#idk. i don't hold it against her
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i really do hate how "inclusive language" has just looped back around to gender essentialism in so many cases. i had my women in art professor say the words "there are things that men-identifying individuals will never understand in the way women do." and it's clear she wanted to say cis (het, white, upper class, neurotypical, able bodied, etc) men (which is another conversation entirely), but in her attempts to be inclusive she's fully missed the point. there are plenty of male-identifying individuals that understand, be it trans men or multigender people or nonbinary individuals or what have you. using gender inclusive terms does nothing when all you do is further alienate and erase people's experiences/identities
#icarus speaks#unsure how to tag this#discourse#i guess?#idk. i don't hold it against her#it's just. it's really obvious when people are doing it without really thinking about the implications#but for the sake of 'inclusivity'#it's too early i can't word this right i'm sorry#neg
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Wish we could have seen a Kendra-Faith discussion on their philosophies toward slaying because like yes they're opposites in some ways but they've also both fully accepted their slayerhood as a core part of their identities in a way that takes Buffy a long time
#like i think kendra would be against the whole we don't need the law want take have thing#not bc she's against breaking rules or even breaking the law but bc she thinks that they need to hold themselves accountable#in a way that many people in power don't#and i think she would jab faith about taking her training more seriously beyond just the fighting skills#and learning more history/research and mental/spiritual stuff#but I also think that she would agree with Faith about slaying being fun and they would get so into training together#and get competitive about everything#idk i would have liked to see it#kendra young#faith lehane#btvs#buffy#buffy the vampire slayer
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What are you thoughts about Chigusa from the utena game? She's not much talked about and tbh I feel like he's kinda underrated.
She offers a pretty interesting way to view the prince/princess dynamic. Realizing that she's a witch who can't fall in love with her prince, and thus resenting princesses.... Even outright embracing becoming a witch (well an evil queen but it's the same)
One of the phrases that most stuck about her is when she was confrontation the main character on the final day and saying something along the line of:
"This time it's the queen's turn to win, in the name of all queens and old witches who always lost to princess who trade in tears and misery.... I'll win!"
if i'm being honest i think the way her character is used to explore/engage with the show's themes is a little shallow. i think her whole evil queen thing is a bit too on the nose and also weirdly both in and outside the princess/witch dichotomy in a way i don't think is very coherent (at least from what i remember of the game, i'll need to replay it to really get my thoughts together.) and the thing about knowing she's a witch and resenting princesses is already present in a lot of the show's characters. it's kind of what most of the black rose conflicts are based on. only difference is that chigusa is a little more self-aware about the narrative roles, which could have been interesting but i don't think the execution of it entirely worked
#she's not that interesting to me unfortunately.#i don't think she has much to add to the themes that isn't already present in other characters#which makes sense since she's a character exclusive to a non canon spin off video game#limited what they could really do with that. so i don't hold it against her or whatever#i may also be forgetting something really good and interesting about her but idk#asks#m
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Random concept that just came to me but, sith! jedi. Not sith the organization, but the species.
Things were going bad, their people were at war with themselves, so some loving parents hide their child in carbonite so she wouldn't recruited for sith/darksider/war training. Then like a thousand+ years later some jedi archeologists find the carbonite and are like "wow intact artifacts! Wait- oh shit- is she alive???" She is. (The logic on how carbonite let anyone live this long is irreverent, shhhh.)
Now the jedi accept everyone and don't discriminate, so of course they take the youngling in! But there are problems with this too. Like she is the last of her species, what vaccines does she need? What does she eat? They have to dig through old records on sith purebloods to find this information but past jedi apparently didn't see it fit to record stuff like 'is it normal for sith children to lose their teeth or is she dying?'
I imagine she is just old enough to kind of remember her parents, her friends, etc. and has to deal with the fact that they are all gone, and have been for a very long time. She has to deal with the fact that she is the last of her kind. But she has a new family that loves her and helps her mourn and make peace with the past.
The jedi always try to raise their children with pieces of their native culture, but that is kind of hard in her case. A lot of what they know of the original sith culture is uhh not great, and the rest was mostly lost to history. But they try! Historians pour through documents to find stuff they can hare with a small child. "Apparently this style of jacket was popular (we think) so we made one for you!"
#this is a pro jedi anti sith post to be clear. Idk how you could take it any other way but I am sure someone will misunderstand me#The jedi don't hold grudges and would think nothing of taking in this sith child because it is the right thing to do#my headcanons#my fanfic ideas#sith culture is very fucked up of course but there are always good people who fight against that#so i imagine her parents tried to protect her from their war and infighting#which is something the jedi would have respected a lot#my posts
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normal things to say about the society you used to rule over and were beloved by and who are immediately afterwards revealed to be overwhelmingly normal ass people whose only crime is not wanting to be Trapped In The Ground anymore
#the nemesis speaks#yeah she's deeply traumatized she's also dealing with it in a way that actively hurts other monsters so like. idk lady!!#how old are you? couple thous?#anyway i know i've been grinding the point a little but like. she is Not A Saint#and i don't hold it against her really either but fr. can we talk abt her as a Fucked Up Woman yet.#can we poor meow meow her. are we there as a society#divorce man apologist saga#not a particularly applicable tag but whatever i don't want to tag this as anything searchable
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bianca di angelo really projected HER fatal flaw on her brother and we all just accepted it.
#if we had just gotten a little bit more about her we would have seen her holding grudges like no other#she would have resented so much about the demigod world and HADES omg daddy issues girl#ok maybe nico also holds grudges but i think to a lesser extent and TBH his main grudge has always been the one against bianca#other than that ???? percy???? that was certainly a thing but it was so tied to his grudge against bianca that well it IS about bianca#and i mean. an argument can be made about nico being more forgiving bc bianca WARNED HIM but i don't buy that completely#i think he can have tendencies towards it but it's not really him and at the end of the day he can take a step back and see the big picture#but the bianca situation was MASSIVE he needed years to be able to take enough steps back to finally understand and see what led bianca to#her choices#anyways. nico di angelo ur fatal flaw is not grudges.#stubborn maybe??? jealous??? he's a lot actually idk what word would encapsulate his character best#i think he would meet his end bc he's stubborn tho. i think he doesn't know when to stop and THAT will kill him.#but i think all of this ties to the fact that he feels guilty. even in tsats they discuss this and i do think that is truly the core of nico#he feels guilt over what he has done and didn't get to do and even for others#can guilt be a fatal flaw?? if it can i'll take that one for nico
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part of me that wants to know so bad how characters like karlach (and wyll, to a degree) who have been like. super affected by zariel's Horrors. would react to her redemption. or meeting her post-redemption.
#🜂. ( ooc. )#to a degree i feel it's a bit of the darth vader situation#the universe decides there's still some good in him but that doesn't mean leia doesn't hold alderaan against him forever#but zariel doesn't die so there's more to say about it i'm sure#she's???? a really interesting villain idk i always have played her in that way where she's like.#very convinced that what she's doing isn't GOOD but it is NECESSARY or otherwise like#righteous. y'know. she's gonna destroy the abyss and then turn around and take down the hells as far as she'd tell you#(this is a colossally stupid plan but she's not really... wise... she's just Determined As Hell and extremely pissed)#'i did what i had to do' ect ect but i imagine her victims don't take a ton of comfort in that#+ the guilt of feeling like she's the reason why the hells can damn people in the first place#because trial of asmodeus ect.#very human emotions for someone who's never been human but i think that's what makes her cool#fell because she didn't have the detachment that the rest of the heavens did#some of this gets played with in descent into avernus for sure but i want. more
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but yeah something something like... i definitely support including content warnings as much as possible, even ones that might be particularly unusual, but it's equally important to consider the impact of listing certain things as warnings.
like that meme of "can you trigger tag lesbians" i've seen before. like... i don't mean this at all in an insulting way, but if any group of people simply existing causes you so much discomfort that you ask people to provide content warnings for their existence, whether in fiction or otherwise.... that's something you really need to unpack and work through. because that very *very* easily steers rapidly into outright bigotry, intentional or otherwise, and working through that discomfort is the first step to unlearning that sort of thing.
#multi makes text posts#this is not v coherent b/c it's 1:41 am#but this is what that scars post got me thinking about#one example that comes to mind#and yes this is a bit of a vaguepost ig but not a thing i'm holding against the blogger herself#but a blog i follow who received a request to trigger tag mentions of polyamory#and she did end up accommodating that and i don't hold it against her#but.... idk seeing polyamory listed as a trigger warning bums me out sometimes tbh#even before i knew i was poly myself that was the vibe#but like... people tagging disabled bodies as body horror.#there are other examples but yeah i'm tired
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Cryptic pregnancy with complications. Send tweet.
#writing this down for my If/then AU#i dont usually get to use cryptic pregnancies bc they're all lesbians#but just think about it#it's before theyre married. before theyve talked about having kids#i like to think theyre pretty young. I want to dat early 20s#not feasible if theu have a realistic school timeline but they don't have that in canon so idk why id do that now#theyre like 24#Remus is home from deployment. they live together but its pretty new#especially when remus is gone so much with work#one day shes at home and Matthew is at work and she can feel that sonething is wrong#she has no idea what it is but something is very very very wrong and shes concerned. she probably calls Matthew#she ends up giving birth (shocking since she was still perfectky skinny had no symptoms and didny jnow she was pregnant)#(obviously y'knoe a cryptic pregnancy)#it's probably on the toilet because thats incredibly common#he gets home immediately after the birth and finds her holding this bloody newborn with the cord still snaking into her#and remus just says that something still feels wrong and slumps against him barely conscious due to blood loss#she hemorrhages bad#but Matthew manages to save her <3#and now they have TWO daughters (Remus's daughter Tessa and then this one together)#idk drama. pregnancy complications. love.#james is rambling again#ocs#rambling#thoughts#writer#writing#original character
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i used to be really nervous about going back to my hometown because ‘what if i run into someone i don’t like‘ but like. the few times that has happened the people who have done be dirty have just 100% ignored me/run away from me. even despite me trying to be like heyyy. lol. which i guess means im a lot more confrontational than other ppl....
#lowkey bothers me though cause im like bruh you were so rude to me in highschool and youre gonna act like im the bad guy........#can you just own up to it and we can get it over with?? now it's awkward!!!#like im so down to have a positive interaction and not have to have this bitter taste in my mouth anymore..#also the way that multiple of these ppl work at a starbucks that i frequent#and had to take my order#LIKE I GAVE YOU MY NAME YOU OBVIOUSLY RECOGNIZE ME#idk i feel like if it were my me i would just apologize and get it over with#cy says stuff#personal#truth is i am a lot better with confrontation than other ppl but that's cause i was forced to learn those skills at a younger age..#it is kind of cringe that ppl don't wanna face their past or own up to their past mistakes ngl#anyways... my friend invited me to go to starbucks tomorrow and i am probably gonna run into the same girl who would spread rumors about me#and constantly update me on my ex despite me asking her not to#and also called me stupid for not doing well on a quiz i literally wasn't there for........#thing is no one liked her i was just nice to her cause i am a nice person.. and then she was so mean to me... like wtf...#and when i told her i didnt want to sit next to her anymore cause she was mean to me she started bawling#like damn girl okay i still dont want to be your friend though cause you kind of suck#and i guess she still holds that against me to this day lol. or at least the last time i saw her which was like. december#anyways im hella jetlagged and i woke up at midnight again. intrusive thoughts go brr#it'll be fine i am strong
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also is the thing with the box ever. explained?
#barbie#like from what i remember it was just kinda Ominous Box but there didnt seem to be any signs it wouldnt do what will ferrell said it would#and like you can chelk her bailing at the last second up to her being conflicted about going back to barbieland or not but#the fact that she runs as theyre tightening the twist ties makes it read as more to do with fear of the box itself#and like the ceo's goal was to get her back to barbieland anyways and she was primed to want the same thing at that point#because she'd just gone through the Horrible Real World Experiences wringer so even if it was just based on internal#conflict that wouldnt be the time to do it#i think story wise it wouldve been better to either a) cut the box out entirely‚ b) make the ceo Actually Evil and have the box do#worse than just. be a teleport chamber?#(and yeah ik ik like him and his men chase her down which is upsetting to her but he's not like. maliciously#motivated really? like he wasnt looking to kidnap her and hold her prisoner or smth like. she wanted home‚ he wanted to#send her home‚ and then she bails for no discernable reason other than Thats How The Plot Goes)#or c) have her accept the box and have it work to teleport her home but then have the seeds of doubt that have already started in#her grow organically as she lives a few more days in perfect barbieland and is like Wow Actually This Life Sucks For Me#then have ken come back and do his whole takeover while she's distracted by something#for example thats how you could integrate the mom and daughter back in is have her find out they did send her back and#come out to barbieland to investigate thinking it /was/ against her will#idk the box was just weirdly implemented as a plot device imo#like theres a lot of things in the movie that don't make any sense outside of 'you know‚ like how barbies do?'#which sometimes works and sometimes doesnt
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Actually a funny comment I saw claimed that Ranni has left earth open to being attacked by things like Astel again and uh. WE do that when we kill Radahn actually
(I guess??? Everyone's a lore expert when it's time to character bash and it's just kind of funny how people are about this game lol)
#me vs elden ring#again it's not as if any of these characters are precious cinnamon rolls and it's entirely possible Malenia is a war criminal#and intended to be#I just got the impression that like. Scarlet Rot bombing Caelid wasn't her M.O. and that in general she rejects the rot#Marika is certainly intended to be a terror so I don't hold that against people as much#And idk Ranni is also no innocent cinnamon roll waifu and yet the comments about her are sometimes like. Blatantly wrong
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sometimes i look back on things that happened to me and think wow that was Fucked up in retrospect.
#when i was a kid my cousin asked me how much i weighed and i said 45kg (very normal for 13-year-olds)#and she said wow no way you must be 50 at least!#...i wasn't even chubby at the time. i looked like any average skinny 13 yo. wtf#i don't wanna hold it against her bc if she said that at that age she probably had fucked up shit going in her life but#i still keep thinking about it and it just hurts still idk#personal
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I assumed all the sisters had done communion to become sisters or something but bbf seemed surprised at the memory of rain
#1xr tag#I also don't get why it has to be done with others? Like is it to be supervised by#a diff one each time in some ceremonial situation or do only Watchers get#access to all fragments the others hold in their like genetic memory or something?#Idgi#Like it's all based in memories the Occupants store so... I guess it is probably just#mentoring each other through it? And maybe bbf hadn't seen the rain the first time#or she was recounting her first time seeing it#I just don't know then when they're chosen to do communions#Some shell was overheard mad someone else had been chosen to graduate which#presumably was about Watcher becoming Watcher? Maybe??#So do they do communions once they're trusted with the sister title or??#Can shells do communions as shells if they're deemed ready ?#I imagine maybe not since they could have less faith in allmother if entrusted w that much info#Kdksjf but also Principal wants that so idk#Nvm game desc answers quite a bit of this I'm stupid#Another question then is can they discuss communion memories with others#Like had Fixer been able to do that with Watcher when Watcher was still a shell#I was going to ask how come two close shells both managed to become sisters but... Principal meddling lol#Anyway then what determines the train#When Principal needs to boot someone I imagine? Or when she determines them#worthy to show allmother if that's even a concern anymore?#I doubt iris is sending them in her state#Just. Where do they go then. Do they become Occupant juice#Where did Fixer go after the train did she just fuck around and explore instead of going to allmo?I#The train is supposed to carry ppl off to fight against occupants with allmo but clearly#that's not what they'd find upon getting there so does Principal mess w the tracks?#Anyway re communion Principal asked Watcher how bb reacted to the communion to#see if traitorous behavior in the safety of its secrecy so... ig that's why watcher#has to do this w them bc it's to judge them. Like healer is next bc 'smth stirs in her'
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My rants
#here are partly because i feel like i have no one to talk about this in real life#i feel like no one ever notices i struggle too with stuff like that which i don't hold against anyone#today a friend at uni said about me when we talked about the next upcoming presentation#...and i was telling my presentation partners about how i won’t have much time this weekend and i'm sorry for it...#so she was like: don't worry flora 'will manage' (not exactly this - it's an austrian term) she is awesome - with uni stuff she meant#which is sweet but no pressure 😅 and i don't feel like that at all at least not rn 😶🌫️#it's like no one gets it that it's also tough and what is behind it#i feel like i have to hold up the image other people have of me as a smart person who doesn't need to try or never has stress and problems#i don't even think i'm smart idk just lucky or has good strategies maybe i have some talent#but i don't see myself that way#and i always ask my friends and just people how they are doing in general and with uni but hardly anyone asks me that#everyone always assumes i'm doing great i guess maybe because yeah i come off as a very happy go lucky person#and i do smile a lot make jokes and try to be positive and not take life too seriously which is a good thing#but i'm not like that all the time yeah i guess i pretend i'm happy sometimes but it's not always pretending either#it often just also helps me making others feel better but also when you have a bad day making the best of it helps#additionally i don't like people worrying about me either but there's a difference between that and being seen#i would like to have someone to talk to about stuff like that sometimes it often feels lonely#sometimes it's my best friend ... but i don't see her often enough to do that#i could not blame anyone for that it's understable i guess#for example when i do try to bring it up that it's a lot with so much stuff going on or that i had no sleep and feel really worried#they're like 'don't worry you'll do great like always' or even 'it will be easy for you'#and i can't talk to my parents either as they would be worried then and doubt me even more despite doing well overall#so it often feels like i have to keep these thoughts to myself#writing it down here is kind of therapeutic :))
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last night, a summary:
me, repeating to myself: you will NOT spend tonight making gifs. making gifs is difficult and makes you want to scream. you will rewatch Parallels episode 4, Bygone Innocence, for the thousandth time, except THIS time you WILL be normal about it, i'm sure.
me, after turning off the episode halfway through because i was quite literally overwhelmed with emotion: hhh. hugs. hugigng. care each othber.
#paralleles#disney paralleles#parallels#disney parallels#victor wrapping an arm around romane's shoulders after reminding her she can't go see her mom...the softness of his “let's go. come on.”#and a minute later victor holding his arm out in front of romane as they're sneaking into his yard.#like yeah he's trying to make sure they don't get caught. but like. there's still the instinct to try and physically keep your friend safe.#and it's so sweet.#and the hug when they realize sam's alive! they're so excited they're stunned they can't believe it and they just - they hug each other.#and then victor's “i missed him.” just- agh.#and then when victor gets upset romane goes to grab his arm and he jerks away.#romane telling him that his parents know the fire was an accident.#“its forgotten” the specific phrasing of like - she knows it was an accident. she doesnt blame him; why would his parents? why would anyone#idk. its just like - shes detached from the situation and can't view it from the inner perspective of the family.#but she loves victor and sam. and she would never hold what happened against victor. of course not; that's her friend!#idk if i'm making sense. also - “i don't know. i'm following you.” said by the kid walking several feet ahead in a very purposeful manner.#idk what my point is but it's kind of funny. they're sharing a braincell <3#might make another post about the rest of the episode because i have sooo much to say about it. do NOT get me started on the reunions.#anyways aghhhhh they're best friends i love them so much. i'm gonna be sick. anyways.
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