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cowplant-pizza · 1 year ago
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coco at the groomers the other day ❤️
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baffledapple · 4 months ago
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once again i am being subjected to "educational courses on generative AI" (lengthy advertisements that the higher ups want us to watch so they can say that we are trained in AI)
#it's a contact year we need to show that we spend a lot of tiem not only maintaining this stuff but also learning and improving the produc#we provide#they never define what they mean by AI or how the AI actually works its driving me insane#whoah this adobe ai can generate an image for you and insert it into the image you have have without learning photoshop#yeah but HOW. where are these images being pulled from? what methods are used to produce this shit#HOLY SHIT: most programmers dont actually spend that much time programming. they actually spend a lot of time in meetings. helping coworker#reading emails. reading documentation. HELLO???? YES??? THOSE ARE NORMAL THINGS TO DO???#yes attending meetings is annoying but the solution is to fucking reduce the amount of meetings and ensuring that meetings are efficient#NOT TO ADD AI????#the stupid fucking AI building half ur code isnt gonna reduce the time spent looking at documentation!!!! u can't trust the AI to be accura#to be accurate so ur gonna have to go to the documentation anyway!!!#“u can just code not worrying about syntax blah blah” so writing psuedocode??? doing a top down approach to get the big idea#and then write the little stuff later???#im so fucking livid this is SO DUMB#literally all the shit they mentioned in passing sounds actually useful instead of the generative AI bs#no i dont need a little guy to write my code for me#but a guy who checks my syntax? that suggests i look at a particular function from the library? that sounds useful!!!#“if i ask this thing how to do X it will tell me how with steps!”#Okay so will the documentation???? hello????#omfg this guy conviently skipped over the part where the AI gave a WRONG ANSWER#bro i can read the screen it did NOT accurately describe the game#“have it generate the game for you” the point of the little shit is to learn how to do stuff so you can apply it to the big shit#god im just so enraged#mr supervisor is this a good use of company resources?#you are billing t he client for ME learning ai bullshit#sir you having me sit through hours of learning the newest buzzword concepts. is this a good use of 8 hrs the client pays for me to be here#chit chat
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flovverworks · 2 years ago
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this isnt gonna be a spoiler post but im halfway thro ch14 and just? the characterizations in this series always has me ssoooooooooooo.......the decision to switch the povs.......as much as i miss akira...........i said this on twt but i am Terrified for when they introduce the rustica n faust pov
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motherlvr · 2 years ago
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hi:D can you do miles!42 with a reader who doesn't really like getting told "watch who ur talking to" or smth bc most fics abt miles!42 is like that and nooo i won't ever let a man say that to me😭 and they like, know how to defend themself so they're pretty independent if thats alr ofc!
ngl i loved writing this, tysm for the req!
wc: 2.1k
pairing: E-42 Miles Morales x Strong, Independent! f! reader
warnings: enemies to lovers, kind of rivalry tbh, cursing, Miles is mean in this one, but gets character development, reader knows how to fight, baddie ong, reader doesn't take miles' bs
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"You gotta be shitting me." Mumbling under your breath, your eye involuntarily twitched. You glared at Miles like it was his fault for putting you in this situation.
Your glare was reciprocated as he said, "I ain't happy about it either, princesa." You hated when he called you that. It rolled off his tongue with such distaste. "Yeah? Glad we got that in common then." You snipped, irritated.
Miles Gonzalo Morales was a dick. To put it kindly.
He was a stuck-up, close-minded dick. It's like his sole purpose in life was to irk you. The two of you have never been on good terms. He tested your patience every waking moment.
But unfortunately for both of you, your Spanish teacher paired you up as partners for a major project. It would count for a good portion of your grade, so not doing it wasn't an option for you. You had less than two weeks to finish the project, and you weren't going to waste it.
You'd much prefer to do the project alone. One thing you've learned is: if you want something done correctly, do it yourself. And to never put it solely in the hands of a man. But the project was a requirement for the class, so you had no place to argue about it.
Thankfully, today was just a planning day. So it wouldn't be as painful, you hoped.
You showed him a plan you had thought about within only a few minutes and asked, "Thoughts?" He took a short glance at it and told you, "That's trash." A vein almost popped out of your head. You snapped, "You got any better ideas then?"
"Yea, anythin' other than that." He told you mindlessly. You had half a mind to make his braided head become real familiar with the cold surface of his desk. Around ten minutes later, he had finally come up with something. It wasn't that great, but at least he was semi-cooperative. You took one look at his plan and decided to turn the tables on him. You said, "You couldn't have come up with anything better? Shit's worse than my idea."
You could see him grip his pencil just a bit tighter, no doubt irritated by now. "Nah, watch your mouth." He told you, and you were unsure of how serious he was being. "Watch my mouth? You needa watch how when you turn around, one of your precious braids will be gone." You said as you made a snipping motion with your fingers. He protectively grabbed onto his braids, "Yo chill, ma."
As Spanish class progressed, everything only went downhill from there. He always seemed to hate every idea you had or had something to say. He groaned, "Woman, I swear. Your ideas are shit." Your former hopes of a peaceful partnership were long gone.
His choice of words alone irked you as you replied, "See, that's what you're not gonna call me. And if we're gonna be partners, you need to act decent for once. Get it together, Morales." You set clear boundaries as you pointed a finger at him. Surprisingly, he obliged. He looked like he made a revelation as he shook his head. "Nah, you right. That was outta line." The moment was oddly tranquil until he opened his mouth again. "I meant: I swear, your ideas are fucking terrible."
From that point further, the hopes of having a normal, mature, conversation were fleeting. The majority of the class was spent bickering rather than working on the task at hand.
You were one of the very few people that tested him. You gave him a challenge, while most people wouldn't utter a single complaint.
Eventually, at the end of the class, the two of you finally landed on an idea to carry out. A true miracle.
The next week in Spanish class passed and the days were cutting it closer and closer to the deadline. But there was still much work to be done. So, begrudgingly, you both had to work on it out of school. After Spanish, you were packing up your things when you asked him, "My place or yours?" His response was immediate. "My place. I'll give you my address. Come over after school, 'ight?" He said, writing down his address and handing it to you.
You accepted it and said, "Alright. Are your parents good with me coming over?" You questioned if he even had the decency to check first. Although you couldn't stand him most of the time, you didn't want to intrude on his family. He shrugged it off, "Yeah my ma's good with it. Already told her."
He wasn't about to tell you that his mother demanded the project was done at his house so she could keep a keen eye on the both of you.
You were dreading the final bell of the day. Spending more time than legally required with Miles wasn't your ideal image of fun. As the school day ended, you walked over to Miles' house.
Knocking on the door, it was soon opened by no one other than Miles' mother. She was expecting you, as a smile adorned her face. You greeted her, "¡Hola, Señora Morales! Gracias por invitarme a tu casa." (Hi, Mrs. Morales! Thank you for inviting me to your house.)
She widened her eyes at you, "¡Claro! ¿Cómo estás?" (of course, how are you?) She asked you with a sweet smile. You replied and reciprocated a smile, "Bien, ¿usted?" (good, you?) To which she responded, "Muy bien, gracias." (very good, thank you) As you put down your things, you noticed Miles was standing only a few feet away. His mother pulled Miles to the side and whispered, "She speaks Spanish, I like her." Not wanting to give away that she was a loud whisperer, you concealed a small laugh. It's a wonder how Miles turned out like that. His mother's wonderful. You knew she raised him better.
After his mother was done speaking to him, Miles led you to his room. His mother called out, "¡Deja la puerta abierta!" (leave the door open!) "Si, mami." He said back in an unusually nice tone.
You previously believed Miles Morales was a universal dick. But you soon realized you were somewhat wrong. He was a dick. To everyone except his mother, it seemed.
As you both settled down to start working on the project, you grinned at him like you had just found out a Federal-level secret. "You're such a momma's boy." You said.
His head whipped to you like you knew something you shouldn't. "No one would believe you." He said. You teased, "Oh, everyone would. Trust."
This was the most civil conversation the both of you have ever held within your whole history of knowing Miles. The afternoon was sprinkled with light-hearted jokes here and there, and it wasn't as painful as you initially believed. Needless to say, being forcibly confined in a space with Miles went much smoother than you could've ever anticipated. The project was progressing for once. And so was your relationship with Miles.
A few days later, you were in a better mood than regular. Within the past few days, Miles has been more tolerable. Maybe even likable. Apparently, you were in too good of a mood. You must've appeared too approachable today.
As you were walking in the hallways of school to your next class, a guy you didn't recognize slung an arm around your shoulders and said, "Hey, what's good jit?" You immediately pushed his arm off. He reeked of an excessive usage of cologne. You winced at his stench. "Don't call me that." You assertively said. But he only took it as a challenge. He said with a wink, "You tryna play hard to get? Alright, I'll play along."
"I'm not 'playing hard to get'," You mocked with air quotations. Dumbing it down, you continued, "I don't want you." Could a girl make it any more obvious?
Your words went straight over his oversized head. He said with a disgusting smirk, "I can change your mind." Your face visibly grimaced at his desperate attempt, "Not even baby Jesus could change my mind."
He was starting to get agitated at this point, "Nah, why you trippin', girl?" he said. You immediately retorted, "Why can't you take a damn hint?"
"C'mon, I know you want me. Gimme a chance." He said. You were sick and tired of this interaction, so you just decided to walk away. Turning your back, you tried to escape this conversation. But he grabbed your hand to prevent you from leaving. "Aye, where you goin'?"
You tried to be patient. And where did patience get you? Nowhere. In your mind, this guy was way too testosterone-deficient to be talking tough to you. There was nothing worse than a teenage boy. More importantly, a boy that didn't know what 'no' means.
And in an instant, the sound of a slap resounded throughout the hallway.
He looked like he was about to start crying. Holding his cheek in pain, he sneered, "Fuck you, bitch. You ain't shit anyway. I ain't even want you." But as you tried to walk away once again, he placed a tight grip on your shoulder to prevent you from escaping.
Miles was skipping class and wandering in the hallways when he saw you. From your body language, he could tell you were uncomfortable. His eyes glanced toward the guy's grip on your shoulder, and Miles suddenly understood the situation. He could see where this was heading. Or at least, he believed he did. Miles was about to intervene when within the blink of an eye, you had flipped the guy on his back and onto the floor.
You told the boy on the floor, "Don't try that shit again. With me or any other woman, got it?" Groaning in agony, the guy whimpered in response, and you took it as a 'yes'.
The guy was no André the Giant, but it impressed the hell out of Miles nonetheless. Since when could you do that? He questioned himself. Miles had to prevent his jaw from dropping. He was suddenly glad he never pushed you that far. You walked away unbothered as if nothing had happened. He gained a newfound respect for you. But that would have to stay unspoken.
Once Spanish class rolled around, you realized it was the second to last day you had to finish the project, so you were working extra diligently in Spanish class. You told Miles, "Alright, I finished decorating it. What do you think?" showing him the project. Not that you cared what he thought, but it would make this whole process much easier if he wouldn't shit on your every move. You've had your daily dose of asshole for the day. Almost an overdose, really.
A few moments passed by where he stared at the project, and then back to you. Fully expecting Miles to be his usual asshole self, you said, "Spit it out. What is it?" You waved your hand in front of his face. He swatted your hand away and replied, "I ain't gonna hold you, it's a pretty solid project so far."
You raised a brow at him, and suspiciously asked, "Really?" This was the first time he didn't have any retort to say. "Yeah, I think you're great, ma." He said. You cheekily grinned at him as he tried to correct himself, "I meant, great at the project. Yeah. The project." He almost stumbled on his words. He never did that. He was always collected. What was up with him? It was definitely a sudden change, but you weren't complaining.
There was only a small portion of the project left to do by the end of the class, so Miles suggested finishing it at his house.
This time after school, the both of you walked together to his house. As you worked on the project in his room, you noticed he wasn't getting much done. It seemed like he was in his head, whatever goes on in there. As you glanced up, he locked eyes with you. You hadn't a clue what he was thinking.
You originally would've preferred to do the project yourself, but if you had to have a partner, you believed the work should be divided equally. You weren't going to carry the whole project on your back.
"Why're you slacking, Miles? Our time is limited, y'know." "Ion know. Mind's elsewhere." He shrugged. It was subtle, but you noticed his glance travel to your lips. You grinned and took the opportunity to tease, "What, you want a kiss or somethin'?" You said it mainly as a joke. Sure, maybe you liked the way he gave you a challenge everyday. You wouldn't blatantly admit it, but it was refreshing to be with someone that actually cared about their work. But much to your surprise, he ran his hand over the back of his braids and said. "Shi, maybe it would motivate me. You feel me?"
Not expecting him to agree, you said, "I mean, alright. If you get off your ass, maybe I'll give you one." You tried to say as casually as you could. But you couldn't deny the fact that you were growing fond of him. You were internally conflicted as you wanted to hate him, but couldn't. In reality, it was far from hate.
Miles couldn't exactly pinpoint the moment his detest for you faded away and was replaced with something different. An emotion he rarely felt. Seeing you singlehandedly take on a guy was only fueling it for him. He quickly started working harder on his part. You mentally praised yourself. After a few silent moments, he spoke up, "Yo, I'm basically finished."
He was bullshitting, and you knew it. As you looked at his part of the project, he still had a good chunk to finish. But you caved and moved closer to him. Holding a hand to his face, you peppered a light kiss to the corner of his mouth, just barely avoiding his mouth.
As usual, he had something to say, "Don't play, mami." He resisted the urge to press his lips to yours until they were numb. You simply smiled at him and replied, "Yeah? Keep workin' and you'll earn a real one."
Immediately, Miles got right back to working on his part of the project without another complaint. You've never seen him work so studiously.
Pleased to say, with your motivation, Miles was more productive that day than all the other days combined.
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benslittlestarkiller · 11 months ago
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Vladimir Makarov Headcannon Imagines
This is dedicated to those who wanted me to write a Vladimir makarov story 💋
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Vladimir is a traditional man. He shows his woman respect
He demands respect from you, too, however
If you disrespect him, it’s like a fun game for him
He gets to punish you
He makes sure the punishment is not only fun for him, but fun for you as well
Everything is consensual between you
And he also likes when you’re on top… though he never emit it…
Vladimir take you on dates to expensive restauraunts. You can order whatever you want
Total sugar daddy material. He buys you dresses and expanto sive jewellery,
he take you to Prsfda, VChannel, Gucchi, , Her,mires,
All the nicest stores in Moscow
You never have to work a day in you life with him, cus he will take CARE of you.
Yiu do NOt have to voook, clean or anything elsoe
He hires a maid for you, she do everything
You call him “Vladdy” or “Vladdy Daddy’
Vladmir stoood on the balcony of his expensive high rise penthouse apartment suite condominium umm
He never like to see you wear revealing deresss. Your body for his eye only. NO man loo at yoo
OR ELSE BREAK KNEE…..
You came up behind he and wrap ur fingers around he waist gently feeling his hardened muscles and sclupted booty, his firm body tough from battles he had won during his time in the military when he was younger, the training had formed him in to the hardend virilie form he had now.
“What is it baby girl” he asked in Russian accentw
He accent make your coochie tighten with need for he hardened thivk veiny bulging cook
When Flaccid it was like a Makarov pistole.
But when standing at attention like right now it was big as AK-47
“Vladdy I want you” you said in a breathless voice
“I want you too baby girl” he picked you up
And set you down effortlessly on the balcony railing 50 stories up
He grips youe thighs in his strong hands spreading your legs as wide as the black sea
Your princess parts already just as wet as the sea 2, u panties drooping weet and socked with need for Valdimie
“Ohhh please daddy I need it, my coochie is tingling”
Ur word gets hum going with intense adn debilitatng nerf NEED
So sorry guys news device so HWSF. t hard to tupe type with :C
His dick slid against your intimage area, his dripping essence mingling with yours
He slode your panties aasdide and pushed the tip, like the Onion dome of St Basils Chuch, against
You dripping aching cunt.
He take tim e filling you slowly so you fee each inch adn centimeter of his engorged and throbbing member
Your head falls back in exsctasy “OJHHHk….” you manned
nd he MAnned too. TThe feleling of. f your atight wales
Encasing him and sucking his deeper
He filled you deeply until he breached the sensitive barrier of your cachinh aching cervix
“OHHHHH Please full me deeper VlDDDY!”
“Oh baby gur yuo felt so sgoood……. ugh ugh ugh”
Each moan of his pleasure made you wall clench, squeesing him tight like squeezing into a pair of jeans after eating a generous bowl of borscht.
“oh, Bladimir, I can;t i htink i’m gonna……”
You body shakwes violently as you come on his virlie cup
“AHHHH@@!!!!! Bladdy!!!! Vlad@@!!!!”
The feelungb of u tight geat him close t o the edge of falling off thr edge of bluss
But h held back,
His trusts becme hurdle nd fatter as he is losing himswlf in plosure
His cock swells like a sponge left in the sink during washing up after dinner
But you didn’t knew about it acuz your maid did it
Hoa beethunf becined eruged BS
And thun he cams inside your
Hole
Thick hefty spurts fill your waiting womb like a bowl waiting to be filled with borscht
Or a pelmeni dumpling being filled with a serving of meat and veggies
His cum drips our off you down your leg and then down off the belcuny into the city street of Moscow Russia
Cum fell like sno soft and wet onto the winter city
Your love dripping for all too seee
Even the maid
As she cum alung to clean the evideance away offf the balcunty
That day and night Vladimir Jr was conceived in a flurry of pission
Ladimurlove his sun
Vladimir jr
He was a good boy raised by his loving mother ans father
You love him. Raise him to fight in war
The wing
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astralnymphh · 11 months ago
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I just got on and saw what’s been happening and bro…I’m glad people are talking about it. Mostly about the smut, inclusivity, Palestine, and the fetishization of trans people.
Reading smut is so underwhelming like it seems like that’s all what people write these days. Like I need ANGST! I need to CRY! I need SLOW BURN AND PLOT….
And to be honest, I personally feel like some writers purposely list the reader’s physical descriptions as being white… like damn you know multiple people are going to come across your shit. I would get annoyed asf when I see something like “she touched your soft pale flushed skin” BITCH- 💀 don’t piss me off 😒🦶🏽
I won’t speak too in depth about the fetishization of trans people in fanfics because I’m not trans and I don’t want to say anything inaccurate BUT I will say it’s so disturbing and off putting seeing shit like that and seeing how people are sexualizing trans people more than treating them like regular humans…I also came across that ‘femcel’ series and🧍🏽‍♀️erm… no.
I appreciate the account who made the post discussing how the word trans and the f word are completely different. I didn’t even know that word was derogatory and it shocked me... I hope that account takes it down and they educate themselves or something cause 🙁👎🏽
yes pook YES smut can be underwhelming and so overdone. we definitely need more angst/fluff.. or just PLOT in general. no, i'm not saying don't write it at all (incase anons twist my words, cause.. they're good at that.) i'm just saying that it would be nice to see some fully fleshed out pieces with emotion and storytelling. i have something in the works though, that encompasses all genres (fluff/smut/angst) so, there's that!
people will so clearly write the whole petite pale white girl bs like "ur delicate small hand" or the fuckass "doey eyed and blushing cherub red" like NEVER portray reader so specifically unless you're going to specify it in the cw!!!! do whatever for ellie's white ass but for the love of gods and goddess BE AWARE OF READER AS A SPOT TO FILL, NOT AN OC!!!! idk how else to describe what i just said. but. it is said. so it. yeah. that whole delicate small petite thing kinda trickles into writing childlike readers too but. thats a whole nother discussion. no clue if i ever used that phrasing in the past tho i have no bold memories of my writings in detail.
i think people will listen to anybody but trans people who are actively calling it fetishization, like. all the mfs arguing with them say "trans and f💀ta aren't the same!" yeah. they aren't. cause one is like, a genuine, flesh and bone person.. with a whole story.. and feelings.. and experiences.. and one is.. fetishization. how many times do trans people have to repeat that? bet most of the people trying to argue against it aren't even trans.
the whole thing about authors "flooding" the tlou tag with palestine posts is also dumb as fuck. is scrolling a bit too taxing on your poor smut-guzzling thumbs?? ur scrolling over big booty fics, i think you can scroll a little further past those posts if you're really that much of a basement dwelling fuck that's sitting comfortably in their homes while a genocide is happening. out here sobbing cause people are spreading awareness. eat my bum bum booty. ++ also add-on cause we're holding writers accountable for ignoring a strike (different than not knowing at first) but there's also the artists!! they're there too.
anons r gonna come into my inbox abt all this but i'm not even gonna answer like, don't waste your time. im not reading all that. especially coming from an ANON 💀
me when
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osachiyo · 1 year ago
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hey...what if reader has a threesome with nikolai and fyodor for like 5 hours...and then she is all sore and tired...but they wanna keep going....so nikolai eats her ass while she is on top of fyodor...and fyodor is thrusting the whole time because she cant move from nikolai's grip...then sigma joins the party because he heard the moans...and then he fucks her in the mouth while fyodor sucks his balls....and then dazai shows up and says NO! MY TURN! and then he joins and takes turns w nikolai to eat reader's ass....and then chuuya finds dazai but gets all flustered upon seeing reader in bliss of pleasure...and fucks off fyodor by saying he is too weak to fuck someone as good as her...so they switch places...fyodor somehow slides to eat her pussy (trust me, it's anatomically possible, don't question it)...but then, suddenly, out of nowhere, gojo shows up....and he is like OH MY GOD! and he brings geto and nanami to see the whole thing while jerking off...but gojo gets pissed...because she is his little kitten...and then he opens his domain expansion where he fucks her while they all gotta stay still and watch from the side....but then...geto is like "i could do it better" so gojo lets him join...and then a sudden puffy cloud explodes inside the domain...and yosano slices them all...takes the reader for herself....and then....she straps her for 18 hours...and then ranpo joins as a virgin..to see how to pleasure a lady and brings poe too...so they all learn together...and maybe adding some primal play into this...or some knotting..a bit of omegaverse..yk.. :) but also! once reader is about to cum...gojo steals her away and he is a vampire actually...and he marks her as his...and then he gets into a fight with bram...and they do some twilight bs...but reader is in love with akutagawa the whole time...
this is a thirst btw! not a request!! (could you do this like a lil drabble in maybe 300 words?☺️) love your work! keep it up!!
I RE READ THIS SHIT LIKE 80 TIMES BRO STINKY UR SO GENIUS AND CREATIVE BYE THIS IS ACTUALLY SUVH A WONDERFUL DRABBLE IDEA OGMGGGG I'M GONNA DO IT AS SOON AS I'M DONE WITH MY EVENT THINGIE OMG I MIGHT EVEN ACC DITCH THE EVENT BC I WANNA WRITE THIS SO BAD LIKE OMG
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yami03x · 1 month ago
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Forgotten pt 9
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A/N
Im so embarrassed to write smut. I cringed a lot. Anyways I shortened the smut cause I was not the most comfortable with it. There is still smut dw guys im not robbing you. Also there is gonna be one more chapter then this finished. Maybe a epilogue on my Wattpad but who knows!!
About: Bill gets bullied, you help him, you're new, multiple parts.
Warning: normal amount of smut, fluff and angst. This chapter contains smut and aftercare.
Bill looks at you surprised as you ask him that. He blushes and nods slowly. Bill- 'Y-yeah I want to continue..' You smile as you place his hands on your shirt so he can take it off. Bill looks at his hands as He slowly grabs the bottom of your shirt, taking his time taking your shirt off. His eyes looking down on your skin as it slowly revealed to him, his face turns a darker red. Your shirt was thrown on the ground as it reveals you're in a lace bra. Bill slowly glances up from your body to your face, he can see that you're blushing and looking away. He cant help but think that you are adorable like this.
His mouth was slowly opening and his brain didn't function. 'Don't look away... I wanna see more of you' You smile as he places his hand on your back. You gasp at the cold hand from Bill. Bill moves and slowly drags it along your bare skin, he gasps also. He can feel his body slowly heating up as he touches you're skin. You both really are heating up up. Pretty heated are you both. Bill keeps glancing his eyes at your body as he can feel he s bit light headed from how much this is affecting him. You tug at his jeans. Bill looks at your hand as he registers what you want him to do.
'You want me to take my jeans off' 'Yes.. is that okay?' Bill looks back up at you his face blushing even more than before. He slowly nod his head a bit breathless as he answers. 'Y-yeah thats okay' You unbeaten his jeans as you blush. Bill watches you as his breath quickens. He grips the bed sheets, his hands slowly gripping them tighter as he watches your hands undo his jeans. His jeans slowly slide off as he is left in his boxers. 'You're so.. huge'
Bill blushes even more. He feels a lot more exposed. He shyly looks away when you say he's huge..' 'You think so..? I didn't think I was that big.' 'From what i've seen for your age it definitely is' You whisper as you trace his chest you continue speaking. 'Im also a virgin' The boy can feel you trace his chest. He lets out a soft gasp and shudders at you touch closing his eyes for a moment. He slowly opens his eyes again and looks back at you, not wanting anything for moment, until he quietly says. 'Im a virgin too..' 'Wanna be our first?' Bill blushes again from your question and looks at you. He can feel himself getting heating up even more from the thought of being your first. 'Yeah...I wanna be your first'
'Then let's do this.. do you have a condom or anything just to be sure?' He nods. You smile as you take your pants leaving you only in your bra and underwear. 'Do you want to take of my bra?' His heart beats faster. 'Yeah I wanna take it off you' His hands grab the bra as he gets it off you're not so big b✮✮bs but a decent size. He is mesmerized he cant look away as he gently touches your chest. 'You're so beautiful you know that?' You blush a little. He gently rubs your skin. You get his boxers off. His breath becomes shaky. 'You want me to be fair?' He nods as he takes ur underwear off.
He feels a bit of anxiety and excitement at one. He watches ur expression. You are blushing and smiling like an idiot. He admires your body. Bill puts the condom around his ✮. Bill bottoms you. 'Ready?' Bill nods. 'Im ready are you?' 'Yes' Bill hesitates for a second before he grabs your hips to steady himself. 'Okay I'm going to go slow okay?' 'Okay' He positioned himself. 'Tell me if it hurts okay?' 'I will' Was the last words spoken before he entered you.
A moan both escapes your mouth. 'Fuck this is' 'good' Bill breaths quickens as you moan. He starts to move a bit faster. 'Yeah? Does it feel good?' 'Yes' You moan out your hand covering your mouth from all the loud noises. 'He can feel your body shaking under him, turning him on even more. 'don't cover your mouth.. I want to hear you' You blush as he gets deeper. 'You're so good' Bill moans.
The bed makes loud noises as you both are f✮cking like you guys did it before. 'So are you' 'Im gl-lad you think so I reall-y like you' He starts moving faster. 'I really like u to Bill' The noises you make is driving himself crazy in the best way possible.
You moan as he hits your g spot. He goes even faster if thats even possible. 'too much' You moan out' 'I can tell it's too good' Bill can feel you clenching around him as you moan.
He starts to reach his to. You both moan. The bed makes even more noises. As you moan. Reaching your high. He also reaches his high. 'Ive never felt so good..' He breathes out. 'I didn't too' You chuckle. You guys compliment each other on how you were. You decided to clean up with Bill. 'Let's get cleaned up' 'Yeah lets go shower' You guys giggle as you guys shower and putting on the early clothes fixing up you're messed up hair.
When they showered Bill was mesmerized by how you looked. It's taking his will powers to keep showering. He fixes his messy hair also as he blushes looking at you.
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ladykailitha · 1 year ago
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Omg I just read all the wip of Steve is a history nerd n I never thought of him knowing how to sew! I have read bout him crocheting n stuff, but now I’m thinking of all the detail he would go with sewing cuz godammit if he’s gonna do something he’s gonna go all out.
I also have a lil head canon that he knows how to wood work n ur writing made me think bout, what if he did wooden replicas of the party’s weapons for their dnd (n possibly for like renaissance fair)
(I couldn’t stop thinking bout this… n this wasn’t even what I was originally gonna say but it’s getting long so-)
Oooh! Woodworking Steve is very special indeed. Though for this, it was about Steve's eye for detail being noticed by professional seamstress at the faire and offering to name the unique stitch after him and I really liked the thought Steve loving history so much that he learned to sew old patterns.
Then the story kinda morphed into Lucas bumping up against some of the Party's casual racism (cough*cough*Mike*cough) and learning to stick up for himself a little more (he did a great job about the Venkman/Winston BS but the fact that Mike only doubled down kinda made the whole thing crap, tbh) and actually getting them to listen (with help from Jeff).
And to have the Corroded Coffin boys show up in professional costumes made by the lady that does the costumes for the school plays every year. (Eddie found a Polish Fantasy magazine and had it translated so he could read Wiedzmin and fall in love with idea of Jaskier. I don't care if he wasn't in the original story, shush!)
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ca-suffit · 6 months ago
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It's funny how when I entered the fandom I was wary of all the people you're talking about here even before knowing they were problematic or finding tgis Tumblr.For me it was just weird how they were posing as some fandom authorities etc ..
a lot of ppl have that feeling and can't pinpoint why, so I'm glad this account helps allow ppl to process that. it's not something ur gonna understand at first glance, especially seeing them all support each other in a group and make u feel like *ur* the one with the problem.
every single one of them speaks condescendingly and won't admit when maybe they're wrong. I've got so much more I could say if I ever write a tell all here someday but it'll have to wait. I'm just glad ppl can have awareness that it's not u being crazy about nothing, it's a bunch of bs happening that most everyone is happy to cover up bcuz it means they get to be part of the group. couldn't fucking be me but ok.
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matchalattegreen · 9 months ago
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this isnt a request
well i lie it sorta is
cuz heres the thing
i saw ur post
about u struggling
and dang
i get it dude, i swear, life is so freaking hard. its so stupid and so meaningless and horrible. some points u just go numb.
and honestly, im w u. life is so sad and it seems so much better to just. be gone.
and at first
as i sat typing this out
i was going to type some meamingless bs about how life is great tho and u need to keep living
but im not gonna do it. bc ive gone down this road before (many times) and getting a lecture wont help imo
HOWEVER i am going to tell u this. i love you. i love your brokeness, i love your numbness. you are perfect. and yea, i know ur struggling, and yea i know life is sh*t but i love u and i dont want u to go. i dont want u to be suddenly inactive and gone. please stay
and i know ur numb right now and i know its hard to breathe, but let me try to give u some oxygen. please. understand that there are ppl out there who love and care and let that be something u feel. look at the stars and feel stupid bc ur so small. or be filled with wonder. try to feel
dang now im lecturing
u dont have do to any of it
just try. please
amd if u dont thats ok. i still love u. i just want u to feel a little bit better. and to stay here.
hope this helps
oh damn. Just the fact that you took the time to write all this out- thank you. This is rly sweet and honestly helped me a lot rn. Thank you so much
and ik that you prolly sent it in anon for a reason but could you pls dm me just so ik who you are? Pretty pls but if you don’t want to ofc no pressure
thank you ❤️
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nxzz-skz · 11 months ago
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FIRST EVER FF
so im not rlly good at writing smut or anything like that saurrr im gonna try for the first time
Pls feel free to leave tips and stuff for me cuz like i need help 😭
SUNGHOON FF~
When he pretends to be ur bf in front of ur ex (this isn’t smut btw im not ready to write that yet 😢)
Reader has a crush on sunghoon
(I’ll be addressing the reader as y/n)( fem reader)
Btw i love Yeonjun sm i just thought he kinda seems hot being the playboy type ( no hate pls 😭)
Y/n pov:
~Ughh why can’t i get at least one day off from the mess that my life is. I want to just bury all my stress underground and keep it there so someone else can be buried in it one day. I hate school so much! 😭
But one thing i don’t hate about school is my love 😍 , the only person i would ever come to school for.
Well i mean the boy who doesn't know i exist, Park Sunghoon..
Ugh pull yourself together y/n I can’t believe you were actually thinking about him that way. You have school to focus on right now, so there’s no time to be thinking about your classmate like that!
As i was looking at my timetable to see which class i was off to next, someone harshly bumped into me from behind, stepping on the heel of my foot and I hissed in pain. I whipped my head around furiously to see who decided to dampen my already miserable mood.
“Who the h…”
I was at a loss for words when meeting eyes with the supposedly blind suspect who clearly didn’t see me walking in front of them.
I thought i was dreaming but then again nothing good ever happened to me and i realized that this was the beginning of my worst nightmare.
It was Yeonjun, the boy who had broken my heart after chasing after my best friend whilst still being together with me.
I despise him, and never wanted to face him again but clearly fate was very much against me today. I vowed that once i was dead i would fight whichever god or superior being that was making me deal with this bs.
Author POV:
Y/n was extremely shocked and taken aback when coming face to face with her ex. But as well as being shocked she was more so pissed off with that fact that she had to face him after two months of successfully ignoring and getting over him.
( Yeonjun and y/n has lasted for 1 year, and they were the schools hottest IT couple, but they had to eventually break up due to the fact that Yeonjun just couldn’t keep his dick in his pants. They unfortunately left it on some negative terms)
Yeonjun smirked, seeing his cute little ex looking enraged in front of him.
He was never actually interested in her, only playing with her feelings due to the fact that most guys wanted her, which wasn't surprising as she was marked as the ‘cutest girl on campus”. He had no regrets in toying with her, especially after he’s now got her ex-best friend trailing after him like a lost puppy.
He looked y/n up and down with a sexy smirk and let out a low whistle.
YJ: “Long time no see darling. Looks like you’ve matured quite a bit”
Y/n instantly felt sick and uncomfortable and backed away, knowing that he was just a playboy and didn’t mean anything he said.
Y/N “ What are you doing here? Why are you talking to me?” She spat out instantly.
More students were filing into the corridors and classes were about to start soon, so y/n just wanted a quick answer and to then dash over to her next class.
YJ “ Well, good news for you, you wont have to miss me anymore as im moving up into your class”
Y/N “ Stop lying, you’ve already done enough of that with me in the past”
Silence fell between the two and y/n widened her eyes, slowly realizing that he wasn’t taking the piss.
Y/N “ Well, g-good for you” she stuttered, trying to run off and pray that he gets moved back down as soon as possible
Y/n sighed in disappointment whilst walking to her locker. She just wanted to spend the next year focusing on her studies with no distractions but now she has her ex being the centre of her attention every day.
Wondering how long she had left till her next class, in dire need of a coffee, she looked at her watch and let out a loud gasp.
Y/N “ Shit! Theres only two minutes left and my class is on the other side of campus” she exclaimed with a cry, and started running to her next class. “ How am i going to get a seat next to him now 😭!”
She quickly held on to her books tight whilst running the 50 mile sprint all the way to her next class. She couldn’t miss the chance to grab a seat next to the love of her life!
Y/N POV:
Oh god, I’m late, where is he?
I scanned the room but Sunghoon wasn’t anywhere to be seen. I guess I should just get a seat before people try and sit next to me.
I bagged a window seat as i was in dire need of some fresh air. And settled down, leaning my head on my crossed arms.
‘I need to refresh, especially after that chaotic encounter with Yeonjun’
I-i…can’t be seen with him flirting with me, especially infront of Sunghoon.
I closed my eyes hoping to get some rest as for some reason the teacher still wasn’t here, when all of a sudden the girls sitting behind me started squealing with joy.
I guess ‘ The Great Ice Price Sunghoon’ has finally arrived.
Of course i wasn’t the only one who loved him. Girls were dying to be with him and boys were trying to be friends with him left, right and centre.
Sunghoon entered and one girl fell to the floor and started fake sobbing.
Damm that girl was sick.
Girl: “ Sunghoon.. help..please..someone pushed me! “
Sunghoon just walked right past her without batting an eyelid
Yep that’s my boy…
I was smiling at the scene when i felt someone’s gaze on me and i made eye contact with Sunghoon.
All of a sudden his eyes drift towards the vacant seat next to me and he strides towards me while maintaining eye-contact.
My breath was stuck in my throat and i was mentally repeating the mantra ‘y/n act cool, y/n act cool’
Fuck.
Y/N : “ Hey Sunghoon! I didn’t see you there!’
Shit why did i say that, he literally made EYECONTACT with me across the classroom.
Sunghoon smiled a tight-lipped smile and pointed at the chair beside me.
SH: “ Umm..hey y/n..is this seat taken?”
Hold up. Was he asking…to sit..next to..me??? Of all people???
Y/N: “ ohh y-yeah o-of course it’s totally empty!”
I was mentally cursing and screaming at my self for stuttering and praying that he hadn’t noticed.
SH “ okie thanks y/n”
And he sat down while taking his books out of his bag and laying then on the desk.
Oh god he is so gorgeous, i need to stop staring before he notices but it’s too difficult to tear my gaze away from his beautiful face.
Ugh stop staring y/n….
AUTHOR POV:
Y/n was continuously staring at Sunghoon, not realizing that he had eventually noticed…
He smiled knowing that she was admiring him and continued to pretend to read his book.
SH: “ Am i that good-looking?”
Y/n was startled as she was snapped out of her trance. Her cheeks flushed bright red from embarrassment and she attempted to hide her face by looking away
Sunghoon turned his head away from his book and turned towards the flustered y/n.
He chuckled at the fact that she had turned into a strawberry just because of him.
SH: “ So was something bothering you? Is there something on my face?”
She decided to ignore his smart comment and tried to change the subject.
Y/N: “ uhh…no….anyways have you finished the maths assignment?”
SH: “hmm not really..it’s half done but i still need to finish the research part.”
They made light conversation for a while, chatting about school work and their friends groups, when the teacher had finally arrived and the class started.
TIMESKIP
(Pretend that y/n is reading a very popular book)
Y/N POV:
Class had ended and i stayed behind for a while to finish up some work, but when i entered that cafeteria, Sunghoon was nowhere to be seen.
I grabbed my lunch tray and scanned the room in a search to find somewhere to sit. It wasn’t that the room was full, it was more like I was looking for him or for somewhere where he would sit next to me.
Finally my gaze landed on his table and all his friends. I started to make my way towards it and I noticed he was sitting with a few people I hadn’t seen him with before.
Y/N: “Hey Sunghoon!”
Sunghoon swiveled around to see who it was.
He beckoned me towards his table with a welcoming smile on his face
SH: “ Hey y/n, come take a seat!”
I suddenly stopped in my tracks when the person sitting next to him turned around and flashed me a wide Cheshire Cat grin.
It was Yeonjun.
I quickly sat down opposite them, and he gazed at me with a mischievous smirk. I had a gut feeling that something about this was very odd.
SH: “ Oh yeah, y/n, this is the new guy wh-“
Sunghoon was then rudely cut off by Yeonjun
YJ: “ Don’t worry we’ve met before..”
I hate this guy so fucking much.
Sunghoons eyes were darting between me and Yeonjun.
SH: “ oh so you guys know each other already?”
YJ: “Oh ye-“
I instantly cut him off, not wanting him to ruin everything for me.
Y/N: “Oh yes, babe! I remembered him from when we used to go elementary school together this morning!”
I knew exactly what i was doing and it was working. I saw Sunghoons eyes widen and Yeonjuns smile falter a little.
YJ: “ Babe??”
Y/N: “ Oh yeah! Meet Sunghoon, my boyfriend”
I scooted closer to Sunghoon and linked my arm through his, whilst smiling up at him and hoping he would understand what i was doing.
I was so in love with him that I was happy with fake dating him just to get rid of my ex who would be in the way of me making this real.
I could see that Sunghoon was still in shock and i tried to mentally send him an apology.
SH: “I-“
Y/N: “ Well i hope you can excuse us Yeonjun, but me and my boyfriend need to go out for work, so see you around i guess!”
I hoped that Yeonjun would finally get the message and leave me alone once and for all.
I took a hold of Sunghoons wrist and hurriedly dragged him outside with me. He was still in visible shock, especially after we had just left our lunches there.
We reached an empty classroom and i took a deep breath before apologizing to him.
Y/N: “Sunghoon, I am so,so sorry! If you would listen I promise I had my reasons!”
Sunghoon didn’t reply but instead slowly moved towards me until there was barely two inches between us.
SH: “ Care to explain your reasons?”
My palms were sweaty and my knees were on the verge of collapsing due to the intense closeness between us.
I gulped.
Y/N: “Well the thing is, he’s my ex and ever since he moved up into our class, he just wont leave me alone”
Y/N: “ We were together for quite a while but we were clearly never happy. I never liked how he would stare at other girls and flirt with everyone who ever spoke to him, and he was way too possessive over me. In the end, he ended up blaming it all on me since i was the one with a pretty best friend, whom he couldn’t take his eyes off”
Sunghoon calmly and attentively listened to me rant about my past toxic relationship.
Sunghoon raised an eyebrow and his eyes filled with concern
SH: “ So Yeonjun is your playboy ex? And he was with me just to get to you?”
Y/N: “ I-i dont know about that for sure, but im pretty sure he’s only talking to me just to make me relieve these horrible past memories.”
I looked down whilst have a visual representation of those horrible time filling my mind.
Y/N: “Please Sunghoon, just pretend to be my boyfriend when we’re in front of him, and i promise I’ll do whatever you want me to”
I was desperate to cut Yeonjun out of my life. I wanted to never have anything to do with him. Even if it meant having to try and hide my true feelings for Sunghoon.
Sunghoon took a moment to think about it as i was anxiously waiting for his reply.
SH: “You..you will do whatever i say??”
I nodded eagerly.
SH: “ How long would we have to pretend for?”
Y/N: “Hmmm..not long, i guess until he finally gets the message and decides to leave me alone for good”
SH: “Fine I’ll do it but im only telling you what i want after we are finished”
I was filled with joy after the fact that he agreed but i was still a bit nervous thinking about what his condition could be that he wouldn’t want to tell me now.
Besides, I shouldn’t be nervous since now that we had both agreed to it, I wouldn’t give up until i had forever gotten Yeonjun out of my life.
SH: “ We just have to pretend to be a couple right?”
Y/N: “Yup, and we have to make it believable. By the way, are you sure you dont have any problems with this?”
SH: “ No not really, i just want to get you out of this mess”
He then pecked my nose and i was left feeling very taken aback. I could feel the blood rushing toward my cheeks and my whole body filled with warmth.
Did he really just do that even though he already knew how nervous i was before???
I could feel my face turning red and i was in a desperate need to get out of there before he could see.
Y/N: “L-Let’s go..”
Sunghoon chuckled at my stuttering and followed behind me.
TIMESKIP
(Y/n and sunghoon have left the classroom)
AUTHOR POV:
After Sunghoon and y/n were done with their conversation, they headed towards the basketball court in order to spend their free period there.
Unfortunately, Yeonjun clearly had the same idea.
Yeonjun waved at Sunghoon, and y/n tried to make her escape when suddenly a strong pair of arm encircled her waist.
Sunghoon smirked and whispered in her ear.
SH: “What about our plan, babe?”
Y/n was blushing and Yeonjun started to walk towards the “couple”
YJ: “ Where did you two run off two after lunch? We couldn’t find you anywhere”
SH: “ Oh you know, just spending some quality time with my girlfriend”
Sunghoon then hugged her body firmly against his.
Y/n was a blushing mess and was mentally telling herself that there was nothing wrong about her “BOYFRIEND” touching her.
Yeonjun was clearly uncomfortable with the sight in front of him and excused himself whilst walking away with a sigh.
Y/n immediately removed herself from Sunghoons arms as she was about to mentally die.
Sunghoon also suddenly stood up straight now feeling flustered after not knowing what came over him during those few moments.
They both looked away from each other, not knowing that one of them was in love, but the other one was now falling even harder.
ENDING
Authors note:
I’m not really good at writing very romantic stuff but i am currently trying for anther story and I’ll see if i will release it. I’m going to end it here and ig u can use your imagination to see who confessed first!
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rollercoasterwords · 9 months ago
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I've heard of ppl complaining about ur writing speed and posting schedule but it's honestly ridiculous. like you actually write insanely fast. it is incredible that you have managed to write over 150,000 words (in very high quality writing might I add 🫶) in like 10 months !!
thank u lol honestly i feel like i’ve had relatively little bs 2 deal w compared 2 the flack i’ve seen some other fic writers get etc but i have def like. had conversations w some other fic writers abt how strange it feels 2 get people immediately commenting on chs like “when will the next ch be out?” or sending messages etc asking abt posting schedules…idk i have conflicted feelings bc on the one hand im like well maybe i just did this 2 myself by having unusually fast & consistent posting schedules at various points w past fics but on the other hand i do try 2 make it v clear when like. my posting is gonna slow down…& also i v much do not think it should be considered standard 4 people 2 be updating wips weekly or monthly etc like when i was writing a fic 4 a different fandom before i joined this one i took like a four month break in the middle of posting w no warning & no one complained abt it lol.
& it’s also like. i do understand that none of those comments/messages etc r ill intended & usually people will tack on a little ‘no pressure!’ but unfortunately i am going 2 pressure myself regardless…which i have had 2 actively work on bc i was like. i cannot keep stressing myself out over arbitrary deadlines i set for something that’s supposed 2 be a hobby!! so i might just be extra sensitive abt it now & if one of those messages catches me on a day where im stressed abt other stuff etc (frequent occurrence recently lol) then like. no matter how nicely it’s phrased it still doesn’t feel nice. & i understand wanting 2 know but i also don’t think u should read a wip unless ur actually prepared 2 a) deal w the story however it goes [separate complaint that i’ve been discussing w my fic writing friends lmao] and b) wait however long it takes 4 chs w no expectations abt regularly-scheduled posting. so!
anyway not sure 2 what extent this is like a new phenomenon or expectations have actually changed…one friend who’s been like. writing fic way longer than i have told me they do feel like there’s been a sort of shift across various fandoms w this new expectation that fic writers r posting regularly quickly & consistently. like maybe bc fic has become more ‘mainstream’ etc there are an influx of people who r bringing in new standards that sort of echo what they’d expect 4 other forms of media but like. when u take a step back & think abt it it’s a little wild 2 want or expect some random guy 2 be providing u w weekly entertainment for free…have seen a few people being like “ugh we need a new big wip that everyone’s reading & talking abt” & im like. oh so u want someone 2 kill themself lmao like everyone i know who’s had their fic treated like the fandom’s ~tv show~ that they tune in for every week has had a horrible horrible time lol
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miumura · 1 year ago
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what do ur moots remind you of?! (ex. places, color, song, etc)
ooo another moot game ! tysm anon :) <3 ill only do a few cause im on a brainrot rn 😭😭
@flwoie — bad by wave to earth
bc u literally make my day 100% better. i always look forward to talking to you!! like you’re someone i can talk about anything with bc you wouldn’t judge me 🙁 like im prob on disc most of the time talking to u or waiting for a dm back. but yeah, i could never be bored when talking to you 🤗 love u lots pooks 🤍🤍🤍
@wvnkoi — one and only by enhypen
i was truly lucky to have you in my inbox (or for me to being in yours) 🙁🫶 like u acc put up with my bs and im so glad for that </3 U R MY ONE AND ONLY FR !!!! like who does it like u tbh … im always looking forward to our convos whether u think otherwise 🤍 but yes please be more active bc i cant be missing one of my ramyeonz 😊
@haknom — jolly ranchers but green apple
this is SOOOO random but HEAR ME OUT i love love LOVE jolly ranchers, just like how much i love you (ohhhh was that smooth 😍😍😍) which is a lot LMFAO. but i love green apple sm u dont understand…its pretty unexplainable why ure so fun to be with but us 08z r js like that!! UNBREAKABLE BOND!!!! #jolly-ranchers-w-soph-foreva #just-like-sola (soph + kayla .. get it)
@yeokii — nail polish 😊
listen hana ure prob like … erm What the freak!!! but just hear me out. nail polish isnt good for u (js like how ure not good w/ me /j) to smell but its addicting. thats like u and me cause ure addicting to talk to u (or make fun of) AND ITS GETTING OUT OF HAND!!! but its like a guilty pleasure soooo be glad i only had good things to say. love ya official 08z goofball !!!
@yenqa — strawberries
u just do 🤨🤨 like idk strawberries taste vary depending on the harvest / kind u get .. like sometimes u can be vv sweet and super kind 🙁 and then we have the sour kinds where u used to (and still do) hate on me and fight me 🤬 at least ure not bad like hana ALL JOKES but strawberries r a superior fruit so ure superior in my book 🤗🤗🤗
@yswon — hi-chew candies
hi-chews r too good n need to be talked abt more!!! js like ur blog (it deserves all the love) idk how to explain it, but u remind me of the candy in a way…like could be sweet if u pick the right ones 🙏 and u cant tell me hi-chews dont fit ur blog rn!!!! like its a comfort candy + super soft = amazing type of candy i tell u. nobody does hi-chew like this which makes u awesome n unique 😍 … what am i even saying urm but u get it (hopefully)
@soov — beaches
beaches r really pretty (just like you) and i really like how calming they can be. but sometimes, they can get violent as the waves of the ocean crash and could nearly drown u (js like how u could kill me w/ ur pics ohhhh) LMFAO but i really do love them!!! and i just get that beachy vibe from your blog too :)
guys i swear i was gonna do more than this but i really cannot think rn 😭 sorry i may have not tired my brain out writing (soph cb???) so its hard to come up w/ reasons why i think ure this etc etc. i could prob edit this post or js say in the comments what u remind me of if u do wanna know ^^ <3!
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idk if this is weird or helps at all but i grew up in a very large family where once i hit my older teens i was expected to clean, drive everyone around, take care of every single animal, cook meals, etc etc. basically charlie work lol. obviously different for everyone, but the only things ime that made those around me start pulling their weight was to A. ignore them, stop entirely and let it pile up till they recognize how much i do B. keep a list/pic album of every time i do a favor cleaning or smth for someone. having someone to clean/drive/etc for you is a butlers job, which should be paid, so they have a huge privilege in having u around. ur sister sounds unbearable and rest assured she's just lying about the "abuser" shit. ive been thru the exact same bs. sry this was long i hope u can get out of there soon, fuckem <3
This is exactly how it is for me 😭 it really helps to hear other people have had the same struggles (even though obviously it sucks) so thank you for this. Whenever I talk about this it sounds so goofy like waa waa I have to do chores. But it’s different and it sounds like you know what it’s like 😭. Especially the driving thing gets me, because how am I expected to keep everything clean, take care of animals, shop, and cook, when I have to drive everywhere, and also WAIT the entire time I’m there, since it’s usually too far to go back and wait. you know. usually i dont mind doing stuff like this but its when people complain im not doing enough is when i feel crazy. ive overheard my sister telling her boyfriend that i dont help her around the house anymore (ive "given up") and that everything is up to her. okay girl. sure. UM ANYWAYS SORRY. ive tried doing A before but i dont think it was for long enough.. so maybe... im at least gonna stop doing much of anything for that sister lol. at least for a while. writing stuff down is a good plan too. thanks ^__^
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