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you cant tell me helena wasnt at least a little disappointed that mark didnt kiss her in the hallway
#like idk!! just seems like she was a Little upset their awkward stare down in a hallway corner didnt end in a kiss!#she wants to experience genuine human connection so bad#mark s#helena eagan#severance#severance spoilers
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Character development at it's finest
#Yk at the beginning I was their relationship through a romantic lense but now I'm starting to think they more resemble a found family#Specifically Johnny becoming a paternal figure to V#Maybe it's my aro ass that views all love and caring gestures as platonic#but the “not more important than you” felt like something a father would say to his daughter#the line “is there anything as undoing as a daughter” fitting Johnny bc he only seemed to put a real effort into changing once he got V#Someone he is proud of. Protective of. How willing Johnny is to hand V all of his belongings like a father passing his hobbies#Telling V to put his Jacket replica on. To get in his car and “I'll even let you drive it” thing#The way V arranges his date with Rogue and Johnny is like “okay kid now run along dad's gotta get busy”#Honestly the whole samurai kerry mission felt like your older dad introducing you to his friends back from band days#And this new view on him just makes things extra awkward bc I've already written a smut piece on him and V back in early game lmao#but yeah he really feels like a father figure to V. In the date with Judy when she tells you to scroll while diving underwater#And johnny is like “nope. bad idea. Fuck no. Tell her to go find another yes woman”#it all resembled a parent giving you the “if judy jumps off a cliff. would you?”#like ever after since the first time he took control of V's All the times afterwards he was extra careful and kept his word#when it comes to taking the change back pill#I'd even argue he took the change back pill way earlier after the concert ended bc he was worried about V#So he hurried and cut his time with Kerry short just for his kid's sake#OF ALL TIMES TO BE ARO#I WAS SUPPOSED TO SHIP THEM GODDAMMIT#Idk if this view will latch on or gets steered back to romance territory#All I know is that Johnny fully imprinted on V enough to want to see them in his sunglasses#☆other fandoms#☆cyberpunk#johnny silverhand#☆Johnny#☆V#cyberpunk 2077#cyberpunk 2077 spoilers#v
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oh the immediate panicked switch to first-name basis lmao
and Artemy refusing to return the favor of course...
#pathologic#patho1#daniil dankovsky#artemy burakh#it does feel like daniil tried to use this as a method of persuasion since he never used artemy's name before and now drops it like in ever#sentence#but it still reads to me in part as embarrassed confirmation that he also totally believes in their supposed friendship#i mean before this in his letters i think the only time the bachelor used like the 'tu' form rather than vous#was when he was upset and threatening haruspex to not interfere with his attempts to save the utopians and achieve their dreams#even though he always uses tu in spoken dialogue hmmm#yeah idk ill see how this quest and route ends but honestly seems more like social awkwardness#in the face of a rough and straightforward man#then again if he IS trying to manipulate artemy then well it does work lmao all im doing is his quests this whole time
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Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.
Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.
#my characters#waiting on some info on the next commission so i indulged in ocs today bc i doubt i will have as much time for lil comics for a bit#deacon is so devoted hes like yeah i would kill for a deity that could easily kill anything himself but yknow teehee#and fulj just did you tell him you needed therapy also does he even know youd murder in his name#deacon caught red handed haha no of course i havent told him it should be obvious enough haha.... and its in his defense not his name :c#man really does have some issues but i love him so much and hes so devoted but like. unhealthily after a while#he does in fact need a chill pill and therapy but to be fair#ymber has needed therapy for centuries and yet he just bottles it all up and suffers so#its pretty unhealthy until they yell at each other one (1) time bc they are so insecure about things and get mad over very valid reasons#but then theyre like you know what that was necessary and i still want to stay by your side if you let me#and then fulj is like dude hey sorry you seem really happy did you fu- and ymber is like no please stop there we have not#fulj just squinting cause have not is very different than will not but whatever she doesnt wanna think about that with deacon involved ew#and eventually fulj is like hey ymber im sorry to say but i really do hate deacon and i dont even know why but he makes me uncomfortable#while deacon is just. in the room. hearing this and thinking how he knows she thinks hes weird but wow that wording hurts#and ymber doesnt wanna fill in memories better forgotten by fulj which she had forcefully removed#so he just says oh well his hair and clothing are black and you had someone in the past that you might see in him and its not a pleasant en#so you know maybe its that idk#and fulj is then WHATST i was rude to him for someone i cant even remember? lame im gonna try SO HARD to be nice to him now#and deacon just still sitting there with some food like this is v awkward and i wish i could not be here for it#and later he asks ymber about who he resembled and as ymber is descibing her it clicks in deacons head and he gets really sad#that he might somehow remind fulj of the woman she loved before she was punished for loving a mortal#and he feels kinda bad pestering her so much with his curiosities about deities and he kinda gets it#the fact hes close to ymber might remind her at the core that she was once that close with a mortal if not closer#anyway story time in the tags again#im so obsessed with these peeps and i have made them suffer so much but they do all end on a happy note#its still funny and nice to me that while fulj is creeped out by deacon and doesnt like talking to him#he still expresses the most emotions to her - he tries hard to remain serious around ymber and collected and obedient at all times#and when out and about with ymber he has to be intimidating and refuses smiling but fulj?? all sunshine and smiles and emotions easy to rea#and she is just that is so weird go away i hate you
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Kusakabe, dear, you're too beautiful to be saying that kind of stuff
#jjk spoilers#All the prettiest characters were brought back from apparent death#Nobara was okay and it's true that when I read the lawyer's and Kusakabe's fights against Sukuna I thought it was being kept vague#but to pull a Nobara with all of them... idk#No one stays dead here except for the people who actually care for the kids and by that I mean 'including Yuuji'#kinda lowkey bitter about it#Don't get me wrong I like the characters and also they're super pretty but idk It makes death feel cheap? And the high stakes kinda fake?#Choso Gojo and Nanami actual only characters who died apparently#Well. Poor Itadori#And Kusukabe goes and runs his mouth that way in front of the kid. He is not entirely wrong but also he very much is#And yes he also says 'don't worry it's not for you to feel guilty over anything you're just kids' but also he did very much say that thing#about it all being Gojo's fault for not killing Itadori. In front of Itadori who feels guilty for that precisely#and in front of Megumi who asked Gojo to spare him and also went through the experience of Sukuna using his body as well#So Kusukabe's reassurance about them just being kids and not to feel guilty falls a bit empty#It does feel in character but man it truly makes one appreciate the way Gojo and Nanami dealt with the kids a lot more haha#Ui Ui seems like a dear#Anyway... this chapter felt a bit lame for the most part for me? I like the idea of the characters discussing the could have/would have#and feeling guilt and helplessness over their choices but the way it was done felt a bit lame and without any real emotional punch#It felt more like an explanation to the reader in an awkward way. And there's a lot of empty chat about guilt and grief#without any of the characters really giving off a grieving air about everything and everyone they've lost#And this is precisely what I felt was going to happen with this manga's writing haha#I truly don't understand this kind of writing choices. Contrary to some other shonen writers this author did seem to have the potential#to write this kind of thing well besides the worldbuilding and powers and fight stuff. It's truly a pity. It so breaks my heart#And still this is considered one of the good shonens. Well. WELL haha#I do think shonen can be good! I just think it falls almost always even when there's potential into bery shallow writing#I don't know. Maybe I should read that one Alchemist manga#I've been repeatedly told that one's good and it does seem like it doesn't do... this. But I find the art style so not to my linking#I wish I had never gotten into JJK for real for real. I absolutely adore it. I always end up frustrated. It could be so good. Genuinely good#And yet it's just okay in a sort of forgettable way. What a pity#Everything good ever is present but it never dares do anything to fully explore what it sets. It just does the typical shonen stuff
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vent in tags don’t mind me
#i’ve been having a really hard time recently and i feel super like alone and stuff#i feel like i have no one i can talk to#but i also have this feeling of not wanting to burden people with my problems bc i know other people have their own stuff going on#and like i’ve just been feeling super meh for months now#and everytime something starts to look up#it ends up like taking a huge turn and turning out bad and also creating a ton of other problem on top of that#and i’ve tried like channeling my energy into other stuff like crochet or like gaming or whatever#but i still have this just underlying sad feeling all the time because#it just seems like i can’t ever catch a break#idk maybe i’m overreacting but :((#and it just sucks bc i feel like i try to be there for other people but then i feel awkward talking to people about my own struggles#and that’s like not other people’s fault it’s a me thing but idk#anyway#if you read this thank you i just wanted to let my feelings out#butter’s thoughts
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i can feel myself drifting from the TTCC community .. like i still love the characters and their dynamics, but ive been thinking less about toontown as a whole and just some of the characters are lingering . this usually happens towards the end of my obsessions
plus i just dont feel in touch with the community LOL i just kinda stick to my own stuff and sometimes like the art and stories ppl make .. but im in this awkward spot right now where im MENTALLY not engaging as much. idk if this is anything
#i dont think anything specific is causing it. im just not super deep in my toontown phase like i was in the beginning#i like the characters . but have been thinking less abt the actual toontown story#and i think im starting to dislike some things abt the canon to the point i resent it slightly#it feels like theres soo much missed potential in some parts and ik i have to just be patient but . bc of that my obsession is fading i fea#and theres a lot of messy lore and its become disengaging to follow#they say theyre fixing it but continue to indulge in these non-canon social media posts that i rlly like but. theyre not canon theyre just#kinda made for fun it seems . like maybe filler content in the meantime for big canon stuff idk#ive just become less invested in the whole toontown story recently ! still love it :] but#im in that awkward end of an era phase#the phase is lingering#many of the characters are floating around my brain and i adore them very much#just not thinking abt them in the context of the toontown story as much#and i feel more disconnected from fandom lately which isnt helping . theres a lack of connection on my part#im still gonna post art and reblog toontown stuff btw. nothings really gonna change#just felt like rambling?? im not even gonna properly tag this LMAO#any of yall have this kinda lingering feeling at the end of ur phases? cuz i do
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ok yk what. now that i’ve had some time to process nghy canon, considering the current pacing of gen retcon, i think their next step is as ✨clear as day✨
i really like seeing them happy together, but i truly do think that they should divorce and either live the rest of their lives as single besties; partners in hero/heroine-isms, but better off as just friends, or go their separate ways for a bit and get back together when they’re a little older and wiser, staying together for good this time around, as each other’s first and last boyfriend/girlfriend
#‘haven’t you had quite enough of pushing your divorce agendas??? like with lxl????’ no. never.#idk i think part of their charm was nagisa’s patience and genuine earnest love for hiyori#and hiyori’s determination to achieve her goals of becoming a true heroine in every sense of the word…#but the current pacing is kinda… um. i really love how nghy is now truly canon ofc. but… it feels too rushed?#like they’re just checking off a box on a ‘relationships to go’ checklist?#and nagisa’s sudden second confession? in a throwaway line? what was that all about man… when did that even happen? excuse?#i think it’d have been more meaningful if hiyori was the one to confess without any prompting (to lead to their relationship)…#and. uh. don’t take this the wrong way but… noontea seemed a little peer pressure-y to me.#it kinda felt like juri and chizu were pressuring hiyori into getting a bf… it’s been eating away at me ever since i tried to tl it. but.#…idk. point is. i think a relationship built on those foundations (peer pressure/fomo and a suddenly persistent guy(???)) is doomed to fail#and so i think nghy should divorce. maybe they’ll reconnect romantically in a few years#(fulfilling nagisa’s agreement to be hiyori’s ‘last bf’ as well as having been her ‘first bf’ during their first try at a relationship)#or they could just be besties till the end of time; having been each other’s hero and heroine once upon a time#ik hw doesn’t do breakups of their main couples (not since nakimushi kareshi eons ago i think…)#but i think they should give it another go for nghy. maybe it’d make their love story a little more compelling#and maybe we could all unite under the cheers of hoping that ng and hy get back together in the future as more mature adults…?#idk i just. think the ‘right person; wrong time’ trope could work for nghy#like how it went in sukiuso/heroika with nagisa’s failed confession#even then they were the right person for each other; it just wasn’t the right time for them to date (personal goals/long distance/etc)#so maybe. this time ‘round even though they’ve started dating circumstances could still pop up here and there and maybe…?#…but idk~~~~~~~~ maybe it’s just the 5am thoughts or something that’s finally putting my incoherent trains of thoughts into words…#point is!!!!!! the current pacing is awkward!!!!!!!!! nghy deserve better!!!!!!! and their love story needs to be treated with more care!!!!#idk are hw trying to speedrun nghy for h10w bc nghy’s. like. a mix of different features of their previous couples#which would make ‘em the perfect couple to bring h10w together(???) or something???#but idk. im still really really happy the nghy is canon but. there are some mixed feelings here and there too…#idk dudes this has gotten way too long for its own good so ig i’ll stop here…#live laugh love nghy canon but… i still think they should break up for *at least* a year or so to reasses their relationship#sorry nghy… it’s for your own good i swear… i truly want you to be happy together!!!! i really do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I think every social media website should have an effective tagging system, just my thoughts
#clemramble#i want to post some more of my art on twt but i also want to tag it effectively but idk how the tagging system works on there#since hashtags seem to do very little on there#if theres one thing tumblr has done right its the tagging system . this is awesome i love putting things in tags like its me whispering#directly into your ear extra info that you really didnt need to know#and also the ability to mute hashtags is awesome. even if it doesnt completely hide it#twt is so weird in its hidden words. i have so much stuff blocked on there but the moment it gets popular the system just#doesnt work and im stuck seeing it all again. very annoying.#anyways yeah this is also a call if any one knows how the muting system on twt works and how i should best tag my stuff.please share#your wisdom. if you dont mind. i asked on twt but my regular posts kind of flop if its not art. not that i mind but the point remains#..i had thought about making another account just dedicated to like ship stuff on twt bc i have enough stuff to do that but#would it be unnecessary? idk . ignore this part sorry im rambling outloud to myself virtually through tags#i might just end up not posting it there. its like a little tumblr exclusive#im not even scared anymore ive bossed up. twt just makes me feel awkward now. its like when you enter a giant classroom and theres no empty#seats so youre forced to go up and down the isles trying to find a spot that open
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Beasties of Greenhollow soundtrack! Some tracks on this are from older projects like elphame but all of them have been reworked in some way. Most of them are entirely new. Enjoy!
#soundtrack#music#indiegamedev#Youtube#beasties of greenhollow#indiegame#chiptune#elphame#hey again gang. Another scream into the void#Things have been getting more interesting tbh#I'm starting therapy again. I have learned from this that my anxiety is in the very very high end.#And I guess the only thing that surprises me about that is that it's an abnormally high amount vs the average.#I've had more intrusive thoughts this week than in a long time. (I almost said ever but that was 2021 where they woke me up...)#It's mostly about my mistakes and ppl I've scared out of being in my life because of the actions based on my anxieties.#Like “if i could go back in time I could fix it”... girl you'd be going back in time like 100 times. At that point it's not fair lmao#I think I shouldn't talk about who I'm dating here anymore. Friends told me to stop seeing so many new people and I took that advice.#I'm exercising incredibly frequently; obsessively so. It really doesn't change much in my anxiety. I walk for like 3 hours a day.#My friend group is... difficult. One of us had a falling out with another and the dynamic is just so awkward for me now.#it just seems like everyone else has moved past it though but I still miss him. I don't think this can be reversed#we used to talk on my stream and play digimon cards n jackbox and d&d... But now they're only interested in d&d which I don't love#For god's sake I've published a game and moved to a nice new place. why aren't I happy hahahaha#work is no longer enjoyable since BoG was publised. our new project is in an iffy category but it's not my place to argue#I want to write music and animate but I have to do my hours for this new project before I can do anything like that...#I ended up siding with my current boss in that ethical dilemma I posted about and rn idk if that was the right decision.#Okay what can i talk about that's good? We moved to a nice place. I'm celebrating BoG's release with family tomorrow.#Graeme's playing Iconoclasts- one of my favourite games! He's also returning to work soon so it'll be less awkward to have a lady over#Thinking about good stuff going on just draws the mind to holidays I've had before. I treasure my memories!#Okay so I've complained for a long long time bc life doesn't feel great rn. But rest assured I already know this is 90% my fault hahaha#Oh another good thing that happened!!! My elestrals card was printed and ppl are really happy with it. I have a card in a real card game!!!#don't tell anyone but there's another one on the way. Anyway that will do for now. I'm sorry about my... self.
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yknow what bugs me is when ppls criticism of YA media boils down to them just not knowing how teenage crushes work
#'bella being depressed because edward wasnt at school is unhealthy obsession' no that's called having a crush#'him asking her out by them hearing a rumor saying theyre dating and bella going 'what should i say' +him responding 'well i guess you could#tell them yes. yknow just because its easier' is lame and boring' are you kidding me i ate that shit up at that age#when two shy awkward people flirt thats how you end up in a relationship is you both kind of just sidle your way up to it#and i dont even feel like that one contributes to like 'things abt him that arent necessarily red flags on their own but as a whole point to#bad things' like. from what i gathered feom the movie bella did not seem like the type to like some big first move#like. shes an emo bruh girl. if it wasnt some sort of edgy teenage heartthrob performance then shed just brush him off like#every other Conventionally Attractive Dude™ falling all over her#ppl keep acting like her not going for every other dude who wants her is a character flaw or bad writing but. like#literally just have you ever met a depressed teenage girl.#shes Not Like Other Girls™ and finds regular guys who express emotions in regular ways boring#her wanting him over every other bland boring safe guy she could have in an instant isnt a plot hole‚ its characterization#also i disagree with the vibe that she's just a blank slate like. as someone who was a depressed teenage girl#she didn't come across as blank to me#she came across as. depressed and emo and trying so very hard to look cool and mysterious at all times and had#spent her life up to that point praying to find out magic was real and could whisk her away into a life of adventure and romance and drama#you look me in the eyes and tell me that girl didn't spend middle school chewing through every book she could get her hands on#as fast as possible.#idk#origibberish
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ANYWAY I think I'm gonna send tb3 to my editor this weekend just to get their feedback on it but it's not like. super close to being done
#I need to find a way to skip some time#and idk any way i try just seems awkward#so I might just ignore the idea and shove it into tb4 and let tb3 end on sex#as seems to be series tradition at this point
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hmmm.
#that awkward moment when one of the anons references an archive warning and two friends of mine#implying that they deserve the harassment bc they write that content#but actually they don’t? i do though#i have more noncon fics in this fandom than anyone else and it’s been crickets here#(the person was referencing stuff related to age. y’all know i write that. i’m writing that right now ffs)#so idk man this seems very targeted at a handful of writers#and that is just straight up cyber bullying#end of rant
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#christ. i feel like this is gonna b where i end up for school#it just seems like a really good place and i think it could help me be less intense lmao#more close access to the wilderness and all that. the ice driving is gonna stress me the fuck out but maybe not more than city driving woul#and i mean who wouldn't wanna live in a place with with moose and bears and mountains and snow#assuming they give me an offer. but the guy said it would prob b an easy conversation so im hopeful#sigh. ive done so much interacting this weekend. i fucking hate house parties. im so awkward#i mean most ppl r a bit but i tend to b the person sitting alone in the corner not quite knowing what to do. like we were xc skiining and#after the group was all huddled up talking and i was climbing around in the snow by myself trying to decide if it would b super weird for#me to roll around in it. i didnt bc i was abt to get in thr car but i shoudl have. whatever. i hopefully didnt leave too terrible an#impression. also everyone i meet with adhd @ me: ur problems sound like adhd. me: ok i hear u but also i refuse to listen until i have a#diagnosis lol. i think im just gonna white knuckle it until i start my program so i can use uni counseling bc im abt to get off my parents#insurance 😭 so just a few more miserable months. or like idk the timeline. hhhh let me leave the southwest. lol there were 3 fucking ohio#ppl on this recruitment weekend. were everywhere. everywhere but ohio rip#unrelated
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Everyone thinks law is an honorary straw hat and so in love with luffy and I'm gonna laugh so hard when endgame comes and law reveals his long con with doffy and double crosses luffy.
#i truly think dressrosa was such a huge elaborate set up and plan#laws a planner#who thinks of everything#and hes so meticulous#be used the strawhats as his pawns all throughout punk hazard dressrosa and wano#they did literally all the work for him#his crew isnt strong#they were MIA the entirety of dressrosa#until everyone was already defeated#like bepo coming out of nowhere at the very end and telling franky (who kicked so much fucking ass) that he was useless#like..... hmmm..... why play it up like you did something#when you didnt do anything#like they couldnt even keep big mom down in the water#which was the easiest fucking win evef#idk man#i think yall get too caught up and forget that oda is a good writer#he plays so many things as simply as possible so thst the reveals or eventual occurrences will seem like... oh duh#that was right in front of us the entire time#idk law is very clear that him and luffy are not allies#hes socially awkward and he feels embarrassed being serious and mad so yall brush it off#bc he seems silly#its the same exact way you brush off all of zoros profound moments#bc he doesnt act accordingly#law constantly hides his crew away to keep them safe#he got to interact with and gather intel and knowledge on luffys entire crew#but the SH didn't get to interact with them hardly at all#'but law saved zoro bc itnwas more important than the mission'#if law wouldve let zoro die#his big plan would have been ruined bc he wouldnt be in luffys good graces anymore and he needs to keep luffy happy with him for now#at the beginning i meant they were MIA the entirety of wano but dressrosa too
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Everything is triggering again
#I wish it was more obvious to my grandpa when I'm in a bad mood and don't wanna be talked at#like he's super sweet but all he talks about are his own interests really and things I don't quite understand#because I'm not from their generation#but I feel like showing my grandparents that I'm in a very negative attitudy mood blatantly would end ....not badly#but at least at home I was allowed to be snippy and pissy because it just suited the general demeanor of my parents#and I guess one thing about that dynamic that while sucked ass is if we got into an argument#I could start saying the meanest shit in return to my dad cause he was saying it back to me and we just.#pretended we didn't just tell one another to rot in hell and that they'd be better off dead on the side of the street#don't want a dynamic like that AGAIN...but at least it gave me a valid reason to be straight up pissy#if I had any sort of attitude here I DO think I'd be stared at and feel like an overall outcast // villian suddenly#but here...idk my grandma would probably understand but I'd be stared at...it'd be awkward....she'd probably IDEK#being moody and having a huge attitude doesn't fit in with people who are pretty... neutral#my grandma only seems to have attitude when she's joking about things and she never airs on the getting pissy EVER#vent
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