#idk if this makes sense lol i can clarify other wise

[shenanigans-and-imagines]

Thanks so much for clarifying! I very much didn't want to push any boundaries 💜

- My choice of ship is for sure Baldur's Gate 3. (Only request: plz NOT Raphael, Mizora, or Minthara - one is legit a trauma trigger, the other two are... Reasons.)

- Gender: any and all, I'm too bi for choices

- Personality: I'm autistic, and my mood is consistently more changeable than I think it is... dunno if Sag/Leo/Cap means anything to you (it's cool if it doesn't), but it does to me in the sense that I can see what it means in myself. I'm thoroughly Chaotic Good according to every alignment description I've seen (and all my friends lol). Still a dingus who frequently courts red flags for reasons I can only identify as Traumas lmao.) I'm very mentally scattered. Burnt-out gifted kid who immediately chose to gradually swap my waning INT for WIS, inasmuch as I could. A soul who intensely wants to help everyone I care about, but can't for all sorts of reasons, but dammit do I try anyway. Fiery, feisty, but still learning to actually be assertive. Cuddly with anyone and everyone who is interested. I love radically with all my heart, be ye friend or partner, but breaking it means I'm either a sobbing broken mess, planning a murder, or both. Please don't let these taint the results bc they're still options: I honestly believe and have been told by others that I'm a perfect mix between Karlach and Astarion, personality-wise. I'm down bad for just about all the tieflings in the game/in general (I relate to them a lot), and almost always play one, but all races are welcome in my heart. I don't really draw lines between close friend and partner; I believe closeness and intimacy aren't things that should be constricted at all between one or the other (there is literally a group chat saved in my phone called "Platonicule," if that gives you an idea 😂). Generally amiable to, but wary of, strangers. Hobbies: I make homemade skincare and balms for the homies, cooking, and everything about music and linguistics. I'd also love to try my hand at ceramics/pottery someday. (Also I don't know where to put this, but definitely high sex drive, kinky, and switch/vers but usually end up sub/bottom? Which I'm not conflating, just that's usually how it plays out. Sorry that all was... A Lot lmao, I'm also overly specific/dunno when to shut up. 😅)

- I ship you with Aziraphale from Good Omens! He seems like he'd be absolutely elated to help you finish your writings, and even go out of his way to find a good publisher for your book (and maaaaaybe do a teensy little miracle to tip the scales in favor of them accepting it, if the situation called for it). Fastidious, fashionable, would be as sweet to you as you to him, and would be quite happy with letting you have your alone time (he needs it too lbr.) Also if he's not at least on the ace spectrum himself (he totally is tho), he certainly would never make unwanted advances. Plus, I mean, living in a cozy bookshop that your partner keeps clean, organized, and cute as fuck? Idk that sounds like a dream. You could chat for hours and hours about history if you so chose (and his hilariously unique perspective on it since he's seen most/all of it.) Honestly I also now can't stop thinking of a Movie Night with you two and Crowley that goes a little chaotic because Crowley has a very different and probably intentionally contrarian analysis and keeps getting half-jokingly offended when either or both of you have different opinions. There may be thrown popcorn. 😂

I ship you with Gale

Your relationship can bested be summed up in burnt out autistic "gifted" kid solidarity, in the best way possible.

You and Gale are in a constant loop of affirming your love for each other it makes the pair of you nearly impossible to be around. You info dump, you cuddle, you cook, you are just able to be, together.

Gale is also very deceptive in his chaotic good tendencies. While it may look like you're the one doing something crazy, Gale only makes a meager attempt at protest before following after and justifying your actions later. He does, however, bring some of your ideas and scattered thoughts into a sure focus, allowing you to accomplish what you actually set out to do instead of leaving it all in your head. You, meanwhile, help remind him that wisdom is sometimes more important than intelligence.

He's fully supportive of all your areas of study, even putting aside space in the tower for you to practice pottery. Just make sure to save a few pieces for him to admire and he'll be happy.

And as for the sex, let's just say for all Astarion can talk the talk, Gale walks the walk with avid enthusiasm. (He's the horniest mother fucker in the squad, fight me)

I'd honestly be nervous about making Crowley jealous somehow, but if all three of us can be besties, I'm down. Lol

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[bittybattybunny]

Sorry if you've already answered this before, but in AUs where Regis comes from a long line of magical royals and he is both without powers, is that considered unusual for his heritage? Like, sometimes Ru (seemingly) doesn't have magic either, so I was wondering how often people in the Solgaria royal family are born magicless. If it is unusual, how did that affect Regis growing up?

A great question! And I haven't answered it before so no worries!!

The short answer is YES it's odd when he's born magic less!! If his family line is known for magic it's considered odd. In TLC this is one reason he's so angry at magical creatures and such cuz he's all "I'm descended from a god why can't I have such power it belongs to me" and he WANTS magic BAD.

This is how we wind up with Regis in chimera going so far for the sake of magic power.

In Sena and Kai's home world that Regis was also born magic less and began a huge witch hunt leading to the death of Sena's little witch which was the first reincarnation of his little sister and caused his journey. Kai also lost her husband to this and instigated a full ass war because of it. (This great war is alludes to in a wip fix I have called red is the wolf in which Amaris mentions a moon bible was a fake as it had the witch hunt war dates wrong)

Regis will go mad and cause full ass genocide if he feels shamed and this gets taken out on his son who often seemingly is also lacking magic (Ru often gets his magic more into his teens and early 20s)

Regis often gets treated as a disappointment by his father Nigel and it leads to his power hungry nature. His mother was a royal concubine not the queen and he had siblings. Had.

Regis murders most his family if he wants power unless it's an au with a nice Regis.

9 out of 10 times too; Regis is upright magicless because god himself hates him.

Back in this ficlet: https://bittybattybunny.tumblr.com/post/641901642159177728/okay-so-heres-the-cursed-into-a-dragon-story-and

Kaya makes a comment on it actually.

Marcus floated over, “Interesting. But it makes sense. Father wanted his approval more than anything.”

Kaya snorted and chewed her lip.

“What?” Snatcher asked taking the suit.

“My dad LOATHES your dad,” she admitted as the two former princes stared.

She laughed loudly, “My dad thinks your dad is a fucking piece of shit who doesn’t deserve his bloodline!” she wheezed. She adjusted her bandages, “I mean he picked a fight with ME!” she snickered, “and my dad is a god of UNION not war.” she pointed out.

Solgaria isn’t very impressed with how Regis has handled things; forgetting the basics of what he represents. While Solgaria is called “the Sun Knight” his duty is to protect unions and keep a balance. While his sister manages fate, he is the one who ‘burns fate’ to keep things peaceful. Regis tends to instigate a lot of strife and as such Solgaria normally takes his magic away.

Sometimes tho he does have magic and those times often lead to their own issues. Like in MG; let’s say his magic may be the cause of a certain moonboi’s anger and reason for needing to steal a body.

Sometimes it can be just magic and leads to issues with his kids and less him. In Fae Rules despite he has magic, and both his son’s have magic. It becomes apparent he favored Marcus who had stronger magic (Ru often comments his magic isn’t that great compared to his brother... this is in my one shot “The Beauty in the Beast” he has a similar issue)

Overall:

if he has magic and it’s common in his blood line he gets cocky

if he’s magicless and it’s common to have magic he gets envious and malicious

if he’s magicless and it’s not common to have magic but magic exists he lusts for it

the exception of course being magicless AUs and when it’s a nice Regis

Growing up magicless in a magic envioment he’s coddled and treated as ‘delicate’ and it drives him mad

[eluxcastar]

Small disclaimer - This isn't a hate piece on Kagami; this is just my opinion. It's ok the criticise a person's work if it comes from good intentions and isn't meant to outright bash the series. I try several times throughout to provide some suggestions for ways I think the things I take issue with could've been done differently, because I'm trying to provide critique that's actually helpful instead of just "Idk he should've figured it out himself lol"

Look I love fluff and backstory and reveals but fluff and especially backstory in an overarching story has to make sense to be reasonable. Why didn't we get all the MikaYū out of our systems back when it would've MADE SENSE FOR THE STORY when they were reconnecting and reforming their bond??? We got a bit, but all of this stuff should've been sprinkled in during those times.

Why didn't we get a scene of them talking and reminiscing on the bus instead of a random flashback in the middle of plot important conversations? More than just on top of the car. These people haven't been in close contact with each other in four years and only a few months has passed since they reunited, and they clearly weren't doing much considering we had time to throw Ferid out of a window.

Why not have them bond over their shared goals and talk more about Mika's dwindling emotions in Ferid's house after it was revealed and they clearly had a lot of time?

Why weren't some of the orphanage flashbacks included just after it was revealed 'Mr Saito' (who Mika was said to like because he gave him drug money to buy lollies) was using them? It could've been a great opportunity to establish the kind of role Rígr had in their lives and give Yū some insight on what life in the orphanage was actually supposed to be like.

Why not include a scene after Mika's death as a Vampire for Yū to grieve and possibly think about the fact he's now lost his entire Hyakuaya Orphanage family? Whatever happened to the nightmares he was having about losing Mika? And back to a different point why didn't the idea of being in Ferid's house again spark any memories of one of the most traumatic events of his life?

Yes I can hear the BuT RiRi it'S NoT jUsT miKaYū and yes I am aware, but the flashbacks regarding them just seem to make the least sense??? Crowley's singular page where he explained what he was in his Human life helped put into perspective the kind of emotional damage that caused him for even people who didn't read Vampire Michaela. 105 gave us a flashback to explain Urd and Rígr's several conflicts and the animosity between them that had yet to be clarified. Shinoa's past gave us a better idea of what she experienced in her childhood as a result of just being born, and why she even goes along with all this stuff when she's supposed to be logical.

Then we get a MikaYū flashback and it's like "Oh Mika? He's taking a dump rn" AND WHY DID I NEED TO KNOW THAT EXACTLY?? Not everything had to be plot centric but if memory serves it directly interrupted the plot. Mika could go take a dump in the WOODS for all I care. No I don't like the placement of Ashera's flashback, even if the contents is good.

There is also a lot to say about Shinoa (outside of her love for Yū), which while I liked the little we learned in the manga the light novels definitely portrayed something different to what we have now. Yes, I know, that's dumb out of context because I am definitely NOT the same person I was eight years ago I still had a Father back then ffs but Shinoa was shown to be very resourceful—she used many aspects of all of her abilities like spells. Now she relies heavily on cursed gear, which is great and I adore how it was animated in the adaptation, but variety wise it would've been a lot more interesting for her to be shown using the many aspects of her knowledge to support her and her teammates attacks (not I'm not saying I wish she was EXCLUSIVELY support but like there are many ways she could boost her own attacks, help her teammates in a pinch, get herself out of tough situations, especially now that she doesn't have cursed gear I want to see an actual impact of that).

There are many other things I could say too, like the lack of weight I feel to many of the characters' trauma and the things they got through. Why didn't we learn anything about Mirai and Shiho before or after her death? How am I supposed to care about him when I know next to nothing about his relationship to Mirai? I know they're siblings and he loves her, but he was going to ignore seeing her when she was possibly going to die to finish a school test. Where is she now? He left her in a freezer last we saw. If there was any time for a flashback it would be now.

Mitsuba's first conflicts have never come back up again about how she accidentally 'killed' her squad leader. That too feels trivial now, I can't see the affect it has on her beyond her just giving up and letting Yū do what he wants because he saved her once and she has a crush on him?? I don't need his address or anything but what was their relationship like? How long had she known him? Her experience? Had they previously fought over the issue? How am I supposed to understand why this has impacted her beyond the obvious of causing the death of another Human being when I don't know anything about how they were as subordinate and superior?

Yoichi's revenge on Lacus and the personality he's keeping hidden feels like a late addition, and not in a good way, there was nothing to indicate it or even hint at it. Why not have Yūichirō lose control of his demon instead and have it be a point of suspicion how effectively Yoichi dealt with the process despite the doubts surrounding him? It would've also brought Yū's ability down a notch to feel more Human, more inexperienced (like he is) because if I recall someone with that much ambition and desire is easier to overwhelm. SHOW that instead of telling it and then saying 'Oh this guy is just the exception'. Yoichi showing hidden strength and wit (in dealing with Yū in that state) from day one would've made it marginally more believable that maybe that personality always existed in him.

[haleigh-sloth]

Hello! Your meta posts are wonderful and I was just wondering if you have written about how you think the redemption of Dabi, Toga, and Shigaraki will go down in terms of where they will end up. How will hero society reconcile with their crimes without locking them up and leaving them to rot (which seems to be antithetical to the point Horikoshi is trying to make). Do you think they will be rehabilitated into society or at a facility? Or something else?

Whhhaaat 🥺🥺🥺 I know for sure that I’ve rambled about what I think will happen and hope will happen here and there but idk if I’ve really dived into it. Idk if anybody’s ever asked so here I go!

So as far as society reconciling with their crimes without locking them up, that’s not really going to be that hard tbh. 

Think about the way society is portrayed right now in the manga. Just look at the chapters between the end of the war arc and now. Society is only getting worse. It’s growing more chaotic, disorganized, and dangerous. And even worse, but very important to note, society is stooping low to a point where they are blindly discriminating against each other just because of how someone looks (sound familiar?). The way things are right now, they’re only going to get worse and worse until the final battle involving AFO gets here, and all of this can be put to rest. It’s as the vestiges said in chapter 310, society is going backwards. Everybody is using their quirks illegally and lots of people are out committing crimes, playing vigilante, and destroying the cities just by using their powers. So by the time the final battle gets here, do you really think they are going to have the capacity to really care about what happens to the LOV? Not only that, but the main LOV members are being set up to redeem themselves by helping defeat AFO, at which point I expect that final battle to have caused so much chaos and destruction in society that there is literally no point in worrying about what happens to the main 3 villains who literally helped save the world. I mean...their redemption is rooted in defeating the one true villain of the story--AFO. Little Tenko wanted to be a hero who saved people, and defeating AFO is satisfying that dream of his. That’s his, and Toya’s, and Himiko’s redemption.

After that last final battle, everybody should be more worried about finding their families, rebuilding their homes, finding new homes, etc., more so than worrying about what happens to Toya, Shigaraki, and Himiko who just helped save them all from imminent death at the hands of AFO. So that’s how I expect the story to address the whole “do we lock them up? do we not?” situation.

As for what I think will happen with each member, well, it’s really up in the air for ones like Spinner and Compress (assuming they make it out alive), but for the main 3 I kind of have an inkling of what I think might happen, but I can’t say for sure. This is ALL just speculation and predicting so please take it with a grain of salt lol.  

For Toya, it’s actually pretty obvious. He has to go home. He has 10 years without his family to make up for, and so does Rei. Toya will heal best in an environment surrounded by unconditional love. He also has to get to know Shouto, seeing as how he never got to. As for whether or not E is included in that...well I can’t say what I expect yet. Either way though, I’ll be happy as long as Toya is home and he can finally have a real relationship with Shouto and catch up with his mother and other two siblings. He just needs to be safe and happy.

For Toga, I THINK because of her age being that of a high schooler still, she may end up at UA. Maybe. Also I should clarify, I don’t expect UA to be a regular high school by the end either. I don’t see how society can go back to having a prominent school that feeds into the quirk elitist system that the story is criticizing and actively dismantling. What we’re learning right now in the backwards aging hero society is that everybody should have the privilege and opportunity to train their quirks, not just a select privileged few who have “strong” or “cool” or “convenient” quirks. People not knowing how to use their own quirks is exactly why society is shit right now. So I think UA will be more of an all inclusive institution by the end, and Toga will find acceptance there around other kids her age. That’s the thing about her too, she yearns for friendship. She has it with the league yes, but you can tell by how she goes after Ochaco and Tsu that she needs that connection with other teenagers and girls her age. She is still a teenage girl after all, and the LOV is comprised of all guys way older than her lol. So that’s what I kind of expect for her. 

Shigaraki is hard for me to get a handle on ending wise because ideally I’d like for All Might to survive and take on that mentor/parent role for him. Kurogiri kind of took that role for Shigaraki, but I’m absolutely positive he’s not going to make it past the final battle. I mean he’s already dead so. But there’s a very real chance All Might might not make it out either. I’d rather he did though. I’d rather Gran Tostito bite the dust.  I feel like All Might may survive so he can take his second chance at taking care of his master’s legacy, her grandson. He missed the opportunity the first time and those consequences were...well you see it now lol. So I feel like it would make sense for him to take that second chance, but again I really don’t know. He’s kinda the perfect character to kill off? But taking All Might out of the equation, I don’t know to be honest. Shigaraki has no family waiting for him. Which I think is important to remember. Really right now all he has is Midoriya, who is still technically a stranger to him. I do think they’re going to form some sort of bond and life-long friendship, I just don’t know how that will look in terms of “the aftermath”. But I don’t think Shigaraki will be alone by any means. He has no family so he’s going to have to find one in the people around him. I expect that main cast of 7 to kind of stick together in the aftermath, so there’s the people who will surround him who care about him. But as far as like...where he’ll live, I have no idea. I have it in my head that Aizawa may take on that mentor role I mentioned earlier, if All Might doesn’t make it. Aizawa is the only pro hero set up to have a change of heart, he’s the only pro who currently criticizes the system in place, so he’s kind of in a perfect position to take Shig in as well. Plus, Aizawa already took in Eri (who is Shigaraki’s reflection). So that’s very possible imo. But as far as relationships and friendships go, Midoriya will be there for him and I think Bakugo will be too. They’ll be an unhinged chaotic trio of absolute madness. It’ll be great. They deserve it tbh. Also with Shigaraki, I highly highly doubt he’ll be going by that name anymore. His name is Tenko Shimura. He and his family went missing when he was 5 years old. He was kidnapped and held hostage for 15 years, and now he’s finally been found. 

So basically I expect society to be in such dissarray that they don’t have time to worry about the league, especially since by the end the league will be an established ally, no longer an enemy. 

Now I have heard the possibility of them all being in behavioral hospitals like what Rei was in. And I’m not like...against it, but I don’t love that idea either. Mostly because I don’t want BNHA to suddenly start sticking with the rules of reality. Why can’t they heal in the best environment for them? WIth people who love them? I would prefer for them to be completely free by the end. If they do get put in behavioral health hospitals then I would at least like to be shown them living their lives after their release. I don’t want it to end on the note of institutionalization. I want to see them be free. 

So yeah, happy endings for everyone! If this isn’t what happens exactly then that’s fine. What matters most is that they’re all happy and get everything they need. Toya needs to be with his family, Toga needs to be accepted, and Tenko needs to heard, acknowledged, and cared for. I think all three of them will get that regardless of how it looks. 

[you-are-my-neverland]

so. it’s finally time to talk about [my] nano.

i’ve kept my nano project pretty under wraps so far, mostly because it’s been out of my hands. i wasn’t actually planning on doing a for real for real nano; instead, i thought i would dedicate some time to my fanfic (spoiler alert, but i haven’t yet) or work on finishing up revising fairbone (spoiler alert: i did revise one chapter, but i still have like half of it left to go and a nov 30 deadline...rip). if that didn’t work, i thought i would pick a wip i started over the summer or one i had half developed (let’s just say the ideas note i have really boomed over the summer and like...yeah). in conclusion, there were many wips ready for me to work on them, including ash heart, which i really want to write but haven’t figured out how to.

instead i started a new wip.

well, it’s not necessarily new, persay. it’s an idea i’ve had stewing since like late september/early october and planned out a good portion of. however, deciding to start it was a last minute decision - and by last decision, i mean that on october 31st i finished developing the barebones of character development and basic plot lol and then gave it a go. it’s honestly been going crazy well. as of today (november 9th), i just hit 21.2k words. i’m hopeful about this year, while also not wanting to jinx stuff, but like...wow. but writing is has made me realize that, wow, this book is going to be crazy long probably...like i’m 21k words in and we’re still like in the exposition idk what’s going on. but hey, i finished planning out the rest of the basic plot for it today!!!

right. onto the wip details.

honestly, the only reason i haven’t introduced this wip is because a) i want actual stuff done on it and like a proven commitment, because i feel like too often i introduce wips i don’t actually go anywhere with and i hate it, b) i don’t have a set title and c) i actually have no idea how to summarize this.

the novel i’m working on right now is the first of a projected trilogy. i say projected because i have a vague idea that it belongs to a trilogy, but like not a lot of plot except some vaguely connected ideas that should happen in the future. in it, i used a lot of characters from these violent ends, which i tried to write for camp april 2020, but like just their basic barebones; i changed a lot to fit the story, of course. 

not to sound nerdy, but it is like....harry potter inspired, but ONLY in the magical boarding school sense. of course, right now all i have is magical boarding school shenanigans, which i don’t really like because i feel like it unfairly sets the book up as like fun magical stuff when it’s really about murder & politics & student activism (+ a lot of other things ending in -ism). the whole activism part came from watching the trial of the chicago 7 and i was like, bingo, this is what this story needs. 

kay but ANYWAYS. onto the story. like i said, i can’t really summarize it, but there are lots of themes of classism, feminism, the affect on youth and youth’s effect, manipulative adults, revolution, terrorism, sibling dynamics and found family vibes, like all that stuff...packaged into a magical boarding school off the coast of maine setting...recipe for disaster!

mainly i’ve been writing in ophelia’s pov, because she’s my main girl and she’s problematic, but also she’s trying her best and just having a little difficulty fitting in. some other main characters are her twin brother, sebastian, and two other boys, asriel and vincent, who have an initially animistic relationship with ophelia (& kind of each other?) but it’s like enemies to friends (to lovers?).

anyways. here are some carefully curated excerpts below the cut:

i. vincent and asriel meet on a train (ch. 1)

The boy pursed his lips together. “It’s unusual,” he said, finally. “That’s all.” But he was looking at Vincent as if he was noticing him, which meant he was lying, or at least withholding the truth about something. He added, “You’re not from around here, are you?”

“Do you mean geographically?” Vincent replied, raising an eyebrow. “Because I’m from New York.”

A small glimmer of a smile appeared on the boy’s lips, though it vanished as quickly as it had come. “From the Magical World,” he clarified. 

“What gives it away?” Vincent asked sarcastically, waving a hand across his body. “My impeccable taste?”

“Among other things,” the boy said.

ii. sebastian and ophelia discuss grief on a ferry (ch.2 )

“You and mom talked?” Ophelia asked, surprised. She hadn’t exactly been keeping track of them, but she was sure she and Sebastian had spent much of the day together, as they were wont to do.

Sebastian looked at the floor. “Yeah,” he answered, hoarsely. “At least she wants to talk about Des. Dad doesn’t, and neither do you.”

Ophelia sighed, wondering why, today of all days, her sister was haunting them. Maybe it was because there should have been three people heading to Rijevduct, instead of two. Maybe Mother Magic was reminded of the loss of one of her own. 

“I’ve let her go,” she said. “You should too. We have too much of our lives ahead of us to mourn Desdemona forever.”

“I don’t mourn,” Sebastian said, words uncharacteristically sharp. “But I do grieve.”

“Isn’t that basically the same thing,” Ophelia mumbled, closing her eyes and feeling the press of a headache behind them. 

“Sorrow,” Sebastian said, the word a soft shudder. “And sad endings.”

“What?” 

“That’s what makes a good tragedy,” Sebastian answered. “I read it in a book.”

iii. headmistress alexeyev gives a speech (ch. 2)

“Eight years ago, seventy two students were slaughtered here. Some died on the very spot where you now stand today.” Ophelia glanced down at the floor, seeing the motion repeated instinctively around her as well. She looked over at Sebastian, who had closed his eyes instead, a pale flush meeting the faint color in his cheeks. His throat bobbed as he swallowed, tennis shoes scraping against stone as he toed them against the floor, as if he was shaking something only visible to him off.

“It was a tragedy,” Headmistress Alexeyev continued. “I say this because it is the truth. It was a tragedy, and not one that should never have happened.” She inhaled; Ophelia saw her chest rise, shoulders with it, in a sharp motion before she exhaled, body rearranging itself into poise once more. “I speak of this to tell you to assure you that Rijevduct is safe. I know there have been continuous doubts over the security of this school since that day eight years ago. I cannot, of course, guarantee that you will not come to any harm here. I cannot tell you that Rijevduct is the safe haven you were taught it was growing up; events have already proved that it is, in fact, not as impenetrable as one might think.”

Ophelia frowned, confused as to the line of reasoning. She had thought the whole point of the year of transition was to make sure that Rijevduct was infinitely more safer than it had been—and they had all been under the assumption that Rijevduct was virtually impenetrable until the massacre, which had led to the heightened security measures they saw today.

“I can, however, promise you that I, and everyone here today, will do anything in their power to keep you safe,” the Headmistress said. Next to Ophelia, Briar bowed her head, lowering her eyes and swallowing, the action almost a convulsion of her throat and mouth. Ophelia brushed her hand, lightly, in question, and the other girl just shook her head, looking away purposefully, so that Ophelia lost sight of her face and her sad eyes.

“These next three years will be far from easy. Gone are the sheltered lives where your parents could kiss your injuries goodbye, or sing you to sleep at night. Rijevduct is far from the cold, real world, but it is close enough when it comes to not asking you what you want first. This is an adjustment period. This is learning how to survive—and I will tell you this; surviving means many different things to many different people. You will have to decide on your own what this will mean for you, and how you will apply what you are taught here to your futures. Be wise. Be proud. Be humble. Cry. Laugh. Live. As your Headmistress, I, along with your professors, will be here throughout your time.” She raised her glass, “To the worthy,” and then drank, turning and walking back to her seat, which she lowered herself into gracefully.

iv. sebastian pov! (ch. 3)

There was a dead girl in Sebastian’s first period Magical Theory class. She was sitting diagonal from him, on the Glass side of the classroom, in an empty chair, staring straight ahead at the chalkboard. Sebastian tried not to look at her too obviously, his eyes straying from the open book in front of him to her cautiously, beneath the sleeve of his sweater.

She was sitting blankly in the chair, scraping her shoes against the ground, though they could not leave any scuff marks. Though she was the same faded shades most girls were, Sebastian could make out her pleated pale blue plaid skirt, which brushed around her knees, and the stained white blouse that might have once been spotless, but had been marred forever by the circumstances surrounding her death—objectively, that was to say, with blood. Her dark brown hair fell into loose curls around her shoulders, little silver studs glinting dimly, unable to catch the light. Her knee high socks now pooled around her calves and ankles, revealing a rotting bandaid on one of her knees. One of her tennis shoes was peeling at the toes, looking as if it had been ripped apart. 

Her fingernails had all been pulled off. Sebastian was good at analyzing ghosts by this point; he recognized the bloody flesh and bone of the nail bed. There was also blood matted across her head, trickling down her temple, with bruises covering her body; they peeked out from beneath the collar of her shirt, blackened across her cheekbones with a sunken quality in particular to one of her cheeks, as if the bone had begun to cave.

Subjectively, she was far from one of the worst that Sebastian had seen.

[ferie-anon]

hi!!your ships are literally the coolest and i couldn't help but want a bts one 👉👈 i'm a pisces sun,leo moon,gemini rising,aries venus,taurus moon and pisces mercury!thank you so much!!

Alrighty, so after clarifying some typos with u here’s your characteristics~ Pisces sun with leo moon makes you so very relatable and charming. Pisces sun have a likable friendly vibe as they have a selfless heart, your moon in leo shows u are quite emotive in reacting and etc :3 You may feel your emotions similar to a child getting excited and sad easily, basically you express it well and it often makes u charming~ your mercury is in pisces so you tend to look things and project your opinions from how you feel and emotion-wise. This sign is like a natural empath in conversations, soothing and naturally gives us comforting advice at times. (Unless u don’t give out advice lol but usually pisces merc are relaxing to talk with) your venus in aries shows you have a passionate side, especially romantic wise and initiating the first move. U got that fire, and ur mars taurus balances out ur flame with its stable and grounded nature. Taurus mars are calm and can endure/withstand hence they’re quite persistent, so they usually are quite professional and not wishy-washy. Lastly, gemini rising makes ur first impression as a social butterfly due to a natural inclination to chat and being good at it, making new friends.

In bts... your match is Yoongi~

Aw yoongi the cat 🥺, but don’t worry he ain’t only that, yoongi is a pisces sun as well so you both will get along with meeting as similar ideas and values. Say you guys were paired together for a group project and it’s your first time working together, you both were a bit nervous, but Yoongi eased up afterwards as he found you easy to talk to and no disagreements were made on the slides/planning. Like all pisces natives, they are highly intuitive so you both can sense each other when emotionally down or stressed, which can further grow your bond ;3

Yoongi is a virgo moon, and these natives are quite meticulous in their thought process and always one step ahead that way. They’re thoughtful but with too much overthinking, they tend to be anxious or self doubt themselves. Both of you can help each other! He may notice little things or details that you didn’t and could help you, like oh you left your lucky plushie charm at home, but he noticed a little fluffy red ear wedged in from the car seat instead~ And your leo moon is confident at times in choices where u make your decision sometimes and with ur infectious happy energy and expression, Yoongi would feel comforted, and reassured with your support. Not to mention cute? Idk 🐥🥺

Next, he has mercury in pisces as well ooh, so conjunction and you definitely will feel it is easier to grasp each others opinions and communication-wise. Both of you guys can be a pillar of support to one another and as Yoongi is quite introspective in thoughts, he can provide advice to u when there is something bothering u personally. And his mercury is conjunct to your sun sign pisces as well, so u definitely will have engaging conversations that you are interested in~

Yoongi’s venus is in... aries also! Conjunction again to your venus as well, both of you guys are passionate and romantic in love~ and the atmosphere would be quite you know 🌹❤️👀so there will be some strong attraction, and you both will enjoy how similar and the affection to each other and receiving it~ Yoongi may gift you a meaningful necklace with you and his initials engraved into it, and you just jump into his arms as he feels happy with your reaction and Yoongi just ->😳🥰💖😘~ His mars is in cancer, which your taurus mars is sextile to it making it a positive synastry. You both are similar having a stubborn side, taurus being stubborn with themselves and Cancer being stubborn in their emotions. Your approaches are similar while cancer is more protective and selfless while Taurus is professional and loyal. These qualities together make you two quite the long lasting couple ;)

Lastly, Yoongi’s venus in aries is sextile to your gemini rising~ It makes you two naturally close and physically affectionate as well! The huggy and cuddles duo u two would be, and Yoongi naturally wants to help and please you. As you both share a natural connection to others taste, desires, and interests so you both would do it out of thought for the other becuz u want them to be happy <3

The cuddly and soft couple, but have a fierce and passionate side :3 Like you guys can go from 🥰🥺💖🍪✨ to 🔥😘❤️🌹⚡️ Everyone thinks you two fit so well <3

[lizzibennet]

1/2: Genuine question: do u have advice for USAmericans on empathy w/o condescension? ik you reblogged a post about how Americans only ever seem to care about THEIR issues/POV. But at the same time, ik you talked about your frustration with Americans acting as though other countries are the only ones with issues, or going "it must be hard to deal with X" as though we're above it. A lot of the time, I wanna be sympathetic to a friend, but I DON'T want to come off like I'm implying that I'm better

(2/2) bc i often worry that if i clarify stuff and go "oh and idk if you know, but [american thing] is...." or "oh, are you familiar with [american thing]?" that it's patronizing? i don't want to necessarily treat friends from other countries like i expect them to know less, but ofc, i don't also want to be so american-centric that i assume everyone always knows what i mean. and likewise, i want to be sympathetic if i see a friend's country in the news, but NOT come off as patronizing by asking

this is a delicate question simply bc i’m sure most of the time you don’t even realize what you’re doing or why you come off as patronizing so i’m going to try my best to explain why it comes across aas such and from there it might be easier for you to consider what u say. so the “it must be hard to deal with X” is condescending when it’s not directed at a person necessarily, it’s not an expression of empathy but an assertion about a fault that the us has too. it’s the insistence on pointing the finger at a “lesser” country for having this fault that is apparently so grave but the reluctance to accept that your country has that exact same issue that is bothersome, almost as if it’s only an issue when it’s convenient to make another culture seem worse than it is. like one that happened very recently to me was in a group of us friends in which i’m the only brazilian (really, i’m the only one of two out of like 20 who doesn’t live in the usa) they were like “yeah brazil is dealing with shit with a fascist leader” in a conversation i wasn’t online for and when i saw it later i was like. so you think your leader isn’t a fascist, huh, but mine is. to be clear- it’s not that i’m uncomfortable that he’s being referred to as a fascist, he is one, it’s that that word is never used towards trump in that group, even though my friends are WokeTM and definitely anti-trump. even then, they are reluctant to concede that their country is also a shithole in many senses that mine is, too. imagine that- a brazilian comparing their country to the us! the sacrilege! it’s that feeling i get. there was this time when we were talking about something politics related and i said something about trump and one of these friends was like “well it’s not like you can say much with bolsonaro in power” and it’s like. that’s not untrue but why bring bolsonaro in the picture? so i can’t discuss politics because my president sucks? that gives me more reason to be engaged in it, not less. why are you incapable of admitting fault in the us? and that is because even the Wokest of americans has it ingrained in their brain that the us is the greatest country in the world. so i’d suggest you monitor that reaction- when someone shit talks your country, is your first reaction to deny? to deflect? this is what i’m talking about:

so “non americans” (south americans, central americans, mexicans and canadians are still americans, so following this line of thot we can still tell you shit about america because we do, in fact, live in it but whatever) can’t tell you your country is horrible, even though it IS. why? we’re told that our country is shit, that our culture is wrong, that our beauty actually isn’t beauty, that our traditions are weird from the moment we’re born. why can’t you bear to hear that hey, your government is corrupt and horrible and your institutions treat people like shit? that’s not even specific to the us, that’s capitalism 101. why does it bother you that a “non american” points that out? because deep down you only think a “better” country could be critical, and deep down you still believe the us is the greatest country in the world. this person would never admit that they think this because they have a colonialist mindset that is, by default, racist as all hell, but that is in fact why “non americans” especifically telling them shit bothers them. they’re speaking about perceived injustice without realizing the place of privilege they’re in. this person above is like “if what the us is doing is directly affecting your country by all means speak up” as if the only countries affected by the us are the ones with troops stationed, as though that’d shut up the rest of us, showing they actually know shit about their own history and how it affects others’. i’m using this example because look at the retweets! people agree with this because they’re not aware and they live in comfortable ignorance, and it’s this ignorance you will have to go against- it will NOT be comfortable to you and you’ll wish you could be like “hey i suffer too” which isn’t the point, you know, the point is that your privilege actively hurts other people and to act like it’s an independent entity from how you interact with other people is disingenuous

to go “oh idk if you know this but” is definitely patronizing bc like a person from a “third world” country who is even minimally well informed knows, i assure you. if you would expect a local friend to know, chances are that if it’s a country-wide issue we will know, too. we probably won’t know about the particularities of your town’s mayor, but we will know about the bill that was passed that affected your state and about the protests in your city because we watch the news too, and world wide news is about fifty-fifty local news and international news (which, to you, “international” news would just be your local news). “are you familiar with x” is fine to ask imo but one thing that is also bothersome is the assumption that someone who lives in the same continent as you has such a different life that we won’t know idk like how a private post office works or something. even countries that are VERY dissimilar culture-wise are more similar than people think and, say, a south american country and the us are really not as dissimilar as us people seem to think. like recently i saw a youtuber comment on this case of a child singer who was very sexualized, and he was like “idk if that’s common in brazil but that’s not okay” and it’s like. WHAT do you think is common in brazil??? pedophilia?????? children shaking their ass isn’t okay anywhere, why the fuck would you assume culturally we’re so far away from you, of COURSE it is more common than it should be but do you really think there aren’t kids twerking in your country, do you genuinely think people here are inherently more sexual than people there just because, i- UGH headache emoji. that’s not to say each hasn’t its particularities but i guess what i’m trying to say is that the exotification of an entire country is bothersome. if you act like i, a privileged middle class white girl from brazil am a savage and ignorant and uncultured just because i don’t live in the us, even though my life in many aspects is quite similar to yours, then it PAINS me to think of what you’d think of even more different people, like my gran who was born in the middle of the amazon- if you think ill of me (even if unconsciously) then what will you think of her and her people, you know? even without much context my friends from the us get what i say when i speak about things that differ in our lives as middle class 20 year olds from different countries, because again it’s not so dissimilar, and if they don’t get it, they ask. from the get go i assume that they’re intelligent enough to fill in the blanks, so i don’t like being assumed less than capable of following a conversation just because i don’t have every minute detail, and in general, i feel like the entire population of my country is often assumed less than capable. when we encounter someone from outside who hasn’t a lot of context of how things go here, that is simply it - they’re a person without countext and we will help them understand it - but when it’s us who lack the context there is a clear implication that we do because we’re stupid and we should learn on the spot because we should know already anyway. you’re not being too american centric when you assume your friends are at least partially well informed, you’re being realistic tbh lol to assume we’re any less is to assume we’re less intelligent than you. expecting people to know is bad but assuming people won’t know worldwide huge topics that any person with an internet connection would is also not great

genuinely i think if you see a friend’s country in the news and want to ask if they’re okay and their opinion on it i don’t see any occasion in which you’d be condescending unless you tried really hard to be LOL like i think your friends will generally just be happy you thought of them. checking up on them is actually the kind of behavior we don’t expect from a self-centered usa person so i just think they will appreciate your concern. just don’t be like “oh sweet summer child cinnamon pie baby angle :-( poor u on a shithole country,,,,,,,” nor “wow must be hard dealing with [basic problem every other country also goes thru, including urs]. pooooooor thing who doesn’t have access to civilization :-((((((((((((((”

i’m sorry i’m so snarky in this sometimes but it’s because it couldn’t be more simple: if you think of the issue and consider it in a worldwide context, don’t speak about it as though your experience is law, don’t forget that other countries have other political contexts, and yet, don’t forget that normal people just like you live in those settings. literally just remember there’s seven billion people on this planet and b like oh shit, am i being ethnocentric rn,,,, it should be pretty clear tbh it’s not rocket science.

[exocean]

THE8 is the best dancer in kpop; a rant by Mo

Hey friends, before I go into detail about why Hao is my favourite dancer in kpop, I like to clarify that I am not a professional dancer, but I did practise various styles growing up including ballet, modern, street- and breakdance. So when I say things he does are really difficult, I'm coming from an experience point of view. But please keep in mind that this is written purely because i felt like it and not because i want to prove things or whatever.

Oh, and this is no way means that i don’t consider other dancers not as good, it’s just that I really love watching Hao and have multiple reasons why watching him makes me feel emotions more, than watching others. 

Anyways let’s go~~!

I decided to make little categories so it’s a little easier to read.

First up is his technique. Hao’s technique is crazy good which probably comes from his long history of breakdance and martial arts. He is very balanced and having such a strong centre of gravity gives him the opportunity to express himself more freely artistically. What I mean with centre of gravity is that his pelvis is in line of gravity with the base of support (where the weight hits the ground basically). This brings balance and stability, hence why he can do moves like the leg one in hit for instance.

Secondly in regards to technique is how efficiently he dances. He often moves on his balls of his feet/tip toes. This makes him easier and faster capable of moving into different formations or to do jumps. Cause he sort of uses his feet just like cats do. Aside from how light-feeted he is, he uses his body wisely for example when it comes to for example jumps. He uses his long arms as a catapult for him to go higher, and this in combination with his balance gives his a longer air time than most others. I’m assuming this comes from both his martial arts as well as his breakdancing background.

Thirdly, he is so flexible it’s kinda crazy to me. A very good example of this is in don’t wanna cry where towards the end of chorus two (Hao in centre), everyone does a screwdriver type move downwards. And where all others come up with two separate steps, Hao comes back up by doing the exact same move the did downwards,  but this time upwards. And you should know that the way he does that is crazy difficult since you have to turn your hips and knees in a way that they would naturally never go.

Which brings me to another point, his strength. Now it’s known that every b-boy needs a lot of strength in order to pull of the moves they do. Hao might look like a bean half the time, but don’t misunderstand. Probably therefor he too has a really good understanding of his body and how it moves. This probably also is the reason why he can differentiate between isolated moves and full body and space type movements. With isolation here is meant that he can dance with a specific body part only, while keeping everything else still and stable. 

This also brings me to one of the most important reasons why he stands out to me more than others. His knowledge of his body and his capability really shows in his textures. Now seventeen overall is amazing when it comes to adding textures but Hao in particular is so good at it. A great example I think is the chorus of lilili yabbay as well as the last chorus part in dwc where the do a strong slide into a new formation but once arrived they do very little bounces where it almost feels like he is floating.

Another favourite element of Hao the Dancer are his lines and shape. Oh my god he has the shapes by far. And they are so well shown in Falling Down! His legs and arms are aligned without any unnecessary curves or break in between, everything follows the same move, even when they are doing something different. Idk if that makes sense lol. It's very much like ballet dancers. But also just how every movement follows through the very end of his fingers and toes. He stretches out entirely which makes it feel like his moves are never finished or feel done, everything flows and continues.

This additionally shows in his use of space. His body and his movements aren’t in a box but stretch out and beyond. Idk how to explain but some dancers look like they are locked into a box and every move they make doesn't come further outwards. But for Hao he uses everything, he uses the entire room if he can as well as every possible centimetre of his body length.

Now lastly are two things he himself mentioned to find really important when performing; facial expressions and style adaptation.

He can adapt into various styles of dance, as we have been lucky to see. He of course had done b-boying but with seventeen he has explored many styles and now he is showing us his stories with contemporary dance. Personally I think this style shows off what he can do, really well. And showcases different elements of him than what you can see in SVT. But this can be explained. According to himself, when dancing in a group, one needs to push out their inner side that holds onto a style and way of moving that comes most naturally, for the sake of making the overall look more polished. This might not be what would look best for the dancer individually, but brings cohesion to a group. So by making choreos like falling down and doodle diary he is showing and yet challenging his inner side.

Minghao doesn’t just dance with his body but also very much with his face. He tells stories! According to him when he was a dance mentor, the emotions you show with your face are what truly make a performance. Therefor he brings great detail to this. If you have the time, watch a dance practise or performance and focus on his face alone. You will be transformed into the story he wants to tell you. It’s magical honestly.

To round this long as text of I would like to say that what makes him so very good and unlike others in the industry right now is that he can do so many different styles and can do all of them so very well! He choreographs and you can tell that he takes influences from outside, such as art and fashion. He always explores and evolves and he is so unique.

Now to close this all off I am putting down links to what I consider to be choreos that show off his versatility, technique and style best. Please check it out and get inspired!  

falling down

doodle diary

lilili yabbay 

dreams come true

thanks

don’t wanna cry

my i

hit

[metanoiagame]

Oh hey tumblr recommended an interesting blog to me for once, amazing! Metanoia looks interesting! Anyway, I was curious if there's a list of what the RO's look like/act like for easy reference? I mean, I saw the pretty character boards but idk if it would help to also describe how they look or not? Also, who makes up the available poly option? I'll be honest, I saw the option mentioned on the forum and now you have my entire heart.

I’ll be honest, I’m not quite sure what you mean by list [It’s late so my comprehension skills are just gone lol] - but I do have physical descriptions and I could write about their personalities/how they act. With that said, I hope I’ve answered your questions! If not, feel free to ask again or have me clarify something! :)

Cullen:

Cullen is a rather gangly, thin figure – all sinews and lean muscle cover by pale almost sickly white skin with dark bruises littering his soft flesh. Dark freckles are scattered across the bridge of his nose and up across sharp cheekbones. His eyes are tired looking with everlasting dark circles beneath them highlighting her dark chocolate colored orbs. Cullen possess thick, messy eyebrows that are a few shades lighter than his messy, bright red hair. He often scratches his thin, straight nose with his cracked, broken nails or chews on his thin, red tinted lips. Mind that you don’t ask about the scratches across his body… if you see them.

Jules:

Jules is a thinner figure, more on the petite side with long, elegant limbs. She has rich dark skin, with a small dash of freckles across his nose, cheekbones, and shoulders. Her face is round and almost cherub-esk which is only emphasized by her messy ebony afro that curls up against her cheeks and brushes against her thin shoulders. She possesses green eyes that are beautifully complemented by slightly bushy yet shapely eyebrows. Jules is almost always smiling, her thicker lips pulled upwards and wrinkles up her thin, button nose when she giggles.

Adonis:

Adonis is a mysteriously muscular figure, with pallid olive skin and heavenly chocolate colored eyes. They possess sharp, angled features and a strong, squared jaw. They often appear with a neutral expression, relaxed thick eyebrows, tired, angled chocolate colored eyes, and plump lips drawn tight. Their nose of slightly hooked and a bit wide, with downward tilted nostrils. While they appear unblemished, they are, infact, hiding scars beneath their clothes – they crisscross across their chest, upper arms, and their abdomen. How they got them is a secret they don’t reveal lightly.

Akilah:

Akilah is a melancholy form with a slight, hourglass figure. They have deep, hickory colored skin with coal black eyes, and ebony colored hair. They have a feminine face, all soft edges and curves – their eyes, however, are sharply angled and serious. They have thicker lips, often painted black and hands covered in dirt and strange welts. While appearing unbothered, you can often see a gleam in their eye and a tilt of their finely shaped brows when something intriguing happens. They often straighten their hair but occasionally appear with a naturally luxurious afro.

Personality Wise…

Cullen:

Cullen is a withdrawn figure, often found spacing out amongst the busyness of the hospital. He isn’t very friendly at first and, admittedly, has some trouble getting his thoughts together. He isn’t very good at keeping to one topic [it’s a bit hard to notice at first and then becomes a little jarring], often jumping back and forth or even outright changing the subject without a thought. He responds well to kinder MC’s who try to understand him and take the time to listen to his thoughts.

Jules:

Jules is a bubbly sweetheart who often has night terrors or sinks into her thoughts far too easily. She is quick to try and make friends with people, but seems to try extra hard with the MC – Maybe it’s because they look… familiar to her? She is very close friends with the ever so closed off Adonis and is usually seen with them. She, like Cullen has a small issue with keeping on track with her thoughts, but she has a lot to say! She responds easily to any kind of MC but a rude one that tends to make her cry often leads to her being more aggressive towards them.

Adonis:

Adonis is a mysterious and often neutral person. They don’t start conversations very often [MC being a special exception] but can very quickly end them with a sharp one-liner and absconding. They are Jule’s complete opposite – very slow and meticulous, crass and sometimes too blunt, but very soft hearted once you get to know them. They respond better to neutral or friendly MC’s and will actively try not to talk to an aggressive MC if they don’t have too.

Akilah:

Akilah probably won’t talk to someone unless they corner them – they aren’t friendly, they aren’t open to being friends, and they won’t entertain conversations with someone they don’t like. Despite being very upfront and to the point, Akilah is also hiding a lot within their mind. They won’t approach MC very often and keep a distant stance to them at all times. They respond better to neutral or even aggressive MC’s who can take control of a situation.

The poly romance option consists of Cullen and Adonis – Although Jules and Adonis would make more sense and I’m tempted to add them as a poly romance too or just remove the CulDonis poly option completely. Depending on people, I may be open to adding other characters as poly romances as well – but we’ll see. ;)c

[shizen-hime]

hi, thanks for ur response, about the being all air thing..i do have Neptune conjunction moon very close and Neptune square Venus and Venus square moon and i’m very curious about those placements too are they also important bc I feel more emotional than just air u know?

of course! you are very emotional, mostly because the houses 1-7 drain a lot of emotional energy and I’ll say this Moon/Neptune conjunction can do that too~ I guess having little water can make someone not knowing what to do with their feelings? Usually little water makes people not be able to empathize well with others, and having so many planets on the 1-7 houses will kind of force to do that, which will drain you emotionally. I also wanna clarify 1)I’m still learning and 2) it’s not like having 0 water will make you not have feelings or something like that! It’s just that maybe you can’t deal with them properly.

I think the Moon/Neptune conjunction makes the emotional way stronger, I didn’t have it in mind when I said the emotional thing~ Aqua is not a really emotional sign, but it’s rational, so it can make you help you not get lost in the Neptunian worlds. People with this aspect can get lost in their own imaginative worlds, and if used correctly, can make the person a fantastic medium or similar (having the pars of fortune right there is kinda telling you you’ll have good luck if you search for new esoteric philosophies - remember to look at carl g. jung you’ll love it-). Being such a curious person you are and in the 9th house, I think this Moon will make you move a lot of your curiosity! Philosophy, sociology, psychology are fantastic things you could study, but always focused on this esoteric world we don’t see. I’m still a learner but I believe if you study a bit more of astrology in less than a year you could be way better than me and go “oh my that girl was so wrong about all of this” lol-But yeah, it can make you very emotional, more if we are dealing with so many 1-7 house things that will drain you a lot of relationships energy. I also have this 7 house thing and every time I do something social I’m tired and kinda sad for a day, like I had to spend a lot of my worries and stuff? But at the same time I need it to feel “useful”? The social life with this conjunction is kinda harmful to you, but at the same time you kind of need to know how to deal with that because air needs the social and the houses 1-7 also do. And you can find yourself like if no one understands you (kinda the Moon/Venus square you mentioned but I believe it’s more this Chiron in 7 tbh).This conjunction might make you have do deal with a lot of emotional.. hmm.. strokes? I’m not english so idk how to say it. Like it can suddenly go emotional and you don’t know why exactly. Having little water here will be tricky for you, because you won’t know how to deal with it.

In the end, you’re someone veeeeeeeeeeery wise though. You still don’t know. Having the Sun and Saturn there will make you like that, but of course you’ll have to work on it. I’m sure you’ll be someone people will go to you asking for advice, but you have to study a lot (and I think you’ll love to tbh). You’ll have to, as all of us, use all your aspects in a useful way and understand that things sometimes hurt, but I believe it’s a way the world tell us to be aware of that because we have to work on it? idk if that makes sense lol.

In my chart I couldn’t see the Venus/Moon-Neptune square, so I wouldn’t really worry too much, since if it exists is because the orb was very big. Having this aspect would make you someone who doesn’t really appreciate other’s emotions actually? Which is something having little water already does. Or you can feel the others don’t appreciate yours. Being Venus in the 11 may make you someone who put a lot of love on social or feel a lot or expect a lot from the social but it’s like you may feel you’re not being understood. Being the signs fix, it may make these energies they don’t want to move, like they both want to “stabilize”. In general having the Venus here and when nice aspected you can enjoy the social very much, but maybe when things “go your way” which sometimes is against the idea of the social, which mean today a bit of me, tomorrow a bit of you.Anyways, I wouldn’t care a lot about them because of what I said before~In general, all the energies of yours are focused on the same stuff: having to deal with the social, which you’re good at but drains your emotional energy, focus your creative/curious energy into something useful for yourself and others, which I believe is something related to this esoteric stuff you like c;

Hope I kind of helped!!! You can ask for more stuff if you want to~As always, studying by yourself all this stuff will make you the best tbh. And you’d help a lot of people c:

[cantusecho-archive]

(Asking the real questions like----

What’s the personality of Hibiki’s mom?

ALL OF THIS IS SPECULATION OF COURSE. BAD/UNORGANIZED SPECULATION PROBABLY BUT STILL XDD

Well, in the fic I wrote forever ago, I like to imagine that she’s a pretty upbeat person too. But! It’s really hard to say.

Maybe some personality traits I get from her are;

sweet & caring (probably the most obvious one)

gets REALLY defensive and probably won’t hesitate to chew someone out when it comes to people she cares about (I imagine she probably stood up for herself/Hibiki/her family when/if people confronted her about it. Not sure if she stood up for her husband at that point/moment because simply stating “he was irresponsible and awful” doesn’t really clarify what tf he did exactly, despite the Keywords saying he became drunk and all that fuN STUFF) This also can fit into that she can be surprisingly outspoken and won’t hold back if necessary?? Not sure if that counts as confrontational but not to the point where she’d argue with someone a lot, so probably not.

has a fun/silly side, but maybe a little less subdued compared to Hibiki/Akira (though I also imagine Akira being a pretty subdued happy person as well. LIKE NO ONE GOES TO THE LENGTHS HIBIKI DOES BUT HER FAMILY OBVIOUSLY MOTIVATED HER IDK XDD)

shy maybe??? Or not exactly shy, but that fits in with the “subdued” part from before I guess. Can’t really explain it. SHE’S JUST A GOOD MOM THAT TRIES HER BEST LMAO

Hibiki’s grandmother (who I’m assuming may be her mother’s mother) seems like she would be;

obviously very wise

sweet & caring as well, but to the point that she even takes care of and looks out for Hibiki’s mom.

fairly easy to talk with about things (probably helped Hibiki’s mom, and Hibiki herself, during those years of harassment. Like, her mom probably acted strong around Hibiki, but was also upset and such, so her grandmother helped with that????)

a lot stronger than what she appears to be (in terms of mental strength, which @datxra helped me come up with technically, even if she doesn’t know it lmao)

but maybe she’s a lot more soft-spoken compared to the others. I think Hibiki’s mom is soft-spoken, and to an extent so is Akira, but her grandmother could maybe be considered the “voice of reason” most of the time.....if that makes sense. IDK THIS WOMAN MIGHT HAVE BEEN ROWDY AND LOUD BACK IN THE DAY ‘CAUSE WHERE THE FREAK DID HIBIKI GET HER LOUDNESS FROM LOL.

Hibiki already looks like her grandmother, but I like to imagine Hibiki got her traits from her dad, mom and grandmother but it all just melded together to form her current personality. XD

I don’t know where this post came from, forgive me.)