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Welcome to the community bulletin board! Here are some events happening around the Boroughs this month:
April 1: April Fool's Day Special @ Punchline!, the Bronx
April 3: Run the River 5k @ the Bronx River, the Bronx
April 8: Solar Eclipse Viewing Party @ Manhattan
April 11: Pet Meet & Greet @ Prospect Park, Brooklyn
April 13: Scrabble Tournament @ Puzzles, Manhattan
April 22: Pot Painting @ Glazed Finish, Brooklyn
April 24: Scream Queens Marathon @ Technicolor Theater, Queens
April 19-21: April 26-28 BoroughsHQ Event 002: Art Festival (POSTPONED)
April 30: Tie Dye Fundraiser @ Tiny Tots, Staten Island
Continue reading below to find descriptive blurbs of each event. As a reminder, community events are optional events for members to use during their threads throughout the month of April.
April 1: April Fool’s Day Special at Punchline!, the Bronx
What better way to celebrate the national day of jokes than with a slew of professional jokesters? Join Punchline! for an hilarious one-night only lineup of some of New York’s brightest up and coming comedians! Laughs start at 7, and will keep on rolling all the way through to midnight!
April 3: Run the River 5k, Bronx River
In celebration of National Walking Day, non-profit organization StrideForward proudly invites you to join them for a scenic walk (or run) along the Bronx River! The race starts at 10am. All runners earn a complimentary medal upon completion, along with photo opportunities, healthy snacks, and a DJ playing them out at the finish line to boot!
April 8: Solar Eclipse Viewing Party, Manhattan
For anyone not trekking to the Adirondacks for the total eclipse, you’re welcome to join in one of the many partial-eclipse viewing parties occurring around the city! Including one hosted by a well known local astronomy club, The New York Galaxy Patrol, in partnership with the Empire State Building! Ticket admission includes a pair of safe eclipse-viewing glasses and a solar themed cocktail drink. With music playing and a selection of food and drinks to purchase, guests are welcome to sit back, relax, and take in the sight of this remarkable occasion.
April 11: Pet Meet & Greet at Prospect Park, Brooklyn
Pet lovers rejoice! The Pet Lovers of New York (Brooklyn) Facebook group has scheduled a meet and greet for National Pet Day! All owners are welcome to mix and mingle with other owners — and don’t forget to bring your little ones with you! Pets ranging from dogs to birds to reptiles and everything in between are welcome!
April 13: Scrabble Tournament at Puzzles, Manhattan
For just a $30 cover, YOU can sign up to join in Puzzles’ Scrabble Tournament, in honor of National Scrabble Day. Starting at 2pm, join in as the entire foosball table section has been cleared out to make space for Scrabble tables. Winner of the tournament gets a weekend of FREE DRINKS from the establishment, and their name on the bar’s blackboard for ultimate bragging rights. Spectators welcome!
April 22: Pot Painting for Earth Day at Glazed Finish, Brooklyn
Happy Earth Day! To celebrate, Glazed Finish is offering an array of different sized plant pots for painting, all at a discounted price!
April 24: Scream Queens with Technicolor Theater, Queens
Classic Scream Queens are taking center stage at Technicolor Theater for Scream Day. Enjoy the latest horror movies of today on the indoor big screens, and an assortment of classic horror films on the outdoor projector!
April 26-28: BoroughsHQ Event 002: Art Festival** Postponed to early May!
A festival of colorful spectacular, soon to take over the boroughs over the weekend of the 19-21 (& a week of ooc writing between 19-26). More information to come! **No threads allowed until week of event.
April 30: Tie Dye with Tiny Tots, Staten Island
Tiny Tots is throwing a fundraiser for a brand new playground! Support the cause by purchasing and dying your own t-shirt or pillowcase with them on National Tie Dye Day. The craft experience may be a little overpriced, but the proceeds all go to a good cause, and you get to have a fun tie dye experience!
Admin Note: The above events are all optional events that members are free to use as the setting for threads throughout the month of April. Though each event comes with brief descriptions, writers are free to manipulate and take liberties with them however they like for their threads. Additionally, writers are not restricted to only writing threads on the dates of the events listed; you are free to create threads around these events and post them whenever you like during the month of April.
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Thank you so much for all the support on SPACESONA !!! Here's some previews of the digital mini-artbook ✨
The layout design was done by @cocoabats and it turned out beautiful! You can get it for $2+ or more donated, here on the game page!
#kazedoodl#my art#theres also hq digital walpapers in there of the cover art!!!!#did you know??? i made an artbook??? did you know??? (I- personally - can barely believe it sdhfghjsdf)#JULIA IS THE GOAT OF ALL TIME FOREVER SHES SO AMAZING#i hope i can hire her forever i never want to do my own layout-ing ever again#but yes yay!!! I do believe this book is genuinely worth your while. and if you see me typoing in it no you didnt </3#artbook#spacesona#spacesona game#indie games
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Drabble requests?? If you would be so kind to humor me then-
Could there be like... soft and kind könig? Maybe just really gentle and domestic cause a while back i saw someone make headcanons of him being like a really mean guy and like all to them for sure!
But I was having a bit of a bad delusional day and könig is one of my attachments and seeing it made me so so sad and a bit paranoid cause like! Thats my partner! He wouldn't be like that!
So uh. Maybe just really soft comforting könig? If thats ok? Cause despite it being a few days now I still can't shake it and I feel bad over it :( hes such a silly but really good comfort for me. Big Austrian man ♡
Anyway if its no trouble then thank you! If not then its alright! Take care ok? ♡♡♡
for you my sweet beautiful anon? anything. i know könig would treat you like his liege ♡
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Köni💕: ‘How s work?’
Liebling: ‘:(‘
Köni💕: ‘o no, what happenbed?’
Liebling: ‘nothing. just nervous and weird. per usual lmao. 🙃’
Köni💕: ‘ill make u feel better when u get home’
Liebling: ‘:’)’
The aroma hits like a wave as you push the front door open, your mouth watering and tummy grumbling at the smell alone.
“Meine Prinzessin,” König calls as you set your bags down with a heavy thunk, “Did your day get better?”
“Just now,” You say, palm flush with the wall to support yourself as you kick off your shoes, “Whatever you’re doing in there, it’s art.”
“Your favorite,” he says proudly, a bit of a tune in his tone.
A giddy, mischievous giggle leaves you.
“Comfy clothes on the bed,” He adds.
You give a soft little whine, because it’s just too sickeningly sweet how he dotes on you.
After changed and settled, he’ll serve you your plate, listening intently as you vent about all the little things that have been bothering you lately.
“And, I don’t know. I know I shouldn’t feel this way, but I can’t-”
You sigh before continuing, “Sometimes I have this stupid voice in my brain, and it just tells me that you don’t actually like me, and I’m just not good enough for you. I know it’s not true, but it still gets to me, sometimes. Y’know?”
You look at him, faced pinched and a hand rubbing the back of your neck.
“I have the same stupid voice,” He says, those hooded blue eyes trained carefully in you, “But know little one, I love you more than anything.”
You pinch your nose at him, but you still have to fold your smile, cheeks warm and bunched.
“I love you more than anything, too,” You say sheepishly to your plate, tone soft as your fork absentmindedly plays with your food.
Once tummies are full and plates cleared away, König herds you to the couch, draping you with a cozy blanket. He fixes you a tea before joining you, happily letting you rest your head on his thigh. He’ll tolerate your silly little comfort movie without complaint, stroking your hair, playing with the soft locks. He doesn’t dare move after you ensnare him by falling asleep, snoring softly into his leg long after your half-drunk tea has gone cold. ♡
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♡gentle!könig
#it’s canonical that konig’s messages are full of typos bc his fingers too big for the keyboard#tinfoil hat comments below my find tags bc babe i’m with you lmao#dadscannons#konig#könig#könig cod#konig cod#cod#call of duty#könig call of duty#konig call of duty#gentle!konig#konig x reader#cod x reader#cod konig#konig x you#call of duty könig#call of duty konig#cod könig#uhohask#x reader#also i think i saw that same post#or at least i’m in a similar situation i saw a headcanon that was SO MEAN and it is HAUNTING me#i’m really over here upset over someone else’s potrayal of our imaginary pixel boyfriend#‘you either die a hero… or you live long enough to see yourself become the villain’#just to be clear i really believe everyone should be able to do whatever they want with these characters#personally i play with them like barbie dolls#but OUCHIE did that one hurt ☠️#thanks for sharing anon you made me feel better ily ily#<3 <3 💗💕💖💗💕
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Fun fact about me: April 18th is my birthday! :)
And part of what I wanted to do to celebrate this year was to give back. Introducing * ~ a dipplinshipping birthday oneshot ~ * :
Rating: T
Summary:
Today was Kieran's birthday, but it was the last thing that mattered to him. In fact, he vowed it would never matter to him again. Instead, he would focus on things that would keep him strong: his battling, his strategizing, and his crown as the Blueberry Champion. His sister and the Elite Four won't stop asking him random questions, though, and if anyone brings up Juliana any more than they already have since she arrived as an exchange student, he's seriously going to lose it. But...why can't he stop thinking about her? And why is everyone acting so suspicious?!
A bittersweet birthday celebration fic for anyone who's had complicated feelings about their birthday. <3
Take this as a thank you to all of those who have followed my work and/or my Tumblr blog. I wouldn't have imagined having the support of this wonderful community on my last birthday, and I can't even begin to describe how encouraged and inspired I have felt to write since finding you guys. I have never written this much for this long, consistently, and your constant feedback and comments seriously brighten my day more than Juliana brightens up Kieran, LOL. Hope you enjoy this! <333
(And yeah, this fic is the "event based idea" that this poll was about. I thought it was so funny that some of you thought it was gonna be some devastating angst LMAOOOO. That's for after TTPD releases, tysm for the bday gift Taylor.)
#I legit was gonna go a bit of a wholesome route for S&S D but y'all said “nah” so I said “bet” and wrote Chapter 18™ instead#anyways#on a real note#seriously tysm for all the love & kind words & support#I hope this brings you some of the happiness you all constantly bring me#<3333#my fics#dipplinshipping#kieran pokemon#kieran x juliana pokemon#juliana x kieran pokemon#kieran x juliana#juliana pokemon#juliana x kieran#I had fun with some references see if you can spot 'em all#now Im gonna run to bed#I have a busy day ahead of meeee#bye for now!! <3#also yes I did lowkey contemplate teal mask Kieran instead#but my bias is allowed for today LMAO#what can I say#indigo disk Kieran is just elite#plus its fun to have the rest of the blueberry squad there#oKAY NOW IM SIGNING OFF BYEEEE#wouldnt be a dipplinduo post without me going back to edit tags#catch me editing typos later too lmfao#yes TTPD release technically falls on my bday in the time zone im currently in#will never ever shut up about that
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OC stuff, liked how I did the subtle expression changes here
#tagging it as just 3 things teehee#if you see this no you dont#toh#the owl house#emperor belos#self ship#fan oc#my art#doodle#edit: why did no one tell me abt the typo#please
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Addi oc lore!!! For the only proper addi oc I have!!! She's a purple addi and her name is Mobi L. Addison (ahaha so creative I know-)
Putting a cut here cause this is. Long
As her name suggests, she does mobile game advertising! The really obnoxious and weird and annoying kind <3 Very energetic, playful and excitable before the Incident :)
Okok so. Lore. Mobi was part of a small department of 3 ads. Her, a pink and an orange. They did smaller scale campaigns and stuff like banners in less populated websites and such. One day their orange addi got a sweet deal from a big company that would have him work at a different part of town. It was a lot of cash, and the other two encouraged him to take it. With a bit of hesitation he did, and they had a celebration and everything. Big promotion day!!!
Their orange left, and for a while he'd send texts, emails, and his sum of money to take care of bills and pay off the house and such. Then... texts became scarce, he became busier, and the money trickled to a stop. He didn't come back for the vacation they had planned months in advance. He just. Left them. What a dick >:/
Realizing this, Mo and Locke (the pink, also nicknamed Lucky), both upset but not having a lot of time to process the abandonment, had to take extra work from wherever they could to keep the house, pay bills, and keep their sales up. It was very stressful, but they were able to stay afloat for a good while. They were able to keep positive about things and even grew closer together as friends! Locke was. Clearly interested in being more than friends, but Mo was very oblivious of her advances and only saw her as a friend (she didn't know until waaaaay later, but she's aroace). And things were good! Until the INCIDENT MWAHAHAHA
So one day, Mobi did her usual morning routine, said goodbye to Locke as they went their separate ways to work until sundown, and then when she came back, Lucky wasn't home yet. Which is weird!!! Because she comes home hours before Mo!!!! Mobi sends a few texts, no dice. She makes a few phone calls, straight to voice mail. Oh no.
Like how all missing persons' cases go, eventually there's a police search, posters go up, several restless nights... After long hours of waiting for something, anything, the only thing that is found is Lucky's car parked in the grass somewhere way out of the outskirts of the city. It seemed like she was planning to return to it, because she'd left it running, and they found it out of battery. That's all they know about her, and that's all Mobi will ever know about what happened to her. (Maybe. I might let her know in the future I'm not sure.)
But you get to know!!! Heck yeah!!!! So!!!
Lucky was trying her best to help Mo out and lighten the load a little, y'know? So she may or may not. Gotten into some. Reeeeally shady business. But!! It paid well!! It totally wasn't running errands and occasionally clesning up the dirty work of a company that may or may not maybe perhaps mayhaps. Abduct people to use as snuff film props. Ahaha. Noooo. Definitely not that. Uhm. Well anyways you can guess how that ended up for her. Once she made one too many mistakes and wasn't as useful as before, well!!
At least there's a tape with evidence of her on-camera death somewhere out there. Maybe that's how Mo finds out, actually!
Anyways. So obviously Locke's disappearance leaves Mobi incredibly devastated. She barely has any time to grieve though, first she has to move out of home into a smaller apartment, she can't pay everything off by herself now. For a while, she doesn't work, sales get low, and she just. Doesn't know how to cope with this at ALL.
So!! How DO you cope with this AND work to pay rent and keep yourself alive?? Simple! Work yourself to death!!!
Mobi very healthily decides she's going to keep her mind off things by working herself until her circuits fry off. Very normal. So she goes to this big video advertising megacorp, takes as many jobs and errands as possible, and works as much as she can until she passes out from exhaustion. She becomes a veey reliable asset to the company, at least...?
Her only sustenance is coffee, energy drinks, anything that can keep her awake for as long as possible. She doesn't take sick days, she doesn't take vacation days, only works. And she enjoys it, in a way! After a month or two of initial struggles, she finds her rhythm and doesn't stop. Eventually, she forgets Locke. But she doesn't stop working! And she stays like that. For like ten years. Super exhausting, she's NOTHING like the fun, excitable addi shw used to be. She got to work for a big shot for a little while at least! If you get to see one of his old commercials, you might see her as a background actor in a few! Nowadays she mostly does video advert work, graphic design, banners, all that good stuff everyone absolutely hates. (Fun fact she loves targeting Berdly, her ads annoy him so much)
So this cycle happens for ages until there's a new addition to the company that changes everything for her. See, Mobi doesn't have friends. She doesn't have time for friends! She just works!! And then this GOOF of a yellow ad joins and brightens up the place so much, that she can't help but look their way and smile. Videon the silly goof. The plinko. (Listen I was so deep into Bright's addi lore here, I couldn't help myself-) Fun fact I chose Vid specifically for this because canonically they take a job where they aren't as home as often after the whole Spamton disappearing thing. So yeah
Mobi likes this ad, they're loud and playful and love hanging out and goofing off on stage, off stage, mischievous little shit. And it... snaps Mo out of her routine little by little. She starts interacting with them, saying hi when they come in, laughing at their stupid jokes, thinking 'wait that'd be so funny' when they suggest they do something clearly dumb. Why do you want to dump all those pounds of glitter on the actors for this commercial. No, get away from the glitter, gET AWAY-
So Mo warms up to them, and she starts conversations with them!! They start out casual until Vid makes one of those suggestions, and Mo can't catch herself when she gets excited and adds onto it. And oh god suddenly they are friends. Oh god oh no. We are so doomed guys. The more she hangs out with Vid, the more that playfulness and energy returns to her. She starts dropping a few of her dozens of jobs to take WEEKENDS off. Dear god her co-workers look at each other like she grew a second head. But she loves it. She loves hanging out with this new friend, talking to them, doing dumb stuff like pour a bottle of bubble bath into a fountain and running away from a disaster that ends up on the newspaper the next day (they never got caught). She likes inviting them home! Crashing at their place and meeting their department! Accidentally thrashing the place with them! (They did get caught and had to do all house chores for the next month. Still worth it.)
Finally, they get to that level of friendship where you can open up to one another about Life and Philosophy and Problems and Stuff. So they do, and Mo remembers that 'oh yeah. I never really grieved my friend's disappearance. I'm gonna cry for an hour now.' And she does, and Vid does too, they bond over their lost friends, talk about them, reminisce about their happy memories turned sour. Vid gets to talk about Spamton without any BLUE GUMBALL BITCH BOYS SHUNNING THEM ABOUT IT ahem huh what what was that. Uh. And Mobi gets to remember her fun times with Lucky, and share how much she hates that orange addi that I never bothered to name! This is when she learns she's aroace also. And Vid informs her Lucky obviously had a huge crush on her. Oh! Welp! Something new to process, hopefully properly this time.
Okay this is getting real long. I don't have much after this, except for the idea that Vid could offer helping to find anything they can about Lucky, any info at all, just to try and help her get some closure. She offers the same for them and Spamton's missing case. They wouldn't find anything Spam related, but they would find a lead for Lucky. And it leads them to perhaps a dangerous ARG-type rabbit-hole where they find documents of Lucky's involvement with the snuff film company, a copy of the tape of the film involving her death, and maybe even enough evidence for the authorities to launch a big investigation that saves dozens of missing ads and bringd closure to hundreds more. I like that, I think I'll make it canon. Like a buddy-cop thriller type thing or something idk.
Ok wow that was a lot. That's all I have/remember of the Mobi lore!!! Thanks for reading all this way if you did!! Woah!!!! I'm starving I'm gonna go eat BYEEEE
OH AND I SHOULD ADD HER REF SHEET TOO LEMME JUST
There we go!
( @emiplayzmc @yanderespamton78 and why not, @turntableart @solalunar-eclipse I told you guys about this but I don't remember how much so uhhh ye :3)
#bush RAMBLES#text post#lore post#fun fact the snuff film thing is what inspired one of turn's many Big Bad OCs :3 Mammon dearest I want to crush him like a bug#I hope this all made sense ajfjakfjsf this is all from memory#and as always if you see typos anywhere!!! No you did not!!!!!!!!#long ass post
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Trial & Error
Did you know yesterday was the first day of Spring?
Happy Saekul Spring everyone.
[Doc]
— Another page is torn from the journal and added to a pile of discarded entries just on the other end of the desk. With a sigh you wipe some of the sweat that’d apparently been accumulating along your browline the entire time you worked.
Sickness had a way of making you as sweaty and uncomfortable as possible, and tired.
God, you’re so tired.
If Thanat had it his way, you would be confined to that god forsaken bed for the rest of your sick and miserable life. He’s kind of stupid for a doctor, you think. That’s mean.
He’s just trying his best, after all. The same way you are with those poor kids.
God, those poor kids. Nothing you’ve done for them has fixed their wretched futures. In fact, almost every alteration sends them down a more horrible path. Every rule put in place to protect from the toll these prophecies take on the mind was thrown out the window to look after a couple of descendants a couple hundred sweeps down the road.
Who are you to play god with their fates like that anyway? Something twists in your stomach. This isn’t playing god, this is a gentle hand guiding away from pain.
Anyone else would do it if they had the means. It isn’t as though anyone in their present is dying to give those kids a chance. This burden feels like it was specifically designed by the universe just for you. To torture you at the very end of your life.
A coughing fit that sends blood flying across the blank page of the journal reminds you that you are running out of time. The futures where Harlan is removed from the equation seem just as cruel as the ones with dominion over the trio.
Without a reason to leave, Veylin stays isolated on her tundra, Zurven continues on in his mediocre safety net with no real room to heal from the damage caused to him by Persep, and Benjin…Well, he’s gone altogether.
What are they, dolls? That sounds perfectly reasonable to any normal person. Who gave you the authority to decide that wasn’t enough for them?
No Ben sounds bad, though.
The blood covered page finds itself added to the pile of discarded timelines.
Discarded timelines. So you just throw away the ones that don’t meet your standards. Well doesn’t that just make the blood boil?
Your actions betray the feeling as you grab a pen and begin drafting an idea for a different branch in the timeline.
Removing Persep puts Zurven as a Saekul on paper, the sort of company that attracts is worse than just the Lycaon alone. No one needs that.
You had the opportunity to get rid of Persep and chose to subject all of those people to his torture anyway?
What’s wrong with you?
Zurven was worse off that way.
It’s too late in present time to do something about Zerkev. Even when you were able to come between the Marauder and his win, that meant Veylin and Benjin never made contact.
Veylin lived in isolation because of you too?
Anger surges through you, but once again your body does not react. It instead continues writing out small alterations to the timeline that you might still be capable of.
You are running out of time.
Without Veylins involvement Benjins ending was truly the most vile of them all. You would kill any and everyone to prevent it.
You should just stop.
Haven’t you done enough?
You’ve done nothing.
You’re doing your best.
Again, despite the internal processes telling you to stop, your hand keeps moving. Writing out the futures that worked, the ones that didn’t, and the ones worse than the original.
The original? How many times have you done this?
The pile of discarded pages grows.
Why won’t you stop? You want to stop.
They need each other to heal, but the specific conditions that needs to be met puts them through an unspeakable amount of torture.
Why isn’t anyone else doing anything to help them? Not now. Then.
Harlan is untouchable, even his allies are powerless to stop him. They say they choose to stay out of it. Who are they fooling?
Why won’t you stop?
You want to yell at your hand to stop, but the words won’t form. the action does not cease.
Those kids need help.
You want to stop.
Time is running out.
Stop, you’ve done more harm than good.
They don’t deserve that torture.
Your mind fractures into two. Suspended from each other like oil and water.
Very sharply, reality comes into focus. The reason you can’t stop writing is because this has all already happened.
You are not Orfuse Saekul, trying to clean up a very big mess that is outside of your control.
You are Zurven Saekul, on the other side of that mess, and you are trapped inside of a nightmare.
The good news is that by the time it comes to the consciousness fracture, it means you’re about to be sent back to your time.
Guess it’s time to kick back, relax, and watch the train wreck.
You already know how it ends anyway.
Orfuse scribbles along on a fresh sheet of paper like a man possessed, which is funny all things considered, hunched over the desk with a free hand that grips it like it’s the only thing keeping him tethered to this reality.
That’s believable.
The angle that the sun hits the light muddling curtains says that it is high in the sky, it must be close to noon at this point. The oracle must have snuck away from bed shortly after dawn and has been toiling away since.
Sweat seeps through his sweater, forcing it to cling against his skin as a result. The entire experience is decidedly unpleasant.
How could he stand to sit like that for so long?
Another tearing of paper, and it’s added to the pile that starts to spill out onto the floor.
His scribbling fills the page shortly after he begins again and it’s a wonder that he never really made the investment into larger books to stream his madness into.
“What if Laz meets that asshole earlier? Then maybe there’s a chance he could talk him into helping Ben.” He mumbles around the pen as he chews on it. “They can’t meet before he’s killed that ex mate though…”
Another sheet to the pile. How many lives did Orfuse choose to mess with? Was there anyone that he met that didn’t fall victim to his idle hands?
For what purpose?
“Than and Harls kill each other if they get involved too early,” they beat each other half to death either way, great orchestrator. “At this point I can’t count on Aderae being stronger than him either.”
He would never subject Aderae to that, anyway.
The power must come with some level of eidetic memory because he goes on writing memories from the timelines he changed. This is worse than any level of control voodoos you’ve ever seen.
He knew just what strings to pull to change specific outcomes. Just never to his liking.
“Persep can’t have Zurven long enough that he starts to understand them fully. Poor thing doesn't deserve to meet the bastard at all.”
It is a horrifying power to have full control over in hindsight. Another paper ball for the pile.
What a waste of paper.
Tears stream down Orfuses cheeks but the way they mix with his sweat makes it hard to tell how hard he’s crying. A migraine starts to build behind his eyes.
It would be so much simpler for him if he just stopped, if not two, three, ten sweeps ago, right this second.
He’s on his deathbed for crying out loud.
As if in response to the thought, Orfuse very suddenly lays his pen to the side of the journal and scans over what he’s written.
Drawn is a better word. It’s a sketch inserted right at the end of a stream of consciousness.
Benjin, Veylin, and you. Embracing on what you can only imagine is Benjin’s bed. There are a few instances that this particular scene can be from. It takes a concentrated effort to keep from dredging the memory up.
No one needs to know if it’s possible to have a vision within a vision.
“This is the best I can do for them..” He mumbles, seemingly displeased with his efforts, as he traces a thumb along the edges of the sketch. “They don’t have to forgive me. I just hope there’s peace for them after all of this.”
Oh, that’s rich. Suddenly his tampering with the future isn’t about making Harlan better. That’s too little too late, Evocator.
“I wish the three of you never got dragged into all of this.” He starts to sniff, trying in vain to hold back more tears from falling. The effort sends him into another coughing fit.
Blood splatters all over the image of the three of you in his notebook.
“I care so much… But maybe that’s not enough.” His feelings creep into you and suddenly you feel as though you’re getting all choked up too.
No you aren’t.
He doesn’t care about you.
You don’t care about him.
Or his problems.
The problems he caused.
You hope the rest of his days were miserable.
You hate him.
You.
You are forcefully returned to the present. Finally.
You wake with a start and jerk yourself out of the grasp of the arm that was wrapped around you. It loosens up in response and it’s owner shifts over to take the rest of their weight off.
“Did I wake you?”
Mallum asks softly and it becomes clear you’ve found yourself on the couch at some point during the day.
This is becoming cumbersome.
You say nothing as you throw your arms around him and force your face into his side. It takes a second before he wraps the one arm around you again.
“Yeah, alright.” He says as he starts to pat your back.
#the evocator#zurven#coko writes sometimes#long post#hey kings and queens i was having a moment of worry earlier so i did this#if you see typos i don’t care thank you soooo much for understanding <3
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books i read this january:
1. 'station eleven' by emily st. john mandel
5/5 stars — literally so good, such a great start to the year. i loved the writing style and the story and the characters and i am forever grateful to the friend of a friend who kept telling me i should read this because he was totally right and it's so good. definitely recommend this if you like apocalyptic stuff that's more an exploration of humanity than action/thriller
2. 'ghosts: the button house archives' by mathew baynton, simon farnaby, martha howe-douglas, jim howick, laurence rickard and ben willbond
3/5 stars — everything i wanted from a ghosts book tbh, loved getting to hear more about the characters but i would've liked a bit more serious stuff about fanny (this isn't really a criticism just wish there had been because she's such a compelling character to me)
3. 'i am malala' by malala yousafzai
4/5 stars — really good for anyone unfamiliar with pakistani culture and politics to help explain recent history as well as being genuinely very interesting. definitely recommend
4. 'heartstopper: volume 5' by alice oseman
3/5 stars — cute and nice to read as a queer british teenager, i like alice oseman's art a lot and i liked how she approached the topics discussed in it. only 3 stars just because like it doesn't really speak to me personally not because it isn't good or anything
5. 'never let me go' by kazuo ishiguro
4/5 stars — i have a weird relationship with his writing i feel like with both the books i've read by him the endings have just been a bit lacking for me? but not for a reason i can actually define and i still really liked the rest of the book and i really like his writing style as well
6. 'yellowface' by rebecca f. kuang
4/5 stars — not my favourite work by her but i found it really interesting to read. idk it's been quite controversial and i don't think i know enough about the issues discussed in the book to have an opinion but it did make me think about a lot of things i'd never really considered before which was why i found it interesting
7. 'gideon the ninth' by tamsyn muir
5/5 stars — this book was right up my street; i absolutely love gideon and the way the book's written. gideon and harrowhark's relationship was really compelling and i love the concept. if you read this book (please do) i would recommend that you read the glossary before you start the book because i spent at least the first 50 pages with no idea what was going on but after that it was amazing
8. 'the seven husbands of evelyn hugo' by taylor jenkins reid
3/5 stars — kind of just not my thing, sorry to all my friends who love it (none of them are on tumblr lol). i thought it was interesting but it just wasn't really my taste
9. 'tsunami girl' by julian sedgwick and chie kutsuwada
4/5 stars — i definitely didn't expect to enjoy this as much as i did but i actually really liked it the whole way through. the characters were great and i found the romance subplot way more well-written and believable than i expected (this might just be me because i'm a bit weird about reading relationships as romantic in books so a lot of straight romance where they sort of just expect you to pick up on it as romantic purely because it's a boy and a girl comes across as really flat to me and i end up just deciding that they're only friends to me whereas in this book i actually did read their relationship as romantic and wanted them to go out)
10. 'nation' by terry pratchett
5/5 stars — i think this is the first terry pratchett i've read other than good omens and i really, really enjoyed it. it took me a while to get into but i liked the characters and also found the sort-of-romance in this believable which was cool. also just really interesting to be honest, i recommend this as well
#reading tag#<- just created this so i can do this once a month :)#can't wait until february is over because the book i finished on the 1st was so sooo good#idk if i should tag this or not because i don't really want to annoy other people trying to use the tags for the books#but also i want to be able to find this post within my own blog under the book titles#might leave it for now and then come back and tag them later like maybe when i make my february books#also if anyone did actually bother reading this and wants to discuss any of the books with me then please please please do#comment on the post or message me or drop me an ask or whatever mutuals or not#also if you see any typos please tell me <3#mine#station eleven#bbc ghosts#heartstopper#never let me go#yellowface#tlt
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My printer hates me :) (with many thanks and credit to @niennanir as before)
Gosh aren’t they gorgeous tho ♥ Especially the latest and largest, though I have to give all the credit to the paper on that one haha, it’s stunning IRL, I could almost stare at the gold lattice forever rather than read, but I’m so happy with how it turned out between the pages as well!
Quick showcase of the new additions! :D
My Drinking Game as another test run, I got the spacing how I wanted it! Yay! It’s so much handsomer and less cramped! Also I gotta say, if it wasn’t such a large usage of paper, this would be my ideal way of checking for typos - I found a couple after setting it down to ink lol, they’ve been fixed now at least ♪ Paired here with the emerge, transformed three-parter, one of my all-time-favourites <3 I reread it the night I finished it and cried again, a little bit of tender mercy always wrecks me hhhh ♥ There are so many beautiful evocative lines! I’m so happy to hold it ♪ And as you can see above, that was the one that got the cute little ghost dust jacket :D
Another test run of what I’m calling volume 1 of my Vargas Drabbles lol, so not including Have you lost your mind? since that one’s currently unfinished. I do fully intend to print it once it’s done tho :3c Hopefully that one will cause me fewer problems! I hate measuring, so I may have flubbed two covers before finally getting this one into good enough shape XP And my red yarn is still in storage so >.> Did I go purchase another ball of red yarn? I’ll never tell. You can’t tell me it doesn’t look great as a bookmark tho <3
And my current happiest! Ah!! It turned out fantastic on all counts! The cover paper obviously, as I couldn’t Not lead with that, but also the size of the spine and the way the pages settled against each other while glueing - I used a different type of paper for this one and I think I’m completely converted over, it feels amazing to work with. Whatever I was using before had to have been like 15lbs lol, I’m literally just using normal 20lb printer paper but it feels and looks and behaves so much nicer <3 The size of Helix also allowed for a slightly larger bookmark, which was perfect because we had this soft gold ribbon that was all of a couple millimeters wider than the other ribbons/yarn I’d been using, and it looks so so so pretty with the gold detailing!! I’ve put it between Ch. 1 and 2 and getting to see the actual physical size differences of the chapters is so fun ♥
#Hhhhhh crafting is so funnnnn <3 <3 <3#Fully intending to make more - I have the next set picked out and the accompanying dust jacket to go with it haha#I've decided to stick to dust jackets for the plain non-textured covers for the most part#It does hide my detailing on the covers but it also hides if I haven't done anything to the fronts as well! Haha ♪#I added a Captain/ZEX caption to Drinking Game like I did with ZEX/DAX but the latter is still the prettiest by far <3#Their names were made to go together you could say hehe ♪♫#You can kinda see I tried my hand at making a custom cover for the Vargas drabbles as well - it kiiiinda turned out? Lol#As stated I hate measuring and the lines turned out wonky :P But it's done and I've reread it for typos lol#I was worried I'd find rereading my own work cringy since most of those are older than either of my SCII fics but no it was nice actually :)#I did actually go supply shopping yet again for these since I'm having so much fun with it hehe <3 <3#The yarn and the cover paper I used for Helix were both good finds :) I got a whole booklet of space-themed cardstock! :D#That one was one of the lesser space ones hehe ♪ I had a couple other considerations - like a yellow-on-white constellation one ♫#But I think I'm the happiest with this one! It's beautiful and I feel like it reflects the Idle Rich themes a little bit hehe <3#Hhhhhhh it's so nice to read them like I would a book ♥ I enjoy reading them on my iPod but there's something about The Experience hehe#Being able to hold it and place a physical bookmark and not having the glare of a screen or if the scroll goes funny lol#Just exactly what it is! And I can pull any of them at any point!#I actually had a moment where I wanted to read one of them but didn't want to move from my spot to physically go get it#Only to realize later I was holding my iPod at the time and could've read it that way as it's still very much available online lol#SCII#LAC#Vargas
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when ur doing something that you know will most likely make you end ur life early but atp you don't care about death all you care about is living on a planet where you were never supposed to be in anyways
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Look at my ourple hair boy
#shoutours to arctic fox for finally making my hair actually purple instead of varying shades of burgundy <3#also you can see how my fingernails are dyed purple now despite it being like. a week since i did this lmao#i think theyre gonna be like that forever now lol#bur the purple hair is sooooo worth it i love it so much aaaaaaaaa#sorry for the typoes btw im tired and currently at the store amd forgot my glasses lmao
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oh my god u know the hrt is working when u get genuinely white girl drunk
#ive never been this drunk before this is crazy. the gender euphoria of not having any tolerance despite being able to drink 4 drinks a year#ago#like its that or someone Did something to this drink but it was from a housemate's stash. oh my god i wanted more of this im so glad im in#bed rn i could have made so many bad decisions#im like this close to posting one of the thirst(?) pics i took on my sideblog that i havent touched in a month#oh my god im fucking up so many words . gang im not pretending here i drank like 2 shots tops and its Fucking me somehow#WAIT I CAN EDIT TAGS#typos fixed :sunglasses:#genuinely crazy how much im feeling it tho ive literally Never felt it this much. id ask if ibuprofen or spiro interact w alcohol but i#think there was a decent amount of time between when i took both#yeah like i took spiro ~10:57 and then uh drank after. 11 hm ok this isnt as spaced out as i expected#i dont think im going to alcohol jail tho. im being responsible im In Bed im not gonna go do anything stupid (altho i do. want to ask#someone downstairs to do something stupid. but maybe thats the alcohol talking)#also shileas is downstairs and shes a bitch and i dont want to be cringy in front of her#i dont know if shes trans or just a really masc lesbian btw . shes cool but she also has some bad takes sometimes and i dont think she#likes me#im writng so many tags <3 but thats what love is. if anyones read this far idk like the post or something#you know the one post where the person puts an egg in their mouth. and then people share the tags. this is that#i was gonna be typing this out on a discord server but i thought no. this deserves to have everyone see it#man also if i went down and asked like if anyone wants to fuck like who would say yes . shileas is a super senior maeve is in a relationshi#p#i dont like riley and . man idk about griffin. but i think im a lesbian. maybe im just desperate.#bUT IM NOT GONNA. im not gonna.#i dont want to sleep tho i want to have fun :(( but my roommate is asleep#& its not like anyones gonna fuck me on this bed . with like my lovies (thats what i call my stuffed animals) and shit .#i genuinely didnt expect that i could get this drunk and whats crazy is i know i could be more drunk#can u imagine if someone reads this and goes 'well shes clearly sober and faking it' no </3 im simply very eloquent i was neglected as#a child so i read alot lol#whoops *a lot not alot#wasnt there a limit of like 26 tags. when do i hit that
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I'm a big advocate of just blocking and moving on when seeing bad takes about your interests but that's mostly because I rarely travel outside the small circle of artists and mutuals I follow and ohhhh boy after having seen the worst take about a beloved blorbo I suddenly understand everything, it was like a redditer overtook my body and I almost went into a rage as I resisted the urge to "um actually" and type up an entire essay in ops comment section but I persevered. Are you all proud of me.
#im mostly being hyperbolic but gosh#it's still eating me up inside so i will continue to complain about it here in the tags lol#so just scroll away if you don't wanna see me complain about things that don't matter<3#anyway i just saw someone say how karlach worked dorna slaver and would still be working for him if he hadn't betrayed her#implying she was only against gortash because his actions directly affected her#when FIRST IF ALL SHE WAS AN ORPHANED CHILD WHO WAS MANIPULATED BY HIM#AND SHE EVEN SAID IN HER OWN WORDS THAT SHE NEVER WOULD HAVE WORKED FOR GORTASG IS SHE HAD KNOWN WHO HE TRULY WAS#SHE WAS A KID AND WORKED FOR AN AWFUL MAN AND MOST LIKELY DID SOME PRETTY MESSED UP THINGS FOR HIM THIS IS TRUE#BUT SHE WAS A CHILD AND SHE LOOKED UP TO HIM WHILE HE MANIPULATED HER SO SHE WOULD ALWAYS PROTECT HIM AND DO WHAT HE SAID WITHOUT QUESTION#then he sold her to zariel and it wasn't until it was too late did she realize how evil gortash was#im unsure if she new he was a slaver when working for him but since she was a kid with nothing it's not like she's going to fully commit to#being a morally upstanding citizen when she literally couldn't afford it#saying karlach was only against gortash because his action affected her is BLATANTLY WRONG#she has flaws and is a deeply written characters and she cares so much about other people thats on of the reasons she worked with gortash#she cared about him and he used that to his advantage#okay rant over i love u karlach im sorry people refuse to look into your charcter beyond surface level assumptions </3#babbles#dear god there are so many typos. i aint retyping all that shit tho good luck deciphering that#i say as if anyone is gonna read it sjkdkf
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so wild seeing ppl on my dash reblogging stuff here from ppl on twitter that ik ive blocked for legit reasons like,, ,,,,, im sweating,,,,,
#/if ur seeing this this probably isn't abt u dw#it's like aaaa do u know that that person is racist and has said slurs against poc?#is that inappropriate to bring up?#do ppl even care </3#(I am so block trigger happy for silly reasons but also for the most legit reasons like lol I could give ppl second chances#but it's pretty easy just to Not Be racist... just to not say Racial slurs so uhh Straight To The Blocklist u go)#which is not anyone else's fault for interacting with these ppl ofc- esp if they don't know- I am just ogughh#I hold myself to moral standards far to high to be healthy and its like hmm is th morally right thing to do to tell them?#once I did that with my former friend who I once valued here for turning out to be a racist pos and they were like 'uhh ty ig but actual id#*vagued -not valued sorry typo#that this person said this thing that *you* think is racist cuz their cosplays/art are cool :/'#UHUFHUH!?!?#so now I don't tell my mutuals and just sit and wallow in my misery </3#BUT!!!#once a mutual reblogged bungou dog art from someone I know from a niche furry art server im in and that was neat
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wrists are funky things, huh?
#just me hi#i've started wearing jewelry (this developed earlier this year somehow lol) and bracelets are Still killin me hfvhs#i can wear them for a bit but then the tightness or the loose rubbing on my wrists starts to Really bother me. hmn!#i wear a ring all the time and it took me some months to get used to it lol#i can't even wear necklaces/chains/anything round my neck without clothing being between me and the entire encirclement of neck#or it's Not Fun!#anyway i got this really neat bracelet that has little beads for the 9 planets. and i Am going to wear it#i just break time loll :)#//Also i think we should have a word for 'earlier this year'#there probably already is. but i just made a typo and i think it should be 'yearlier' :3#yearlier than i thought it would...#you see what i'm sayin yah?#yater for yater. or later this year :)#i don't like the word Later (it's a T that sounds like a D and it trips up my tongue sometimes Hbvfh) so i think this is Great !#we'll do it yater. cuz we already did it yearlier. ya know ?#//also i was thinking about something earlier and it was Super Neat but i forgot what is was again loll#i think it was black ? but also i could be getting that confused with the clothing i was wearing. so hmmmmm#/brains are so confusing hfbhsj#i like mine pretty well though. we're good friends !#usually! friends have spats. and we're cage-fighting every wednesday#//i've been kinda brain-tired too so : '#<- everyday my little emoties get less distinguishable hvfhhs#but yea i dunno!#//it's super nice out#it's really cold inside for some reason though. which is really silly when you think about it for longer than 3 seconds#like we built the box to Not have to be as uncomfortable as we usually are outside. why am i wearing a blanket when it's So Nice outsideLol#'go outside' i would but also. [walks away]
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This is awesome just remembered I get to write the frottage scene soon assuming I actually write more than 4 words this week.
#.txt#long tags sorryyyyy#fellas do you ever offer everything you can to a man in a silent beg for forgiveness and let yourself accept that seemingly the only part o#you he's willing to touch now that he knows what you are is your dick but whatever you'll take what you can get. and it's selfish too but#it's also all you can offer short of turning your life upside down for him which you refuse to do.#fellas.......... do you ever fight against yourself for weeks because you want and need to forgive someone but can't figure out how.#you ever get torn between someone you care about and nearly have forgiven but you keep getting caught on the fact it's such an unforgivable#slight in the first place. so you take all that he offers but you can't bring yourself to forgive him until he's in front of you with his#hair sticking to his forehead and his hand shaking where it's gripping your bicep.#and seeing him be so open and vulnerable when he really shouldn't with you and really never should have AT ALL with you. makes it finally#click & makes it possible to wrap your head around ''I love him. he cares about me. he did one of the worst things possible. I forgive him.#OR WHATEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! don't quote me on ANY OF THIS I'm always fucking around with motivations and wants and#needs and desires to make shit work how I think is best for all I know this is all useless#I hate posting my writing ever even when it's just set-up stuff like <- all that. BUUUUUT also I need a copy of all that for tomorrow to#remember . what I'm thinking abt basically. SOOOOOOOO YOU GUYS GET TO SEE THIS :3 hope u like what goes thru my head constantly while I'm#stocking shelves. sorry for long vague tags and endless talking yet again just need it written down#*that he'll touch is your dick. I have no idea how that typo happened what happened there
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