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I CAUGHT TOMS DRUMS HIHIHI

the people there were amazing, soundcheck was so good, Georg smiled at me bill noticed me ones and tom looked at us two times and smiled me and my friend were screaming a lot!! Gustav looked at me once too, the people I met they were so nice..we had at the end a fight with 5 girls vs us three for another drumstick lol

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can yall guess where i went to today?

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guys im in class right now and im bored..please send writing request(fluff or angst)

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some headers for Tumblr or anything xD

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woahh what happened here billy..Also guys! Sorry for not posting and stuff. I made a spacehey for if your interested. My user there is ichliebebillblog :)

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GUYS GUSY GUYS IM SCREAMING THEY ANSWERED ME

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Forgotten pt 10

A/N: Tis is the last part I kinda forgot about this story lol. Tell me if y'all want an epilogue. I posted this also on my Wattpad. Tell me if y'all want my user.

About: Bill gets bullied, you help him, you're new, multiple parts.

Warnings: Angst

I'' totally forgot about Tom!'' You gasp outloud. Bill is still fixing his hair when you mentioned Tom. His heart almost stopped, he had completely forgotten about him. ''Oh yeah...Tom'' He said with a little ashamed grin. You gasp again ''Did you think he heard all off this?'' Bills eyes widen in embarrassment, he turns around to face you. His face a deep red. In a shameful voice he answered. ''Ughhh he better not have heard anything'' You laugh. ''Lets just say were watching a movie and it was a weird scene?..'' Bill sighs and nods as you burst out laughing, your laughing music to your ears. He joins the laughter once the shock of possibly being heard wears off.

You walk downstairs but Tom isn't there, neither in his room. Bill walks downstairs aswell, looking around the living room to find Tom. He's confused at first when he cant spot him.''Where is he?..'' He asks softly.

''Maybe he left?'' You suggested. Bill humans softly and nods, looking around once more before responding ''Yeah probably, he's probably with some friends or something..'' ''Or ran away from us?'' Bill raises an eyebrow and chuckles. He responded with an amused soft voice''Yeah, maybe he ran away, afraid from what he heard'' You laugh again as you heard the door open. Bill hearts skipped a beat when the door opens. He turns his head to look over who entered. Tom walks in with a slight grin. Bill glances at you nervously and looks at Tom again, feeling a bit awkwardness and shame. ''How was your walk?'' You asked slightly nervous.

Tom eyes you both for a second, his expression slightly unreadable. He sighs and Strats taking off his shoes as he replies. ''It was fine just a typical night walk..'' You smile. ''Could I maybe stay the night at your place Bill?'' Bills heart started beating faster and a part feels guilt for wanting you to stay escpaisily after the night but the selfish part too strong for him to deny anything. ''Yeah..Yeah sure you can stay the night..'' You smile ''Yay!'' Bill smiles, happy you won't be leaving. He glances at Tom, he's just standing there. Bill clears his throat. ''Are you ok with that, Tom?'' He asks. 

Tom looks between the too for a moment before responding. ''Yeah..yeah im totaly cool with it'' Hes trying to act calm but his voice sounds a little strained, almost as if hes trying despretly to feign indifference. You eyed them both before you say something. ''Im gonna go to the bathroom'' Bill just nods as you say that. Watching you walking away. He stays there avoiding eye contact with Tom. His heart beating rapidly as he tries to think of something to say to keep the silence from becoming awkward.

You wash your hands after peeing as you walk down to hear commotion. Bill and Tom speaking. It sounded like a fight. You come closer to the end of the stairs abate to hear it. ''You've known her for a day???'' You heard Tom shout whisper. They didn't notice you at the stairs, but you walk down. Bill and Tom both turn your heads at each other. They both seem a bit startled, like they didn't except you to come. Bill clears his throat and tries to act casually. ''Uhh hey.. you done?'' He asks. ''Y-yes should I uhm go?'' You point to the door. He quickly responds. ''No! no don't go-'' Tom says noting. Instead he watches you both. You felt bit awkward with Tom there. Bill notices your awareness, he's aware how tense the atmosphere is.

 The silence is so thick that you can cut it with a knife. ''You know..maybe its better if I go..'' Bill gasps and shakes his head. ''No no you don't have to..I mean..its late.. you shouldn't be going home in the dark..'' You walk closer to him as you whisper in his ear. ''I will be fine really, I enjoyed the night with you'' Bill blushes as you whisper in his ear, he cant help but get a little flustered as you say that. ''...You sure?..I don't mind if you stay..really..'' ''Someone else will..'' You nudge Bill. 

Bill blushes again and glances over at Tom, realizing what you mean. He sighs and quietly nods. ''Yeah you're probably right..but you're sure you'll be ok?''  ''I will! Don't worry'' You smile before going to the door. Bill fronts as you head towards the door, he doesn't want to leave yet but he also knows it's the sensible thing to do. ''Uhh ok..just be careful out there, ok?'' ''Alright!'' You smile as you open the door and leave. Bill waves goodbye at you as you walk away out the door, his heart feeling a bit heavy as he watches you go. He cant help but feel a bit sad and disappointed, knowing he won't be able to spend the night with you. 

Never did he know..this was there only and last night together. ''Girl hit by truck'' ''Last nights big incident'' ''The girl was only 16 years old. She was walking at night when there was a truck driver that hit her. The driver said he didn't see the girl at the crossing road. Our dear colonnades to the people she knew.''

Bill is reading some news article online about a girl being hit by a truck. He sadly scrolling through the pages, not really paying much attention. But suddenly the title catches his eye. Something about it makes his heart skip a beat. And then he reads the rest of it. The girls age, the place it happened, the description of the incident...Bills blood runs cold. All the color drains from his as a dark realization dawns on him. 

You could almost say she was a forgotten girl. 

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So many songss y'all didn't listen from Tokio Hotel.

My favs are:

Strange

Down on you

Attention

I needn't you

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Hiii !! I was wondering if you could write a lil story with like bill x reader?? Basically the overall plot being bills in the year above reader, and like they end up getting detention together nd they are like.. strangers to friends to lovers?? Please please please let them have uniforms 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼 maybe like a lil bit of smut ?? Thank u !! :)

A/N thanks smm for the request. It's been in my inbox for quite a while.. Sorry for not responding. Im not sure what era but im going with 2007. Idk if you like it. Sorry if there's any grammarticly mistakes but it's 4:30 am when I was almost done, it took about an hour.

About: You got detention, meets Bill, go out to hang.

Warning: Kissing?

Detention buddies

You were walking down the hall of your boring school. The uncomfortable skirt you were forced to wear, kept itching at your legs. Lets just say you didn't had the best day...You first entered school to late because you couldnt find your hair tie... Then second was the embarrassment being shouted at for being to late...The last was the shout fight you had with some girl in your class. This made you go be sent do detention.

You didn't even know why they had detention. You seriously don't do anything there.. You were forced to make some weird assignment about what you could do better. It was weird.

The hallway was long, exactly at the end was the room. Number 014 it said. The hallway looked like it was a church before.. Which you really think It was. You wonderd if there would be anyone else. I mean most likely not, right?

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The door opens with a crack. ''Hello im y/n/l/n'' You say opening the door more letting you in. ''The last table on the last row please'' The teacher says. The one who checks up on you guys.

A nod comes from you as you walk over to the table. You notice two other people. One guy with brown short hair and one with black hair that was long and styled. You recognized the first guy. He was in the same year but another niveau. You slowly remove your eyes as you noticed how long you were staring. A pair of eyes meet yours, it was the guy you've never seen before. A grin formed on his lips. ''Kaulitz focus on your paper'' The teacher scolded. He rolled his eyes before focusing his attention back on that stupid paper.

The chair slides underneath from your table, placing your body on the uncomfortable chair. Why did they have to make this so woodly. ''Heres your paper'' The teacher handed you a paper.

It's been twenty minutes, the silence deafening. The teacher left a moment ago to print something. Your eyes on the paper. A view of someone sitting infront of you caught your eyes. It was Kaulitz.

''So what got you in attention?'' He asked smiling. ''Ugh some girl, how about you?'' ''I forgot to hand in some homework. It's sad how they are so pressed about it.'' He answered with a little grin. ''So i've never seen you before, what grade are you in?'' ''Im a 10th, you i've never seen before also?'' ''Thats right, i'm a year higher'' Your moment togeheter was soon ruined by your teacher returning. ''Sit at your assigned seats!'' They shouted as Bill whispered. ''See you after detention'' You give him a smile agreeing.

The detention went slow by as you were about to meet someone you barely knew. ''Times done. Have a great day'' The teacher said sort of sarcastically. You guys quickly rose from your seats. Walking out of the classroom.

Now what? ''Hey so whats your name?'' You felt someone's pretense behind you. ''Im y/n and you are, kaulitz'' ''Im Bill. So how about we do something fun?'' He asked excited. That tone made you quirk up a smile too. ''Deal, whats a good idea?'' ''The park! And if we want we can like go to the movies.'' He suggested.

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''Sure that would be fun. You guys were still in your uniforms but that didn't matter for them. You kind of thought it was weird for you to trust such a stranger.. But this was actually fun.

You guys went to the park. Feeding swans and ducks. Chuckling at some funny stories or jokes. Sharing food. It wasn't romantically meant but it was very good bonding. The movies was also fun. You guys went to see some weird funny movie. You've guys laughed a lottt. It was now break between the movies.

''Did you like it? Cus I know I definitly did'' He joked. You smile as you both went to the bathrooms. ''Definitly, I just found that one scene weird..'' You start to explain the movie scene you found weird. A couple kissing when they've known each other for such a short time of period. Or how the grandpa is acting veryyy weird. He made funny jokes on your explanations.

There was this sudden tension forming when you both start to walk closer to each other. Arms brushing each other. Fingers secretly making its way between their hands. It was for some people cheesy but for them it was nice. You found Bill also attractive so there wasn't lying in that. But isn't this to soon?...

The bathroom designs come in view as they both separate ways to their own gender stalls. You were thinking about Bill. He's really cute..his touch is so soft. He's funny, clingy and good with people. This might be one of the best things In people. You feel yourself start to smile. A blush creeping into the cheeks. Leaving the stall after washing your hands.

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Bill was standing against the wall his one foot onto the wall slightly and the other one straight. His arm folded. He smiled upon seeing you. A blush on his face.

''What took you so long?'' A sarcastic tone forming. A chuckle escaping your lips. ''You were just to fast...'' You answered moving closer to him. You're not thinking just letting your body taking over.

He wraps his arms around your waist possessively as some guy stared at you. Your head in his chest as you smile. ''What was that for?'' You ask. ''Some dude..'' He answered fagleuy. He notices you staring at his face, lips, face. He licks his lips noticing it. A shy smile on your lips. ''Is it okay if..'' He asks not finishing his sentence before leaning his face into yours.

''if I kiss you..'' He trailed off. Him obviously blushing. You? You were blushing like you were suffocating. ''Yes..'' You smile. He doesn't wait a second before attaching your lips to his. The kiss all so passionate. His mouth parted open, your tongue exploring his mouth and his exploring yours.

His hands gripping your waist harder. Youre hands exploring his hair and waist. The kiss not wanting to be ended but a quick breath was needed. His lips felt amazing.

You guys quickly pull away catching breath, before he tries to attach his lips onto yours again. You almost allowed it before seeing the clock in your little view of your eyes. The clock staring at you like you were doing something wrong. This wasn't wrong but the time. Shit, the movie already started.

You put you hands on his shoulder stopping him from coming closer. ''mhmm'' He whined. ''The move Bill'' ''Whats so important about the movie, let's just continue'' His lips kissing your neck. You smile before answering, ''No cmon we can finish this later. We already missed a part of it. And I think it'd a really fucking good movie I don't wanna miss ittt.'' He bickered before answer a yes.

Hand in hand removing to the theater.

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Twister

About: Tokio hotel with y/n playing twitter, currently Bill and Y/N are doing a 1v1

'Bill! You're so bad!' I say laughing as he's supposed to bend over me with his whole body. His back on my back as he's doing a bridge position. 'Fuck y/n shut up' He huffs. I hear Tom snicker as the rest of the group laughs. 'Okay y/n go put you're left hand on the third yellow' Gustav says laughing. 'What! Thats impossible!' I protest Bill laughs 'It isn't dummy you're just a loser' He snorts.

I wanted to slap him at his comment but it made me laugh. 'You know i'm better than you so shush' I put Bill into his place as I move my hand to the stip struggling under Bill. 'Bill move your hand to the fourth yellow stip' Gustav says. 'WHAT?!' he shouts clearly amused. I laugh at him. 'Shut up you know im not as flexible as you are' Bill comments at my laughs. 'Ye ye I know' 'God you both sound like some arguing couple' Georg laughs at us clearly amused by our attitude. He just dumb that he doesn't know how competitive we are. Tom whistles at our position as I lose it and blush.

They cant see my faces but they would probably know what I looked like. As I get back to reality I hear Bill laughing like a hyena. 'Whats so funny Bill' I comment on his attitude. 'it's just you-' He continues laughing. 'You are all so mean' I exerted a sigh before feeling a body fall right on my back. It was Bill. From laughing like a hyena he made us go to the floor. 'OUCH' I huff as Bills back is on mine. Bill regains his seriousness as my face scrunches.

'Fuck are you fine?' Bill asks worried. I lay down there as I move up to face them. 'You could have said you were needing to lay down' I say sarcastically. 'Not worried anymore' Bill states at my attitude. 'Bill that was hilarious' I laugh. 'Fuck yea it was' Tom shouts from the couch. Bill helped me up as I gave him a smile. 'Thanks' I mumble before joining the group. 'No more twister for us' I say laughing. 'You are definitely right'

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15 years and she never got her translation :(

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Friends From Friends

About: Y/N is friends with Georg and Gustav since she was 7, Georg and Gustav meet twins and starts a band. Y/N spends less time with them but then got dragged to their twins house.

Gustav and Georg were my best friends since I was 7. We would spend all of our time together when we could. Recently Gustav and Georg have been really busy with some new friends. They told me they wanted to start a band. Ive never really known Gustav and Georg wanted to be in a band. They would spend now most of their free time with them. I know I should be happy for them but it's been sad for me. They still try to hang out with me as much as possible but it's hard.

They tried to invite me over to the twins their houses. But I always said I just wanted to be with the three of us. Maybe for some people it sounded rude that I didn't want to give them a chance but I don't like to meet new people. But now I was being dragged by Georg to meet them as I finally allowed to meet them. They were nice I guess. But i've never really spoken to them a lot to get to know them a little better.

Tom was the ten minute older twin, he was sort of weird. He always had that smirk when he was close to a girl. Like dude calm down you're 13. Bill was the little younger twin. He was really nice. But also a little shy at the beginning to meet me.

I was sitting at the bed as I got a call. It said 'Bill' I hesitantly picked up. 'Hey Bill' I said not knowing why he would call me. 'Hey y/n, how are you?' Bill asked excited, probably because I picked up. 'Im good I guess, how about you?' I ask with a neutral tone but there was a little smile on my lips. 'Im also good! Thanks for asking' Bill says. It was silent for a while now you didn't really wanted to speak up but decided to just ask something. 'Why did you call me?' You ask with a questioning tone in your voice. 'I was wondering if you wanted to meet up?' Bill asks a little unsure. 'Sure...uhh at yours?' I ask. I never had a boy ask me beside my best friends. I was a bit scared. 'Ye and we could watch movies and talk!' He smiles as you heard him excihtdtley speak through the phone. 'Ye when?' You reply dryly. 'How about thirty minutes?' 'Sure' 'See you then'.

The call ends as you sigh. Why did you say yes. Maybe you needed to follow up on your best friends advice. You keep your recently clothes on not bothering for your appearance. You went to Bill his place as you knock on the door. Bill spend with a smile. 'Heyy y/n' 'heyy Bill'

They go inside as Bill shows around the place. They go to his room and watch a movie while playing a game and talk. It was first a bit weird. You weren't that open and outgoing but after some time it was going actually funny. You guys laughed a lot while hanging out. As time went by the more hungrier you got. So it was time for you to go home. You guys say goodbye to each other as you decided to meet up again soon. Bill and you smiled like crazy when you were both alone.

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my life

I LOVE JOOST KLEIN SKI AGGU AND TOKIO HOTEL LIKE MY BABES

im so glad im dutch like joost. And I can even speak a bit of German and understand most German because i'm dutch<3 Like I watched Eurovision and stuff, im still kinda mad that they disqualified him. But its been some journey for him.

Like I remember joost from the enzoknol flogs I used to watch, I was like 10!! Help I used to have merch from Enzo.

Now I don't listen as much joost anymore he was my number 3 on Spotify but he is still one of my favs, just like ski aggu. Which I mostly know because of frysenjung. Im also fries just like Joost :< I think people will say im lying. Anyways then we have Bill. Ski aggu loves Bill because I saw a clip where he wore a shirt from Bill and showed Bill it on tv.

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im fuckiung crying

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guys I was reading what I thought a good written story about bill kaulitz until I realized it was a fucking toll ship im actually crying please report 'change you' from someone called laicakaliz on Wattpad.

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Forgotten pt 7

About:

Warning: Angst, fluff, smut

Bill feels slightly surprised that you have your finger up. He didn'tt know you've stolen something before. Tom says 'woah seriously? You've stolen before?' You slowly nod 'nothing big!' Bill and tom raise an eyebrow. Now they're curious what you stole. Bill says 'Nothing big? So what was it?' 'It was only gum!' Both boys let out a loud scoff and look at you. Tom- 'You're kidding me! Only gum? Thats it?' 'Duhh!' Both bill and tom look at each other again and laugh.

Bill- 'Of course it's just a dumb piece of gum! You had me scared for a second I thought you were gonna say you stole something big..' 'What did you expect me to say? You laugh. 'Some money or something' 'Yeah something serious and illegal not a piece of freaking gum!' You laugh. 'Okay okay let's keep playing now' Both brothers smile and nod. There ready to keep playing the game. 'alright my turn!' says Tom he continues, 'never have I ever fallen in love before?' You put your finger down.

Both of the boys watch as you put a finger down. They're kinda curious if you've ever been in love before. 'Im surprised you've never fallen in love before' 'Duh! It was more like a crush' You shrug. The two boys chuckle and smile at you. Tom- 'Ive had my fair share of crushes before' Bill- 'Crushes are the worst' 'My turn to say something! Never have I ever drank alcohol'

Both of the boys raise an eyebrow and look right at you. 'You've never drunk alcohol before?' 'Do you guys understand the game? I told that someone tells thats the truth and if you have your finger down it means u didn't d it! And I did' Both boys look a bit embarrassed for a second once you say that. They now know what u mean. Bill- 'Im embarrassed now I didn't know what that all meant' Tom- 'I get it now.. but yeah I've drank alcohol before' You laugh 'Its okay I got confused to' Both bill and tom laugh with you.

They're slightly relived that you're not making fun of them. Tom-'Im kinda impressed that you've haven't drunk any alcohol before. I thought most people our age have drink at least once by now' 'I have drank alcohol!' Bill looks a bit surprised by this and looks at you. 'You have? When did you drunk alcohol?' 'It was only a sip tho!' Tom laughs and looks at Bill. Tom- 'Only a sip not a whole glass?' Bill- '`Thats impressive I drank a whole glass for the first time I drank' 'R u guys trying to show off' You say jokingly.

Both Tom and Bill look at each other then back at you. They laugh and shrug. 'No Im not trying to show off. We're just sharing our first time drinking experience.. it's also shocking how you've never drank a whole glass of alcohol before' 'What? Im basically legal now in Germany! You guys aren't!' Bill and Tom look at each other and look back at you. Bill- 'Wait so u can drink alcohol in Germany?' Tom- 'We're not even legal to drink alcohol but you are! Im jealous now' 'You guys have two more year' Both the brothers pout and look at each other.

Bill- 'Yeah but two more years feels like forever to us' Tom- 'Yeah we just wanna drink already!' "Tom shush! Else you will get addicted' Tom rolls his eyes and huffs but then nods. 'yeah yeah yeah I know' 'She's not wrong tho' Bill says he continues 'you could probably end up becoming addicted to if you drink to much'

'Guys where is the bathroom? Could you show me Bill?' Bill nods and stands up from the couch. 'Yeah its upstairs...follow me'