#idk thoughts are being thunk

[wavesoutbeingtossed]

Were you sent by someone who wanted me dead? / The tomb won't close, stained glass windows in my mind, I regret you all the time / Still alive, killing time at the cemetery, never quite buried / Maybe it's the past that's talking, screaming from the crypt / It was unnecessary, should've let it stay buried / You are what you did and I'll forget you, but I'll never forgive

[franollie]

not for gatekeeping however i do think people should be handed like a pamphlet explaining fandom etiquette and how these ecosystems thrive before they’re allowed in fandom spaces. fully understand what youre signing up for before you come in trying to fundamentally change how fandom functions

[riality-check]

It starts, as always, with the bees.

They’re what the locals talk about. If you go into town, especially in the summertime when the air is dry and the sun is hot and any scrap of shade or breeze feels like a five star hotel, the locals talk about the bees. The swarms, the droning, the lazy flutters in the gardens and near the porches. 

If you see bees in Hawkins, Indiana, they say, they’re from the Lab.

The Lab isn’t actually a lab. It’s a derisive nickname for a community five miles outside of town; through the woods, near the woods, in the woods, they’re not really sure. No one from Hawkins goes further than the little sign on the dirt road to and from.

Honey Haven. An experimental community founded on trust, cooperation, and the goodness in all men’s hearts. Est. 1966. Population: 565. Settlement: five miles east.

“Experimental” was all it took for the locals to come up with the nickname. They’re a practical group - farmers, workmen, store owners - and not a creative one.

Steve nods politely and gently shoos a bee away from his face as he listens to the chief of police complain, for the fourth time in the two days they’ve been here, about being barred entry and denied warrants, about nearly being arrested himself when he tried to sneak in.

“Something is wrong about that place,” he insists.

“We know that, chief,” Robin says. “That's why we’re here.”

Well, it’s not the whole truth. The whole truth is that they’ve been asking enthusiastic locals for nearly six months now for help. They’ve asked the mailman for what mail he delivers there (beekeeping supplies and letters in, but few letters out), the garbage collector for what they throw out (wood, clothes, a whole lot of paper), and some bored housewives to root through the phone book and call the main line (a cheerful voice answers and promptly starts asking what got them interested).

All in all, it’s fishy. Maybe not as concerning as their client made it out to be, but worth paying a visit. Worth seeing what the deal is.

Worth meeting Eddie Munson, whose worried uncle hired Steve and Robin to investigate his whereabouts after not hearing from him for a year.

“They limit communication,” the chief - Hopper, his name tag says - “but they’ll let you come and go at first. We’ll be able to get more letters in than out.”

“We know,” Steve says, shooing another bee off of Robin. “We got this.”

“I really hope so.”

They say their polite goodbyes and start walking down the road. No cars in the settlement, they’ve learned. Too much noise, too much pollution. They hurt the bees.

Steve and Robin walk five miles down the dirt road in the middle of the afternoon in July. They’d speak, ordinarily, fill the silence with jokes and stories and laughter, but silence is nowhere to be found.

The droning of bees from swarms unseen fills the air, and Steve thinks, while fanning himself with his hands, that the sound could swallow him whole.

Part 2. Part 3 (background lore)

[bananielle]

vivi…. thoughts are being thunk

oh god. ihan… ( ;´ - `;) i’m such a sucker for tying pretty boys up <3 leehan would love to be restrained i think. he’d watch you with sparkling eyes and that exact smirk as you tied his arms tight to his body and went in to blindfold him. he just thinks you’re so hot when you’re in the lead and basically manhandling him. i think he’d be a bit giggly as you’re touching him too :p but he’d be so quick to crumble and turn into a moaning mess, especially if you kissed his eyelids through the blindfold

[uhzuku]

don’t mind me just obsessed w the idea of izuku being the mean dom to katsuki’s soft dom rn

[virnuileva-peto]

Been thinking plenty how Käärijä as a character changed over the years and gambling is no longer his gimmick, yet he keeps the Käärijä name.

Also thinking how he made his first songs with Jesse, but since then his style evolved in such directions that it doesn't seem like such a collab would be possible nowadays.

And how despite them not making music together in years Jesse still gets to help with Käärijä's career, and sometimes they perform one or two of the older songs together.

[tehshelaroxx]

Thinking about him again (Hongjoong)

[mikansei]

i'm still thinkin abt @havanillas' roleswap ratio... i want his stoneheart gem to be lapis lazuli:

matches his color scheme (and is gorgeous 💙)

represents truth and enlightenment but is spangled with pyrite (fool's gold), which is thematically delightful to me

cn lapis lazuli 青金石 qīngjīnshí (blue gold stone) echoes cn aventurine 砂金石 shājīnshí (sand gold stone), which is linguistically delightful to me

obviously if penacony happens in this au he couldn't twin his stone with jade's, and sapphires are translucent while lapis isn't... maybe instead of breaking his cornerstone the plot friction there is he'd have to alter it to be translucent & remove the pyrite veins? but if sapphire were in jade's role i can't see him agreeing to be personally involved in tampering with a cornerstone

(if he were amethyst instead he could twin a lot easier with sugilite, but i don't like amethyst as much lol)

maybe he could be lazurite, the blue component of lapis lazuli without the pyrite. i could see him wanting to excise the "fool's gold" from the stone representing truth

and as much as i want him to have a cool boss form mirroring aven's, i have a feeling his cornerstone ability would be less visual & more like jade's - instead of reading people's desires, his lets him be a human lie detector

[hyunpic]

[her-canine-teeth]

it's like they died and there's no going back. theyre gone theyre always gonna be gone and it's terrible and there's a hole with jagged edges that bite and hurt and it cant be filled (but it's better than nothing being there at all. the hurt reminds you that they were alive, that they were there once and you didnt just imagine the comfort and the friendship and everything; they are gone, but at least they were there)

they died, no coming back. but at least they died together. they didnt have to be without the other, didnt have to like feel that special sorta pain that everyone else is feeling rn (whyd u leave me behind. whyd u go alone. )

there's comfort in dying with a loved one

[navramanan]

yeom mijeong put it into words so well for me. i'm a good person i won't ask to be loved. asking for love implies you're difficult to love because you're a bad person, so you ask for it. being a good person makes you lovable enough to be loved by someone, so a good person doesn't ask to be loved. a good person is just loved, without having to ask or beg for it. i'm a good person, so why should i ask to be loved? i'm a good person, why am i not loved.

[summ3rhead]

If I was any good at writing prose I’d write an avatrice semi wings of desire au fic where Ava as an angel falls for bea and falls for life and decides to become human. I think it would fit so well with ava’s character. Spain instead of Berlin eh? Ava wouldn’t just become human for bea, but to have the ability to feel. After witnessing life for so long she’d want to be a part of it. To drink black coffee and get a massage all the way to her fingertips and take a bath and see colour and bleed and blast Nick Cave and the bad seeds. Colombo would of course make an appearance. Maybe I should do it???

[policyoftruth]

Currently debating whether or not i should try and do inktober this year

[gierosajie]

Idk BlazBlue HSR au in which Noel, Makoto, and Tsubaki (maybe Carl too) run away and become Galaxy Rangers or something

[risetherivermoon]

thinking abt making a new twitter au...that isnt a fame au...would yall be interested?? 👁️👁️

[anythingbyadriannelenker]

computer, open RAADS-R and ADHD screening... its time to get to the bottom of this