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i will not be taking any arguments at this time i know i'm right
#if you disagree argue with the wall (lighthearted)#it's actually crazy how fast i made this i knew exactly where everyone was gonna go ALKJGDLKSDFJ#sorry for the low quality btw. i'm too lazy to make it look better#i was simply Possessed and had to get it out as fast as possible lmao#anyway!#the goes wrong show#sandra wilkinson#vanessa wilcock wynn carroway#chris bean#robert grove#annie twilloil#max bennett#dennis tyde#jonathan harris#trevor watson#marshy speaks#tagged everyone in order of where they're placed if you're curious (<- i don't think anyone was ghlaksdfj)
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Hello tma fans, I am here to convince you why the buried is the best fear
Honestly, people overlook the buried way too much. The only time you cared about us was when there was that one coffin, and apart from that, nobody cares about the buried.
Which is weird, because in my opinion, it is just hands down the best fear?
Like, there's nothing wrong with it - it's all just really nice and chill, and good vibes.
"Oh, but I don't want to be crushed by multiple layers of earth" ??? the fuck do you mean 'crushed', that is an earth hug. The earth is hugging you. Because it loves you. So don't be rude.
Also may I add that the smell of damp earth or like that cave or dirt smell is really nice? I don't care if you disagree, fight me, I'm right.
Are you tired? Well, why don't you go lie down in a grave and let yourself be consumed by the earth so you may become one with it again? Huh? Why don't you do that? Oh, because you're scared? Of what? The buried?
There's nothing to be scared of, let yourself be consumed by the soil, let your bones become one with it, let the earth hug you and let your soul finally, finally be at peace.
Name one fear that's better than the buried. I'll wait. (No, I dare you, name one fear better than the buried, I will argue my point.)
#honestly the buried is such chill vibes#I talk about it a lot in the tags of random posts#(because tma has rotted my brain and now I see it everywhere I'm sure you guys can relate)#so I decided it was finally time to convince you why the buried is the best#thank you for reading this ig?#(honestly i doubt anyone did lmao)#tma#the buried#let the soil consume you#tma the buried#tma fears#do feel free to argue with me about which fear is the best though (though it's obviously the buried)#I am bored and need human interaction :3
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I'm fighting the parasites that are telling me to spew my hottest of akayona takes that might genuinely get me shot on sight simply because.
I just. ough. I don't have a proper basis either--it's mostly just personal preference and opinions that include the unfortunate waste of wonderful characters like Yuri, Tao, Kouren, Yuran, and even Meinyan (and Kaya if she was alive, obv <3)
#akatsuki no yona#yona of the dawn#akayona#yotd#I just know this would piss very specific people off which is why it's so tempting#but also the fandom as a whole#but moreso these very specific individuals#hahahahaaaaaa#if anyone were to ask (dm) I would answer#just saying#I don't want to argue. just stir the pot in a very irrelevant fashion so that no one bothers me but knows what I think lmao#I'm BATTLING
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man. whenever i see someone discussing it/talking about liking it i feel myself Wanting to like. respect? extreme horror as a genre. more than i do. and i think my problem boils down to like. some of the places these things go.. you need to be a damn good writer, and you kinda need to make it have a Point or a Reason at least somewhat. you gotta be able to suspend your disbelief. that doesn't go any different for any flavor of horror than any other type of nonfiction writing tbh and in my opinion is generally harder to pull off. what happens does, in context, need to at least kinda sorta make a little bit of sense in some way and not be happening Just Because. and because of the rarity and stigma of extreme horror its less likely to qualify well for either of the above and just ends up attracting people who want to write some Really out there shit and get upset when they get justified critique from readers (usually people who bought their book and Enjoy extreme horror!) and always want to couch it like they're being oppressed for Writing which is a super disingenuous way to put it
#crow.txt#like i dont even find the genre unsalvageable or unforgivable#i havent ever come across anything i think i could read myself. just the things ive heard people talk about have been genuinely nauseating#but with some stuff and especially with some authors theres a pattern and a point at which its. very.#ok we get it you genuinely just wrote this to be edgy and complain when people dont agree completely with all your choices#its a really fine line but making it too off the wall/ridiculous/gross is just. so. wild to me. happens frequently.#extreme horror fans dont even seem to like it!#i was looking into summaries of a book called woom bc its the first thing thats hoved into my field of view in a while#and increasingly the more i found out abt im just sitting here like. ok why. what. this is like looney tunes if it was violent and gross#on purpose#the idea of these things happening individually is crazy. together its just kinda dumb and gross#seeing even one person say they felt like. connected to the characters is so wild to me bc it does not appear theres much. like. substance#+ feeling connected but not enough to want to read the sequel to see what happens is pretty telling lmao#you cant have extreme horror with No edgy shit but like. idk. its kinda clear when something has a Point and when something is shock value#hyperspecific genre doesnt make things more appealing to read or. like. easier to work into a plot if you don't have that skill#there almost seems to be an aspect of 'haha i tricked you into reading This gross shit' that is so hard to vibe with.#but mainly one author comes to mind#very difficult genre in general for many reasons but especially worse if you don't even have the backbone and self awareness to like#acknowledge it isn't for most people and like. act accordingly. ie when someone bitching about it online in public Just Shut Up#good advice for anyone that writes but like goddamn. authors here seem extra touchy sometimes. which feels weird bc you know what you wrote#like for reference ive read borrasca and think it was a really really good and grounded story. fucked up! extremely! it is ROUGH#and hard to recommend. for quite a few reasons. but like. i like to think i know what I'm talking abt at least a little#i wouldn't even consider it extreme horror but id argue it absolutely has elements. kinda a lot of em. especially if you count the followup#it takes a little too long to Get There and doesn't like. Sit In It. too heavily. the bad part is done pretty tastefully for what it is imo#and that is truly only because a very deep level of thought went into like. every aspect of it#you can tell when something has been carefully considered and crafted vs building the plane under them as it flew
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I want people to realize that there are different kinds of Down Syndrome and that folks who have it can have widely varying abilities.
If you see an actor with Down Syndrome, or any adult with it who lives alone and maintains a job, they almost definitely have the mosaicism form. This accounts for about 1-2% of folks with Down Syndrome, but make up most of the visible representation in media. This type doesn't affect every cell in the body. Because it's so much milder and so much rarer, you'll have a pretty inaccurate picture of Down Syndrome if you assume all individuals are similar to those with mosaicism.
About 95% of individuals have Trisomy 21, which does affect every cell in the body. This is what my sister has. If you see someone with Down Syndrome out in public, they very likely have this form. People with this form of Down Syndrome sometimes work part time jobs or do volunteer work but typically don't support themselves financially, and they often live with a family who has a conservatorship for them. Many individuals don't speak or speak very little, need help bathing, or have very limited mobility.
These are generalizations of course. Everyone is different so it's impossible to make accurate sweeping statements. But overall, the condition affects people a lot more than media portrayals would have you think.
I appreciate the attempt to de-stigmatize, but if you form your opinions about rights and programs for Down Syndrome based on the very unbalanced media representation, you're not going to really understand what most of the community actually needs. I'm glad that I'm seeing more positive representation than I did as a kid but frankly it does not represent my sister at all and seems to give people inaccurate expectations for her and for anyone with Trisomy 21.
Source: I have decades of lived experience here because I grew up around people with Down Syndrome, but if you want a cited source, here you go.
#you're welcome to ask questions but heads up that anyone who picks a fight or criticizes anything I said here is getting blocked#sorry but I'm a little defensive about this because my family has dealt with a lot of shit#and I'm not interested in hearing strangers who don't know jack try to argue with me about a foundational part of my life#I just want more people to understand this because I think a lot of folks mean well but truly have no idea what down syndrome actually is#like people keep sharing that vid of the woman saying she should be able to order a cocktail#and like yeah! she should! but that doesn't mean every person with Down Syndrome should. but if you don't know anyone else with it then it'#easy to come to that conclusion#my sister absolutely should not have a cocktail lmao that would not go well
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#Fifteen episode 2. Mmmmmmhhhhhh#The animation quality DOES get worse. This episode shows it lol#So many static frames stretching for so long... I feel so sorry for the animators.#I still stand by the fact that if studios can't provide enough budget or time to their animators seasons simply shouldn't be released.#But after all who am I to talk...#The scene of Dazai shooting at the soldier makes my blood freeze. Rimbaud throwing books in the fire is equally upsetting#Like I /know/ it's an anime about literature with constant metafiction references–#and that this too has a symbolic meaning and is *supposed* to be upsetting but that said.#Seeing whole books being thrown in the fire is such a disturbing sight that calls for such a visceral response in me 😭😭😭#The amv opening is nice! Makes me even more bitter about season 5 one lmao. Of the kind#“not only we had to get a amv opening (((while we deserved a wholly ss/kk focused opening)))‚ we even got a bad amv ending at that”#Mmmmhhhh I hateeeeeee how they handled the Sheep 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Seriously this is just another bug instance of#“me and the author have WHOLLY different views of what human nature is like”#I just... Don't think... Children joining together in an hostile environment would act like that. I'm so much more of a t/pn kind of guy.#Children who come together to survive would protect each other and especially would trust each other. Why is there such a big lack of trust#Why doesn't Shirase trust Chuuya? Why doesn't Chuuya trust Shirase (with handling more information)? It's just dumb#It's dumb. It sounds stupid from the very plot aspect that Chuuya would act so shady and suspicious with the Sheep instead of being open–#about what his course of action is. It's like he was trying to have them turn on him. It's stupid of Shirase to mistrust Chuuya–#when in eight years he never gave them any reason to doubt of him.#And I know right as I'm writing this that someone is going to read it and think “you're completely missing on the unbalance of power that–#creates these dynamics of lack of trust” but the thing is exactly that I don't see why that unbalance of power would ever come to be!#They're all just kids. They're aware of that. If Chuuya never had malicious intentions towards Shirase‚ I don't see why he would ever fear–#his betrayal. Likewise‚ I don't see why Shirase and the other Sheep members would ever be so manipulative and disrespectful towards–#Chuuya if he's been nothing but kind to them (and we have no reason to think otherwise)?#It all comes down to: I think people are inherently good and willing to help each other. The author thinks not lmao. It is what it is#But I wish you could see t/pn. Where kids are constantly trying to outwit each other in order to OUT-SACRIFICE THEMSELVES for the others lo#I love t/pn it's my life... I miss it#random rambles#And if anyone would like to argue that Dazai specifically set them off to betray each other... Yes I DO understand that's what the story–#is suggesting. I just don't think Dazai - for how good. and infallible he is - is enough to scrape long-term relationships of trust.
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crazy that there are still adults who get into actual arguments with children over shipping lmfao
#dax rambles#this isn't me saying this in a “LEAVE THE POOR HECKIN MINORS ALONE!!” way i'm saying this in a#“dude why do you give so much of a shit about some snot-nosed 14 year old's opinion about a fictional fucking pairing lmao” way#like okay call them a dumbass and block or whatever sure but why the everloving fuck would you waste your time trying to sincerely#argue with some literal teenager lmfao#even if said minor has the stupidest opinions imaginable chances are they'll move on in a fucking week they're kids lol#i get annoyed seeing the dumbass shit they come out with especially if they're shitting up specific media/character tags but i just#block the posts and blacklist their username so i never have to hear a peep from them again LOL#i wish they'd fuck off from that but i don't know why anyone over the age of 20 is bothering to argue with a bunch of minors#also it's shipping who cares it is not that serious anyway
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Beasties of Greenhollow soundtrack! Some tracks on this are from older projects like elphame but all of them have been reworked in some way. Most of them are entirely new. Enjoy!
#soundtrack#music#indiegamedev#Youtube#beasties of greenhollow#indiegame#chiptune#elphame#hey again gang. Another scream into the void#Things have been getting more interesting tbh#I'm starting therapy again. I have learned from this that my anxiety is in the very very high end.#And I guess the only thing that surprises me about that is that it's an abnormally high amount vs the average.#I've had more intrusive thoughts this week than in a long time. (I almost said ever but that was 2021 where they woke me up...)#It's mostly about my mistakes and ppl I've scared out of being in my life because of the actions based on my anxieties.#Like “if i could go back in time I could fix it”... girl you'd be going back in time like 100 times. At that point it's not fair lmao#I think I shouldn't talk about who I'm dating here anymore. Friends told me to stop seeing so many new people and I took that advice.#I'm exercising incredibly frequently; obsessively so. It really doesn't change much in my anxiety. I walk for like 3 hours a day.#My friend group is... difficult. One of us had a falling out with another and the dynamic is just so awkward for me now.#it just seems like everyone else has moved past it though but I still miss him. I don't think this can be reversed#we used to talk on my stream and play digimon cards n jackbox and d&d... But now they're only interested in d&d which I don't love#For god's sake I've published a game and moved to a nice new place. why aren't I happy hahahaha#work is no longer enjoyable since BoG was publised. our new project is in an iffy category but it's not my place to argue#I want to write music and animate but I have to do my hours for this new project before I can do anything like that...#I ended up siding with my current boss in that ethical dilemma I posted about and rn idk if that was the right decision.#Okay what can i talk about that's good? We moved to a nice place. I'm celebrating BoG's release with family tomorrow.#Graeme's playing Iconoclasts- one of my favourite games! He's also returning to work soon so it'll be less awkward to have a lady over#Thinking about good stuff going on just draws the mind to holidays I've had before. I treasure my memories!#Okay so I've complained for a long long time bc life doesn't feel great rn. But rest assured I already know this is 90% my fault hahaha#Oh another good thing that happened!!! My elestrals card was printed and ppl are really happy with it. I have a card in a real card game!!!#don't tell anyone but there's another one on the way. Anyway that will do for now. I'm sorry about my... self.
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also the one and only time i did ever encounter a japanese player on roblox was in the middle of one of those fashion games - everyone was beefing (as they tend to do in fashion games) and being at each others' throats and she's just vibing on her own in japanese. what a queen, seriously.
#like just standing amidst all of the chaos#because these fashion games can get REALLY messy#she just be vibing#i'm not even sure she was really talking to anyone lmao#because everyone in chat was arguing
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so funny story, i did a pub quiz today, and during the break the quiz master came up to me and was like "where were you last time??" and i was like ??! because i don't know this man and this was my first time at this particular pub quiz, so i was like "umm idk why?" and he said "because we had a question about arctic monkeys last week and no one knew the answer!" so again, i was like ?? until i remembered i was wearing an arctic monkeys shirt lol.
so then i asked him what the question was, and it was just 'guess the intro' and it was do i wanna know?? and no one knew???? what the heck. so i told him even my mum knows that one and he was like "i know right??" so i said "okay well clearly this town needs to be educated so you should do an entirely arctic monkeys themed pub quiz sometime" and he said "maybe i will" and i think he was joking but obviously i am now going to email them about it every week until it happens
#unfortunately when i got home#fairly intoxicated#the lock to my flat broke and i was locked out lmao#and then i had to call an emergency locksmith because it was sunday evening#and then my landlord got into a fight with him because he thought the rates were extorionate#anyway so that was fun#good thing i was with friends lol so we just ordered pizza and smoked and let them argue#i'm finally inside now#so yes i've had a day#anyway not sure why i'm telling you all this bc no one care but if anyone read this far:#hope you're having a lovely sunday evening! 💛#arctic monkeys#minnie talks
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T/////Eight story amounted to basically nothing so I guess I'm back here to the other stupid as shit game I give too many chances on a more full time basis again (minus still writing my As///u/////Lil////i fic I love that thing too much and people in my DMs are counting on me for more)
At least I'll always have my friend and her best ending


And her faggot

EDIT: Ok it was nonsensical and full of holes like swiss cheese but now that i've calmed down this was always a goofy silly dumb game that cares less about taking itself seriously as it does being cool and fun, so while im disappointed and im allowed to be disappointed, im not running away with my expectations on this like others have. Tekken is still fun and will always have a place in my heart. And I do appreciate receiving some things I've always wanted regardless of my upsets with their execution flaws. They were finally able to make me feel like my favorite characters have closure on some level regardless, and that has to be commended.
#devastated. i'm devastated. the one time i was hoping Bamco would give us a decently written feast without shitting the bed#on the one hand i'm a fool for thinking they'd ever not write utter nonsense on the other hand i did get a handful of things i wanted#and i'm ok w going back to not really taking it seriously but it feels like even when i got things i wanted or liked#the WAY they were given to me was so shit i almost wish i got nothing#also this game has the best Asuka ending for once but that's such a low bar- it's the only ending where she's finally happy#god it wasn't even a story it was a skeleton of a script with ten different ppl working in separate rooms only coming out sometimes#to keep Jin on track and even with him as lead he got half baked shit- ALSO JUN??? JUN??? THE WAY THEY DROPPED THE JUN BALL#THE WAY WE GOT NEW CHARACTERS BUT NONE WERE LEGIT EXPLAINED OR GIVEN BACKSTORY? aaaaaughgghghhghghggh#telling everyone here bc i can't put spoilers on my main dash rn since it's not officially out for all platforms yet the PS5 ppl got theirs#and they streamed/posted all the cutscenes and character episodes days early so i saw it on youtube bc im impatient#i know none of you here give a shit lmao#ALSO THE MAIN BRANCH OF THE ******** FAMILY BEING REVEALED AS WIPED OUT BUT ASUKA HAS NOTHING TO SAY ABT IT- HARADDAAAAAAA#it's a fun game to play as a fighting game but dear god anything else you're in the trenches THE TRENCHES#i'm still arguing w myself if i'm gonna buy it once the recent global strike for Palestine is over or if i wait for a steam sale#once again collecting the less than ten things i like abt something and mourning the rest#this is my asuka alt in the pic btw I'll always love asuka goofy or serious but damn girl... I'm so sorry#i liked the ending of T8 but how we got there is borderline nonsensical and contrived#and at the expense of consistent character depth for pretty much anyone#EDIT: YES IM DISAPPOINTED BUT- this has always been The Goofy Game and i accept that now and yes i got things i loved and i love them#this is a game that has never taken itself seriously before anything else- which isn't the same as a serious game dropping the ball ie. FF#so in the end i'm mixed! i have what i don't like and what i think was missed- but i like it for what it is and i LOVE Asuka's potential#i love that in this game Asuka is finally at some form of peace regardless of the holes in the execution
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thinking abt like. there's so much fiction out there that makes me feel bad! sometimes really deeply bad! and like, in many many cases i could present a whole argument abt how it makes me feel bad bc it's pressing on bruises inflicted by some systemic prejudice that has deeply wounded my psyche—and that argument would be true!—and still i don't want that fiction erased from existence, or modified to suit my taste, or anything else that enacts my will on it, rather than the artist's and the artist's alone; i don't even want the artist erasing it because my argument ultimately convinces them it's Bad! produce a revised edition of it, fine; stick an asterisk or other warning on it, fine; but i still want the original to be available somewhere, because i don't want to be responsible for blotting creation out of existence. even when it's a creation i hate, i don't think that should be my place (or indeed anyone's).
mind you, i absolutely do want to feel that i've got somewhere i can analyze/vent about fiction like that, and people who will take my analysis/venting both seriously and sympathetically;
and i want fiction to exist that doesn't make me feel bad;
and i definitely shouldn't have to put up with discussions around fiction in which fellow discussants further express a prejudice towards me, or justify it, or whatever;
but it just seems so obvious to me that a world where framing yr discomfort with a work of fiction in sufficiently sympathetic (victimized) terms leads to its deletion [not that i think this is what all leftists who complain abt offensive fiction are looking to have happen! but i do get the impression that at least some of them might be?] is a frightening world—
a world where, to choose a sufficiently sympathetic (victimized) example, authors who have themselves been harmed by prejudice become unable to explore the workings of that prejudice in their fiction, unless they're doing it in a way that's unambiguously, didactically condemnatory—isabel fall is the obvious example here, but i'm thinking also of all the women and transmasc authors who write fic that, quite frankly, eroticizes misogyny and abuse of power, and how sometimes i think stories like that are hot and sometimes i don't feel particularly strongly about them one way or the other and sometimes they leave me furious or fucked up or both! but like. even when i hate it, even when it offends me not as a matter of abstract principle or allyship but right in my own personal gut—i still do feel that people have to be allowed to write, and to publish, fiction that strikes me personally as being in bad taste!
because the minute you let anyone's taste dictate what's allowable to express, even if it's leftist taste, you're going down a bad road; it's like saying monarchy can be a good system as long as the monarch is a good person. no! because (a) no system that relies on good actors to be good is a good system; and also because (b) no one who's happy to have power over others is actually a good person! [that's an awfully strong statement and i'm open to the idea that it may have some asterisks, but like. as a general rule: cincinnatus or bust.]
and similarly i feel like. if you personally want not just to critique other people's fiction—valid and good and i do it all the time—but to crush it out of existence because it expresses an ideology you may not (i may not!) like? i don't trust you. i think you're trying to substitute pain for principles, and like. i have huge sympathy for pain! i live with a lot of my own! but pain doesn't actually, in itself, necessarily constitute good moral guidance—it can lead you towards valuable sensitivity that helps people we should care about, but it can also lead you towards impatient reactivity that harms people we should care about; and ultimately it's thinking abt our pain, imo, not the pain itself, that steers us towards the former outcome and away from the latter.
#this is SO fucking long and still not really a coherent position statement lmao#if only i'd written essays in the tumblr post editor‚ back when i had them to write#i never would've struggled to meet the required word count#but like. lotta issues tangled up here and i just think it's like. SO easy to be steered one way by yr gut on this stuff#and then think abt it for a bit and realize yr gut has left zero room for a lot of positionalities you actually find sympathetic#while providing potential fodder for stances you fucking hate#(like—frankly i'm astonished no fundie students have started arguing universities should provide content warnings for queer content)#(i obviously am not opposed to content warnings and use them on this blog all the time but. tools can be picked up by anyone)#and like. it's really easy‚ i think��� to say that and have it come across as not caring abt other ppl's genuine pain#but like. i care a lot abt ppl's pain! i just think pain is not‚ in itself‚ necessarily a great basis for policy#anyway. Just Some Nightblogging; happy 2 entertain non-ad-hominem discussion but also this isn't‚ like‚ a polished position paper
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noah in a con saying he wants byler to happen but “mike likes el” and finn in another saying the monologue we know now what mike feels about el. what david said is basically not new and when one reads st s4 reviews the say the same thing too. i encourage bylers to get out of the fandom echo chamber because byler being uttainable is what the text is telling us so far.
i know this is all the same person but like, babe, go tell that to someone else, i'm not here to argue with you about some ship that upsets you. you're just repeating my points back to me, we're both nodding along here, the actors can't confirm byler is happening, that's what i'm saying
also i think we're looking at different texts here
#clown anons lmao#love when there's one person camping in my asks trying to argue and 'tell me the cold hard truth'#reminds me of the guy who came round recently to tell me why mike had no story significance and that no one should care about his character#because i don't know how to tell you this. you need to go to literally anyone else with that#i don't care about the fandom or 'tag' or whatever and i've never had 'byler doubt' idk what to tell you#i'm like. the worst demographic for these types of asks to work on i fear#ask tag
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was talking about this with gf earlier but I do wonder how much choice victoria has over the clothes that are custom designed for må. do they design her bikinis and bare minimum fabric because that's what she's asked for? does she get to say she doesn't want to wear that if she's not in the mood? I completely believe her when she says she likes wearing stuff like that and having her nipples out and everything and she demonstrates that in what she shows us of her private life too, but choosing to wear something and having someone else assume she'll want to wear almost nothing because she has done in the past is different. and often her clothing is the least practical of the group - dresses slipping down and skirts riding up that she constantly has to pull up or down. as far as i'm aware she's never said anything either way specifically about what's designed for them but I hope she gets control in that aspect of their clothing too.
#preemptively saying i'm not about to argue about this with anyone. if there are videos of her talking about that i'd like to see though#i know she's been asked about going nip out lots and about clothing generally but i'm talking about stuff that other people make for them#not tagging this because i've seen how some people behave lmao#sapph's post
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one thing i can intermittently remember re: lackadaisy is that way back when, would've been around '08 to '10, i mentioned it to someone in person w/whomst like informal Media Recs Trading was established & i think mentioned wanting recs for checking out webcomics specifically? & i was like ooh lackadaisy Gotta be lackadaisy (i read like, a few others at the time but was immediately huge on that one specifically due to [the ways it pwned were obvious to me first reading it in '07 and Now alike]) and like. in the realm of Left Field Responses I Got After Ventures Of Someone W/o The Confidence I Have Now Thanks To Grinding For It In The Entire Interim i eventually followed up like did you check it out, what do you think, b/c my enthusiasm was stronger than my reluctance to bring shit up unprompted. and i think they were sort of evasive a moment but then were like nah b/c.......why are they cats....like lmfaoooo was Not ready for that like yeah idk what to tell you if that was that significant a factor. except that if you know that much it's too late the furry police are en route
not long afterwards perhaps truly more unexpected. i managed to finagle going to the first convention marble hornets was at, relatively short notice, and this is thanks to by that point having Enthusiasm behind it again, of course. afterwards to the relatively small tumblr mh ether i Ventured Forth again like is there interest in my talking about it, livestream q&a possibilities style even? and then i got an anon telling me not now b/c hοmestuck had updated. omicron just to not risk it plus i think even now i'd filter my own post. like divide this into four sections the way i'm truly at a loss. didn't have that much to talk about but looking back like fr you're neurononconforming in online fanbase Posting same as in the [random discord servers Hate them! non normative verbal communication happens in scores / hundreds of words if it happens at all] like and yet it gets to you to the con. and to the "i don't need other people to like media 'with' me i didn't talk about lackadaisy at all till the pilot dropping & my [first full reread in a Minute] got me all fired up posting style & 'hey wait. my special little guy. all this fresh Mystery Plot Everything appreciation. whoa'" moment. plus nowadays it's only like Lol Lmao whereas back then it was like :( :/ but also still funny b/c this person was running away throwing chairs & tables behind them like i'm not a furry i'm not and an anon was like didn't ask don't care oppa homestuck style. standing there palms open like. furious theorizing is there for me
#talking to the one person i rec'd lackadaisy to could always be a trip just out of nowhere so like#and i was [when you're autistic] in that situation then too#it could be them and their friend in the room & i'd chime into the conversation except No I Didn't. ignored lol#other times i was not but when it's unreliable it's like you can't be nonplussed why i'm not forthcoming w/shit. you Can be but idc....#lattermoreso > be me > be autistic > in that small niche fanbase for years Whole Time felt like i must be bad at smthing#/ had better deliberately try to conform somehow or Put Myself Out There or etcccc like lol & lmao hand on my own shoulder....#but like also idk no matter the scale of things who even likes/wants/enjoys a fanbase experience where you Gotta know Everyone#much less Like everybody or do some kind of social extracurricular the right way lol. guess godspeed if you do#living & learning like was early into smthing when it was quite niche online then it stops being niche? quietly backing out#doesn't mean i'm not just out here Posting then & now but like. doing what i always do#simply my shit & then if people enjoy it well that's a rewarding overlap on the internet for us isn't it#legitimate in & of itself / its own right. don't have to extend into Friendship & it will probably not lol#which; w/never being fucked to stop filtering homstuck posts even unto this day; not like i would take personal insult or like#think one needs to argue their way out of going Nah That's Okay to a rec or anything lmfao#just so like [person standing there emoji] Not prepared for someone to be not interested b/c anthro design it's kittycats. okiey..........#not prepared to get anons as like the only real response going like No. no it's humestuck time. Huh Wha? hewwo?#past me struggling & bemused like hang in there. my Power and Oh I Get It Now levels greatly increased. Eventually. Gradually lol.#couldn't convince them to endure the cats couldn't convince them to go a block & visit their partner on said partner's bday. it was tough#don't think i convinced anyone of anything ever in my Regular MH Posting Life n Times#scooted away from that too b/c it Also simply got more obviously unwieldy for a bit after slender release. back in the day fr
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"sorry I disagree if you're a bad person it's because there's something inherently wrong with you" I Am No Longer Asking You To Read Eichmann In Jerusalem By Hanna Arendt
#distant citrus sounds#I am not sorry if you cannot understand that anyone can become a bad person under the wrong conditions there is no point in speaking to you#no it is not ridiculous to say 'ostracizing a group of people and being downright evil to them based on the actions of other bad people wil#give those people reason to believe that the bad group saying 'everyone hates us and we must carve out a space of our own to be safe''#if you take that to mean 'i support genocide' there just is no hope to come from talking with you#yeah you better be fucking sorry about it lmao#sorry if I'm bitchy or not well spoken here I just did poorly on an exam because I got a migraine in the middle of it and wasn't allowed to#dim my lights only to come back to some dumb bitch arguing that Actually Jewish People Just Are Already Predisposed To Genocide Deep Down#Or Else Propaganda Wouldn't Work On Some Of Them
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