#idk. help me downsize!!!!

[inkfox]

how does one sell jewelry they don't wear anymore

[etrosgate]

Liar Game. it's a psychological thriller manga, with each arc dedicated to a different Game that tests the participants abilities to outwit each other, in contests of trust and betrayal, with the stakes of a lifetime of debt on the line. highly recommended for anyone who loves mind games and clever deduction, and it's got a lack of violence that's very atypical for the death/debt game genre, so it's a great pick even for the squeamish.

but one of my biggest obstacles in recommending liar game is how most of the english fan translations routinely misgender fukunaga, one of the main characters who is a trans woman.

(for the record, her writing does start out pretty transphobic at the beginning (a classic trap+reveal twist, kinda cartoon villainy), but it soon rounds out and she ends up easily one of the best characters in the manga)

essentially. i have decided to at least attempt going through the entire manga and fixing her pronouns (and swapping out the r slurs that inevitably end up in every manga fan translation for some reason lol).

completed arcs are in separate zip files, for size considerations on your end And so i can post some before i finish all 201 chapters. (also i really don't care about redistribution or credit, spread them wherever you like lol)

please give the series a shot and tell me if you enjoy it! it'll do wonders for my motivation haha.

i'll probably move stuff to a different site at some point but. for now. you can download them here. [ACT 6 "PANDEMIC GAME" IS AVAILABLE NOW!!]

want to be notified when the next act is out? you can click the three dots at the top right of this post and follow it!

just a few additional warning for the series:

some of these are vague cause i haven't revisited them yet so it's just in my memory lol

the recurring antagonist yokoya explicitly admires hitler, and his rushed... idk if i'd go so far as to call it redemption? but it brings it back in a way i remembered being weird

in chapter 59 of the contraband game, yokoya squeezes some mice in with his hand and throws them do the ground, but it's not really graphic beyond squeals and it lasts like 2 panels

in chapter 18 of the downsizing game, you see the body of someone who has committed suicide, but it's no more graphic than an intact body with a blood splatter

backstories discuss stuff like cults, suicide, and abuse

stuff that isn't content warnings but i want to inform you of anyway

its ending is infamously unsatisfying, from a really rushed/boring final game, to leaving off on a major cliffhanger. speaking for myself, just knowing that reputation helped me enjoy that section for what it is instead of being bitter about what it isn't.

please trust me when i say that kanzaki nao has gradual but significant character development (without losing any of her fundamental attributes). like don't worry, this isn't the case of a female protag who exists solely to get saved by a guy who is always the smartest cool guy. it's way more interesting than that. just give her time (act 4 is where she really starts to shine, imo).

if i've forgotten something major please tell me lmao

[straycalamities]

I hope no one has already asked this, but what's your favorite onceler au?

like as a big general everyone-can-play au? or specific askblogs?

like i’ve said before me saying somethings my favorite has more weight i think so i try to be careful w it

so uuuhhh idk…? i think either way i don’t really know because tbqh. my favorite big au is truffula flu but is that like…up my own ass?? idk i just like it without the fact i helped create it too bc zombie apocalypse has been a fav for me forever

but also there’s not many i’ve been in either. or at least…that are super uhhh distinct. because you have: Camp Weehawken, Thneedville/Thornville High, Truffula Flu, Jobhawken, Deehawken, and Beach AU???

deehawken was weehawken but focused on ocs and no oncelers, jobhawken was just deehawken in the future where the campers were adults, and beach au was a split from truffula flu (more notable w me than other ppl who wrote in it though to be fair)

i’ve tried a couple of startups of other AUs since the beginning and nothings rly stuck and the only AU my heart feels comfy and at-home in is truffula flu so. yea

ummm idk everyone’s so creative with some of the things they come up with sometimes i really couldn’t pick just one if we’re downsizing to like askblogs themselves that theme around one AU

shruggy sorry this is the most non-answer posing as a response

[waterparksdrama]

Sorry this is a long one, but I wanted to get all of my thoughts out there, and this is probably the best place where I can do it anonymously and won't get HOUNDED for it.

I'm ngl I'm a little concerned for the longevity of Waterparks going forwards. Even back when they switched from Hopeless to 300ent I was worried bc (from what we know) Hopeless have probably been the most helpful and nicest when it came to what parx did both under them and also after they left (I'm mostly talking abt how Fandom was promoted, the sold out shows, Fandom live, and the Turbulent and IMHS single cd's that were sold, like, last month).

I remember that there was a lot of mix ups/overselling (I think) of the different varients of the GH cd's, when those happened, so I can see why they left. But the fact that they were able to make GH2024 means they're still on good terms with 300ent (unlike EVR with Ent19 and DD19)

Even with FBR, that label is (from what I can tell) the ideal record lable to be signed to, for a band LIKE Waterparks. Which was why I was so shocked when they left it. I mean, I can understand if it's bc they wanted to cancel IP2 but FBR still wanted them to release it, but I can't think of any other reason why.

(I keep saying "they" as in the band, but I also feel like Awsten is making a lot of the decisions idk).

And now that they're also not under MDDN managment, I'm a little scared. Because, yes whilst it's good that parx are completely independent and they can do what they want, they're also gonna be limited in those things (mostly due to monitary reasons and connections I think).

Also this is also gonna sound a little selfish, but I'm worried that when they tour next, it'll only be in the states. I'm in the UK, which always has a decent amount of shows anyways (except last tour when they didn't actually come to my city even tho it's one of the major ones and they usually do), but I have a feeling they won't be coming back here, or performing ANYWHERE outside of the USA, for the next album cycle.

(also I meant to write this when the news of them breaking from MDDN came out, but I forgot and then apparently today a bunch of songs off Fandom have been removed from usage on instagram so that got me even more concerned).

i mean parx was never gonna last long especially at this point where they're approaching their mid 30s and even if hopeless was good to them, awsten wanted bigger things outside the pop punk bubble that literally no one else wanted to give them because they don't fit into the mainstream consciousness either whether it's for awsten's sponsor unfriendly social media presence or the fact that parx's music has become so stale either because awsten keeps vying for that mainstream #relatability or that zakk cervini does not know what to do anymore with them that he hasn't already done with other artists.

and parx was always bound to leave fbr. that's like a death sentence to sign there nowadays and even awsten didn't look all too thrilled when he was there signing the contract anyways. i don't think fbr wanted to cancel ip2 necessarily i feel like they wanted another album that wasn't just a double album extension when they already dragged out the single releases in the first place and would just release different versions of singles again is uh. not a good idea in general and once parx left even though they already released their first single via fbr, it was never going to end pretty unless they struck up some sort of agreement (and that was literally never going to happen)

and as for touring i do suspect they'll have to downsize how much they can tour (if the state of their merch and zero management is anything to go by), but they'll probably still be available for shorter events like festivals and stuff because to my understanding they got booking agents and no managers so either awsten is gonna go completely diy starting from scratch or he's gonna find someone probably more evil to manage (most of) what he can't carry - iz

[saltminerising]

I wish they we're still doing massive apparel sets for notn. the new stuff is just... nothing? like if they just want to downsize notn for other reasons, sure whatever, but if i remember correctly the reason given for all this was to make notn easier for new players to catch up on? which doesn't make sense at all? like regardless of how much or little apparel they do, it's never gonna matter because it's always gonna be somebody's first notn. and yeah, grinding for all the materials your first year sucks! i've been there! it took nearly 3 notns for me to finally get everything i wanted! but doing less stuff wont help with that, or at least not that much. even if they stopped adding stuff to notn entirely, it wouldn't matter because every notn is someone's first, and unless they just retired the old items, newbies are still gonna have to grind all the old stuff. idk it just sucks that notn feels so much weaker for the sake of "helping people catch up" and it doesn't even do anything. i miss the old notn and getting to see all the cool sets so much, the last 2 years have just been so disappointing.

[greensungnostic]

((so, guess who's getting laid off.))

((well. today started off as a pretty chill day until I got taken aside and told that "due to downsizing, {my} position will no longer exist" and that as of the end of this month, i'm getting laid off. after all the hard work i've given this stupid store, after all the extra responsibilities i've done without any additional praise or pay or title or anything... i get laid off, and the transphobic old woman who can barely do her job right without misleading a customer or crashing her register is getting to stay.best of all, the only reason i didn't just get laid off today was because my friend is the floor-lead and raised hell to get them to keep me til the end of the month - they were just gonna ditch me unceremoniously out of nowhere without a hint of warning. i'm... honestly beside myself with hurt and upset and i really, really don't know what to do right now. like... i guess i get the next couple weeks worth of pay and such, but... Like... finding a job in this city is hard for someone with no degree and no car of her own, especially with as limited of availability for interviews and such as i have. i uh. i dunno what to do, yall.))

((i might be around more for a bit, might be around less, but. idk. if anyone has any good leads or like. wants to help out somehow let me know i guess--))

[hawkmothmoon]

It takes too much to please me

Attached, but no real feeling

High-fives and corporate anthems

Nothing comes to mind

Kite marked for true low standards

Where more wants all and no less

Just change with no real progress

Nothing comes to mind

I want higher

Still nothing comes to mind

Give me a low five

'Cause I can't help myself

I'm a low five downsize no-one else

Do you love yourself?

Sneaker Pimps, “Low Five”

Sneaker Pimps album “Splinter” is my all time favorite album. It’s what I listen to when my anxiety has me in a tailspin.

I half-expect to find myself / In full control of nothing else / Last hope, but learned to hope less / Nothing comes to mind / I want higher / Still nothing comes to mind

Idk, it’s one of the songs that I kinda associate with Carmy!

[can-of-pringles]

Big piercing story update (pictures of before and after pictures of a downsized eyebrow piercing, a very irritated one)

Ok let's get everyone caught up again. Got it pierced August 20 last year, it got snagged December and gave me grief all this time. I went back to the original piercing place in April to get help and to hopefully get it downsized but he wouldn't do it until "my eczema redness went away" so it continued to get worse and more irritated. Semi recently I accidentally scratched it in my sleep and it bled badly and had dried blood on it for a while while it recovered. It's been having bumps and yellow crust built up recently but I figured it was just part of the drama. Finally, I called another piercing place today to get a second opinion because I needed help. I went and explained everything, including the part about not being able to get it downsized because of the eczema which they said was "wild" and since they didn't have the right length of jewelry they sent me to another location of theirs. Someone there was able to get it downsized. And told me to clean it day and night with antibacterial soap for now (I haven't used that before since I thought it wasn't the best but seeing the state it's in idk maybe it needs it. I can't use saline because it dries it out. So I just wash it in the shower for a minute and pat dry after) so right now of course it's very ouch and upset but I really hope this will fix all my problems. It's been going on for months and I'm exhausted. My old jewelry was titanium implant grade and 16g threadless. I honestly don't know much about this new one I was very anxious and sort of just sped by but I think it's either titanium or stainless steel, I know titanium is preferred but they didn't have a lot in the size and it was slightly in an emergency state. I don't know if it's still 16g or not? Is that the thickness or the length? I think thickness? It doesn't say on the receipt.

[lazylogic]

Just to clarify, my rant yesterday was not me doomposting about the latest Tumblr developments - in fact I'd completely forgotten about them for a bit LOL

IMO I think the downsizing and re-focusing has the potential to actually be a good thing for the site (unfortunately probably not the people working on it, I feel really bad for those who are being disrupted by this). In my experience, it's generally healthier to 1. have smaller, more focused teams working on a thing where communication is easier and playing telephone is less of a risk, and 2. improving on what is already there, and working on/fixing things that people have been asking for for ages, instead of just shoeing in a bunch of random features no one asked for. I understand a lot of it was due to contracts and legal and business stuff, but it sounds like maybe they've seen the light and will condense their focus a bit. Please note that I probably have no idea what I'm talking about, I don't work in this business, and I don't consider my words objective or anything so just...please be nice >>

I don't think it's helpful for people to go, every time something like this comes up, "Tumblr is falling apart again bye I guess I should jump ship" because shit yeah it's gonna fall apart when people keep leaving and singing swan songs. It's okay if it's what you wanna do, I know the feeling of not wanting to be on a website just as well, and a lot of alienating decisions have been made so I don't blame people for throwing their hands up. Idk, I don't think there's a right or wrong and I don't wanna come off like I'm condemning people for just doing what they feel is best for them. I think I'm just desperate to be optimistic because I miss liking Tumblr. There's no hostility intended in this post!

[trombone-minivan]

My thoughts on Lockwood & co. season 1

I've just binged the last four episodes (having seen all 8) and I have some opinions to share with the void.

This is your spoiler warning.

There will be spoilers for Season 1 of the show and at least the first two books past this point.

This would be a good time to mention I was going into this having read all 5 of the books, so some things were likely less surprising to me than to others.

The order isn't really particular and I might add more things as I think of them.

I like the expansion on Lucy's time at Jacobs. This was only described briefly in the first book and it adds some nice background to her character.

I especially like the character of Norrie, who was completely absent from the books. Not only as a childhood friend of Lucy, but also her state and the implications put on it by the plot. Knowing how it progresses after the 2nd book (which is roughly where the plot of season 1 ends), I think we will hear of her again, and I'm looking forward to her role in the future.

On the other hand, I generally prefer the book's depiction of whole Combe Carey scene/portion. I just feel like it wasn't given enough space in the series. I'm wording it this way because I don't really want to say I disliked it, I recognize the creative decision to briefen it (is that a word? idk) for the series. The succession of events is more or less all there, what mostly suffered is the depth of Fairfax's character as well as his relationship and interactions with Lockwood & co.

Saunders is a cheap fuck who should be hit with several fines and maybe a shovel for good measure.

What I disliked more was the section in Bickerstaff's house. I understand there likely wasn't time for it, but it was really downsized compared to my memories of the book passage. Firstly, Simon Wilberforce would have been a really cool ghost with his falling apart into rats. The patients were interesting with their fading in and out, but they don't hold a candle to Wilberforce's book depiction. Plus, and I might be biased as a reader, I would have enjoyed seeing more people than just Lucy scared, and also Lockwood & co's interaction with Kipps' team.

Here I'll take a moment to say I have noticed the changes some characters went through compared to the books - some clearly in the name of diversity - and frankly most of them don't bother me. I will say though that show Winkman is considerably more of a psycho than I remember book Winkman being - again, not that I disliked it, just noticed the difference.

Another thing I noticed are the cars. I am a car nerd, I always do. What I want to mention is that there weren't really any new cars - considering that the series canonically takes places in 2022 (I think). Like, the newest cars that I saw around were from the early to mid 2000s, i.e. a Mk4 Vokswagen Golf or a Rover (don't know what is the model name, visible for example in ep. 3 in the background of the gang getting picked up by Fairfax's driver Ellie). Now, this can very well be just that these were the cars that were available to the production team, as I also noticed a rotation of the same cars in different scenes (such as the gray Ford Granada with aftermarket foglights or the silver Volvo 700-series sedan, both visible in multiple scenes). BUT I can't help thinking about the in-universe implications of the Problem's interference with the car industry. The Problem must have been going on for around 5 decades when the show takes place. Over time, more demand arose for other things to be made out of iron/steel than car bodies, perhaps the demand for new cars also diminished as the way of life shifted more to staying in the safety of a home as much as possible. On the other hand - and I feel like this is the more likely explanation - if the Problem is only a thing in Britain and, as I mentioned, people there started needing cars less and less - there would just be less cars (or none at all) imported to Britain. I also think this fits in better with the actual cause of the Problem, which is revealed in book 5 or 4.

[clinicallyinvisible]

G has decided he needs to sell some of his Star Wars Lego. He is stressed about money. He is sure this is the right thing to do, even tho he still loves it. But he says he has too many hobbies that he spends money on or half does. He wants to downsize. He also admitted a small part of him wanting to downsize is so it will be easier when we move in together.

Plus, if he sold his house, it would help him a lot financially. And if I had someone to split bills with, it would help ME out a lot financially, too. But idk if there is space at my house. It's a big house, but I don't have garage space for him, and my yard is small. And maybe it's really fast and too soon. Even tho it wouldn't be until spring, and by then, we will have been together for like 8 or 9 months. And tbf J and I moved in together immediately after we started dating. Because it made sense at the time. And this makes sense, too. And is less insane.

Oh idk. It's all a lot. I do want him here, and I do want to share my space with him. But it is scary and a huge move for him to sell his house to move into mine. But we have time to figure it out and think about it.

[max--phillips]

hey max, i came across your post about nipple piercing and lemme tell you it’s rough. i got mine done march 2023 and they still crust and periodically spot blood. and i got them done at an app piercer, titanium, downsize when appropriate, etc.

i think of you like them and they’re not migrating/rejecting it’s worth toughing it out.

Omg thank u !! This is very helpful tbh

Yeah I definitely know that one of them is just pissed off because my idiot beast (Chucky, ofc) stepped on it weird a few nights ago but it’s like . Man I kinda thought these would calm down by now but whatever

And yeah, they’ve never given me the impression they’re infected, they’re not migrating or rejecting or anything, they’re just always crusty as hell. And part of why I asked was because I thought I had progressed a little bit a couple weeks ago bc they weren’t as crusty or anything and I was like! Hey! Maybe we’re turning a corner here! Then they were like “lol jk” but honestly that’s pretty par for the course wrt my body and how it does shit now that I really think abt it 😭😭 idk we’ll see how it goes for a while yet ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[benedictconsultingbatch]

I watched the first episode of High Potential and, while it was entertaining, there are some things that I find very annoying and rather unrealistic.

Morgan is a single mom to 3 kids. The dad to 2 of her kids is sort of in the picture, but they're separated.

The show makes a point of telling us that Morgan is just getting by financially. At the grocery store she tells her daughter to put back the lip gloss. Then at checkout, the cashier tells her the total cost and Morgan says no it should be this much because of this coupon and this coupon and so on and then she puts two and two together, realizes her daughter put the lip gloss in the cart, and gives it to the cashier. Morgan can't afford to buy the lip gloss.

They take the bus home with a cart full of groceries because something is wrong with their car and it's expensive to fix so they don't have a functional car right now.

Morgan's neighbor Henry provides free childcare.

BUT. at the same time.

They live in a 2 story house. Maybe 2 story with a basement. We haven't seen yet if they have a basement. Maybe that's the house they had when the dad was still with them and they had 2 incomes, but when couples separate, sometimes people have to downsize.

Morgan has very stylish outfits that, in my opinion, are supposed to look expensive.

How can she be on such a tight budget when it comes to groceries and not be able to afford car repairs but also be living in a typical middle class home and have nice looking clothes? Is all of that going to be explained? Did she already pay off her house even though she could never hold down a job? Her ex is a drivers ed teacher so I doubt he's rich. Or is it just a flaw in the character building that I'm supposed to overlook. Idk but it's been bugging me ever since I watched the episode.

Next thing: She also said to the detective (?) that her high IQ makes it so that she's never been able to hold down a job which I don't really get because she is offered a consulting job with the police within like 24 hours.

Next: She basically solved the case for the police. Is this how the whole show is gonna go? Every episode she'll make all the officers and detectives look incompetent at their jobs? If she is so amazing and they suck at their jobs, why does she need help finding the dad of her first daughter who vanished? Does she just need police access to resources?

So entertaining? Yes. Realistic? Eh...

[quieteclipse]

extremiun yapping about my current sims gameplay below lmao

i think i've had some really interesting sims gameplay for the first time in a while (for me personally) and it's all because i've been struggling with getting my sim's love life started.

usually it's so easy, but i'm doing my best to take relationship differences into consideration and not just jumping into something unhappy (for the long run at least....she's definitely jumped head first into am unhappy relationship & situationship lol).

but the upside is that everything else has been going great and i love that. she graduated high school early, got a distinguished degree in computer science, enough scholarships to give her a full ride, and even graduated uni before aging up to a young adult (though that is specifically because of the shorter uni mod lmao). she started at level 8 in her career and is now level 9 i believe and what was once the shitty starter home in copperdale has now been upgraded to a pretty decent house—without cheating! of course it doesn't look great on the outside because i'm not a builder, but it's what's inside that counts <3

i have one more potential beau for her in mind before i give it up for a little while and just have her adopt a kid (because she really wants to start her family now). and i say adopt because despite her having high fertility, she's been struggling getting pregnant, which is so insane to me considering her longtime situationship (wolfgang munch) ALSO has high fertility.

honestly, she's in her depression era rn (she gained the gloomy trait), so idk if i want to explore that final potential love interest just yet. she currently has the soulmate aspiration, but i think i'll change it to a nature one. i want her to reconnect with her old hobby of fishing since she doesn't have to do it for money anymore. and maybe this will help move along the storyline of her meeting and befriending her final potential love interest. since she hasn't really put much effort into her friendships in a while. usually she'd talk to people enough to know them and then she'd add them on social bunny and the relationships would take off from there.

honestly, it's been so fun having her life have its ups and downs.

in the beginning, she was social awkward and hot headed (which were randomized traits), which inspired my storyline that her parents unexpectedly died and the rest of her family took most of her inheritance (which she ended up getting a little bit of back through that one pop up), so she had to move to copperfield and majorly downsize from her previous wealthy life (since i dressed her up all rich girl preppy before i came up with a storyline).

i changed her traits to outgoing and self-assured when she aged up because being socially awkward and hotheaded did nothing to deter her from making hella friends and fast too. and because of this, through the talents & weaknesses mod, i also gave her the talent of being charismatic. i also eventually gave her the talent for programming bc it really came to her so easily; i think she leveled uo pretty quick and always had successful hacks even when she had a lower skill.

going back to her love life bc i cant stop fixating on it and that's where most of the ups & downs lie.

primarily, i'm obsessed with the constant push & pull between her and wolfgang. even though he prefers non-exclusive relationships and she prefers exclusive ones, which caused their most recent split (still unofficial as of now bc my game kept bugging out too much for me to get anywhere else, so now i must wait for the next weekend).

but to start from the beginning: in high school, malcom landgraab asked her to prom and i was gonna do a storyline where she dated him briefly to be petty since wolfgang was playing around (and also bc she was lowkey freaked by him since he kept somehow barging into her house???), but he literally never spoke to her again after he ditched her at prom (that HE invited her to mind you).

anyways, my sim (helena) decided to invite wolfgang to the usual prom after party at the pier (which i'm pretty sure he got dressed up for despite not going to prom. and i had them go on the scary ride first and then i tried helena's luck with the romantic ride and it worked!!! wolfgang was feeling her like she was feeling him and theu shared their first kiss!! but then he started playing games afterwards. which, come to find out, he viewed her as basic looking. for the longest time i thought they struggled to gain romance because wolfgang was mean & gloomy, but no!

so after that, i started trying to have helena forget about wolfgang and try out some other options.....which she didnt get very far. i was going to have her date this guy named ocean from her uni, but she got wrapped back up in wolfgang and those two ended up becoming friends with benefits.

very soon after, she became queerplatonic partners with aurelio.

now, her and aurelio became quick besties in their later teen years and i was shipping them so hard until i read his sim bio and learned that he was aroace. but they did end up getting a bit of romance even after i secured his preferences (or lack thereof) in CAS, but he also had a dislike for flirtation so there was that. later on, though, i remembered i had the mod that can specify orientation, so i made him romance/relationship favorable (though i wish i had kept it at indifferent) and woohoo averse.

i think i missed up at one point by choosing an interaction where she asked aurelio to be more than friends bc i really didnt think it did anything lmaooooo but they ended up becoming bf & gf. which sucked bc she had to break up with him twice....and this was bc he had the jealous trait and kept antagonizing her about their relationship problems??? despite them having only been together for not even a full sim day, i dont think????

chile, anyways...

i'm pretty sure she had also ended her fwb relationship with wolfgang for aurelio bc i totally forgot about that before starting anything with aurelio.

but honestly it didnt really mean anything bc i had her invite him (and others) over for new year's for a little dinner party (which idk why i do parties in my game anymore bc they never work right), and they ended up banging on the couch, in front of jeb & ocean (who, btw, also propositioned her for sex....which i accepted at first, but then denied immediately after). i felt bad for having them do that in the living roo. bc aurelio literally left the house (he was staying over btw).

anyways, after all that craziness. she ended up inviting wolfgang over again and they whoohoo'd a lot. which is where we discovered that despite bith her and wolfgang having high fertility, helena just was not getting pregnant. apparently she is also prone to having issues during pregnancy, so i'm worried about that.

due to them not getting pregnant naturally, i was gonna have helena ask wolfgang to have a science baby with her, but like i saod earlier, this is where my game really started to lag so bad i genuinely couldn't get anybody to do anything.

this era is so sad bc i had extended the house and redecorated for a potential baby and it just wasnt happening, so i ended up deleting all the baby stuff and turning the extra room into a guest room.

but i also feel bad bc i wanted helena to move out of copperdale tbh (also i might've called it copperfield somewhere earlier. i found one incident & changed it, but i could've sworn there was another, but i'm not looking for it). but i like the progress i've made on her house, i'd feel too sad to move out already. but the lot honestly isn't big enough anymore. i think i want her to have a pool even though it's still early spring in my game rn (i think i want to change the length of the seasons tho....a week is just too short).

also, i think i might finally make that switch to long life span....i want to cherish helena's young adult years, especially with what i have planned. and i dont want her adult years to be rushed either.

i'm hoping she either finds genuine love and friendship with this ken guy she had a sexy dream about once, or wolfgang suddenly wants to settle down....or maybe, she'll find someone else idk. i wish i had a proper computer setup so i wouldnt be so irritated by the lag that happens whenever going off my home lot, bc i'd love for helena to go out clubbing and exploring.

either way, i'm excited for her to adopt a child too. i definitely think that will be the next step for her, especially with her problems with conceiving. and i think i'll finally move to the world that came with the horse pack, bc i havent done a single damn thing with that pack yet (besides this one random sim i made live there at one point, her save was a random throwaway save tho). i only just recently seen an actual horse in game with helena bc aurelio'a family adopted one. i've pretty much been everywhere else.

anyways, i think i'm all yapped out about my current sim. i can't wait to play her again, but i might just wait until school is officially out until i do play my game again. i'm so invested in helena's story, just playing on weekends isnt going to cut it anymore.

i really do hope this is the gameplsy where i can actually continue a legacy. but if it is, i desperately need to start taking more pics with helena's friends. i missed their teen years (besides with wolfgang...of course), i don't want to miss their young adult ones.

[seangelfish]

TECHNICALLY i could be considered british ???? idk how it works here cause im in the silly part that doesnt know what it wants 🙏

I WISH I COULD SHOW YOU PICTURES OF IT RAGHHHH i genuinely was like debating making an account for ainon just for pictures and stuff but it just seems like so much effort HELP ??? they should let us anons use pictures too 😞😞

WHERED YOU GET THE MERCH THAT ITS THAT CHEAP ?? im scared to ask how much the shipping is though if its from a proxy site or anything like that.. the shipping for my 2wink album cost like £20 ish i think ? but do share your ways i yearn for more merch 🙏🙏🫵 MY KNIGHTS MERCH IS GONNA BE HERE SOON THOUGH AND IM SO EXCITED WAHHHH it has like the teeny tiny izumi omanjuus and like pins and pashas IM SO EXCITED !!! and also the knights x ryusetai cd AHHH

YOUR LATEST FICS ALSO ???? CRYINF…. theyre so so well written and i just aughhhh… i do like paralive but ive just never really read anything on it apart from stuff for BAE BUT THE WAY YOU WRITE IS SO CAPTIVATING IM AFRAID IM BEING PULLED INTO IT 🫡🫡

KEEP UP THE AMAZING WORK AND TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF <3333 !!!

-ainon :D

That’s so interesting. I wonder what that silly part is because tbh I can’t think of a place right now 😭 But okayyy, (kind of) British enstarrie!! ჱ̒ ｰ̀֊ｰ́ )

We can always establish this writer-anon relationship into actual friends and then you can send me pics haha jk unless… But tbh, they should allow anons to send in pics. I get why they wouldn’t though 😔

I buy a lot of my merch on Mercari JP through the Buyee proxy! The shipping was the same as yours though, £20. Though, that depends on the package weight. Sometimes it only costed me £17 to ship a package from Japan to the UK, sometimes £30 😭 I always try to downsize my packages though! A lot of the merch on there is inexpensive (not Eden tho, but I’m 100% sure that 2wink and maybe Knights merch on Mercari JP is really cheap).

Tiny Izumi omanjuus!! That’s cute hehe 🤍

Omg thank you so much though!! 🥹💖💖💖 I really do like it when people compliment my writing, I think I’ve said this before haha but I’ve always loved writing, I even took English lit & lang for A-Levels because I wanted to write 😭

But yes!! I love when I get people into Paradox Live. I love it so so much. The characters are all so likeable and the songs are sooo good!! I got into it in early 2023 just by the songs alone! 💕

Thank you always, ainon, and take care of yourself too~ 🩵💜

[wolfshadowhill]

This is a vent post, no one will probably see it but I need to vent about it.

I feel like I’m slowly becoming more and more isolated and anti-social. I wanna spend time with my roommates and help out where I can around the house but I also don’t wanna intrude on their time together. I feel like I’m somehow ruining my friendships even tho I’ve done nothing different. If they ever ask me to do something I do it.

Idk, we’ve all been in a rough headspace recently, and I’ll be honest my spending habits have not been great but I’m doing my best now to rain it in and stick to my budget. I know I need to save money while I have this opportunity and stable living situation and I’m trying.

I’m also trying to sell the unnecessary stuff I have and downsize, but selling stuff is so difficult but I could really use the money or I would just donate the stuff. It’s been tough but I wanna get better.

I’m trying to break my isolation and go out with people, but food and gas are expensive it’s tough. I know I’m making all the problems I’m facing rn and I feel like I’m powerless to stop myself from fucking stuff up. But I’m doing my best to fix it.