#idk im rlly sad
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My mum shrunk my very favourite sweater in the wash and i shouldn't cry about it but i did
I mean i repaired it so many times, took care of it, made sure it would last and now it's gone
Nd she doesn't even apologise decently for it, she's just like well if you don't want it shrunk, do your own wash im sorry
I cared so well for it :(
#mine thoughts#it me#me#idk im rlly sad#it's just a sweater#nothing important#but it really hurts#and idk why#i want to cry
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i love when ppl draw bumblebee like the happy little creachure he is but also i love when people draw bumblebee like he's had 500 beers in the last 1 hour and still the pain won't even ebb
#bonus when they do both by making him just utterly psychotic but he smiles so no one notices#i am a shameful idw bee enjoyer but like in the tired af ppl pleasing libra girl who needs a therapist so fking bad but#has 700000 billion duties and 900000000 billion expectations and mean bitches in his ear telling him hes stupid#sense#and not the he feels like an officer sense like no my queen is just a teachers pet doing her best which is her worst im afraid#anyways i love bee hes very indignant and a bitch but also im gonna stand beside her sorry#u do not understand how powerful it was to give him a cane . a literal crutch to hold onto to feel stronger even when ratchet says he doesnt#have to anymore but yet bee still insists bcs he doesnt have time for the repairs itll take when others cannot survive#and 2 it comforts him with support and also power and so he cradles it close with the idea of him being weak & needing smthing else#to make him strong#even tho at this point it's rlly just for comfort but he cant afford to allow himself to have comfort when others cant#or dont need it in his heroism ideals (specifically optimus being seen as so much stronger than him)#optimus also had bee tho. had him. but bee is so self conscious he just sees all his failures surrounding optimus & views himself not a#crutch to lean on but a crutch to optimus' character#he rlly needed rodimus and his fiery upbeat persona so they could fake it till they made it together and he left & fucking exploded#(in bees eyes)#like idk im just obsessed with this little tryhard loser#he islike a sad little clingy mother who refuses to think herself as human. she is just mother. lives off evrryones accomplishments#never her own#idk like hes so interesting tonme i want to kill him teehee#chew on him like sponge cak#bumblebee#transformers#tf bumblebee#tf idw#idw#tf#????#maccadam#i hate not knowing waht tag to use
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THURSDAY, ITALIAN GP 2024
#idk to much abt him n im sad for logan but rlly happy for him !!#f1#franco colapinto#kyle.gif#f1edit#w.franco#francocolapintoedit#monza24#italian gp 2024
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wanted to try a different coloring style, airbrushy pillowshaded thing
doodles toodles schnoodles
#veronica santangelo#veronica strong sad bump#vulpes inculta#vulpes tilde mouth '~'#arcade gannon#idk what im tagging#dont tell this to anyone but. veronica is actually my fave#:says the guy with an arcade themed blog#if i mischaracterized vulpes sorry/ not rlly. my knowledge of the legion guys is not super big and im guessing yolo
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My last post on tiktok before it stopped working :,) hope to see some familiar faces here or on my other socials!
#the comments were so sweet i got to screenshot them before it refreshed#im actually rlly sad rn#idk what to tag this#my art#sofia the first#cedric the sorcerer
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i tried so hard to fight it but im just actually so disappointed with veilguard.
as a video game, its fine! the gameplay is fun and it’s visually stunning. but as a dragon age game it’s… not good. even if we somehow ignore all the massive world breaking lore inconsistencies, it’s supposed to be a story heavy RPG. but it’s so shallow, so surface level. there are so many issues with so many of the decisions the devs or ea or whoever made leading to the final state of this game and it’s actually so sad.
I feel like im grieving what could’ve been, making new saves in hopes it’ll somehow be better this time around, and it just isn’t.
#dragon age critical#veilguard critical#dragon age#spoilers#dragon age spoilers#the more i think about it the more i realize how much is wrong#even little things like why lyrium is red#or like why is neve/bellara just fine after being completely blighted?#why do we get a little -blighted- status effect that means absolutely nothing?#why are all the factions sterilized#why can’t I be an asshole? why do all my choices end up coming out kind of snarky goofy like they chose my personality for me?#why can’t I even be a properly SERIOUS or stoic char like#I know it’s not an open world but it actually feels like it too. there are other way better games that are closed world but it doesn’t FEEL#closed world#only arlathan felt open. every other location was so underwhelming#idk it’s so sad bc i’ve been waiting so long and I rlly tried to give it a chance but it’s just so disappointing#idk there’s too many things to even list here#im just sad :/ and I think im done playing#da:tv
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i cant believe im on episode ninety nine ...... anyway heres my obligatory one big bed art (sort of)
#naddpod#hardwon surefoot#beverly toegold v#moonshine cybin#pawpaw#posts by me dot com#one big bed!!!!#i feel actually a bit sad that im finishing campaign one...#idk :( im going to miss moonshine and hardwon and beverly ..... augh#this campaign rlly probably has been like... my favourite dnd actual play of all time...#^_^ anyway. yayy!!!!! ilu naddpod
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#tried rlly hard to shade this like skin blender idk but gave up and just half toned it#my shading is shit and I can’t draw astarion for shit#man i hate realism#why do i keep trying to do it#anyways i hate the way this came out but i feel bad for not posting today#my art#art#digital art#sketch#astarion#astarion bg3#bg3 astarion#bg3#baldur’s gate 3#bg3 fanart#bg3 art#baldur’s gate iii#concept art#i should stop comparing my art to other’s bcs everytime i try to change my artstyle and force myself to draw in a new style i fail and die#the way i pick up art styles is just fun experimentation and somehow never made by studying other people’s artstyle#im not ready for my holiday to end but at the same time i feel like most of my bad thoughts are generated by too much free time#so mayhaps losing my free will for like 12 hours a weekday will fix my sads so uhhh#idk man#nobody reads these tags so i can say whatever i want#if you’re reading this uhhh#sorry you had to read me vent in an shitty astarion doodle post
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I don’t Care about the ships WHERE IS JINX
#I’m so sad#I’m so sorry cai/tvi nation#I do not like that cop#I care about the siblings and the siblings alone#and ekko OBVIOUSly#Yk actually the ending was rlly good except the part where cait is still an enforcer b#and vi??? I don’t actually know if she is#ig she never quit#but she’s not wearing the blue so#idk#anyway I have a lot of thoughts#I’m really sad I was yelling in my room alone like a crazy person#AND MEL MY GOD HOW COULD I FOEGOR HER#I was blinded by the siblings im not gonna lie#but her arc was SO good#ok this got so rambly this was not meant to get like this#I wish we’d gotten like#1 more episode#to let the story breath a little bit#I think caits descent was brushed over tbh#I really fucked w the way they were going w it and then it just ended w a time skip#AND we don’t get Any resolution for it#I really hate the cop angle a lot#sorry I will never fuck w it#cait said and did terrible things and it’s really not… addressed#I would’ve loved to have seen her resign#I Wish vi could have dealt w how she betrayed her entire ideals and Became the very thing that tore her family apart in the first place#1-2 more episodes and more balls to go all in on the anti cop thing and I would have fucked w it meet#arcane spoilers
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"maybe revisiting my ivtl fanart brings me out of my slump" *draws ivlk*
#what a weird looking till#TILL IM SO SORRY I LOVE YOU W MY LIFE BUT SO DO I LUKA IDK WJAT HAPPENED JUST NOW#ivan being my fav alnst bby (with sua together) rlly gets spoiled rotten eugh#idk im feeling sad and ivlk is perfect for that rn sighh#also since its apparently a fandom trend to hate luka im prolly also just feeling a bit spiteful#ivtl or suamz would just end up comedic or wholesome i feel#babbles#tbd#alnst tag
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hi this is a post saying i will not b online((or try)) until i get my g.e.d.
i love u all if i uh, yk never return
hugs hugs many sweet dreams & good mornings!
#i had a much longer post then realized no1 wants 2 read all that long#i dont want 2 like fill the tags w/reasons y im suddenly doing this#hell i might regret this & delete it a minute l8r#but like. i need my highschool diploma#ive failed school like all the way through. my entire school career looks good in concept but its not#shit im going 2 start crying again#<- that is also y#i keep crying i keep like getting rlly sad & self#destructive & idk how 2 fix that so im doing this so no1 hears my whining#uhhh pray 4 me 2 pass ig lol#hugs hugs hugs mnay hugs#this feels like a final goodbye bc my self confidence is so bad jdjfiosk#summer school; switching classes bc of bad grades; getting expelled; having numerous teacher conferences; having my teachers talk 2 me like#im their kid just bc my mother works @ the school ohh my god that hurt the most & made me want 2 go monkey mode#point is im not good @ school & never have been & it stresses me out & im so scared#im so afaid im crying just thinking about sitting in a class#i love learning i love ideas i love questions MY FAVORITE SUBJECT IS MATH but im just so scared 4 some reason#& idk if ill b able 2 do it#i can barely see my screen help djchis#anyways im going 2 try my best bc i want 2 talk 2 my friends & uhm thats rlly it#but i cant do that unless i get better so im going 2 try 2 not#i ended up rambling in the tags blehhh#niko is also w/me rn as always & i will give him all the kisses &love i can so nobody worry about that#watch me take this post back in a day bc the internet has been 1 of my only safe soaces#this is so pathetic kanfkf & me saying so does not make it any less so#i just jumped out of the car & walked 2 hrs home crying bc im an actual disaster rn#like what if everything im thinking rn makes no sense#i mean not the school thing#i need 2 do that#i need 2 stop stalling
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Roo as Benson from The Passenger (2023)
- - Click Roo's pic for better quality :) - -
( Progression pics under the cut :) )
( Latest -> Oldest )
#Post : Art*#Roo#Roo*#art#digital art#oc art#my oc#my art#benson the passenger#the passenger#the passenger fanart#this took ~three days overall (breaks and stuff) but it actually took around 10-12 hours actually drawing it#im ngl i didnt know what i was doing for half of this. i kinda just disassociated and locked in#i really like the blurry lineart but i WAS considering getting rid of it before i finished but I rlly think it adds to the like...-#-grimey?? factor of this scene and how “sad” or dystopian it looks idk 🧍♂️#also dk why the benson pic is so fucking blurry i just downloaded it from the internet 😭#Roo's shirt says “Blink if you're into me - I knew it” which kinda fits his personality if him and benson's personality mixed#i rlly wanted to share the timelapse but it'd take forever to upload so i just stuck with progression pics :)
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LOVE IS SAND ITS SAND ITS ALL BEEN SAND LOVE IS FUCKING SAND
Anyone remember this? From chapter 42?
This was following his conversation with Chris the day he started going out with Mitsumi. He can’t get a grasp on his feelings.
Love is.. slipping away.. out of reach.. not seen often (he’s only been to the beach once b4). We know that Shima has struggled to have his feelings acknowledged growing up, and this metaphor encapsulates it well.
Then we have chapter 53
Mika walks up to Shima (who she has previously confessed to and since moved on), with a half complaint of ‘its actually kind of hard isn’t it? To walk on the sand’
To tread your feelings is hard. It’s hard work.. to love… to be loved.
But it’s not really a lament, it’s more of an affirmation. All their friends wanted to walk along that beach- together. And it’s ultimately worth it, even if it isn’t as easy as expected.
Then in comes Mitsumi… she doesn’t know the context of their conversation but she hears them query about something in the sand, that they don’t recognise.
She says there is life here. We can find it if we dig. It would’ve been nice to try sooner.
She’s so accustomed to love, she grew up with it from all her family and friends, and here she is showing her friends its got so much there if only you look, if only you have a hand. I can help.
Then Shima asks her to show him that life that’s there.
Love. Is. Sand.
#stl spoilers#skip to loafer#WHAT A FUCKING CHAPTER HELLO#im aggressively rereading as we speak but these two panels popped out to me the most#this isn’t romantic exclusive love btw but i was using mika’s specifically to make the point#also the point Mitsumi makes abt ‘it would’ve been nice if we tried catching them sooner’ like…#like it would’ve been nice for shima to catch those feelings earlier WHEN THEY WERE DATING#but she’s not even sad- she still gives it a try#idk this isn’t rlly coherent but all i can think of rn is love is stored in the sand#skip and loafer#it’s like 2am now i need to sleep smh
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i havent 100%'d it per-se, but i have beaten the final boss of bug fables and am workin thru the post game stuff :)) anyways some characters/character designs that i really really like
idk if i'll finish any of these, i might, but i just wanted to figure out how to draw them tbh jashdasdasd
#bug fables#kabbu bug fables#vi bug fables#leif bug fables#team snakemouth#zasp bug fables#mothiva bug fables#team mothiva#pov me putting 'character/character DESIGNS' that i rlly like bc im still 50/50 on mothiva: im watching you#<- which is very funny btw bc her canonical boyfriend?? 1000/10. but her?? i want some altruism some spicy tragic backstory under there pls#on my knees w pleading hands looking at her w the saddest eyes. please dont just be a bitch for the sake of being one PLEASE please be sad#anyways team mothiva ranting aside omg leif <3<3<3<3<3#also kabbu and vi ofc but the very sad moths my favorite#smthn smthn his sad wet eyes and pathetic whimsy have enraptured me or however the meme goes idk#my art
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just got this photos from threads, credits to the rightful owner
so since i'm already here (again, but not totally back lol) i might as well talk about jisung's tattoo's and yeah fuck i'm fucking dead pls omg as a girly who just also got three tattoos last year i'm so fucking proud of han jisung idk i'm happy maybe bcs we both had our tattoos last year(if im not mistaken he got his tatts also last year sorry im not updated anymoreee) i just love the way he show off his awesome tattoo and no one can really stop him from showing it off. Like wtf I'm just... i'm literally crying idk what to say. I just love him so much (he's so hot btw)
#I just cant omg our boys are really men idk i just feel like a proud mama bear lol#You might hate me for this but after being ia and this girly got work#i have distanced myself from being a literal kpop fangirly even skz i rlly hate myself for that im so sorry#But guys forgive me#I cant multitasknow like after work my minds only screams rest rest rest#I just felt sad that i cannot continue being a fangirl like i promised myself to be years ago#But hey people change but still im sorry :(#alexa's shit n such#loml#han jisung#stray kids jisung#han#skz#stray kids
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2024 in review
rules: link your most popular and your favorite post from each month of the year (you can skip months if you want to!)
tagged by @baekhyunnybyun <3
JANUARY (total edits: 11)
MOST POPULAR: sweaty ten lol FAVORITE: this other ten set (im actually kinda upset it flopped lol) and also this joy set
FEBRUARY (total edits: 12)
MOST POPULAR: kunyang visiting ten on the nightwalker set <3 FAVORITE: this ten dangerous set (i remember it took me forever to make lol)
MARCH (total edits: 13)
MOST POPULAR: this xiaojun universe (lets play ball) set FAVORITE: apink eung eung set and fromis 9 love bomb set
APRIL (total edits: 10)
MOST POPULAR: the face started wars (xiaojun gifset lol) FAVORITE: another ten set lol and this sunmi set
MAY (total edits: 10)
MOST POPULAR: everyones favorite white boy wilson ^_^ FAVORITE: this other house set (i spent so long on it and i love it sm) and idk if id call it my favorite but i did spend a lot of time thinking abt this xiaojun set
JUNE (total edits: 24)
MOST POPULAR: of all the wayv gifs i made that month, its actually my first iwtv set FAVORITE: im cheating w this month bc i have a lot i like but idgaf. first: im never topping this flo milli set. as for wayv: the kisses during their first win and this yangyang she a wolf set and this other yangyang she a wolf set (thx oomf for always rbing it lol) and this xiaojun gmt ending fairy and ofc tendery yaoi
JULY (total edits: 16)
MOST POPULAR: do you find me boring 🥺 FAVORITE: again, cheating. this yangyang set and this phantom era xiaojun set and this papang set and this dubai trio set and this ten at waterbomb set and my most favorite of them all: my top 10 kpop songs of the first half of this year (idk if you noticed but atp i started switching up my coloring a little bit bc i started giffing tv shows and i think i rlly started to grow as a gifmaker in this month)
AUGUST (total edits: 6)
i started my new job this month and it killed the gifmaker spirit in me lol
MOST POPULAR: this iwtv set (made pre me starting my new job lol) FAVORITE: xiaojuns bday set (i put a lot of love in it and i think you can see it lol) and this yangyang set and ten handcuffing xiaoyang lol
SEPTEMBER (total edits: 10)
MOST POPULAR: its morning ^_^ (my most popular gifset ever. amazing what giffing for popular fandoms does for you) FAVORITE: baekhyun pineapple slice and this xiaojun set and this yangyang set and ofc kuntenserven
OCTOBER (total edits: 1)
my job was rlly getting to me lol
MOST POPULAR and FAVORITE (by default): yangyangs bday set
NOVEMBER (total edits: 8)
MOST POPULAR: xiaojun frequency ending fairy FAVORITE: yangyang frequency mv set (one of my fave mv sets of all time tbh)
DECEMBER (total edits: 5)
MOST POPULAR: my love, flo milli FAVORITE: this yangyang set
this year was one of growth and also regression. hopefully now that im working from home i can make more edits lol
tagging @hoforwonho and @28reas0ns and @sungtaro and the girl reading this <3
#tag games#gifs#i can never pick just one sorry i love myself#also it made me so sad that i only made 1 set in october.....like damn my job was rlly killing my soul#ill try to make gifs more often but it rlly just depends on if i wanna and if i have time#and usually i like to spend my free time doing my other hobby (writing)#but idk maybe now that im not strictly a wayv blog ill start giffing more often
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