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i'm exactly as normal about him as I thought I'd be
#my art#trigun stampede#vash the stampede#trigun#trigun vash#vash#tristamp#trigun stampede fanart#trigun fanart#idk the tags fr this fandom sorry its babys first trigun#im not abandoning jjk but expect more other stuff sprinkled in!! including trigun <333 including him <3#ANYWAY IM SOOOOO NORMAL ABTHIM IM SO NORMAL I PROMISE#im lying im sorry im feral about him i want unspeakable things done 2 him it was over the moment i heard his voice#but [redacted] thoughts aside#hes so fun to draw oh my god how did they make a character Exactly For Me how did they make one that ticks all my boxes#hes blond but like i can work with it i will get good at rendering blond hair for him <333 hes worth it <333333#i was cruisin along mindin my business having fun learning how 2 draw him and then i get 2 the arm . +24hrs to total drawtime#all my cheats ...my safety net of being able 2 use flesh to disguise th fact that u dont reeeeally know where tendons or joints go...#out th window. this prosthetic is practically an anatomically correct model. u can see EVERYTHINg#put my entire me into trying to figure it out h i think it is ok i think i like it#god i rly cant get over how he's just a combination of all the fun parts of drawing yuuji megumi AND gojo#he is the center of their triple venn diagram and i am EATING HIM ALIVE#sorry ill calm down .... fr now.... smile :)
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Alright let's do this
At 10 notes i'll Say something Nice to a random mutual (Not posting the proof sorry y'all)
At 20 notes i'll say something very nice to all of my mutuals
At 50 notes i'll start studying what is a dual person and how it affects me
At 70 i'll clean up my office (gonna do it tomorrow cuz it's late as i write this)
At 120 notes i'll post a random pic from my phone
(early art for Geodo!)
At 150 notes i'll study some more for school (Fiiine i'll be more responsible, goddamn)
At 200 notes i'll read the picture of Dorian gray as much as possible in 2 hours (i read it 8 times)
At 300 notes i'll take one of those gender tests (it called me gay and i'm unsure what to think of it)
At 350 notes i'll post the very much unfinished alpha of my videogame (still cant find the fucking thing)
At 1k notes i'll tell my psychologist about Cassidy (IT WAS ALL FINE YIPEE!!)
At 5k notes i'll drink battery acid (Sour strips candies + monster)
#btw cassidy is uh the girl thingy idk what to call her who lives in my head#think about it like having a secind set of thoughts#but like she's never done anything wrong and if anything she calms me down#or tries to
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I hope u guys don't mind me posting these au doodles while I work on things ahaha
I also gave JD slightly longer hair in these doodles as a funny haha but I don't think it's funny anymore he looks genuinely good with his hair like that ahahaha I hope you're not mad at me for changing his au design a bit
#first of all ahem DONT TAG THIS AS SHIP OR WHATEVER!!! ILL THROW ROCKS AT YOU!!!!! BITCH!!!!!!!#troIlcest (or whatever you call yourselves idk) DONT TOUCH my SHIT! Ty :] anyways...#For context I like to hc that when he was younger Bruce would always have JD brush his hair#and like... whenever lil Bruce was upset it would help calm him down i think ahhauysgjiodk do u guys see the vision??#and since it's my au i can make reality whatever i want it to be sooooo :]#I like to imagine that it still helps Bruce calm down even tho they're older now.. Big bro brushing his lil bros hair to soothe him UUGH#Let JD be a good older brother pleeease#also gave JD flowers in his hair too bc he deserves them me thinks... Now him and Bruce are matching!!!#i dont have any specific flowers in mind for the ones in their hair i just picked a color for the flowers that looked pretty and ran with i#also saying it again i love love LOOOOVE the crayon tool in mspaint using it to make gradients is so!!!! UUUGHUHHH!!!! /pos#the pattern on JD's jacket fur will never be consistent shhhhh#trolls#trolls band together#john dory trolls#trolls john dory#bruce trolls#trolls bruce#beach bros au#cherris canvas#I made that last image btw#everytime i saw that screenshot of jd it made me think of the spongebob scene where its a pov of flats waking up#and the first thing he sees is spongebob waiting for him with flowers in his hand and smiling
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So. I decided to doodle ghosts au etho to get his design down and I. uh. thought a little too hard about him
#atlas.art#artists on tumblr#mcyt#hermitcraft#hc ghosts au#ethoslab#blood tw#violence tw#gore tw#idk if this counts as gore but i'll tag it just in case#i'm not usually one to draw particularly bloody or violent art idk what came over me here#just. the logistics of it all hit me#love that I was all like 'come on guys it's a silly sitcom au calm down with the angst' and then pulled up with this#whoopsies 😅#also love that this is an au involving a bunch of people who died in violent ways and are stuck that way#and somehow the bloodiest art piece I've made is of one of the three living characters#call that the milo underthewillow difference or whatever#honestly if you didn't expect me to get carried away with the part of the au involving helsknight do you even really know me
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STOP I'm thinking about the part in Gravity Falls where Stan shows up with freshly bought (stolen) light bulbs only to see Ford screwing a new one in surrounded by family.
And OH my GOD. AGH.
Stan gets a little (ir)rationally upset about this because... It's.. Guys,,,
Stan perceives it as Ford once again easily receiving the praise and love of their family when he had to fight tooth and nail to receive even half of it.... I'm not well ✋😔
#listen I might be too deep in the fandom space and i might actually be mischaracterizing them completely#I'm not saying that Dipper and Mabel don't appreciate and love Stan because they definitely do!!#I'm saying Stan is seeing Ford reintegrate into their new family and he's seeing him do it. so. easily.#So easily When Stan had to PRETEND to be FORD to get even a chance to be a part of their family again#Stan FOUGHT to be a part of this family#and Ford just gets to slide in and... just. be a part of it.#and i mean duh but also... man Idk#Stan had to pretend to be Ford to get even a smidgen of a foothold to be able to even just... interact with his family#Stan's a family man that HAS to look out for everyone but Ford's just.. family. He gets to just... be a part of them with no real obligatio#And I'm not saying Ford doesn't love his family I'm saying he's very repressed and bad at showing it sometimes#It's just that... Stan fought SO hard to be a part of his family. THIS family. That is all he has EVER wanted#and FORD- who had it and took it all for GRANTED- gets to waltz back in and just.... take it for granted AGAIN#hang on guys i think I'm starting to take this a little personally i need to calm down wow#Okay.... I think I'm good#But you get where I'm coming from#cole's talking#gravity falls#grunkle stan#stanley pines#grunkle ford#ford pines#stangst#stan twins#These tags really got away from me huh#Ahem-- all that to say I think Stan's vague resentment in that scene is valid!!
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i keep trying to think of funny/poetic ways to talk about all the things i'm feeling right now but i honestly can't so. i'm really sad about what happened with my partner. i know he was an inconsiderate prick about it and that i didn't do anything wrong and i couldn't have prevented it but i'm just really fucking sad.
#ramble#i think knowing that he was awful and that it wasn't my fault should make all the sad go away actually#i'm in such a weird fragile state right now that last night i looked at my flip flops that are still covered in mud#and i just started crying bc last weekend he carried me over the mud so they wouldn't get ruined. KNOWING he was going to do this to me#sorry i try really hard not to overshare but i don't want to keep bothering anyone in my actual life about this and idk what to do#when it happened it didn't hurt this badly and i just assumed i would be fine#idk i think it's just sunk in how much of my future i don't have anymore and that's like#a bit scary#because i was Just calming down and thinking maybe i would be ok in the long term and now it's all gone#i'm in that weird place between desperately wanting him back and plotting where to bury the body parts#i'm also mad bc i wish he'd left me before the festival. there were SO many gorgeous metalhead trans girls that i could've kissed
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Ah yes, another reminder that Ivan suffered from the beginning of his life to the very end of it and was never loved and always felt alone and never felt worthy of anything cAN WE PLEASE TAKE A BREAK DEAR GOD
#being an ivan stan is the hardest thing to do in this fandom and i am NOT JOKING#it’s so fucking difficult not to just cry after every new thing you learn about him because it’s all so depressing#putting ivan up on a high shelf until vivimeng calm the fuck down#nowhere is a lovely song but DAMN#WE GET IT#HE LIVED AND DIED A SAD PUPPY IN A WET CARDBOARD BOX#ENOUGH!!!#sorry guys i’m just feeling a lot about ivan rn#he really thought he wasn’t worthy of love or care and that genuinely makes me ill#might delete later#if it feels too whiny#idk idk#vant put the phone down i beg#alien stage#alnst#alien stage ivan#alnst ivan#ivanttakethis shut up about ivan challenge: impossible#ivanttakethis talks too much
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You know I stated it before as a response to this ask, and I know a lot of people hate it, but Kendratello is unironically a fantastic ship imo.
Kendra is Donnie’s type to a T and then some. She’s “cute, but mean”. Her color scheme is purple. She’s into tech. She’s cool and is a “bad girl.”
Like it works way too well for there to not be something there. Whatever it is, it’s chaotic as all hell and at least pseudo toxic, but it works for them.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise donnie#rottmnt donnie#rise kendra#kendratello#again I’m not much of a shipper#but idk I can’t really see Donnie with anyone else? kendra is legit too perfect for him#she just needs to calm down .5 degrees first#I keep getting scared to say anything ship related because again fandoms are mean when it comes to shipping#but I decided WHATEVER because this works too well#can’t tell me he didn’t have a littttle crush in the purple jacket ep#can’t tell me it’s not returned#they’re just both way too extra about it all#tbh my headcanon for Donnie has always always been bi but with a heavy pref for women#(which 🤝 because that’s me too LOL)#might delete this because it’s controversial and I’m a baby lol
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imagine your own version of yuri being so doomed that it takes the shape of an Extremely Vivid Traumatizing Recurring Nightmare Every Single Night where you gain and lose the best n only love you've ever had in your entire life. where you outlive a world that curses then outgrows you, ostracizing you in an immortal prison youre forced to keep living in
and then you wake up from that and you have to go on about your day like nothing happened
anyway i am normal about some hcs i have in about the ice queen (infodump + discord screenshots under the readmore)
okay so basically in my daydreams about the Ice Queen, she very much exists as an opposite to Fionna: a woman that loves the simple things in life so much that she comes off as Very Annoying and somewhat crazy for it
the only thing she doesnt look forward to is sleep, because like everyone else, she also gets dreams about the previous fantasy life that she had where she's constantly getting thwarted as the ice queen...amongst Other Things
with her already faulty memory being a thing and her sleep deprivation worsening her memory, she has a reputation for being forgetful and bad with everything (especially including relationships)
#fionna and cake#adventure time#the ice queen#ice queen#simon petrikov#betty grof#petrigrof#idk let me be normal for a background character for a second . okay ? okay#promise my fixation didnt die in fact it only grew stronger. i just. now have calmed down n accepted the finale for what it is
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i should probably make a lunar chronicles blog to say all this shit but god. i miss them so bad. i need to see them on the big screen one way or another. i need to see kai and cinder's awkward first meeting and her - a five star professional mechanic - literally slamming his tech on its side in an effort to fix it. i need to see cinder crashing the ball in a rain-soaked dress. i need to see her and thorne break out of jail and thorne tell her about starting a prison riot over fucking soap while she just stares at him without a drop of amusement in her eyes, only for them to become best friends. i need to see scarlet aim a gun at wolf and hear wolf tell her to aim at his head because it makes for a more fatal shot, and the sick, nasty parallels later. i need to see cress and thorne stumbling over the dessert, navigating more than just sand dunes. i need to see iko get her new body and feel herself for the first time. i need to see jacin being a jackass to everyone because he's been raised in a place where being anything but harsh will ruin him. i need to see him helping winter through her hallucinations, the two of them holding back their affections at every moment because they can't display them without someone getting hurt. i need to see the final showdown, the "nice shot, cress." i need to see them all eating lemon cake at the end after weeks of eating canned military food on the rampion, eating with their hands because they all forgot cutlery, getting frosting all over their fingers. i need-
#ive been obsessed with this series too long#I need to ramble abt it with someone godd#the lunar chronicles#emperor kaito#prince kai#linh cinder#scarlet benoit#winter hayle blackburn#jacin clay#zeev kesley#iko tlc#carswell thorne#cress darnel#kaider#jacinter#cresswell#what even is the ship name for scarlet and wolf broo#scarlet x wolf????#idk#anyway I'm losing it someone call me in five to seven business days when I calm down again
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words of power
more Sam, sorry xD
#painting his face calms me down idk why#lol#am a bit stressed#have some stuff going on#but at least my trip to London is coming up#so am happy despite everything#sam lake#artists on tumblr#portrait
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"—matsukawa, quit pushing me down, asshat!" "nah." "i will kick your shins bro do not test me—"
alt. ver. before the redraw (bc i still kinda like this 😔)
#a silly !#yumeship#matsukawa issei#haikyuu oc#hanamaki takahiro#haikyuu#mblue art#self insert#ocsona#seijohbros au#<— will b using this tag to refer to these shenanigans w my haikyuu ocsona for now 🫶#maybe in the near future i'll make a (tentative?) ref sheet for this new lil guy <3#(i say that knowing i havent made new/official ref sheets for my own utmv sonas lmfaooo 😔💔)#also yeah um dont mind the shading! or any anatomy mistake! i wanted this out of my head asap and move on to the next doodle</3#edit i redrew the guys; something in me said smt jst aint right so i changed their angles to be as close to my initial vision as possible--#--and the brain seemed to calm down after that lolz orz#idk if i conveyed it well but mattsun is supposed to look like he's really towering over my ocsona due to the camera angle lol#(ngl that little curve on mattsun's mouth was for the simp in me 😔--#--he was gonna have his usual :/ pout thing but that braincell won and took over /silly)#(ngl every time i look at matsukawa in this i get hit w 1-2hp dmg.)#(hes staring right at the camera/viewer. he looks. soft and . pogi. like cute-handsome. clutches my hair)#(gawddam bestfriends to lovers trope i can never escape from you shakes my fist)
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hear me out, hear me out
Sharpwolf modern au except it’s practically just “Stacy’s mom”
you genius
and like, Antinous isn’t even friends with Telemachus either. just one of the neighbors, who also commutes to uni
AND!!!! AND!!!! Penelope is the dean of their department :0
which just adds to all of it
#i am seeing the VISION#eyes open#who needs sleep when i can chew on this#Ody was the dean but left on some abroad mission or whatever and tracking back is hell for him#some drama happened between him and other professors (brain said ‘what if the Iliad was just academia beef at a conference’)#and literally just AFTER all that shit calmed down the airspace closed for reasons#also his luggage went missing so his passport is missing (this is the b plot to this au btw)#anyway#A plot: Antinous thinks if he can seduce the current dean then it will help with…..whatever degree he’s doing#Telemachus calls him out for his dumbass behavior (maybe at a party which prompts the song idk)#Antinous switches gears and decides ‘if i can play the nice boyf then the dean will look easy on me…..i am smort’#asks#sharpwolf#antimachus#antinous x telemachus
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A wilting flower is not always beyond healing. It'll just take time.
#a small doodle! Just a little one! Wanted to draw but also didnt want to draw but also needed to draw#you know? idk if that makes any sense#dont mind me-#if anyone is worried I am okay please dont take this as some big vent or anything!#just art I needed to get out of my head. Ya kno??? nothin crazy!!!#anyway anyway im gonna go play a game or something!!! Drink water. Eat a snack! Sit down in some quiet for a moment#Yall should do that too! You! Drink water! Eat something! Sit and be calm for a moment.#welcome home oc#dandy leon#I always feel bad tagging my art of dandy alone with the welcome home tags??? uh-#my art#sketches
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If someone told me last November that a year from then I’d be procrastinating doing anything BUT continuing my playthrough of the newly released dragon age game I’d call them crazy. I’m extremely tolerable to bullshit. The amount of objectively bad media I am able to enjoy is really high. I have been willing to forgive BioWare for a lot of bad game dev decisions. But not for the bad writing. So here we are.
I have not opened the game in a week now. Something broke in me when after 50 hours I finally reached act 2. So many people said it’s supposed to get better starting from that point. But I’m sorry, what exactly got better? Why is the story suddenly just ‘go do your companion quests!’? Where’s the freaking plot???
I can’t get rid of the feeling as if the game has been chopped into pieces at the last minute, rearranged by throwing out like 3/4 of the writing bits and then hastily sewn together.
#this is me venting about my feelings more so than about the game’s act 2 btw#idk maybe when I finally calm down and force myself to play through it#it will be better than what it seems now#have been following the plot by watching my friends play instead#I feel like I have to finish this for myself tho#to be able to objectively give my opinions about the game#but it’s so hard man#I never thought I’d be so demotivated about anything dragon age related#especially not about a whole new game in the universe#part of me feels stupid for being so dramatic and worked out about a video game#veilguard critical#dragon age critical#bioware critical
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i spent a lot of time when leon was a puppy just counter conditioning him to loud noises and yelling because i live with kinda loud people and didn´t want him to be scared of things like thunder/fireworks
i did actually pull it off and now he thinks yelling and things like banging or clapping are "fun play sounds" and when people try to intimidate him out of being over excited they just get a himbo collie body slamming them
#oh sorry you tried to scare my dog instead of letting me call him away and calm him down i guess next time you don´t fucking do that (:#ideally he ignores strangers but that´s gonna take a while#we´re also working on learning not every play time has to be full contact sports but he forgets when he´s really hyped up#his favorite game is slamming into you at maximum velocity and playing tug while growling#idk he´s really rowdy and chaotic but ultimately the most good natured himbo#i also have to carry him to bed almost daily so he likes being held and if he gets too rowdy i just pick him up like a 24kg baby and put hi#in my room for nap time
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