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KACCHAN WHAT IS THAT LOOK
GOOD SIR
#idk if i'm overreacting or not#it's just#it looks so soft#why it gotta be so soft#excuse me sir#i thought u hated him#but when a bad guy talks about him#u send him a soft as look#bkdk#bakudeku#dekubaku#dkbk#mha#my hero academia#bnha#boku no hero academia#bakugo katsuki#midoriya izuku#my post
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I just came across a zosan post about Zoro on wci (again) and I have to say, you guys need to be realistic.
I love zosan, I really do, but Zoro on whole cake would have been a DISASTER. He wouldn't add anything to the story—he'd make things worse if anything. Zoro's not a trusting man, and he always puts the captain first. There's already so much tension between the two; even though they do actually like eachother do you really think Zoro has the emotional capacity to be considerate in that scenario??? Absolutely not. They would 100% end up fighting which would just complicate everything.
If anyone else should have been there, it's people who'd understand where he's coming from. People who've struggled with feeling like unnecessary weight to the crew and left because of it. Yes I'm talking about Robin and Usopp. Water 7 and Enies Lobby are arcs that make Sanji really shine in the crew as the one always chasing after the ones leaving, so wci paralleling that would have been absolutely perfect. (This has been said a lot before but it's TRUE and I will defend it to the end)
If you truly love zosan, maybe focus on scenes they already have??? Or things that actually could have happened—like, them reuniting on Wano after wci has a lot of angst potential. And it's a much better scenario than Zoro actually being on wci in my humble opinion. It just works so much better with their characters...
Take the personalities of characters into account when you're making ship content. Fanon only thrives when it's built on canon.
#that post had a lot of likes too and it pissed me off so bad#maybe I'm overreacting idk#I just think you can ship two characters without obliterating their characters#one piece#zosan#roronoa zoro#black leg sanji#usopp#nico robin#whole cake island
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I know I've mentioned the Journal before, but this Saturday marks the one year anniversary of the day that I decided to play Alan Wake 2 for the first time, and my life changed for the better. I've used this journal to keep track of various gameplay stats (not pictured is the AW2 page where I'm literally keeping a tally of how many times I've played it which I'm in my tenth full playthrough); notes such as the stash puzzles, deer heads, etc though I still gotta finish the list of nursery rhymes and maps beyond cauldron lake; dreams I've had involving alan or anything remedy related; doodles and drawings (which is huge for me on a personal level cause I have this like. slightly traumatic experience with drawing early in my life that I won't go into detail here); and even a few poems I wrote...and I hadn't written poems since maybe high school.
This year has been rough on a personal level especially with work but like other cornerstone obsession's I've had, Alan's journey resonated with me on so many levels and gives me strength to keep going. The night I bought and played AW2 on a whim just because I saw a meme that "friendship ended with Silent Hill now Alan Wake 2 is my best friend" will go down as a tremendous turning point in my life. I was on a creative dry spell, I had stopped everything and never thought I'd start again, I had exiled myself from any sort of fandom space/interaction thinking I was poison, isolated myself to such a terrible degree from my family and friends, I was in such a deep depression and a new level of hopelessness than I had ever been in before, and I can just go on and on forever on how much this game means to me but the most important thing Alan Wake taught me is the beginning of the final draft, that realization that all is not lost, that my life is not just a loop of depression then fleeting joy then depression then fleeting joy then depression then fleeting joy (yes, sometimes I wonder if I'm bipolar) and his monologue sums it up best:
A fictional poet once said "Beyond the shadow you settle for, there is a miracle, illuminated." I will not settle for a shadow. I will find the miracle, through the night. It's not just victims and monsters; I see now, there are heroes as well. We can find our way through the darkness. We will break through the surface and crash into the light.
#alan wake#alan wake 2#mk.op#was gonna wait till saturday but i'm in a VERY deeply reminiscent mood right now going back and reading some old posts#(not just from this past year but on my original blog)#and idk i've been seeing a lot of fandom related posts on my dash lately and as mentioned i kinda like.#exiled myself from fandoms at one point because by my own fault I think I got myself into too deep of a parasocial relationship#and paired with even just the slightest hints of rejection i panicked. overreacted. multiple times.#never realizing it was likely all just in my head (again my fault)#and so when i got into AW i lurked and liked and never talked#but then one day in march i said fuck it and posted a cap of ilkka screaming about him being wet#and out of all the fandoms i've been a part of even though i'm just a super small part#this has been the best experience ever#and i won't let myself ruin it this time
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I feel bad for Starlo.
Star has a point, idk what the four were ticked off about, there is like 99% chance everyone willingly participated in the trolley problem, based on what we've seen of his behavior thus far it's not like Starlo to be that big of a jerk/drag them by force/yell at them to do it. Ed's words:
he does it because Star asks NICELY
clearly jealous
It genuinely seemed like a fun time/fun roleplay, especially since every day is the same. Like, the five are supposed to be a rowdy and adventures bunch, what exactly did Starlo do wrong, I'm genuinely confused and curious. Except taking a big liking in Clover (his posse should know that this is a big moment for him, according to Blackjack they've known each other since high school and had the same liking for westerns. So they were basically a nerd gang.) Starlo was kind, patient and considerate towards Clover the whole time, even warned Mooch about them not being bandits, taught Clover gun safety, wanted to bring his posse along for a fun time, thanked Ace for telling him about getting Clover a new hat...
Sure, at first he only liked Clover for being a human, but as Ceroba says, that changed and he grew to genuinely care about them, plus I can't help but think Star saw himself in Clover and that's part of the reason he was so proud of them all the time even when they messed up (I'll talk more about this at some point)
What exactly made Ace want to leave the gang? He even said how he doesn't mind "getting run over by the fake train"
he's so nice. says sorry for forgetting the safety goggles even when he was scatterbrained due to his excitement. I love him so much
The only real "faults" (I'll call them temporary faults) I saw in Star during the Wild East section was that he was even more enthusiastic and more proud than usual. But how couldn't he be when he met a member of the species that he has admired for so long because they have real cowboys and sheriffs on the surface (who are seen as brave heroes who deliver justice, while Star canonically feels like a nobody farmer). His posse should have realized Clover wouldn't be there forever and just let their boss enjoy himself with his "deputy who'd have to leave sooner or later anyway"(or be more patient with him/ask him why he feels this strongly towards Clover/if there's a deeper reason for that). His friends including Ceroba just turn their back on him so quickly instead. The moment he's gotten the chance to feel valued for once and put himself first and not have to take care of this whole town and everyone in it and live his dream of meeting a real human, suddenly "his personality is damaged?"
Star's literally built this whole town, organised everything, he worries about everyone, Ceroba (plus was the one to give her emotional strength before and after Clover's sacrifice), Kanako, the monsters, his family, struggles with feelings of worthlessness yet never wipes that smile off his face, always does his best to be hopeful and optimistic and make others laugh, gave his posse a nap time so they don't become exhausted, gave Ceroba a free home, didn't act upon his feelings towards her and was a 110% supportive, caring friend instead. THAT'S who he is. He's the papa bear of this friend group, the glue holding everyone together.
He was just *really* excited. Y'all know he's insecure and just wishes to escape who he is and yet y'all blame him for liking Clover so much. Yeah, the four are very clearly jealous. But why won't the four of you control your feelings for a while? As mentioned, Clover WILL HAVE TO LEAVE EVENTUALLY. They won't be Star's "deputy" forever (the kid who's just as into westerns as he is, who values justice just as much, who also values doing the right thing. Someone he clearly felt understood in the presence of, whom he loved; just look at the way he talks about Clove during Showdown). Star seems genuinely confused of what he did wrong poor guy just wanted to live his fantasy for once and feel important:
Even at the beginning Moray's like "oh no Martlet is upset" Mooch replies "don't be a buzzkill nothing exciting ever happens around here" and Ray's like "Yeah you've got a point"
If you all agreed to have a little fun with a human who will very soon leave forever why is Starlo's enthusiasm such a big problem? If the posse weren't into this after all (unless they were simply too jealous which could have been solved with a honest talk and a little patience) why are you doing this "rowdy" job with Star in the first place? Do you want your boring routine day to day life so much back? Or just for Clover to leave (which they will soon enough)? You, western enthusiasts, literally met a real human, A HUMAN FROM WESTERNS YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE PASSIONATELY INTO (clearly not as passionate as Star but passionate ENOUGH to understand where he's coming from).
... okay.
#Like idk if I'm being biased because Star is my favorite character but I kinda just started thinking more and more about this and... yeesh.#Felt like a BIT of an overreaction to blame Starlo this much#No wonder he cracked#and unlike with Ceroba we actually see him do his very best to “fix” what he did “wrong”#i feel so much sympathy for this guy man#WAY more than for Ceroba#sorry fox lady#uty#undertale yellow#starlo uty#uty starlo#like dude literally had to come crawling on his hands and knees for them to forgive him#what “loyal” ��supportive” friends they all are#sobbing for star#poor poor man#meanwhile everyone forgave ceroba for much much MUCH worse#she didn't need to burst into tears and beg for forgiveness even though she SHOULD have#everyone forgives her immediately on the spot + she gets a hug from clover#I'm sorry Starlo#like how was he “selfish” and “reckless”#he did something for himself for the 1st time in his life#y'all are reckless too btw#you put yourself first ONCE and they call you selfish#Star had the right to be mad at them for attacking Clover for no reason other than jealousy#wdym he's throwing you around for human business you literally wanted this#he watched the tapes more than 50 times bc that's how much he hates himself#and yet he's still been doing EVERYTHING in his power to be there for EVERYBODY
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did he just take away credit for max's call for inters?
#idk maybe i'm overreacting? but this made me 🙄#i'm certainly not one to not give credit to the team but it was very clear from listening#to the onboards that they left the decision up to max#and 'we nailed it'?#one side of your garage nailed it#f1#max verstappen#christian horner#my post
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I think I die a little bit on the inside whenever I see someone call the voice of the broken a simp.
#camren rambles#slay the princess#voice of the broken#I get that it's like a joke#but thats#that's just not what he is????#he's someone who has been well... broken#his will and wants are completely destroyed and is very able to manipulate into doing things#he mindlessly agrees to whatever the princess (especially the tower) wants because he thinks it's easier to comply than to try fighting back#it hurts less if he just does what she wants#it really made me mad when i would see people say stuff like this when the demo first came out#and it makes me even more mad after playing through the full game#maybe I'm just overreacting but idk
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I hate being gullible so much because people often think it's funny to fuck with you just because you'll believe it every time. There's been so many times when people who know I'm gullible would purposefully say incorrect facts or make absurd jokes just to see me believe them and laugh in my face. I get it, it's amusing to see me believe the most asinine statements ever, but please at least try to see how this is incredibly degrading from my perspective. My gullibleness symbolises my trust in you and your words, and it genuinely hurts when you make fun of that. And yes, it is "just a joke" but it's not about the joke itself, it's about what that joke represents.
This especially pisses me off when people point out how gullible I am and it's like, I get it I believe in every absurd statement that you throw at me now please leave me the fuck alone. I'm not a zoo animal for you to jeer at, I'm a human being with thoughts and emotions and all I want is for you to understand that stating increasingly absurd facts just to laugh at me when I believe it is humiliating to me.
#my post#rant#the thing is I'm purposefully gullible at times#because I believe that it's better to believe someone and have it be wrong than to not believe someone and have it be right#since I know what it's like to have no one believe you when you're right#and it just sucks cause it feels like people are taking advantage of something you have in place to make others feel more comfortable#idk maybe I'm overreacting#but genuinely I don't get what's so funny about me believing that you ate all of the wasabi in one night#(yes that is something that my mom said to me once and yes she did laugh at me when I believed her)#it makes me feel like they just view me as a stupid court jester whose sole purpose is to entertain the smart royalty
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vent ⬇️
#oc#I was out drinking last night for my fiancee's birthday and this guy was talking to us and I stopped and took a picture with him#because he said he was gonna give us free tacos from his taco truck#so I'm like posing with him outside the truck and he puts his arm around me and grabs my ass#and he reached up my shorts and put his finger in my fucking asshole#and I let him touch me for like 30 seconds while my fiancee was standing right there because I was drunk and I just fucking froze#literally didn't stop him until he was inside me#and THEN I freaked out and started crying and ruined the night#I just feel like a total piece of shit#I'm such a worthless fucking idiot#I'm sorry I don't know why im posting this here I just feel like I have more of a community here so. if anyone's experienced#something similar and/or you have any words of support I'd really appreciate hearing from you#I'm not in a good place I think I'm overreacting because of csa trauma#idk
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So, what even was the conclusion to Izuku and Katsuki's story? It was good in the original ending and now it feels like Horikoshi kinda just opened a new bag of chips and left it out. For what?? It's not even about the ship atp like their friendship itself feels off now because their story already had a good conclusion with Katsuki starting the project to fund Izuku's dream with everyone else and now Horikoshi had to just add some random shit to it. What for. It's not even entirely about the fact that he refused Katsuki's invitation to his hero agency because I get that he wants to be a teacher or whatever, it's just that their original ending (in the way that it feels "final" idk how to describe it) was already fine. Why did we need anything added on to it.
#please don't write a bnha sequel i don't want it honestly#it's already bad#i'm an original ending defender btw like i really don't think it was that bad but this sucks#the art is gorgeous now that horikoshi isn't burdened with making new chapters weekly but why did we need this epilogue#idk man i haven't been this disappointed in a story's direction since voltron ended ngl to you#i feel like this is WORSE actually#like now that i'm older i can look at the voltron ending and think “oh i kinda overreacted it wasn't THAT horrible”#but this? this is just a hot mess. actually i think that almost no story is ever in need of an epilogue.#i feel like epilogues throw off the ending. i hate it.#bkdk#bakudeku#ktdk#katsudeku#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#my hero academia spoilers#boku no hero academia spoilers#mha leaks#bnha leaks#my hero academia leaks#boku no hero academia leaks#i'm talking about like extra chapter epilogues specifically#like something NOT in the original story that serves as a second conclusion. those types of epilogues.
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I am glad that my ex best friend and I are talking again, but I still feel like we are still stuck
#it's just...#I'm not sure if I'm allowed to complain or if I'm overreacting#before we took a break... she was doing pretty bad and i thought i was there and i tried to help her whenever#and i always felt like she was unloading her stuff onto me#which is fair because i wanted her to do it i wanted to help her and take care of her#but i often felt like i wasn't allowed to do the same#and even after i was brave enough to tell her that... things didn't change#and i know I'm an idiot because i want her to ask me how i am and i want her to be there#but if she ever asked I'd say 'it's nothing'#god idk if that even makes sense#I'm just... i feel so selfish for asking for anything#and... is that how it's supposed to be? idk#txt.#personal
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Aight I've heard the whole "the normal amount of pain is zero" thing but like how much pain is the normal amount after relatively strenuous and/or unusual activity? Like when you're doing stuff you wouldn't necessarily normally do and you're not used to it? By that I mean being on your feet for four to five hours lol I have no idea how people work eight-hour shifts at my job
#bambi's rambling#tbh its not too bad as long as i can keep moving because then its not as painful as standing#but after a while it gets *bad*#i started doing some exercises for planar fasciitis but that only helps it not hurt for the entire rest of the day anymore after i get home#it doesnt stop it from hurting during my shift#idk maybe i'm overthinking this and its just a normal amount of pain for working on your feet?#btw when I say 'strenuous and unusual activity' I mean for me#I wasn't on my feet nearly as much before I got this job a few months ago#i'm just mildly curious if the foot/knee pain from standing is normal or if it'll go way eventually lol#i mean there's a good chance i'm just overreacting about this anyway i feel like it cant be that serious yknow?#nobody acts like its weird when i tell them so its gotta be some level of normal at least#maybe its just cause i only work three days of the week and thats not enough to get used to it or something idk#i'm only at this job for a couple more weeks so its not a big deal tbh it wont be much longer
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showing THEIR FACES after raylan's words
#okay maybe i'm overreacting here#but rachel had her own episode in that season and#and#idk i'm not sane about this#justified
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Did he just say that focusing on your career instead of making babies is sinful
Please tell me I misinterpreted that. Please tell me that I'm imagining things when I feel like his remarks are specifically targeted towards women.
#ldsconf#'if you focus on your career instead of bearing children and nurturing them then you're sinning'#that's what I heard. are you kidding me#how about this instead: 'if you focus too much on telling women to be stay at home moms then maybe you're sinning'#like. yeah I get that if you're not caring for your family that's bad#but like. his remarks felt very very targeted towards women specifically#idk. maybe I'm just overreacting#maybe I'm reading too much into it#idk#(talking about christofferson btw in case that wasn't clear)
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Ngl if aqua was the one doing all this instead of ruby...i'm pretty sure some of y'all wouldn't have made those excuses...
#I hate aqua okay#But good lord ruby#I'm glad most of the people have acknowledged how creepy this is but#Some are still making excuses for ruby#“she is still stuck in her former life” yeah okay cool but that is no excuse 😭#i might be overreacting#But the past few chapters and then..this scene#I hope she realizes what this actually means#Idk tbh i need some sleep#Another thing is the villain lighting like#Ruby straight up looks evil im sorry😭😭#oshi no ko
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so uhm one of my friends did a thing and I feel like I'm being unreasonable so I need to talk to somebody abt it to get a second opinion
#it's probs not that deep and I'm overreacting but idk#it might turn into a vent abt how sucky my life is so sorry y'all I'm a bit pathetic#cw personal
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Not feeling it rn cuz idk how to disclose to my family (mom, really) that I have two very funnily misplaced random underskin lumps on my neck and and one on the back of my head, and that my mind immiditely jumped to the worst conclusion
#The constant fatigue migranes and brain fog ive had for a good year doesn't help#oh its the damned phone it's because you don't do anything all day it's because you don't see the sun#maybe#doesn't change the fact that they are there and I'm scared haha#had the one on the back of my head for a while#and definitely didnt have a panic attack over finding the third one earlier today when absemindedly scratching my neck#they're kinda hard to find but once you feel them boy oh boy it#sigh it just seems really idk. over the top?#like if I was suppoused to die couldn't it have been anything less mentally and money taxing lmao#why bother with cancer ffs it's not like I have anything in my life going on#and to think I was actually planning on getting it together#my mom has enough on her plate as she is#what with her work slowly killing her#why is she literaly the only one that would kinda care#only after telling me I'm definitely overreacting but still#whatver man#I can't sleep but my head hurts#it's just my period anyway#sorry guys I will be back to Joy and whimsy soon I'm sure#vent#like in amongus haha
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