#idk. im insecure about my art.
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i know people on here can be really weird about people leaving likes on art and not reblogging and like yeah reblogs are awesome but i'd rather people just like and not reblog then not interact at all ?
i'd like to know if people are seeing and enjoying my art, even if they don't share it. im not blocking anyone over smth like that. plspls leave likes
#snafu txt#this might be stemming from my insecurity over lack of interactions#because . well . i dont get much interaction sometimes#but also like#i know personally i've not interacted at ALL#because of the attitude some people have when it comes to this#some people genuinely block others over not reblogging their art !!#like what ???#i cant imagine doing that#idk. im insecure about my art.#not to vent or anything
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#she was not watching tv her ass was drunk in a ditch somewhere when that happened#stupid dumb#my art#digital art#oc art#doodlings#anthro art#the pinnacle of all funny jokes: street interviews and the twin towers#i really downplayed in my own head how much of a mental toll getting off hrt would take#trying rlly hard not to do the Last year thing of taking advantage of the No Character Limit thing here and#rambling on about how shit wverything is but like i just wanted to mentione that#i’ve been really sluggish and it’s making me insecure and like#i mean i’ve been anxious and scared since i stopped but#yeah idk NOT DOING THE THING IM NOT GONNA RAMBLE IM NOT
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I realised that I never really post any traditional art so here's some things I made this month.
Lately I've been drawing with an ink pen I found in my room (I don't know how old it is but it works so that's cool). I'm really into drawing these weird planets/orbs with it because honestly it's just really relaxing and I guess it's almost like stimming to me? I recommend it.
I've also been working on improving designs of my ocs and doing some worldbuilding so there's a few drawings of Diphy here.
#im a bit insecure about my traditional art#because ive gotten really out of practice#i took a break from it after i finished my portfolio this year#its been tough getting back to it when art school started#but i think im getting the hang of it again#also my art professor whos sort of taking care of my class (?) (idk what its called at uni) really loved my drawings#so im very proud that he liked them because hes an awesome guy#i missed drawing my ocs also..#difcia my beloved tesknilam za toba#art#traditional art#original characters#muscariart#muscariocs
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Silly teen wanting to look cool
#eee#tired..even if im not doing that much...ughhhhh#wanted to try drawin something for him :)#my oc#nerine the hedgehog#wee my art i gues#thinking about changing his name i just gave this name to him cos i didnt want to keep him unnamed#but i don have ideas so this going to be his name for now :)#maybe like...strawberry in another language.. was thinking about fragola but its not very good as name#also fun fact! he does have 2 ears lol but they are mismatched#one of them is the ear of a hedgehog (visible) and the other is a funky little tenrec ear#cos u know.. sur/gamy#not tagging the ship cos it really isnt happening here so idk#he feels a bit insecure about it so he covers it (he cares a lot about what people think of him).#ALSO I MADE HIS QUILLS A BIT TOO BIG HERE LMAO they arent usually this big...
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Oldie that I never posted here! A sort of style test for an eventual either big pic or series of pics of all Vox Machina
It's been a while but I still want to do them. I've got Pike almost done, and a bit of Grog and Vax too...
#also now that i think about it i've got the old exu sketches but i feel insecure about those so idk about posting them#im like this close of making an updated dorian though#critical role#vox machina#keyleth#3d art#fanart#my art#3d model#keyleth of the air ashari#critical role fanart
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i made. a thing i spose.
#hmmm. im not sure how i feel about this#frowns#digital art#vent art#somewhat#tw ed implied#tw body image#tw body insecurity#tw body dysmorphia#tw weight#idk if it’s technically all that but i dont want to trigger anyone and its kinda implied.#drawing#my art#artists on tumblr#theodraws
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Do you have any fuzzy octoling ocs?
If so. Can I draw them and hear about them?
(this is me also asking you to info dump) ((I also really love your art, I also have a fuzzy octoling OC)
Heeey… not *yet*, I’m still designing and making up their lore, and also because I have this urge to create 100 ocs at the same time. I will soon have one though.
Perhaps I could info dump about other ocs I have? Maybe you could choose someone to draw from those!! Thank you for your interest and all that too, appreciate it.
#im so sad I forgot about this ask#usually I reply to them as soon as I get them but I saw this and was like ‘oh lemme finish my fuzzy oc first then I’ll answer’ and never did#sorry for the procrastination genuinely. it’s been an issue. if you’re still interested I can do what I suggested#later I’ll present to you my fuzzy oc whenever I make them#again thanks for the interest. it’s so rare for someone to ask about my children#ask#by the way thank you! been insecure about my art recently for some reason idk why#really great to see people like it. and a LOT actually
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sometimes i wonder if my art will ever end up (uncredited) on some 40k loretuber's video but then i realize my style isn't the "classic grimdark realistic" style everyone enjoys
#i dont make pieces with this intention btw its just something i've thought about#i've always had this issue with my art being too unrealistic but it's mainly bc ive always stuck with anime/cartoonish styles#only recently have i started going towards a “realistic” style but even then idk#side note im very greatful for the community on here i really enjoy seeing yalls reblogs and comments on my works#that's something im also insecure about as i tend to get super unhappy whenever i spend hours on things only to get no recognition#(cough twitter)#again ik thats not WHY i make art but still#its nice especially when i want to do commissions and such#pls ignore this loll i just got off work and im tired#wuvz talks
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Is this anything
(I have scoliosis, also no my back isn’t broken I just couldn’t find a better way to word it lmao)
#Warrior cats#is there a warrior cats critical tag#Idk#wc#wc oc#art#artwork#oc#original character#procreate#artists on tumblr#GOD IM SO INSECURE ABOUT MY WRITING DOES THIS MAKE SENSE???#HELP
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weekly breakdown post 😁 none of you hate me right !
#feeling a bit down ☹️ idk i just feel like#am i not social enough am i just annoying ☹️ i dont post a lot so idk what people follow me for but if i post too much am i being annoying ?#oueagh#vee rambles#like i know everyone has their own niches whatever but i don't know how you just establish connections with people so easily 💔💔#am i brushjng people off without knowing ???? am i just prickly??????#also as a conversationalist i know i dont have much to offer ☹️☹️ im not very funny or capable of very clever adult insights#so really im just kinda there 😞 and like i HAVE real life friends i HAVE a social circle theres no need to base my fulfilment socially on#online interactions 😭#idk maybe its because its harder or its something i feel i cant get that makes it such like a thing that bothers me#like 7 times out of 10 if im sadposting because of that#and its really embarrassing to say that the reason all these like moments of insecurity happen is because my mutuals. have friends#NOTHING AGAINST ANYONE OBVS THIS IS 100% A ME PROBLEM AND NOT EVERY INTERACTION SENDS ME INTO A TAILSPIN ITS JUST SOMETHING THAT HAPPENS#i thjnk it says something about me idk i dont like to think of myself as very jealous but i am i just dont like dwelling on it#trying to figure out if what makes me upset is other people not liking me or my own personal inadequacies#anyways if anyones reading this pretend they didnt i will be over this tomorrow i just#ugh 🥹🥹🥹#i wish i could wake up funnier#or smarter#maybe better at art#🙏 god bless#IVE FIGURED IT OUT#being in such a tight knit fandom reminds me of being in 8th grade again 🥹 not to tragic backstory everyone but like i had no friends#i think it kind of dredges up that kinda loneliness and insecurity in me#wow i should be a psychologist#anyways i still love fandom im not gonna stop it just. sigh. gets to me sometimes
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u know that whole "theres a whole world out there we're unaware of" thing that usually gets applied to like, unheard of network tv shows, the zynternet, suburban family trends, etc? thats how i feel when i hear about like, in person events or whatever via some random reel, like showing some massive hyper specific event with like hundreds of people doing some activity or at some place w zero context or explanation, seemingly in america just like me, that i have never seen or heard of in my life. like where did this come from? was this always a thing? is this a thing that only popped up in the last 3 years like a lot of weird specific trends? im not judging im just confused 😭
#like i just saw a reel of what seemed to be a rollerskate? dance battle? rave??? festival? with like. hundreds of atendees#and a specific term used to describe them that ive never seen or heard before#or there was some college party festival thing i saw vids of last yearish where everyone was wearing fringed pants and there were like 100's#of ppl dancing outside a gas station??????#but i do expect that w college sport culture somewhat#or when someone brings up a restaurant/club as if everyone had heard of it#idk if this stuff has always been a thing and social media just illuminated it more#or its just stuff u find out about as an adult and the whole time ive been an adult theres been a lot of bullshit going on#OR if its rly stuff that popped up post covid whrre ppl were trying to come up with events#like im pretty sure those massive interactive art events are a new thing#or the meow wolf stuff#selfie museums are also new but not post covid#but like idk ive heard of those things#its kinda like#yknow that video of all the cybergoths dancing under that bridge????#that was like an expected amount of people for that imo#its like theres anime convention level events happening for niche hobbies#i think in theory its cool im always just confused and apprehensive when ppl bring up stuff as if its a given#w absolutely zero preambe#*preamble#which isnt anyones fault except my own for having autistic childhood trauma based insecurities#this is me working out in real time why these things throw me for a loop#OR the very real knowledge that a lot of people are desperate to become influencers & grifters and sell u bullshit#and catering to a hyper specific market is one way to do that#anyway do u know what i mean or was this always a thing and these r just the ramblings of an insane person
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#limon talks#im not like in financial need rn#but im thinking of doing comms#im kinda slow on personal art#but idk maybe financial incentive would be a fire under my butt#id probably commit to like a slot a week / 4-5 a month#im a little insecure also about if my art is even good enough to sell
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#one thing I feel really insecure about my art is that it’s … eh…. idk what the right word is but it’s like… pretty?#like yes messy but like… pretty ? and I’m worried that it’s not giving anything more than that#and it’s not … deeper than that augh#I respect simpler styles and like technical ability#the ability to convey emotions with as few lines as possible#just like lines and shading#I can’t do that shit I can sit and just fill a sketchbook practicing the fundamentals#my adhd is truly like a nightmare#it makes doing stuff like that /feel/ impossible#so like that’s why when I paint I feel like I’m just rabidly scribbling and pushing colorful mud around#until it gives the impression of a good painting#does that make sense?#man I would trade everything to be able to have a defined simple style to make comics#or to just execute my ideas as fast as they come#having depression also zaps my energy the second im even slightly discouraged#so annoying .#but these are just excuses#you have to plow through this phase if you wanna get good#and im too distracted to even bother Wah
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one thing about buddy is that theyre so fucking cold
#idk why im posting this#anyway. its like -7 C outside. and yesterday i was outside for like 3 hours w a friend and i was SO COLD#i like winter!! and snow!!! and the crisp air!!!!! and snow!!!!!! again!!#but dear god my body was not made for the cold. thought my hands were gonna fall off#my art#my funky guys#bud HATES being cold and they HATE being wet and whenever they are they look so fucking miserable#theyre the type of person whos hands are constantly cold and dry and look like the hands of a drowned corpse<3333#they hate snow in particular. HMMM i wonder where That came from...#im rlly insecure about posting shitty doodles like this..... i have a HUGE pile of doodles and concepts n shit that just sit in my files...#maybe i should start posting more of em#idk#this post is mostly for one beloved mutual of mine anyway<333#fuck it i can do what i want!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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you don’t have to post this but i just want you to know i totally relate i rbed an ask game post today and got no asks :/ it sucks even if it’s just a silly little tumblr game
Yeahhhhh :(( I'm glad I'm not alone, anon. This made me feel a bit better, so thank you <3
#I feel pretty lonely in general atm#and it's not fun when you try to make an attempt to get out of your shell and it just. Doesn't do anything.#I already feel weirdly desperate for attention when I reblog those#like it's one of those things that still make me feel weird for some reason#And it doesn't help when you feel like you don't get acknowledged#again im probably being super whiney rn but#i feel like im having trouble attracting interest? is that bad to say? idk :/#i just wanna talk about anything and i just have trouble finding ways to get people to engage ig#thats not to blame anyone at all. i just dont know how to get that :')#its just a weird thing to kinda feel like youre losing your footing like this#ughhhh sry i sound so insecure#but idk. i wanna talk about art and such. or get peoples opinions or questions.#but I just dont even want to reblog them bcs it makes me feel emptier than not reblogging#and you see other people's blogs and theyre getting a lot of asks and idk what to do in that situation#they deserve those asks and im very glad for them but like. am i doing smth wrong :/#my constant insecurity is that im being annoying. and unfortunately things like this just make me feel like people are fed up w me ig#SORRY AGAIN. its my blog i can complain ik that. but still. am i being whiney idk#catie.asks.
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thinking about my christmas party slay.....
#need to do this again#my friend offered to do my makeup but its hard to not feel worried about it#like im somehow giving in or it makes me less nb or lesbian#which. i am aware is irrational#theres no one way to be nb or lesbian not to mention femme lesbians of which. i am lol#ughh idk its just anxiety and imposter syndrome and a million other things im insecure about#i did slay this look tho#i was serving 100%#and idk i felt even more gay done up like this yknow. like i was wearing makeup in a gay counterculture way#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#my face sort of#all of my lonely posting is culminating in looking at pinterest makeup posts and wanting to make butch girls fall for me#i need to drive a butch mad with lust etc etc
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