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guys what the fuck what the fuck a (kinda big??? idk???) youtuber just made a video about that one tumblr myth analysis that i chimed in on awhile ago and the video ended the video on my little analysis part?????? what???? anyways uh??? hi!!!! if you're coming from the Bettina Levy video, hi!!!! if you're looking for more analysis of things like that you're probably not gonna get it, cause I only really post random shit about my hyperfixations on here!!! i mean i might do more things like that if i get hyperfixated on something but like!!! hi!!!
idk im just??? im so surprised that im now in a video with (as of the time of writing this) 8.7k views????
#Btw im only posting this as a ' ' just in case ' ' scenario#like if i randomly get a bunch of attention n all that#if nothing happens then i'll probably delete this#anyways i am like??? im so nervous right now?? not in a totally bad way but in a ' ' oh my god what is happening right now? ' ' sorta way?#im just not used to having this much attention on me#even if its from a secondhand source?#like?? what??#anyways this post is meant to be taken /positively!!!#textpost#might delete this later#rambles
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woww that was so awkward. we used to be best friends???
#we didn't get into a fight or anything even...it just happened. gradually we were moving apart and one day we couldn't recognise each other#i still wish the best for her though....im glad she's doing alr#but letting go of her was probably a good thing bc i don't feel as insecure about myself anymore#everything she had todo was so selfcentred and she pointed out even the tiniest of things about my appearance even tho she knewmy insecurit#we were a trio and now me and my other bsf are the only ones who stuck together.....im so grateful to have her in my life.#literally my fav person ever#also everything me and my bsf said she would make it about her and we reached our limits we confronted her#but nothing really changed except she was trying to be subtle about it and somehow slowly we stopped texting frequently#and it wasn't just about my appearance. she kept asking me if i made new friends when she knew i didn't and that i have social anxiety#and when i did manage to make friends she would ask qs and id be back to questioning my friendship w everyone i knew#i'll probably delete this later
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on the subject of how friend breakups hurt just as much as romantic breakups... i'm sure someone was on the subject somewhere lmao... i'm having sads tonight even if it was fucking ages ago technically and its my own fault bc I read through some messages idk why i havent deleted... or why i did that. meh. i need a good everything shower and an early night.
#this person hurt me more than anyone ever has in my life and I still miss them#and then there's the guilt for not handling it well#and the fear that they'll slide back like nothing happened which they did SO many times#and idk there's still a lot of reminders#that are hard to avoid this time of year especially#and just the ruminating... were they the problem or was I or a secret third thing where we just brought out the worst in each other#I've grown as a person since we were friends. a lot#and I think not having them in my life is a lot to do with that#but god it still fucking hurts sometimes lol#yeah I'll probably delete this later when I've got over myself lol
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Genuinely asking, because I'm so conflicted on this emotion.
Is it normal to be a little pissed that someone hears something bad happen in the house (Like a loud noise of something breaking) and they call out "Are you okay" and proceed to not check on you. Like at all. No follow up.
And in my defense I really didn't respond because after the thing snapped and broke my brain had to catch up to anything that followed, and by the time I realized what happened I also realized "Oh wow thanks I guess I'm glad nothing worse happened and I'm not hurt or anything"
Like am I little irritated? Yes. Very much so. But I'm also not going to make it a problem. I'm just sorta silently sitting here wondering if maybe I'm just a neurotic bastard.
#I struggle with knowing I have some social issues and wondering what's me overreacting#and because I'm always worried about overreacting I will then underreact#and I genuinely just never know how I should interpret or react to a situation#and I usually settle with doing absolutely nothing because what if I do make a scene and I shouldn't have#And I also feel like when I try to explain emotional moments like this to people they think I'm some mentally ill fuck#and like They're right but my feelings matter right? I'm not trying to bitch at anyone either I just want to express myself#I want to express that I feel like I didn't really matter in that moment#and a game someone was playing was more important than checking on me#like yes what if I wasn't ok#what if I passed out or fell and hit something and couldn't respond#I know that's not what happened but how would they have even known#personal#I'll probably delete when I figure out processing this situation
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I am slightly emotional and very offended right now just to preface this but if you think people who have bad teeth are "disgusting" and "must lack personal care" I think you should eat shit and die and go to hell after I curb stomp the shit outta you
#Every time people reassure me that no one cares about how my teeth look I know they are lying to make me feel better#Because then I always run into shit like this whenever someone happens to bring up teeth#And I know everyone wants me to just get over it but it can't happen until I get my teeth fixed-#IN ANOTHER COUNTRY BECAUSE GUESS WHAT IT IS LITERALLY IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO AFFORD IT IN AMERICA#MY DENTIST TOLD ME TO MY FACE SHE CANNOT HELP ME BECAUSE MY INSURANCE DOESN'T COVER IMPLANTS AND I CAN'T AFFORD THEM ON MY OWN#3 OF MY 4 FRONT TEETH NEED IMPLANTS AND ITS $5000 FOR ONE IMPLANT HERE BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!#I'll probably delete this later since it's emotionally charged and I will surely get embarrassed once I chill again#But seriously fuck you if you judge people on their teeth you are nothing but a filthy classist pig
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Okay, I thought this was universal but maybe my last three therapists were right that it is not:
Is it normal for boredom to be truly unbearable?
As in, worse than anything else, would rather get eviscerated while fully conscious, will do anything to escape it which might actually include suicide if no satisfactory options are available?
#it's bad#and no it's not 'when you aren't distracted you're forced to experience existing pain'#I'm not generally suicidal. There are a lot of things I enjoy and want to do. I have plenty of problems but I tend not to care about them.#I do have things to do. Usually even if I don't want to do anything I can entertain myself since I can't switch my brain off anyways.#Literally infinite things to think about#The problem is when none of it feels interesting or exciting enough. Which doesn't make any sense at all.#If I'm unbearably bored and a friend makes the mistake of talking to me I get really toxic. It is a problem.#Usually I have great self control when it comes to destructive or toxic behaviors but not so when I want to end it all because nothing is#interesting enough.#It's like 'if I do something really extreme I'll stop because bored'#Bad things happen...#Or I try to overdose or slit my wrists#better yet is when I try to get myself killed because suicide isn't good enough.... great reasoning (disappointed)#I met three of my ex boyfriends that way#Note to self to stop fucking men i get in knife fights with PLEASE#it is ALWAYS a bad idea. Has never turned out well.#Invariably they always either have anger management/impulse control issues or they're just arrogant jerks who want to be tougher than you#sometimes both#Man really rambling in the tags here. Should probably delete that. Oh well. POST
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#my posts#...........................................................................................................................................#............................................................................................................................................#is that enough i think that's enough#yeah that's how its going#everything's been getting worse and I've been feeling very bad but also very pathetic and like complaining almost makes me feel worse but#i can't do anything else about this so like. vent post lmao bc I'm a dumbass#i truly just want to(redacted)but one of those isn't an option and the other i have a drs appointment soon and i don't want to explain that#everything is just. bad. and what isn't i feel like it's getting bad and it's my fault. and I'm probably right.#just. i hate it here#the deserving mentality is truly getting to me and i fucking hate it. it's not logical. I'll still agree with it.#i truly don't deserve the food stuff i can't keep in my life and i deserve the shit that in getting and i can't stop agreeing with that#'oh this classmate wants to have lunch with me on Saturday after working on something! i should cancel before it's too late-#-so i can continue feeling bad for being an apple bc people should hate me bc I'm horrible and don't deserve kindness' like#it's. it's false. it's not logical. and yet#everyone else there's the fucking plexiglass wall and where it wasn't i think it's getting formed and it is my fault probably#i am annoying that one is true#.... I've been making posts like this all day and deleting them bc I'm pathetic also. it's.#... there's a little too much going on lmao#nothing's worth it and i feel like shit and anything i could try to do about it doesn't work and I'm just tired#... in case someone does read this i know it sounds worrying but nothing will happen tbh I'm just a pathetic coward who's sad and tired#and tired of being sad in a way that feels like it's getting worse#I'm not very sure when was the last time i felt. this bad in just. i don't know how to make it stop lmao#also in already annoying so this is all i can do i think lmao#i think I'm seeing now I'm just. being redundant and if i keep this up too much i will delete this. and i should but. i don't think i will#also without saying much this year the one thingā¢ has been worse than usual and that's not helping either so it truly is just.#that everything is kinda very bad#.... yeah. whatever. it's just.ĀÆā \ā _ā (ā ćā )ā _ā /ā ĀÆ#... i truly wish killing myself was still an option like when i was a teen bit it's not so i just have to deal with whatever this is#... i hate being aware this is all super illogical bc the logical post of my brain teams up making me feel worse somehow.
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#i think it may be time to admit that the meds are Not Working and move on but i don't know what to do#i wanted them to work so bad#i had so much hope#i've talked to so many people for whom the difference was night and day#like suddenly they could keep up with school and get up and do things and keep their life together#and i never really thought that could happen to me but i WANTED it to like i wanted it SO BAD#and then when it didn't i hoped keeping with it would at least do something? but it's been three months and it's nothing#i can't keep up in school and i can't make myself do anything and i can't keep my life together. like at all. nothing is better.#i don't think i can go on like this. and the dr said i wouldn't have to but it isn't fucking working and i don't know what to do#my mum likes to say my brain just works differently and she's trying to be nice but she's wrong. my brain is broken. it does not work.#it sure seems like nothing is ever going to get better and it feels so helpless and hopeless and i'm really not coping#i'm geuinely scared i can't stick this out long enough to finish my degree but what else am i going to do?#vent post#delete later probably#i'll feel less miserable later. hopefully. just need to cry for a while.
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#don't know how to write this but I am so tired#it's not even work tired I just feel done with everything#I want to go back to properly posting on here but I literally end up doing nothing every single day#feel like I am wasting my time and potential but it's just so much rn#and the worst part is there's really not that much happening I just feel like it#I have a quiz in two days and I haven't started preparing for it idk why#I know I need to do work I just can't get myself to do it#sigh....#misa talks#I'll probably delete this later but I need to write this down somewhere
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vet bills is on 595,15ā¬ and going up again soon, I am not going to survive this š might attempt writing commissions bc ha ha..
#i know ita for their own good and id never let my babies die when i can do something but this is a fucking huge blow i did not expect#obviously i dont regret but i hope nothing else happens because i dont think I'll be able to handle it financially or emotionally#and theres a shit ton of stuff for my brother's wedding as well#i am very tired and close to snapping#me @ myself: girl shut the fuck up#probably gonna delete this one later just a small vent#god please give me strenght
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Heartstopper S3 Q&A weekend!
Hello everyone! I don't usually use this blog to answer questions, but I've been wanting to answer some of your questions about season 3 of Heartstopper, and I figure this is probably the best place for it!
It's nearly 2 months since the release of S3 and I'd love to go on a deep dive with you all. I always feel like I don't express myself very well in interviews, so I feel more comfortable getting to express myself in the written word here! You may have questions about characters, relationships, themes, production, music, animation, and more... I shall try my best to share some interesting behind-the-scenes trivia!!
Please keep your questions relevant to season 3 of Heartstopper - I probably won't answer them if they're about anything else!
The ask box will be open from now through this weekend, so you have about 2 and a half days to send your questions. I'll answer what I can, probably slowly over the next week or two! I won't get around to answering everyone's question though, I'm sorry in advance! You're welcome to share the answers on other social medias if you'd like to.
If you don't want to see Q&A answers and are simply here for the fan art, please block the tag 'heartstopper s3 q&a'.
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Also, just to get a few FAQs out of the way:
Season 4: I don't have anything more to share about season 4 right now, I'm sorry! As I've said, we're working incredibly hard to make it happen, and there's nothing else I can say about that at the moment.
Bloopers: Are coming soon, but I don't know exactly when!
Deleted scenes: I'm not currently sure whether there will be deleted scene releases.
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Thank you so much for your support for the show! I look forward to chatting with you about season 3 of Heartstopper!!
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Such A Mystery - Part 6
Pairing: Max Verstappen x Colette Leclerc (Original Character)
Summary:
Max Verstappen fell in love at the ripe old age of 12 and never looked back.
Colette Leclerc really regrets posting that particular Taylor Swift Lyric to her private Instagram account, because it made George Russell go insane.Ā Ā
The rest of the world has absolutely no idea that the Dutch Lion and Charles Leclercās twin sister have been a couple for 15 years and are expecting a baby.Ā
Warnings:Ā
Pregnancy, Mention of multiple miscarriages, Pregnancy complications, George Russell Bashing (he's probably really nice in real life but in this, he's the bad guy, sorry), Jos Verstappen
Author Notes:Ā Huge thanks to @llirawolf for holding my hand through this. Happy New Year! Chapter count is continuing to go up, because I need to halve this chapter after hitting 6k. Should be 10 parts. Hopefully.
Colette woke up slowly, for a moment disoriented and confused, before she remembered what had happened the day before.
It was dark in the room still, the sun not yet up, and the house was eerily quiet. She groaned quietly and slowly got to her feet, shuffling across the room to the bathroom. She closed the door behind her softly, switched on the light and turned on the faucet to wash her face.
The water stung at her eyes, but she relished the cold, biting pain.
By then Sassy and Jimmy were both demanding to be fed as well, and she padded out of the bedroom into the kitchen. The house was still dark and quiet, and the cats were both weaving around her legs, meowing and demanding food.
She flicked on the lights in the kitchen, blinking against the brightness, and then bent down to feed the two screeching cats.
Screeching cats and back pain, like somebody pushed a hot knife right into her lower back. What wasnāt there to love?Ā Ā
Colette groaned slightly, wincing as the pain in her lower back flared, and carefully straightened back up again. She ran a hand over her back with a grimace, trying to soothe the ache.
The cats behaved like Colette had let them starve for days and she rolled her eyes at their usual behaviour as she reached for her phone that laid on the kitchen island. Somebody, she was quite sure that it probably had been Lorenzo, had simply deleted every single social media app from her phone.
That was also a solution, she reflected drily. She checked the time, finding it shortly after six. Which meant that she could probably catch Max before he was stuck in pre race preparations.
Her heart sped up slightly the mere thought of him, and a small smile tugged at the corner of Coletteās mouth. Without giving herself time to second guess herself, she pressed his contact and hit the call button.
He picked up immediately. Not that she had expected any differently from him.Ā
"Mon Coeur," she greeted him softly. "Good luck."
"Liefje," his voice was groggy but warm, and Colette could hear by his rough tone that he hadnāt been awake for long. There was shuffling on the other end of the line, and a low yawn, as he probably sat up in bed.
"Did you sleep well?" she asked him.
"No. I missed you horribly," he answered and she knew he was saying the truth.
"Well, you'll be back soon enough and I'll go back to torturing you with my icy feet," she teased him. And hog all the covers, because Max always ran hot at night and sleeping next to him was like having her own personal furnace.Ā
"I can't wait," Max said, his voice low and soft, and she could hear the smile in his voice. But there was something else...something else in his voice that she couldn't quite place.
"How are you feeling?" he asked her. "How is bƩbƩ?"
"Kicking a lot..." she answered softly. "I have some backpain, but nothing major."
"Keep resting, alright?" Max requested.
His voice was warm, normalā¦but she couldnāt help itā¦she couldnāt help but hear that something was wrong. She would have sworn on nearly everything that something was wrong.Ā
So she asked him. "What's wrong?" Colette asked. "What aren't you telling me, Maxie?"
Silence. For a long moment on the other side of the line, before Max sighed quietly, sounding a little guilty. "If I tell you that it's nothing that you need to know, nothing you need to worry about...will you let it go?"
Colette was quiet for a moment, trying to process this.
Whatever it was, Max didn't want her to worry about it. He was probably trying to protect her. She swallowed, before slowly saying. "I will...if you make me a promise."
"Which is...?" Max's voice was hesitant.
Colette took a deep, somewhat shaky breath. "Promise me that you're okay," she said firmly. "Promise me that...that there's no reason for me to be upset." She hated not knowing, hated that he was keeping things from her. But as long as she knew that he was okay...then she would let the matter go.
Max was quiet on the other end of the line, for what seemed far too long. He was hesitating, and that worried her.
But eventually, he answered her.
"I promise, liefje," he promised her. "Talking with you makes everything better."
The tension, that had slowly built up in her stomach started to dissolve, and she released a breath she hadn't realized she was holding.
"Okay," Colette whispered into the phone, and hoped she sounded more confident than she actually felt. "Keep your secrets. We'll talk when you are home," she promised him. And then he would tell her what was actually going on.Ā
"We will," he agreed. "I can't wait. Did you get the flowers?"
"You sent me flowers?" Colette asked, her voice soft. "You didn't need to do that. And no, not yet,ā she said with a smile. āBut I bet they will be beautiful.ā
"Not as beautiful as you," Max told her simply. "Now, go eat breakfast, and take it easy, alright?"
"See you soon," Colette said softly. "Go drive around in circles." She could hear him laugh, a soft sound.
"Take care of you and bƩbƩ," Max told her before he hung up.
She lowered her phone to her lap and let out a sigh, a mixture of relief and worry still coursing through her veins.
He was okay. He had promised her, and Max never lied. He probably just didn't want her to worry about anything.
The ring of the doorbell, made her pull on a dressing gown, and going to open the door, to get the flowers Max had bought her.
But when Colette did open the door...the bouquet of light pink tulips wasn't the best part of what was waiting for her:Ā
"Surprise!"
Colette's head shot up, and her eyes widened in shock as she stared at the person on the other end of the threshold.
There, in a pair of torn jeans and a hoodie, a travel bag thrown over her shoulder...and holding an enormous bouquet of pink tulips...was Victoria.Ā
Max's Sister.
"Vic!?!" Colette blurted out, taken completely off guard. "What are you doing here!?!"
"I thought you could use the company," Victoria answered simply, hugging her tightly, and Colette was already holding back the tears. "You know, while you deal with all this bullshit," Victoria said darkly.Ā
Colette quickly nodded in agreement, feeling her eyes water as she clung onto Max's sister. The tears starting to well despite her best efforts, and her emotions starting to overwhelm her yet again.
"You've -... You've no idea how good this is, to see you," she tried to say past the tears, and Victoria pulled her into a tighter hug.
"I know, I figured as much," Victoria said brightly. "Can I get in, or are you going to make me to stand on your threshold for the rest of eternity?" she teased.
She looked down at Colette and at her baby bump with a grin. "How is my niece doing?"
"You don't know that it's a girl!" Colette complained, wiping away tears as Victoria entered their apartment.
"Max seemed quite certain a few weeks ago," Victoria teased her.
Colette rolled her eyes, but she was smiling through her tears. She closed the door behind them, and turned to look at her friend, and the enormous bouquet of tulips.
"I guess we're going to need a vase," she said pointedly, at the massive arrangement.
"The poor doormen gave that to me, got delivered this morning for you," Victoria told her. "I also got you that Acai bowl you like from the bakery own the street and croissants!"
Colette looked at the tulips, taking in their pastel colours and delicate petals. Max really could be sappy sometimes, and it warmed her heart immensely.
"Pink tulips," she said out loud. "Of course he goes all in the pink.ā
"You two really are kind of adorable," Victoria teased her, and Colette felt her cheeks heat up.
"Sometimes we are," she relented, taking all the tulips into the kitchen and reaching for a vase underneath the sink.
As she filled up the vase with water, she asked, "You didn't come all the way from Belgium just to visit me, right? I feel bad, taking you from Tom and the kids."
Victoria huffed a little bit, and leant against the counter before answering.
"Oh, shut up," she said fondly. "I wanted to come hereā¦ Mama is helping Tom with the kids and Tom knows I've been worried about you, besides they are fine on their own for a few days.ā
"I'm fine -.." Colette started to protest, but Victoria fixed her with such a look that she fell quiet.
"Please, you've been going through hell," Victoria said firmly. "Donāt try to pretend you're fine when you aren't."
Colette exhaled slowly, staring at the flowers in the vase.
"I'm not going to deny that things have been hard," she said quietly. "But I'm trying to take it easy...for bƩbƩ's sake at least."
"How are you feeling about it?" Victoria asked her curiously. "About it all...getting out there?"
Colette paused for a moment, her hands absently fiddling with the tulips in the vase.
"Honestly..." she admitted after a moment. "I...hate it," she admitted weakly. "We kept it secret for so long...that's all I ever knew, Vic. Like that's the benchmark. Max comes back home to me...and here...right here, we are just us. Everybody important does know, but we have our privacy...we have...nobody gives us a second glance. And now it's out there. And everybody talks about it...and judges us...and makes up this picture in their head that has nothing to do with us."
She paused for a moment, shaking her head and then exhaling slowly to try and keep the tears that were threatening to spill under control. Victoria stayed silent, watching her closely.
"It's...weird," Colette said then, her voice sounding as shaken as she felt. "I know...a part of it is the stupid hormonesā¦Some of it was my own fault, because I really should have thought twice before being bitchy on instagram,ā she said with a snort, making Victoria laugh. āBut all the people on social mediaā¦all these articlesā¦the journalistsā¦None of them know anything about us. Yet they judge us and speculate, and write whole articles about us and how fucked up our relationship is,ā she said darkly. Ā "I don't like it," she said flatly, fighting back the sob that was threatening to rise up in her throat. "They act like they own a piece of us...like they know anything...it just...it makes me sick. "
She fell quiet, her hand shaking slightly as she fiddled with the tulips. The flowers were beautiful, but she was struggling to take pleasure in them, when her emotions was feeling like a storm in her chest.
Victoria was quiet for a long moment, and then she walked over to her and put her hand over top of hers to stop her from fiddling with the tulips. Instead, she gently pulled her into a loose embrace.
"It doesn't matter what some person on the internet says about you," Victoria said simply. "let them write their idiotic comments. It doesn't matter."
Colette rested her head of Victoria's shoulder, and exhaled slowly.
"I know it doesn't really," she admitted after a moment. "But it still hurts, in a way."
"People are stupid," Victoria said bluntly. "They make drama to fill their miserable lives, and write bullshit on social media, because they think they're entitled to everything. And that their opinion is somehow relevant. Don't listen to anything they say," Victoria continued. "They know nothing about your life. They know nothing about your and Maxie. They donāt know how fantastic you are. And they donāt know a thing about yourĀ happy home, the little baby on the way, and an the amazing, loyal and insanely talented man who loves you beyond all rhyme and reason."
"So let them eat their hearts out, and let's get you some decent breakfast. An I'll stay with you as long as you need me to, okay?" Victoria said, pulling back and gently grasping her shoulders.Ā
Colette sniffed and nodded softly.
Victoria was just like Max. They didn't sugar cost, she cut it straight to the heart of every issue, and didn't let her bullshit herself.
"That sounds good," she agreed softly.Ā
It did sound amazing. Better than anything else.Ā
The Acai Bowl from the Bakery/cafe down the street was as amazing as always and so was the Croissant that Vic had brought with her.Ā
āYou can finally show me the nursery!ā Vic said brightly.
"You're a little bit too excited," Colette scolded her with no real force behind her words. "We are only talking about I think four pieces of furniture, Vic. And some animal themed decor,ā she said with a snort.Ā
Victoria gave her a dry look, and raised a perfectly arched brow. "You are underestimating me if you think I would not be interested in how my niece's rooms will look," she said with a scoff. āBesides I brought you some hand me downs from Hailey! We can put them in the closet!ā
āOr nephew!ā Colette pointed out, making Victoria laugh.
āHow are you doing with names?ā Vic asked her curiously.Ā
āWe have an agreement,ā Colette said drily. āMax got to name the cats and the baby gets his surname, so first names are my choice.ā
"You're not giving my niece 6 names like yourself, are you?" Victoria teased her. "Please don't give me a hard time to pronounce my own niece's name if you can avoid it."
Colette rolled her eyes. ā I only have four names,ā she gave back drily.
"Four names is still two too many," Victoria said bluntly. "One is enough. Two is more than enough. You're not a French noble woman from the eighteen hundreds."
āYou mean I shouldnāt name our son Perceval Verstappen?ā Colette gasped, wide eyed, making Victoria stare at her.
"...Oh my god...no, you absolutely can't!" Victoria exclaimed in horror, before bursting into a peal of laughter.
āExcuse me, I happen to think Colette Marie EugĆ©nie Veronique Leclerc sounds great,ā Colette deadpanned before growing serious. āNo, I am thinking only one middle name,ā she told Vic with a shrug. āIf itās a boy I was thinking Emilian HervĆ©. After Max and my father.ā
Victoria's face softened at that. āThatās so sweet,ā Vic gushed. "HervĆ© is a nice middle name, and Emilian is beautiful as well. But what if it's a girl?"
Colette huffed and shrugged. "I...don't know yet," she admitted honestly. "But I have a few ideas. I figured I would see what feel right once they are here...but I do really think it will be a boy..."
"You know it's only a fifty/fifty chance, right?" Victoria teased her. Colette rolled her eyes.
"Of course I know that," she huffed. "I justā¦I just feel it, y'know?"
"You're just really hoping it's a boy so you can dress him in cute little race overalls that match Maxieās," Victoria said with a smirk.
"That would be adorable! How can you fault me for that?!" Colette protested immediately.Ā
Victoria laughed and gently squeezed her shoulders. "You have terrible taste," she teased Colette. "But I gotta say the baby will be cute, no matter the genderā¦.though you do realize the chances are, if you get a mini Max, it will be a chaotic little hell raiser, right?"
Colette sighed. āI knooooooow,ā she muttered. āHe woul make me go gray before even reaching pre-schoolā¦ā
āBesides Mini Colette would be just as cute,ā Victoria teased her. āMax would be melting.ā
"Max would absolutely melt," Colette admitted, a soft smile tugging at the corners of her mouth. "He would be completely wrapped around her tiny finger and spoil her rotten."
"And she would be an absolute angel," Victoria continued with a smirk. "She'll be a daddy's girl and have him do her every bidding. She'll get away with murder."
Colette could only laugh at that description.Ā
āWhat do your brothers think it will be?ā Victoria asked curiously.
āMax has gotten to them,ā Colette said darkly. āAll think itās a girl. Hasnāt stopped Charles from buying enough Ferrari onesies to dress a dozen babies though.ā
Victoria guffawed, and covered her mouth with her hand.
"Charles bought an entire Ferrari-themed wardrobe?" She asked between giggles.
āWhich then made Max decide that the kid also needed Red Bull merch,ā she said with a sigh. āI thought I woul get at least one closet in the house that does not have these damn Polo Shirts in it, but noooooā¦ā
"Of course it did," Victoria said, sniggering again. "You really are in a family with more red bull merchandise than common sense..."
āI donāt care if itās a boy or a girl, I just hope the baby is healthy,ā Colette said seriously. Regardless if it was a boy or a girlā¦she didnāt actually careā¦she just thought it would be a boy.
Victoria nodded, her expression softening.
"I know," she said quietly. "Everything else, like boy or girl, eye colour, hair colour...who cares? All we need is a healthy baby."
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for the love circuit series
āthat message wasn't for you but paul doesn't mind as long as you don't, either.
paul aron (f2) x gn!social media admin reader
warnings/notes: smut, unprotected sex, lewd photography, office sex, fingering, creampie, accidental nude sending, mild dirty talk
a/n: sorry i disappeared again!!! pls take this as my apology
It was supposed to be just pictures of him during the break. You expected innocent, somewhat average snapshots of how Paul spent his past two months. You knew he took that trip to Italy, attended his sister's graduation, did some training. It was your job to be at least a little updated on the drivers' whereabouts, in case the head of comms needed you to capitalize on it for content.
So when you received a few photos from Paul through iMessage of all his fall whereabouts, you didn't think much of it. You messaged him a few days earlier asking if he could send a few more unreleased pictures that he hadn't posted on his personal account yet, stating that it was for a post you were putting together for the Hitech Instagram. He was delayed in his reply, as usual, but that's something you expected. He was busy, after all.
Perhaps too busy to notice the outlier in the stack of photos displayed in your message thread. Everything seemed to be normal at first; Italian architecture, gym photos, the cheesecake he made. Typical day in the life photos.
And lastly, a photo of him in dim lighting, taken in front of a mirror, with nothing but shadows covering most of his naked body.
You stare at your phone, dumbfounded. Your first instinct is to wait to see if Paul has anything to say, an apology, maybe, or a half-assed excuse. Anything to indicate that he noticed how he sent you a full-on nude. You prepare yourself for the three dots that show he's typing, the frantic scramble to delete the photo from your exchange, but it never comes. Heat rises up your neck as you realize you're going to have to confront him about it. This was, after all, a professional exchange and you'd hate for HR to come knocking at either one of your doors.
-Paul, please review the photos you sent. Thanks.
You regret it as soon as you send it. Was that perhaps too snippy? Too callous? It was as embarrassing for him as it was for you, maybe even more. But come on, how hard is it to distinguish your nudes from your vacation photos?
The loud throb of your heartbeat reverberates in your ears as you wait, cursing under your breath as a full minute passes and then another. You lock your phone, getting up to pace around your room. You're most likely going to see him tomorrow as he'll be at HQ for sim work and other things and you just so happen to have a lineup of meetings at the very same time. You're going to have to face the fact that you'll have to look each other in the eye after you've seen the outline of his dick.
Wonderful.
You unlock your phone, resigning to just delete the photo from your side. You can claim plausible deniability or whatever legal term it is, if it comes down to it.
Just then, Paul starts typing.
You yelp, setting your phone down on the desk harder than intended.
You realize belatedly that you're holding your breath, fingers pressed into your mouth as if suppressing any more potential noises. He stops then starts again then stops, as if he's unsure of what he's typing out.
-I'M SO SORRY!!!! It was an accident I promise š„¹ Don't report me
-Please I'm so sorry it's totally my fault ______ ššš
-______ please I'm so sorry
Somehow, despite everything, this coaxes a chuckle out of you. Paul was always open and easy around you, and you know he knows you won't report him for an honest mistake. He's probably just red in the face right now, fighting his inner demons.
You type out a reply to ease his nerves.
-I'll just delete it off my phone so no one can say we were fraternizing inappropriately š„²
The response from Paul is almost instant.
-YES please I'm sorry again
Your finger hovers over the photos when another message comes in.
-Unless you want to save it for a rainy day that's okay too
-I WAS JOKING its a joke I'm sorry I'm sorry
You groan, throwing your head back against the backrest of your office chair.
He's done this on occasion. Flirt. Compliment you on your hair, your outfit (despite it being the team uniform), your smile, even. You brushed it off as typical driver behavior. Nearly all of them had that kind of nerve about them, a confidence that only comes with driving cars that are closer to rockets than actual cars on the street.
Bringing the phone up to your face, you gingerly scroll back up to the photos Paul sent, opening the accursed photo. Your breath hitches as you take it in more carefully, the light cutting sharply between the shadows of whatever hotel room Paul was in. Your eyes trail down and your fingers pinch at the screen, zooming in.
"No! No, no, absolutely not," you admonish yourself, swiping the photo away and typing back a slightly crazed reply.
-Whoever that photo was meant for might not like it if I do
-
"________!"
You freeze on your way out the door from the conference room, Paul's figure jogging toward you from the other end of the hall. The presence of some execs and the head of comms looms from behind you and you quickly shuffle out of the way to let them pass, all of them greeting Paul as he sidles up to you.
"Hi!" You say a little too brightly, turning to Paul, arms coming up mechanically then stopping, your brain reminding you that a hug might be too awkward but standing around without greeting him in some way would be just as weird. A flurry of butterflies erupt in your stomach as Paul stops in front of you, his cologne coming off strong as always. Just the way you liked it.
"How's the meeting?" Paul asks, gesturing to the room. He's bouncing on the balls of his feet, a nervous habit he has that you've observed over the time you've worked with him. He has his hands shoved deep in his jeans, too.
You shrug, forcing out a laugh. "Same old, just going over social media plans and PR."
Paul nods, a little too eagerly perhaps. His eyes shift to the retreating personnel, all of them turning a corner, leaving you and Paul alone in the vicinity.
"Were you waiting for me?" You ask before he can say anything else.
Paul swallows. "Yeah. Lookā"
"Paul," you cut him off, raising a hand between the two of you. "It's okay. It's no big deal. Happens to the best of us."
He raises an eyebrow at that. "Have you ever sent a nude to the wrong person before?"
Your cheeks flare up in a violent blush.
"Well, no. And keep your voice down," you berate lightly. Paul looks around and shrugs as if to say, 'Nobody's here'.
You huff, crossing your arms over your chest. "But what I meant was, like, messages are sent to the wrong people all the time, I'm sure you didn't mean any harm, and besides, no one else knows. I promise I haven't told anyoā"
"Okay." It was Paul's turn to cut you off. "Okay, I believe you."
He smiles at you good-naturedly, opening his arms and coaxing you into a hug. It takes you a second, but eventually, you let yourself laugh in relief, wrapping your arms around his strong frame.
"I missed you over the break," Paul admits, pulling away and holding you at arm's length. You blush again, masking it with a chuckle.
"Well, the break isn't over yet. We still have three weeks to go," you remind, your own hands coming up to settle on Paul's outstretched arms, making it look as if you're holding him in place. To anyone who didn't know, you two would look like a couple deep in discussion.
"At least you get to see me more," Paul offers with an easy smile. nudging you lightly.
You scoff. "I think I've seen enough of you, thank you very much."
A heavy silence settles over the two of you as you realize what you just said. Paul lets his arms drop from where they held you, an apology ready at your lips but Paul gets to it first. He runs a hand through his unkempt hair, blonde strands tugged between his fingers.
"You haven't deleted it, have you?"
No, you haven't.
"I was going to, but I got distracted with other things." Not entirely a lie. You really meant to do so, but thoughts you'd rather not share took hold and there were matters you needed to attend to. Matters that could only be solved with your fingers and a vibrator.
You should feel guilty, getting off to a picture of a coworker that wasn't even meant to be sent to you in the first place. Maybe you're terrible, maybe you should be fired, sued by the Aron family.
Memories of you gasping out Paul's name in the quiet of your room come flooding back and you pray that Paul doesn't notice the irregularity in your breathing.
"I'll delete it now, in front of you, so you can see that I did," you offer, fishing your phone out of your pocket.
Paul shakes his head, catching you by the wrist, his hand large and warm against your own skin.
"I mean if I was going to send it to anyone, it would have been you," Paul says lowly, as if afraid someone would hear him, despite the entire expanse of the hallway void of any people other than yourselves.
"Consensually, of course," Paul adds in a hurry, eyes widening. "If you wanted to receive them. It. Receive it."
Your eyebrows shoot up, your mouth curling into a smirk. "You have more you want to send?"
Paul's lower lip slips between his teeth and it seems the two of you are finally on the same page. You try to suppress the smile threatening to break out, clearing your throat and avoiding his eyes.
"Until when are you staying here?" You ask casually. You didn't mean 'here' as HQ. Here as in, in town, close to you.
"Next week," Paul replies, stepping closer. "I won't see you until Qatar after that."
"Shame," you mutter, tilting your head as you meet his gaze once more.
"Maybe," Paul begins, slipping his hand into yours and twining your fingers together. "I can add one more thing to my break to-do list."
"Now?" You ask incredulously. Paul nods immediately.
"You know that one storage closet inside the sim room?" He asks, winking at you.
"What? Paul!" You whisper-shout, but he's already leading you down the hallway. The two of you make a sharp turn to the right where big blocky letters spell out 'SIMULATOR' on the large double doors of the sim room.
You squint, immediately plunged into darkness as the only source of light inside is the curved screen, dimmed as well as it sits on standby.
"What if your engineer walks in? Your teammate? Doesn't he have a session soon?" You continue to protest, even when Paul gently pushes you toward the storage room door at the very corner. He flings the door open and you see that it's filled mostly with spare sim components and monitors.
"Babe, that's why they call it a quickie," Paul reasons, flipping the light switch on inside. The lightbulb offers little respite in the darkness and shadows still play along the lines of Paul's face. He shuts the door behind him.
"It doesn't lock? Paul, I swearā"
You gasp but barely any sound comes out as Paul presses his lips to yours, hands settling on your hips. He maneuvers you toward a shelf, pushing you against it and pressing himself fully on you.
You can feel how hard he is through his jeans.
"Did you like it?" Paul asks as he breaks away for a second. He kisses your jaw, tracing its outline as you sigh, your head falling back. He takes his opportunity to kiss along the column of your neck, his tongue smoothing over your skin.
"Did you get off to it?" Paul asks again and your breath catches in your throat. It's as if he knew all the dirty, deplorable things you did over that one picture.
"I know you did," Paul concludes with a breathy laugh, reclaiming your lips and driving a knee between your legs. You groan in response, grinding against his thigh while your fingers tug at his belt.
Paul pulls away and takes over for you, undoing his jeans and slipping them down to his knees. You silently thank whatever god is listening for the fact that you so conveniently decided to wear those easy cotton office pants, slipping them off in one quick swoop along with your underwear.
"I'm tempted to get on my knees right now so I can eat you out," Paul teases, hiking your shirt up and exposing your chest.
A snide remark forms in your brain but it's cut off when you feel the cold press of fingers on your clit. You clamp a hand down on your mouth as Paul gently flicks at it, feeling yourself getting wetter by the second.
"Maybe later after work," Paul says, rubbing harder. Your elbow spasms at the sensation, hitting the shelf behind you.
"Ow, fuck," you curse, meeting Paul's eyes. You two burst into muffled laughter just as Paul slips a finger in.
"What happened to a quickie?" You demand, hips moving along with Paul's hand. He adds a second finger and you whine, fingers digging into Paul's shoulders.
"I have manners," Paul informs with an easy smile, face impossibly close to yours. You can see the shift in his bright blue eyes. "I need you wet and ready for me, no?"
You bite down on your lip, eyes rolling into the back of your head as Paul curls his fingers inside you. A shiver runs through you and you feel yourself clenching down and around his digits.
Paul retracts his hand, much to your dismay, but you don't get to complain before Paul kisses you again, rough and heated. His tongue dances against yours and you grip at his Hitech team kit for purchase.
"Bend over," Paul commands and you're more than happy to oblige, turning around to do just that.
You brace yourself against the shelf behind you, gripping at the wood as you lower the front of your body. Paul grabs your hips and your back arches almost automatically. You can feel him pressing up against you and you sneak a peek behind you to see Paul with his phone in hand.
"So I can 'accidentally' send you another one," Paul jests before slowly sinking in. You whine, head dropping down between your shoulders. The thought of him documenting your little tryst sends a shiver up your spine which only intensifies as Paul grabs one side of your hips. He sets up a hard, steady pace that has the shelf in front of you creaking.
"Paul," you gasp out, your whole body shuddering at the force of how hard he's fucking you.
Both of his hands grip at your sides now so you can assume his phone has been put away. You try to stay upright which proves challenging considering Paul is ramming into you ferociously.
Contradictory to it all, you feel the soft touch of fingers through your scalp, smoothing over your hair. In a moment's turn, your head is yanked back as Paul tugs at your hair, arching your back even more.
A garbled sound escapes you, part moan, part sob as the sting in your scalp shoots straight down to your core, pushing you ever so closer to your release.
"The social media person," Paul begins through gritted teeth. "Always so pretty behind the camera. Making me do trend after trend. I'd do anything for you, baby."
You mewl in response, reaching back to grip at Paul's wrist, pushing back against him, urging him to go faster. Paul gets the memo.
"Funny how that photo was taken only because I was about to jack off to the thought of you," Paul continues. "You sent me a message and I was missing that pretty face of yours so I went through your Instagram. Looks like you had fun in Mallorca, tiny swimsuit and all."
"Sorry, baby," Paul says close to your ear. "Couldn't help it."
"Inside," you plead. "P-Please, I'm close. N-Need you to cum inside me."
Paul merely grunts, letting go of your hair so he can pull you flush against him. His thrusts grow erratic, barely pulling out of you each time. He pulls you back to him, your back against his front as he bites down on your shoulder.
"Yes, yes, right there." Your voice comes out raspy, walls squeezing around Paul's throbbing cock. He reaches over and resumes his movements from a while ago on your clit and you yelp, hips spasming pathetically.
You cum with Paul deep inside you, his groans filling your ear as he follows soon after. He stills and pulls you even closer to him, arms encircling your torso. He kisses the spot where he had bitten you, pressing his lips almost reverently to the indented skin.
You're both breathing hard and you're perfectly content to stand around while the two of you gather your bearings. But Paul momentarily disentangles himself from you and reaches down. You see him pull his phone out from his jeans from where they've presumably fallen down to his ankles.
"Smile," Paul prompts, his lips planting a soft kiss behind your ear as he angles the camera toward the two of you.
He snaps a blurry photo, just in time to capture your hand coming up to rest against his cheek as he grins into your skin. Emboldened by the somewhat artsy, flirtatious nature of the photo, you turn around and land a proper kiss on Paul's lips, savoring each second his tongue passes over your mouth.
"Send all the photos you want," you whisper, smiling up at him.
"Or we could just take them together," Paul offers, kissing the tip of your nose.
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OT13 reaction to, āWhen we break up _______,ā text prank
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A/N: These text prompts take quite some time to write, but that's okay since itās an excuse to think about my 13 boys hahah. Iām not entirely sure (I'm sure this is not what the anon wanted) if this is exactly what the anon had in mind. Perhaps they wanted me to describe what the members were doing at the time and their immediate reactions (but I tried to incorporate), rather than just their responses to the texts. However, as I was writing, this format felt more natural. I hope you still enjoy it regardless! If youāre looking for context behind this request or want to read something similar, please refer back to this.
Content: Slightly suggestive (Hoshi and Vernon) MDNI!, author losing their mind, overthinking, Minghao being Minghao, some being stinking cute especially Dino.
For the sake of the reaction, OT13 are not physically with their s/o at the moment.
This is my personal opinion and perspective. It may not accurately reflect their real-life personalities or behaviors.
Seungcheol:
Text: "When we break up, donāt forget to delete all my photos from your phone."
Reaction: He'd read the text and immediately respond,
āWhy would I ever delete your photos? And why are we even talking about breaking up? Did something happen?ā
When you confess itās a prank, heād sigh deeply.
āYou really scared me. I was already planning to fight for us. Now, donāt you dare even think about leaving me, okay?ā
āWhen will you stop doing these stupid pranks with me??ā
You'll find him whining every now and then just because you attempted another breakup prank on him (he can't stay upset at you for too long). Heāll probably make some extra effort afterward to spoil you with love and affection, making sure you know that thereās no way heād ever let you go.
Jeonghan:
Text: "When we break up, I'll take everything I've ever given you. Just so you know."
Reaction: Immediately knows you are messing with him. His reply would be sarcastic,
āOh no, how will I ever part with my favorite mug that says āBest Boyfriend Everā? Truly heartbreaking.ā
If you insist itās serious, heād still keep teasing,
āSure, Iāll give everything backā¦ including my heart. But are you sure you can live without me?ā
He already knows that it's a prank so there's nothing to confess so he'll just be like, āNow letās go get some ice cream.ā simple.
Joshua:
Text: "When we break up, I'll delete all the playlists I made for you."
Reaction: Joshua would be confused at first and think you were joking, but a part of him would start overthinking. Heād respond carefully ignoring the playlist comment:
āWhen we break up? Why are we even thinking about that? Are you okay?ā
If you keep pushing the prank, heād try his bestest to approach it calmly,
āWhy would we even break up? And the playlists were for us, not just me. Iād never stop listening to them, even ifā¦ā
āI wouldnāt want anything back because the memories would be more important to me. But seriously, why are you thinking about breaking up?ā
Heād hesitate, genuinely upset at the thought that you can even image you guys breaking up because for the love of god the mere suggestion of living without you, even hypothetically, is unimaginable to him. When you reveal the prank, heād sigh in relief. āYou got me good. But donāt joke about stuff like thisāit hurts too much to even imagine.ā The idea was unfathomable. You were his safe place, the person he envisioned in every corner of his future.
Jun:
Text: "When we break up, you better not cry over me. Stay strong!"
Reaction: Jun would be both amused and confused.
āWhy are you breaking up with me in a hypothetical situation and then telling me not to cry? Are you okay?ā
And obviously you'll keep pushing, so heād add,
āIf we ever broke up, Iād cry so much, youād have to come back just to stop me.ā (this is so Jun coded I'm crying-)
When you confess itās a prank, heād laugh and actually say, āYouāre so weird, but thatās why I love you. No more breakup talk, okay?ā He just loves you too much to even take what you're saying seriously in his first thought so he took what you said as an hypothetical situation immediately. At least you didn't say you're breaking up...that would be another case-
Hoshi:
Text: "When we break up, Iām taking my tiger plushie back."
Reaction: He would immediately text back in all caps:
āWHEN WE WHAT?!ā
āYOU CANāT TAKE THE TIGER PLUSHIE! ITāS OUR CHILD!ā
Heād call you within seconds, borderline panicking. He wouldn't even let you speak when you picked up, āWhatās going on? Are you mad at me? Donāt take the tigerātake me instead!ā
It would take you a good few minutes to get a word in, and when you finally explained it was just a prank, the silence on the other end would be DEAFENING. Then, a dramatic groan, āYOUāRE SO MEAN!ā Heād pout for the next five minutes, ranting about how you shouldnāt joke about something so serious. Please, cuddle our baby tiger (not hamster) (Hoshi will be so proud of me).
āYou better hold me extra tight tonight to make up for this! And no, Iām still not over it, but fineā¦Iāll forgive you because Iām a nice person.āāand then this will lead to something else...open to interpretation-
Wonwoo:
Text: "When we break up, I hope you find someone who loves gaming as much as you do."
Reaction: Wonwoo would stare at the text for a while, overthinking every s.i.n.g.l.e word.
āAre you trying to tell me something?ā
If you keep it going, heād send another message, quietly emotional,
āNo one could replace you. And I donāt want someone who loves gamingāI want someone who loves me.ā
āWhich can be only youā
When you quickly reveal the prank, heād let out a quiet laugh. āYou really know how to mess with my heart, huh? Letās stick to love texts from now on.ā He has literal heart eyes for you so why do you always try out these pranks with him when you very well know that he takes these very seriously?? Your happiness is his main priority. He doesn't even care if it means heāll get hurt in the processāheāll give you whatever you want, as long as it makes you smile. It's like heād do anything for you, even if it means falling for your pranks over and over again and making his heart suffer. Heāll laugh at himself for being so easy to be fooled by you, but deep down, heās just so grateful to be the one to make you laugh.
Woozi:
Text: "When we break up, promise me you wonāt write any sad songs about me."
Reaction: He'll raise an eyebrow at the message, unsure how to respond.
āWhy are we breaking up in this scenario? And who said Iād write sad songs? Iād be hurt too much to even write.ā
If you insist you're being very very VERY serious, heād add something along the line,
āBut weāre not breaking up, so stop being weird.ā
When you tell him itās a prank, heād shake his head, not even surprised at this point. But heād exhale slowly, the tension leaving his body. āYouāre lucky Iām used to your nonsense. But donāt distract me while Iām working next time!ā Heād probably end the conversation with a quiet but sweet, "I love you.ā (AHHHHHHGVthhtxutFGCG)
Dokyeom:
Text: "When we break up, donāt tell your momāitāll break her heart."
Reaction: My love will immediately start spiraling. His cheerful smile fades, replaced by an obvious frown, genuinely not being able to fathom why you would even suggest something like that.
āWhat do you mean, āwhen we break upā? Is this a joke?ā
āAnd why are you dragging my mom into this? She loves you!ā
āi love you!ā
If you donāt respond quickly (it's been only 7 seconds), his heart drops even more as the seconds tick by, and before you even have the chance to reply, he's calling you while on his way to your place,
When you pick up, his first words are rushed and anxious, "Hey, youāre not serious, right? You canāt be serious! Are you upset about something?ā
When you reveal itās a prank, heād let out a dramatic sigh of relief as he exhales loudly, remaining still on the road "I thought you were going to really break my heart there," he'd say, still in slight disbelief. "Don't ever do that againā¦ Seriously." But then, after a pause, he'd add with that signature bright smile of his, āBut, I guess if we did break up... Iād tell my mom.ā But jokes aside even if thereās a misunderstanding or a small argument, Dokyeom is the first to apologize and seek resolution. He never likes holding grudges and believes that communication is key to keeping the relationship strong, so he'll talk about this thoroughly after he's back home for, ājust incaseā scenarios.
Mingyu:
Text: "When we break up, Iām taking all the kitchen gadgets with me."
Reaction: Mingyu would be shocked and devastated. He immediately pauses whatever heās doing to process what youāve just said. It doesnāt make sense, and his mind races, trying to figure out why youād even mention breaking up,
āWait, why are we breaking up? And why are you taking the kitchen gadgets? I need those!ā
Heās genuinely worried about losing the gadgets, yesābut more than that, heās upset at the thought of losing you. The kitchen has become one of his favorite places to be with you, especially when you both cook together or when heās making you something special. Thatās one of his favorite ways to show love, and now to him it feels like everythingās about to crumble because he really thinks you're being serious. So if you keep pushing, heād add,
āYou know I canāt live without my kitchen gadgets, and I canāt live without you, either! Why are you breaking up with me?ā (being funny is his coping mechanism)
āFine, take them, but Iāll visit every day to borrow them. And Iāll cook for you while Iām there.ā
He didn't process the, āwhen weā and came to the conclusion that you're breaking up with him right this second and wanting to take the kitchen gadgets lmao. He's pretty smart in general but when it comes to these...poor boy. So then when you explain that itās just a prank, he lets out a long, dramatic sigh of relief, still sounding a bit flustered but trying to act casual about it. Beneath his strong, athletic build and playful demeanor, Mingyu has a soft heart. Heās easily affected by things that involve youāwhether itās a prank like this or just knowing youāre having a hard time. He wants to protect your heart, even if it means being vulnerable himself.
Minghao:
Text: "When we break up, make sure to stay stylish so I donāt regret dating you."
Reaction: His first instinct would be to chuckle softly, finding the text both funny and absurd.
āWhen we break up? First of all, not happening. Second, Iād stay stylish anywayāwho do you think I am?ā
If you push a lil more further, heād reply in no time. There's no chance for you to argue here because to him your question is already very stupidāwdym by, when you guys break up? Do you think that's happening? No.
āBut seriously, why are we even talking about this? Is this your way of saying you want attention?ā
āYou know Iād give you all my attention anyway, right?ā
When you confess the prank, with a deep sigh, āPfft, Iām too cool to get mad. Next time, try being more subtle and convincing.ā Heāll joke a little, but you can tell heās low-key affected by the prank. Then, with a teasing smirk, he adds, āBut seriously, I would stay stylish. Thatās a given.ā
Seungkwan:
Text: "When we break up, promise me you wonāt cry in publicāitās embarrassing."
Reaction: Seungkwan would gasp LOUDLY and immediately text back:
āEXCUSE ME?! Are you breaking up with me in this hypothetical situation AND calling me embarrassing?! How dare you!ā
Heād follow up with: (also immediately after taking a 5 sec deep breath)
āFine, I wonāt cry in public, but Iāll cry so hard in private that the whole neighborhood will hear me!ā
You can almost hear his dramatic flair through the text as he exaggerates the idea of a breakdown, and he doesnāt hide the slight edge of hurt in his words. Heās a little too dramatic about it, but itās because he feels deeply, even about a prank. As soon as you reveal that itās all a joke, Seungkwan lets out an over-the-top, exaggerated groan as if heās been completely defeated dramatically.
āYouāre evil!ā He'll sulk for the next 48 hours so now you'll have to spend the whole day complimenting him to make up for this.
Vernon:
Text: "When we break up, you can keep the hoodies you stole, but Iām taking my vinyls back."
Reaction: Vernon would too stare at the text for a while, unsure if you were joking.
āUhā¦ are you okay? Why are we breaking up?ā
āAnd why are you taking my vinyls?ā
If you keep it going,
āIf we broke up, Iād let you keep the vinyls. But I donāt really want to think about this.ā
When you tell him itās a prank, heād laugh softly to himself.
āYouāre so random. But seriously, no more breakup talkāitās weird.ā
He might be soft while he's away but when he's with you?ābahahahāhe'll waste no time locking the door behind him and pulling you into a deep kiss. You're not leaving this room tonight, he'll whisper in your ear. He'll make sure you're exactly where he wants you-close, under him, or in his arms, depending on the mood. It'll be a long night, just the two of you, and no one else...open to interpretation TT
Dino:
Text: āWhen we break up, promise me you'll still be my friend."
Reaction: He would instantly get a little confused, texting back with a wide-eyed concern because wdym that you want him to be your friend when he's your boyfriend right now??? When breaking up with you is the last thing in his mind?? And he's spamming,
āWait, what? Weāre breaking up?ā
āWhy?ā
āDid I do something wrong?ā
āPlease donāt leave meāā
āof course, Iāll still be your friend, but I donāt even want to think about us breaking upā¦ā
āAre you there?ā
āI'm coming homeā
Youād tease him telling him to go back to his work, revealing itās a prank, and heād let out a huge sigh of relief, but then heād whine a little. He'd probably ask for some aygeo, maybe a surprise, just so he can feel reassured that he's still your favorite person in the world. I mean how can he be not?! An hour later, just when you think the moment has passed, thereās a knock at your door. Opening it, you find a beautiful bouquet of flowers with a little handwritten note:
These flowers donāt even come close to how beautiful you are. See you soon, my forever favorite. P.s. Donāt ever scare me like that againāor Iāll send you even more flowers to make you feel guilty. Love, Dino.
Reading it, you canāt help but giggle, your heart fluttering at how effortlessly he makes you fall for him all over again. How could someone be this sweet and still be yours? How could anyone not melt at that? Heās truly the sweetest, and heād do anything to make sure you know just how much you mean to himāeven if heās the one who should be mad!
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may i request how the dps boys would react to realising they have a severe crush on a, preferably shy, reader! tysm <\3
Oh, I've been waiting for dps requests! Sorry for my late replies everybody, I got demotivated again because tumblr deleted a few of my x reader posts (and a few others). But I'll try to not let that happen again if I can even help it
I think Knox would have such a silly time trying to approach you. Because we all know heās awkward, but determined at best and, wellā¦ pushy at worst. I'm trying to go with the version I saw in a play, because thankfully they cut out the party scene which means heās still delightfully insufferable but not awful. Anyways, he would jump on every occasion to talk to you. And then just. Stand there. Heād try to give you flowers and poems, everything really. But he loses brain cells every time heās around you. At least youāre both equally stressed about social interactions. He gets a little braver when you give him a smile or any other sign you like him. Not less awkward, but a bit more motivated to go for it. His main problem is that he can't read you well and despite being big on feelings and all, he still has a hard time actually talking to you. Clumsily, he showers you with over the top things, that most would find cringey but you think of as endearing. And if he thinks there's a chance heāll lose you, heāll confess right away. I think he is brave and pretty open about feelings. Just stressed out
With Neil, it's not an issue at all that you're shy. Heās more so taken aback by his own strong feelings. Because he wasn't expecting to fall this hard. But give him like five work days to process and heāll be all in. I feel like he would take his time to confess but heād make it known that he cares about you. Heād be checking up on you every time he can, bringing you coffee, asking to practice lines together, go to the movies in town. Even before you two start dating you just wake up and half of his sweatshirts are in your drawer (he likes to borrow you his clothes if youāre cold) and your desk is littered with poems he shared with you. Heās a gentle lover, but he knows what he wants and when the time is right Neil has no problem confessing
It's much funnier with Cameron because this boy is in panic mode 24/7. At first he legit thought he was sick because he always felt dizzy and distracted around you. And heās a traditionalist. Everything has to be perfect when youāre around. Like he beats himself up about every little mistake he made around you. But also makes a point to treat you RIGHT. If youāre shy he might not know how to approach you at first, because heās not sure if youāre even interested. And how to make you like him. After much teasing (mainly from Charlie, of course) he gets fed up with his friends and decides to make a move. It might not be the most romantic when he does, but it's sweet and genuine
Another one that would take time to confess is Meeks. Heās pretty quick to accept that heās crushing on you. Heās like, yeah obviously they are amazing, now what do I do with that? He tries to give you things. Small things. Like maybe he could borrow you a book that youāve wanted to read for a long time of buy you a coffee/tea if youāre out in the town. He doesn't explicitly say that he liked you but it's easy to tell and heās not one to be shy about it either. So when you guys do get together, you already know his moreā¦ romantic side
On the contrary, Charlie takes time to process his feelings. He had crushes before, but real feelings (strong ones at that) aren't the norm for him. Sometimes he catches himself losing his cool around you and it messes with him so bad. He would probably ask Knox for advice. Which is a bad move. But he figures that at least his friend is more familiar with having those sorts of feelings. Nothing much comes of it because I can't imagine Knox giving him any good advice on the subject, but after he was able to talk about liking you, he decides to just go for it. Well, in small steps. Primarily because heās just not an intense guy, but also because heās surprisingly mature when it comes to respecting your levels of comfort. Doesn't mean it gets boring though, it's Charlie weāre talking about. Once you get together there's not a one dull moment with him by your side
With Todd, it might be difficult at first. Heās overwhelmed by fis feelings and has a tendency to talk himself out of making any sorts of moves. Why would you like somebody like him? He tells himself he doesn't have a chance, surely. It only confirms his suspicions when you don't take initiative. It's only after heās been moping around for a few days that Neil approaches him about it and proceeds to give him shit for not doing anything to let you know his feelings. Heās like, bro, so you care about them so much that youād rather not have them in your life because you want them in your life so much??? Make it make sense. So with Neil's encouragement, he tries to at least talk to you and see where it goes from there. Still shocked when you end up returning his feelings. Youāre in his poems now, even if it's not very obvious (he's not as straightforward as Knox, so it's not āi love (yn) and I want them to be mineā kind of deal). This is the only one where I'm sure you might have to make some sort of a move. Toddās like a spider - heās more scared than you are and if he could, he would just silently hang out in the corner of the room youāre in. But he gets a little braver after he starts feeling more secure
Lastly, Pitts is not as bad as Todd, but still takes his time. Heās comfortable with liking you and he knows what he likes, but heās not in any rush to make things official. So any time he has any chance to talk to you, he does and just wants to see how things go from there. He jokes around with you, asks to come study together, tries to be close. He does care, just in a more chill way than some of the other poets would. If you two have been talking for some time, he would have no problem asking you to go out with him, doesn't make you feel pressured or anything. If the others are cool with it he will do his best to have you come to their meetings at night as well. So you do not only get an awesome boyfriend out of it, but also a great friend group
#dps#dps x reader#charlie dalton x reader#knox overstreet x reader#neil perry x reader#todd anderson x reader#gerard pitts x reader#steven meeks x reader#richard cameron x reader
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leaked. simon 'ghost' riley
it was obvious something had happened, the way people stared at you as you walked past them, they watched as your hips moved, and chest bounced. however- you couldn't understand why everyone had taken some kind of liking to your figure randomly. there was no need for them to, you wore the same kind of clothes everyday around the base.
it wasn't until your captain jogged over to you and pulled you into his office, along with your fellow team mates, that you finally realised something bad had happened. it was obvious that your captain, price, felt a little uncomfortable in explaining the situation. he stumbled over his words a little, he cleared his throat far to much and for gods sake- why does he keep pacing?!
"for christ sake cap, what's goin' on?" you finally spoke up, looking at him and everyone else in the room with a frown. price, and the others looked down as you spoke, apart from one. ghost.
"the fella you, stupidly, got yourself associated with- has leaked somethin' of yours" ghost spoke with his awfully dull tone. you could have sworn you felt you heart and soul leave your body, my eyes stayed glued to his.
"what.." you finally muttered out, in complete and utter disbelief. the man you once trusted with those kind of photos had completely disregarded your wishes of deleting those images you had sent him a while ago.
"he hasn't sent them to anyone, but he's been showing them to people." ghost continued on, crossing his arms across his chest and looking down at you. he was...disappointed in you, thought you were better then to send those kind of photos to someone; but we all know he didn't understand why you did what you did, he doesn't understand why anyone does it to be honest.
you were stunned, how the hell were you supposed to get out of this? sure you could talk to that foolish man you once liked, but that probably wouldn't end very well, you couldn't delete it off his phone..
"what am i supposed to do?" you finally spoke up, your voice a little shaky and desperate. it was embarrassing to admit but you sent those photos because he asked you to and you thought, you liked him; but little did you know you was using him as a distraction. trying to keep you feelings hidden for someone else.
it sounds bad, but he was using you just as much as you were using him. he only cared about one thing, nudes, and he was willing to do whatever he could to get them off you and if that meant filling your head with sweet nothings then that's exactly what he'd do.
price looked up as you spoke, he heard the pain in your voice and god it was horrible. he knew about the issues of men leaking photos around the base, it happened more often then he'd like to admit, but seeing you in this mess; a sweet, caring lady with the desire to do good and treat those around her with nothing but respect, pissed him off.
it pissed everyone off, soap, gaz, but one in particular was ghost.
you couldn't tell, but his eyes were squinted, his teeth clenched, his breathing heavy, and his hand squeezing his own bicep out of anger. sure, it was annoyed at you, but he was far more angry at the man who threw your trust out of the window and purposefully showed you off. how could he?!
"i'll talk to em'" ghost finally spoke up, you and the others looked at him, dumbfounded.
"si, you don't have to do that. i-i'll handle it on my own, after all its m-" he cut you off, you were right. it was your own fault, but he knew how you felt and he was not about to let you deal with it on your own.
"don't be daft, i'll sort it" and he was gone. straight out the door of caps office. the door slammed behind him and you bit your cheek nervously.
"well, thats tha' sorted" soap said, and god was he right.
it was only the next day, and people stopped staring. their eyes no longer followed you or your chest as you walked, no, instead they stared at the ground or simply refused to look your way. it was hard not to smile to yourself. oh, simon. the man you are.
it was now even more harder to mask your feelings for him, he helped you, without a second thought.
where you walked into his office to ask him about it, he immediately looked up at you, his hands stopped typing away at the computer. you let out a small hi, as you closed the door to his office and made your way to the desk.
he replied with a small nod of his head and a quick, you okay?. "im okay, thank you for talking to him" tilting your head a little with a small smile.
he took notice of you small gesture and smirked under his mask, so pretty.. he leaned back into the chair. "'course love".
#call of duty#fanfic#simon ghost riley#ghost x you#ghost cod#ghost x reader#simon riley x reader#simon riley x you#cute#task force 141
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