#idk maybe I'm just tired
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My initial thought after finishing Kaos is that while I really enjoyed the show, I think the prophecy should have happened earlier. I understand it took them an entire season, because they change the mythos a lot and there's several things they need to set up. However, I feel like the show drags at points and it would've benefitted from either being shorter or moving quicker. It is balanced between character drive and plot drive which is nice. But, the new things they set up are pretty simple to understand. Ari's story especially dragged in my opinion.
#it doesn't help that i know the mythos#idk maybe I'm just tired#maybe a second rewatch will help#but yeah no#definitely a 7/10 show#would absolutely recommend#rambling#silly rambling#don't take this too seriously#it's 4am#kaos#kaos spoilers#kaos netflix
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not enough misery meister content out here
#lemon demon#new kids on the rock#nkotr#i just rewatched the entire nkotr series twice in a row and like#idk i feel like he could be a fun character to work with#like spencer in a way#idk maybe i'm just tired
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I was doing research for a story yesterday and... uh...
Did they ever resolve this, cause I don't think they did. This would pretty much mean Dean is in the Empty right now. Asleep and maybe stuck in a nightmare.
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non-comprehensive list of potential reasons Sgt Sanderson was dubbed "Roach" and it stuck
extremely difficult to kill
undeterred by loss of limb (once lost a finger but they sewed it back on and it was mostly fine)
undeterred by attempted drowning (lung capacity go brr) (surprisingly good swimmer for a guy who doesn't like the water)
Fast and Sneaky When He Wants To Be
steals bites of any food left unprotected during meals
gets into other people's lunches left in the fridge/cabinets
drawn to booze
southern
thrives in the heat, miserable in the cold
personal space is a mess
common cause of jumpstartles on base (round a corner/turn around/look up and he's suddenly there in the corner)
voted must likely to survive the apocalypse (not for prepper reasons. bit of a survivalist though)
often seems like he could have just crawled out from under a gas station chest freezer
general indestructible insect vibes
brought to you in accordance with stuff I know about roaches
#gary roach sanderson#roach cod#cod#cod mw2#i just need him to be a grimy offputting guy sometimes#i personally think the root is a combination of these. mostly all the ndes + survivalist bs + vibes#maybe tbc idk I'm tired#leo.txt#queue tag
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i've never had such fake, shallow friendships as i have with white, liberal, "queer" friends. people i've supposedly been close with for years consistently left me on read when i texted them at 4am in hospital scared and alone with critically low sats because they didn't have the energy for emotional labour. you have to ask to vent, respect triggers, never ever traumadump, so real conversations are difficult because nobody wants to complain - unless, of course, it's related to identity somehow - you can say you had a bad day because your teacher is transphobic, but not because you had an argument at home or threw up or just didn't feel well - none of it comes from genuine concern but instead the rules and norms within your online community. constant reassurance, validation, knowing there's no possibility of a nuanced discussion on anything other than your approved safe topics. attempts at open communication feel sanitized and are laced with therapy-speak, not reflecting real human emotions, but "i sincerely apologize for crossing your boundaries" because it's ideologically wrong, the undertone is 'please don't make a callout on me', not 'i'm sorry', abuse and manipulation are wrong because they get you ostracised and put on blast publicly by your friendship group so any little disagreement comes with a flurry of reassurance that you aren't an abuser, and they still call you they/them behind your back, they still ask your other friends what they think of your opinion on ace discourse, have you crossed the line yet, can we cut you out yet, it's so fucking tiring and there's no space for real connection or humanity in all of it
#lav.txt#rant#vent#maybe I'm just tired and unmedicated but idk#fuck you to everyone that never supported me at my most vulnerable#but was sure to say they'd always be here
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alright, so, one more thing i've been thinking about during all of this, and apologies, because i normally try to keep my blog fairly discourse-free in the grand scheme of things. but.
there are hermitcraft fans who act irritatingly morally superior about this fandom. i think it's out of some impulse to try to distance yourselves from any other mcyt fandom. it needs to stop.
the worst behavior during the polls was from the hermitcraft fans.
period.
there were so many instances of hermitcraft fans accusing the other side of cheating, of hermitcraft fans making attacks on the character of their guy's opponents, i have heard what i HOPE are isolated reports of racism in the grian/quackity fight (it was genuinely impossible to keep up with the blog's notes that round without both going into a death spiral thanks to the horrible behavior of scar fans during techno/scar and also without losing track instantly of where we were due to the frankly insurmountable volume of notes, so i did not see it, but unfortunately i fully believe it). i have seen people receiving awful asks - saw people being accused of 'betraying' the hermitcraft side due to voting for quackity or techno, for example.
and for a fandom that likes to act like it's better than the other guys, well. the dsmp fans were generally very well behaved in comparison. (shoutout, for example, to quackblr - i saw maybe one or two possible instances of bad behavior, but for as intense as you all were, you all were normally mostly just retaliatory towards whatever energy was thrown at you.) it wasn't supposed "outsiders coming in" that was doing this bad behavior, either.
folks, you can't blame the dsmp when the problem is inside the house. you can't blame twitter users when you're doing it here. you can't blame the reddit when you're the ones throwing the first death threats.
get off your high horses. we're all mcyt fans. we're all having the same fun. get off your high horses. you can hardly claim we're entirely all "unproblematic" when keralis accepted a sponsorship from the wizard game and xisuma periodically gets another round of getting shouted down over something he said on xisumasays. get off your high horses. you can't claim we're the accepting, good behavior fandom, unlike those other guys, when you're the ones causing the problems.
now, as always, i'm sure this is a law of large numbers thing to some extent. as technoblade, wise as he is, said: sometimes when you get a large enough group, you're going to have a few serial killers. but for the amount that hermitblr likes to act better than Those Other Minecraft Fandoms, and those Other Fandom Websites, it wasn't those guys that made me cry.
to be clear, the majority of you have been well-behaved. but there's a persistent tendency in this fandom to act strangely morally superior to other fandoms. and, y'all? you aren't.
you just aren't.
and the sooner you acknowledge that, the less likely this is to happen again, because once you admit that yeah, we can be toxic too? that's when you can start actually looking at yourself and trying not to be.
anyway, sorry again to make this post. i don't want to be a downer, hence why, outside of the official mod statements of "chill the fuck out", i didn't make this until now. (it also helps that i wanted to wait until i was no longer furious, upset, and death spiraling.) i have seen a lot of the best of this fandom over the past two weeks! i've just also, unfortunately, seen some of the worst, and feel the need to make this statement because it's just... been eating at me.
i don't want this to continue to be a trend. i think we can do better. do so.
#discourse#hermitcraft#side note. please don't come into my inbox about this i WILL just delete it (even if you're agreeing with me)#i also don't need a 'sorry this happened' so much as a. idk. i'm making this post so maybe people realize that they're doing this at all#and stop doing it#anyway wanna reiterate: 90% of y'all were nice. the problem is everyone likes to pretend the 10% doesn't exist#and i'm just... tired of that.#so here i am! psa over
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wish i had a cute puppy boy to order around and train to fuck me exactly how i wanna be fucked.
wanna keep him on a leash at all times, not letting him speak, just whine or bark or whimper. no words allowed with me.
wanna lay on my back and spread my legs for him, ordering him to mount me and watching him eagerly obey and climb on top of me. wanna order him exactly the right pace and intensity that he's allowed to fuck me, pulling him in by his leash to kiss him and praise him if he's good, or slap him and tell him "no, bad puppy," if he disobeys.
wanna hold him close and tell him how good he's doing as he brings me closer and closer to the edge, but making him pull out before he can cum in me. because the purpose of him fucking me is to make me feel good, not him. he's only allowed to get his own pleasure later if i decide i want to finger him or fuck his holes, but he can't cum if he's topping me. good puppies only get to cum from being fucked, everyone knows that, silly!
#sorry this is sooo so so self indulgent idek if anyone else will be into it tbh#or maybe they will and I'm just tired idk#ftm nsft#t4t nsft#ftm t4t#trans nsft#t4t mlm#ftm dom#nsft t4t#ftm top#ftm puppy#ftm pet#puppy boy#puppy top#puppyboy#dumb puppy#nsft puppy#nsft#puppy pl4y#puppy sub#t4t puppy#sub top#dom bottom
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panels from my webcomic. the characters are also from my webcomic. believe it or not it's about gay time traveling vampires
#I made the meme I dont remember why#even though I just did it... uhmmm anywyas#and I was like I can post this following the pride illustration idk#and then I was like no maybe to reply to something...?#and then i was like. wait. theres nothing better than with the comic itself. like..#anyways#HAHAHAH#time and time again#ttawebcomic#adam and steve#webtoon#webtoon originals#webtoon panels#ermmmm#gay#HAHAH#time travel that is gay#ok I'm so tired. I'm gonna queue this one#ITS FOUR AM???#yeah ok I'm queueing and going to sleep wtf...#my bad#ERRRMMM THATS MY BAD#I never use the queue#maybe I like. should.#hm.we'll see how it goes...#idk the way my brain works I'm like I made it now I post it.#and then in 45 minutes when I remember I did that. people are being niceys to me yayyyy <333#LMAOAMLGJL#ok I lied I didnt let it go through the queue. I got up to post this
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drawing req: sniper & pyro being buddies :+)
id: a digital drawing of a red sniper and a blue pyro. they're standing next to eachother. sniper is on the left and he's holding out both of his hands, there's a spider hanging from one of his fingers. he's talking happily. pyro is leaning in, with their hands at their cheeks. they have an excited look on their face. sniper is wearing his hat, sunglasses, a white tanktop, brown pants and has his shirt tied around his waist. pyro is wearing a blue button-up over her suit. the background is black with a yellow rectangle over it. end id
#i think they'd be bug buddies :3#art#fanart#tf2#team fortress 2#pyro tf2#tf2 pyro#sniper tf2#tf2 sniper#arachnophobia#<i know i'm no bug artist but just in case#i wanted to do more bug related sketches of them together because my friend Peri has been sending me cool bugs but i'm tired snzzzzzz#maybe later idk
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What led to this (orufrey comic, cw an uncomfortable/creepy scene)
#witch hat tag#orufrey#er.... i'm too tired to have anything to say..i worked several days on this.#wait.. didn't i say just recently here that i probably wouldn't ever depict 'what if alaira is qifrey's sort-of ex'. What's going on#i don't even remember deciding to draw this..it's all a blur..i'm not sure why i WOULD decide to draw delicate scenes in my head#that i wouldn't really want to share with anyone/discuss so why did i draw it...#some part of me really really wants to draw things that are more and more true to myself...#maybe because of my alienation with most romance/shipping/dynamics the rest of the world depicts.#orufrey really is perfectly suited to me - what i read in the text and what is in my head. well anyway#i am TIRED of drawing poses and angles and..maybe now i will actually take a break from drawing bc of the tediousness of Angles#btw it really is a 'stretch of time' . . . assuming witches graduate age 18-20#well orufrey are canonically 30-ish. they've only had agott around for presumably about TWO years (?) bc she took the test age 10#and it feels like oru moving in/unknown atelier acquisition/building (?) .. i guess that could be a year or so before agott at most#(she was the first disciple) so... ????????? What about the other 7 or so years ?!?!?!!?!?! Unemployed Brimhat Hatred era#that time is very nebulous. after qifrey went to the tower i feel like it's been implied he and oru drifted apart a little.#certainly they didn't live together at first... no way. that doesn't feel like how it is based on things oru has said about becoming Eye#idk. I'm tired now. i don't usually think of alaira as necessarily qifrey's ex and this being how things went in that 'sliver of time'.#i usually prefer the idea that they have their first kiss with each other in their 30s cause That's Just The Orufrey Lifestyle#just felt like making a more relatable alternative view of my own Cai Orufrey Canon one time. btw im a big monoshipper and it hurt a bit#let's leave it there. this is surely the most i've worked on a 'single' art - though now i realise just how much longer the fic took :')
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here's a snippet of my wip just so i can hold myself accountable and write this shit god. based on this life-ruining post
#user: gossippool 😝#gossippool writes#fic: unhappy man syndrome#i just wanna get to The angst scene but i need to write the prelude first#i need to get stabbed through the head maybe that would rewire me and i could be productive idk#i wanted to finish this chapter tonight but it's almost 3am and i'm tired so it will have to wait. But i will do it. by tomorrow. maybe#deadpool and wolverine#poolverine
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Puts the “plates” in “Fellplates” (Patreon)
#Doodles#Handplates#UT#Fellplates#Gaster#Papyrus#Hurt Gaster! Do it! Maybe classic will get a shiver down the infiniteness of the multiverse!#I wonder if he'd actually do it to himself or if he'd get it put on him by someone else for the full dramatic twist haha#Who even would? Asgore from sheer force? Alphys?? Idk lol#It's just the irony for me for now ♪#Although to completely cover them there'd have to be four rather than two :0 Hmm#Alphys' gift of fingerless gloves was a lot less invasive hm ♪ But that's part of the fun#I don't mean to keep doing crossovers - quite anyway lol - but hmm could that be 2-P from Fellplates with so much empathy in his eyes?#I guess it's the question of if Monsters Are or if they are Made ♪ Personally I'm partial to the latter but I do still fall into the former#Well either way - the important part is a Papyrus that doesn't like what he sees! He knows how much those hurt first (or 2nd? pfft) hand#And then just some errant thoughts about the Lost Soul head style and Gaster's void scars - give 'em to this version why not#Does any Gaster remain unscathed? Would he even be Gaster in that case? :)#A smile behind the white glow and tired eyes ringed by dark scars ♪ Fellplates is fun because he always looks good when he's suffering#The void smoke is still quite fun to draw hehe
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Viridian besties my beloved
#pokespe#pokemon special#pokespe yellow#pokespe silver#my art#I put a timelapse of that second one on my twitter if anyone here likes stuff like that ! :3c#I planned nothing for these I was just like ''oooh new brush go wroom'' and had a blast#it's supposed to be like the tegaki brush and it honestly feels very similar !#I couldn't find a tegaki palette though but I used one that looks a bit similar maybe idk#this really reminded me it's time to practice how to draw bodies again and I'm hell yeah thats fun !!!#practicing composition too ?? no way thats hard I'm tired of doing hard things smh#can you believe I almost posted this with no rambly tags on it yeah me neither#pokemon
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Alright. I really didn't want to make this post, but it's one week before the next Trigun "deluxe edition" drops (Oct. 8th), and Dark Horse hasn't addressed the plethora of printing and text issues despite the very loud response on social media and the reviews on storefronts. If you don't want them to keep making cheap cash grabs and want a quality release, consider canceling your order.
I know all of us who missed the first print run are desperate for this manga--me too! Of course you don't have to listen to me, I'm some just guy on the internet. It's just, to me, the corporate greed of this is upsetting. The basic ask is that they do a quality check and proofread. That's it. They already knew the peeling gold on most copies was an issue, and they had the rights to change the text to add ellipses and sfx/translation notes.
Regardless of any discount, it's $50 MSRP for this, and I just feel like Nightow and his work deserve better. I don't know if we'll ever get that with Dark Horse, but I would hate myself if I didn't try.
#Trigun Deluxe Edition#Trigun#*jazz hands*#Do what you gotta do#I'm just tired man#I maybe shouldn't complain considering I'm broke and have a million things wrong in my life rn#At least this saves me money lol#But man...#I'll continue to not post about this really often here don't worry lol#This is my last hurrah for the first volume#Idk how much I'll see about the next volume#Since a lot of people are just tired of this crap#Regardless of if they're buying it or not#Anyway
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Raise your hand if you feel utterly behind in life 🫠
#i told my therapist that i'm tired of being lazy#sorry for the L word#i just have no energy or motivation to do much of literally anything except distracting myself from the pain#of everything that should be done#i'm JUST a guy. but also an adult who should idk know better??? but i don't i am SO unbelievably lost#and it really just feels like I'm alone in this feelind and I know I'm not but the people around me don't seem to get it#or maybe I just need to lock in and get over myself#but I really really can't lmfao#ANYWAYS-
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Here's my toontown oc art. I'll probably go into more detail with some of the characters in a later post but for now I'm just going to post the art.
#small artist#toonblr#toontag#toontown#digital art#toontown corporate clash#toon oc#toontown oc#cog oc#Ngl I'm just kinda tired#I want to finish up wips and admins lore#Maybe post some doodles idk
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