#idk if i should tag the cast but why tf not

[weregreatatcrime]

Sukuna in Thedas what will he do

Have a crisis that's what

[ain-t-bovvered]

15X11 Commentary

I’M AN ASSHOLE THAT FORGOT I STILL HAD THIS EPISODE TO FINISH LOL.

Bunch of tired and caffeinated Europeans ( plus a sleepy American) scream together, and then die and try to get on with their day ( lol AS IF)

@smol-and-grumpy​​​ (Nat)

@dean-winchesters-bacon​​​  (Kat)  

@waywardbaby​​  (Zee)

@ain-t-bovvered  (Giulia)

Nat: 3

Nat: 2

Nat: 1

Nat: go

Giulia: lol that tapping tho

 Zee: The hissing again

Giulia: Didn t need the hiss

Nat: All good thing must come to an end

Nat: Ew

Giulia: This song tho

Nat: "Big Sam left Seattle"

Zee: He’s too mousy

Giulia: DADDY

Zee: Oh the snacc

Zee: Tf?

Nat: Ah

Giulia: AAAH JEEZ

Nat: Yum

Giulia: he had to have that deep voice. Damn

Nat: Who dat

Zee: Of course

Giulia: Yummy

Giulia: I hope the Winchester won’t kill him

Giulia: Wow

Zee: Ouch

Zee: Welcome

Giulia: MY BABY

Nat: Ah the other daddy

Giulia: LOVE HIM

Zee: When did his voice get so deep?

Nat: snorts, they really went right

Giulia: WHY DIDN T THEY USE THE PHONE

Zee: Silent mode

Nat: SILENT MODE IS ALWAYS AN OPTION.   I AGREE

Giulia: what a dad

Zee: Old school bitches

Nat: That smolder

Giulia: Change your diet

Zee: Damn. Does he really sound that deep?

Giulia: Jensen doesn t

Nat: Jensen doesn't but he does have a loud voice

Giulia: Compensating for last time’s kick

Giulia: HEWWO

Giulia: Agent Watts

Nat: Working a Case in Alaska

Giulia: Lizzo

Nat: I'm too old for this shit

 Zee: Jack

Giulia: AAAAAH BB

Nat: WHAT

Giulia: AWE BABE

Nat: BABY

Giulia: AWE

Giulia: DON T

Giulia: MY HEART

 Giulia: THAT FUCKING UGH

Giulia: WOW

 Nat: LOL

Zee: Stop shouting y’all

Nat: WE'RE ON A BUDGET

Giulia: wow

Nat: Two forks

Nat: awe

 Zee: Awe poor babies

Giulia: Snort he’s lactose intolerant 

Nat: I feel you Dean

Zee: Nuts is good

Giulia: Nuts is good

Giulia: Yeah

Nat: NUTS IS GOOD

Zee: He should shut his face

Giulia: Yeah you are

Giulia: THAT POUT

Nat: Sort of an accident. Yeah

Giulia: DEAN CONTROL YOUR FACE

Giulia: sounds like a job for them

 Nat: OH NO

Giulia: OH UH

Zee: He’s so done

Giulia: aaah not ready for cas reaction

Nat: CAS IS DONE

Giulia: AAAAH

Zee: I mean you can stab him but not baby

Zee: Oh shit

Nat: WHAT

Giulia: AW JACK

Nat: NO

Giulia: I DON T UNDERSTAND

Nat: WHY

Giulia: oh ok

Zee: A heart?

Nat: NO

Nat: JACK BB

Giulia: Lol those bar are always the same tho

Zee: Tf is that coin ?

Nat: Winchesters are broke

Zee: Two waters

Giulia: Waters

Nat: Two waters

Nat: PAX

Zee: Pax

Giulia: PAX

Nat: PAX THE SNAXX

Giulia: TO THE MAXX

Giulia: look at him

Nat: so deep

Zee: What she said

Giulia: He’s getting me distracted

Nat: touch it

Zee: Touch it

 Giulia: TOUCH IT

Nat: i'd love to

Giulia: don t mind if I do

Giulia: Average

Zee: Control your fucking lips

Nat: lol of course "keep playing"

Zee: Is this the deep voice ep?

Nat: It's probably a criteria to be cast

Giulia: Can he stop with his hands

Nat: I know

Giulia: When he was 4

Nat: Swinging clubs before you were born snorts

Zee: Between naps and snacks

Giulia: The triangle right

Nat: you saw it too. THANK GOD

Giulia: of course. 

My eyes went : ZOOOOOM

still me: 

Nat: I swear it was on purpose

Giulia: He’s so strong

Giulia: Oh

Zee: I think I miss important

Nat: What

Nat: that fucking smolder

Nat: stop your lips

Giulia: Yeah

Nat: fuck off

Giulia: What she doesn’t say

 Nat: oh oh

Giulia: I DON T LIKE IT

Zee: Lots of hands close-ups, I ain’t complaining

Giulia: ah

Giulia: Sam

Nat: Bundles of eggs?

Giulia: Witch hex bags

Giulia: IT’S REALLY NOT

Nat: ah

Zee: Does she really not know ?

Nat: OH, she knows

Giulia: Where is the snac

Zee: should have walked away

Zee: There’s one

Nat: What

Giulia: Ah

Giulia: MY OTHER BABY

Giulia: MURDER BABY

Nat: Wha does Jack want

Giulia: hearts

Zee: But why?

Nat: I'm on a roll

Zee: Sucks you in

Giulia: What he said

Nat: OnE mORe GamE

Giulia: I heard Daddy out of dean’s mouth and im not ok

Zee: I’m dying here

Giulia: NICE

Nat: He's so full of himself

Giulia: KICK MY ASS TOO

Giulia: SO COCKY

 Zee: Smack is better

Giulia: NO KICK IT

Nat: oh no

Giulia: AWE

Zee: Rodeo

Giulia: are we spending this whole ep with jazz music and pool

Nat: Sam so proud

Zee: Hell of an ep

Giulia: Stop that tongue

Nat: Apparently not

Nat: OH shit

Nat: He ded

Zee: The crinkles

Zee: I’m dead

Giulia: Dean will be happy

Nat: Dean won't like this. He just involuntarily killed a man

Giulia: Yup

Zee: Great

Nat: shit

Giulia: Yup

Giulia: Awe Sam

Nat: Sam's always so righteous

Giulia: Well he actually doesn’t seem so bummed

Zee: Annoyingly so sometimes

Giulia: Baby treat me right

Giulia: AWE HE GOT IT RIGHT

Nat: No, because he's really set to beat Chuck

Giulia: yeah

Zee: Awe his face

Giulia: SNORT

Nat: Ah Cas showed his badge right?

Giulia: yeah

Nat: Did ya see?

Nat: He was holding it up the wrong way?

Giulia: .

Giulia: PAX

Nat: She's the one who played you, Dean!

Giulia: the fuck he is

Giulia: Dark castiel?

Zee: A what ?

Giulia: With that black trench coat

Zee: I want cas dressed like that

Giulia: He should have had the black trench. In the promo he was

Giulia: Ok but how is Jack alright now 

Nat: Billy got work for him

Zee: Hello

Giulia: HEY SNACC

Nat: See. It's her

Giulia: AWE SO YUMMY

 Nat: He's bulkier than Dean

Nat: I CAN ALWAYS MAKE MORE SONS

Giulia: Can I be in that sandwich tho

Nat: A beach read?

Zee: Beach read

Giulia: Beach read

Giulia: Wow

Nat: YES YOU ARE BABY

Giulia: AHAHAHAHAHAH

Nat: TOLSTOY

Giulia: TOLSTOY

Nat: Tell her

Giulia: don t touch sam

Giulia: OF COURSE SAM

Zee: Oh come on

Giulia: HEY STOP THAT

Zee: Thanks for the recap

Giulia: so tired of people hurting my innocent baby ok

Nat: Jack's not afraid because he knows that he's gonna come back

Giulia: Completely innocent

Giulia: U like children

Giulia: Yuck

Giulia: Kill him

Nat: YEAH you fucking pedo

Giulia: AAAAAH

Giulia: DAD

Nat: so billy sends Jack out to kill those

Giulia: NICE

Zee: Dad to the rescue

Giulia: I AM NOT PREPARED

Nat: That eyebrow

Zee: We could use some more light

Giulia: SOB

Nat: Sammy you got this

Giulia: He is so worried

Zee: So focused

Nat: Liver failure... and she looks at Dean lol

Giulia: Liver failure

Zee: THE god

Giulia: Little guy

Giulia: Squirrley as hell

Zee: Welcome to the club

Nat: When you apes climbed down from the trees... aw

Giulia: Thanks

Giulia: Oh this is actually interesting tho

Nat: Get her on board and then go against Chuck

Zee: She knows Chuck

Nat: I mean

Giulia: All the gods

Zee: And when you lose

Nat: Dean lol

Giulia: YAS SAM

Zee: Learnt from my brother

Giulia: No stop it

Nat: NO

Giulia: NO

Zee: There’s always a catch

Nat: DON'T

Giulia: STOP

Zee: They will say yes

Giulia: OF COURSE

Nat: WHY DID KNOW THAT SAM WOULD SAY YES

Giulia: AWE SAM

Giulia: not to the Winchesters

Zee: 15 years

Nat: Ok, but now beat her alright

Giulia: SUCH HEROES

Nat: But like, she fucking lives in a pool hall. What are the odds

Giulia: I ‘m sick of this music and pool tho

Nat: Hate it

Nat: NO

Giulia: Of course

Nat: Are they gonna die

Zee: Fuck

Zee: They can’t yet

Giulia: Thanks

Nat: Ah right, still 9 episodes to go

Nat: Our luck will do that on its own

Giulia: Awe

Nat: Wait what

Zee: She let them out

Giulia: Sob

Zee: Our kind

Nat: Awe

Nat: She helps them

Zee: Make him play yours

Giulia: Make him play yours

Zee: Mojo back

Giulia: Awe are they back to normal

Nat: Awe

Zee: Yes

Nat: Good

Giulia: Dean stuffing his mouth with cheese

Nat: Scratcher

 Nat: lol

Zee: Porn

Giulia: Sob

 Giulia: What was that high note lol

Nat: Back to back double cheese burgers

Nat: Oh oh

Zee: Wait for it

Nat: Oh oh

Giulia: can t wait for jack

Nat: Oh Oh

Nat: OOOHHHHH

Giulia: SOB

Giulia: HEWWO

Nat: AAAAHHHHHH

Zee: So much hurt

Giulia: AAAAAAAAAAAH

Giulia: SAAAAM

Nat: I didn't think I would cry

Giulia: SOB

Giulia: NO

Giulia: STOP DEANP

Giulia: HE LOOKS AT CAS

Zee: Our son is back

Giulia: SOB

Zee: And you let him?

Nat: every day I wanted to come HOME

Giulia: awe Jack bb

Giulia: Grandfather

Nat: He's afraid of me.

Giulia: YES HE IS

Nat: JACK WILL BECOME THE NEW GOD

Giulia: OF COURSE

Giulia: but they just said that there can’t be no god

Zee: So it won’t be the Winchesters?

Nat: It's plausible that Jack will take over.

Nat: He's not God-god. He's Jack-god.

Nat: Ok, so promo then I need to leave

Giulia: UGH

Giulia: if don’t come I’m dead

Giulia: ...same

Giulia: Snort

Giulia: I need Jesus

Nat: What I say

Zee: March 16!

Zee: Hate it

Nat: Sob

Zee: It’s been established

Giulia: I just wish they could change the finale date

Zee: I mean why do they have to drag it like that?

Giulia: There are festivities or some shit idk

Giulia: The superbowl?

Giulia: Whatever

Zee: Oh that shit is on?

Zee: We have a month and a half to find a solution

Nat: There. He showed it the wrong way first?

Zee: Yeah he did

Zee: Lovely dork

Giulia: Ah shit I was writing here and look after he turned it around

Zee: Me too

Nat: Yes hi hello, this is Pax the Snaxx

Zee: Yes hi hello

Giulia: Fuck

Zee: I didn’t ask for this

Nat: Apparently, I don't care

Zee: Apparently you’re a bitch

Nat: Apparently, he's not been always a snaxx

Nat: Because

Nat: snorts

Giulia: Aaaaand it’s gone

Giulia: I love beards, my god

Zee: So fucking vanilla

Giulia: I can’t taste anything

Giulia: This tho?

....the flavour is amazing

Giulia: Yum

Zee: I can’t complain about this flavor either

Zee: Nat started chaos and now she’s sitting somewhere laughing like the evil bitch she is

Nat: No, like I've seen other pics of him and I will spare it for you. But like in the ep he's a damn fucking main course

.

.

.

If you want to get tagged send an ask HERE or to @waywardbaby​ or a smoke signal, idk whatever I’m tired af.

TAGS: @wayward-angelgirl​​​  @destiel-honeypie​​​      @mariekoukie6661​​​      @dragontamerm​​​       @closetspngirl​​​    @rainflowermoon​​​     @mattiecat​​​       @bunnybaby121115​​​  @aliaitee2​​    @jacks-word-of-the-day​​​     @4evamc​​​       @dammitsammy​​​     @legendary-destiel​​​   @winchesterprincessbride​​​    @destielhoneybee​​​​    @castiellover20   @ravenhg​​​ @evvvissticante​​​ @emoryhemsworth​​​​ @markofdean79​​​ @janndishsstuff​

[hearteagreen-archive2019]

2. What are your unpopular opinion(s) of the fandom you’re rping in? 3. What rp trends are you so over and can’t wait for it to die?

Munday Asks: Salt Edition // accepting for a lil longer

2)

-Gijinkas are amazing, valid, and shouldn’t be shat on. It’s fine if you don’t like them, but don’t automatically assume the character is bad because it’s a gijinka, and don’t think people are bad writers or whatever because they write gijinkas. That’s plain ignorance.

-RPing as a normal, non-legendary pokemon is amazing, valid, and shouldn’t be casted aside. I hate how unless it’s a popular / classic pokemon (like Pikachu, Lucario, Blaziken, whatever), or if you don’t have friends who interact with you & can help boost you, you get ZERO attention.

I’m just saying this: if there was nothing but legendaries around, things would get stale very quickly.

-Sticking to game mechanics (levels, 4-move-only movesets, etc) is BOOOORING. Expand a little, flesh things out! If a pokemon has a good memory, why should they only know / remember how to perform four moves at a time? And levels can be easily converted into a natural growth / time passage thing. A pokemon doesn’t have to “fight to gain experience”, they can just…grow older. But fighting or training can help make yourself stronger, like IRL, so a pokemon’s power can still increase that way.

In regards of battling competitions or whatever, you can enforce the 4-move-only rule there to make things fair for the battlers involved. Idk, there’s a lot you can do to convert game mechanics into real world-applicable concepts.

-Cliques, both in this fandom and in any others, ain’t shit. Don’t feel like you NEED to be accepted into a group, otherwise you’re a bad rper or something. Just relax, do your thing. You’ll make your own friends, (hopefully) the genuine kind. Not the fake kind who you have to actively please, or else they’ll shit-talk you or kick you out of the circle.

3)

-How you need to have all the Aesthetic™ on your icons, writing, and blog themes, otherwise you’re deemed a shit writer. Then again, this has been talked about a lot, and I don’t have anything extra to add to it, so moving on-

-Passwords. They don’t work (people can just scroll around, find it, and send it in without reading anything), and only put unnecessary stress on would-be followers because you’re forcing this expectation on them from the get-go. It’s worse when people make their passwords only able to be found through a fuckin scavenger hunt or minigame in their pages. Yeah no sorry, I’m not gonna humor any of that, it’s annoying and a time-waster.

-A recent trend I don’t like, is having your blog be dash-only. This one isn’t as serious, it’s just a personal peeve of mine because it’s a HUGE pain in the ass navigating a dash-only blog, since trashlr is buggy af (clicking a tag usually leads to a dead-end, the search feature doesn’t work 90% of the time, etc).

It’s even worse, when people don’t add functioning links to their rules and about pages in their description. How tf are we supposed to find them???? I hope you don’t think I’m gonna go on a journey, scrolling through all your posts LMAO

[leaveharmony]

I paid like....no attention whatsoever during the main last night and the only thing I felt about it was overwhelming sorrow whenever they showed the replacement title, and anger RE Naito, again w/ Naito

Even though I’ve been saying all along ‘He’s the one who devalued it so he should be the one to redeem himself by chasing it & maybe making it mean jack-shit again’

Like

If we’re doing this, if we’re really slotting Naito or Kota into Shinsuke’s role as thankless curator of the intercontinental title than it’s just not going to work for me emotionally because I just want the old one back.  I don’t want it to be Naito’s title, he destroyed it and he’s unworthy of it no matter what he does, and I’ll never forgive him for it.  I don’t want it to be Kota’s title, either.  It’s Shinsuke’s.  It just is.  At great sacrifice to other goals.  When did he even last have a heavyweight title shot?  2011, after G1?  After that it was just the intercontinental & he raised it up and made it mean something and its fortunes have declined exactly like his, and Tana’s tbh, like they all need each other to actually get anywhere but everybody’s scattered to the wind & too stubborn to admit it. 

Full offense but I care about that title a hell of a lot more than I care about Naito or Kota tbqh, though Kota is doing his absolute most to remind everybody that hey, the title is a big deal, and why it is and who made it that way

Which I know even that is an unpopular opinion lmao I mean hell.  Fuck, why keep mentioning the guy who idk, is the reason anybody gives a fuck about the title, when we’re talking about the title?  Why keep mentioning the one who saved it and repaired it with his own hands in the same context?  Why act like I DON’T KNOW, THE BELT IS FUCKING IMPORTANT AS ARE THE MEN WHO RAISED IT UP AND CARED ABOUT IT?  I mean I don’t remember anybody bitching about Tana bringing Shinsuke’s name into it when he was chasing it.

He never would have allowed it if he’d been there, that belt being destroyed.  It was so much more beautiful than the replacement, I’m sorry...it was constructed like the heavyweight one, different layers and pieces, not just one cast piece...it looked somehow more real.  This one looks like a bauble out of a vending machine or an illustration in a storybook.  Pls don’t get me wrong, I still love it, but... 

I am just incredibly sad.  You know?  I appreciate that they still mention him.  It still makes me v. wistful but I appreciate it, every time.  People aren’t just...future endeavoured and gone, here, like they ceased to exist when they weren’t owned anymore.  A place he hasn’t even worked for for 3 years still holds him in higher esteem than the one he’s currently at and it’s just such a mixed bag feeling...it shouldn’t be possible in any universe that Shinsuke has a singles match against someone I genuinely like, and I don’t want to watch it.  Why tf would I?  Why would I want to see the latest installment of Shinsuke Fails; the Ongoing Saga?  Guest starring the big guy and the twit.  It’s finally happened, they’ve put him in a situation I hate to the degree that I just don’t even want to deal with it at all.  At least he used to be nobody and nothing by himself rather than The Other Guy in an inexplicable thrown together tag team.  The best you can say is ‘well at least it doesn’t seem to be bothering him,’ though of course nobody fucking actually knows that. 

It’s sure to fucking hell bothering me.  I try not to think about it, but god it hurts like hell to see him like this & know it’ll never get any better for him there, and he won’t leave, so this is basically it, forever.  Shinsuke, the worthless midcarder, the imitation belt he left behind, the ghost of his name, and the rival falling slowly to pieces without him.

[tormentedbythirst]

Supernatural Tag

When did you start watching? Geez, when did it start? 2005? The very first episode I saw was 'Skin' from season 1. Instant deangirl lemme tell ya.

Fave TFW member? I'm gonna say Bobby

Least fave TFW member? Sam

Fave non TFW chatacter? I feel like every ally is honorary TFW, sooo I'll say..hmm..Abaddon?

John or Mary? They're pretty even tbh.

First impressions of Sam, Dean, Cas and Jack? Sam-puppy. Dean-hubby. Cas - hunk. Jack - why tf does he look like Misha???? Suspiciously adorable.

Fave season? The Leviathan one..which was 7 I think..

Destiel thoughts? Hostile slash environment, particularly towards outsiders like myself. I'm too selfish for this pairing tbh.

Does Supernatural queerbait? They feed the shippers..but uh idk.

Seasons 1-7 or 8-14? Christ that is too fucking many fam. 1-7.

Favorite villain? Dick Roman. 👌

Should the Lucifer plot end? It should've ended before Jack came along tbh, but I love Jack so...

Who has gone through the most tramua from TFW? fucked up question really. Dean's been to purgatory and hell, he was also a demon for awhile.

Fave episode? Mystery Spot

Do you like case eps? Eh. If they're done well.

Who do you relate to most? Jodi.

Why do you like Supernatural? I grew up with it, unfortunately I think I've grown past it...which is why i changed my name from deangirlalways. I love the cast dearly, and I'm happy they get to continue. I just have limited time with the kiddo to watch anything and I decided sacrificing spn was a necessary.

If you could bring back one character and kill another, who would they be? I shall be controversial and say Mick, to be brought back andddddd kill...uh...Shadow...Gods sister...i dont remember her name tbh.

I tag @the-kryomancer

Thanks @castiel-saved-me-from-myself for the tag

[applecherry108]

first of all hooooooooolyyyy shiitttt

FUCK tungle. it took like 30 tries to log in on desktop. admittedly, i was using the wrong password at first, BUT, even when i remembered the right one it kept giving me shit. This is what i get for being L337 i guess... -_-

anyways, im only on desktop so i can add a readmore to say:

i just,,,,,hate voltron. okay? It sucked. it fucking sucked. i watched the first season and it was like, okay yeah, this has potential. and then s2 was like, okay yeah not as good but maybe s3 will pick up...

s3 didn’t pick up. it was just one long death spiral by the same idiots who fucked up the atla sequel. i hate their writing, i hate their story plots, i hate how they butcher any good ideas they have, and i especially hate their inability to have good character AND plot development happen at the same time.

I got swept up in storm of klance and that’s about it. i have soft spots for other ships but at the end of the day i don’t care. i just don.t fucking,,, care???

the fandom is a mess, the crew was a mess, everything was a fucking mess from the get go.

Like who tf is this show written for?? it has to be for like, 8-10 year olds. It has to be. Everything is just so....stupid. Nothing is ever properly explained, motivations never really given, everyone is just a 2 dimensional cardboard cutout of a trope. And that pisses me off so much bc like??? other shows aimed at young kids can still have great world building. they can have good world building and characters and overall story and still be cheesy and a lil dumb. cheesy and a lil dumb is completely fine!! but voltron is just so...godammn... BORING!! it’s like i WANT to like the characters but its just so goddamn hard when everybody is so fucking flat. by all rights, i should want to marry allura. shes everything i loved when i was little, from her color pallet to her princesshood to her white fucking hair!! i should LOVE allura but i don’t!! i kind of hate her. why?? i don’t know!! shes so...boring! and flat! and fucking PASSIVE! everything in this show lands so fucking flat holy shit.

pidge at matts “grave”? yikes, that was second hand hard to watch for like.... “oooh this is so serious!” but the buildup wasnt there...it was kind of funny tbh... and HELLA awkward...

don’t get me started on lance and hunk. bolin was my favorite look character for the first few episodes and then he got knocked to Comic Relief and had maybe two (2) importantish moments. he/they may be part of the main cast but they’re not main characters. they feel like background props to the Actual Main characters.

which brings me to keith.

FUCK keith.

that’s my reaction after every! new! season!! is just,, FUCK keith. god the show functioned SO WELL without him. he’s just so...idk. i also don’t care. what was his character arc anyway? it SHOULD have been about learning to love and trust others but we only get that in lip service and speed run character development (i hate the quantum abyss...so much... like yeah, who cares about SHOWING our characters mature, let’s just tell that it happened in afucking montage.) if keith were a properly developed character he shouldve remained PASSIONATE and idk, run support?? that boy SHOULD have piloted red, end of story. period. keith doesn’t need to lead he needs to learn to TRUST others and that insludes trusting other WITH HIS LIFE. i won’t rant about how we should have had black paladin lance, but keith should have never ever been black paladin. even after he “matures” he still sucks at. he’s this awful,,little,, Shiro 2.0. and I hate it. i ahte it and i hate shiro just a little bit. even though he was arguably the most likeable character, he shouldve stayed dead. or missing. or whatever. he didn’t need to come back and they didnt need to make keith a little offbrand clone of him. i ESPECIALLY hate that they aged keith up 2 years for no goddamn reason other than to make him the Adult (tm). keith’s dedication to others was gre4at, but it should have, and im failing for this word here so forgive me, climaxed? cresscendo’d? whatever. /resulted/ in him playing support. not leader. lone wolf keith doesn’t need how to lead his pack, he needed to learn to HELP his pack. to be a TEAM PLAYER. he didn’t want the responsibility of leading bc guess what?? some people hate leading!! there’s nothing wrong with wanting to be support! keith’s entire arc is a huge mess of missed opportunities and a grand illustration that he is lm’s and jds’ favorite, just like fucking mako.

i won’t rant about mako, but just know i fucking hate him and the special treatment he gets, and good LORD does keith take over mako. keith isn’t space zuko he’s space mako and it fucking SHOWS.

okay, i’m losing steam here, but like.... so apple, why tf where u voltron 24/7 if you hated it so much? because homestuck was over and i needed a new hyperfixation. and i really had to force it for vld tbh. and at the end of the day, it wasn’t so much about the show itself as the potential of klance (or sheith, up until s3). between the interviews, the coding, the fucking EVERYTHING--it really felt like it could be canon. i knew in my heart it was queer baiting but i had HOPE dammit. hope that this could be killer representation, hope that these characters would delvelopment into something incredible. again, there was so much POTENTIAL. and all of it was wasted. everything really came to a head during the fucking game show episode. it was like lm and lds giving everyone who likes lance the middle finger, really driving home that “no no, he IS just stupid. he’s the comic releif. there’s nothing deeper about him and no one will stand up for him bc they all think of him as such.” and that just....broke my heart. we were so...SO close to lance actually mattering but nope! bolin’d again! and what was his purpose in s8? why to be an accessory to allura of course!

i’ve seen a lot of people really divorce themselves from canon and live solely for fanon, esp fanon klance but like.... i can’t. i just can’t. it’s so fucking hard to work with these cardboard characters. you can only draw so much depth onto them, you know? until the very last moments they had potential, but then it all got snuffed out. but who cares about canon? why bother with it? because! we don’t have a solid consistent fanon version of them! no one sat down and delivered the ten commandments of “here’s what we agree k and l are actually like” it’s stupid and it sucks because everyone has their own little differences and its so so tiring to basically be interacting with minutely different ocs all the goddamn time. canon matters bc it gives everyone the same base to work with. like a cooking showing with the same basket ingredients, but now it’s like.... ya’ll don’t wanna use the mandatory ingredients (and why would you? those canon ingredients are like, a century egg and spoiled sardines, they’re awful.)

okay, and im at work and just came back to this and dont remember my train of thought so like... what really threw all this into sharp clarity was the recent steven universe episodes. they were so...GOOD. so fucking good. so much plot and foreshadowing coming to a head. it was such a wonderfully satisfying payoff that it made me remember what a GOOD show is like, how vld is so very very /bad/. the difference is fucking striking. where one is an intricately woven tale with excellent character development and clear story AND character arcs, that can progress AT THE SAME TIME, one is a hacked together flaming dumpster firing that constantly falls flat and doesn’t know where its going or why. and it s so BORING! like fight scenes can be amazing! they can be well coreographed and tense! and we as the audience can be anxious about the outcome! and vld just wasn’t that! it was boring repetetive action in the least exciting way. and where su set up a lot of potential, holy shit they DELIVERED on that potential. not just for rep, but for characters! for story! for plain ol simple character interactions! and then, again, two dimensional cardboard cutouts.

and now with this difference in good vs bad show so very clearly highlighted for me, i just.... i can’t, anymore, with vld. it sucks. it sucked and i can’t pretend or force a fixation with it that just isn’t there, and truthfully, probably never was. maybe that’s why i’ve been struggling to finish my fic, struggling ever since i posted the last chapter, ever since s7, which, again, that game show was really the nail in the coffin as far as holding onto any hope that this tire fire would ever pick up. like a physically feel ill trying to finishing this stupid fic bc i don’t care so hard. i don’t care and i just... really want to be over it. im sick of seeing it everywhere, im sick of the drama, of the Discourse. like all fandoms have their issues, but hold fuck does vld fandom have a massive Purity problem. like, god, let people ship whatever. who cares. die mad about it.

like homestuck, idk if i’ll ever fully ween myself off vld but i want to move on. i want to enjoy Other Things without having this lackluster weight on my shoulders. and more than anything, i want to stop feeling like im obligated to like the same shit as i did two years ago, or last year, or hell, last week! feel free to unfollow, but yeah i just.... really needed to let this out in a proper post and not in the misc tags somewhere.

[currentlylurking]

anxiety hasn’t kicked my ass about this yet so rambling about how a d&d campaign where you play as the ancients vs pariah could work

or a fate campaign. fate might work better.

Or pathfinder. I have all the pathfinder books- but I also have most of the D&D 5e books- and they have an official gunslinger class. I’ve just never done anything with pathfinder so I have like. half a clue how it works.

sticking with d&d for the moment bc most of my knowledge about fate comes from the good old mcelroys and they’re. not the best example.

rambling stream of consciousness ahead, if it. if it wasn’t super obvious.

okay so: I have the dp ghost race habato and I made a while ago, but it’s a bit... unbalanced. and I need to fix that. I think the idea I have for the dp ghosts would work better as a class, but that provides one of the same problems that I have with it as a race; there’s not enough diversity

a party of an elf ranger, dwarf cleric, tabaxi rogue, and dragonborn fighter is so much better than one of a phantom ranger/cleric/rogue/fighter or an elf + dwarf + tabaxi + dragonborn phantom set. everyone could multiclass, I guess, but having to decide whether to level up your ghost powers or your other skills is pretty :/ and why I went with it as a race originally.

also what does it have to offer as a class besides ghost powers?? those aren’t special. they’re kinda special. not special enough to be their own class.

maybe it could be an additional thing? like you’re a ranger but you’re ALSO a phantom!! it doesn’t give you any specific bonuses other than ghost powers and flight but it could be set up like a class still. you’d just level it up as you level up, instead of having to choose between that and your other skill set

main problem there is what I’m thinking of isn’t actually a thing and holy shit do I suck at explanations. if I homebrew an entirely new element on my own I’ll confuse the shit out of everyone

another option: it’s a feat. but then you don’t get to get stronger as you level up, which is. upsetting. that’s the fun part.

you could gain skills at certain points as you grow as a ghost? like ‘ah yes, you’re in danger, now you can fly!’ or maybe when you act on your obsession a certain number of times you go stronger--

that one’s actually really good I might use it

but the ghosts in general. or phantoms as the race is called. what kind of powers should they have? thinking flight, and either what I have in the races where they get a power based on their core (inspired by the dragonborn’s breath weapon) or they could get a certain selection of spells they can cast a couple times a day? and the types of spells change depending on their core?

maybe it’s a choice. you can have the best of both worlds you just have to pick one when you level up- oh!! that’s what you can choose with the class option, instead of leveling up your stats you can level up a ghost power!!

races can be what kind of ghost you are, appearance-wise. like, ghostwriter’s an elf (drow? drow seem like they don’t go outside and so does he). Pariah’s either a goliath or a duergar (they can cast enlarge on themselves!!), danny’s a half elf. poor boy doesn’t even get to be human he’s still a halfa.

this also means that if you’re playing as a tabaxi you died and turned into a cat which is fucking hilarious. if you’re a kenku you’re a literal shitty bird person. you died and became a bird that can’t even speak normally. it’s great.

if you’re a gnome or halfling you died and shrunk.or you really liked the hobbit.

ideally you would like. have a race that reflects your death somehow. but I don’t super know what the plotline will be yet so  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ maybe not that

I also think death wounds/stuff relating to that would be cool. like if someone rolls a natural 20 against you they hit the scars of the wound that killed you and it fucks you up. stuff related to your death also fucks you up. lots of stuff can fuck you up. blood blossoms can kick your ass.

we could also use this fantasy disabilities chart bc messing your character up is fun

obsessions are a thing too. Like, say your obsession is your family, and you learn that your brother’s a ghost- you’ve got to drop everything to go check in with your brother!! maybe wisdom save to do stuff that doesn’t get you closer to your target (once activated? by... some shit? it can’t always be on), and advantage on rolls directly involving it? idk. that might be too weird.

if something happens that shatters your obsession you either die or get royally fucked up. 

I like making things overtly complicated I guess meanwhile in my main campaign I keep forgetting how the barbarian’s rage works and fUCKING IT UP

idk how clerics would work, either. probably worship vague concepts? either that or there’s a cleric of clockwork and I bet he’d fucking love that.

maybe vecna’s a ghost someone can worship... I love me some vecna

also warlocks. same boat. someone could be a warlock of the observants and get true seeing at some point far too early on. that’d be a mess. I love it. I’d have to homebrew it.

hooooooly shit someone can be a warlock of PARIAH. or pariah’s a warlock of something? vecna? probably not vecna.

OH HOLY SHIT!! a warlock of Clockwork would be a normal-ass ghost with time powers. hot damn Timekeepers can be used here. I’d have to homebrew that too.

shit.

anyone wanting to play ranger would probably have to use the unearthed arcana version of them bc the official version is like. bad early on.

a druid would be a literal shapeshifter, or vortex maybe. that’d be neat. a bard would be Ember. Ghostwriter’s enough of a nerd to be a wizard. 

the fentons are gunslingers and using Matt Mercer’s stats for that bc I really love how it works in critical role. everything about it is good.

I don’t know gunslingers would work with this point in time but also like. yknow. I like them. maybe it’s a time travel thing.

probably shouldn’t do a time travel thing.

probably shouldn’t also do the ‘random gun, one bullet, does massive amount of damage bc let’s be real. it’s a gun.’

there are a lot of possible plot hooks to start off, with two main options for what the ‘end goal’ can be- join the ancients or become the ancients.

or defect and join Pariah. follow ur dreams.

but like, from the start to get the party together

you could die.

you could wake up dead all together and not know what tf is happening. who is this tall asshole. why does he have skeletons.

yall could be in a village, which is a thing, for plot reasons, when suddenly pariah attacks

one of the ancients gives a really moving speech and the party all decides to join up

best of the last two or something

pariah stole some of everyone’s shit. how dare he. everyone decides to kick his ass.

everyone actually works for pariah and defects via the... the power of friendship? yeah that seems right

everyone is forced to work for pariah and is saved by the power of friendship (x2)

you’re in a tavern. there’s a revolution brewing. this is normal dnd shit literally every game I’ve played in but one has started in a tavern please save me they’re everywhere.

this rag-tag group of fucks gets pulled into a general plot hook. guarding a caravan or some shit. tavern 2.0. summoned by the king- that one might work actually.

there’s probably more but it’s almost midnight

there’s also an option for this that I haven’t touched on but like. I could... not use dp ghosts. could just use pariah and the ancients and go from there, or Pariah could’ve forced everyone into these powerless roles... but I’m Not About That Life tbh. I want as much fun nerd shit at once as I can have.

I’m gonna figure out the ghost powers instead of sleeping at a normal time or wrapping presents like I should. this is what I do after finals yall. I made 4 batches of cookies earlier and they’re all amazing.

I think that’s most of what I wanted to say. if not there’ll be more of these rambles. unless anxiety beats my ass there probably will be lmao.

I’ll let yall know when I figure shit out but if you’re interested in being a part of this then like. tell me. it’ll be fun. 

[glamon-roll]

Get to know me tag!

thanks @anovembersparrow for tagging me :))))) 

rules: answer the q’s and tag a few!

name: as I normally say, If you are really curious, ask. but the chances are that if you read this you prob know

nickname: my name is too short for nicknames *sighs*

fav color: dark purple

average hours of sleep: lets go with 8 (cuz summer)

last thing i googled: Otabek and Yurio fanfiction

number of blankets slept with: 2

fav character:  ummmmmm lets go with Maki-chan from yowa pedal

fav book: my most recent fave was Words in Deep Blue by Cath Crowley

fav band/music artists: just the broadway cast of dear Evan Hansen. Man oh man that musical.

blog created:  Summer 2015?

follower count: 117 (shout out to all the porn blogs who follow me too hahahaha jk seriously tho why tf do those follow me…)

posting style: REBLOG

when did your blog reach its peak: idk?

most active follower: @ohxfiddlesticks  :) how ya doing my dude?

what inspired you to make a tumblr blog: I saw a cool blog and  and I wanted to follow it so I made a Tumblr.

why did you chose your url: @not-used-to-being-normal  calls me glamon-roll cuz apparently I am a cinnamon roll and I wear glasses.

gender: female I guess

sign: gemini

age: ;)

sexual orientation: je ne sais pas

hogwarts house: ravenclaw

time right now: 9:20 pm

lucky numbers: huh idk

dream trip: London?

I tag: @ohxfiddlesticks @not-used-to-being-normal @hetalianwishingonastar @sugar-n-tea @sunshinewillapollo ( we should talk a bit! We started but I’m pretty sure I never responded.) @thatbookwormx 

[antthonystark]

92 truths

rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose however many people you want to tag!

I was tagged by @magnusandalexander <3

LAST…

[1] drink: apple juice [2] phone call: my mom probably [3] text message: my friend [4] song you listened to: uhhhuhuhuhmmm “i found” - amber run [5] time you cried: idk like a month ago probably about something stupid

HAVE YOU EVER…

[6] dated someone twice: no [7] been cheated on: no [8] kissed someone and regretted it: no [9] lost someone special: no [10] been depressed: lol [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: no

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: [12] dark red [13] forest green [14] black

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] made new friends: yes [16] fallen out of love: no [17] laughed until you cried: i do this all the time it’s pathetic and i wear too much eye makeup for it to be a sustainable behaviour [18] found out someone was talking about you: not really except on tumblr lol [19] met someone who changed you: not that i know of, i’m very stagnant [20] found out who your true friends are: yes it’s the cast of shadowhunters i know this now #blessed [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: no

GENERAL… [22] how many of your tumblr friends do you know in real life: @dearingsattler sup [23] do you have any pets: no [24] do you want to change your name: my last name yes [25] what did you do for your last birthday: watched 2x06 of shadowhunters and then obsessed abt the malec date all day tbqh it was tragic it was my 20th too [26] what time did you wake up: today? 6:00 am [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: waxing off my lip hair [28] name something you cannot wait for: bittersweet embrace of death [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: this morning [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: literally e v er y t h i n g [31] what are you listening to right now: ambient noise [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: maybe? [33] something that is getting on your nerves: ??? idk ??? the shadowhunters fandom lol [35] elementary: my dear watson [36] high school: okay [37] college: literally kill me [38] hair colour: dark brown/black [39] long or short hair: i cut it p short this summer and now i’m growing it out so it’s mid-length rn [40] do you have a crush on someone: yes matthew daddario [41] what do you like about yourself?: ???? [42] piercings: none [43] blood type: this is important information i should know [44] nickname: don’t you dare [45] relationship status: lol [46] zodiac sign: aquarius [47] pronouns: she/her [48] fav tv show: i wonder if anyone can guess this [49] tattoos: no [50] right or left handed: leftie 

FIRST… [51] surgery: none [52] piercing: never  [53] best friend: can’t remember [54] sport: suffering [55] vacation: pakistan but i was 2 [56] pair of trainers: tf is this question how am i supposed to remember

RIGHT NOW… [57] eating: just had pizza [58] drinking: nothing [59] i’m about to: go to night class where i’m not gonna pay attention cause i’m tired but im going anyway cause ?? why am i the way i am ?? [60] listening to: ambient noise this quiz is repetitive  [61] waiting for: death [62] want: something good to happen [63] get married: lol [64] career: lol

WHICH IS BETTER… [65] hugs or kisses: don’t touch me [66] lips or eyes: eyes tbh [67] shorter or taller: taller men because obv  [68] older or younger: like??? in general?? idk matt daddario is 9 years older than me so older [69] romantic or spontaneous: i dont know [70] nice arms or nice stomach: imagine a guy who had like super built toned arms and a soft flabby belly that’d the weirdest mental image lol but um both?? [71] sensitive or loud: these are not mutually exclusive [72] hook up or relationship: neither [73] troublemaker or hesitant: happy medium

HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger? no [75] drank hard liquor? yes [76] lost glasses/contact lenses? no [77] turned someone down: no [78] sex on first date? no [79] broken someone’s heart? no [80] had your own heart broken? no [81] been arrested? no [82] cried when someone died? no i don’t know anyone who died [83] fallen for a friend: no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself? LOL [85] miracles? nope [86] love at first sight? nope [87] santa claus? no [88] kiss on the first date? i don’t care about this hot-button issue [89] angels? no

OTHER… [90] current best friend’s name: idk [91] eye colour: brown [92] favourite movie: lotr trilogy 

tagging whoever wants to do it