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I know weāve all talked this point to death but itās wild to me that the plan is 7 books. Like, a 7 book series is a LOT for plot heavy novel series with just one linear path instead of a massive undertaking for an if. I expect that from a dense fantasy or sci fi series. Something that has a lot of plot to develop and explore. But a romance??
Having plot as a means to an end for romance tropes is fine. I donāt think anyone goes into a romance series for plot, they go for character and dynamics and tropes. But then how do u justify 7 booksā¦
#like I have had my criticisms of the plot since I first played book 1. Iāve always just been here for tea and the character dynamics.#which is fine and fun!#and like coding an if with all these different storylines and options is genuinely incredible and I donāt wanna disrespect the amount of#time and work the author put in. you donāt see me coding one lol#but on that same note: distilling the plot down to fewer books with more tight writing would save sooo much effort and time right?#books 2 and 3 could be so easily combined. they both focus on the trappers. you can do a whole thing where everyone thinks falk is taking#people but he thinks the agency is taking people and gasp! it was all a set up and the auctioneer was manipulating everyone the whole time!#two villains! higher stakes! in one book! less time coding and editing!#idk itās just a bizarre choice to make to me. probably this was planned as an actual novel series before being turned into an if#Iāve heard people say that fs route felt like an afterthought (havenāt played thru it) but thatās probably bc they were designed to be a#bestie character to the mc or something like that. Iāve heard similar criticisms of Nate but again. idk.#anyways. if u read all this ily#ramblings
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@/coma_0423ās cursed cat alastor will bring you happiness ā„ļø
Lulu scolds the cat
#I couldāve sworn I posted this doodle#I took a break from drawing stuff to doodle this lol#Iām learning clip studio paint! itās very exciting but challenging so things are moving slow#rn Iām working on the anthology comic#but then back to my bullshit#but school starts next week#hnggg#im sure Iāll find time to slack off tho and draw#also unrelated to that but related to this post#is it weird that itās so important to me that everyone knows cursedcatalastorās author#he really became a sensation#which is cool as hell#but idk I just like the thought that people know who designed this lil guy#ESPECIALLY WHEN PPL TRY TO MONETIZE UGH THAT MAKES ME SO UPSET#anyway lemme go make brekky sorry for rambling#tho if youāre reading this#why do u read all my tags im literally an insane person#okay gtg bye ily#hazbin hotel#my doods#hazbin hotel fanart#alastor#cursed cat alastor#liked by creator#forgot that one#lol itās what reminded me to post this here in the first place
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some more of my favourite dredge fish!!!
part 1
#these took fucking FOREVERRRRR#really love how these ones came out!!!#cannot wait for the new dlc bro i need to see what new horrors theyāve cooked up#anyways feel free to suggest others for me to draw coz i fucking love doing this shit#anyway#my art#dredge#dredge game#illustration#artists on tumblr#traditional art#fish#my stuff#oc#if u read all this ily :3
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If you're not here, then how are you always with me? If I'm not here, then how am I not there with you? ā One of Us, Paruyr Sevak (tr. metamorphesque)
happy belated birthday, tay ā” @misakarose [insp.]
#trigun#trigun stampede#vashwood#tristamp#trigunedit#anime gif#animeedit#anisource#trigunsource#animangahive#fyanimegifs#animangaboys#*gifs#usericybtch#userinahochi#usersophies#tusermalina#userartless#userhanyi#userloidforgers#userdabiluna#i feel like this one warrants a bit more commentary so. when i first read this quote i went. trigun core#but i wasn't sure if it would translate well into a gifset? bc it's more about the abstract doomed narrative of it all ykwim#and while brainstorming for this set i noticed the parallel in the 4-5th gifs. of how they both reach out to the other but are pushed away#how they're both taken aback by it. how they are together but choose to stand alone#and how they both walk away from each other at the end#and i fr let out an evil laugh >:) AKJSDHJA that's when i knew i HAD to make this#also my idea for the little rhombuses was to be a focal point of where the center is. of how far apart they stand#and how when one of them crosses to the other side they are pushed away#so hope it came across well? also went for muted coloring for a somber feel which was a challenge for me. ANYWAYS hope u like it tay ily <3
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So I know this is like, a month late (forgot to ask when you posted the pic lol), but what's up with Labra? He got like a backstory, lore, or something like that? I'm curious and wanna know more abt him.
drew him again :3c
UHMMM yes i am lore building for him........ i haven't decided everything yet but i know i want him to be a distant cousin species of goji's. everyone's fangoji lore is different but i def imagine him as a part of my personal monsterverse au rather than existing in his own world with no friends haha loser
putting a cut here so i dont spam people's feeds lmao
likeeee for comparison it's probably similar to Crocodylia encompassing crocodiles, alligators, and gharials?? labra is in a similar niche to zilla for me. goji is the largest/apex species of the gojiran order, whereas zilla & labra are smaller and occupy a different niche. Big bruiser lion vs. carcal or lynx type thing.
my hc is that the vast majority of labra's species (pre-mutation art is what they looked like) was wiped out when ghido got into hollow earth. which is also the same time he wiped out most of the divine moths and a couple other species :''(
it ended with ghido iced but it fucked up the hollow earth ecosystem for a while and led to a lot more radiation leakage since he tore the place up real bad. labra was Almost Dead and ended up hibernating to recover by a radiation vent, but he'd laid down in feldspar vein that kinda grew to cover him and turned to labradorite and idk magic radiation nonsense it fused with him and caused him to grow/mutate.
the ghido massacre also caused battra to hibernate/mutate too so it's a Big Event in my silly au world. most of the kaiju that are clearly a result of mutation fuckery (biollante, kessho too) may be related to it as well but i haven't fully fleshed it out yet. it would mostly be based around goji's hyper-regeneration doing the thing where like.. if a big enough chunk of him gets lobbed off and has access to energy it mutates and tries to regenerate and causes a fucked up clone siblings thing idk omg ok i'm in tangent city good god sorry i was supposed to be talking about my gay son
ANYWAYSSSSSS for more general hc/character stuff: >labra is genuinely terrified of ghido and even gets freaked out when he hears wing beats without warning. (mosu beats rodan's ass bcuz he divebombs labra for fun sometimes) >he lives on monster island and ventures down to hollow earth sometimes, but he won't return to his old home because it just reminds him everyone else of his species is gone. (he isn't even his own species anymore bcuz of the mutation. so they're basically extinct.) >he loves swimming and sometimes just lays in the shallows to absorb sunlight. stretches out like a lazy ass cat. cat boy behaviour >he's loyal to goji and doesn't start shit with humans unless they attack first. even then he does his best to steer clear. >mothra likes his dorsal plates and talks with him sometimes (Moth Therapy) they can bond over ghido hating it's a good time >he has a mutually bitch-bother dynamic with rodan where rodan bothers the shit outta him until he manages to grab that turkey and idk sits on him or something. but if rodan really pisses him off he doesn't mind actually throwing hands because he knows goji won't care if he puts the bird in it's place. >he also likes angy, zilla, and bio a lot too.
there's more but i'll stop there for nowwwww
tldr: big gay lizard is traumatized but doing ok ig
#kai talks#labragoji#my son...my boy....#he needs a bf the shipping goblin in my brain demands it#i think angy mainly bcuz their gijinka designs are dope together and ill make the kaiju stuff work later LMAOOO#anyways. if u read all my nonsense lore ily
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Ruthlessness Is Mercy Upon Ourselves
[ID: A Scum Villain Drawing. A young Shen Jiu stands at the forefront, half of his face is shrouded and he is covered in various injuries and blood. With his clothes and hair in various states of stained and disheveled. He is pointing a blood covered sword towards the ground in his right hand and his left hand is clenched into a fist. He is bleeding from his eyes, nose and ears, appearing to be in the midst of a qi deviation. Behind him is a circular doorway that is full of fire and smoke. Blood stains the floor. End ID]
#pov you're a man in qiu manor#svsss#scum villain#shen jiu#shen qingqiu#mxtx#myart#if you know what the caption is referencing ily <3#anyways i think its a very apt mantra for both sj and lbg tbh#both using violence as a way to protect themselves#love when enemies parallel#me reading the sj extras: when i catch you airplane; airplane when i catch u#in other words me :handshake: shen yuan-> being angry about all the things sqh left out#blood
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Katsuki is so fucking sick of hospital rooms. He hates the heavy scent of antiseptic, the too-starchy pillows, the way the bed crackles every time he moves. He hates the white-popcorn walls that heās forced to stare at through the haze of heavy medication. And he fucking despises the plastic tube shoved up his nose with the quiet, but constant, beeping of several machines keeping tabs on his vitals. Everything about it sucks. The only slightly redeeming quality about this particular hospital stay is that he and Izuku are sharing the same room. Apparently, after Katsukiās tantrum the last time they both nearly died, the nurses figured it was best for everyone if Izuku was put directly in Katsukiās line of vision. And so there he is, still knocked out in his hospital bed opposite Katsukiās. Half his head wrapped in gauze, face swollen with purple bruises, heās bandaged just about everywhere, but heās alive. Katsuki is too riddled with pain meds to do much other than stare at him across the room. But at least Izuku is there, hooked up to a heart-monitor, softly proving that heās still breathing. Which gives Katsukiās battered heart some much needed relief.Ā
Izuku still hasnāt woken up, though. Stupid, sleepy bastard. Always fucking sleeping when Katsuki is awake. How the fuck has Katsuki had three surgeries, one of them open-heart surgery, and heās managing to flit in and out of consciousness, but Izuku is still out like a light? Katsuki thought Izuku swore to surpass him. Why the fuck does he think he can fall behind now? Katsuki scowls at Izukuās tuft of fluffy green hair.Ā
Wake up or Iāll kill youĀ , Katsuki vows.
Katsuki knows heās in love with him. He should have known a long time ago really, but having his heart burst put everything into stark clarity. He canāt deny it now. Not even if he wanted to. The next time Katsuki greets death, he will do so without regrets. Thereās so much he needs to make up for; he still has so much atoning left to do. He has to show Izuku he will be better and do right by him. Izuku canāt fucking die before Katsuki has the chance to prove himself. Even if Izuku never loves him back, Katsuki must at least prove that he can be good. That he is worthy of standing at Izukuās side.Ā
Days pass and Izuku still doesnāt wake. Katsukiās pleadings only get more desperate. Usually itās just in his head, but sometimes, when itās late at night and no one else is around, Katsuki will murmur to him aloud.Ā
āYou donāt have to forgive me,ā Katsuki whispers into the oppressive quiet of their hospital room. Only the soft chime of Izukuās heart-monitor answers him. āYou donāt have to be mine. Just wake up. Donāt make me live in a world without you.āĀ
Shadows dance as headlights stream through the curtains shading their window, and for a moment Katsuki thinks maybe--- but no. The car passes and Izuku hasnāt stirred. God fucking dammit. Katsuki doesnāt know why heās surprised: of course Izuku canāt actually hear him. Tears prick at the corners of Katsukiās eyes anyway.Ā
It becomes a nightly ritual. Katsukiās mind is too muddled with medication to make sense most of the time, but at least it gives him something to do. God, he canāt wait until heās off all this shit and actually, you know, move and whatever. His arm was so bent and twisted when he was admitted that they had to implant metal poles to strengthen it, and fuck if it doesnāt feel weird. Recovery Girl comes by every day to heal him, bit by bit so as not to exhaust his limited energy, and thereās a quirk specialist flying out from the states to repair Katsukiās damaged muscle. They have assured him that with time and physical therapy he should get all his mobility back, but it gives Katsuki little comfort. He would cut the whole damn limb off if it meant Izuku would justĀ wake upĀ .Ā
āPlease, for me,ā Katsuki whispers, one night after a particularly exhausting round of visits from his parents, Izukuās mom, and All Might. āJust this one thing. Just wake up. I wonāt ask for anything else, just be okay.āĀ
Katsuki must drift off. The concoction of sleep-aids and pain medications dragging him into unconsciousness against his will. He thinks he might be dreaming when he hears ragged breathing and a soft croaky voice.Ā
āKaā Kāchānā¦ KachāāĀ
Katsuki jolts awake, his heart-rate spiking and his head spinning. He canāt haveā it couldnāt beā
Ā āĀ Kacchanā¦Ā āĀ
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Given that their composition changes so regularly, any team I currently support may be made up of completely different players, coaches, and administrators in five years. In what sense, then, will I be supporting the same team that I support now?
adam kadlac, the ethics of sports fandom
been thinking about this a lot lately, especially in relation to the growing trend of fans (in a variety team sports) supporting individual players as opposed to teams. what compels us to continue supporting a team even after the youngest player at the first match we watched has retired? what identity, independent of the players who make it up, does a team posses? even after players have been traded, coaches have been hired and fired, and ownership has changed hands, there remains some spirit so foundational to the being of the club that allows us to identify it as the same. this, i believe, is it's grounding in and connection to a particular place.
i find it particularly telling that the practice of supporting individuals over teams is perhaps most prevalent in sports where there is a concerted effort made to scrub away a team's sense of place to make way for sponsor based identities, such as formula 1. the sport's international nature and high team turnover rate (tied to sponsors, of course) likely also plays a part. what, then, is driving this change in other sports?
football has always been a sport where teams have been intrinsically tied to a place. while the player over team support trend has yet to become as prevalent in football as it is in some other sports, it does seem to be creeping in. this could be potentially chalked up to a number of factors. perhaps it's the globalization (read: mostly increased american interest, as the rest of the world has been playing football happily for years) of the sports, introducing fans who have no personal connection to the place a club is from, and therefore lack allegiance to the club. maybe it's the steady increase in foreign ownership of teams, to an extent where this erodes away at fan's visions of a club as a physical manifestation of the spirit of their hometown. perhaps stronger personal branding of players is a part of it; they're no longer simply an agent of the team, but an individual in their own right, worthy of being followed no matter where they go (there is something to be said here about the relationship between personal branding, increased sponsor opportunities, and the fact that having ten individual players shill your product is better than the singular entity that is the team). whatever it is, i do find it a little sad - it renders teams somewhat purposeless, empty husks whose only purpose is to house players, otherwise devoid of value.
#had a though. it expanded. have this weird condensed abstractish thing#in my mind there's a fat chunk after paragraph 1 where i actually prove the stuff about place w everything the server was discussing earlie#and like. a deep dive into the f1/broader motorsport aspect of it. and other sports where this is quickly happening#cycling mutuals do u see this happening? bc that's another team sport where team identity is mostly i think more sponsors based?#plus the fact that cycling teams function so differently...so many sacrificial guys all for one special guy#and tbh i feel like while this may be happening in football it's at a CRAWLING pace#which speaks to the clubs connection with communities#like bilbao liverpool barca ect are just SO ENTRENCHED and inseperable from their respective places#there is a chapter in this imaginary paper about team names. bc so so so many footy team names are THE NAME OF THE PLACE#or are super duper tied to the name of the place (arsenal ect)#side note do we think the prevalance of american arsenal fans has something to do with the lack of an overt place name in their title?#anyways. yes names. and when u look at sports where player support is happening faster it's the ones where hella teams are named forsponsor#probably something to be said here about saudi pro league naming convention (not place based at alll) and the general identity and existenc#but that's a whole nother nuanced discussion#ANYWAYS. if u read till here mwah ily send me ur thoughts#sports#squish speaks#sport + place
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so i decided to log in after not being on here for some time... and the first thing i see is someone replying to my fics and complaining about my writing lmao yuck... if you don't like my writing pls do not read! there is a difference bw helpful advice/criticism and just straight up being mean </3
#i love advice n suggestions but if you don't even like/rb my fics and just straight up comment mean things then please just exit my page#ANYWAY still i saw some very kind comments from u guys and my heart is so so warm !!!#ily all !!#my life is very stressful and busy right now bc im moving to US in a month but i still had some writing ideas in the back of my head :p#idk if i should return im scared of the fandom now omg#but i also rlly want to read andy's fic SOOOO#and all the amazing fics i missed from my mutuals <3
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i hope yall can forgive me but i just need to be sappy for a minute
2024 for has been a really, really difficult year for me personally. tbh, the reason i started watching bls was because i desperately needed an escape from reality and romances always do that for me regardless of format. (and like tbh how was i supposed to resist a live action omegaverse show be so fr) and tbh it was only supposed to be one or two but i really ended up liking them and then i found not me which led me to finding the eclipse bc of first and then there was never any going back.
i contemplated coming this blog for a while before i actually did. i knew my old fandom was dead and i knew i wasn't going to be actually interacting with anyone much bc i was watching shows that were a year old minimum and no one would really be talking abt them anymore. plus i thought i was too old to be in a fandom if im honest. but i ended up doing it anyway partially bc i just had too much shit to say about the untamed and the eclipse and i needed somewhere to say it, but mostly bc i really just needed somewhere to be normal. like everywhere else in my life i felt like i needed to be On all the time or walking on eggshells and i just needed somewhere where i could just be, yknow? where i could just be lauren and have fun and not worry about how it might be perceived or how im supposed to be acting, even if i was just talking to myself
anyway sad as it might sound coming back here has probably been the highlight of my year. actually no watching the eclipse for the first time was probably the highlight of my year but this is a close second. especially since the heart killers has started airing. tbh i was genuinely having fun talking to myself in the tags but interacting with people and having people interacting with me and being able to over analyse this show like i used to and reading other people's analysis posts and tags has been so much fun and reminded me how much fun being an active part of a fandom can be, and for that i am so grateful.
i know this may seem like such a silly post to make esp considering this blog is tiny and only a handful of people actually interact with me but i need yall to know that the little interactions have honestly meant the world to me over these past few months. like you guys cant possibly know how nice it feels not only to have this space to just exist without having to think about all the other stuff going on in my life, but to have people actually respond? like my posts? leave nice tags? idk i just think i needed that. like dramatic as it sounds it was kinda like ok you do still exist. you're still here. we haven't lost you yet.
anyway the point of this post was to just say thank you for giving me this little bubble and for making me laugh and for being so kind and funny and talented and being a light in the world. because you are. every one of you. and that i love you. even if we've never spoken or interacted with each others posts, i love you. and i want to say that i'm proud of you all. from the bottom of my heart. i know it's hard out here. i know when i suffer i don't suffer alone. i know many of you have your own problems you're likely running away from here just like i am. and so i wanted you to know that i love you and i'm proud of you even if all you manage is to wake up in the morning. i'm proud of you all for getting through it even when it's hard and you feel aimless and pointless and don't know what to do. i know i'm just some random person on the internet, but if i can type words that make you smile and you can type words that make me smile, isn't that enough? to know that we both have so much value here despite how it feels sometimes?
so i pray that whatever has been difficult and heavy this past year can be left in 2024, and that 2025 will be kinder to all of us. i hope that we all find the strength to get through what we can't leave behind yet. and above all, i hope you're safe, and i hope you keep finding happiness where it is, which is often not some far off place but right here and right now.
lots of love, auntie lauren xoxo
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i feel so at peace but at the same time so chaotic and drained
#itās literally been wavessss of emotions lately#life feels weird w no friends or a partner but it is peaceful#iāve been spiraling lately bc iāve been feeling lonely#but i have to keep reminding myself that iāll attract the right people eventually#right now iām focusing on finding myself again and being content w where i am bc ive been so so so hard on myself lately#itās better to have solitude rather than faking my personality around the wrong people#i deserve to be loved for who i am and iāll wait to love the future people that come into my life#things will be okay and i know now that it isnāt time for a relationship#my first wlw crush and i are still flirting and talking everyday but i knowwww i cant get involved bc i still have sm to worry about#i do love her so much but we both have shit we need to figure out and weād probably destroy each other if we decided to fully fall in#iām ranting rn guys but this is the first halloweekend i didnāt go out and i was kinda sad abt it but im also SO glad bc i usually act so#stupid and dumb when i drink impulsively#itās for the best#i donāt drink as much as i used to and that in itself should be something i am proud of#hehe anyways ily all and if you read this entire thing i love u even more#personal
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g guys ā¦,,.??:!; GU YSGUYS ā¦.
a little rant in the tags bcs im Emotionalā¢ļø and so full of love rn
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HEEEEEEEEEEEEE
#HE'S SO. SO. I HAVE NO WORDS.#THANK YOU FOR THIS#the last two specifically UGHH#hayden christensen#celebs#f.ask#i feel like young me would never have expected to be so into a GUY.#A GUY.#and generic White Boy out of all things#like i was only ever into fictional characters and even then it wasn't even like oh i wanna fuck them rather i wanna see them fuck y know?#(my fictional character fucking tendencies are quite a new phenomenon in itself actually :o)#but HIM? oh GOD he makes me crazy#don't look at me. pls i can't......#i am so sorry jelly for making u read my dumbass ramblings adsjasdjasdda ily#but like HIM!!!!!. he makes me feel THINGS. and u gave him to me so i go Crazy#ive never been one to watch stuff bc of actors. and im out here watching a show in 360p for him#anyways thank u again i love him FUCK#higher ground
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The urge to spend a 100$ on merch before getting my paycheck is so strong. I might not survive soldiers
#Priorities! Next month no food challenge#At least I can eat my vinyls and CDs š„°#Man fr I could starve but if Id have some albums#Id be happy#eating my own organs and shit#Okay yes I officially lost it but!#ahiajwineidn the voices#I want to spend money#šāā¬šāā¬šāā¬šāā¬šāā¬šāā¬šāā¬šāā¬šāā¬#Tbh i only eat cheap ass bread anyways so maybe we can do it š»#me tryna convince myself this would be a good idea and i wouldn't die#Mnaiaisns9jwkq but it's motivation? to keep working right?#....... IM ABT TO ORDER STUFF#IDEK WHAT. BUT. THE. VOICES.#like im soo thinking abt buying the mortal vinyl or atsushis vinyll CUZ THEY LOOK SO GOOD.#I DONT HAVE A MF LP PLAYER BUT IMMA BUY ONE AS WELL#aaaaaaaaaš« š« š« š« š« š« #HM. HmmMM. i can get an LP player on facebook market place rightttt that wont be expensive righttttt#oh to not have to pay 30$ for. shipping would be so good#Ahhhhhhhhh. š¾#Gimme money#Actually I don't even have the money! idek how much am i gonna get paid! but im just thinking abt ordering stuff and hoping ill have enough#insanity is my middle name tbh#also i hate how i literally. dont keep track of my money and i always act on impulse š#like man idc how much u pay me i see i have enough imma spend it all#but i should save up to finally move my mf ass away from this great environment i live in#but dang is it hard next to school#getting paid less than minimum wage as a student lowkey. is not fun#But idk what to do cuz i cant skip school to work š so this is shit#n e ways goodnight ily who reads my 3556th diary entry
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good morning my friends the people in my phone. things were crazy for a while but theyre no longer crazy yayyyyyy we are so back
me waking up bright and early at 11:30am
#its storming outside today... zzzzzz.... i hope that means me and bf dont have to go grocery shopping yayyyyyy#tw im about to get personal dont read this if u dont wanna know a lot about meeeeeee but anyways#family was in the hospital and it looked very grim for a while#but luckily he's pulled thru and doing better now. that's why me and bf were gone all weekend#life has been so stressful everyone i love is dying or getting old it's making me existential!!#death is around the corner for us all. that's why i must play on my computer for 16 hours a day#anywayssssssss bye i gotta retake one screenshot ily mwah ā¤
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