#if it wasnt sewer slide

[choisansexual]

A little something in regards to all the bullshit swirling around concerning Moonbin's passing— the assumptions, speculations, and rumors surrounding COD and autopsy findings.

[A/N— long text post ahead containing personal ranting, personal perspective; but if inclined, please read thoroughly and to the end]

IMPORTANT PSA—

ALL THESE PEOPLE SAYING THAT “WE’RE JUST FANS" or that “ITS NOT OUR RIGHT TO KNOW, ITS PRIVATE"… and blah blah blah.

LISTEN—… L I S T E N…

we know. okay? WE KNOW.

but— moonbin… was an INTERNATIONAL CELEBRITY. he had and still has, millions… millions of fans and supporters. when you are a celebrity, a very large part of your life is exposed and displayed to the public. being the sweetheart that we was, he made deep connections and bonds with his fans. so, it's not about being nosy, or feeling entitled to know, or even wanting to see his autopsy results… it's about closure. it's about clarity. and its giving that to the people that loved and adored him, and actuallyed cared about him not only as a celebrity, but as a person; a human being. we just want the truth— so what if it exposes his company for negligent health care?! if it was due to preexisting health conditions that moonbin, himself, chose to not share with his fans/the public, THEN… it's his family's choice to share that, or not.

i read several different comments, and there is one that wrote out a suspicious timeline, leading up to his passing— prior to going to thailand, he fainted or passed out on the 7th of april. when this happened, he was not admitted to the hospital for any medical checks or tests. he proceeded with grueling schedules for 12 days, afterwards and passed on the 19th. he could have been sick then, and further complicated the sickness. so, more than anything… we just want clarity and for the confusion, assuming, and speculating to stop. it's not about entitlement, or invading privacy! its knowing the truth about someone who brought you happiness, that you genuinely loved, adored, and cared for. people just need to be respectful of others that are closer to moonbin than they are (i.e. family). TRUE fans are NOT the ones spreading the rumors.

if you go back to the very first news article you read about the news, when it happened, “suicide" has ALWAYS been associated with his passing. from the very first headline, it read, “ASTRO'S MOONBIN PASSES AWAY; SUICIDE". or even “ASTRO MOONBIN DEAD BY SUICIDE". so, from the very beginning, that's how it was associated. people take the police's statements as facts, because they're a figure of authority, right? so, even if the articles read, [“… he was discovered by police in his apartment dead, by what they suspect is suicide.”] it's still assumed true, since it's the police. this is what was published and released to the public from day one, so it's all that we knew… from day one. now to hear, that theres a possibility that it isnt true? people will automatically try to figure out the truth.

so, if you'd like to point fingers, there you go. stop fighting with one another, stop shoving your opinions down one another's throats. assuming is a human trait, because we, as humans, like to be aware of what's coming, or be aware of a situation that could be shocking or surprising… we seek closure, and seek answers for peace of mind. just dont force it on others who dont agree or perceive what you, personally are perceiving. period.

#RIP moonbin — #RIP moon angel ♡

[leafatlaw]

i have the absolute worst idea for a riptide fic

[viktoriakomova]

trin catastrophically injured halfway thru and i wasnt watching live bc i thought this session was boring ??? i WILL sewer slide

[yourskinnyqueen]

reminiscent of when I tried to sewer slide myself at 13. I laid in that bed so weak I couldn’t move and my father yelled at me for over on hour about how my life “WaSNt eVEN tHaT bAD”. Sure guy verbally abusing the victim into believing some warped narrative you want to portray. Go off king or whatever.

[frogginlosingit]

today was my birthday

and all i could think about was my quickest exit. iykwim. i hated it. being around my family just makes me want to go down a slide of the sewer variety.

it was like whiplash. with my friends, i am like their little baby princess angel. I got gifts and they were extra sweet and let me pick food and movies and all that junk. they dont have to /buy/ anything but its the attention that was so sweet and just being like "oh OP you pick where we get food!" and they were quite generous. Hell im starting to think my friends are altruists! it was unbelievably sweet of them to shower me with so much love. but then came the family side of the weekend.

SO i went to a relatives house for a family birthday party and it was okay. I got some good gifts mostly from my favorite uncle (crime and punishment and a bunch of other Dostoevsky works). However, the men in the family largely ignored the festivities to argue about politics and religion despite all sharing the same opinion.... I was thrown into a somewhat babysitter role and as soon as the teenage kids wanted to leave it was pretty much over about an hour and a half after starting. Now you might think that sounds normal, but family events are usually all day and at least 5 hours. So i was like okay??? And i went home to have the house to myself for a bit while my parents ran errands. My mom at the party kept trying to embarrass me, humiliate me, and minimize me at every opportunity. My family threw this big party all to make me feel so fucking small and barely talk to me. it was just...humiliating. Being sung happy birthday by people who haven't called in 10 years but now that youre in easy reach it's happy birthday OP? it just felt so...anger inducing. but maybe my new meds just need to kick in?

then today was my birthday. I did my normal Sunday routine as I was not willing to deviate despite it being my birthday. My parents made me a special breakfast and I am glad I knew it was coming ahead of time bc I was able to smoke beforehand so I could actually eat. I hate breakfast. The food is so bussin but eating in the morning is so disgusting to me esp on the meds I am on. I cant help but be an IF queen now. Anyways that was fine except that sportsball had already started... So when I was opening gifts and trying to talk my parents just didnt hear me. I got some clothes which was a surprise! And a new monitor which was not a surprise lol I explicitly asked for it but had a few things I wanted for compatibility sake and guess what? I wasnt heard. So we had to take it back and get a new one which thankfully worked. But after dinner tonight I was so depressed and upset I couldnt even use it. My computer has been out of commission for months and I was supposed to be pumped but I am crushingly depressed tonight. After getting off the phone with my best friend I finally broke down and sobbed for the first time this weekend.

I used to love my birthday now I cant remember why.

[academicweaponintraining]

ermm what the flip dude!! um yea so im starting this blog bc 2 of my friends have blogs but im too lazy to do coding stuff so im just gonna have a tumblr :3 anyway today was actually fun because m wasnt here today so i didnt have to sit with her! lunch was actually pretty fun today bc d sat with me since her table was full, and then k and z sat with us too bc mrs w is SO strict during lunch for literally no reason.. d and me talked for the whole time but k and z mainly just talked with themselves, but they talked to me a couple of times. i literally DONT know what to do bc i can not sit with m for the rest of the year. its so boring everyday. and literally no one gets that i cant just leave her, because she would be sitting all alone! like i cant just leave her to sit alone. p doesnt get it, every time i say something about not being able to leave her shes like "just leave anyway, its not your responsibility to sit with her" and i guess thats true but I WOULD STILL FEEL BAD!!11!!!!1!

tw sewer slide

ok im literally SO scared bc i just read a's blog and (1) she relapsed again and (2) shes seriously thinking of k ing herself. i LITERALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. because even if i wanted to tell someone who would i tell? the school counselor would probably just call her parents and im not doing that to a, her parents are like bad... but if i dont tell someone its basically my fault if she goes through with doing it. Ughhh i wish there was some way to make her life better because i just care abt her alot. genuinely dont know how i would be able to live without her, shes like the only good thing abt school. i dont know what to do because i care about her so much and i realy really dont want her to go but at the same time i just want her to be free of everything shes going through. but that makes it sound liike i dont care if she does it?? and i do!!! UGHHH I HATE THIS dude. i wish i could make eveyrhting better but i cant.

end of tw i just dont want to think abt this

bruh i wish one of my friends would update their blogs bc i think a is mad at me bc i didnt talk to her for some of the time we were at a basketball game. dude i dont know why but im so paranoid all the time that my friends are talking abt me. like im scared of a and s's messages because what if theytalk about me. ughhhhhhhh. lemme talk about something bc i dont get why its annoying me. so bascially this girl in my grade, she has like so many guys who like her and shes already gone out with a guy in our grade. and theres another guy who likes her and she likes him back and i dont know why but it makes me pissed. idk why cuz i dont have a crush on either of them.. idk i dont want to be mean but its so annoying how many people like her. like i know if i was pretty like her people would like me more. that reminds me earlier i was talking to d about how i better glow up this summer ( i HAVE to you dont get it) and she said that she would bully me into it if i wanted her to. she was joking but likeee maybe ill take her up on that offer. not literally bc i dont want my head shoved dwn the toilet ro something but i wanna ask her what i can do to be prettier. d is a very no bs girl so i feel like shell tell me the truth and she wont be like "nooo ur so pretty stop". i feel like some girls would def do that. honestly though my main problems i dont think can actually be solved, but here are my issues:

fat face

bad jawline

thin lips

gappy teeth

glasses

assymetrriacal eyes

yea i can only really change the bad jawline one...

anyway this blog was prob speled really badly and i should go to sclepp. bye blog:3

[fuckingdonut]

Okay so before launching into part two i wanna make some things clear:

the tvs are teaching some monster cocoons human languages. we can assume at this point that the cocoons are a intermediate level between the giant catterpillar monsters and the giant praying mantis monsters.

while i'm calling them praying mantis monsters these guys are super fleshy and have way too many teeth

our protagonist's name is i'e. its never explained why or how or whats wrong with his parents, hes just named like a elon musk baby for no reason. everyone else has normal japanese names like kazuma or natsune.

so the crazy guy that saved them and lived in the vents info dumps that humans are just pet food, etc. they start a scuffle over what to do next and the protagonists' friend falls off the ceiling theyre in. black haired boy feels like its his fault and drops down to help him up, but hes ambushed by a mantis monster! it bites him and eats his upper half.

our crew in the vents are horrified. thats when the monster drops dead, and black hair just cuts his way out of the monsters dead body. his lower half is still gone, but its regenerating at a rapid pace! we get a flashback of black hair's past.

he lived with his mom in a small apartment. he wasnt allowed out, and didnt go to school. other kids called him weird for saying hes only two years old when he looks like hes about 8? 10? yeah. also his wounds healed super fast! things were tough but he was happy.

until bad things happen. his mom gets sick and cant move from the room shes in. she tells him to not open the sliding door, and instructs him on how to make food for himself. still, he slowly runs out of food as his moms ramblings start making less and less sense with time. some cops show up - a smell complaint they say - and they find our black haired boy and the sliding door. the boy tries to stop them but they open it anyway, revealing a large mass of flesh covering the whole room. theyre horrified at this SCP bullshit and calls are made to higher ups.

so with this we find out that this woman had escaped the meat facility from before. she was pregnant with black haired boy, and escaped by duping a guard and killing him, and was just trying to live in peace. she wasnt one of the people being raised for meat but one of the people being used for experiments, and turning into a meat puddle meant she was a failed experiment.

new guys show up who know about The Facility, and knowing this kid might be the last successful experiment, try to drag him out. thats when the meat puddle surges forth, engulfing the investigator and stopping them. a bony finger pops out and she scribbles RUN in her own blood, trying to free her child. the boy understands and jumps out the window!

the investigators free themselves from the woman, killing her, and chase after the boy. arriving at the ground floor they just find the lower half of a torso, the boy had escaped through the sewers. this is what the experiment was: to create a human being who constantly regenerated their own body, so only one person had to sacrifice themselves as food for the monsters. they call him a regenerator and "humanity's greatest hope".

the flashback moves forward four years, where the regenerator, now looking like an adult man, corners the investigator that killed his mom. he slices the man into pieces to make him talk, the regenerator wants revenge on those who experimented on his mother. also yeah he wasnt a mysterious quiet dark haired boy hes just a 6 year old in a body of a 20 yo with no social experience, thats why hes quiet and awkward.

we cut to the people in the facility. you see, the monsters are real pissed that one of their own died. the facility workers call them the Masters, and the Masters announce that for the murder, they must kill 17 human beings. everyone draws numbers to decide who dies, everyone is very upsetti about it, and we're introduced to the character of Chief Izumi. he seems to be the head honcho and hes very upset that more people have to die... than normal i guess. the 17 people are fed to the monster catterpillas as tribute, and now they move onto searching for the culprit.

of course the place has cameras, so they have footage of the regenerator bagging the monster and fleeing. chief izumi is hella hyped for this because omg, we can finally end the killing, if only we can get the regenerator and make him a endless supply of human flesh for the masters.

now heres where things get sillier.

to capture the regenerator and his 3 buddies, they call upon these guys called halcyon group. its a scientist and his freakshow! a bunch of dudes that look like either cenobites or frankenteins walk in. the scientist proudly announces the people he has to find them! this miserable looking fella had a dog snout implanted so he can sniff them! this one had huge gazonka eyes implanted so he can really spot them! and this one has three heads and super hearing, we even plucked out his eyeballs for it! (i dont think thats how biology works for any of this but hey, maybe the leather clothes make it work)

now, the guy who's been next to the chief isnt sure about this. these guys are kinda nasty. and they killed chief izumi's dad six years ago when the escape happened! this madlad just wants an excuse to make up mutants by sewing them up, he's not trying to save humanity like WE are! am i right fellas??

now the scientist tries to reason with them. hey listen. the masters dont let us keep weapons here, its banned. what are we gonna use, batons? pitiful! we need these super humans for defending the facility! thats when he "persuades" the guy by telling a couple of the experiments to off themselves. idk shrug emoji.

chief izumi says that he's willing to do anything to get these guys, even "gladly eat the devil's own shit".

after this fun romp we go back to our fearless protagonists. regenerator declares that his goal is to kill every single one of the monsters. pervert glasses man says thats impossible, if no news of this facility ever leaked then theyve got total control over the situation, but it still sounds fun so hes in. yeah his whole character has nutella for brains.

the man who rescued them calls them crazy and makes a deal with protagonist+friendo to escape the facility. the guy explains the layout of the facility: it has several layers with the bottom one containing the queen monster and the upper ones containing humans and meat production.

regenerator, who is still 6 years old, asks protagonist what friends say when they part ways. protag says see you later, and regenerator says that back to him. again this boy is six and never had a friend in his life.

they part ways. while scuttling through the breeding grounds they get spotted by some guys in cages. the guys threaten them into letting them out, and they join up. the guys werent part of the breeding grounds, they were facility workers, but they misbehaved and were put in the cells, and now they want out. theyre scumbags but theyll be very useful bait for when the cenobites i mean mutants arrive.

the Dudes are killed one by one. the first one even has his entire face taken out in one bite! they are being chased by one mutant whose skin makes them invisible except for the eyes, and one with very long limbs whose power is... i dont know, being very long? they find the invisible man when it bites a second guy and gets covered in blood.

they run away, the guy gets washed off with water from sprinklers. our boy protagonist manages to knock some pipes and wires and electrocute invisible guy, but he seems fine as he comes back and is about to eat his arm. Longman also swoops in from the ceiling and they get captured! they wake up on operation tables with the scientist guy monologuing. he says hes a man of science, hed never torture them, hes gonna use them for experiments! fun!

scientist explains that they deserve it because one of their companions killed a master. protagonist is like, wdym masters theyre just monsters. and scientist corrects him: noooo. theyre superior beings who came here on a spaceship! they have super advance science and knowledge! they caused global warming for some reason! we have no choice but to submit!

scientist starts getting dressed for surgery, saying all these beautiful things about advancing the human race, how hes gonna sew all 3 of them together for a new experiment, and how he just loves all the classic artists. he also has a boner.

our brave heroes fall asleep to anesthesia as the surgery is about to begin... how will they survive this?

What the fuck!!! There was a child on board all along!!!! Fucking six!!!! This story is all kinds of messed up but still the part with the apartment... anyway good luck to him tho. not just because of the monsters, but also his killing partner is like that... now that i realize this is all happening in one day, how exhausting for the protag. Certainly not his day lol. Is he going to be something else ?!

[kidkintsugi]

looking at my old vent art and realizing that ive been drawing it for a very, very long time now. too long.

i dont think im gonna be happy in the future. depression will stay with me for a lifetime.

i look at my body in disgust.

my social behaviour is abnormal.

the only thing keeping my entertained are my interests but they are intense to the point it scares people off.

i distinctively remember my therapist telling me that she doesnt know how to help me anymore. i dont know either.

im turning 20 this year, its been like this for over a decade now and it doesnt seem to be getting any better. it will just continue.

at this point i want to work myself to death. i hope i get a heart attack by the time im 30 so i can say that it wasnt sewer slide. that it wasnt on purpose even though it was.

i feel like im always so so close to actually becoming better, i work so hard for it but right before reaching the light i always fall off again.

why me god why me

if im lucky im gonna be having another panic attack tonight, and to drive the point home nobodys even gonna hear it, just like all of the other times

[evilgenderywizard]

yk having high empathy tends to suck most of the time but i do have to say its saved me from offing myself several times.

a couple years back i got to a point i ended up calling the sewer slide hotline and the main thing i was worried about wasnt me dying but the effects itd have on those around me including my mother who was a couple rooms over sleeping as she had work in a few hours. so yea it sucks crying over little things that you yourself find to be stupid and something most people wouldnt be so emotional over but sometimes it can save you from yourself when you feel youre at your worst.

[stil-yr-sand]

tw- mentions of self harm, suicidal thoughts, eating disorder? over all mental issues

for the like 2 ppl who are gonna see this

about this time last year i was doing really bad. i was cutting, wasnt eating, was really depressed, and was slowly drifting apart from my friends. just like ya klnow, wanted to kermit sewer slide. obviously i didnt, and i am really glad i didnt. im doing a lot better now, and im slowly getting back to normal.

i just wanted to say, it does get better. ive gone on prozac, and thats helped a LOT. i got a therapist, which has also helped. it does get better, i promise. my dms are always open if you need to rant, or if you need a picture of a frog. ily and im so proud of you

xxx marmalade 

have a cookie 🍪 :)

[sunfortune]

steve is reckless. and we Know this but he really lowkey tried to commit sewer slide at the end of catws and people dont really talk about that often bc of everything else that happened in that scene with bucky, etc. or chalk it up to his usual behavior. BUT Like..he really insisted on them Blowing up the helicarrier while he was Still on it And took off his Helmet And dropped his shield with No way out. but he didnt even Try to look for a way out...like bro. that wasnt usual steve recklessness. he just found out his sacrifice 70 years ago meant Nothing. he was Really ready to d*e.

[ultrastimpaks]

i had two dreams last night

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the first of them i was in a zombie apocalypse. i was part of a group that needed to infiltrate this school for whatever reason. then, while we were inside and trying to stealth our way to the principal, and there were zombies everywhere just walking around, the principal started yelling through the intercom just to fuck with us. then we had to find a way out. di*go hargr*eves was in the dream and apparently a love interest. managed to get outside, found a high school friend who told me he had a special gun to take down the principal and if i did so, he would even give me his special jacket. thid gun had slides?? and buttons and a scope too. i remember it being heavy and weird to hold and it was made of many other pieces of guns and scrap metal. then i went up this small building, and managed to take the principal down. but he had guards so we had to run for our lives. we found a van waiting for us and left. on our way out i sat next to di*go and kept running my hands through his hair and he told me i did good before kissing my wrist.

dream number 2 i was part of a weird group of people whose motives i dont know. started with me climbing and going around sewers to find this old picture of a person holding a fish. found it under a bed and kept it just before someone walked in. then a man entered our space and caused a scene, i dont know what happened to him but he wasnt supposed to be there. that was good though because i would use him as a bait to say he stole the pic. there was this guy in the group i had beef apparently because he kept this photo and he noticed it was gone but couldnt say it openly to everyone so he said the crazy guy who invaded the place stole somethinf of his. he was having a thing with this other woman from the team. then while he was talking about it i showed up the pic to him and left the placr and he csme after me. i was at a diner when he showed up abt to k*ll me but i said he couldnt because i had his pic and he wouldnt want to cause a scene in public. but then i woke up and didnt find out what my Evil Plans were :(

[the-beauty-and-the-brute]

Little red (part one..... maybe)

Raph was running along the roof tops of new york just getting ready for patrol as he usually does around sun down, the city was a little quiet And there wasnt much to do today maybe too quiet for raphs liking but soon the city would be alive again and in no time raph would have his hands full. but in the mean time he was just checking the back alleys and the busy streets before it began to get darker and darker as day changed to night, from the roof he looked down at a somewhat empty alley and was about to turn and leave before his mind processed what he just saw and he stopped in his tracks. He frantically looked back into the alley and saw a small blonde haired baby girl that was waddling down the alley and into traffic almost and his heart dropped as she got closer to the busy street, raph jumped from the roof and scooped up the kid running down the secluded part of the alley with her knowing she would scream or cry because she thought he was a monster but as he stopped he noticed she was quiet as a mouse. This was confusing to raphael as he put her down getting a good look at the kid "you arent mute, are you?" cause surely this kid saw him and knew he wasnt human, and as the little girl looked with her tiny blue eyes at raph she didn't look like she saw a monster she seemed like she saw a friend which made her smile as she reached to touch his face. Raph didnt stop her as she stroked his scaly face gently before touching his scar and frowning "owwie" she said standing on her tippy toes to get a better look at the scar on his lip, raph was baffled at how such a small human could look at him like that and could touch him so gently it wasnt until he heard people coming down the alley that he snapped out of his dazed state. He grabbed the little girl and climbed up to the roof looking back to see if they were looking for the little girl and When he was sure they werent he jumped from that roof to next, he didn't know what to do with her if no one was looking for her then where would she go and who would take care of her if no one would stand up and care for her then he would have to. the feel of her tiny hands on his face brought him out of his thoughts and back to the real world "turtle" she said with a cute smile that could melt any heart, raph took out his phone and called for donnie knowing he would at least know where to start with finding where this little girl came from and in the mean time he would just have to take her to the lair for her safety. when he got to the entrance to the lair he noticed a couple punk kids hanging out by it so he did the only thing he could think of at that time, he put the girl down hidding her behind a small tin garbage can and she whined but he hushed her not wanting the teens to hear them. he then snuck up near the kids then roared really loudly scaring the piss out of the group and causing them to Run away screaming, but after everything had died down he heard a tiny roar come from the little girl which startled him a bit making her laugh and giggle. a small smile spread across raphs face for only a moment before he tried to play it off and ignore the fact that this little girl had made him smile like that, He picked her up then jumped down into the sewer sliding down their water slide and she giggled and laughed the whole way there. once there he was greeted by mikey who stopped in his tracks once he saw what or rather who raph was holding "Hey raph, whats...." A wide grinned spread across his baby brothers face, Raph growled and shoved mikey out of the way so he could bolt straight for donnies lab hoping not to run into his older brother on the way but sadly he wasnt as lucky as he hoped, leo caught a glimspe of him and her just as he walked in to the door of donnies lab and raph could see a confused look grace his face. As raph stepped into the lab and looked around he noticed donnie wasn't here so he turned to leave but Leo blocked the doorway, his arms were crossed and his face looked stern though he tried to remain calm his tone became aggressive "raph what are you doing, who Is that?". as the leader spoke raph rolled his eyes already done with this conversation "this is a lost girl I found on the street she needs help getting back home" he said brushing past his brother and out of the lab, Leo followed him as he took the little girl to the kitchen and sat her at the table "and what you couldn't take her to the cops so they could handle it" leos tone was now biting as he spoke to his brother. "no I couldn't! I could not leave her there and let her just be forgotten or worse!" raph yelled "and if you don't like the way I help people then you can kiss my-" raph was interrupted by splinter "boys!", he said "That Is no way to handle an emergency, I have taught you better" said the old rat the two glared at eachother then Leo walked away "my son I hope you know what your doing" splinter said walking up to the little one who sat at the table looking up at raph with wide innocent sad eyes. "Hello little one" he said and she gave a small wave "we want to help you get back to your mama and papa, okay" she frowned pouting a little whining saying "no" she stood up in the chair and reached for raph giving the grabby hands like she wanted him to pick her up, raph sighed knowing it would be hard to let her go now that she was attached to him "come on kid, lets go see if we can find you some toys" said the brute as he picked her up. Splinter watched them as they left the kitchen "this is going to be a long next few days" he stated with a bit of a chuckle as he began to make some tea for himself and leo to help calm his nerve and bring down his anger, as raph walked into his bedroom he put the little girl on his bed and she gave a cute yawn "hey you sleepy kid?" she shook her head rubbing her eyes tiredly. Raph knew she was lying and that she in fact was sleep but was fighting it so he decided to grab one of his old teddy bears that he used to sleep with as a kid "here, hes not much but hes a good friend", the little girl looked curiously at the old ragged bear before she took it in her arms and hugged it close to her nearly falling over on the bed as she giggled holding it. Raph smiled at the heart warming site but then his smile turned to a sneer as mikey entered the room "hey big bro, whos the little princess?" He asked excitedly, raph crossed his arms "i dont know mikey, i found her on the street she was list so im helping her" he answered back "oh so can she talk?" mikey asked and raph shrugged "hey whats your name?" Mikey asked. The little girl looked at mikey then at raph as if asking what say in that moment of silence as the orange bandana turtle sat waiting for her answer "Sapphire" she squeaked out in a small mouse like voice, mikey smiled "aww, well hey little sapphire wanna play some games" she nodded but raph butted in "not until after her nap, i know your tired kid just take a little rest" he said and she frowned but laid down to nap. Mikey shrugged and turned leave the room but before he did he whispered "ill be waiting for you when your ready sapphire" she giggled and smiled before she squeezed the bear and snuggled into to bed, raph took a blanket he knitted and tucked her in leaning over her "alright kid ill stay just until you fall asleep but soon my brothers will need me" she reached up and stroked his face gently as her eyes became heavy and she started to drift off to sleep. Raph smiled as he felt her tiny hand on his face tracing every scar he had gained from training and fighting over the years and soon she fell asleep, he waited for a few moments watching her sleep not wanting to wake her as he snuck out the room and gave a sigh "well that was easy" he said "but its only going to get harder" leo added.

[dying-mall-rat]

Yall if I'm ghosted you better know it wasnt a sewer slide

[berrymeter]

i knew mbti was bad but i looked up what the creator did and like... lmao... ppl want to claim THIS is better than astrology?? get out of my face

[ashlynforsure]

Annoying Realities...

Have you ever wanted someone you couldn't have? Like really wanted someone, like really bad? That is one of the most annoying feelings ever. Its like missing a train that you almost had, but the doors closed as soon as you stepped through the turnstile annoying. Its like, man that train was MINE! Same feeling… The only thing is, with the train, you can catch another one. I CANT CATCH ANOTHER YOU! ( Thats what I say to them in my head). Its just annoying. Just when you realize you like them, and are interested in the possibility of SOMETHING, they drop the bomb, or you see that selfie with them and their partner, or even better! You hear them call their partner “babe”. Its like all of my hopes just calmly slide down the the curb of a New York City street soaked in dirty dreamwater and makes their way into a sewer….another fantasy wasted. Like whyyyyyy?! And what’s worse, is when you see the relationship is solid. HA! Yeah, you can cancel all hopes, they’re not breaking up anytime soon, and if they do, they’ll be a reconciliation post back up on social media within 48 hours. “Y'all thought it was over? We’re forever, I love you baby.” Somebody pass me a neuse.

The up side to all of this is that within that time, you realize that it didn't happen because it wasnt meant to be you. That's not the person you were meant to have. Maybe its supposed to be a really good friendship or business relationship. One thing I've learned from trial and error, is not to let emotions get in the way of what could actually be good connections. Its not worth it. Some people are truly better off as friends. The person that you're just so infatuated with, may be the complete opposite of who you imagine they are, once you really get to know them. So if they’re taken, you can scream in your pillow when you get home, get it all out. But dont sulk for too long. And most importantly! DO NOT MAKE YOURSELF A SIDEPIECE, NEVER BE A HOMEWRECKER AND DONT BE A HATER! You're more than that, and you’re worth being number one…EXCLUSIVE! Remember that.