be the chaotic couple that i always want to be around. he is batshit crazy, but you can match his vibe and give him the love he deserves.

@hisvillainess : i know it’s been a while since we last talked but i just can see you with lucifer perfectly. the vibes you give off match his and i kebsjsj ryucifer >>>>

@tender-rosiey : ROSE YOU ARE SO SWEET SO I GIVE YOU ATSUSHI <3 pls his eyes would sparkle every time he sees you, just completely infatuated with you. i see you both as the cute, sweet couple.

@kodzukoi : mistuya. i’m a big mitsukoi shipper 😌 you both would be adorable, the soft couple with matching sweaters. but i can also see you with chifuyu, because he’d be your dorky sweetheart.

@nullified-kiss : meimei i give you atsushi :) is it because i’m biased?? maybe. just ever since that fic you wrote about him, i couldn’t stop thinking that you would be so cute with him. he would treat you so lovely, and you’d make him the happiest.

@nameless-shrimp : i do see you with dazai because you would keep him in line LOL. you two would be so cute, but you wouldn’t let him get away with half the shit he does and i think that’s the most powerful dynamic.