#idk it's just one of those days
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i wanna cry lots n lots
#idk it's just one of those days#wanna listen to sad sad songs and cry into my blankets#some guy was talking crazy on the bus and i had to get off to wait for another one#had my earbuds in i think he was talking to me :(( first time someone called me cutie but i didn't like it#anyways i hope everyone is having a good night š„ŗš#brandy rambles
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Honest Question.
So I LOVEĀ ācharacter x readerā (obviously Iāve dedicated a whole blog to it) but do people who read/write ācharacter x readerā ever have some days where theyāre just reading/writing a fic they enjoy and than automatically think of their childhood bullies and be likeĀ āyup this is why I was bullied in middle school, I am totally cringe and useless, Iām wasting time reading/writing about falling in love with a fictional characterā. Cause like Iām having one of those days and itās seriously making me cry.Ā
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i love how i'm all "my anxiety isn't that bad" as if i don't have chronic joint pain in my right ankle because of how and how frequently i bounce it
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drew these for heart pirates day and uhhhh ep1115
#one piece#trafalgar law#fanart#my art#bepo one piece#heart pirates#sachi one piece#penguin one piece#canon doesnt exist if we try hard enough#if *I* try hard enough#also i like to think my guy just had a period where after he recovered he took the time to just. bask under the sun. suntanning.#cus my guy went from pasty pale as hell to enough melanin to put me to shame#/j i never had a chance to tan much to begin with lmao but you get my point#also also id like to think he uses bepo as like. a beach mat or smth. idk waht you call those. the things people lie on to suntan idk#like he already uses bepo as a pillow wahts stopping him to lie on top of him to sunbathe#also also also if youd like to know uhhh that beach day drawing?? inspired by when bepo swam away w law on top of him idk that was in my#mind for WEEKS when i read the manga#that and i just want them to goof off#also uhh ep 1115 a day AFTER heart pirates day was just cruel like damn#bepo's desperation got to me#also polar tang :((( man :((((( where are they getting another old man to build them another submarine :((
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iāve been wanting to do this since day one
#team fortress 2#tf2#era.png#idk if iāll.. tag the characters? its just a silly little meme#iāll think on it#anyway i guess iāll ramble a bit in the tags then#mains: iāve always played sniper but recently picked up engie! i love avoiding conflict forever#fav character: hmm this aussie that i hate (affectionate)#relate to: i relate to the both of them at the exact same time. autistic AND adhd#learn to play: iām a dedicated healer class player but medic is soo difficult for me for some reason? one day. one day#fav ship: hmmm these bozos that i hate (AFFECTIONATE)#like to draw: spy is just fun to draw :) ignore sniper this isnt about him#NO ID SORRY :( this feels very difficult to write an id for. i am very sory#REQUESTS R STILL BEING WORKED ON BTW iāll get to posting those soon. thank you. i will stop talking now
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lil pootis save me.... lil pootis.... save me lil pootis.....
#I've rewatched the whole series like 5 times in 3 days#It's one of my new favorite things I think#medimedes feels like one of those āliterally meā characters tbh#or maybe it's just me idk fgshshshhskl#team fortress 2#tf2#lil pootis#medimedes#my posts :)#scout tf2
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i love how this blog called "badly drawn" while like some of these doodles are better than my finished sketches lol
HEY
NO SELF DEPRECATION ABOUT YOUR ART SKILLS IN THIS HOUSE
ANGIE ATTACK
#admin post#also like i obviously dunno who you are anon but like. ive been drawing for years#and i still meet people who are obviously more skilled than me#but even then#like. we all learn at a different pace#if you see some of the old posts on this blog and compare them to the newer ones theres improvement on THOSE too#and they're all scribbles to me#like!!!!!!! idk if im making any sense!!!!!!#art is hard it sucks but we're creating and we're on a journey#and you'll always be better than the ai crowd#kissing your forehead. mwah. dont stop creating#also this angie is fully colored because i was insane doing just lineart these days BYE
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Something something Clone Force 99 breaking binders in every season finale
#idk man i just thought of it and it felt really significant thematically#maybe iāll write an essay#or maybe someone smarter than me should do it lol#the bad batch#star wars#tbb season 1#tbb season 2#tbb season 3#tbb finale#clone force 99#tbb hunter#tbb wrecker#tbb crosshair#tbb omega#something something itās those four specifically#yes yes i know the first one is from the second to last episode in s1 but it was a two part finale. bite me lol#jeez i was fighting for my life in that gif search on and off for DAYS#DAYS I TELL YOU#i should really just learn to do this myself#tag ramble#has anyone pointed this out before???#parallels
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It was Maid Day today yesterday a week ago so I got struck by inspiration to draw the worsties, and it ran away from me into a whole AU where theyāre coworkers at a maid cafe. Sheās a med student & this is just a part time job, and this is his depression job while he gets his life back together. He needs something he can be workaholic about to forget what itās like having a personal life and personal issues. Heās actually the accountant, but the new hire janitor (Izutsumi) doesnāt show up for half her shifts and is a sloppy worker, so he gets the extra work of doing her job on top of his because heās undervalued and overworked. Of course, janitors also have an uniform to keep the aesthetic cohesion as they go about cleaning the place, of course.
Senshiās the part time cook you only see slivers off, heās kind and warm when you do see him and have a chat but most shifts heās in and out the kitchen without a trace. Laios and Falin are regulars because Falin and Marcille are besties & in the same med school, Laios accompanies Falin as she visits her friend at work and gets hooked on the food. Chilchuck has to remind Marcille to work instead of chatting with Falin for an hour, and next thing he knows sheās distracting him from work too. Thatās it thatās the AU. Inspired by this idol AU fanart a bit <3
This was not meant to be birthday gift but wellā¦ā¦ Happy bday Chil!!!
Read from left to right
#Dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#Chilchuck tims#marcille donato#spoilers#dunmeshi au#Maid cafe au#Marchil#Workwife marchil save me. Kabuholm in the background bc i said so lmao#i think people forget marci n chil are coworker worsties first and foremost. Ppl should capitalize on it more#The orange hair swag that makes him look like a marketable idol more#You can tell idk how to draw maid outfits. I hate those hats sm I will miku miku beam them out of existence#Marcille does change her hairstyle everyday btw#they donāt get back together btw she goes you havenāt talked to me in 4 years and he immediately goes YOU havenāt talked to ME in 4ā#i mean ehem iām sorry hahaā¦ while Marcille is like 4 years?! 4 yearsā¦#Mei only did it bc Fler has been getting jittery again kept sighing#I wanted to draw Chil with a car key at his belt but it wasnāt meant to be#idk if marchil ever gets together in this one itās an eternal summer coworker with tension situationship au#romance is when you slowly deteriorate his work ethics so he starts skipping on his worktime to spend it at the front messing around w you#once heās blessedly in the office and he hears this huge crash and the Marci just goes āā¦ā¦ Chiiiiiil?ā cue sigh and having to repair#the coffee machine. So many lil comics i couldnāt indulge myself to draw save me#shoutout to the time as a cashier in training at a convenience store I was left by my coworker who was supposed to wash the greasy chicken#oven but didnāt so I had to clean it for the first time myself while I was alone in the store and was also supposed to man the front#Shoutout to my convenience storeās accountant helping us with cashier duties often when there was less job to do ty ty#Understaffed struggles are so real#People also call Chil a manager because the boss is most often away so he just does everything#Thereās no union but maybe one day heāll get to overthrow the boss idk#The pay IS good at least#Modern au
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next batch of kofi requests!
requests are still open here starting at $15! might be closing em up soon so get em while you can >_o
#keep telling my self i wont fully color all of these but then people keep requesting characters i really wanna color LOL#santa 999#aoi kurashiki#bestoll#rena ryuugu#iris sagan#zero escape#aitsf#ai the somnium files#999#higurashi#<- tagging that one cuz i am gonna eventually read higu its just a matter of time#my art#2023#undescribed#fan art#idk when ill close these but i'll make an announcement for the last day or something along those lines!#i just dont wanna get too overwhelmed with kofi stuff while im focusing on finishing bigger comms
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give me some whiskey and ill draw The Most Thing i can come up with
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#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#erik magnus lehnsherr#max eisenhardt#snap sketches#this wasnt the personal thing i wanted to draw this weekend but it has been on the back burner for a while so. it counts !!!!!!#i did sketch this last night. MODERATELY hammered and the final comic is Just A Tad diff from the sketch im wheezing#just in terms of angles but still thats huge to me#CHAT everyone knew i was gonna draw SOMETHING as soon as i saw those tentacles#however i flipped the script on you all. probably. idk SOMEONE prob assumed i woulda had magneto use them#but how the turn tables .... have turned. this is so stupid JVLKJVLA if this gets 5k on twitter ill do a charles ver MAYBE.#welcome back to my ongoing series of These Old Men Will Make Their Weird Love Affair Everyones Problem#i have an exam in the morning i need to stop this#ill have to this week like Truly but still VJELRKVJE I GOTTAAAA STOPPP DRAWIN THIS LATE#anyways. please enjoy this is so dumb but i got to try drawing charles' powers in effect so thats nice#i should do a study of that one day ... not anyday soon LMAO GOD moving on goodnight everyone !!
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thinking about saiura
#my art#saiki k#tdlosk#saiki no psi nan#the disastrous life of saiki k#saiki kusuo#aiura mikoto#mikosai#saiura#i like them as friends more often but...an impulse came over me idk what happened . ..#i got an anon a couple days ago saying they liked my mikosai arts even tho i . didnt mean for those 2 be ship arts#so this one goes out to you#usually i dont like it when ppl tag my stuff as ship but i had a change of heart#(btw those other arts are still intended as platonic/ friendship stuff but i'm making an exception just this once)#anyway. no one probably wanted to listen 2 all that but yeagh#more recent art but not really. i really tried to do like have a bunch of arts on queue type deal but it didnt work . like at all.#anyway peace and love
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valentine, you're a horse ā¤ļø
#my little pony#mlp g3#wish-I-may#wish-I-might#ok so. I'm gonna ramble for a sec#normally when I post on valentine's day I complain in the tags about being single. but I won't this year!#I've recently realized I'm definitely somewhere on the aromantic spectrum. and that I'm perfectly content without a partner#in the past I've described myself as 'emotionally unavailable' or having 'commitment issues' but neither of those things were ever true#I'm a very loving and loyal person!#I've always been extremely affectionate with friends and family but unable to have the same level of love for potential partners#unsure if I'm just demisexual/demiromantic or actually aroace but I'm definitely not the default settings type of gay lol#I'm a big fan of romance and sex in fiction! but irl? š
š¬ idk about that fam! idk!#hypothetically I would like to have a gf one day and maybe fall in love but now I understand why that may not happen#or atleast is gonna take a while. and that's fine :)#tldr; if your top song on spotify last year was Cupid by Fifty Fifty it's time to do some soul searching lol#happy valentine's day!! š
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Twisted Wonderland self-aware!Yuu except theyāre empathic.
When I say self-aware!Yuu I donāt mean a scenario where Yuu transmigrated into Twisted Wonderland with memories intact.
When I say self-aware!Yuu I mean someone who knows themselves better than anyone else.
They know they have flaws. They know that, sometimes, their flaws will get in the way. Whether itās shutting down emotionally, not being able to express themselves properly, or something to do with a physical ability. Their flaws will always follow them around. Even in Twisted Wonderland.
And yet, self-aware!Yuu is still kind. Still loving all of their strengths and flaws.
Ace needing a place to stay after Riddle offād-his-head? āYes, of course you can sleepover.ā
Deuce breaking down after letting his delinquent side out? āNo, youāre not a bad guyā you just protected me and Grim from those bullies!ā
Riddle having a crisis after his overblot? āI donāt accept your apology. Not yet at least. But I can understand why acted this wayā¦ youāre allowed to feel angry about your past. You didnāt deserve that kind of treatment.ā
No matter how wrong the opponent is, self-aware!Yuu always empathizes with them in the end.
Maybe one day, someone confronts them about it. I can see Leona or Azul or Rollo and maybe Jamil. Theyāre people who have experienced and or seen how terrible people can be.
āWhy are you so nice all the time? Youāre too thought. Too kind. Good people like you always end up last.ā
Perhaps self-aware!Yuu will look at them with a stoic face. Perhaps a shocked expression, accompanied by a frantic gasp. Perhaps even small laugh at their question. And just as the confronting student was about to retort again, self-aware!Yuu will smile.
āWell, Iām not a good person. I just do what I think is right.ā
Self-aware!Yuu will sit down, watching activities unfold around themā heart still bursting full of kindness. Theyāll pat the empty space beside them. An invitation, but itās up to the student to take the initiative.
āItās everyoneās first time living after all. May as well make it kind.ā
Soon enough, if the student plucks their courage, theyāll sit and slowly learn how to become self-aware too.
banner credit: @bunnysrph
#idk thinking about how a self-aware!Yuu could change a lot of things in Twisted Wonderland#especially in NRC#someone who knows their flaws#knows theyāll fall time and time again#knows that their flaws will most likely never fully disappear#yet still loves unbashfully#self-aware!Yuu that loves themselves and everyone around them unapologetically#it doesnāt matter what their personality is whether cheerful or quiet as a mouse#no matter what theyāll always hold kindness in their heart#and maybe one day that kindness will influence those around them#because it doesnāt matter if their love changed anything#just as long as love was still there. present and unwavering.#(why do i suddenly have a puddle of tears around mešš¤š¼)#ANYWAYS long story short#I WANNA HUG THESE BOYS UNTRUAMATIZE THEM RNš„š¤ŗ#twisted wonderland x reader#twst x reader#Leona x reader#jamil x reader#Azul x reader#riddle x reader#ace x reader#deuce x reader#twisted wonderland x yuu#self-aware!yuu#^^ maybe Iāll make some small scenarios of self-aware!yuu and expand on their relationships w/ others#MAN YUU IS GONNA HAVE A FIELD DAY WITH ROLLO#yuu/reader: *rolls up sleeves* So how much trauma do you have wanna cover today?#LMAOOOAOAOAOAO#alright thatās enough
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birthday boy š
#river dipping#theodore doe#matthias evanoff#a burning house to live in#echthroi#ts4#ts4 edit#simblr#ts4 screenshots#theo i hope you're having the most insane birthday sex rn i hope it's ******** and ***** and ***'** **** *** **** ***** :)<3#sorry i put off making your birthday edit for so long that i had to pivot and post this edit instead of the one i wanted </3#...very funny how similar this is to that LAST render i posted... well so WHAT!! if i think matthias looming is sexy!!#this is based on a photo that everyone was drawing their ocs as so really it's not MY fault he's back there clinging and being a freak#actually if y'all want this pose lmk... i'll share it but fyi it's only meant to be seen from the waist up and idk how it'd look#on a sim that doesn't have the same muscle mass and like. bulk. that matthias has......................................#just got rock hard after typing that... anyway.#HAPPY BIRTHDAY THEO <333333333 LOVE YOU SO MUCH I PROMISE I'M GONNA KEEP WORKING ON THE //ACTUAL// BIRTHDAY EDIT!! like .#posted abt this on the sideblog but the real edit i have planned for him is making me lose my fucking gourd#and it'll probably take me :))) a few more days to figure out#expect a depressing theo-as-a-teenager edit eventually tho. with writing!! accompanying it!!#matthias's face has changed again btw š i redid it almost immediately after i posted that first render attempt so he looks DIFFERENT!!#i posted screenshots of him in cas just the other day on my other acc and he looks so good in them i might post them here too#oh and!! this edit looks massively different than my last because this screenshot was taken with a new preset i made specifically for#the real birthday edit i'm working on... it's a hallway scene so i figured out depth and density to get this really cool fog effect#i'm really excited for it!! in my head the way it looks makes me crazy but idk if i can pull it off properly. but like i WAS SAYING!!#new preset is sooo sexy after i post this i'll reblog with the before and after to show you how good it looks even w/o any editing#like. the colors....... literally have always wanted a preset like this i'm so glad i spent yesterday fucking around with it#ALSO!! i've been doing those oc/ship dynamic templates for fun recently so i might post a few of them here soon#realize i'm rambling so much in these tags bc i haven't been here in forever kfjnkfjhn ummmmm. let me stop.#EVERYONE WISH THEO HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIGHT NOW š«µā¼
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Compiled some expression stuff from my sketchbook
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(Please do not use or repost my works anywhere without explicit permission from me first, thank you <3)
#deersart#my art#hermitcraft#impulsesv#bdoubleo100#zombiecleo#hermitcraft fanart#hermitblr#trafficblr#Iāve been in a weird- idk art block I guess#and Iām in that period between hyperfixations#and itās those tiny ones I wish would last longer#and sometimes when that happens I just donāt feel like sharing the art I did for it AKFJAJFJSJF like i could but just donāt feel like it#itās my blog so#maybe one day#did a fun style swap the other day that was pretty fun I suppose even though the media donāt have a lot in common#(they do infact have a lot in common)#so maybe Iāll post that idk#but yeah#dont repost my shit.#i saw my art on Pinterest#knock that shit off#havenāt drawn the hermits in awhile so itās a treat
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