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b1eedthefreak · 2 days ago
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can you do more girly!reader and daryl pretty please? it’s okay if not! but i looooved your one shot :3
⋆ 𐙚 ̊. Princess Duty
⌇daryl dixon x girly!reader
⌇summary: you hurt your ankle after a trip with daryl, so he takes care of you like you’re a princess
⌇warnings: fluff
⌇word count: ~5.2k
a/n okay lowkey i don’t really like this i feel like it could’ve been more emphasized she’s girly reader but it’s okay because i will never stop writing girly reader so i will do this request more justice
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The air was crisp with the faint scent of the open wilderness as you and Daryl made your way through the quiet roads, the morning sun breaking through the trees above, casting long shadows over the path. You had begged him to come with you on a short trip to explore a nearby area that you’d heard about. An old abandoned mall. Daryl had been hesitant at first, his wariness of straying too far from Alexandria weighing on him, but he couldn’t deny the small spark of curiosity that flickered in his chest.
So, here you were, walking side by side through the woods, hand wrapped around the handle of your bedazzled satchel bag, a gentle breeze blowing through your hair.
“Ya sure this place is gonna be worth it?” Daryl asked, voice low but teasing as he glanced sideways at you. His brow was furrowed, his face always partially hidden under the shadows of his hair and hood, but you could see the faint gleam of amusement in his eyes.
“I think so,” you said excitedly, bouncing a little in your step. “I heard there’s a store in there with, like, perfumes, makeup, and clothes. Can you imagine? Like, things from before everything just went zombie apocalypse mode!”
Daryl let out a breath, rolling his eyes in a mock exasperation, but there was a softness to it. “You’re gonna get lost in there baby,” he muttered, the word rolling off his tongue like something familiar, something that had become second nature.
You laughed, the sound carrying through the trees. “I know! That’s why I have a big strong man with me, duh!”
“Right.” Daryl replied with a smirk, though there was a protectiveness hidden beneath his words.
As you reached the mall, the building stood before you, looming in the distance like a forgotten relic of the past. The gray brick walls were chipped, covered in ivy and moss, but the structure still held strong. The doors creaked as you pushed them open, the bell above the entrance giving a jarring little jingle. It almost felt like stepping into another world, one where the chaos of the world outside didn’t exist.
The inside was eerily quiet, dust covering every surface, but there was something magical about it. A forgotten time, a faded memory.
And then, you saw it.
“Daryl, look!” you called, excitement practically spilling out of your words. Your finger pointed toward a section at the back of the store, a shelf lined with perfume bottles, their glass shimmering faintly even in the dim light. It was like a beacon.
Daryl walked up beside you, glancing over at the shelf. “Yeah, baby, I’m lookin’,” he said softly, his voice filled with amusement as he watched you move forward.
You practically skipped toward the shelf, your hand reaching for one of the bottles. “I just—” you started, a grin plastered on your face, “I just wanna smell something nice, y’know?”
“Don’t go fallin’ and hurtin’ yourself tryin’ to reach somethin’,” Daryl warned with a half hearted scowl as he watched you stretch up onto your toes, trying to get your hands on the bottle.
You smirked over your shoulder, determined. “I won’t! I’m almost there!”
But, of course, the world had other plans. As you balanced precariously, trying to grab the perfume bottle just a little higher, your foot slipped. Your ankle twisted, and before you could stop yourself, you fell forward with a startled cry, landing in a soft heap on the floor.
“Ain’t that just like ya,” Daryl muttered under his breath as he rushed to your side. His hand was immediately on your shoulder, helping you sit up as he scanned you for any real injury. “Baby, I told ya to stop.”
You winced, trying to put weight on your foot, but the sharp pain that shot through your ankle made it impossible. “Ow…” you muttered, rubbing at the sore spot. “I’m okay. Really.”
Daryl’s eyes narrowed as he crouched in front of you. “Yeah? Sure about that?”
You nodded, though the pain made your face scrunch. “I think I just twisted it. It’s fine.”
Daryl let out a small, frustrated sound before reaching down to gently lift your foot off the ground. “Ain’t gonna be fine if ya don’t let me take care of ya.” He scooped you up in his arms effortlessly, surprising you with the strength he always seemed to have, even in the most tender moments.
“Daryl! I’m a strong independent woman perfectly cable of—” you started, but he was already moving, his steps firm as he carried you toward the exit.
“Shh, no arguments princess,” he muttered, his tone firm yet caring. “Let’s get you back to Alexandria.”
The ride back to Alexandria was uneventful, the silence between you two comfortable. You leaned against Daryl, your head resting on his shoulder, and he kept one hand gently supporting your injured ankle, cradling it carefully like it was the most delicate thing in the world. You closed your eyes, allowing the comfort of his presence to wash over you.
By the time you made it back to the safety of Alexandria, the sun was beginning to dip below the horizon, casting a golden hue over the walls of the settlement. Daryl didn’t hesitate to take you straight to your house, where he made you sit on the bed while he examined your ankle.
“You’re lucky it’s not broken,” he said quietly, though his expression was still tinged with concern. “But ya still gotta take it easy for a while.”
You sighed, flopping back against the pillows. “I hate not being able to do my stuff… The kids are gonna be disappointed. I won’t be able to do my deliveries tomorrow, or teach them the way I usually do.”
Daryl frowned as he carefully wrapped your ankle in a bandage, his fingers moving with practiced ease, but there was a soft intensity in his gaze. “Ain’t nobody gonna be disappointed, princess,” he murmured. “They’ll understand. And you need to rest. You’ve been takin’ care of everyone else. Now it’s your turn to let me take care of ya.”
Before you could respond, a knock came at the door, followed by a voice from outside. “(Y/N)? You in there? We miss you! The kids are askin’ when you’re comin’ back.”
Daryl stood up straight, his body tense. You saw the shift in his posture, a quiet, protective energy emanating from him. He glanced at you, then opened the door. “She’s restin’,” he said, his tone a little sharper than usual. “She’ll be fine, just need some time.”
The guy from outside nodded and waved, stepping away. “We’re all missin’ ya around here. Don’t be too long, alright?”
As the door clicked shut, Daryl turned back to you, his face softening, but his gaze still intense. “Ya hear that? They’re all missin’ you.” There was a slight edge to his voice. “Don’t like the idea of everyone else makin’ sure you’re okay.”
You grinned, catching the undertone of his words. “Daryl Dixon! Are you jealous?”
Daryl’s eyes darkened for a moment, and he ran a hand through his hair, clearly trying to hide the hint of discomfort. “Maybe,” he muttered, lowering his gaze to your ankle. “Don’t like others fussin’ over ya.”
You chuckled softly, reaching for his hand. “Don’t worry, Daryl. I’m not going anywhere.”
With a small grunt, he knelt beside you again, his hands gentle as he adjusted the blanket around you. “You don’t need to be doin’ everything for everyone else, princess. It’s time you let me take care of you. Just you.”
You smiled, leaning into him, your head resting against his chest as his arms wrapped around you. “I’m lucky to have you, Daryl.”
“Yeah?” His voice was soft, but there was a deep warmth there. He pressed a kiss to the top of your head. “Well, I’m the lucky one.”
The night passed slowly, with Daryl taking care of you in every way imaginable. From fetching your favorite snacks to tucking you in and keeping you close, he made sure you knew how much you meant to him.
And when the quiet of the night finally settled over you both, Daryl’s lips found yours in a gentle kiss, soft and full of affection.
“Rest easy, princess,” he whispered, “I’ve gotcha.”
As you drifted to sleep in his arms, the world outside seemed a little less chaotic, and for the first time in a long while, everything felt right.
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winged-self-indulgence · 3 days ago
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I am late to the party but I come bearing a fic! RIP I wanted this to be 100% fluffy but alas I am still very much mulling over that video essay and the angst came swooping in lmao.
You were avoiding him.
That was what Ray thought anyway, but it wasn’t as if anyone would be able to blame him for coming to that conclusion. You hadn’t been by his apartment in several days, and when he tried to drop by your place instead, you’d been visibly on edge. Kept him at the door until you couldn’t justify that, and then kept him standing in the living room until your phone alarm chimed to alert you that it was time for your afternoon shift.
Ray had offered to walk you to work, and oddly you’d calmed down once the two of you were out on the streets. You’d even looped your arm through his elbow to point out a pair of crows playing hopscotch on the telephone wires. It was a game you’d started a few weeks ago, every day he had to try and find at least three things that made him smile (outside of seeing you, of course). It was your way of trying to encourage him to take in the smaller joys.
It was a cute attempt. Nowadays your text-logs were randomly interspersed with silly memes, random animals, pictures of weird desserts you wanted to try, and a lot of music. His favourites were the romantic ballads.
You weren’t cheating on him, he knew that. Even without his mind-reading abilities – “sorry Star, I am trying to curb it, but it’s been a habit for over a decade cut me some slack!” – you weren’t that kind of person. He wouldn’t have become so obsessed with you, or fallen in love with you, if you were.
Maybe you were tired of him and wanted to break up?
At work, Ray snapped the monster’s neck with one hand, his mind snagging on sharp brambles. The possibility of it stung like thorns, the possibility of you getting tired of the possessiveness, the depressive spirals, the inherent danger of being with him. Ray did not labour under false impressions or illusions of peace, he knew being with him painted a massive target on you and that one of the people holding the gun was him. Every so often he still woke up in a cold sweat, his mind filled with red fire, black smoke, and your charred body dead at his hands. All because he couldn’t just love you like a normal man.
Pensive, he tossed one monster away and absentmindedly sliced another in half with his heat-ray vision. He considered asking you outright what was wrong. That was what all the advice groups said. Communication is key, everyone loved to repeat that. Just talk to them! Well had those people considered that communication was fucking scary? That opening your heart up to someone who could easily reach in and rip it out – bloody and beating and dying – was absolutely terrifying? Huh? Yeah, didn’t think so.
The last of the monsters disintegrated into ash under white-hot flames, and Ray barely had a moment to breathe before he was swarmed by news crews. Years of PR training helped him bite back the sneer. Rats crawling out of the cracks and crevices, waiting for the danger to die down so they could pick at him. Or wait, you’d encouraged him not to overgeneralize. Some of them were filthy parasites looking for a clickbait soundbite, but others were reputable media groups simply trying to spread information to civilians. And now that the NAHA couldn’t control him, he was free to ignore the stupid questions about his fitness regimen or hair-care routine and answer actual questions like “any insight into the alien’s physiology? How can regular people keep themselves safe in the event of an attack? What do you think of NAHA’s frequent refusal to pay insurance to those who lost their lives and homes after villain attacks?”
Any chance to badmouth the NAHA was a win in his book. He pulled out his phone to text you, only to see he already had a text from you.
Rayyyyyyyyy!!!!!! (Followed by a truly embarrassing number and variety of heart emojis) Happy Birthdayyyyy!!!! I’m at your apartment with a surprise!!!!! (Insert even more emojis here, along with a sticker of a cat blowing a kiss)
God you were so fucking cute. Ray took off without a second glance, ignoring the journalists on the ground. He made it back to his apartment in less than a minute and was barely in the door when you launched yourself into his arms.
“Happy birthday!” You cheered.
“I don’t know if it counts as a surprise if you tell me over text, Star,” he replied, smiling down at you. Then he took in the decorations, the balloons, the gold stars you’d strung on the walls, and the warm smell of cake baking in the oven. You must have taken the day off work and run back to his apartment to do all this.
“It absolutely counts! Were you or were you not surprised?” You stepped back, pulling him along. Then you paused, turned back, and pulled off his mask. You had to go on tiptoe to run your fingers through his hair, pulling out the hair-tie and mussing it up. Satisfied, you smooched the bridge of his nose with a loud, exaggerated noise. “There. There’s my sweet baby Ray.”
In the past, Ray had always rolled his eyes at romance writers who described love in terms of being shot, whether by arrows or bullets. Now though, now he understood. Every time you kissed him or called him silly pet-names, he felt like someone had put a gun to his sternum and shot him point-blank in the heart. It felt like dying and being devoured in the best way possible.
Then his brain caught up to your words and he groaned. “Star, I love you, but can you please call me something else that isn’t barbecue sauce?”
“What’s wrong with that?” You teased, grinning playfully. “Everyone loves the taste of BBQ sauce. I sure do!”
“Oh?” He tilted his head, a dark heat shadowing his eyes. Before you could consider the implications of your words, he tossed you over his shoulder and began marching to the bedroom. “Then I'll be sure to give you as much as you like.”
“Huh? Wait, Ray the cake–! The cake!”
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arthurmorganswh0re · 3 days ago
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A Glass Between
about: through arthur's point of view, he recalls a night where he met you at the saloon. as the conversation grows flirtatious, temptation arises. will he give in? tags: flirting, drinking, insinuation of sex, angst an: thought it'd be cute to see arthur's pov of meeting someone at the saloon that catches his attention. it's short and sweet. let me know if you'd like a part two!
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Damn place was loud, as usual. People hollerin’, chairs scrapin’ loud against the wood floor, piano man poundin’ out some half-drunk tune that barely held together. The saloon in Valentine never changed much, same sticky bar top, same busted ceiling fan that didn’t turn, same stink of sweat and cigar smoke soaked into wood. 
I didn’t come lookin’ for company, just wanted a drink and maybe some time to myself if such a thing even existed anymore. I leaned against the bar and nodded to the barkeep, asking for whiskey–something that burned. He didn’t bother askin’ more, just poured it thick into a glass and slid it my way. 
I’d just taken the first sip–hot, bitter, just what I needed–when I noticed her. She’d been sittin’ at the end of the bar, tucked into the corner where the shadows curled around her full cheeks. Young thing had her hair gathered up like she hadn’t decided whether she cared how it looked. Eyes were sharp, though. Not drunk, or lost. But alone. 
What caught me wasn’t her face at first, though she was real easy on the eyes. It was the way she held her glass–steady. Like she’d been through some things and came out the other side knowing exactly how the world turns. Pretty, sure. But there was steel underneath. I must’ve looked a little too long, she turned her head and caught me, I looked away after I saw her give me a smile. 
“You bored?” I heard her say with a low and amused voice. “Or just drunk?” 
I raised my glass to her. “Haven’t had near enough for that yet.” 
She let out a sigh, “Well, I ain’t opposed to the company.” 
I probably should’ve looked back at her, maybe made eye contact, but I couldn’t. Damn whiskey hadn’t hit me yet. 
She came closer, sat next to me once the feller besides me left. ��What’s your name?” She ordered a whiskey. 
“Arthur,” I told her. 
She repeated it like she was testin’ the shape of it on her tongue. Then she gave me hers. I won’t write it here. Feels like somethin’ I oughta keep to myself. 
We talked, well–she did most of the talkin’. I didn’t mind, though, her voice was sweet like honey. Turns out she likes horses. She knew how to saddle her own, said she’d been ridin’ since she was little. Talked about trail ridin’ through the foothills and sleepin’ under the stars with a rifle nearby. She didn’t seem like to type at first, but the more she spoke the more it made sense. 
“You always carry a rifle with you?” I asked her. 
“You seem surprised,” she said, bumping her shoulder against mine like it was nothin’, her smile lingering. There was heat in it. Not the fast, desperate kind–just a slow, simmerin’ look like maybe she was wonderin’ the same thing I was. 
I’d had women before. Dalliances, Miss Grimshaw might call ‘em. Some were sweet, some were business, some just mistakes I didn’t care to dwell on. But her? She was different from the start. We talked about horses and moonlight and river crossings, but it felt more complicated than that. Like she was curious to know me for me. That scared the hell outta me. 
At some point, the whiskey started hittin’ just enough to loosen my tongue. I told her about the time Dutch made me jump off a damn cliff to escape bounty hunters. 
“You’re lyin’,” she said, laughing, clapping her hands just once. Her cheeks were flushed, I noticed. Beads of sweat gathered on her chest, I also noticed. 
“Swear on my mother’s grave.” 
“You are a crazy man, Arthur. Reckon you’ve got some grand stories to tell.” 
I let out a scoff, it came out meaner than I intended. “I always thought I was kinda borin’, glad you don’t think so.” 
She didn’t laugh at that. Just looked at me real soft for a second. Then she reached for the bottle and poured us another round. 
“To jumpin’ off cliffs,” she said, clinkin’ her glass against mine. 
We kept drinkin’ til the crowd thinned and the piano stopped. She was leanin’ on the bar, cheek against her hand, watchin’ me like I might say somethin’ she hadn’t heard before. I was watchin’ her right back. Such a pretty thing. 
“You ever wonder,” I said low and slurred, “what your life mighta been like if you took a different road?” 
She nodded. “Every. Day.” 
I swallowed the last of my drink. “Some roads don’t let you turn around,” I slurred some more. “Sometimes I think mine’s already too far gone.” 
She looked at me real serious then, almost like I sobered her up from one moment to the next. 
“Maybe,” she said, “but maybe you ain’t as far gone as you think.” 
She looked real pretty in the low light, her hair clinging to her neck from the heat of the saloon. I wanted to kiss her, really thought about it. But I didn’t want to make a fool outta myself so I didn’t. But our hands were close, I could almost feel the heat coming off of her. 
“Reckon you’d give a man trouble,” I finally said, my eyes lingering. 
She smiled again, that dangerous smile. “Sometimes... you tryna find out?” 
I chuckled, “You offerin’?”
She leaned in a little closer, her voice dropping soft and a touch slower than before, “Only if you’re takin’.” I watched her cheeks turn a deeper shade of red. It was amusing to watch. 
No use lyin’ but I was tempted. Tempted to go home with her for the night. I knew the look in her eye, recognized it even. Her gaze was clear, honest. I knew that kind of offer, and I nearly took it. 
Instead, I pulled back slow, not quick enough to make it a rejection that stung–just enough that she’d know it was thoughtful. “Listen,” I said, voice low. “You’re… you’re really somethin else. And if things were different, maybe I’d be a damn fool not to take you up on your offer.” 
Her smile faded a little, but she didn’t pull away. Just watched me. 
“I’ve done a lotta things I ain’t proud of,” I went on, thumb tracing the edge of my empty glass. “Lived hard, left more trouble behind me than I care to count. And it ain’t that I don’t want to, but I ain’t lookin to take somethin’ good and turn it sour just ‘cause I’m lonely tonight.” 
She was quiet for a breath, maybe two. I could hear my heart beat in my ears, felt my pulse go down to regions I ain’t too proud to mention. 
She simply nodded, “That’s fair” she said. “Maybe even rare.” 
I gave her a crooked smile. “I just ain’t that type of man no more.” 
“You are somethin’,” she replied, eyes still steady on mine, glossy with liquor. “Not sure what just yet though.” 
That made me laugh. God, she was sharp. 
She finished the rest of her drink and slid the glass aside. No anger, no shame. “Well,” she said, standing slow and wrestling with the fabric of her skirt, “I should head home before the sun comes up. Got enough regrets–-I don’t need a hangover added to ‘em.” 
I stood too, tipped my hat. 
“Thanks for the company,” I told her. 
“Thanks for the drink.” she replied. 
As she turned to go, I almost stopped her. Almost reached out. But I didn’t. And I think she knew that because right before she stepped outside into the cold night, she glanced over her shoulder almost like she was expecting a chase. 
“I’ll see you around, Arthur.” 
“Hope so,” I said. 
And just like that, she was gone.
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rosealie0e · 2 days ago
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Satoru Gojo x Zenin! Clan member reader
Childhood lovers.
(Notes: reader is female, this story has no smut, just fluff and light angst)
Even though I’m twenty eight now, married, and a mother… I still recall all those years ago, when I met the strongest sorcerer of the current day, and had him head over heels in love with me. It’s strange how sharply those memories come back—sunlight in my hair, dirt on my kimono, and the scent of hydrangeas blooming.
The girl dashed barefoot across the winding stone path of the Gojo estate’s garden, her sandals long discarded in the grass. The hem of her dusty lavender kimono was hiked up in her fists to keep the silk from brushing the dirt, though the fabric was already a little torn from the thorny hedge she’d climbed earlier. It was just supposed to be a clan summit between the Zenin, Gojo, and Kamo families—she hadn’t expected to be dragged along. But her father’s palm had decided otherwise, stinging across her mother’s cheek before he’d stormed out with the girl in tow.
Now, lost somewhere behind the sprawling estate, she wasn’t thinking about the meeting. Only the garden—the way the flowers tangled in the fencing, how the sky was already bruising with dusk—and the sweet, weightless feeling of not being seen. That is, until a boy’s voice broke through the silence.
“What are you doing out here?” he asked, stepping from behind a tree. His white hair caught in the sunlight, and his piercing blue eyes.. bright, unmistakably Gojo, locked onto hers.
Startled, she turned quickly, instinctively pressing the folds of her kimono tighter. “Your gardens are beautiful,” she replied, recovering with a smile. “I’m just looking around.” Without waiting for a response, she pivoted to leave.
“You know your father’s looking for you, right?” the boy called out behind her.
She groaned. “Let him look. Maybe I’ll be lucky and he won’t find me.”
But before she could finish her thought, he moved swiftly, grabbing her wrist and tugging her into a patch of thick bushes. Her protest died in her throat as he pressed a hand lightly over her mouth. Heavy footsteps approached.
“Keep looking for the brat. She couldn’t have gone far,” one of the men growled…her father. “Can’t let the others know. I planned to put her up for marriage today… forge some alliances. Useless child.” His voice was bitter with resentment. “Her mother will hear about this.”
The girl stiffened, and the boy leaned in, his breath warm near her ear. “Don’t want him to find you?”
She gave a small, shaky nod. “He just wants to get rid of me,” she murmured once the voices faded.
When it was safe, they slipped from the greenery, and without a word, he took her hand and ran. They laughed breathlessly, grass whipping at their ankles as he led her to a quiet pond on the far edge of the estate, hidden from the main house.
“So… why’s he so eager to get rid of you?” the boy asked, crouching by the water and flicking a pebble across its surface.
She sat beside him, folding her legs beneath her. “He thinks selling me off for marriage would be more useful than training me. Says there’s no point in a girl learning jujutsu techniques.”
“You’ve got inherited abilities though?” he asked curiously, glancing at her again.
She nodded and raised an eyebrow, imitating her father’s voice with a pout, “‘no point in wasting energy on a girl’s technique!’” The mockery made him snort.
“Guess I’m glad I’m not a girl,” he joked, flashing her a grin.
“Yeah, lucky you,” she muttered, but her smile didn’t fade.
“Who’s he wanting to marry you off to?” the boy asked, his tone light, but the curiosity in his voice was genuine.
She shrugged, fingers combing absently through her hair to flick out small white petals that had fallen from the trees above. “Not a clue,” she said softly. “If I’m lucky, maybe someone around my age… hopefully not an old councilman missing half his teeth.” She gave a quiet laugh, though it didn’t quite reach her eyes.
He chuckled and tilted his head, watching her. “How close are you to the main branch of your family?”
She glanced away, shoulders lifting slightly. “Not too close. I think I’m third cousins with Naobito Zenin? Or something like that.” She made a face. “Honestly, I stop listening when they start going on about bloodlines and status. It’s all boring politics and who’s breeding with who.”
“What about you?” she asked after a moment, eyes brightening with playful interest. “You’re a Gojo, right?”
“I’m the heir,” he replied simply, skipping another rock across the pond with a practiced flick. His voice was softer now, thoughtful.
“Oh,” she said, voice quiet. She rested her chin on her knees and skipped a rock of her own, watching it ripple the surface. “I’m sure that’s more stressful than my duty. All I have to do is get married and throw out some babies.”
“Bleh…” he muttered under his breath, shaking his head with a faint smile. “That sounds worse. I mean, at least I get to make my own rules once I take over.”
She looked at him then, intrigued. “You think they’ll let you?”
He smirked, tossing another pebble and watching it disappear into the water. “They won’t have a choice.” She laughed softly at his bold words, kicking her bare feet through the grass as her kimono rustled around her ankles. “I wish I could make my own rules too,” she said, tilting her head toward him with a small pout.
Gojo laughed, wide and unfiltered, like only a child could. “Just get strong enough and you could,” he said with a grin, as if it were the simplest thing in the world.
She shook her head, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear. “I’m just a girl,” she said quietly.
“So?” he replied immediately, his brows scrunching as he looked at her. There was no mockery in his voice—just genuine confusion, like he truly didn’t understand why that would matter.
Her lips tugged into a faint smile. “If I misbehave too much… my father will take it out on my mother,” she murmured.
His playful energy dimmed, and he sighed as he stared out over the pond. “Your clan is so outdated,” he said. “It’s stupid.”
She gave a breathy laugh and nodded. “Yep.”
Then, suddenly, he turned to her, his eyes lit up again. “Hey, what if I marry you?” he asked, as if the idea had just bloomed like a flower in his mind.
She blinked at him, surprised, then giggled behind her hand. “No way. They wouldn’t let you.”
“Why not?” he frowned, clearly not understanding the politics that loomed over their world.
She smiled kindly. “Your parents probably want you to marry someone more important. I’m not even in the main branch.”
He huffed, crossing his arms, then got up and walked off into the trees. She tilted her head, watching him curiously until he returned a few minutes later, hands full of picked flowers and long strands of grass.
“What are you doing?” she asked as he sat beside her again, but he just grinned and started weaving.
She stayed quiet, watching his small fingers fumble with the flowers and stems, occasionally sticking his tongue out in concentration. It was clumsy, but somehow delicate.
Eventually, he stood and held out his hand. “Come on.”
She laughed and took it, letting him tug her toward a willow tree near the edge of the pond. Its hanging branches swayed gently in the evening breeze.
He turned to her, eyes bright, and dropped to one knee with exaggerated ceremony. Her mouth fell open as she watched him lift a tiny ring, woven from grass and little white wildflowers.
He slid it carefully onto her finger. “With this ring, I promise to love and protect you forever, you will be my wife” he said, mimicking words he’d probably heard in some grown-up ceremony, his tone serious but his cheeks pink.
Her heart thumped in her chest—not in the way adults feel love, but in that innocent, warm way only children understand. “Mhm!” she replied cheerfully.
He handed her another ring, this one plain grass, and she dropped to her knees too, ignoring the way her kimono brushed the dirt.
He gasped. “That’s not how it works! The girl doesn’t have to kneel!” he giggled, and she burst out laughing, springing back to her feet and quickly slipping the makeshift ring onto his finger.
Then, to seal the deal, he leaned forward and pressed a fast, smacking kiss to her cheek. “Muah!”
She laughed as he grabbed both her hands and began to swing them back and forth between them.
“Now we’re married!” he declared. “Your dad can’t make you marry anyone else!”
She beamed at him, her smile wide and innocent. “Yay!”
Under the willow tree, in a world far removed from curses and clan duties, two children shared a secret promise only they would ever know. When it grew too dark to pretend the world beyond the clan walls was theirs alone, the two finally made their way back to the Gojo estate. Y/n’s small hand stayed in his the entire walk, her tiny fingers curling around his with quiet determination. Her feet were muddy, and her kimono hem was wrinkled and grass-stained, but she didn’t care.
They entered the grand hall where the clan heads had gathered, the heavy silence of the room falling around them like a veil. Conversations hushed. Every pair of eyes turned toward the disheveled pair—some curious, others annoyed. The only person who didn’t seem surprised was the woman near the center, who looked enough like the boy for Y/n to assume she was his mother. She let out a soft, barely-there chuckle, her hand lifting to cover her smile.
The boy beside Y/n didn’t hesitate. He raised their joined hands proudly into the air, the little ring of woven flowers catching the light. “We’re married now!” he declared, grinning widely at his mother.
The room froze. For a moment, no one knew what to say.
Then the door slammed open.
“There you are—!” Y/n’s father’s voice rang out, sharp and full of restrained fury. He was red-faced and breathing hard as he stormed into the hall, eyes locking onto her.
But before she could even flinch, the boy stepped forward and yanked her protectively to his side. “She’s my wife now!” he said firmly, puffing out his small chest. “You can’t give her to anyone else. That’s how it works!”
Y/n blinked up at him, startled—but the surprise quickly melted into laughter. She nodded and faced her father with as much courage as she could muster. “Yep! I’m part of the Gojo clan now, not the Zenins!” she chirped, lifting her flower-ringed hand to show him with a proud grin.
Her father’s jaw tightened. His gaze darted from her to the boy, then swept toward the elders sitting silently in the room. The weight of the clan leaders’ eyes made his stance stiffen. He looked..if only for a second..uncomfortable.
Without another word, he strode forward, grabbed Y/n by the waist, and hoisted her up roughly. “I apologize for my daughter’s insolence,” he said quickly to the room. “It won’t happen again.”
Y/n squirmed in his grip, reaching back toward the boy as she was carried away. “Wait! We’re married!” she cried, her voice high and upset.
The boy lunged forward with a loud, “give her back!” but his mother caught him swiftly, scooping him up into her own arms before he could chase after her. She looked to the elders, offering a casual shrug and a knowing smile.
“Children,” she said simply, as if that explained everything. Years passed, but the memory of that summer evening beneath the willow tree never left her. Not even after her body grew taller and matured. Not even after she was taught to bow just right and speak only when spoken to.
Then her father finally worked up the nerve to bring her back to another clan meeting, this time to parade her like a prize mare, hoping to finally trade her off for political favor, she found herself wanting to search every hallway and garden path for him...
She stepped through the entrance of the Gojo estate with quiet grace, her floral, baby-blue kimono trailing gently along the stone floor. Her father walked beside her, his hand firm on the small of her back, voice low and commanding.
“Remember to be charming. I’ll handle the negotiations.” He didn’t look at her when he spoke, just offered a slight nod of approval as if she were a product he was proud to sell.
Y/n gave a small, practiced smile and returned the nod. She didn’t speak. She didn’t need to. Her silence was part of the appeal.
They made their rounds through the outer rooms, her father shaking hands and chuckling with the parents of potential suitors. He introduced her with flowery words.. “a woman grown now,” he claimed, though she had only just turned fifteen. Y/n smiled softly at each of them, bowed her head when appropriate, kept her thoughts locked tight behind her lips.
But he didn’t take her into the main room. Not the one he’d dragged her from all those years ago.
And still, she watched. She waited.
Then.. just for a second, her heart stuttered.
White hair. A boy- no, not a boy anymore…stood near the far end of the corridor. Taller now. Broader. But unmistakably him. That shock of snowy hair, those crystalline eyes. Her breath caught, and the smile that curved her lips came without thinking.
Without a word, she slipped away from her father’s side.
“Y/n!” his voice snapped behind her, sharp and rising, but she didn’t stop. She hurried her steps, weaving through the crowd, her heartbeat thudding in her chest as she glanced back-
And collided headlong into someone.
Her balance faltered, but strong hands steadied her. She blinked up, heart still racing…and there he was. The Gojo boy. Except he wasn’t quite a boy anymore. He stood like a dream pulled straight from a forgotten story, blinking down at her with a stunned expression.
He rubbed the back of his head where she’d bumped him, cocking his head slightly, eyes narrowing in mild confusion.
Then his gaze sharpened, recognition dawning.
“It’s you,” he said, voice low and almost disbelieving.
Y/n grinned, her fingers slipping into the hidden pocket of her kimono. She pulled out something small, something pressed flat and time-worn: a ring made of wilted white flower stems and faded grass.
“It’s me,” she said, holding it out between them like a secret only they remembered.
His smile bloomed slowly, stretching wide as the memory settled between them. He didn’t need to say anything else. They had been children when they made that promise..but she could see it in his eyes.
He remembered. Without thinking, he reached down and laced his fingers with hers, just like he had done before. His grip was warm, steady, and before she could ask where they were going, he was already pulling her along through the estate.
They passed clusters of older sorcerers who paused to watch them, some arching brows, others whispering behind fans. But neither of them cared. They breezed past the grand hallways, beyond the courtyards, and into the open air. The gardens blurred by them in a rush of green and soft floral scent, until the looming silhouette of the willow tree came into view.
They both laughed the whole way there, breathless and grinning, the years falling away like petals on the wind. He led her beneath the familiar curtain of branches, and then, with some effort and a bit of fumbling, he helped her climb up into the tree.
They perched on a pair of thick branches, high enough to see the glint of the estate rooftops through the foliage. The breeze rustled the leaves above them like whispers, and Y/n hugged the trunk to steady herself as she beamed across at him.
“I’ve gotten a lot stronger since we last saw each other,” he said proudly, one foot swinging beneath the branch. “I go to Jujutsu High now.”
Y/n nodded with a soft smile, resting her cheek against her knees. “You’re living the dream, huh?” she teased. “Meanwhile, I go to an all-girls school. No Jujutsu. Just tea ceremonies and endless etiquette.”
He made a face, and she laughed.
“But!” she added quickly, eyes brightening, “I wanted to show you something.”
She sat up straighter and formed a quick hand sign. From the base of the tree, something slithered up through the hanging branches..a shimmering serpent with scales of pale green and lavender. It coiled easily around her arm, flicking a gentle tongue toward her cheek.
His eyes widened. “Is that- Shikigami?”
She grinned and nodded. “Mhm. I’ve been practicing in secret for years. My father has no idea… but my mother knows. She helps me hide it.”
There was a flicker of something in his eyes, maybe admiration, maybe pride. “That’s seriously cool,” he said. “I’ve never seen one like that before.”
Y/n blushed slightly, giving the snake a soft pat as it curled around her wrist like a bracelet. “Thanks. I… didn’t think I’d ever get to show it to you.”
He smiled, then began demonstrating some of the techniques he’d picked up at Jujutsu High. Simple movements, bursts of cursed energy she could almost feel from across the tree. She watched, captivated, not by the display itself, but by him. Every flick of his wrist, every flash of focus in his eyes.
He had changed. But not so much that she didn’t recognize the boy who once crowned her his bride under these very branches.
As she watched him, her hand absently drifted to her side, fingertips brushing the edge of her pocket where she still kept the faded grass ring, tucked away like a promise.
He was practically her husband, wasn’t he?
It was a game back then. A silly thing. Children pretending to understand love and marriage. But even now, with years between them, the promise still felt real..soft and sacred in a way she couldn’t quite explain.
A smile tugged at her lips as he looked over and grinned.
A promise is still a promise. Their laughter echoed through the branches, soft and uncontained, as the sun dipped low behind the hills of the estate. The willow leaves danced above them in the golden light, some falling like little ribbons of green onto their hair and shoulders. Y/n shifted closer along the thick branch until their sides touched, and gently rested her head on his shoulder.
She took a slow, steady breath..he smelled faintly of wind and pine, and something warm she couldn’t name. He let out a breath of his own, arm hesitating before it slipped around her waist with an awkward kind of care.
“Things have changed a lot,” he said quietly, voice softer than before. “I’ve gotten close with this guy, Suguru Geto. He’s… like a brother to me now. My best friend.” He paused. “I really have been doing well.”
Y/n smiled against his shoulder and hummed in response. “I’m glad,” she whispered, and meant it.
Then, as if only just realizing, she blinked and tilted her head up slightly. “Hey… what’s your name?”
He looked down at her, blinking wide in surprise. “We never said, did we?” A crooked smile tugged at his lips. “Satoru. Gojo Satoru.”
She smiled back. “Y/n Zenin.”
“Y/n,” he repeated, as if tasting it, storing it away somewhere important.
They stayed like that for what felt like forever, speaking in soft voices about silly things—things that didn’t matter but meant everything in that moment. The stars began to prick the sky above them, and the shadows around the tree deepened.
Eventually, reality returned with the heaviness of it. Y/n sighed, her fingers lacing through his loosely.
“My father’s going to be furious that I ran off… I probably won’t be allowed back for a while,” she said, her voice small. She gave his hand a gentle squeeze, not wanting to let go yet.
He paused, then looked at her with an intensity she hadn’t seen in a boy before. “I’d still marry you, you know,” he said. “I’ll be old enough soon. Old enough that no one else’s decisions will matter.”
Her breath caught slightly, and her heart ached in the most unfamiliar but beautiful way. She didn’t laugh or tease, just reached up and cupped his cheek with her hand, her thumb brushing gently against his skin.
“I’ll hold you to it, then,” she whispered, leaning forward and placing the softest kiss on his cheek.
He blinked, cheeks turning a shade pinker, but he smiled. Then, before she could pull away, he caught her hand in his, holding it tightly.
He leaned in.
Their lips met, uncertain but sweet, a little clumsy and inexperienced—nothing like the dramatic kisses in storybooks. It was slow, careful. Honest. A promise pressed between two children who didn’t yet know how heavy a promise could become.
But for that moment, it was everything.
And it was perfect.
When they returned to the estate, the chaos was immediate.
Her father’s voice cut through the dusk like a whip, sharp and humiliated. He grabbed Y/n by the wrist in front of everyone, yanking her away from Satoru as though tearing her from something she needed. She stumbled but didn’t fight. She didn’t even look back.
Satoru had never felt so useless. His fists clenched at his sides, but he didn’t move. Not in front of the elders. Not when he knew he was still too young to protect her the way he wanted to. Instead, he turned and ran..straight to his mother.
He told her everything. The garden, the willow tree, the rings. The kiss.
She didn’t scold him. She only pulled him close and held him.
Months passed.
No letters came. No news. No one dared speak her name or mention her father, not even in whispers. Satoru tried once, a quiet question at dinner, his mother only frowned and said, “It’s not our place to interfere.”
But he wanted to interfere. He missed her.
So he wrote her a letter anyway. He was eighteen now. Old enough to be serious. Old enough to make a promise and mean it. He asked her to marry him again, for real this time. A formal proposal, with a seal from the Gojo clan.
No reply ever came.
Years blurred past. The pain didn’t fade, not really, it simply settled deeper, buried beneath missions and lessons and power. By the time he became the official head of the Gojo clan, her name had become a secret ache he rarely allowed himself to feel.
But then—
She walked through the front doors of the Gojo estate, calm and poised beside a member of the Kamo clan.
Satoru’s breath caught before he could mask it. She was older now, of course. So was he. Her hair was longer, her face sharper, refined. But he recognized the tilt of her head, the shape of her eyes, the way her fingers brushed against the hem of her kimono the same way they had when she was nervous as a child.
And on her finger, gleaming silver..a ring.
He didn’t speak to her during the meeting. Didn’t risk it. Not when everything inside him was unsteady. He only listened, nodded, and smiled when appropriate. His heart had long since sunk.
When it was over, he searched for her..compelled by something he couldn’t name. And there she was, where he knew she’d be, sitting on a bench beneath the old willow tree. Of course it was that tree.
She looked up as he approached.
She had changed so much, matured in ways Satoru had never imagined, but her eyes still held that same soft sadness. Her lips trembled just slightly as she met his gaze.
“He made me do it,” she whispered, her voice thin and low. “He didn’t give me a choice.”
He knew what she was talking about. She held out her hand, showing him the ring, and Satoru felt something in his chest fracture.
He didn’t speak. Couldn’t.
All he could do was stand there, the wind catching in his hair, and stare at the girl he once married under leaves and laughter,,now bound to someone else.
Because of hatred. Because of fear. Because power in their world always meant sacrifice. Her father’s last chance on regaining some control on her, by not letting her marry the boy she really loved.
And somehow, despite everything, he still loved her. The bench beneath the willow tree was new. Satoru had it placed there years ago..quietly, without explaining why. Just a small thing, carved smooth from pale wood, nestled under the curtain of swaying green. For memory. For her.
Now, she sat there.
And before he could stop himself, he moved beside her. He didn’t ask. He didn’t speak.
He simply took her hand, delicate and trembling in his palm, and pressed his lips to it.
“It doesn’t matter,” he said hoarsely, barely more than a breath. “I don’t care.”
A tear slipped down her cheek. She smiled, but it was broken at the edges.
“I’m so sorry…” she whispered, her voice fragile, before leaning into him. Her arms wound around his waist, her body curling toward his like she had nowhere else in the world to go. Her shoulders shook, but she didn’t make a sound. Just wept quietly into his chest.
Satoru held her tightly. He pressed his face into her hair, breathing in everything he’d missed for years..jasmine and rain and something he only ever associated with her. He didn’t let go. Not until she pulled back on her own.
They didn’t stay long. He knew better. Knew her husband,,whoever that man was, would be waiting..
But just before she turned to leave, he caught her hand again and moved his other to cradle her face. And this time, when he kissed her, it wasn’t like the stolen brush of lips from their childhood beneath this tree.
It was deep and lingering and full of aching years. It was a promise kept, even if the world had broken every rule around them. When she pulled away, her eyes were shining again, but this time, there was something warmer in them too. Something alive.
He let her go.
But his heart stayed with her.
Not long after, maybe two years had passed, a child was born to the Kamo clan members wife.
Satoru attended the gathering, as was expected. The heads of the major clans were all present, polite and measured as they offered congratulations. Y/n was radiant, cradling a baby boy swaddled in pale silk, her arms curled around him with all the quiet ferocity of a lioness.
The boy had her eyes. Her smile. Her quiet intensity. And not a single feature of the man who stood stiffly beside her.
Except—there. A single streak of white ran through the child’s hair.
Just a whisper. A flicker. Almost unnoticeable to anyone else.
No one said a word. Not the Kamo head. Not the elders. Not even her husband, who stood unusually quiet through it all. Perhaps he noticed. Perhaps he didn’t. But if he had, he said nothing.
Because even he, like everyone else, feared the strongest sorcerer alive.
And only two people in the world would ever know the truth: the woman Satoru Gojo had once promised to marry beneath a willow tree… and the man who would’ve moved heaven itself to keep that promise.
If he couldn’t have her, couldn’t love her freely in the open, then this would be his quiet defiance.
His legacy.
The boy, with a streak of white in his hair, who smiled just like her.
Inspired by a request from @pooksrants <3
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pyozha · 23 hours ago
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I must apologise - yuji x f!reader
chapter two - base down low
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Yuji pov:
“Hey man Imma head out for a bit. Gotta catch a game with Inumaki so I would appreciate if you took out the trash this time” Yuji stands in the doorway of Megumis room while holding his playstation controller, wearing just the most comfortable ‘staying at home’ outfit you can think of.
Megumi, laying on his bed while reading some existential literature, rolls his eyes already irritated by those two sentences coming from Yuji. “I took out the trash for you two times in a row you can’t keep using fortnite as an excuse-“ Megumi didn’t have the chance to finish before Yuji chimed in“thanks dude I’ll see you later now, love ya!” He gives him a thumbs up and a dorky smile making his way out of their apartment. He didn’t even listen to a word Megumi was trying to tell him. You can say that Yuji loves to tick off Megumi just because he can.
Making his way from down the 3rd floors hallway, just after 6 apartments he reaches his destination. He stands right in front of his friends door and knocks 3 times just fast enough. Right as the door was opening Yuji was in the midway of saying something diabolical but froze when he saw it wasn’t his friend Toge who opened the door.
“Yeah?” y/n stood with half of her body visible behind the door. For just a moment Yuji thought he approached the wrong apartment, but through the girls messy hair covering her face just slightly, he recognised it was y/n.
“Oh uh hi! Is Inumaki home?” Yuji asks a bit flustered as he didn’t even listen not expect to see her of all people greet him while he was dressed like a dumpster bag.
“Yeah, he’s in his room. You want me to go get him?” She opens the door wider revealing a bit more of her small frame.
Yuji shook his head. “No it’s okay, I’m just coming over to play some fortnite…” he mumbled the last part. Yuji was never good when talking to girls. Not pretty ones to be exact.
“Oh you’re Itadori right?” y/n spoke up comfortably opening the door now, more comfortable that the man standing infront of her door wasn’t some freak about to beg to be stepped on by bare feet. (happened twice to her in the last 3 months).
“Uh yeah. We’re classmates” Yuji sounded unsure. He felt like an idiot for being so awkward and the conversation has only started.
“Yeah I know. You’re Nobaras roommate” y/n spoke with a slight grin. Yuji could only respond with an uncomfortable chuckle. Nobara had a big mouth and god knows what she has shared with y/n.
Right then Toge appeared behind y/n shoving her to the side a tad bit too rough. “Hey man she isn’t interested in your nasty fantasies-“ Toge cut himself off as the sight over y/ns back becomes clear. Indeed it wasn’t the mysterious lunatic instead it was his unhinged friend with an indescribable face expression, almost looking offended yet more confused.
“Ah Yuji! Get in I just set up the game” Toge points to his room nonchalantly completely disregarding what he said earlier.
Yuji was a bit lost looking at y/n for some sort of context while following Toge slowly to his room but she just smiled like she had no idea.
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☆ I hope you understood that the messages are from Yujis pov 🙈
☆ y/n thinks Yuji is such a loser but in a cute way lmao
☆ even if she has seen him shove down 10 shots at once down his throat at a party last semester her mind can’t put two and two together
☆she literally thought he had a twin brother or something for the longest time
☆nobara has definitely shared everything to the last detail to y/n about yuji
☆nobara is a shit talker 24/7 its a ‘I yap and you yap with me’ type of friendship
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self-indulgent-fanfics · 2 days ago
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a poem said by a lady in red
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Bo Dallas x Reader, The Wyatt Sicks x platonic!Reader
A/N: Hello my love @nekosounds I’m so sorry this is flaming hot garbage, life has been rough for a moment but I didn’t want to keep you waiting any longer. This makes reference to reader having a twin sister that she’s fighting with, assume this fight is within kayfabe, no real family trauma here today y’all. Also this doesn't follow actual timelines so that non-American readers can enjoy WWE visiting their hometown. Title comes from the first song that came up on shuffle.
Request: May I please request a Bo Dallas/Uncle Howdy x reader were reader feels all alone on Smackdown, but has always had a crush on Bo. Little signs appear like roses or something, the other Wyatt's watch over her, and finally Howdy comes out and confesses?
You entered the world an hour after your sister, and from there, it always felt like you trailed behind. She was the one who first started watching WWF when you were kids, she was the one who signed you both up to a gym, she decided your ring names “Havoc” and “Chaos” right before you entered your first indies tag team match.
She held you while you cried as you both realised your dreams were coming true and you were wrestling in the WWE together.
So when she told you, in the middle of the ring on Friday Night Smackdown, that she didn’t need you anymore, that you were holding her chaos back, your soul was crushed. Then she hit you with her finisher and it completely tore you apart. You were left on the mat, tears streaming down your face while she marched up the ramp.
Life was pretty lonely after that. Chaos was making a name for herself, defeating half of the Smackdown Women’s roster in her quest. Meanwhile, you had lost all three of your solo matches. No one in the locker room even attempted to check in with you. Chaos herself ignored you entirely.
Any time you weren’t wrestling, you were wrapped in a hoodie with headphones blaring. Any time you were wrestling, you went through the motions, taking heavier and heavier bumps. 
One night your lip was busted open from a stray elbow and you didn’t even have it in you to mop it up. The ref was the only person to make sure you were ok, but that was literally her job. Finally, your opponent pinned you and it was over. You rolled out of the ring and made your way to medical to get your face checked out. Once you were cleared, you returned to the locker room. Resting gently on your hoodie, folded on the bench, was a black rose and a note on beautiful cardstock.
You are not as alone as you think.
You looked around confused, wondering if whoever left the rose and the note left some other sign of their identity. Nothing. But smelling the rose made your heart skip a beat.
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Your next three matches were more losses, but they led to more roses, white, pink, and orange, and more notes appeared with your things. 
We see you. 
We know you. 
We will be your family.
And somehow that sounded pretty enticing.
You looked into what the colours of the roses meant, and for the first time since your sister broke your heart, you couldn’t stop smiling.
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Smackdown came to your hometown, so naturally Chaos felt like calling you out. She claimed it was the perfect place to do it, right where it all began. You made your way to the ring with your head held high. As a signal to your… new friends (?), you wore the orange rose behind your ear. 
Chaos mocked you as you walked toward her, teasing you about the rose, taunting you about your poor record, saying that all you were doing was proving her point. You were the weak link all along. Ignoring the tingle in your nose that signalled tears, you clapped back, telling her how you should have known she would turn on you, it was so predictable. She used you to get where she wanted to be and then kicked you to the curb.
As she sensed the crowd turning on her, your sister stole the rose from behind your ear and stomped on it, grinding the petals into the mat. You lashed out, trying to slap her but she grabbed your wrist then kicked you in the gut. You doubled over on your knees, coughing hard. Your sister laughed over your body, then lifted the mic to her mouth.
Then the lights went out. When they came up again, you saw her. Abby the Witch. A member of the Wyatt Sicks. She stood between you and your sister, who scrambled out of the ring.
Abby turned and reached out a hand, lifting your chin. She placed a red rose behind your ear and leaned down, whispering only to you. 
“Join us. Join him.” She turned to walk away and you tried to grab her. How did she know? Only two people knew about your crush on Bo Dallas. You and… your sister. Oh, that bitch and her mouth.
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Your feud with your sister escalated from there, sniping each other on social media, taunting each other in promos, culminating in a best of three tournament between you two to determine who would contend for a belt (and you supposed, for bragging rights). 
The first match, she won. The second, you won. And after your win, you were visited again. The lights went out in the arena. Chaos abandoned you in the ring, running through the crowd.
This time, the entire family was there. Clearly Abby was their “spokesperson” when it came to you. She approached first, reaching out a filthy hand. You stepped closer, ignoring Wade and Joe begging you not to. You held her hand tight as she led you up the ramp to the intimidating head of the family. Bo stood tall and you couldn’t help the shiver up your spine.
He gave you a gentle kiss on your free hand and you felt a little overwhelmed with all the eyes on this strangely intimate moment.
You pulled back and ran back down the ramp, following your sister in escaping.
Finally the deciding match between Havoc and Chaos arrived. You were on later in the night, so you made sure you were fully warmed up and limber. Then you sat with your eyes closed and your headphones on, readying yourself for war. 
The match was hard fought, both of your bodies battered and ruined, the bumps getting harder and harder to take. But you won. You did it. You proved that Havoc no longer needed Chaos. You were just fine on your own.
But you weren’t on your own, not anymore. The lights went out once more as you stood victorious over your sister’s broken body.
A lantern called to you from the dark. You moved like a moth to the flame. Bo held the lantern high, using his free hand to caress your cheek gently.
“I’m proud of you my angel.”
You smiled wide and kissed him firmly on the cheek. He wrapped an arm around your shoulder and led you away. You had found your new family.
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shirefantasies · 2 days ago
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OMG i just read the Mission of Misunderstanding about Kili x Reader and couild you please write something similar with Fili x Human Reader??🙏🙏🙏🙏
please plaese and thank uuuu
+ second anon: "Hiii so I really loved that thing u wrote about Kíli x reader, I think it was Mission of Misunderstanding and basically Id love to read something similar about Fíli 🫶😅 Hope youre doing well <3" Guess this was a highly requested scenario hehe! Enjoy this scenario and its humor twist 😁
***REQUESTS ARE NOT OPEN. THIS IS A MONTHS-OLD DRAFT THAT HAS BEEN FINISHED.***
Why Him?- Fili x F!Human!Reader
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You were, quite frankly, not in the mood. For what? For anything, not when you despised getting wet and you'd been sent on a ride down some Valar-accursed river hanging on the edge of an empty wine barrel, tumbling only into its musty, red-stained interior when fear of a great approaching wave propelled you over the side. At least Gloin hadn't had the nerve to laugh, or else he and his wife would've had no chance of a second child. Not that it wasn't a bit late for that, but dwarves were persistent buggers, you'd learned, and they lived a long time. Beside, that was none of your business. Not a particularly pretty mental image, either.
Now the princes, on the other hand? More specifically the prince, the one with cascading golden hair and steady eyes that still managed to burn with mischief and a kindly way that looked like it would grip hold of you and—
Alright, maybe you were in the mood for one thing.
Not right then, though, not while you were wet and bedraggled and utterly sad. So exhausted and defeated you could barely get up any fear upon seeing an arrow pointing your way over the rocks you'd dropped to. As it turned out, though, the man was a ferryman. Or at least he was your ferryman. A father, from Bilbo's kind questioning, and a working man. He seemed kind, handsome, wise, a good head on his shoulders. Didn't even judge you for the drowned-rat look your hair was sporting, so you trusted him well enough.
Taking a solitary corner of the barge, you dropped to a seated position upon the sanded wood and leaned, trying not to mope as hard beneath the gently paddling sounds of wood through still lake water.
"Why don't I help you with that?"
The sound got a bit of a start from you, not quite a jump, but enough to jerk your head upward to meet the diminutive obstruction that was Bilbo, a concerned little look furrowing his brow as if he was a worried uncle or something.
“With what?” You asked, slowly drying head cocked.
“You have enough hair. I could braid it so it keeps out of your face while it dries. If- if you want, of course.”
Music! Music to your drowned ears! For the first time in what felt like ages, a smile lit up your face. “I do. I do want. Thank you, Bilbo.”
“Of course,” he smiled back, “Here. Face the water.”
You swiveled in your seat far as you could, legs pointed one way and waist twisted the other, overlooking rocks and ruins and stone statues half-submerged as Bard paddled your company closer to Laketown and Bilbo’s small fingers worked delicate magic. Every weave of your hair lightened your drenched mood, untangling the cloud about your head as much as it did the burrs and leaves and barrel-chips from your mess of locks. Forget Gandalf— Bilbo was your wizard!
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By every power above, you’d never been so thankful to be a woman. A whole lot of dwarves was far too suspicious a thing to parade into one’s house, but a lone, half-drowned-looking lady? Why not? You were one of the blessed minority that hadn’t any need to get buried in fish or climb through Bard’s toilet. No, there you stood at his side, playing the lost-soul bit perfectly in the blanket he’d let you drape around your shoulders, smiling at your salvation both by him and by Bilbo.
Snickering, of course, as you reached down a hand and pulled up a few of your companyman such as a fretting Dori and a glowering Gloin. You’d exchanged distant chuckles with Kili, but Fili had only tilted his head at you and stared like he’d never seen you before. The look was too curious, too perturbed, to heat your cheeks, leaving only questions burning holes in your head even as his little brother elbowed you and pointed to Dwalin’s face.
Fear was nothing synonymous with Fili, not of battle or conversation or adventure from your experience. It was one of the qualities you simultaneously envied and loved. Yet he did not approach you through it all, not while the others bathed or while Bard and his daughters brought dry clothing in great fur-lined stacks.
It was only after mugs of steaming broth were thrust into the hands of all the companyman, your own treasure stowed away as you darted to a distant seat across the cozy wood abode, that he found his way to you.
"Can I ask you one thing?"
You felt your brows furrow before any thought crossed you to do so, your eyes darting to the gnarled but somehow still post-dwarf-boots sparkling clean floorboards. Soon as your eyes met Fili's pale blue stare, though, your lips arced in an utter betrayal of a smile.
"Anything."
"Why him?"
Wrinkles would be in your future, deep ones if all this creasing of brows kept up. Why who? Why Bard? Better him than that boiled creep he described always hanging around the town's Master. Why the boy, Bard's young son who sat about Oin and Kili asking for archery tips and battle stories? He was a teenager, for skies' sakes! All sense had seemingly abandoned the beautiful blonde dwarf. That was the only conclusion you could draw as your gaze swept over Fili's mane and tilted head and back around the crowded room and its many bodies.
"Why who?"
"What was it about Bilbo," Fili continued, giving a brief nod the hobbit's way, "that got you? He always acts like a father to you. You... like that, I guess? Wouldn't have taken you for it, but I'm glad you're happy. Really, I am. We all are, we just never thought he seemed all that interested. If he is, though, by all means—"
"Got me to do what?" You shrugged, rolling your eyes at Fili's dramatics and taking another invigorating sip of broth; he was just joking about after all. "If he's sending you to hound me about that tea bag I stole off him, of course I'm not interested. Tell him not to worry, I wasn't flirting, I just wanted some good tea and thought it was funny. Saved it from the river, too, if you think about it, because not one day later and that little thing would have been ruined. You scared me, Fili, I thought you were upset with me!"
"Well, no," his jaw dropped, eyes darting up and to the side somewhere past your eyes, "To be honest I simply—"
"He was wonderin' about the braid, lass!" Bofur chimed in. "He couldn't care less about any tea bag, he wants to know why you got engaged at such an odd time!"
When you got excuse me? "Seriously, who's got you all on this? You all know I've never been engaged a day in my life! The only reason I got all dolled up," you snorted, "If you can call braiding my hair back that, is because I felt like a drowned rat! If I was trying to please any of you, you would know it!"
"So you and Bilbo aren't—"
"Bofur, so help me, if you finish that sentence."
"Well," Fili sighed, eyes sliding back to what you realized was your hair of all things, then your eyes, "That's a bit of a relief. Thought for a moment you were into older men. Older hobbits, even. Lot you'd be missing out on."
His gaze, intent as it always was, was typically soft. This look he was giving you, though? Some sort of shadow had cast over it, a warm one. Something much more closely related to your mental image from earlier, in fact, and...oh. No. No. ...Yes. Yes!
Graciously you allowed a smirk to make your lips its plaything. "Missing out on a lot, you say? Such as?"
Most of the company and even the girls had been staring back and forth, heads bobbing a bit at this dwarf and that and back to you with the exchange, but they remained wide-eyed as ever and quite static when Fili closed the space between you in one deft motion, hands upon your hips as he dipped you down against him and absolutely ravished your lips with his.
"Such as that, I think. Doubt Bilbo could do that."
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introspectivememories · 1 month ago
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tiktok hunger games fans are like the fucking worst. half of them are so desperate to let people know that there's a Message to the book and that they understood the Morals and Themes and Messages of the book that cant look past book canon or have some fun and the other half is making ocs and slapping katniss and peeta's name on them while making the most outlandish conspiracy theories. you cant fucking do anything on there
#this is brought to you by the 50 bajillion ppl in every hayffie edit going 'b-b-but what about lenore dove!!! he would never love another!!'#literally who gives a fuck!!!! porque no los dos!!!!#WHY NOT BOTH!!! why does it have to be only one????#also the mockingjay came out in 2010. it's been 2 and half decades of ppl making hayffie hcs#the movie came out in 2015. it's been a fucking decade of ppl making hayffie hc#do you really think a 2-week old book is going to change that????#and also why would it!!!! why can he not love lenore dove and effie trinket????#and the 'geese mate for life' shit??? that is not true!!!#they're monogamous for the duration of their partners life after which they find a new partner!!!!#also some1 made a ranking of effie's outfits and one of the top comments was 'i fear you missed the point of the books'#can we not have any fun in this fandom???? must we continuously talk about how horrifying the children dying are????#like can we not make silly little posts about haymitch accidentally tripping off his front porch????#or must we preface it with a 6k word essay about haymitch's trauma and his fears and why he is the way he is??????#im sorry. maybe it's bc i just stick to my corner of the internet but have we truly lost sight of shipping culture???#[old man voice] back in my day we shipped characters that had never even met!!! uphill and downhill!!! through a river and through snow!!#also sotr killed me. hayffie have known each other for 25 years.....#twenty five..... the big 2-5..... 2 and a half decades.......they've been watching children die together for twenty five years......#rocking myself back and forth....#the hunger games#thg series#sunrise on the reaping#thg
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al-the-remix · 9 months ago
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I’m sorry what?? You’ve had fic written about you?? Are you famous? How did I not know this?
lol no and that's the part that's actually embarrassing, not the actual fic... It's really not that interesting but if you're curious i'll explain btc
I don't know if you remember 2010-2016 ish tumblr pre porn ban fandom, but it was a slightly different flavour than it was now. Maybe it was just the circles I spent time in, but I feel like that was before tumblr as a whole had learn its lesson BNF wise. This was post the big move of fan artists over from Deviant Art and there was also still a large number of "famous" cosplayers that were most notable for being hot and posting suggestive photos of themselves on the internet. (Which don't get me wrong I'm all for, I was a big fan of having random dicks and tits pop up on my feed without instantly getting community labeled) but this was also the hight of the "tumblr girl/boy aesthetic" which was basically just repackaging heroin chic to insecure, impressionable teenagers, which for reasons beyond me people love to romanticize now. "Oh remember 2011 tumblr, it was so great", what I remember is like 2/3rds of the platform mainlining glamorized anorexia and self harm content non stop, so like agree to disagree... But that's beyond the point, which is: people were super primed to bestow ""celebrity"" on people who didn't deserve it at all, and being in a group of like seven relatively attractive queer people who posted way too much of their personal lives on the internet and were overly familiar with each-other on main was enough to end up with fan fiction written about you.
I'm still good friends with most of these people, and we all agree that in retrospect this was a cringy period in our lives that was a result of our own behaviour not any one else, because like what I wouldn't give to be able to nuke all reposted aesthetic pictures of myself on pinterest, lmao.
But literally the only reason I ever invoke this cursed knowledge is when I think it could be used as like a moral tale to help prop up an opinion I feel very strongly about now, which first and foremost will always be:
there is no such thing as tumblr famous, especially within fandom, the way the site functions works directly against it and that's a good thing. Anyone who tries to gain clout within a fandom and either consciously or subconsciously turns their entire goal of participating in fandom into "making an impact" or becoming a "prominent figure in the fandom" should be avoided at all costs. If they're unsuccessful in garnering attention they'll become bitter, unbearable, and often cruel, if they do end up getting that attention they'll turn into the most annoying person you'll ever have the misfortune of interacting with and will most likely end up trying to dictate how everyone in the fandom should interact with the cannon material. (i've seen both examples play out more than once much to my own and everyone around them's suffering).
RPF... you don't have to like it, you can personal qualms with the ethics of it, it can very simply make you uncomfortable and you don't want to participate in it, all of those reasons are valid and there are interesting conversations to be had there, but I would say about 95% of the time when I come across people arguing about it has less to do with personal issues, and more to do with this sort of overcorrecting when it comes to sex, attraction, and intimacy we see now a days where especially younger people think that if you so much as find someone attractive you're violating...or god forbid...fetishizing them in some way. And there's a ton I could say on that topic, but I'll try and keep this to the point. Obviously what I experienced is like a speck of sand compared to beaches that are some RPF fandoms, and it likely affected me less because I am queer and I was actually sleeping with a number of those people that I was being "shipped" with etc.--though I'd still argue that whether you're queer or sleeping with that person, being written about by strangers on the internet is an odd experience-- But that's really all it is: odd. The same time all of this was going down I had someone who I hadn't seen in a very long time beginning to stalk me. And like the RPF half of this story, I'm using that word in the lightest of terms. This wasn't a man I was physically intimidated by (I was taller and stronger than him), I was lucky enough to be in the process of moving to a different province so unless I went back to my family home he didn't have physical access to me, and I never had to get the authorities involved. But despite all that I was much more affected by him hanging around outside my house, following me, leaving me weird handwriten letters and presents, insisting that we had some sort of connection even though this is someone I hadn't seen or spoken to in 6+ years, then I ever did being perceived by people on the internet. It made me feel paranoid, physically revolted, and worst of all no one around me took it seriously so I didn't have anyone to literally have my back. So after like four years of microdosing having fanfiction written about me and also having someone physically in my space that I didn't wish to be there, I can confidently say the latter is far worse. You're not breaching anyone's (agency?? idk i'm blanking on the word I want) by thinking or writing or drawing them, it's when you begin to try and physically breach that person's personal space, or because we live in the age of social media, their online bubble and directly engage them, for fandom reasons or because you wrongly believe that you and them have some sort of connection, that things begin to get out of hand. To me the whole issue really comes down to the breaking of the 4th wall, which I'll admit is a super delicate balance and becomes harder to maintain the larger the fandom grows. I think you can see some of the most negative consequences of this when it comes to some of the worst behaviour exhibited by Kpop fandoms, just because they're so large, and the management companies play into it feeding the fire, but at the same time we have talk show hosts getting a kick out of showing off character fan art and fanfiction to actors on air... so wether you're engaging with the "actor" or the "character" in your art and fic there are still ways for that forth wall to be breached, and trying to moralize it is a looser's game. You might as well not engage in fan fic at all, which some people will argue, but I obviously don't agree with.
TL;DR life is short, stalking people is bad, and if you want to write fanfiction about your favourite singer no one should be able to stop you, but I highly discourage emailing it to them.
This is why I still don't use my main blog, because even though I nuked all that content in like 2017 and rebranded as a anime/manga/comics blog, it keeps ratcheting up non-porn bot followers and I've discovered I have much more fun on the internet with fewer eyes on me (another good reason to use the block button liberally, lol)
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iliveinprocrasti-nationn · 1 year ago
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one thing abt being disabled/chronically ill that some people don’t get is that sometimes body maintenance that ensures you have the absolute minimum amount of function can also be something that takes away a lot of control and autonomy. you can argue till the cows come home that making those decisions to try and help yourself (or realistically to try to make sure things aren’t worse than they already are) is something that exhibits control and autonomy and stuff, but they can be so limiting in practice because they’re things that take up so much time but have to be done to do anything else
#i have to sleep a lot. i’m at the point where functioning requires 8 hours of sleep if not more#I should probably be getting 10+ but i’m a student and i work so 8 is the minimum. but then also getting ready for bed is a whole process s#the whole thing can take 10-12 hours depending how much im sleeping. just to make sure i can do anything#that is time in my day i cannot use for anything else. it’s not ‘oh but i can push through it’ because i can’t without spending the next da#lightheaded and nauseous and vaguely dizzy and with such intense brain fog I can’t think with my fatigue so bad i genuinely don’t know how#get myself to work a lot of days. my abled peers don’t have to deal with this at all. they have unlimited study time if they want to#and yeah it is a choice i’m making that’s true i could just not do. except i would lose my job and fail out of college because i would not#be able to get to classes or do my homework or think. but being told ‘but you are making choices about your life’ when i have lost so much#of what i used to be able to do because i am spiralling down and continuing to get worse is so.#literally last year i would wake up at 6:30 and then go to school till 3 and then go to my internship until 10 and get home at 11 and be in#bed anywhere from midnight to two in the morning and then wake up the next day and do it all again. i graduated with a 3.9 gpa and made it#into my top college while dealing with my cancer symptoms and then the two surgeries about it#but now i lose half my day to just making sure i can get out of bed. i can’t go anywhere because my body is physically too exhausted#any extra time goes into doing homework or occasionally time to myself#not decimating my health by doing minimum body care responsibilities isn’t freeing. occasionally i have a good day which is freeing but tha#usually goes into just. other things outside class or work or eating. I don’t go do something for myself or go do something fun on good day#because I still can’t. good days just mean i don’t want to lie down on the pavement when i’m going somewhere#I just. I don’t magically have control over my life because i try to get enough sleep. i lose half my day to doing that and ultimately it’s#just a bodily function that would have to happen anyway#this is a vent post im just having a really hard time right now because it feels like im in exponential decline. it was nowhere near this#bad last semester. my grades are tanking and i have no free time because anything outside of sleep is either work or school#vent tw#yall can rb this just ignore my tags completely#disability#chronically ill#i keep trying to explain to people how pots works because that’s all logical but there’s no way to explain what it’s doing to my body or ho#i feel all the time. the last time i felt this bad was when i had a bad flu or immediately after surgeries because i don’t react well to#anesthesia and always come out of them feeling like shit. and now i just feel like this all the time and it’s only getting worse#I can’t even stay up late anymore because my body feels like it isn’t counting the sleep even if I get 8 hours#I can deal if I have a free day the day after but that just leaves Friday and Saturday nights and I usually still have to do homework
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cacw · 10 months ago
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wow so cute. NOT! who the hell do you think you are
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shinoko-oshi · 29 days ago
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Simon likes what you likes
Tomorrow I promise to get some requests in my inbox done 🤞
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Whenever Simon was asked what his favorite color was, or favorite movie, favorite song, favorite anything, really he always had the same answer.
“Don’t have one.”
Johnny would roll his eyes. Kyle would snort and call him a grump. Price wouldn’t bother asking. But Simon never thought too hard about it. He didn’t see the point. Liking things—really liking them—meant caring. And caring opened doors to places he preferred staying locked.
That was before you.
Before you, with your endless lists of favorites. Your hobbies, your collections, the way you lit up when talking about a movie you loved or a book you couldn’t put down. You could talk for hours. And you often did— sometimes with him half-listening, half-lost in the rhythm of your voice more than the actual words.
And somehow, over time, your favorites became his.
That one film you swore he had to watch? He rolled his eyes, grumbled through the first half— then watched it again when you weren’t home. It was the way you recited your favorite scenes by heart that eventually made it his favorite, too.
The book you kept on your nightstand? He picked it up one lazy afternoon, expecting to read a few pages just to pass the time. He finished it in a day.
Still, every time you asked him about his own favorites, he’d just shrug.
“I like what you like.”
You’d frown. Just a little. A soft downturn of your lips that made something in his chest ache.
So one day, he sat down and thought about it. Really thought.
What did he like? What was his thing?
Guns. Killing. Tracking a moving target from a hundred yards out and watching it drop.
Right. Cool.
So he took you to a shooting range. Taught you how to hold the weapon properly. How to breathe through the shot. How to steady your hands and trust your instincts. He might’ve gotten a little carried away with the details— describing things in a way that probably sounded more violent than romantic. But you liked it. You smiled through the recoil.
You liked doing what you thought he liked.
But the truth?
He would’ve rather been at one of your pottery classes. Covered in clay, watching you laugh when he ruined another mug. He’d rather be curled up on the couch, rewatching your favorite film for the third time. He’d rather do anything, everything, if it meant doing it with you.
Because Simon didn’t care about the things.
He cared about you.
He liked your smile. The way you dressed. The way you smelled— so much that he started using your body wash without even thinking about it.
“Why do ya smell like cupcakes, Lt?” Johnny had asked once, squinting at him, nose wrinkled.
Simon didn’t even blink.
“Your bloody nose probably doesn’t work properly after all the times you’ve been punched in the face.”
He never told him the real reason. Didn’t have to.
He’d already made up his mind.
It was never about the movie, the book, or the smell of your shampoo clinging to his skin. It was about you. About keeping a piece of you close, even in the smallest, stupidest ways. Simon didn’t need a list of favorites.
He had one. Just one. And it was you. Always you.
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motthe · 6 months ago
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Maybe some Young! Silco fic? (Or anything that you wanna do) I already loved his older version but his Young self in The last episodes got my heart in a grip 😭💖💖 He looks so full of dreams and maybe a little silly. Maybe with a energetic/chaotic significant other!
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young!silco also has me in a death grip don't worry. hope you enjoy this!!
warnings: fem!reader, violence, sexual innuendos, secondhand embarrassment for drunk rambling
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“It’s doable!”
“Doable and survivable are two very different things.”
Vander knocked his head against the metal backing of his mining gloves repeatedly, aching for the two of you to come to a compromise. The light of the fungi matched the tink tink tink of his patience running thin.
Crunching footsteps had him pausing, one eye opening to find Felicia pushing her helmet up higher on her head as she stared at you and Silco just beyond, still very much squabbling. She leaned on her hip, one hand rising to rest on it as she smiled down at Vander’s hunched form.
“Are they still arguing about the gap?” she whispered.
He groaned quietly instead of answering. It was all she needed.
“I can make it!” you protested, arms gesturing to the other side of the ravine. “I’ve jumped buildings twice the distance.”
“When you’re jumping buildings you can see the ground,” Silco argued, pointing to the darkness below. “We don’t know how long a fall that is, you absolute lunatic.”
“You’ve gotta hand it to her,” Felicia chuckled, taking up camp next to Vander. “No one else would even think of jumping across.”
“She’s an adrenaline junkie,” Vander muttered. “Jumping off shit is all she thinks about.”
“Would you—just let me—damn it, Sil!”
The shuffle of boots and clothes had both of their heads turning, watching with equally amused expressions as Silco passed by with you being half carried half dragged away from the ravine. Silco didn’t pay them a glance as he went. You kept stretching back the way you came, struggling but not truly putting all your energy into it. Felicia could tell. You loved being his center of attention for as long as possible, even if it kept you away from your wild pastimes. 
The sound of a horn echoed through the caves, sending the fungi white with the sound. The work day was finished. 
“Back to the last drop, then?” Felicia hummed, standing and offering a hand to the big man. He accepted it with a soft grin, following her out. The two of them watched Silco far ahead, who was now fully carrying you in your grieved state. You kept muttering you could have made it.
“Think they’ll ever get together?” she hummed, nudging Vander.
“Wish they would,” he sighed. “It was annoying years ago, now its just pitiful.”
She laughed, waving a hand at you when you pulled your head up from Silco’s shoulder to eye them. “Well, she’ll never do it. She’s convinced herself he’s too focused on our cause to ever settle down.”
“Some days I think the same thing,” Vander said, introspective when she glanced up at him, “others, I catch him looking at her. He doesn’t open up, barely does around us, but…”
“Disappears around her, yeah?” She smiled at him and he mirrored her, nodding.
Later that night, the Last Drop was bustling with the newest record added to the box. You’re dancing over chairs, running across the edge of the pool tables as people chant your name. Someone tossed a mug through the air and you caught it, swallowing the contents down and cheering with the rest before continuing on with dancing. 
Silco watched from his bar seat. He had cruel timing, turning his eyes back to his notebook when you pulled yourself away from the crowd to glance at him. To you, he was lost in his own world, but really he fell into yours quite easily. You were distracting. He perked up at the sound of your voice without meaning to, knew the outline of your body in his periphery. Abrasive and chaotic. You’re too much, too loud.
Too perfect for someone as withdrawn and stiff as him.
“Oh, heaven help me,” Vander grumbled, both hands on the bar as he stared at the scene. Silco paused to raise an eyebrow at him. “She just downed three shots in one.”
“How many does that make it now?” he questioned.
“Eight.”
Both of their heads dropped, knowing how the night would be going.
“All right, I give!” Felcia slammed a hand on the bar as she walked up, panting. “I can’t keep up with her. Gods. Where does she get the energy?”
Vander passed her a drink as Silco shrugged, music blaring all around them. Felicia scowled when she noticed his journal. 
“Oh, c’mon, Silco. Let loose for a bit!” she shouted over the din of the bar, clapping a hand on his shoulder. 
“If I did that, nothing would ever get done around here,” he returned, smirking as she rolled her eyes. 
The counter shook under them, the second bang of Vander’s fist sending both of them on high alert. Two meant trouble. 
Felicia spun around, Silco turned in his seat. There by the record player you were backed against the wall by a man, one arm caging you in while his fingers pinched your chin. The cold look in your eyes had a shiver streaking down Silco's spine. You were a storm like this and he’d been lost to it for years. 
The man said something that made you scoff, batting his hand away and sliding to get out from under him. As his hand grabbed your upper arm Silco realized he was no longer sitting. Even across the room he could read your lips.
“Last chance. Beat it,” you warned.
The man laughed and tugged you closer, it sent your knee right between his legs. When he bent over, Silco heard the crack as your fist met the man’s jaw. He hit the ground, dead weight. 
Fuck, he thought, hands curling into fists at his side. You were perfect.
You stumbled back a few steps. It seemed those shots had soaked in. You were cradling your hand as yells broke out, slow to turn as a couple of goons stood from a table nearby.
“Great,” Felicia puffed, pushing off the bar, “he had lackeys.”
Vander shouted as they ran at you, Silco was halfway to you when you dodged the first swing, putting you straight into the path of another. Your back hit the record player, a scratch disrupting the music. The entire bar turned, regulars rushing forward without second thought and jumping the goons. 
Silco went straight to you, mindful of the chair Felicia was brandishing overhead as she flew into the meat of the fight. 
“Let me see,” he said, sliding a hand under your jaw and tilting your head back. You were hunching, still holding that hand of yours to your chest. 
“Hey, Sil,” you slurred, grinning and wincing. Your lower lip was busted, the right side of your face already beginning to swell from the jaw up. “Can you believe that guy? Down in one hit, hah!”
“Still have all your teeth?” he asked, wiping the blood trailing from the corner of your mouth. 
“What? You want me to open wide for you?”
He ticked a brow, scowling through the heat that flashed through his stomach. 
“Come on, let’s get ice on that,” he muttered, wrapping an arm around you. You hummed happily, falling into his side. Even as drunk as you were, your feet barely stumbled as he led you to the basement door. He nodded to Vander who already had the same idea, coming around the back of the bar to pass him an ice pack and a clean rag. He thanked him.
“Take care of her,” Vander said, rubbing a hand over your back. You tossed the big man a smile before he returned to his station.
“Keep that on there,” Silco said to you, heart aching as you hissed at the touch of it. 
“I’ve got it,” you muttered, hand brushing his. He made sure you kept it pressed to your cheek before opening the door and helping you in first, careful of the stairs as he closed it behind him. The sounds of fighting and the skipping music was muffled as he led you into the bowels of the Last Drop, setting you down gently on the couch.
He reached for your hand, frowning when you turned away from him. 
“Let me see,” he said.
“It’s fine,” you grumbled, curling into the couch.
“I’d like to see that for myself,” he pushed, fingers gentle as they smoothed over your wrist. Your furrowed brow relaxed a bit, watery eyes trailing to him. “Let me see,” he asked again, softer.
You sighed, the weight of your arm settling into his palm as he moved to sit next to you. You hand shook in both of his, the skin of your knuckles ripped open and gushing red. When he attempted to move your pointer and middle fingers you whimpered, head falling into his shoulder.
He apologized, pulling one hand away to reach into his jacket. “It’s sprained. I’ll need to wrap it.”
“Sweet Sil,” you sighed, your good cheek rubbing against his shoulder as you brought your knees up, “always prepared for the worst.”
“I wouldn’t have to be if you weren’t constantly getting into trouble,” he hummed, pulling out a roll of bandages and beginning his work. You curled into him as he cleaned you up, tensing when he secured your bruised digits. As he tied the bandages off around your wrist, he sighed, holding your hand in his, thumb running over your skin. 
“M’sorry,” you sniffed.
He turned his head, a breath punched from his lungs as he saw tears slipping down your cheeks. The ice pack laid abandoned in your lap. 
“What are you apologizing for?” he murmured, brushing your hair out of your face. 
“I always make a mess,” you whispered, little gasps slipping. Each one was a bullet to his chest. He couldn’t stand seeing you cry. “I always annoy you.”
“No,” he murmured, arms stretching over you to pull you into his lap, “no, you don’t annoy me, pet.”
“Yes, I do,” you sobbed. “I get into t-trouble when I-when I just want you to look at me.”
Oh, Gods help him. He knew this was the alcohol talking but the hopeful flame in his heart was burning into a torch. He needed to calm you down and get you to bed. 
“I’m looking,” he said, lips grazing your forehead as he rubbed your back. “You don’t have to try so hard. I’m always looking.”
You sniffed and he grabbed the bloody rag, nudging the cleanest corner towards you to blow your nose. He chuckled when you groaned, curling deeper into his chest.
“Too drunk for this,” you mumbled. “Stupid shots.”
“Stupid shots, indeed,” he said, rolling his eyes. “Let's get you some water and go to bed.”
You whined, hiding your face in his neck. “Wanna stay here. M’warm.”
He sighed, settling into the couch. Eventually you would nod off. He’d carry you into bed, then.
“Hair’s nice.”
“What?” he chuckled, trying to look down at you, but it was impossible with you smushed up against him.
“Your hair,” you said, lips moving against his neck. “I like it when it’s bun. Hair frames your face nice. S’handsome.”
You’re going to hate yourself in the morning, he thought, holding back his laughter. You were never going to live this down and he wasn’t nearly nice enough to not tease you about this for the rest of your life. 
“Face hurts,” you sighed. He rubbed your calf, shushing you.
“Sleep, pet,” he murmured against your forehead. 
“You’ll stay?” you asked.
“I’ll stay,” he promised.
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indecisivemuch · 1 year ago
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Apples
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Pairing: Luke Castellan x Reader
Summary: You tossed an apple to Luke without knowing the meaning of it in Greek Mythology (fluff, friends to lovers, happy ending)
Note: Just wanted to write something lighthearted and funny. Since I saw somewhere that apparently throwing an apple at someone means something in Greek Mythology, thought I should use it as a prompt.
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You have been at Camp Half-Blood for a year. Within that time, you’ve been claimed by your Godly parent, learned so many things about Greek mythology, and, best of all, made friends who understood exactly what you were going through and all whom you loved dearly. 
One of them was Luke Castellan. You two were relatively close friends, though you swore he treated you differently than he would with others at camp. But you didn’t want to be foolish and assumed it was something. That didn’t mean you don’t treat him differently than you would with other campers though. You have always had a soft spot for Luke in your heart. You weren’t exactly sure when it happened, but you found yourself thinking about him too often.
“Anyway, Percy. Don’t worry too much, honestly. We all have been through what you’re currently going through. You’ll fit right in, yeah?” the younger boy offered you a lope-sided smile as you patted his back and stood up. 
“Alright, boys, I have to go now, but I’ll see you later,” you said before grabbing your plate, which would have been empty if it wasn’t for the apple you hadn’t eaten. The rest of the table - which included Chris, Luke, and Percy - said their goodbyes before chattering again as you walked away. However, you halted as you changed your mind about wasting the apple.
You turned back to look at the group before calling out, “Hey, Castellan.” However, you were slightly caught off guard to see Luke already having his eyes on you.
Luke swore that you have always had him mesmerized. If he even heard a whisper of your voice, his head would immediately try to locate you. To make matters worse, Chris even started calling Luke a “lost puppy” when he realized how your departure would always leave Luke like one. 
“Catch,” you tossed your apple at Luke. 
Multiple heads turned in your direction as the red apple hurled through the air before landing neatly in Luke’s hands. The Hermes cabin counselor had his eyes glued onto the fruit that was in his palms. You almost halted in your steps from his and other camper’s reactions. Some started whispering to their friends, pointing at you. You even heard one gasp. But you ignored them, finding it strange that people cared so much about such a small interaction.
“You can have it. I don’t think I’ll have time to eat it,” with that, you vanished from the scene, leaving at least half of the camp agape, including Luke and your friends. 
Then, the strangest of things happened for the next few days. It started with Luke already stationed outside when you exited your cabin the morning after. He cheekily presented you with one singular flower in his hand, and you took it with playful words, “Ooh, what did I do to deserve this special treatment today?”
“Nothing, just thought I should show how much I appreciate you,” Luke put his arm over your shoulder as the two of you made your way to the dining pavilion. You could feel your cheeks flushing at his action. He has never done this before. With his arms around you, the sides of your bodies brushed as the two of you walked. You noticed almost immediately how every other person would have their eyes on the two of you. But you ignored the attention and focused on Luke instead.
The sweet actions didn’t stop at flowers or more physical touches. For the next three days, Luke was stuck to your hip. So it was quite strange that you have not spotted the Hermes cabin counselor in the last two hours. Hence why you were spending some time with Clarisse, another close friend of yours. However, you felt an arm swinging around your shoulders, and you instantly recognized who it was from the familiar touch.
“Hey, Clarisse, can I borrow Y/N real quick?” Luke asked, quickly muttering a “thank you” when your friend nodded. “So, I have something to give you…” your face must have shown how surprised you were because he chuckled at your reaction. However, when the boy pulled his gift out from his cargo pocket, your mouth fell slightly agape at the reveal. 
Luke must have misinterpreted your reaction because he started nervously rambling, his voice a few octaves higher, “It’s not much, but honestly, this is all I can do with my arts and crafts skills. I’m just not really good with that y-”
“It’s perfect, Luke. Thank you so much!” you gave him a brief hug, but it was enough to stun him for a second. Luke felt this urgent sense of craving from how your bodies fit for a second. It’s as if he was made to hold you. He almost pulled you back into another hug but had to force himself to regain composure. Nevertheless, that didn’t last long because his eyes softened again at the sight of you trying on the bracelet he made. The beads in your favorite color, crafted with care, wrapped around your wrist perfectly, and you wonder how he knew just the right size to make it.
The truth was Luke had to ask Clarisse to steal one of your bracelets just so he could make a bracelet of the correct size. But you didn't need to know that, though - according to him.
The next night, there was a social gathering near the campfire. Luke reapproached the location with a hoodie in hand. Earlier, Luke excused himself to fetch the clothing item that was now in his hand that was meant for you. However, his brows scrunched as he spotted another figure next to you, sitting in the spot that he previously occupied. You were laughing at something they said. The way your laugh echoed in his head usually sounded like a lullaby or the enchanting voice of a siren. But right now, the idea that someone else elicited the same laugh made him want to hurl behind the bush he was standing next to.
Little did he know you were zoning out from whatever the other boy was speaking about, thus the fake laugh to not blow your cover. You were distracted just thinking about Luke and everything he has done so far - offering his portion of dessert to you because he knew it was your favorite; him winning Capture the Flag and ignoring everybody else to go hug you first, then having his eyes on you and only you afterwards; sneaking out of camp to go buy the items you mentioned once that you wish you had at camp and so on. 
Your mind quickly reminded you that the boy sitting next to you was still talking to you. However, when you snapped out of your thoughts again, you realized now he was looking at you expectantly and you scrambled your mind for a reply.
Thank Gods Luke plopped down on your other side, saving you from having to admit to the other boy that you were not listening to him. “Hey, you’re back,” you commented. Luke’s arm automatically threw itself around your shoulder and tugged you to him slightly. Your body leaned on the Hermes cabin counselor ever so naturally at this before you turned to him. Luke quickly set his clothing on your lap, and you stared at it questioningly.
“You’re cold, right?”
“Oh, yeah,” your cheeks flushed again at how he knew without you telling him. You shivered maybe once or twice earlier due to the night air lowering the temperature, but it was so brief you were sure nobody had noticed. As you put on the hoodie, Luke averted his gaze from you to the guy on your other side. 
The Hermes cabin counselor arched one of his eyebrows in a challenging manner. Almost immediately, his ‘opponent’ slightly raised both of his hands. Luke internally snickered at the quick motion of surrender. 
“My bad, man,” you heard the other boy say as you managed to put your head through the clothing item and pull it down. Luke was physically preening at the other boy’s words and departure. Meanwhile, you were distracted by how you were engulfed by the smell of Luke from his hoodie. Your height difference also meant you were swimming in it, but it felt so comfortable.
“What was that?” you asked once the other boy was gone. 
“Nothing…” even the most oblivious person could see that Luke was lying. But, once again, you did not question his actions and carried on with the gathering. You could also feel other campers staring at the two of you, but you ignored that as well. 
That night - like every other night since four days ago - he walked you back to your cabin. You were honestly completely smitten by the attention he has given you, not that you would admit that to him. You were still not sure what caused the change, but you were still elated about it. Maybe he did return your feelings? Either way, everything felt perfect lately, and you went to sleep that night feeling like the stars aligned for you.
“I guess congratulations are in order?” Percy spoke up as you lined up for food the following day. 
“What do you mean?” you asked, taking the plate of food. Today’s meal consisted of mac n’ cheese, steak, and an apple. 
“You’re engaged?” you almost dropped your plate at that and gave the son of Poseidon a questioning look. “You proposed to Luke like a week ago?”
“What? When?”
“When you threw him the apple? That is considered a marriage proposal.”
“Since when?”
“Uh, in Ancient Greek culture, it’s considered a marriage proposal if a man throws an apple at a lady. But, I mean, it’s the 21st century, so I guess it can work both ways.” Percy finally took a plate of food for himself. “And if the recipient catches it, it’s considered an acceptance.”
“You saw this and knew this whole time without telling me?!?” 
“I thought you knew! And you two seem so smitten already, so I thought you did it on purpose.”
“Percy, no! Is this a well-known thing? Do you think other people who saw it too thought I proposed to Luke as well?” Seeing Percy’s look and how he was fumbling with his words, you quickly requested, “Actually, no, don’t answer that.” 
The two of you walked over to Luke and Chris with plates in hand. You picked up the apple on your plate and placed it on the table. 
“Luke, we need to talk,” You deliberately placed the fruit there, hoping the boy would get a hint about the topic you wanted to discuss. Luke’s eyes flicked from the fruit to you. Though the hint of amusement in his eyes and a sheepish grin made you realize he knew all along. Luke stood up and followed you out of sight and hearing distance from other campers whose eyes were trailing after the two of you.
“You knew what it meant, and you didn’t tell me?” You broke the silence as soon as you two were far away enough. 
“Listen, I appreciate your proposal. But, it’s a little bit fast, don’t you think?” Luke teased, and you instantly hit his arm at that, causing the boy to flinch slightly, but the smile on his face told you he was anything but mad at your action.
“But you caught it. So, technically, you said yes,” you rebutted, sighing as you rubbed your face, “My Gods, does everybody at camp think we’re engaged? Wait, is this a substitute for an engagement ring? Did you give this to me because of that?” you pointed to the bracelet Luke gave you, your mind now understanding Clarisse’s teasing and her implications. You could see the way Luke was stifling a laugh. He settled with saying something else when he saw the pure panic on your face.
“Sweetheart, calm down.” the nickname successfully silenced you. You hated how it made you feel, but you would not mind hearing that daily. “No, it’s not an engagement ring.”
“Oh, so were you doing all of these romantic gestures and gifts on purpose to make fun of me and the situation?” you asked, though it was more with a lighthearted tone than one of temper. However, something shifted because the expression on Luke’s face changed from one of humor to earnestness.
“No, I didn’t do all this to make fun of the situation or you…” Luke’s voice fell off as tried to find the right words to say next. In that split second, Luke took a deep breath, and you could see how nervous he suddenly became, though he still kept a light tone. “I did it because I took it as a chance to maybe…win you over, and it also gives me an advantage because it fended off many other guys.” 
Undoubtedly, you were frozen in place, unable to register the words he was saying and the implications they bear. Neither did the boy in front of you act like the Luke you usually know - somebody who was usually confident, outgoing, always having his way with words. No, the person in front of you could not even hold eye contact, the pink hue on his cheeks now spreading to the tip of his ears as he shifted left and right. Luke broke the silence first, giving away the nerves that were gnawing him away from your lack of response.
“How about this? I’ll say ‘no’ to your mind-blowing marriage proposal for now,” you lightheartedly hit him again, rolling your eyes playfully. Seeing a positive reaction from you, Luke let out a small breath of relief, but the nerves quickly overtook again as he mustered up all the courage to utter his counter proposal: “But maybe we could start with something slower like going on a date? — Or I’ll even settle with you allowing me to try and ‘woo’ you.” Luke added the last bit as insurance, in case you didn’t want to take up on the date. Part of his mind wanted to scowl at himself for seeming so desperate - but Gods, he has always been a desperate man when it comes to you. 
“You’re such a dork.”
“Yet you still proposed to me.”
“You’ll never let me live that down, will you?” Luke only shook his head in response. Once again, you haven’t responded to his offer. Luke could see that you were in deep thought, the cogs turning in your head as you digested what he just said.
“You mean it? That you wanna go on a date? That you wanna “woo” me and sweep me off my feet?” you questioned. Despite the humor in your voice, there was also a hint of vulnerability and cautiousness. “Does this mean what you’ve been doing for the past few days…they are all genuine?”
“Is it that hard to believe that I like you? I don’t think you even fully understand the feelings I have for you. I’ve had my eyes on you for a year now, which is the entire time I know you, and I’m afraid I can’t see that changing any time soon.” Luke had to bite his tongue to prevent himself from saying more because he was sure he would never stop talking about you if he could. Maybe those unspoken words ought to be things Luke would disclose in the future. If you give him the chance, he will ensure you hear everything he adored about you.
“Well, that’s good then, ‘cause I happen to like you too,” your words made Luke’s eyes snap to yours, almost in disbelief. 
Luke felt as if his heart was blocking his airway by the way it was thumping so hard in his chest to the point he could feel the vibration in his neck. He held his breath over your confession and the way you were looking at him. Oh, Luke was convinced he was utterly doomed because how could he be so affected by one single look. He was suddenly unsure whether he would be able to handle your affections or ever live without it if it was taken from him. He’d spend the rest of eternity like a deprived man.
“Aw, look who is nervous now,” you teased, deciding to somewhat torture him and get him back for teasing you earlier. “I did not think I had this kind of effect on you, Castellan,” you approached him slowly, keeping eye contact with his now dilated pupils. 
“I mean…all I did was say a couple of words and you’re all tongue tied. What would happen to you if I do this?” you swiftly grabbed Luke’s camp beads and pulled him down, eliminating a significant amount of space between your faces, though not completely. To steady himself during your action, Luke’s hands steadied on your hips and stumbled slightly, though you did not mind the touch.
You never knew it was possible for his face to flush even more, but it did. Luke gulped and your eyes casted down on the way his Adam’s apple moved when he did so. The way he reacted to you only intoxicated you with power even more. You glanced upwards a bit, eyes observing his lips for a split second before looking back up at his eyes. You smirked when you caught his eyes flickering back to yours from your lips as well. 
Just as you were about to close the distance, Luke pulled back just a bit, finally able to speak, though his words were heavy warnings, “If this happens—” Luke stopped, unsure he should let you know. Luke shook his head lightly as his eyes traced over your features before continuing, “If we kiss, there is no going back for me. I don’t think I could just…forget about it. So, please, just be sure before you do it.” Your eyes softened at his words.
“I promise, Luke. I am sure,” you muttered, though Luke knew you meant the words by heart from the way you were looking at him. 
You finally pulled the boy down again using his camp necklace. 
As your lips touched Luke’s, he let out a content sigh. His hands clung onto your hips, pulling you flush against his own body while you caressed both sides of his face in your hands. Luke felt like the world was swallowing him whole. The boy now knew what your lips tasted like, and it felt like an addiction. He could feel his heart waving white flags at that moment, completely surrendering to you. He was right before. There was no going back from this. 
But oh, if Luke knew an apple was all it took, he would have tossed one to you himself.
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mariasont · 1 month ago
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Sugar, Spice, Spencer's Advice - S.R
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everyone expects spencer reid to fall for purely intellectual types, but what they don't know is your ability to remember his rambling lessons and your diligent googled research makes him feel irrationally turned on
pairings: spencer reid x bimbo!receptionist!reader warnings: established relationship, some suggestive content, brief mention of food-play (non-graphic, discussion only), spencer being protective, fluff af, spencer's negative outlook on sugar/food (super brief), teasing/banter, flustered spence wc: 1.4k request: here!
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You’re happily licking at your ice cream cone, eyes soft with uncomplicated happiness, and Spencer thinks he’s becoming entirely too familiar with this feeling. It’s habitual. To observe you is like revisiting his favorite passage in a beloved book, each time discovering nuances he’s missed before.
He’d given in the instant your expression had turned imploring — big, pleading eyes, soft pout — your most effective weapon. Spencer has abandoned all pretense that he can resist your nightly sugar-driven rituals.
He’d pondered briefly the psychological undercurrents of your craving, but each theory usually ends up dissolving when he’s confronted by the smile you give him when he caves.
His attention drifts back just as your feet land on the dashboard. Spencer half-smiles at the sight of those slip-ons, your comfy choice through the entire day of painfully predictable romance movies. He was pretty sure he lost the plot somewhere around hour two — another mistaken identity plot twist, seriously? — but keeping track of said plot wasn’t really the point anyway. 
He’d watch paint dry if it meant hearing you laugh like that, but thankfully you usually pick slightly better entertainment. Usually.
Spencer reaches over instinctively, his hand finding its place on your thigh, patting twice for good measure.
“Hey, feet off the dash, please,” he says. “Airbags deploy faster than you think, and personally, I’m pretty attached to the current arrangement of your features.”
His mind trips over the calculation against the embarrassment of sounding like an overbearing parent. He’s not even your husband yet. Yet.
But you immediately drop your feet without complaint, settling into a position that looks decidedly safer. Spencer breathes a little easier. He gives your thigh a grateful squeeze, his thumb brushing back and forth just once in a wordless thank you.
You tuck your legs beneath you, body angled toward him, elbow planted on the center console, cheek resting in your palm. 
“My face appreciates you looking out for it,” you tease gently. “Always looking out for me actually. Is there anything else I do that’s, like, secretly super dangerous?”
Spencer’s eyes catch yours, and he lets out a laugh, shaking his head. 
“Come here,” he murmurs, lifting his hand from your thigh to sweep his thumb along the edge of your mouth, collecting the vanilla ice cream that’s smeared there. “As far as dangerous decisions go, I’d say your habit of leaving candles burning unattended ranks pretty high. One of these days you’re going to burn the whole place down, sweetheart.”
“But you said most fires from candles happen because of flammable stuff near them, not just leaving them burning,” you remind him sweetly, nose wrinkling with affection. “So really, as long as I keep things away from my candles, I’m totally safe. And I always listen to you about that.”
His heart flutters with messy pride and affection that makes him feel embarrassingly sentimental. Sure, conversations about Marcel Proust or string theory aren’t exactly your cup of tea (he’s pretty sure you’d turn your nose up at the mere thought), but there’s this distinctly genuine and wonderful way you navigate the world. 
You absorb everything he says — half-formed ideas, scattered facts, fleeting memories — in a way that weirdly puts eidetic memories to shame. 
It’s dizzying, actually, the way you’re smiling at him right now, effortlessly beautiful and clearly unaware that he’s suddenly acutely conscious of how his pulse is pounding. 
He loves you, he knows he does, deeply, and apparently by the way his face flushes hot and his breathing quickens, he’s more turned on by your quiet brilliance than he ever expected.
“Okay, so candles are covered,” he says with mock seriousness, “but what about all my advice on not talking to strangers or, I don’t know, not accepting free candy from mysterious vans? Are those making the cut too?”
“Come on, Spencer, you taught me better than that,” you say proudly. “I know all about risk assessment now, if someone seems sketchy or pushes too hard, it’s probably a danger sign. And,” you add with a satisfied smile, “that’s why you’re the only one allowed to take me for sweets. Want a bite?”
Spencer eyes the melting ice cream warily, the overly sweet scent doing nothing to tempt him, it’s essentially frozen sugar, after all, objectively terrible for him. The mental list of reasons to politely decline is endless.
But the knowledge that your lips have just been there sets off a chain reaction, desire eclipsing logic. Suddenly, he’s more than willing to abandon nutritional morals for the vague promise of an indirect kiss. Though, admittedly, he would much rather prefer the direct approach. But he’s fairly certain that running into a telephone pole would rank even higher risk wise than unattended candles or dashboard hazards. 
So, instead, he ducks his head, taking a careful bite, instantly regretting it when the sticky sweet cold paints his cheek.
Your giggles ripple, making him smile sheepishly as you shift closer. He expects your thumb, mirroring his earlier gesture, but then your lips brush against his cheek, your tongue catching the vanilla drip. Every ounce of rationality deserts him into one helplessly smitten mess.
“You know, saliva actually cleans better than wiping,” you announce thoughtfully. “So, you’re welcome, Spence.”
He’s half certain he’s never mentioned anything about saliva enzymes, but then again, he’s so thoroughly distracted by you most of the time he might’ve. It sounds exactly the kind of oddly specific detail he’d share.
“Okay,” he manages, unable to suppress a smile. “Where exactly did you learn that one?”
“I googled it.” You tilt your head. “Like, I thought food-play might be fun to try with you?” You shrug lightly, expression utterly innocent as if discussing something far less suggestive. “But then all these articles said it can get kinda gross and messy, and honestly, Spencer, I realized you’d probably just stress about germs and clean-up, and there’s no way I’d enjoy it if you weren’t totally relaxed and happy.”
Of all the things he anticipated you might say tonight, casually mentioning food play research was not on the list. It lands like a dropped grenade, exploding into fragments of thoughts he cannot possibly hope to piece together.
His cheeks burn hot as images — sticky and indecent images — flood his mind without permission. Vanilla dripping slowly down your collarbone, lips parted in invitation, eyes sparkling with that innocent curiosity he adores.
But beneath this sudden rush of desire lies something even softer because he can almost see it — your earnest expression as you scroll through webpages, considering all the possible complications, all the ways he might react. 
Spencer’s chest aches in a way he can’t pinpoint, a vulnerability spreading through him that he rarely allows himself to feel. He’s not used to people taking such gentle care of his anxieties, treating his quirks as something precious rather than burdensome. A small, quiet part of him wonders if he deserves this kind of thoughtfulness, this careful, intentional love you offer without hesitation. He wants to believe it, wants to let himself trust it completely, but the tender astonishment that grips him right now makes it hard to think straight.
“You know, angel, next time just come straight to me, okay? I promise my answers are better, and less traumatizing, than whatever you’ll find online.”
“Well, don’t blame me when you start getting texts at two a.m. about my random questions.”
Spencer raises an eyebrow at you. “I think we both know that if my phone goes off at two a.m., you’re probably not looking for statistics.”
You smile at that.
“I mean, yeah, probably,” you concede. “But honestly, Spence, I did read this thing about late-night dopamine spikes or whatever and —,”
He doesn’t think. He can’t think. The moment the car is in park, his body moves on its own, leaning across the console, hands gently cupping your face as he silences your adorable scientific ramble. He’s never felt such urgency, such an intense, overwhelming need to kiss someone as he does right now. It’s impulsive, reckless, completely out of character, and yet he feels no regret. Only relief. Only you.
For once in his analytical life, Spencer lets instinct win, savoring your lips and the small, surprised sound you make against him. He hopes you hear in his kiss everything he can’t yet put into words.
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nanaslutt · 1 year ago
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Best friend’s dad
ʚ ft. Toji Fushiguro
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ʚ cont: fem reader, legal age gap (r! is in college), virgin reader, dry humping, fingering, oral (f!r), so much dirty talk, teasing, sexual tension, mutual pining, rough sex, multiple orgasms, dacraphillia, unprotected sex, breeding kink, big dick Toji
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It wasn't at all uncommon for you to spend the night at Megumi's house, but you'd be lying if you said you didn't have alternative motives for wanting to stay the night so often. Luckily for you, Megumi didn't care much about your gross, taboo crush on his father. He wasn't completely unaware of how people looked at him in public, how solicitors lost their pitch when he opened the door. 
Toji Fushiguro was one of the most handsome men you'd ever seen, so what if he was old enough to be your dad? Clicking the buttons on your car remote, it locked with a honk as you made your way up to the Fushiguro's front door, bag in hand, ready to spend the night yet again. Finals had just finished, meaning you two had some time to relax, maybe order some food, maybe convince Fushiguro to finally invite his long-time crush, Itadori, over to spend the night as well. 
"It'll be perfect!" Your voice bordered on whining as you sat on your knees in front of Megumi and gripped his shoulders hard, shaking him back and forth. The dark-haired boy looked unimpressed, staring off into space as he waited for you to let go of him. "Look I even downloaded his favorite movies just for tonight!" You exclaimed, gesturing to the TV in front of you.
"How do you know his favorite movies?" Fushiguro asked, his eyes pointing at you like little slivers, his voice accusatory. "Relax loverboy, I asked for your sake." You deadpanned, shaking your head. You had been friends with Itadori almost as long as you'd known Megumi. When the three of you ended up at the same junior high all those years ago, you took the initiative to introduce them to each other, and the three of you have been inseparable ever since. 
Megumi pouted and looked away, a light blush dusting across his cheeks. The three of you had hung out many times before, but never the two of them alone, and never at his house. Because of Fushiguro's dad, he didn't bring people home often. His dad was a bit crass and intimidating, he didn't want to scare away any possible friends by introducing them to his dad prematurely, so you were the only one of Megumi's friends he'd med, besides friends here and there in passing, only having seen them for a moment when Megumi had to stop by the house to grab something. 
Fushiguro's groan made you snap your head away from the TV as you organized the movies in order so one would play after the other. Megumi had his face in his hands before he lifted his face, his hands dragging down the skin of his face. "What are you pouting about? I'm not taking no for an answer Fushiguro, tonight is the night." You said, emphasizing your words with your hands.
"It's not that... I'm worried about him meeting my dad." Megumi said, running a hand through his hair. You suppressed a giggle, covering your mouth, "He's not as scary as you think he is. Anyways, Itadori is good with people, he's not going to be put off by your dad Fushiguro." You said, watching Megumi's reaction to your words. He sighed, half rolling his eyes before they landed on yours. "You don't think he's scary because you're in love with him." Megumi deadpanned, looking almost disgusted at you.
You smirked, shaking your head. "I can think he's scary and hot at the same time." Megumi groaned at your words, he hated when you called his dad hot to his face. "Anyways if you're scared of that old man just say that., but Itadori will be different." You laughed, poking Megumi's shoulder. He quickly swatted at your hand, making you laugh and find the remote again. 
"Who's an old man?" A deeper, more mature voice echoed from the hall. You weren't given long to brace yourself before Megumi's door was being pushed open by a socked foot, the large figure coming into view as Toji Fushiguro himself crossed his arms and leaned against the doorframe. You felt your heart race, all the saliva left your mouth in an instant, so much for not being scared of him.
"You. Get out." Megumi said plainly, not even bothering to look in the direction of his father. You on the other hand, had your eyes glued to the older man, your eyes not so subtly tracing down his body, taking in the eye candy in front of you shamelessly. The tight black shirt he was wearing accentuated his muscles, the ridges of his abs standing out clear as day through the fabric, making the previously scarce saliva return to your mouth. 
You tried to resist the urge to stare at his bottom half when you realized he was wearing grey sweats. You don't know how those damn pants still had the ability to get you so hot when that's all you'd ever seen him wear, but they did the job well. Dragging your eyes back up his body, they landed on his face. Your heart nearly shot out of your mouth when you realized he was already looking at you. How long had he been watching you?
"I didn't see you when you came in," Toji said, tipping his head against the door. You almost missed the way his eyes looked over your body subtly as you sat on Megumi's bed, legs now crossed. You cleared your throat before you spoke, "I just got here, Mr. Fushiguro," You said, averting your eyes as you spoke. "Come find me and say hi next time, you're my favorite friend of Megumi's after all," Toji responded, taking the opportunity of you looking away to stare at how well your tits filled out the shirt you were wearing, your cleavage spilling out from the top.
It was rare you were wearing anything other than Megumi's clothes when you came over, so this was a sight for sore eyes, a sight he wasn't going to miss even if you caught him. After all, you were wearing that shirt in his house, he should have the right to look at you all he wants. His lidded eyes found your face once again, he didn't miss the way the tips of your ears had turned a bright red, he swallowed hard at the sight. You always got so fidgety so easy, he didn't even have to do anything. 
"She's the only friend of mine you know, idiot," Megumi interjected, keeping his eyes on his phone as he typed away. Toji's smirk grew, his eyes staying locked on yours even as his son spoke. "Doesn't change a thing." He replied, his tone suggestive.
He held eye contact with you for a moment, maybe even a second too long, your heartbeat becoming the only thing you could hear in your ears before he looked away, his body peeling off the wall as he grabbed the handle and closed it behind him. "Knock next time!" Fushiguro yelled as he heard his father's footsteps descend away from his door, getting heavier and heavier.
You sighed long and hard before you fell face-first into Megumi's comforter, letting out a string of squealing. "You're so gross, don't do that in front of me," Megumi said, giving you a hard side eye as he tapped away on his phone. "Anyways... while you were flirting with my dad I uh, I invited Itadori. He'll be on his way soon." Megumi said. You don't think your body has ever moved as fast as it did at that moment.
Sitting up you grabbed the tops of Megumi's knees and shook them, the back of his head hitting against the headboard in the process as you voiced your excitement. "Megumiiiii! This is gonna be so great!" You exclaimed. Megumi everted his eyes, a pout forming on his face as he blushed harder, a hand covering his face in the process.
"Okay, okay, enough." He said, his eyes squinting as he looked at the wall. Once you finally let go of Megumi, you ranted about how the night was going to go, laying out your master plan for the boy. Megumi pretended to be uninterested the entire time, but you both knew how much he was actually hanging onto your every word. He wanted this to go smoothly just as much as you did.
When Yuuji finally arrived, the meeting with Mr. Fushiguro had gone better than he ever expected. Itadori, ever the polite boy he was, ran excitedly up the the older Fushiguro and shook his hand with the grip of a thousand men, shaking it as he spewed praises about the man's son. Toji gave a knowing smirk to the dark-haired boy behind his friend as he desperately tried to pry Itadori away from his dad.
So far, everything was going to plan. Dinner had been eaten, and gossip had been spilled, mostly by you and Itadori, but Megumi was happy to be there, despite his scowl that said otherwise. Now the three of you were sat on the bed, ready to watch Itadori's favorite movies, unbeknownst to the pink-haired boy. You had purposefully left out the part in your plan where you were going to excuse yourself from the room when the movie started to allow Megumi and his long-time crush some alone time, as you knew Megumi probably wouldn't have invited him over in that case. 
You rested on your side at the end of the bed by the boy's feet, who sat together against Megumi's headboard, shoulders just inches away from touching, each time you glanced over at them the smile you gave Megumi combined with your wiggling eyebrows made him kick you in the back, an action Itadori seemed to miss. 
The room was dark as the movie came to life, a blanket draped over the bottom half of your body as you stared blankly at the TV, trying to pretend to be interested in the freaky and confusing plot of Itadori's favorite movie. You guessed Megumi was feeling the same way since you two shared the same taste in movies. Only he actually had a reason to pretend to be interested, you didnt. 
Before you fell asleep and ruined your master plan, you slid off the bed, trying not to get in the way of the TV. You threw the blanket on top of the two boys' legs, hoping at some point they would adjust it and get cozy together. Both boys looked over your way as you stood on your feet before looking back at them. "Bathroom?" Itadori asked, tilting his head at you like a puppy.
"Ah... Something like that, I'll be back in a second!" You said, putting on your best sincere smile as you looked between the boys. Yuji looked away first after acknowledging your words, Megumi stayed staring, a look on his face that read, Don't do this to me. You smiled, your eyes crinkling at the corners as you mouthed, "This is for your own good." Making Megumi press his lips tightly together in response. You swear you saw his eye twitch before you turned around and started for the door.
Closing Megumi's bedroom door behind you as quietly as possible, you pressed your back against it, smiling to yourself. Your eyes darted around the dark and quiet hallway as you tried to figure out what you were going to do to pass the time. The movie was almost three hours after all. You decided to head to the living room after a couple of moments of pondering. 
Toji would most likely be in his room by now, leaving you the kitchen and living area to yourself, the perfect place to lounge around by yourself as you gave the boys some space. As you tiptoed past Toji's room, you noticed it was completely silent through the door, not even a crack of light peaking under the wood. Toji had horrible sleeping habits from what you conjured since spending so much time here, so it was unusual for him to be asleep at this time, but it wasn't unusual for him to be in his room at this hour. 
You grabbed the railing as you fumbled in the darkness, tiptoeing down the stairs as you made your way to the living area. You were about to sigh in relief when you finally made it down the stairs without falling when you saw a faint blue light flashing from the direction of the living area. Poking your head around the corner, you caught a glimpse of the back of Toji's head. 
You felt your mouth run dry when your eyes focused in the dark and took in the expanse of Toji's bare arms and neck. Squinting your eyes, you could see his shoulders were bare too. Was he shirtless? It was then that you saw the towel slung over the back of the couch under Toij's large arm, his hair that glowed in the light of the TV appearing to be damp. 
You felt your face heat up. You've seen Toji shirtless before, and each time his impressive physique was in front of you, it made it impossible for you to focus on anything but how many indents were in between each of his abs. You tucked your head back behind the wall, Toji now out of view as you pressed your back against the wall. 
There was nowhere else in the house you could wait out the movie, besides maybe the bathroom, but if Itadori or Fushiguro needed to use the bathroom, it would be over. You pulled your bottom lip between your teeth and took deep, slow breaths, trying to calm your heart as you gathered the courage to walk out into the room.
Maybe you would get lucky and Toji wouldn't acknowledge your presence as you sat on one of the bar stools in the kitchen, away from him and his insane body. Although you had told Megumi you weren't scared of him, you were partially lying. You were intimidated, especially when you were faced with him on your own.
Even after all your years of knowing Megumi, you've had very few conversations with Toji one one-on-one, never lasting long enough to get past the "How's your day?" question before Megumi popped back into the room and dragged you away. Your heart was still racing even after taking so many deep breaths, the past conversations you'd had with him replaying over and over in your head, unknowingly stressing you out.
After a few more moments of internal struggle, you peeled your ridged body off the wall and walked into the living area, trying to ignore Toji as you b-lined for the kitchen, an almost constipated look on your face as you held your breath. Toji turned his head around to face you when he heard your footsteps, his dark eyes following your body as you walked right past him without uttering so much as a word.
Just when you thought you'd gotten lucky, a very familiar, deep, pussy wetting voice echoed quietly through the almost silent room. "Ignoring me again? My feelings might get hurt if you keep this up." Your back was to him as you held the handles of the cabinet, freezing in place. You pressed your lips together in defeat, your eyes shutting for a brief moment before you turned on your heels to look at him. 
Only the Toji Fushiguro who was sitting on the couch just moments ago was now leaning forward on the back of the bar chair on the opposite side of the kitchen island from you, one large hand gripping the back of the chair, the other holding a beer bottle. Sure enough, your eyes hadn't been deceiving you back then. Toji was completely shirtless, his sweats hung lowly on his hips. You prayed he didnt catch the way your eyes flitted down his body, staring long enough to notice the veins on his v-line, before you caught yourself.
You met his eyes for only a moment before you looked away, your body stuttering as you turned around and reached back up to the cabinet for a glass, a heat creeping up your neck.
"Sorry, I didn't want to disturb you." You said, clearing your throat before you spoke. You shut the cabinet quietly before stepping over to the sink and filling your glass. "Such a sweetheart." Toji praised, his words making your hand squeeze the glass a little tighter. 
Toji took the chance to rake his eyes down the back of your body. He could easily see how tense you were, how the muscles in your arms and back tensed and released each time he spoke. You were almost vibrating with nervousness, and he was eating it up. You locked eyes with him as you turned around, sitting back against the sink, your legs pressed tightly together, looking ever so ridged. 
"What are you doing down here anyways huh? Thought you were watchin' a movie with the boys." Toji asked, bringing his beer to his lips, all while keeping his eyes on you. You hesitated before you spoke, you knew Toji didn't care about things like two boys being together, but you didn't know if he knew Megumi was into boys. "Just uh... not my kinda movie." You said, quickly bringing the glass to your lips to hide your lie. 
"Mmm," Toji responded, keeping his eyes on yours even after you looked away. "Wanna watch a movie with me then? I'll let you pick 'n everything." Toji said, tilting his head over to the couch. If your mouth wasn't dry before, it was now. It was so impossibly hard not to ogle his body. It was right in front of you, and he was so toned and impressive like he spent years on it. It's like he wanted someone to look at it, to appreciate it. And god if you were given the chance, you would. 
You had no real reason not to accept his invitation, besides the fact that you were positive you were already drenching your panties, and you weren't sure if you could hold a coherent conversation with him without panting like a dog and staring at his body like he's some piece of meat. You rubbed your lips together nervously before your eyes found him again and you nodded.
A smirk spread across Toji's features, one that made your knees weak. "Good. You wanna beer or anything first?" Toji offered before he rounded the counter and placed the empty bottle by the sink, his body now dangerously close to yours. Each time he was this close to you, it was impossible to not think about how prominent your size difference was. He was bigger than you in every way, it made you shiver.
"Please." You responded, nodding. A drink would either help you fucking relax, or make your horniess and self-awareness ten thousand times worse, you would find out soon, but you had to try something and quick before you pounced on him. "So polite too. Love that." Toji smiled before you felt a heavy pressure against your head. His hand retracted before you could even register what happened.
You were stuck staring blankly at the expanse of his large, toned back as he opened the fridge and grabbed two new beers, holding the tops of them in one hand between his fingers. He looked at you over his shoulder as gestured with his head toward the TV before he started for it, you following hot on his trail. 
Toji sat down first, his legs spreading wide as he patted the cushion next to him, inviting you to sit down. The TV was on, but muted, only colorful lights illuminated his and your bodies as you stood in front of the TV. Toji leaned forward and started taking the caps off your beers while you got situated next to him.
You kept your distance a bit as you finally sat down, the purposeful action not being missed by the ever-so-observant man next to you. "Don't be scared sweetheart, I won't bite," Toji said teasingly, resting his arm close to you out over the back of the couch behind you as he held your beer out for you with his other. "Sorry." You mumbled, taking the drink from his hand. 
"You scared of me? After all this time?" Toji laughed, his body angled a little towards you, his knee almost bumping into yours as you sat formally next to him, legs pressed firmly together. You were about to continue when Toji spoke first, adding, "Is it 'cos I'm your boyfriend's dad?" You swear in that moment the world stopped rotating on its axis. The reaction you gave him was the most emotion he's seen from you all night.
Leaning closer to Toji, you scrunched your eyebrows together in confusion, a look of almost disgust plastered on your face. "You think Megumi is my boyfriend??" you asked incredulously, making Toji's eyes open a bit in response to your visceral reaction. "I figured from how often you spend the night over here. Always hangin' out in his bedroom with the door shut." Toji said, a look of amusement on his face.
Your hands shot up in front of you as you quickly waved them back and forth, shaking your head from side to side at the same time. "Ohhhhh nonononono, no. NO." You said, your tone getting firmer with every no you uttered. Toji let out a deep chuckle, the sound warming you up from the inside out. "Sorry, guess I should've assumed then," Toji said before he reached out and patted your knee, making your body go ridged again.
The touch was gone before you knew it, much like the one in the kitchen. "I don't have to feel bad then," Toji mumbled under his breath before he took a gulp of his drink. You were going to ask him to repeat what he said before he spoke again, cutting you off. "So, you gotta boyfriend then? Can't imagine he's so cool with you sleepin' over at some other guy's house so often." Toji pushed, his eyes tracing over your form almost unnoticeably from the sides of his eyes. 
Your eyes were not in front of you, watching the colors and words on the TV change as you took in his words while you sipped on your drink, the bitter liquid making your throat burn as it went down. "No, I've never had a boyfriend." You said, your body relaxing against the couch as you were swept up in thought.
Toji found this extremely enticing, his knee closest to you bending on the couch as he now turned his body fully to face you, drink resting against his knee as he held his face with his palm, elbow resting against the back of the couch. "No? You're such a pretty little thing, can't imagine you'd run into problems finding a boyfriend." Toji's praise made your whole body vibrate with a newfound heat. You kept your body facing forward but turned your head to face him, unable to stop yourself from running your eyes down his body once before you found his eyes.
"It's not like I've never had crushes or anything, but all throughout high school, and even now in college, Megumi... he scares guys away." You say, sighing before you look away. "He doesn't mean to, but he can come off as intimidating sometimes, so guys don't approach me when he's around... which is most of the time." You finish, shaking your head.
Toji hummed in acknowledgment as he listened to you speak, all the while staring shamelessly at your tits from the side, his eyes dark. "You want a boyfriend?" He asked, sipping on his beer while he kept his eyes on your chest. He swallowed hard when you leaned fully back against the couch abruptly, your cleavage jiggling from the top of your shirt. You placed the beer bottle between your thighs and rubbed your knees, your face screwing in all kinds of ways as you thought.
"Sometimes." You replied when you had decided on an answer. Toji could tell you were much more relaxed now. Leaning forward, he plucked your half-empty drink from between your thighs and placed it on the coffee table, along with his own before he went back to resting on his hand like nothing happened. The small gesture had made your heart race again after it had been so calm too.
Your palms felt sweaty as you rubbed your knees, suddenly so acutely aware of his eyes on you. "Why's that?" Toji pushed, his knee threatening to bump into yours. He hadn't moved, but he seemed so much closer now. Or maybe it was just your senses heightening as you were suddenly more aware of his arm behind your shoulders, his collarbones flexing every time he moved.
You shrugged before looking at him, turning your face fully to look at him this time, your legs staying firmly pressed together. You felt yourself throb when your eyes locked on his, his gaze darker and more intense than before. "You want someone to take care of you?" Toji asked, keeping his wording vague on purpose to tease you. And tease you it did. You tried to rub your thighs together subtly as your eyebrows furrowed with your growing arousal.
You tried to keep your eyes on his as you nodded. You didn't know if it was your own arousal and slight tipsyness, but the air in the room seemed to shift. Toji reached out and caressed your face with the palm of his hand, his thumb brushing over your cheek. His touch was so delicate compared to how rough his skin felt against you. "You drunk?" Toji asked, probably noticing the fuzziness in your eyes, only it wasn't from the alcohol.
"No." You replied, leaning against his touch instinctively despite every alarm going off in your head that was telling you you shouldn't be doing this. "You look warm, you sure? Can't even look at me right." Toji teased, cocking his head to the side as he ran his hand up to your forehead, feeling how hot your skin felt. You pressed your thighs together harder, feeling yourself throb as he touched you so freely. "It's not 'cos of the alcohol." You whispered, part of you hoping he wouldn't catch your words.
Toji's smirk grew before he dragged his eyes up from your plush lips to your eyes, his gaze dark and telling. "No?" He asked, his eyebrows raising in question. "What is it then?" Toji pushed, subtly and slowly leaning closer to you, trying to get you to open up to him. Just when you were about to answer, the sound of someone falling down the stairs shook you out of the headspace you were in.
Toji didn't even flinch, instead turning his head to look at the source of noise as you jerked your body away from him, putting some distance between yourselves as his hand dropped from your face. A few moments later the familiar siloet of Yuji Itadori popped out from behind the wall, rubbing the back of his head in pain. He froze in place when he saw the two of you staring at him before his head tilted in confusion.
"Huh? What are you doing down here?" You suppressed the urge to giggle as you stared at the pink-haired boy who quickly resumed his pace for the kitchen. "Oh uh, just wasn't super into the movie." You lied through your teeth, the shakiness in your voice only making sense to the older man in front of you whose attention was now on you, his eyes staring right through you. 
"Oh, I'm sorry, we can watch something else if you want." Itadori offered sweetly as he grabbed two cans of soda out from the fridge before closing it and walking up behind the couch. Your eyes almost shot out of your sockets when you felt a warm hand engulf your thigh. Your eyes shot over to Toji's for half a second before they were back on Yujis. "No worries!" You said, shaking your hands out in front of you, praying he wouldn't get any closer to notice Megumi's dad's hand on your thigh, his thick rubbing teasing circles against it. 
"Me and Mr. Fushiguro are watching something instead! Go spend some alone time with Megumi!" You said, shaking your head rapidly, trying to ignore how hot you felt between your thighs as you placed your hand on top of the older Fushiguro's, begging him not to tease you right now. That only made him slide his hand up further, the tips of his fingers teasing right under the fabric of your shorts, making you suppress a whimper. 
Itadori smiled at your words, the tips of his ears turning red. "Yeah, alright." He said, nodding at you, "But if you change your mind, the movie doesn't have that much left so you can join us whenever!" He was so kind, you felt so bad you didn't comprehend a single word he said as you dug your nails into Toji's wrist, who was now licking his lips as his fingers were lost deeper and deeper under your shorts.
You nodded, making sure the pink-haired boy was out of sight and up the stairs before you let out the breath you were holding. "What are you doing?" You stuttered, your words coming out breathy and needy. Toji slid his hand fully under the fabric of your shorts before he gripped the fat of your thighs, his thumb pinching the fat right next to your panties, making your eyes flutter.
"You were gonna tell me what had you all squirmy before that kid came down here," Toji said, retracting his hand from under your shorts, leaving your skin feeling hot where he last touched it. Your brain was short-circuiting at this point. No one had ever touched you the way Toji was touching you right now, and you had no idea why he was. You couldn't stop yourself from dragging your eyes down his torso and falling on his lap.
There was an extremely noticeable bulge in his sweat where his cock was, making you swallow all the saliva in your now dry mouth. Toji licked his lips as he watched your eyes trail over his body, making him feel hot. "I see the way you look at me," Toji whispered before the hand he held on the back of the couch slid down to the back of your neck, gripping your nape.
"I-" you were about to respond when he continued, "I hear you. Hear the way you talk about me to my son." Toji adds, making any denial or rebuttal you had vanished in an instant. "I feel the way you're pressing your thighs together right now." The grip on your neck tightened before his fingers started rubbing against you, sliding a bit down your back before caressing back up to your nape. 
"I've been around long enough to notice when a woman is aroused." You swallowed hard at his insinuating words. "You a virgin?" Toji continued, his question making your veins run cold. "Cos you're sure actin' like one." He laughed at his own words, making your face heat up in embarrassment. "Mr. Fushiguro..." You started, unsure of what you even wanted to say as you whispered his name, pouting at him,
"You said you want someone to take care of you right?" He asked before the hand on your nape was sliding down your back again. His arm wrapped around your torso and pulled you close to him, making your heart race in your chest, the sound of it loud in your ears. Using his other hand he situated you on his lap, spreading your thighs over his, the neediest part of you pressing right on top of his crotch, which was hard and hot under you.
"Tell me you want this and I'll make you feel so good pretty girl, not into forcing a girl to do shit she doesn't wanna do," Toji said, making you swallow hard at his words. You'd be lying if you said you hadn't imagined what he was like in bed before. He was so domineering and intimidating, he seemed like the kind of guy who wanted you to verbalize what you wanted in bed, and you were quickly finding out that was true.
One of Toji's large hands rested on your upper thigh as his other reached up and caressed your cheek, trying to get you to relax. "What if Megumi or Itadori comes down here? What if we get caught?" You whisper, averting your eyes from his when his lustful gaze proved too much to handle. Toji could feel how your cunt pulsed and throbbed on top of him even through all the layers of clothes. He knew Megumi didn't care about your crush on him, and he knew even more that you wanted this. You were just nervous and he would say anything you wanted to reassure you.
"No one is coming down here," Toji said, caressing your thigh. "It's just you and me sweet thing," Toji emphasized his words by pressing his hips up into yours, his hard cock pressing harder against you, making your eyes flutter shut for a second. After a few more moments of Toji patiently caressing your face, waiting for your brain to work and decide your answer, you finally nodded before speaking the words that sealed your fate, "I want it."
Toji smiled before he thrust his hips slowly up against you again, watching how your body relaxed from the shallow teasing. "Want what?" He asked, licking his lips as he kept his eyes on yours. Your breathing was now fast and staggered as you met his hips with your own, slowly rolling your cunt against him, bringing yourself some relief. "Want you to make me feel good." You responded, your face growing hotter at the admission.
Toji picked up the pace of his hips, your body now bouncing on top of his as he dry-humped you a little faster. He dropped his hand from your face and placed both of them behind you on your hips, helping you rock yourself against him. "Yeah?" He responded, his eyebrows furrowing together as he teased you. "Want me to make you feel good?" He teased, his hands grip on your hips bruising. "Want me to make you cum?" His words made you nod your head furiously as whimpers fell from your lips, his part cock rubbing perfectly against your clit through all the layers of clothing. 
He groaned through his teeth, his eyes falling shut for a moment as he rested his head back against the couch, watching the way your almost limp body rocked on top of him, your hands grabbing firmly on his forearms, steadying yourself. "Wanted you for so long, you know that?" Toji confessed, feeling his cock drip pre-cum steadily into his boxers. He was leaking so much, he felt like a teenager again.
You whined at his words, one of your hands leaving his forearm to press against your mouth, half to suppress your noises, half to cover yourself out of embarrassment. "Wanted to fuck you every time I saw you walk around my house in nothing but a t-shirt." He continued babbling, dragging you faster along his clothed cock. "Had to fucking rub one out every time you looked at me with those pretty eyes, so submissive 'n scared." You caught a gasp behind your hand. He got off to you? He's been getting off to you?
"Haven't been able to fuck anyone but my fist since I set my eyes on you." Toji groaned, his cock throbbing hard against his pants as he spoke, his voice getting rougher. "You gonna let me fuck you tonight?" Toji asked, smiling with his mouth slightly parted, arousal leaking out of his words. Looking down at his cock, you could see how big it was even covered by his sweats. Sure you had fucked yourself on a dildo before, but nothing compared to Toji's size.
"I don't... I don't know how to" You started, uncovering your mouth as you spoke, your eyes finding him again. "Don't worry about a thing sweetheart, just gotta lay there while I drill my cock into you." You screamed internally, how could he say such shameless things so easily? "Okay, okay you can fuck me." you said quietly, your eyebrows furrowing together as you spoke, keeping your eyes on him.
The groan that left Toji's lips was raw and unrestrained, if his cock and balls didn't ache before, they sure as hell did now. "Good choice princess, I'll fuck you so good," Toji promised. He only let you rock back and forth a few more times before he spun your body around and placed your back against his chest, your legs being spread apart by his large hands. "Can't take this dry-humping shit anymore though. Gonna blow my load in my pants if we keep that up." Toji groaned, almost pouting. He was more sensitive than he would care to admit, just a few minutes of dry humping and he was already ready to cum.
You tried to focus on what was happening now as you took in the woody, familiar smell of Toji's scent. His abs felt so hard agaisnt your back, and his breath that was tickling your shoulders and neck each time he exhaled sent shivers down your spine, he was so close, so all-consuming, so overwhelming. Your head was being forced to the side by his own as he dropped his head down to the crook of your neck and began sucking against your pulse point, making you gasp into the air.
"Keep m' open," Toji whispered, his voice deep against your ear as he released one of your legs and slowly dragged his fingertips along the inside of your thigh, tickling your skin. You felt yourself throb each time he got closer and closer to where you needed him most. "You masturbate?" Toji asked, his lips disconnecting from your neck and switching to your ear, his sharp teeth nibbling against the shell of it.
His words caught you off guard as you looked down between your legs to watch his hand that was getting dangerously close to your cunt. You hesitated before nodding. You felt his cock twitch against your ass. His fingers hovered just above your cunt as you subtly wiggled against him, trying to get him to touch you. "How do you do it?" He pressed before tapping his fingers against your clit, pausing after every few touches.
You moaned and wiggled against him, trying to be as conscious as possible about how loud you were being. "Mr. Fushiguro-" You whined, not wanting to answer his embarrassing question. "Toji." He corrected before continuing, "Do you rub your clit till you cum? Do you finger yourself? Both?" His voice was so deep and rough next to your ear, that you couldn't help but moan. "Both..." You whispered, your eyes squeezing shut. Toji groaned before he slipped his hand under your shorts and panties with ease before finding your clit expertly and rubbing it.
It felt so hot in your shorts, the wetness of your cunt was rubbing against the back of his hand from how drenched your panties were. "Like this?" Toji asked, his eyes staring at your pretty face that was screwed in pleasure, your mouth falling open and closed like a fish out of water. His fingers were so large, and he rubbed your clit perfectly with just his middle finger, small quick circles rubbing expertly against the little bud.
"What do you think about when you touch yourself?" He continued, his voice only trying the knot in your stomach even deeper. "You think about gettin' fucked in your tight virgin pussy? Think about someone's mouth on you?" His fingers were faster now, small noises of slickness were spilling out from your panties, echoing into your ears from how wet you were. "T-think about you" You cried, your legs flexing as they fought to stay open, obeying Toji's words.
Toji groaned before he started rubbing his fingers lower, right over your wet, slick-covered hole. "You flatter me. So it's my cock you think about fucking you." Toji grinned as he singled out his middle finger and pressed it against your hole, your pussy greedily swallowing up his finger as he watched your jaw fall open. "So fucking tight..." Toji mumbled under his breath before he slowly pumped it in and out of you, curling his finger upwards to rub against your g-spot each time it was inside. 
"Toji-" You gasped, your abdominal muscles clenching each time he thrust his finger into you. "You ever think about my tongue on your pussy?" He asked, kissing the side of your face and jawline, teasing you with his plush lips. You nod quickly, your breathing now erratic and high-pitched. Toji pulled his finger almost completely out before he reentered your cunt with a second finger, the stretch from his thick fingers making you furrow your eyebrows together, but the discomfort subsided fast.
Toji kept his fingers fully inside you and opted to just curl them rapidly against your g-spot rather than thrust them in and out, resulting in his warm palm pressing firmly against your clit. Your eyes shot open at the intense feeling, your head dropped to watch his hand bulge out from under your shorts. "That feels good huh?" He asked, smiling as your smaller hands gripped tightly around his thick forearm as he got you off. 
"I'm gonna cum-" You cried, your head falling back against his shoulder. Toji repressed the urge to speed up his fingers as he watched you start to unravel on him, his excitement growing the more debauched he watched you get. By now, Toji's entire palm and fingers were covered in your slick, and your panties and shorts were as good as ruined. Just when you thought you were about to get pushed off the edge, an idea popped into Toji's head, resulting in him stopping and pulling his fingers out completely.
You didn't even have time to complain before you were on your back on the sofa and your shorts and panties were being pulled off your legs, and thrown onto the floor to be forgotten about. "Wha-" Toji looked so serious and needy, his cock poking straight out of his pants, looking almost painful. The underside of your thighs was being pushed up as Toji lay between your thighs. He wasted no time in latching his lips around your clit and sucking, hard. 
He placed your legs on his shoulders and kept you firmly against his face with his hand pressing against one of your thighs around his head. You covered your mouth with one hand and gripped his hair harshly with the other, your nails scratching his head as your back arched at the intense pleasure. Toji groaned against you, sending vibrations through your pussy as he shook his head back and forth. You felt that familiar pressure inside of you when Toji slipped his other hand under his mouth and continued fingering you again.
In seconds you were already worked back up to your high. "Fuck!" You yelled behind your hand, your thighs squeezing around his head. "H-haah I'm gonna cum Toji- T-toji- Toji I'm cummin-" The older man smiled against your before he took your clit back in his mouth, shaking his head rapidly as he curled his fingers hard into your g-spot, pulling your orgasm out of you.
Toji's cock throbbed painfully in his boxers when your pussy squeezed around his fingers, feeling like they were going to cut off his circulation. His eyes stayed on your face as he took in the way you looked when you orgasmed, not wanting to miss a single reaction despite how badly his eyes wanted to roll back in his head. "Good fucking girl" Toji growled, squeezing your thigh before he smacked it softly. "You taste so fucking good on my god." Toji groaned in disbelief, sucking your cum off his fingers shamelessly. 
You were still catching your breath when Toji sat up. Your eyes were all out of focus and your body twitching in the aftershocks but you still saw the way Toji jerked himself off through his pants as he sucked your cum off his fingers from the slick on his chin. "I gotta get inside you, I can't take much more." Toji groaned, his wet hand rubbing up and down your thigh. He kept his eyes on yours as you watched him reach into his sweats and pull his cock out. 
Just as you suspected, it was huge. His tip looked so angry and you could see how hard he was throbbing. String after string of pre-cum dripped from the tip of his cock as he spread his wetness down his length, lubing himself up for you. "It's so big, is it gonna fit?" You asked, covering your cunt with your hand as you pressed your thighs together, still breathing heavily. Toji continued to stroke himself off as he climbed over you, his hand caging you under him. "I'll make it fit." He whispered, making you whine.
"Lay on your stomach for me princess, legs together and straight out behind you," Toji instructed. You did as you were told. Your upper half was still clothed in a t-shirt, but your bare ass was exposed to Toji's eyes as you flipped over, pressing your thighs together. Toji reached behind him and grabbed a small decorative pillow. "Knew this stupid shit would come in handy for something," Toji said, laughing to himself as he let go of his cock and lifted your hips off the couch before stuffing the pillow under your pelvis.
"I'll feel better this way," Toji told you as he sat back on his heels, pulling your ass apart to get a better view of your cunt as he jerked off over your ass. "Why?" You asked, resting your head on the side of your crossed arms as you looked at Toji from your peripherals. Toji smiled at you as he leaned over your body, his hips flush against your ass as he rubbed his cock between your cheeks, his hand resting on the couch next to your head.
"You remember that spot I was rubbin' inside you a second ago? The one that made you cum so fast?" Toji teased, making you look away in embarrassment before you nodded, trying to focus on his words instead of his cock rubbing between your ass. "It'll put pressure on your tummy where that spot is, so when I fuck you It'll be pressin' against my cock, makes it feel realll intense," Toji explained as he angled his cock down to the entrance of your pussy, trying to distract you with his words. 
"You think I can handle it?" You asked, suddenly a little nervous. You had already gone dumb just from a few fingers, you had no idea how you were going to react to his cock. Toji pressed the tip of his cock against your tight little hole teasingly, slowly pressing against it to see how much force it would take to fuck into you. "You can handle it because you're my good girl aren't you?" Toji asked, watching your face as he nudged your pussy lips apart, pressing his cock into you.
Your face screwed in pleasure as you nodded, keeping your eyes on his as he slowly fed you his cock. Tears began to well up in your eyes as your jaw fell open in a silent scream. Toji's head felt like it was filled with clouds, your pussy was making him dumb and he was only two inches inside. The older man cooed at your pathetic face before he leaned forward and captured your lips in a messy kiss, immediately forcing his tongue between your lips and into your mouth, overwhelming you.
The two of you groaned into the other's mouth as he penetrated you, finding a little more resistance than he expected even though you had already come once and were so wet and soft inside. "I got you, relax baby girl, gotta loosen up so I can fuck you," Toji whispered between kisses, his voice strained and hoarse as he tried to talk you through it.
Hot tears fell down your cheeks as you did your best to relax your cunt around him, letting him slide in easier. "There you go, I got you, I got you." Toji's words were much softer compared to his mean cock that was bullying your pussy and stretching you open. You slid one of your hands under your tummy between the pillow and pressed against your pelvis. It felt so tight and full. Toji groaned at the added pressure as he gave you a second to adjust to his size. 
"It- It's so big." You said between gasps. "But you took the whole thing," Toji said, pressing his lips to the side of your face. Your walls clenched around him rhythmically, the pain slowly turning into pleasure the more you cockwarmed him. "Ready for me to move?" Toji suggested, more out of his own impatience than anything. He didn't know how much longer he could take feeling you squeeze around him without moving his hips. 
You nodded, squeezing your eyes shut in preparation. "That's my girl." He said before he pulled his hips out and slammed them back against you. From the position and the pressure on your lower stomach, his cock jabbed right into your sweet spot, making you kick your knees up and release a loud moan, one that made Toji lean over your back and press his hand firmly over your mouth. His weight against you felt suffocating but calming as he stayed still, throbbing inside you.
Toji released a small, deep laugh against your ear as your eyes stared at the floor all out of focus. "Shhhhh... you gotta be quiet for me princess. You don't want me to have to stop if we get caught, right?" Toji asked, his voice full of teasing. You shook your head quickly, trying to bounce your hips back into his, your moans and gasps muffled by his hand, now only puffs of air able to escape your nose. 
"Yeah, me neither," Toji whispered against his ear before he started humping into you again, his hips smacking against your ass lewdly with every thrust. If either of the boys even left the sanctity of Megumi's room, the loud sounds of skin slapping together would be heard from down the stairs, giving you away, but Toji didn't care. Not with the way your cunt was sucking him in.
You whined at the loss each time he pulled his cock out of you, but your eyes rolled back in your head as a lewd moan left your lips when he fucked it back inside you, the warmth in your belly returning. Toji could feel himself leak inside your cunt, his balls throbbing with each thrust.
He buried his head in the crook of your neck and wrapped his other hand under your tummy, pressing it against yours that rested against your tummy. "You feel me in there?" Toji groaned into your ear, rolling his hips in circles against your ass as he emphasized his words, making you feel his cock inside you from outside your tummy. You groaned into his hand, your pretty eyes rolling back in your head at the feeling.
"I'm so fucking deep, balls fucking deep." Toji groaned, already pussydrunk as he babbled nonsense while he crushed you with his body weight. His chest was so hot and sweaty against your back as your shirt riding up with each of his thrusts, but his warm skin didnt feel too bad agaisnt your ass. "Mhmm-mhmm" You whined against his hand, nodding your head at his words as hot tears spilled down your cheeks.
"Best fucking pussy I ever had, so warm n' soft, makin' me feel like I'm gonna cum already." Toji laughed, biting down on the shell of your ear. Your knees kicked and curled helplessly behind him each time he fucked his fat cock inside your cunt, overwhelming you. Each time he spoke it made you clench tighter and tighter around him, his voice was even more sexy when he was pussy-drunk. You prayed this wouldn't just be a one-time thing. Now that you finally crossed this line, you hoped it would stay that way.
"Harder-" You moaned against his hand, the plea coming out muffled. "Wan' me to fuck you harder? I can do that for you baby." Toji grinned at your eagerness before he brought his hips back till just the tip of his cock remained inside you then slammed it all in at once, making your eyes roll back in your head. 
He gave you no time to even process his change in roughness before he was beating your pussy up ruthlessly, his cock slamming straight into your sweet spot. You shook your head back and forth against Toji's hand as your eyebrows furrowed and you felt yourself get worked up to yet another orgasm. "Toji!" You screamed against his palm, his name getting broken up between your moans. Toji released your mouth and grabbed your chin, turning your head to the side so he could kiss you again.
He swallowed your moans greedily as he fucked his tongue into your mouth. The kiss was full of teeth and tongue, saliva spilling down your chin from how messy it was. Toji was now panting into your mouth, his hips getting rougher but sloppier as he used your cunt to reach his orgasm. "Toji- Toji I think m' gunna cum!" You whined as he kept kissing you while you spoke, his head completely in the clouds.
"Let me feel it, cum on my cock baby, cmon, cum on me," Toji begged, his voice breathier and needier than before. Your orgasm crashed over you only seconds later, your cunt contracting around Toji ten times tighter than before. He couldn't even mind that you were now moaning freely into the air as his lips detached from yours, his head falling into the crook of your neck as the muscles in his legs trembled from the feeling of you squeezing him.
"Ohmygod." Toji grit through his teeth, his eyes rolling back in his head as you spasmed around him, your cum dripping down his balls. "Gonna cum too pretty, gonna let me cum inside? Get you all full of my cum? Huh?" Toji asked, biting down on your shoulder hard as he waited for your answer. Despite how fucked out you were, you still had half a mind to nod at him, chants of his name falling from your lips as you begged him to cum inside you.
"I'm gonna give it to you baby, fuck- oh fuck it's coming- I'm cumming!" Toji's teeth nearly broke the skin of your shoulder from how hard he bit down as his orgasm hit him. His hips stilled against your ass save for jerking and spasming of his body as he released his seed deep inside your cunt, long, deep groans spilling from between his lips. "Take it, f-fucking take it, milk my fucking cock." Toji groaned.
You felt his abs clenching against your lower back as he emptied his balls inside you, a sudden warmth filling up your tummy as he filled you to the brim with his seed. You both gasped heavily against one another, fighting to catch your breath. "Fuck.." Toji groaned, "Haven't cum that hard in my life, thought I was gonna pass out." He laughed, pressing a kiss to your shoulder before pushing his sweaty chest off your back.
Toji sat back on his knees as he pulled out his cock, gripping the base of it as he did. Toji smirked when you whined as he slipped his cock out of you, his cum spilling from your hole as he did. Toji whistled before he spread your ass apart, watching how his cum dripped from your little hole. "Probably shoulda asked before, but you on birth control?" Toji asked before he lifted you from under your arms and laid your limp body against his chest.
You wrapped your arms around his shoulders and nodded, still trying to come back to reality as you processed what just happened. Toji internally sighed in relief as he wrapped his arms around you, placing a soft kiss on your shoulder. "You did so fucking well pretty girl, it hurt anywhere?" Toji asked, leaning back agaisnt the back of the couch, resting with your body on top of him.
"Hurts everywhere." You mumbled, resulting in a laugh from the older man, the movement from it shaking your body. "Painkillers n' a bath n' you'll be fine." He said, squeezing his arms tighter around you. "You gonna take responsibility?" You asked, your voice coming out weak against his shoulder. "If you're asking me to join you in the bath, sure, but no promises my cock won't end up inside you again."
You grimaced at his words, sitting up as you place your hands on his pecs, shaking your head back and forth as your cunt started aching already. "On second thought I think I can do it myself," Toji smirked before he tipped his head to the side on the couch, looking you up and down. "Twenty bucks you fall in the first five seconds you stand up." You pursed your lips in annoyance, flexing your thighs under him to see if he was right.
Your thighs shook the instant you tensed them, and not just a little either. The kind of shake that told you you needed 5-7 business days before you were walking without a limp. Toji looked down at you shaking legs before he glanced up at you from under his lashes, looking at you with an "I told you so" expression on his face. "Let me borrow one of your canes please." You said, pressing your lips together. Toji gripped your chin and brought your face close to his. "Brat." He whispered against your lips before kissing you slowly and passionately.
Your body melted against him as he kissed you like it was your last day on earth. Although the kiss was slower than the others he'd given you, it still made you go dumb in the head as his tongue intertwined with yours. The kiss made you forget all the aches in pains in your body as his expert tongue washed them all away.
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