#idk is there a fandom for it? i remember there was one

[transusopp]

Pls draw zoro & usopp together ?? :D they’re one of my favorite duos & they don’t get very much fanart I think (or just usopp if u don’t wanna draw two people ofc!!!!!!)

look at these goobers. i heart them. idgaf what the haters say they're besties. talk to the wall. also i tried a new rendering thing + also drew their postts designs from memory cause i was too lazy to pull a ref (im so responsible). i hope it looks okay </3

[carylmeanslove]

CAN'T FORGET THE FORGET ME NOTS.

Universe speaking to us about Lukola? or Lukola deliberately choosing the hotel due to their China pattern sending us a message? You be the judge.

The flowers in this China patten look to be Forget Me Nots.

As you can see from my graphic above the China pattern on the Ritz's website looks to be a bit of a different pattern & design. The flowers are more spaced out on the China on their website compared to the room service pictured dinnerware. The rims of the plates are different too. On the website it's a light scalloped edge & there being no scalloped edge on the room service picture. Idk if it's because one being a saucer & the other is a dinner plate.

In saying all that I still wanted to give you guys the tea. 😆 See what I did there. Those of you who know me, know I had to do my floral knowledge thing.

Forget Me Nots

Our lovely pair Luke & Nicola love & respect each other so much. But do you see what else they symbolize?

Remembrance = They remember each other. These two who bring each other up unprompted, in interviews that are about themselves & their careers.

ETA: Luke remembers so much about when he met Nicola. Even things others wouldn't. That shows how important that moment was to him.

Luke remembers Nicola's birthday & has been known to be the first to wish her a happy birthday. No one should count this year because anyone who has any common sense knows that social media means little in real life relationships. When you see each other in person it's not needed in a REAL relationship to interact on social media. Any two people who do it's fake as all get out. The fakest of fake. As fake & performative as NDA Obligation like one particular liking every single post situation we know.

Eternal Love = We know they love each other. They have said this. Eternal love is the kind of love that is never-ending, it's supernatural even. Just like every in our face 'out there' level stuff we see about Lukola. The matching outfits months apart/in different countries, the body mirroring, finishing each other's sentences, the reading each other's minds (Yes, they've said things about reading each other's minds. You don't believe me go re-watch the WT interviews & videos)

Respect = They have shown so much respect for each other. Being a team, backing each other up, standing up for each other even when some in the fandom are hating on the other like after papgate debacle. Correcting people with just plain horrible assumptions like the cake Fondant picture.

Fidelity & Faithfulness = That even though he is having to take A out due to NDA obligations he still looks miserable. Anytime he was or is around A his look screams he rather be away from her, that he wants to be home with Nicola. He still does what he has to do because he remembers why he is in this situation. He fell on the sword to protect the woman he loves. Everything he & Nicola share (IYKYN) is the most important thing to him so he does what he must.

So, all the above along with all the other clues in that room service picture that screams Nicola. Not to mention that the whole photo dump was very Nicola coded. I think this could be added to that list.

For the unaware or unsure about the other items in the picture.

The iPad playing Love Island? Didn't Nicola mention watching stuff on an iPad recently? Nicola loves Reality TV & has mentioned Love Island Kisses when talking about Polin's kisses.

The Pasta? Pasta to which Nicola in the past has asked Luke to bring home for her.

What looks like could be Curry sauce for the French fries. Nicola has mentioned Curry Sauce. Also, French fries are made of potatoes & we know how happy potatoes make her. The excellent spuds they are.

The color of the flowers being blue could allude to Bridgerton & so can the vintage style furniture of this room. Basically, it's a period piece room.

And finally, the one for my nephew who I have talked his ear off about this couple, I must add his personal find. He sees an N traced in pasta sauce on the edge of the plate closest to the camera. N for Nicola.

Also, the pasta plate on the left of the picture @furbs905 on Tumblr, noticed the fork is on the left side of the plate as a left-handed person would lay a fork. I tip my hat to you for the observation, furbs. It makes this whole photo even more Lukola coded due to we know Nicola has had to send Luke photos from her phone to his phone to post in the past due to him not having any. If her camera is the one who took the room service photo, she would have sent it to his phone for him to post it to his account.

So anyway, I am going to wrap this up because it's getting long.

[the--firevenus]

The missed opportunity of this fandom to not make an au of baby Terry being Bruce child and last of the Batfam addition

HEAR ME OUT. I KNOW THIS IS VERY FANON AND OOC... BUT CONSIDER THIS. IT'S FUNNY. AND FUN.

In the au Terry exist via clone made by Cadmus or something ala Conner Kent, but instead of mix DNA with someone, it's purely Bruce's DNA, and maybe some enhancement (maybe actually mix with someone but idk, put that in the clipboard) .. But here the catch, somehow the existing of this tube baby caught in the wind and he was rescue by the Batfam (don't asked me the logistic, stick with me, this is brainstorming session)

But, unlike the usual test tube kid or whatever. Terry is just a human baby, a child. Sure Bruce had taken care of Damian when he's young but not this young. And technically? Terry is his son?? Right?? Logistically???? If he raise him? Even tho he also technically a clone??? Whatever. Put that on the clipboard.

Que in the shenanigans, Bruce that was like thinking he's a veteran of taking care of kids by now, suddenly fubbling and start at square one of parenting again cuz THIS IS A BABY... Sure he had took care of other people baby for a bit, learning how to change their diaper and make baby formula... But that someone's else's kid and he only took care of them for a while... THIS IS NEW.. NEW BABY... WHAT IS SUPPOSED TO DO!?!?!? (some part of him was kinda happy to take care of Terry that young cuz he never got the chance to do the same to Damian)

Que Dick kinda amused seeing Bruce looked like the same guy that first adopted him, clueless of parenting (even tho that's not true) and unsure, I think he'd help Bruce around when he had the time, buying baby formula and diapers, or maybe offer to cover Bruce's patrol shift once in a while (you think you've seen Bruce being sleep deprived juggling his vigilante life, his playboy sona life and being a dad of 6+? THINK AGAIN. the new baby had him PASSED THE FUCK OUT whenever he can. Plus man is old. You can't blame him for no longer as agile as new parents are)

I think Jason (if we assume this au is Jason and Bruce relationship being better) would be like "I'm only here to see the baby", and he did, but he also told Bruce to go nap "you look like me after lazarus pit old man", in my head Jason I'd a great babysitter cuz he had helped Roy with Lian, he knows his way, kinda, while talking to the baby as if it's a big man, "listen when you're older, I'm your favourite okay, and I will taught you All the things B didn't want you to do >:)"

Felt like Tim would be the most experienced in the "clone but also not really" department cuz... Yk... Probably advocate any health check if Bruce asked, he may experience with it on someone older in age but Terry is a baby, they need plan if things goes sour and Tim had plans if Bruce need backup. With that said, I like to think when he hold Terry up in his arm, he's suddenly the most over protective brother ever, "I only have this child for a day but if anything happen to him, I will kill everyone in this room and then myself" (and he meant it 100%)

In my head Damian would be the one that felt the most conflicted of Terry existent, on one hand.. Yes they technically share the same blood as the Waynes, but he also so used of being the youngest one, suddenly he felt his position threaten even tho he's aware this baby can't even defeat him even with 100 years of training, he scowl at the baby in Bruce's arm, unpleased of this newcomer that threatening his heir position,,, then baby Terry hold Damian hand and how the tiny baby hand can only hold one of his finger.. " He is so weak father.." "that's because he's still little.." "he's useless.... I shall be there to train him stronger when he's of age." ( "in the meanwhile I will protect his soft bones")

Alfred when he saw baby Terry was a bit stunned, he looked just like baby Bruce it's actually insane but also endearing. Suddenly he smile so fondly remembering the day when Thomas and Martha show him then newly born Bruce to him, so soft, so fragile, so innocent untouched of the cruelty of the world. He found himself promising to do his duty to this new Wayne the same way he said to Thomas and Martha the day Bruce's born.

[atinyniki]

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my mooties ! (in no particular order) pt. 1 || pt. 2

@mjailene15: hehe i don't think we interact much either but i looooooooove your reblogs ! from what i know, i think you're multi-fandom ! it's so cool to see other fandoms among our little kpop community on tumblr hehe <3

@extrhotjne: jane... your reblogs... so fucking yummylicious i find soooooooo many twt links on your page lmaooo, pls stay freaky and never change <3

@tujhe-chaand-ke-bahane-dekhoon: aaa hi ! i'm pretty sure we met through koko, and i'm not even quite sure if you're a part of this fandom lol, but i hope we can interact again soon <3

@becomingmina: minaaaa ! lord im literally in love with your fics. you are such a talented fucking writer and i love the way your writing is so like... neat idk how to explain it. either way you're literally amazing at what you do, hope to see you back after your break <3

@ashxxgyu: ashhhh hehehe :3 i love your works they're literally soooo amazing and i def have to go through your masterlist soon ! the first kiss series actually changed the trajectory of my life js so yk <3

@soullostinspaceandtime: hehhwhahahah... i don't think we've spoken to eachother since like kylei or wtv, but you're genuinely so fucking hilarious i love you so much <3

@oddinarylani: fuckk your angst is so inspiring... i remember crying over your fics/scenarios when i first read them, and even now i still go back to them from time to time. you are genuinely such a talented writer, i love you <3

@xpeachesncream: hehehhahah i think we lowkey have like the same name or something but your drabbles are so augh... you're so cool i literally love you pls never stop writing your fics are my lifeline <3

@mnwrld: kana !! i think you've gone offline too, but i miss your fics :( i'm pretty sure you've deleted them all to but omgggg i loved them ! i hope you're doing well now <3

@vanillacupcakefrosting: lordd i'm pretty sure we first started interacting through reblogs but i've just recently read one of your fics and i loved it ! glad to see you're still around love <3

@2miniverses: aaa hi :3 i don't think you're too active rn, bc i'm pretty sure the last thing i saw from you was like a month ago... but i hope your writing career here goes well ! excited to see what you put out <3

@vixialuvs: kjhewgfukjwf idk if you write anymore, but holy shitttt your smut is so fucking good. i think you went on a little break around the same time as me, but omg i still go back to your fics every now and then. they're soooo good <3

@bangchansgirlsblog: i remember reading your little series 'my biggest regret'. i loved it soooosososso much but i'm honestly just a sucker for angst lmfaooo </3 but omg it was sooo good ! i hope we can interact again soon <3

@minhosbitterriver: aaa miss you so much ! i was way too scared to reach out over discord, but your fics are absolutely phenomenal. i don't even know how someone can write that well uwegfiowilf omfg. but all that aside, i hope life is treating you well <3

@maximumkillshot: omg we've been mooties for sooo long honestly it's hard to remember how we first found eachother ! i love the entirety of your skz masterlist it's soooo good ! hopefully we can interact again soon <3

@linos-kitten: eugfuwfi aaaaa omg i miss you so much :( i'm pretty sure you're only active as a reader rn but your fluff is so heartwarming and i feel like i'm genuinely going to melt whenever i read it hehe ! i hope you can get your spark back soon !

@babybreadddd: i've only read one of your fics i think, but it genuinely has me in a chokehold. i love the way you write angst so much, it's genuinely so perfect ! i'm not sure if you're active anymore either, but i'll always miss our interactions on here <3

@astraysimp: aaaaaaa hehehaha your cutie little fics omgg ! i love them sooo much and even tho i honestly don't know how much you write anymore, your fics are still better than everrr ! sooo cute hehe <3

@skzstannie: i honestly don't know how long it's been since we've spoken to eachother, but i honestly love your fics ! especially your angst hehe :3 i'm glad you're still active here hehe <3

@ihrtsimi: waaa omg i love your fics omggg especially the smut ?! say less. i know you haven't been too active recently because of school and mental health stuff, but i hope you know you always have a place here <3

@laylasbunbunny: layla aaa holy shit i missed you ! honestly you were one of my first moots ever, and even tho you don't write much, the things you write are amazing ! hope to see more from you soon <3

@number1jeonginstan: aaa hiii omg i miss you ! your fics are so incredible and honestly they inspire me to be a better writer myself hehe :3 i always go to your account when i need something to read, i hope you come back soon <3

@felixvsp: hehe i'm pretty sure you mainly reblog, and i'm not rlly sure if we've interacted much aside from that, but i hope we can talk more soon ! you seem so sweet hehe, glad to see you're still active <3

@jazziwritesthings: aaa jazzi ! i know you don't write much for skz but i loooove your fics sm regardless ! i'm pretty sure you reblog a looot of good fics too so thank you for that hehe ! hope we can talk soon <3

@linocvp1d: hiii hehe ! i know you don't write but i honestly think you're so cool... i'm just way too shy to talk to you haha... hope we can interact sometime thooo <3

@gyustarzzi: aaa omg i'm pretty sure you've gone offline too, but i love your fics ! your entire blog is just soo cute and i love your little headcannons/scenarios, i hope you can come back to us soon <3

@onmykneesforstraykids: your audios holy shit. don't even play i literally listened to like 5 this morning i can't even lie to you. i'm deadass pretty sure we became moots today but aaa i hope we get to talk more <3

@panthresss: i also think we literally became moots this morning but you are sooo cool and i love the things you reblog ! i’m not even sure if you read or write but your posts are honestly so relatable lol <3

[iron-sides]

Oh This Is My Moment (guy who likes reccing fics almost more than reading them)

ok this is just kind of a dsmp grab bag from my bookmarks so it swings wildly around the length & vibe spectrums but its pretty much all tommyinnit centric. uh. so heads up lol altho theres a lot of bench trio I Think (also warning a fair bit of sbi for sure possibly more than bench trio so if ur like I Dont Read Sbi Anymore uh. sorry) also i tried to avoid like huge fandom faves like passerine/butterfly reign/devil town/event horizon just bc the liklihood u havent read them is Small-- also superhero aus for similar reasons. ok no more disclaimers i prommy fic time now!

in all their bashful glory

2.5k words of pure cclingy fluff. its beautiful. its so good. complete. i love her.

humans are space velociraptors

series incomplete but work one isnt! ur lookin at a little under 200k words of space au that really utilizes the language barrier in some really cool ways!! ALSO! human tubbo :D this one tends slightly angstier but i personally feel its pretty well balanced out- it functions similarly to a Humans Are Space Orcs tumblr post but like a bunch of them that go together? one of the more popular fics on this list but i reread it recently and its still so good !! mostly sbi but Also really really good clingyduo (you will notice there's a lot of that)

ours poetica by @zeeskeit-writes-sometimes

another long, angsty, fairly popular one, but this time it's tragically incomplete at 77k words :( BUT i can never say no to slam poetry au ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ this is another sbi one but not like Happy Family sbi its like. angsty. warning the poems are GREAT but it does get super dark tommy attempts suicide onscreen iirc (its been a few years BUT i cant do a dsmp reclist without ours poetica i think about her All The Time)

Unconnected Magic Fics

also 70k words BUT this is a benchtrio magic hurt/comfort series (tommyinnit centric im an inniter what can i say)! tommyinnit can now read minds! (hurt/comfort ensues) tommyinnit can no longer lie! (hurt/comfort ensues) beeduo can now read tommyinnits mind! (hurt/comfort ensues) etc etc

Rewind/Remix by @a-non-ymouswriter

this series is THE clingyduo bible its THE dsmp time travel fic its THE protegee tommy au you dont understand its SO GOOD ‼️ tragically abandoned sitting @ 290k words (idk why all the long ones r first i prommy theyre not ALL rlly long) BUT its so good. like its so good. future protegee tommy and former president tubbo are from EGGPOCALYPSE FUTURE which is awesome and IN eggpocalypse future nikis president. it rocks. its so great. dream has like tattooed the loyalty enchantment on protegee tommy like its CRAZY its so good. but again incomplete very incomplete :( idk if thats a dealbreaker for u but it is for the irl i usually am reccing to so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

talk to me by @doodlebloo

ik everyone knows and loves doodlebloo but im reccing this anyway its so good. its so good. i love them (cclingy) 5k words, complete

treatise on sin and vice

you dont understand it goes SO HARD. 7k word screenplay, complete. just trust me okay just read it its so good just trust me. take me my hand. its so good.

the snow king

SO GOOD!! ok so u know hit fairytale the snow queen? what if the snow queen was philza minecraft and the two friends were tommyinnit and tubbo underscore. 135k words, complete, another cclingyduo classic that i think about constantly. the worldbuilding is SO cool

i no longer know if i wish to drown myself in love, vodka, or the sea

ok self promo time :)) I have!! a beeduo fic!! shes 592 words! its about how crazy weird it must be to live with the ghost of someone you used to love :) i dont remember why i thought tubbo and michael moved into ranboos house after he died but i promise its a good fic anyway ! :D

can someone reccomend me dsmp fics. I just rewalized i cant remember the last time i read a fic

[shtoproishoditemae]

Haven't drawn anything for such a long time it's insane

[shotapiss]

"proship" "comship" "darkship"

*old man voice* baack in my day we just called it a "ship"

[koeniginderskizzen]

Yeah, I remember that. What I mostly did back then was just to watch some DR comic dubs, memes, being happy when I spotted the Fun Gang in WiityUsername's Hot Dog French Fries Animation instead of being happy that I spotted Gaster, and many Revtrosity videos.

Right now I remember watching a video where someone made an animatic of what they imagined Lancer's mom would look like (which looked actually shockingly similar to Queen) with Sardonix from SU as the audio track, and uhhh this:

Both by Star's Taco

Which also reminds me, a bunch of people seemingly thought, or joked about Lancer being Sans and Papyrus combined, and Lancer being Sans's little brother instead of Papyrus? I think this was more on a meta, character writing level, as well as Kris=Frisk+Chara.

Though I think the theory that Gaster is the Knight, and Asriel being the Angel (because we thought he'll probably Show up at the end of DR since I think we all thought Chapter 1 took place on a monday) were more commonly accepted back then. I think there were also some Player = Angel theorys, but I don't think it was that well established in the fandom. Also nobody really gave a shit about Dess, some people (2LeftThumbs) thought Dess was just an Earthbound reference because it sounds similar to Ness.

My favourite theory was actually the "Susie is the hero of DR" by Austin Game Theory of all theorys (which I can't find right now, but basically the theory is that Kris has PTSD and through befriending Susie they now have a support network to help them through tough times), which kinda became the lense I read chapter 1 through before chapter 2 dropped. Through that I also really grew to really like Kris and Susie's friendship, even though we actually didn't have that much to go off from Chapter 1.

It's also funny to see how back then, everyone still drew Ralsei mostly with his hat on (and Susie with her hair covering her face), nowadays everyone mostly depicts his hatless form.

Speaking of Ralsei: I was (and still am) of the opinion that Ralsei isn't Asriel, which kinda was the main Ralsei theory for whatever reason idk if it still is since right now it feels more like the "Ralsei is evil" theory is the main one.

I really hope we get a silly Ralsei Meme for every chapter. In Chapter 1 it was mainly giving Ralsei a gun, because it "heals in Reverse"

I also miss that the phrase was "the Power of [hyperlink blocked] shines within you" which was often quoted in comment sections instead of "you're filled with the Power of [hyperlink blocked]" which it eventually was changed into, probably in order to forshadow the Determination reveal.

I actually feel like DT existing in DR (and the snowgrave Route probably) kinda made the need to connect UT and DR in theorys stronger, which I am not the biggest fan of. I feel like in Chapter one the game was very unknown territory but was still a little more accepted as it's own thing in terms of universe rules. (Exept for that one video I saw where that one guy wanted DR to end in a playthrough of Undertale). Maybe I only feel that way because we got so many new theorists since Chapter 2 dropped, and thus the people who are connecting UT to DR increased.

What was also really rare back in ye olden days were the people who actually used they/them for Kris, I'm happy that has changed. You have like one line in chapter one where Kris's pronouns are used, so a lot of people missed it.

In conclusion: I mostly spent my Chapter one days on Youtube, and there are still so many specific memories I oculd get into. Nobody really was certain if we were going to get a chapter two, so everything felt a lot quieter, and the brainrott wasn't as strong. This made me really nostalgic for those days. It's a bit sad that these fanworks from back then are so hard to find now, but I'm also excited (and scared) of how the fandom will change when the next two chapters release.

Does anyone remember the old deltarune fandom back in 2018?

The old theories, such as the Kris is Chara theories and the craze over sans being in deltarune, and how people believed deltarune was undertale 2. Fanworks such as silly comics or whole series such as Paper trail. When ask blogs were dying, and those old Ralsei memes were everywhere.

When this image was in everyone's deltarune themed thumbnails and how everyone thought the next chapter of deltarune was going to about some crazy genocide route.

Just a thing that popped into my head :)

I was just wondering what the old fandom was like for you personally, I'm curious since it's never talked about any more :) I'd really like to know!!

[ri-afan]

Soulmate au - first words on skin

“Woah, hey, you probably shouldn’t be doing that.”

“…Are you my conscience?”

Person 1 is a vigilante helping someone with a probable concussion after an attack of some kind.

Person 2 is a person who’s had many a philosophical debate on whether or not the words on their skin made them reckless or if they were reckless all on their own.

[poisonousquinzel]

little me, we made it.

it took like 15 years, but we made it

[raventrigonsdaughter]

In a world of vampire glinda fanfictions(which i love) i'm a werewolf glinda truther

[justalittlebluetiefling]

You know, it's funny, because I started going through my tag from the c2 finale since everyone is being so fucking weird about it lately and like, my inbox was OVERFLOWING with love after that finale. Someone talked about how they wished they could have seen more of the "open" arcs but that it was a satisfying ending. One talking about how it was bittersweet but the right place to end. Other people talking about how much they enjoyed the whole ride of the campaign.

So like, there were a ton of people out there who enjoyed the C2 ending and I know exactly why people are remembering the incredibly loud voice(s) who were throwing tantrums about it, but most of it was because they wanted more of the story, not because they were unhappy about the narrative flow.

[alicornze7]

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JSHDJSNKJGH OH MY HEAVENS THANK YOU FOR 237 FOLLOWERS💖💕💝💞

I wanna give some sappy speech about how grateful I feel but I don’t have the emotional capacity rn ;w;

But for now

thank you, genuinely so, so much for letting me reach this far<3

My wonderful mutuals and followers alike

even if you don’t follow me, I hope whatever I do or make brightens up your day, if even just a lil’ bit

uhhh

as a small celebration

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[lesiasmadness]

FNAF fan music slaps so hard

[pokemon-radical-red]

I hate it when I headcanon a character who’s canonically a girl as a trans man and make ships of him and a character who’s canonically a guy and I refer to it as a gay/mlm/guyxguy/whatever ship and someone gets mad. Like omg let trans people have FUNNNNN. Why are queer headcanons and genderbends cool until they’re saying that the character is trans???

“OMGGG you’re so misogynistic I can’t believe you would erase FEMALE representation!!!”

and like half of the characters in the franchise are women, and a total of… NONE of the characters are trans men. Also, my headcanon doesn’t change the source material. If my stuff upsets you, you can block me and go engage with the source or maybe every single other fanwork, since mine is the only trans man hc for this character that I’ve ever seen.

or when people are like “WTF??? this is so transphobic!!! how dare you imply that a character who looks like that could be a trans man?!?! do you think that trans men are women or something??? she uses she/her, and you’re misgendering her!”

No, I don’t think that being a trans man makes you a woman or vice versa. That’s why it’s a headcanon, and the headcanon is that this character is actually a trans man and not a woman at all! You’ll never guess what pronouns most trans men had to use at some point in their lives, and you really won’t like it when you find out about pre-(or no-)transition trans men… or trans men who are in the closet… or trans men who don’t know that they’re trans yet.

“But the character is a kid!!! Saying they’re trans is sexualizing them.”

I’ve seen this one from other queer people. Like did you miss when all of the homophobes said this about your identity, or do you think that bigotry is only bad when it’s directed at you?

“Why would you say ‘testosterone could fix her’??? Are you trying to call her a delusional woman?”

Why would your brain even go to that first? This literally has to be a bad faith reading, because there’s no way that someone could see what I said and get this unless they were specifically looking for something to be mad at me for.

(Note for anyone unaware: “Estrogen would’ve fixed him!” was a meme going around at the time I said this. I’m not sure if it’s still super big, but this was a joke to the effect of that.)

“So girls can’t be tomboys anymore? You just wanna trans everyone?”

This is like actual real life transphobic rhetoric. This isn’t even just shitting on my headcanon, but in fact, sending transphobic hate to a trans man. Thanks 👍. Maybe you should go send JK Rowling another message about how much you loved her essay instead of bothering me.