#idk maybe I'm just tired
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My initial thought after finishing Kaos is that while I really enjoyed the show, I think the prophecy should have happened earlier. I understand it took them an entire season, because they change the mythos a lot and there's several things they need to set up. However, I feel like the show drags at points and it would've benefitted from either being shorter or moving quicker. It is balanced between character drive and plot drive which is nice. But, the new things they set up are pretty simple to understand. Ari's story especially dragged in my opinion.
#it doesn't help that i know the mythos#idk maybe I'm just tired#maybe a second rewatch will help#but yeah no#definitely a 7/10 show#would absolutely recommend#rambling#silly rambling#don't take this too seriously#it's 4am#kaos#kaos spoilers#kaos netflix
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not enough misery meister content out here
#lemon demon#new kids on the rock#nkotr#i just rewatched the entire nkotr series twice in a row and like#idk i feel like he could be a fun character to work with#like spencer in a way#idk maybe i'm just tired
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I was doing research for a story yesterday and... uh...
Did they ever resolve this, cause I don't think they did. This would pretty much mean Dean is in the Empty right now. Asleep and maybe stuck in a nightmare.
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i've never had such fake, shallow friendships as i have with white, liberal, "queer" friends. people i've supposedly been close with for years consistently left me on read when i texted them at 4am in hospital scared and alone with critically low sats because they didn't have the energy for emotional labour. you have to ask to vent, respect triggers, never ever traumadump, so real conversations are difficult because nobody wants to complain - unless, of course, it's related to identity somehow - you can say you had a bad day because your teacher is transphobic, but not because you had an argument at home or threw up or just didn't feel well - none of it comes from genuine concern but instead the rules and norms within your online community. constant reassurance, validation, knowing there's no possibility of a nuanced discussion on anything other than your approved safe topics. attempts at open communication feel sanitized and are laced with therapy-speak, not reflecting real human emotions, but "i sincerely apologize for crossing your boundaries" because it's ideologically wrong, the undertone is 'please don't make a callout on me', not 'i'm sorry', abuse and manipulation are wrong because they get you ostracised and put on blast publicly by your friendship group so any little disagreement comes with a flurry of reassurance that you aren't an abuser, and they still call you they/them behind your back, they still ask your other friends what they think of your opinion on ace discourse, have you crossed the line yet, can we cut you out yet, it's so fucking tiring and there's no space for real connection or humanity in all of it
#lav.txt#rant#vent#maybe I'm just tired and unmedicated but idk#fuck you to everyone that never supported me at my most vulnerable#but was sure to say they'd always be here
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Max about the baby and vacation, GP Abu Dhabi, 2024
#1. giedo was in the studio and laughed loudly at chiel's slow joke at his expense while max was so serious about it ��#2. maybe it's just me but max if you don't want people to think you're retiring maybe don't do that weird pause and nod when chiel says 'se#when chiel says 'see you in bahrein'#wtf? not once did i think he was going to retire but then this made me go 'uh...' despite him having said he won't#idk maybe i'm too tired and will probably look at it differently tomorrow?#anyway#DAD MAX!#3. thanks chiel for putting that mental image of max putting his ear to kelly's belly to listen to the baby in my head 🥺🥺🥺#the little lion shirt ♥#f1#max verstappen#max in dutch#my post
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panels from my webcomic. the characters are also from my webcomic. believe it or not it's about gay time traveling vampires
#I made the meme I dont remember why#even though I just did it... uhmmm anywyas#and I was like I can post this following the pride illustration idk#and then I was like no maybe to reply to something...?#and then i was like. wait. theres nothing better than with the comic itself. like..#anyways#HAHAHAH#time and time again#ttawebcomic#adam and steve#webtoon#webtoon originals#webtoon panels#ermmmm#gay#HAHAH#time travel that is gay#ok I'm so tired. I'm gonna queue this one#ITS FOUR AM???#yeah ok I'm queueing and going to sleep wtf...#my bad#ERRRMMM THATS MY BAD#I never use the queue#maybe I like. should.#hm.we'll see how it goes...#idk the way my brain works I'm like I made it now I post it.#and then in 45 minutes when I remember I did that. people are being niceys to me yayyyy <333#LMAOAMLGJL#ok I lied I didnt let it go through the queue. I got up to post this
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drawing req: sniper & pyro being buddies :+)
id: a digital drawing of a red sniper and a blue pyro. they're standing next to eachother. sniper is on the left and he's holding out both of his hands, there's a spider hanging from one of his fingers. he's talking happily. pyro is leaning in, with their hands at their cheeks. they have an excited look on their face. sniper is wearing his hat, sunglasses, a white tanktop, brown pants and has his shirt tied around his waist. pyro is wearing a blue button-up over her suit. the background is black with a yellow rectangle over it. end id
#i think they'd be bug buddies :3#art#fanart#tf2#team fortress 2#pyro tf2#tf2 pyro#sniper tf2#tf2 sniper#arachnophobia#<i know i'm no bug artist but just in case#i wanted to do more bug related sketches of them together because my friend Peri has been sending me cool bugs but i'm tired snzzzzzz#maybe later idk
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What led to this (orufrey comic, cw an uncomfortable/creepy scene)
#witch hat tag#orufrey#er.... i'm too tired to have anything to say..i worked several days on this.#wait.. didn't i say just recently here that i probably wouldn't ever depict 'what if alaira is qifrey's sort-of ex'. What's going on#i don't even remember deciding to draw this..it's all a blur..i'm not sure why i WOULD decide to draw delicate scenes in my head#that i wouldn't really want to share with anyone/discuss so why did i draw it...#some part of me really really wants to draw things that are more and more true to myself...#maybe because of my alienation with most romance/shipping/dynamics the rest of the world depicts.#orufrey really is perfectly suited to me - what i read in the text and what is in my head. well anyway#i am TIRED of drawing poses and angles and..maybe now i will actually take a break from drawing bc of the tediousness of Angles#btw it really is a 'stretch of time' . . . assuming witches graduate age 18-20#well orufrey are canonically 30-ish. they've only had agott around for presumably about TWO years (?) bc she took the test age 10#and it feels like oru moving in/unknown atelier acquisition/building (?) .. i guess that could be a year or so before agott at most#(she was the first disciple) so... ????????? What about the other 7 or so years ?!?!?!!?!?! Unemployed Brimhat Hatred era#that time is very nebulous. after qifrey went to the tower i feel like it's been implied he and oru drifted apart a little.#certainly they didn't live together at first... no way. that doesn't feel like how it is based on things oru has said about becoming Eye#idk. I'm tired now. i don't usually think of alaira as necessarily qifrey's ex and this being how things went in that 'sliver of time'.#i usually prefer the idea that they have their first kiss with each other in their 30s cause That's Just The Orufrey Lifestyle#just felt like making a more relatable alternative view of my own Cai Orufrey Canon one time. btw im a big monoshipper and it hurt a bit#let's leave it there. this is surely the most i've worked on a 'single' art - though now i realise just how much longer the fic took :')
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misc. doodles
#the first 2 are just silly nonsense between my different agents#the callie one is semi based on the rematch dialogue in 2 lmao#maybe i'll make a better version later or smth idk#but for now it'll go into the vault#ehhh i'm tired and I don't wanna tag anything specific rn sooooo#splatoon#my art shit
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here's a snippet of my wip just so i can hold myself accountable and write this shit god. based on this life-ruining post
#user: gossippool 😝#gossippool writes#fic: unhappy man syndrome#i just wanna get to The angst scene but i need to write the prelude first#i need to get stabbed through the head maybe that would rewire me and i could be productive idk#i wanted to finish this chapter tonight but it's almost 3am and i'm tired so it will have to wait. But i will do it. by tomorrow. maybe#deadpool and wolverine#poolverine
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concerning fitzmartin's line of tim saying bernard showed him there is more to him than he was settling for and brings out the real me, is that an attack on his past romance and saying he was settling for them or more talking about being queer and discovering that
I mean, I certainly read it as a sort of attack (though I think "attack" might be a bit too strong a word) because Fitzmartin hasn't shown respect for the, out-of-universe, near 30 year long relationship Tim had with a woman or, in fact, the woman in question. Tim breaks up with Stephanie off-panel, we never get her feelings on the matter anywhere and when Fitzmartin does write her, it's as a prop for Timber. I mean just look at this:
Tim Drake Pride Special
and tell me the author cares for or respects Stephanie Brown as a character.
I also resent the implication that Tim couldn't have been his best queer self with Steph because she'd absolutely fully accept him. And he's not gay, he's bisexual, he's still attracted to women.
So why is being with a woman "settling" when he was previously talking about her like this:
Young Justice (2019) #5
Young Justice (2019) #8
Detective Comics (2016) #940
Detective Comics (2016) #963
Tim loved Stephanie. He was in love with Stephanie. She was his last thought before dying and he was committed to a future with her. There wasn't even a hint of a crack in their relationship prior to Urban Legends, in fact, I'd argue they were at the happiest and healthiest they'd maybe ever been.
So yeah, to me, Tim talking about "settling" and not being able to be himself before Bernard is 1) bullshit and 2) an attempt by the author to downplay his previous relationship. I don't really care to give her the benefit of the doubt.
#dc#dc comics#bobbinasks#anon#timsteph#stephanie brown#tim drake#this is NOT about tim being bi i love him being bi#it also isn't necessarily about timber bc i don't really know anything about timber except that the way they came about fucking sucks#which killed all my interest in them on arrival#it isn't even really about them breaking up bc that could've been handled well. MAYBE#it's about fitzmartin being a hack#also sorry if this is disjointed lol i'm sorta tired and i kept forgetting i was writing this#does this count as#fandom wank#or is it more so just#salt#idk lol
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Puts the “plates” in “Fellplates” (Patreon)
#Doodles#Handplates#UT#Fellplates#Gaster#Papyrus#Hurt Gaster! Do it! Maybe classic will get a shiver down the infiniteness of the multiverse!#I wonder if he'd actually do it to himself or if he'd get it put on him by someone else for the full dramatic twist haha#Who even would? Asgore from sheer force? Alphys?? Idk lol#It's just the irony for me for now ♪#Although to completely cover them there'd have to be four rather than two :0 Hmm#Alphys' gift of fingerless gloves was a lot less invasive hm ♪ But that's part of the fun#I don't mean to keep doing crossovers - quite anyway lol - but hmm could that be 2-P from Fellplates with so much empathy in his eyes?#I guess it's the question of if Monsters Are or if they are Made ♪ Personally I'm partial to the latter but I do still fall into the former#Well either way - the important part is a Papyrus that doesn't like what he sees! He knows how much those hurt first (or 2nd? pfft) hand#And then just some errant thoughts about the Lost Soul head style and Gaster's void scars - give 'em to this version why not#Does any Gaster remain unscathed? Would he even be Gaster in that case? :)#A smile behind the white glow and tired eyes ringed by dark scars ♪ Fellplates is fun because he always looks good when he's suffering#The void smoke is still quite fun to draw hehe
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Viridian besties my beloved
#pokespe#pokemon special#pokespe yellow#pokespe silver#my art#I put a timelapse of that second one on my twitter if anyone here likes stuff like that ! :3c#I planned nothing for these I was just like ''oooh new brush go wroom'' and had a blast#it's supposed to be like the tegaki brush and it honestly feels very similar !#I couldn't find a tegaki palette though but I used one that looks a bit similar maybe idk#this really reminded me it's time to practice how to draw bodies again and I'm hell yeah thats fun !!!#practicing composition too ?? no way thats hard I'm tired of doing hard things smh#can you believe I almost posted this with no rambly tags on it yeah me neither#pokemon
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Alright. I really didn't want to make this post, but it's one week before the next Trigun "deluxe edition" drops (Oct. 8th), and Dark Horse hasn't addressed the plethora of printing and text issues despite the very loud response on social media and the reviews on storefronts. If you don't want them to keep making cheap cash grabs and want a quality release, consider canceling your order.
I know all of us who missed the first print run are desperate for this manga--me too! Of course you don't have to listen to me, I'm some just guy on the internet. It's just, to me, the corporate greed of this is upsetting. The basic ask is that they do a quality check and proofread. That's it. They already knew the peeling gold on most copies was an issue, and they had the rights to change the text to add ellipses and sfx/translation notes.
Regardless of any discount, it's $50 MSRP for this, and I just feel like Nightow and his work deserve better. I don't know if we'll ever get that with Dark Horse, but I would hate myself if I didn't try.
#Trigun Deluxe Edition#Trigun#*jazz hands*#Do what you gotta do#I'm just tired man#I maybe shouldn't complain considering I'm broke and have a million things wrong in my life rn#At least this saves me money lol#But man...#I'll continue to not post about this really often here don't worry lol#This is my last hurrah for the first volume#Idk how much I'll see about the next volume#Since a lot of people are just tired of this crap#Regardless of if they're buying it or not#Anyway
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Raise your hand if you feel utterly behind in life 🫠
#i told my therapist that i'm tired of being lazy#sorry for the L word#i just have no energy or motivation to do much of literally anything except distracting myself from the pain#of everything that should be done#i'm JUST a guy. but also an adult who should idk know better??? but i don't i am SO unbelievably lost#and it really just feels like I'm alone in this feelind and I know I'm not but the people around me don't seem to get it#or maybe I just need to lock in and get over myself#but I really really can't lmfao#ANYWAYS-
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Here's my toontown oc art. I'll probably go into more detail with some of the characters in a later post but for now I'm just going to post the art.
#small artist#toonblr#toontag#toontown#digital art#toontown corporate clash#toon oc#toontown oc#cog oc#Ngl I'm just kinda tired#I want to finish up wips and admins lore#Maybe post some doodles idk
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