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"I should've seen the signs" I feel like Stoick was basically reliving the way he lost Valka.
To him, after a lifetime of wanting nothing but to kill a dragon, Hiccup's suddenly and inexplicably changed his mind. To him, Hiccup saying he can't kill them is just like when Valka refused to and tried convincing others as well, then as a result was 'killed' by one herself.
To him, way Hiccup tossed his weapon and shield to the side then approached Hookfang while speaking about how dragons aren't what people think they are probably bares an uncomfortable resemblance to the way Valka put down her weapon and stared a dragon in the eyes and as a result was taken.
To him, attempting to do anything but preemptively defend yourself against a dragon will only end in tragedy, so he has to do anything he can to stop Hiccup before it's too late.
(And just like with Valka, he unintentionally escalated the situation by trying to protect Hiccup but only agitated the dragon, causing it to panic and react, inadvertently putting someone he loves in danger. again)
Stoick of course, wasn't acting rationally, but it makes sense when you think about how traumatizing Valka's 'death' must've been for him (and how much Hiccup reminss him of her); he watched her get taken, presumably killed, and couldn't do anything about it.
#THE PARALLEL GHSSHRBFK THE PARALLELS#'so everything in the ring was a trick? a lie?' he was so elated when he though hiccup was finally taking after him#he convinced himself so hard that This was the real hiccup he's finnaly going to be a proper viking a real member of the tribe#and he was so proud and glad he finally had something he could connect with his son over#but again he'd convinced himself of all that. he completely ignored everything hiccup had to say#in his eagerness to actually be a Family to actually bond with his child#he was so stuck with this fake image of Hiccup the Dragon Slayer he'd convinced himself of to the point#when it all fell through he felt almost betrayed#betrayed and scared#scared he made a horrible irrational and emotionally charged decision of essentially disowning his son#im not saying stoicks a good parent. hes not. but hes trying and alone and taking care of an entire village as well as hiccup#and all the unprocessed trauma and emotional repression#hes not great but hes not bad either. hes trying.#hes trying and its not enough but at least it got better#i love stoick#parents of autistic kids they dont understand moment#httyd#stoick the vast#stoick haddock#hiccup haddock#valka haddock#httyd analysis#maybe?#hiccup horrendous haddock iii#haddock family#moth.txt#also pls dont tell me abt how valka and the 2nd movie wasnt planned yet. ik that but i like expanding on things#and pondering a characters reasoning for certain decisions bc its fun and makes them all the more fascinating#post rewatch 1am thoughts go crazy (sorry if any of this is like redundant or confusing. im tired) if u read the tags ily
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Guys what if we get a “they do say it makes you crazy” callback. Like, it’s the last episode, Mike is doing some uncharacteristically (or not tbh) risky shit to save El from whatever mess she’s gotten into, she is again incredulous when he just shows up at just the right time to help her, calls him crazy for ever going this far for her: “Well… they do say it makes you crazy" *softest most 'you're right but I've made up my mind and I'm either living or dying with you' smile you’ve ever seen*
Only this time... she understands 🥺 (or u know doesn’t pretend not to lol)
#i know we all want mike to say ily more but i also love the idea that el like learns to read between the lines#not like she wasn't doing that before#like she knew he loved her she was just in a real self-hating place and needed that reassurance in that moment u kno#but now that he's made himself extremely clear like...she doesn't actually need him to say it#because he does#constantly all the time#and she can let herself see that now#he still does tho they kinda meet in the middle#it would be epic and based im just saying#mileven
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OH MY GOSH, WE DID IT!!😭 We've survived Cadina Week!! Thank you so much to everyone who participated!!
Linked above is my Day 7. Hope you enjoy!
#cadina week#cadina week 2024#cadinaweek#cadinaweek2024#tagging cadina week for the last time... for now😈#I need a vacation from writing for a little bit I think actually#idk#please read and comment and tell me u love me or you hate me or whatever#ily all#cadina#cady x regina#regina x cady#cadina cadina cadina#uhh little gay bitches uhh#i'm so tired#okay byeeeeee#or should I say bi?#I ALWAYS say bi heyoooo#oh my gosh i'm so sick of me#i'm sorry
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anyone who is of the praying/sending good vibes sort will you keep my mama in mind tomorrow please? she is having outpatient surgery for a hernia and it’s minor and chill and her two childhood best friends are gonna be taking care of her but i will not be there and im an anxious wreck
#really really really appreciate it even if it’s just a four second thought ily <333#also anxious and feel guilty bc i’m taking a day trip to see my flirtationship tomorrow instead of either going to see her which is much#less feasible or just sitting at home anxiously twiddling my thumbs :////#but a distraction will be good i think. doing a day trip to go sit in the waiting room would also make me anxious as fuck and really isn’t#as feasible as just. fun day trip (closer in distance + good distraction etc) BUT it does make me feel kinda guilty idk#i just want everything to go well!!! if anything happens to her right now i will actually for real end my shit 😭#if u read all this ily
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me when when I when he when when
HEEEEEEEEEEEEE
#HE'S SO. SO. I HAVE NO WORDS.#THANK YOU FOR THIS#the last two specifically UGHH#hayden christensen#celebs#f.ask#i feel like young me would never have expected to be so into a GUY.#A GUY.#and generic White Boy out of all things#like i was only ever into fictional characters and even then it wasn't even like oh i wanna fuck them rather i wanna see them fuck y know?#(my fictional character fucking tendencies are quite a new phenomenon in itself actually :o)#but HIM? oh GOD he makes me crazy#don't look at me. pls i can't......#i am so sorry jelly for making u read my dumbass ramblings adsjasdjasdda ily#but like HIM!!!!!. he makes me feel THINGS. and u gave him to me so i go Crazy#ive never been one to watch stuff bc of actors. and im out here watching a show in 360p for him#anyways thank u again i love him FUCK#higher ground
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The urge to spend a 100$ on merch before getting my paycheck is so strong. I might not survive soldiers
#Priorities! Next month no food challenge#At least I can eat my vinyls and CDs 🥰#Man fr I could starve but if Id have some albums#Id be happy#eating my own organs and shit#Okay yes I officially lost it but!#ahiajwineidn the voices#I want to spend money#🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛🐈⬛#Tbh i only eat cheap ass bread anyways so maybe we can do it 👻#me tryna convince myself this would be a good idea and i wouldn't die#Mnaiaisns9jwkq but it's motivation? to keep working right?#....... IM ABT TO ORDER STUFF#IDEK WHAT. BUT. THE. VOICES.#like im soo thinking abt buying the mortal vinyl or atsushis vinyll CUZ THEY LOOK SO GOOD.#I DONT HAVE A MF LP PLAYER BUT IMMA BUY ONE AS WELL#aaaaaaaaa🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠#HM. HmmMM. i can get an LP player on facebook market place rightttt that wont be expensive righttttt#oh to not have to pay 30$ for. shipping would be so good#Ahhhhhhhhh. 😾#Gimme money#Actually I don't even have the money! idek how much am i gonna get paid! but im just thinking abt ordering stuff and hoping ill have enough#insanity is my middle name tbh#also i hate how i literally. dont keep track of my money and i always act on impulse 😭#like man idc how much u pay me i see i have enough imma spend it all#but i should save up to finally move my mf ass away from this great environment i live in#but dang is it hard next to school#getting paid less than minimum wage as a student lowkey. is not fun#But idk what to do cuz i cant skip school to work 😭 so this is shit#n e ways goodnight ily who reads my 3556th diary entry
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Wtf did you put on my timeline 😀
Since the history of Y/N stories, the reader ALWAYS had a backstory. I fail to see how this suddenly makes Y/N a OC. The same goes for gender. Usually in the description or first sentence you would immediately know Y/N’s gender. It’s nice to be inclusive but you can’t force the author to cater to a specific demographic.
I will admit though: I LOATHE when a author enforces a skintone onto Y/N without mentioning it in the beginning. The fact this stuff is rarely tag is pretty annoying. If authors have to tag their fanfic with “POC!Reader” to point out that reader is meant to have a ethnic background, for the love of god please do the same if the reader is meant to be interpreted as white. Nothing puts me out of a story when I envisioned a character to fit the story only to see them described as “pale, fair skinned” by the narrator several paragraphs later.
There is a really nice plugin for AO3 where it can replace pronouns and fill in the Y/N slot with an actual name. It would be nice if such a plugin existed for tumblr. Authors won’t have to give into obligations and those who feel alienated can still enjoy the work.
PLEASEEEEEE AJFHASIUDFHU IF I HAD TO SEE IT YOU GUYS ALL HAVE TO TOO. i am a firm believer of sharing is caring <3
EXACTLY, like especially for authors who do long fics or series, giving reader 0 personality/no background story is next to impossible unless you just want them to like ... be there and take no initiative in the story and just have things happen to them and for them to have no reaction to anything. like even in smut and headcanons, there are going to be little things you can pick out personality-wise, its next to impossible to just have a cardboard cut out reader for any type of fic, much less long fics/series. someone will always disagree with something <- but tee explained this all better in her long rb addition to that post
AND I TOTALLY AGREE! like they had very valid points about physical appearance and properly tagging gender, but i hate the fact that they added all of those valid points in that mess of an argument of why "x reader fics" should have no personality or background, because i felt as if it was totally taking away from that. it's two totally separate issues that they were trying to combine into one big one but just made an even bigger mess out of it.
for real! ao3's tagging system is top tier like i know a lot of people find it confusing but it's so nice to be able to filter any and everything you want or don't want.
#— asks#could you guys imagine heliotropes!reader just not having any background or personality like#how would that even work#THERE WOULD BE NO STORY#anyway i am so convinced i have the best lil community on my blog i love u all so dearly#every time i see posts like this it reminds me how lucky i am that i have you guys and not people like that who just consume consume consum#and expect everything to be perfectly tailored to what they find relatable#you guys actually appreciate my LITERARY GENIUS AND PLOTS#<- thats a joke by the way#but#kind of i'm glad you guys read and appreciate the plot AND the character of heliotropes!reader because ive been pretty vocal about the fact#that i was nervous about giving her agency and background and personality specifically because i knew that there were people with this#viewpoint who are like radically against x reader fics with fleshed out readers but you guys literally made me so confident and happy with#your feedback and appreciation for it :') so thank u#i feel like i don't thank u guys enough i should#wow this got a little sappy#but ily guys#tw discourse
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🐝!
🐝 ⇢ tag your biggest supporter(s) and say one nice thing about them
@jazzinjuke @brothebro
you guys always have something sweet or nice to say on my fic, and just in general seem very nice too (love the cake art and the JJ! Tim) and im always just ;w;/
thanks for being so kind <3
#asks#i waffled on this for a min like... my tumblr biggest fans... or something else... biggest supports WHERE but then i was like oh...#... right... ao3... teehee...#my regular commentators on litu au fic ily all#ill never forget Bro took my fic on vacation *weeps*#knowing Jazz looked forward to my fic updates and excerpt sharing *weeps harder*#there are also plenty of my old biggest supporters i could talk about...#but my brain is actually a little fried rn but I APPRECIATE U ALL SO MUCH EVEN NEW FOLLOWERS HI#jackalspine if u read this i appreciate the barking so much :')
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I feel like ppl ignore hobie is a BLACK punk and it’s so tiring
#white ppl be racially aware for 5 seconds challenge.#like sure hobie would steal or whatever but I need you think about why ur so excited to say this#and those posts where it’s like hobie and miles go to the mall and hobie steals something from each store#like no actually blk punks don’t put other blk ppl in danger bc stealing is ‘fun’#that’s actually something blk ppl have been talking to their yt delinquent friends Abt for a long ass time#and like. I feel like a lot of y’all treat hobie being a punk as like. a hobby first and foremost#and that’s what it might be to you but like pls read a hobie comic or talk to a blk punk irl#not to be shady or whatever but things like being a punk is about being nice or hopepunk aesthetically comes from a lot of gentrification#and a lot of respectability politics#that’s a general statement bc my opinion on all of that is very divided and like. all over the place#but in general if ur a white punk and excited Abt hobie thats great and ily but pls remember he’s not you#he’s not supposed to be you#you can relate but pushing the things you have the privilege to do onto him is like. weird for blk punks who see themselves in him#and it’s not that deep to me cause I’m personally avoiding hobie content till y’all get over him like y’all did with Kat 🤞🏾#but it’s very annoying to see and it kinda worries me bc how do u see blk punks irl#and this is about hobie but there’s a similar thing with miles g. and miles#like these are black children first#can y’all stop calling miles g. a fucking thug and being stereotypical asf
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Did nothing but play Inquisition yesterday and it was ✨ magical ✨ 🥲😭🙏❤️❤️
#le whiny text post#I was a lot better at this game when I was younger 🥲#I also figured I'd be able to beat Inquisition before whenever Veilguard comes out#but now that I'm Olde and my free time is less free I'm actually not sure 🥲#not that I mind though bc a tight fit before whenever Veilguard drops would be nice#good fresh mind into DA before the next installment#but I did want to fit in an Origins playthrough after Inquisition though#Dagna talking about the Warden made me emotional 🥲🥲🥲#also still need to finish reading Tevinter Nights#which: Patrick Weekes' writing style is probably my favourite tho everyone else I've gotten to thus far is equally as good#I could use the refresher though. I was explaining DA to my friend a while back bc she played Inquisition at my place#and I completely forgot most things flgdlhfhlfh forgot what The Calling was forgot the names of places forgot The Joining#forgot a ton of terminology for the GWs despite them being probably my favourite aspect#was reading Tevinter Nights and forgot what the fuck the Ben Hassrath are when they were mentioned#all I remembered was that Bull was one fhrkfbfkfbfj#forgot that the Qun has like a caste system#also the more I play through I forgot how much of a pretty little liar both Blackwall and Solas are flhdlhdlhd ily but fuck u guys 🥲🥲🥲#remembered on my first playthrough how noncommittal Blackwall was about Darkspawn like aren't your spider senses supposed to tingle??????#iirc man was also in my party most of the time and like????? ur not gonna elaborate on the Wardens??? my warden????? talk about my Warden#also in retrospect Weekes really put all the suspicious dialogue in for Solas fgodhld#the way Bull talks to him in banter
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i have an inkling.. i might start to feel ok enough to post soon.. at some point.. eventually...!! <3 so!! maybe art?!! who knows……..
#posting is one step closer at least like god damn#posting online should b like ranting to an empty void but it feels like four walls of shifting snakes . if that makes sense. whatveerr..#but not in a all ppl online r fake way it’s just the feelin of snake skin#srry to all in my inbox or messages ily.. i haven’t even been able to text my closest bff as i would like it’s so strange#i pinky promise i have zero negative feelings towards any one of yall shits just been wild lately lol#i do think there’s a chance. a possibility. i will feel better soon. maybe art! to share! (that is top 3 most scary things online 4 me rn)#(also srry if there was an art piece of mine u had a thought abt and it’s gone my bad i deleted a lot of stuff a while ago sorry idk ! idk.#mwah mwah mwah tho sending love n all that jazz ! hoping for the best for everyone :) <3#if ur reading this i actually grew some balls n interacted online god bless#(completes easiest task ever) i’ve won !!!#xx venus
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As you may have noticed I'm back to Black Butler's fandom, but i don't know if I should keep posting my drawings here or in a new side blog 🥺 I've always posted them here but I am such a fandom mess i don't wanna get main fandoms confused.
#confused Biby#maybe ill just do a new one and post my old drawings as well!:D#i mean all those drawings are here somewhere owo#kinda lost.#i mean ive drawn pretty decent pieces (?)#but i was never recognized among BB fandom#well its my own fault im such a hoe for cielizzy#ships are my life people#but#i promise to draw other characters as well uwu#actually yesterday i drew Undertaker as WWE's Undertaker#it looks hilarious 😂#please tell me u didnt read all these tags#if u did ily 🤟#old stan Kuroshitsuji fans/mutuals are u there 😭😭#its been so long
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Im in need of Mav references so if anyone's willing pls pls pls throw them in my ask box I will try to draw some of them lol
#listen ok.#i eventually need to learn how to actually draw tom cruise#and not random dude no.5 with brown hair#anii's random thoughts#ALSO CAL IF YOU'RE READING THIS CAN U SEND ME THE ONE REALLY PRETTY DAYS OF THUNDER PIC#TYSM ILY ALL
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any universe where obi-wan’s son luke learns to milk ani cow as well? i just love anaobiluke with bottom anakin <3
ANON!!!!! so i went to sleep last night thinking about this and i love it i love it so much, it has taken over my brain today (also fucking cheers anon anaobiluke with bottom anakin is THE shit 🥂)
so let's say during the whole anicow fiasco, luke hadn't been home, he had gone on a trip or was working away or smth idk. so when he comes home, obi-wan's like "oh, luke, due to circumstances, we uhh have a new member in the house. this is anicow." cue awkward luke/anicow first meeting. and ofc, obi-wan now has to teach luke how to deal with him and milk him
and so i was thinking of a scenario where one day, obi-wan goes out on an errand or whatever and luke is left alone with anakin. luke's just doing his thing around the house, when anakin comes to him, flushed and frowning
and oh, it's time for anakin to get milked. his breasts have swollen and there's milk leaking out his nipples. luke flushes at the image and he tells anakin that obi-wan is still out and he doesn't know when he'll come back.
(luke has never milked anakin alone himself, it has only ever been with obi-wan teaching him, guiding his hands and whispering encouragement into his ears)
(also, anicow is still pretty skeptical of luke/getting milked by him. bc only obi-wan can touch him >:( !!! no one else should be touching him!!! it took him so long to get comfortable with obi-wan, so yeah he's still working on it with luke) (but still, that doesn't change the fact that his breasts are leaking and uncomfortable and he needs to be emptied.)
so, anakin tells luke that no, he needs to get milked now. and luke's like "oh shit, ok, uhhhh come here then", so luke settles himself on a chair, and anakin comes to stand in front of him.
he asks anakin to turn around to sit diagonal on his lap
(obi-wan's taught him two positions to milk anakin. one, with anakin facing you while you squeeze his breasts and have the milk drip down. not the most optimal bc milk will get squirted at your face and you won't be able to catch much of it, but necessary to know bc anakin kinda likes it or smth
the second one, which is the optimal one, is with anakin in your lap—sideways bc he's too tall—so u can set a bucket on anakin's lap and catch the milk with minimal waste)
but anakin doesn't turn around and sit, he refuses to. bc apparently, he wants luke to use his mouth.
and oh shit, obi-wan did NOT teach luke that. he had only ever taught him how to use his hands. and it's not like he didn't know that obi-wan would milk him like that and it's not like luke can't figure it out himself, but he just doesn't know if he can. should.
so he lets anakin know as much, but when anakin wants something, he wants it. and he needs to get milked now and it needs to be with someone sucking on his boobs. it needs to.
so luke's like damn ok then, and gently pulls anakin and settles him on his lap. except this time facing luke.
so now anakin's boobs are right at luke's face, his nipples hard and perked and leaking, and shit. luke swallows. anakin whines and presses himself further into him, pressing his soft breasts against luke's face.
so luke does what he has to. sets his lips right at anakin's breast. and he sucks.
and immediately, anakin notices the difference.
luke is softer.
the first thing he notices is how luke's face is smooth, it doesn't rasp against anakin's skin like he has gotten accustomed to obi-wan's beard doing
he is also softer in his touch, less firm and gentler
while obi-wan's sucks are generally more calculated, more purposeful, firm and dry, luke's are much less thoughtful. duly inexperienced. chaotic and desperate and wet.
his first few sucks are hesitant. but only the first few. anakin's milk starts streaming and luke deepens his pull, turns further, sucking rougher and faster. and anakin can hear the desperate gulps in his throat. can see the milk streaming down his chin.
and while obi-wan generally keeps his tongue rested against his breast, moving it in casual, spaced out licks, luke's tongue flicks repeatedly against anakin's nipple, an incessant force against his sensitive teat. he moves so much more.
luke eyes flick up to meet anakin's and anakin whimpers, and luke notices how his ears twitch along with his body. luke turns his eyes back down and he gulps and gulps, until anakin is left dry, moving to work on the next breast.
everything's going good, right. except. luke is so so so very much into this and anakin’s letting out the loveliest moans, muffled whimpers and breathless gasps and it's so hot and it has luke horny and his cock very much straining against his pants
doesn't help that anakin's dick is also very much erect and throbbing between them.
so when anakin no longer has any milk to pull, luke removes himself from his breast, and finds anakin's gaze. anakin looks wrecked and luke feels the same—knows he must look the same. anakin’s cock drips against his trousers and his fingers clutch at luke's shoulder.
a question hangs in the air, and they only stare at each other, with neither wanting to address it.
but then luke's desire gets the best of him and his hand goes for anakin's cock, hovers inches from his dick, when the door opens and obi-wan enters the house, greeting stopped mid-way when his eyes catch sight of them.
#i actually love the moment when obi-wan comes in bc all 3 of them FREEZE#bc for anakin and luke it feels like it's smth they're not supposed to do#boi why's this so long if u even read this ily#sw#f.ask#anaobiluke#lactation#anyways! luke loves milk drinks a glass everyday so he is very excitedly drinking from anakin#also im like thinking about smth like farmboy luke who just ended up in obi-wan's farm one day and obi-wan kinda adopted him#bc im trying to think of a way to make luke anakin's kid#but in a not plot-disruptive way or something#bc anakin doesn't fuck he's never fucked the thing is how the FUCK does he have a son#(or at least like WHO could he fuck yknow#cuz the whole point is anakin nor luke know they're father and son)#or we just fuck it luke is his son no explanation no reasons he just is#maybe luke just spawned one day idk he hatched from an egg literally who cares. but he's anakin's son bc yes#anicow#ns4w#analuke#also fun fact! i may have masturbated thinking about this lmao#well not this exactly#but what happens right after#aka anicow getting dicked by obiluke 😔🙌
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fresh out the slammer personal thoughts in tags
#okay well. as someone who was kind of floundering and thought grad school was like my only REAL path forward and then fell in love#immediately after i applied to school and ended up getting accepted and having to move away and spend some of the worst months of my life#finding out grad school is actually NOT the end all be all and i was much happier before and understand now why they lost their minds and#fought the wars bc i will (and have) move(d) mountains for her because she is my favorite person and we’re doing the work and#now i’m abt to leave school in 3 weeks to move home and see her for the first time since january……#fresh out the slammer making me bawl like a fucking BABY#i think all the time about something sarah marshall said during ywa series on princess diana that’s like: something shifts in your life and#suddenly a thing that seemed so insurmountable before just. doesn’t feel insurmountable anymore…..like yeah#this is probably incoherent because i’m typing through my tears but if u read all of this just know ily
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I know we’ve all talked this point to death but it’s wild to me that the plan is 7 books. Like, a 7 book series is a LOT for plot heavy novel series with just one linear path instead of a massive undertaking for an if. I expect that from a dense fantasy or sci fi series. Something that has a lot of plot to develop and explore. But a romance??
Having plot as a means to an end for romance tropes is fine. I don’t think anyone goes into a romance series for plot, they go for character and dynamics and tropes. But then how do u justify 7 books…
#like I have had my criticisms of the plot since I first played book 1. I’ve always just been here for tea and the character dynamics.#which is fine and fun!#and like coding an if with all these different storylines and options is genuinely incredible and I don’t wanna disrespect the amount of#time and work the author put in. you don’t see me coding one lol#but on that same note: distilling the plot down to fewer books with more tight writing would save sooo much effort and time right?#books 2 and 3 could be so easily combined. they both focus on the trappers. you can do a whole thing where everyone thinks falk is taking#people but he thinks the agency is taking people and gasp! it was all a set up and the auctioneer was manipulating everyone the whole time!#two villains! higher stakes! in one book! less time coding and editing!#idk it’s just a bizarre choice to make to me. probably this was planned as an actual novel series before being turned into an if#I’ve heard people say that fs route felt like an afterthought (haven’t played thru it) but that’s probably bc they were designed to be a#bestie character to the mc or something like that. I’ve heard similar criticisms of Nate but again. idk.#anyways. if u read all this ily#ramblings
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