#idk i saw a trailer for the movie and i think they gave him a female love interest which is WEAK

[bowsers-sweaty-pits]

I know it’s too late because the new Puss in Boots movie is already coming out, but I think Puss should be gay. He should have an enemies to lovers arc with a bandit black and white cat who loves his accent and likes listening to him sing, and he should betray Puss and Puss ends up trapped or to shake things up Puss betrays him and Puss goes back to rescue him and they confess their feelings for each other and do badass stuff together. I think it’s a great idea and if Dreamworks wants to buy the idea from me I’m willing to negotiate. 

[headkiss]

saw this and now i have to leave an eddie request 😌

can i request something where eddie and reader are just being all cutesy and lovey-dovey? like maybe they're cuddling on the couch or reader is painting eddie's nails and wayne gets home from work but because it's late, they aren't expecting him. so he comes in all quiet and sees them just being all cute and takes a polaroid of them? and then they wake up the next morning and wayne's left the polaroid and a cute lil note on the coffee table?

idk just something cutesy and fluffy like that 😭

- @honeysuckleharringtons

hiii tysm for the request baby!!! i changed it a bit but i hope u like it anyway <3 | 0.6k of fluff

Eddie keeps a part of himself hidden from everyone but you.

It’s different from his dark exterior, from his armor of jokes and jabs. It’s even different from the energetic entertainer he is around his friends. While you love him all of the time, the him you get when it’s just the two of you is your favorite.

It’s special, a secret you hold very close. He trusts you enough to let every single wall down and you can’t thank him enough for it.

He’s the sweetest boy you’ve ever met. He’s gentle and kind, and he’s always got a hand on you. He’s the most perfect boyfriend both in public and private.

It’s why you pick up the phone every time; just in case it’s him.

“Hello?”

“Hi, sweetheart,” his voice is enough to make you smile. “You busy?”

“Not at all. What’s up?”

“Nothing. Miss you, is all. Can you come over?”

You tell him you’ll be there soon and hang up. You never imagined that something as simple as a phone call could make you beam.

It’s not long before you’re walking the few steps up to the trailer, knocking lightly on the door.

Eddie opens it quickly. Really, he’d been waiting pretty close by ever since you hung up the phone. He just saw you yesterday, and yet, he missed you. There’s nobody that can make him feel like that but you.

“Hi,” he smiles, the corners of his eyes crinkling a bit. “C’mere.”

He opens his arms for a hug that you fall into easily, his arms wrapping around your waist, yours around his neck. You breathe each other in and he squeezes you before letting go and shutting the door behind you.

“I missed you too, by the way,” you tell him. “I didn’t say over the phone.”

“You’re cute. I rented that movie you wanted to see.”

He drove past Family Video and couldn’t help but stop. It gave him an excuse to invite you over—not that he needed one—and whenever he sees something and thinks of you, it’s hard not to buy it.

“Yay! Do you have popcorn?”

“Whose house do you think you’re in?” He goes to the kitchen and searches the cupboards until he finds it, “hell yeah, I have popcorn.”

You laugh softly at his antics, the many cupboards he left open in his search. You shut them all before snagging the popcorn from his hand.

“You burnt it last time. Let me do it.”

“Hey,” he drags out the word, “it was one time! I’ll make it perfect, give it.”

“Nuh-uh. You can set up the movie, Eds.”

“You’re so mean, baby,” he kisses your cheek on the way to the TV anyway.

You join him on the couch eventually, a bowl of popcorn in hand. You sit next to him, and he drapes a blanket over your laps before you set the bowl down. He tosses an arm over your shoulders, urging you to lean into his side, and hits play with the remote in the other hand.

You hardly pay attention to the movie, though it doesn’t bother you one bit. Eddie tries to throw popcorn and catch it in his mouth and fails too many times to count. Your cheeks almost hurt from how wide you’re smiling.

About halfway through the movie, Eddie moves the bowl onto the table and lays down on the couch. He tugs you over so that you’re laying between his legs, head on his chest.

That’s how Wayne finds you both when he comes home from work. The movie over and forgotten, both you and Eddie asleep, and a half-eaten bowl of popcorn on the table.

Eddie’s arms are hugging you close to him in his sleep, and yours do the same. Wayne smiles and decides not to wake you.

The next day, Wayne nods towards the door you’ve just left through and says to Eddie, “she’s a good one, huh?”

“Yeah,” Eddie smiles at the mere thought of you, of how well you fit that even his uncle can see it. “Yeah, she is.”

[storiesforallfandoms]

history repeats itself ~ gwilym lee

word count: 2836

request?: yes!

“hey, i saw you wrote for Ben Hardy so I was wondering if you would write for Gwilym Lee? If not ignore this lol. I was thinking something like he meets the reader on set and they immediately hit it off, and the resemblance of her to Brian May’s wife is uncanny (let’s pretend he’s had just the one) and it’s kinda like a history repeats itself thing? idk if that made since. maybe Brian and Roger noticing and just being so amazed seeing that happening in front of them? thank you, and obviously since i have no explanation skills take complete control!”

description: when she gets cast to play the wife of a rock legend, everyone realizes how similar she and her on screen husband look to the originals

pairing: gwilym lee x female!reader

warnings: swearing, rpf

masterlist (one, two, three)

It was such a small role, one that didn’t even have any lines. But to me, it was huge. It was a small role in a massive blockbuster movie: the Freddie Mercury biopic. It would be the biggest job of my career. Up until that point, I had only been an extra in a few sitcoms. Having a small, silent role as Brian May’s wife in a Freddie Mercury biopic may seem like a small step up from what I’m used to, but the scale of the movie made it a massive deal for me.

I wasn’t sure if I’d get the role. There were hundreds of other actresses just like me - desperate for even the smallest roles in such a big film - were lined up to meet the director and casting director. It was such a small chance of getting it I thought. Until I walked into the room and both of their eyes widened when they landed on me.

“Holy shit,” the casting director breathed. “She looks just like her.”

I was cast on the spot. I nearly sobbed in happiness. I managed to keep the tears in until I got to my car and could call my parents to give them the news.

A few months later, I was preparing for my day on set. It was a party scene that was taking place at Freddie’s mansion at the height of their career. The other band members - Brian, Roger, and John - were there with their wives/girlfriends. The scene mostly required us to sit by our assigned on-screen husbands while they conversed. It was an easy day, and it was only going to take one day of filming, but I was still nervous. I had already met up with the director and some of the cast involved in the scene, but today I was going to be meeting the main four actors and two members of Queen.

I was just finished with wardrobe and was on my way to hair and makeup when I came across one of the main actors, Gwilym. I had been told about him after being cast, since he was the one playing Brian May, but I hadn’t met him yet. I suddenly felt nervous as I approached the hair and makeup trailer, where Gwilym was stood outside the door also waiting. He looked up as he heard me approach and smiled.

“Hi,” he said.

“Hi,” I said back. “I’m (Y/N).”

“Gwilym. Nice to meet you.” He reached out and shook my hand. I hoped he couldn’t feel how my hands were shaking. “You’re playing Brian’s wife, right? Well, my wife I guess.”

I chuckled and nodded. “Yeah, that’s me. I’m getting all dolled up for my one day on set to film my one, dialogue-less scene.”

“Hey, there’s no such thing as small parts remember.”

I made a face at him. “You sound like my old theater teachers.”

Gwilym cringed. “That’s the last thing I’d ever want.”

I laughed. The door to the hair and makeup trailer opened and two other extras came out. The stylist greeted us and told us to come in. I sat in one chair while Gwilym sat in the one next to me. I watched the stylist grab a long, brunette wig and place it next to Gwilym.

“I’m gonna have to do Gwilym’s wig firs since that’ll take the longest,” she told me. “So, sit tight, and try not to mess up your wardrobe too much.”

I nodded and gave her a thumbs up.

I watched the process of applying Gwilym’s wig. It really did take a long time. First, a bald cap had to be applied to Gwilym’s head. Then, the wig was placed on his head in a few different ways to figure out the best placement. Once that was figured out, the wig had to be pinned down in a way that made it look natural on his head, and not like a wig.

“So,” Gwilym said, trying his best not to move his head. “Since we’re going to be here a while, and since we’re playing a married couple, I suppose we should get to know one another.”

“Sure,” I said with a laugh. “What do you want to know?”

“Is this your first movie?”

“It is. Until now I was just an extra in a few sitcoms. I had one line once, that’s the extent of my career.”

“Well, extras are important. Without them, a scene would look so stupid if it was just the main characters.”

I shrugged. “I know that, and I know every actor has to start somewhere, but I’ve been doing this for roughly five years. Performing Arts schools are expensive and I sometimes worry I made a mistake persuing acting.”

I saw Gwilym’s eyes quickly look over at me before looking back at the mirror in front of him. “It’s never a mistake to chase your dreams. It just takes time. You have to play the small parts in order to get experience for the big ones.”

“You’re right. It’s just taking so long. But I’m here now, so that’s a step up.” I shook my head. “Anyways, away from my career insecurities. Tell me a bit about you.”

We talked throughout his wig applying process. We exchanged embarrassing childhood stories, talked about how we got into acting, general details about one another. I had forgotten about the fact that I was waiting to have my own hair and makeup done by the time Gwilym stood from his chair.

He looked at himself in the mirror before turning to me. “How do I look?”

I tilted my head as I looked up at him. “Scarily like Brian May.”

He chuckled. “That’s good, then. They won’t fire me anytime soon. I’ll see you on set?”

I nodded and watched him go. I felt a little disappointed by the fact that he was leaving. I had really enjoyed talking to him. The next time I’d see him would be on set for the scene, where we wouldn’t be able to talk, and then once that ended I’d never see him again.

The stylist started going my hair and makeup. She showed me a picture of Brian and his wife in the early 80s, which was when the scene was set, as the inspiration for my look in the scene. It was subtle, but it was clearly 80s. It didn’t take as long as Gwilym’s had, and soon enough, I was on my way again.

I stepped out of the trailer just as Gwilym was walking up again. He was now in his costume, looking so much like a young Brian May that it was scary.

“Right on time,” he said. “I was coming back to walk you to set.”

“Oh, you didn’t have to do that,” I said, but I was touched by the offer.

“I didn’t have to, but I wanted to, so I am.” He offered an arm to me, like a gentleman. I took it and we started walking to set. “Besides, it’s a big scene with a lot of people. It might be nerve wracking to walk on set by yourself with all those people.”

“It is. Especially with meeting the rest of the main cast at the same time.”

“Oh, they’re all a bunch of wankers, you don’t have to worry about meeting them.”

I giggled. “You can’t say that about Brian May and Roger Taylor, though. And they’re going to be on set, too.”

“No, you’re right. But they are very kind. You don’t have to worry about meeting them. I’m sure everyone will like you. Even if they didn’t, who cares? You won’t have to see them again after today.”

He had a point, but it was still sad to hear out loud. I had been preparing for this day for so long, excited for my first big project. And now, within a matter of hours, it would all be over. I’d be sent back home, waiting for the next role to come up, hoping that maybe this movie could help with that role being a bigger one than just an extra. Back to my normal, boring life.

Saying goodbye to Gwilym.

I had managed to shock myself with that thought. I had only known Gwilym for maybe an hour and a half, but the thought of only having this day with him brought on a bit of sadness. He was so kind, and he seemed so genuine. I had never been on a set where the main actors even acknowledged that the extras existed, let alone be nice enough to walk one to set after talking to her for some time.

Not to mention he was extremely handsome. Especially when he smiled, like he was smiling at me now.

God, don’t develop a crush on the guy you’ll never see again after today.

My heart rate jumped the second we walked on to set. Gwilym wasn’t lying when he said there was going to be a lot of people in the scene. The mansion set was packed with people, so full that there was just barely enough room to move around. I was hoping this was the only amount of extras that were set to be in the scene, or else I think my nerves would go into over drive.

The director spotted Gwilym and I almost immediately and led us over to where we were set to be for the scene. Rami, Joseph, and Ben were already sat around having a laugh as we walked up. They happily greeted Gwilym, and he then introduced me to the lot of them. They were very nice and welcomed me in almost immediately, but it was still pretty surreal to be there with them. Especially Joseph, who I had seen in Jurassic Park when I was just a kid. I almost felt out of place there, but I could tell I wasn’t alone. I introduced myself to the other girls who were playing Ben and Joseph’s on screen love interests, who also looked just as out of place as I felt.

We were all sat around together when the buzz in the room suddenly turned into a hush. It wasn’t hard to know what had just happened: they had arrived.

Brian May and Roger Taylor themselves.

Rock and roll royalty.

I looked over and my heart leapt into my throat at the sight of them. It was hard to believe that they were actually real. I had been listening to Queen’s music all my life, but it wasn’t until this moment that I truly realized that these legends were actual real people.

Actual real people who were walking towards us.

I jumped when I felt a hand on my arm. I looked over to see that it was Gwilym’s hand. When I looked at him, he smiled. I couldn’t help but smile back, the nervousness in my stomach being replaced with butterflies. His hand moved down my arm and squeezed my own. I squeezed his hand back.

“My God.”

I looked up to see Brian and Roger stood over us. I tried to put on my best smile, hoping it wasn’t as obvious as I felt it was that I was shaking. Brian was looking between Gwilym and I, a look in his eye that I couldn’t quite place. Reminiscent, maybe?

“They did a spot on job casting for this movie,” Brian commented. “It feels like I’m looking into a mirror with you two.”

“If there mirror were about 50 years younger,” Roger teased.

“You speak from experience, don’t you old man?” Brian retorted. I couldn’t help but chuckle at their banter. Years of friendship and knowing one another, and they were still cracking jokes and poking fun. I hoped to be like them with my friends when I got older. “What’s your name, love?”

It took me a moment to realize he was talking to me. I opened my mouth to respond, but nothing came out. In fact, there was nothing going on in my head at all. It was like I had completely forgotten every little thing I had ever learned in my life. How does one continue to function after Brian May calls them “love”?

“This is (Y/N),” Gwilym said, saving me from my colossal choke.

“Yes,” I finally managed. “Sorry, my name is (Y/N). I’m a little nervous.”

“Nothing to be nervous about, darling,” Brian said. “You already have the look of my wife down. And it seems you and young Gwilym here have already gotten quite acquainted.”

I didn’t realize that Gwilym and I were still holding hands. I expected him to let go at that moment, as if he were just realizing as well, but he didn’t. Instead, he kept hold of my hand, giving it another reassuring squeeze. I wondered if the blush on my face was noticeable under the makeup.

The director called for places, so Brian and Roger took their places off set. I let out a sigh of relief after they were gone and moved into place with Gwilym.

“See?” he whispered to me as we were passed glasses of fake champagne. “They’re not that bad.”

“Their presence alone is a little terrifying,” I whispered back.

“But you got through it. Seems Brian’s taken a liking to you. Although, that’s not surprisingly considering how lovely you are.”

I was convinced this was all some sort of very long, very detailed dream. I was going to wake up at any given moment.

The scene went by very smoothly. It wasn’t hard to just look between the boys as they spoke, smiling when I was supposed to smile, offering a sour look when Rami arrived, acting as a rather rude Freddie. It felt like Gwilym was moving closer to me with each take that we did. First we started off sitting in separate chairs, until the director asked if we would switch and sit in the couch that Joseph and his lady friend had been sat in. Gwilym had moved towards me at the start of that take, and by the final take of the day our bodies were touching and his arm was around me. I was glad I didn’t have any lines, or else I would’ve likely forgotten every single one of them.

When the director called cut and said it was a wrap on the scene, I tried not to let my sadness show. The extras started to file out of the room, going to get read for a different scene that they were filling for. Not me, though. I was going to wardrobe to get my outfit taken back, and then I was going home. If I was lucky, I would be invited to the premiere, otherwise I would never see any of these people again.

I wouldn’t see Gwilym again.

Ben, Joseph, and Rami were kind enough to give me a hug and tell me they were happy to have met me. I told them likewise and started my way back to the wardrobe trailer.

“(Y/N)! Wait!”

I turned to see Gwilym rushing up towards me.

“Aren’t you supposed to be getting ready for your next scene?” I asked him.

“Yes, but I wanted to talk to you before you left,” he said. “Look, I know this is a bit presumptive to ask because we only really spoke to one another for that time in hair and makeup, and I have no idea if you’re even single so maybe I’m about to make an ass out of myself, but I wanted to ask you if you’d like to go out this evening once I’ve finished on set.”

Everything in my brain? Gone.

Every last bit of it.

Gone.

I couldn’t believe this was happening. It had to be a dream, right? There was no way it was real. I would’ve pinched myself if it wouldn’t have made me look like a total idiot in front of Gwilym.

“Yes,” I said. “ I mean, yeah, sure, I - I would love that.”

His face lit up. “Yeah? Okay. Here, let me give you my number.”

We both realized we didn’t have our phones, so we had to do it the old fashioned way - Gwilym found a pen and paper, and wrote down his number for me. I took the paper and shoved it into my pocket.

“I’ll text you once I’m no longer part of the 80s,” I said, gesturing towards my outfit.

He chuckled. “And I’ll do the same.”

We both stood, just looking at each other for a moment. It wasn’t until Gwilym was called back to set that we finally, reluctantly, broke away to go out separate ways. I put my hand in my pocket and closed it around the piece of paper containing Gwilym’s number. I smiled to myself, having to restrain myself from skipping happily towards wardrobe.

I guess history really does repeat itself, I thought with a laugh.

[uncertain3teeth]

yeah just like in my last post i think charlies powers get stronger when singing bc i mean lucifer in the trailer looks like they are singing and we are gonna get a song from him based off of the things i saw on yt and also her mom lilith is also a movie actress bc in the background in the hotel you can see movies shes acted in and also alastor and stolas sing and all of them have sang and they showed their powers and warped reality to have things around them so based off of the ranking of the demons in hell and going based off of the ars goetia demons ranking in demonology what if performing is how their powers get stronger

which makes me think abt robo fizz and fizzarolli bc fizz is an imp they dont have powers or anything to warp reality they are lower class so it has me thinking what if mammon wanted to make a deal with fizzarolli bc of what happened after the accident and like mammon gave him powers or some shit idk bc like in this shot we see "property of mammon" so like did mammon get involved with fizz after the accident also he must want money from fizz since he can perform and get money

OUUU OMG WAIT SO LIKE MAMMON ONE IF THE SEVEN SINS RIGHT LIKE HE REPRESENTS GREED SO LIKE SINCE MAMMON GOT INVOLVED WHAT IF THATS HOW ASMODEUS AND HIM MET BC ASMODEUS IS ONE OF THE SINS TOO bro i swear if ozzie knows abt mammon being greedy and knows abt the set up (if my theory is correct) i will loose it BC NOOO why would fizz say "its not like im fully broken and now i have someone who understands me" like is that foreshadowing betrayal no bc ozzie had to not want to do this and hes falling in love w fizz and he wld maybe regret the deal idk im thinking too much

[a-dumbass-jester]

Hi!! So I saw barbie for the third time recently so of course I made a yttd (dummies) au with it!

Also there will be Barbie spoilers but not like plot spoilers this is mainly inspired by the doll logic. This isn’t even the yttd dolls in the Barbie movie. It’s literally just inspired by the doll logic. (After going back it dies have trailer spoilers but it’s basically fine)

Also this gets LONG

Ok so to start the dummies are not in Barbieland, there in a dollhouse asunaro has created. Which all the dolls asunaro has created live there.

(Also the dummies have always been dolls) (also asunaro’s a toy company now I guess(I mean it fits with the orphanage thing))

Ok to start off the doll human connection thing

Anzu’s the (main) doll/toy that Reko and Alice played with as kids

I also dont know if i should make her weird Barbie, like they playing with her too hard as kids works but also they could use her now to play with the others

Hayasaka and Gin have a similar relationship. Hayasaka was actually given to Gin pretty recently so he could play with the others.

Kurumada is a doll that Shin bought that Kanna likes to play with sometimes

Ranmaru is a fashion doll that sara will make clothes for and doesn’t rlly get played with.

The only time he does is when Gin and/or Kanna ask her too

So he just kinda sits on a shelf in her room most the time

Hinako was a cop/police kinda doll given to Keiji as a kid that he ended up forgetting about and him mom found at some point and gave it back to him (after Mr. Policeman’s death) and he ended up changing Hinako up a lot to fit where he is now

(also I might make a Nimona au with them at some point but idk)

Now here is where it gets difficult

This is rlly the only thing I can think of for Mai and Qtaro that I can think of (Without it being weird)

I hc qtaro as gay amd Mai as a lesbian but if you don’t and think Qtaro’s into women (or ship them) I feel like this could get a little weird

So I feel like the TikTok I linked is rlly the only thing that could work

Especially since I feel like Mai would be pretty fashionable (if anyone has any ideas Lmk)

Everything else that’s doll logic is the same

Also there is no Barbie ken thing it’s just a dollhouse(basically)

I am going to use the main plot of something happens to one of the dolls and had to go to the real world to fix it

I didnt rlly have a plan oh who but after typing this it’s going to be Hinako/Keiji

I want another dummy to go with her but as of typing this idk who yet (it’s probably going to be Ranmaru)

I actually don’t have much after this

It’s rlly just Hinako brings the humans to the dollhouse

That’s it (as if rn) bye

[narasgifs]

I have to scream about Lust, Caution a bit more because it's just one of those films that alters your brain chemistry for a while. Everything below the cut bc spoilers, and triggers, and this is long. (It's also not a review or analysis or anything I just had to ramble about it and now I feel better lol)

For how simple the premise of this movie is - seducing and killing the enemy - it was so complex.

Firstly, what really didn't come through the trailer I saw on imdb was how it all started. As in: this was originally no organized secret service effort but a bunch of theater kids deciding to murder a man lol And I have to acknowledge that historically speaking it is extremely common for political resistance movements to include a lot of university students. So it's great because it both makes the plot more realistic, but it also adds a level of absurdity because it becomes clear early on that these guys are very much in over their heads, and don't know what they are doing. I mean they are really talented actors. But they have no idea how to kill a man. And when they get there to actually kill someone it gets really messy. (It's also not the guy they set out to kill.)

I feel like this beginning also gave Wong a lot more agency than I expected, and I really appreciated that. Because with a lot of similar plots, the heroine often gets pushed into this plan against her will. (She is trained to be a spy, or she is the only one who can do it, etc.) Here, there is some peer pressure, of course, but she decided quite freely to get involved in it at first, and then she again made that decision a few years later. Also, in my understanding, she was the one who initiated the whole seduction bit of the plan when she wrote down her number where Yee could see it. The others in the group were clearly uncomfortable with the idea at first. (A lot more uncomfortable than with the idea of putting a bullet through a man's head.)

So you know, I liked that I felt like her own choices put her into these situations, basically.

I also found it interesting, how from the moment Wong stepped on stage, you couldn't really tell anymore when she was acting and when she wasn't. Obviously, she played different roles, but for example, in the first part, when she rushed to the phone, she looked so giddy, and it was only her friends around so there was no need to act that way, if there wasn't a little bit of honesty in that. (She also looked pretty heartbroken when she learned they were moving away. More than a failed mission warranted.)

Or when later she tells the leader of the operation that they should act soon and how Yee is hurting her... At that point, the things that happened between them were pretty consensual. Yeah, he was being a dick throughout, but at that time he wasn't intentionally being cruel anymore, I think. There was more of the risk of what ended up happening, that she would actually fall in love. But the way she warned them was also a bit of an act.

So idk I just really enjoyed the genius actress thing, and how the lines between act and reality blurred by the end of it. Because I felt like what really managed to capture Yee were the honest, playful parts of her, the parts of her that she let shine through the act.

The chemistry was obviously incredible between the two main characters, and the acting, and the way it was filmed were so beautiful. There was this constant push and pull between them. From the beginning, they were just looking at each other so intensely, that it was clear how much of an attraction there was. But then they had so much trouble reaching for each other. Yee was obviously extremely heavy-handed at first. But you could tell that sometimes even he recognized that he overstepped, and then he would try to touch her more gently, but he would be extremely clumsy about it. And then he would get frustrated and go back to violence. Meanwhile, when Wong tried to touch him more gently, he would push her away, because that just wasn't something that he was used to allowing himself. I just loved how much of this was communicated without words.

And that is exactly why I liked the sex scenes too. I read that this was made based on a book and that the book didn't have all these scenes. And that obviously the whole thing got censored to bits in mainland China and got quite a bit of pushback. (Because of the nudity and but also the political part of the ending.)

Personally, I think the sex scenes were an amazing addition, and if anyone says that intimate scenes don't add to character development or the plot then I will shove this movie in front of their face lol (No I won't bc this movie could be pretty triggering, but it's also a great example of how sex scenes can be well done and I'm passionate about that okay?)

Even the first one between them, that is SA (there is no question about that) even that one had its place. It shows who Yee is: the man who orders another one to die in the first two minutes of the movie, and someone whose job is to torture people. It also shows that he is extremely paranoid, and doesn't trust her, so he would rather hurt her and take control of the situation. Because, let's face it, she made it pretty clear that she was there to have sex with him. He didn't need to force it. He just wanted to rattle her and restrain her because... well, because he's an asshole, ruthless secret police chief. (And because there were already two other women who tried to kill him by seducing him, you know) I'm not trying to justify his actions, or anything, but what happened was pretty in line with his character.

The whole movie that far showed that he was a very dangerous man, but that scene just really cemented that he was a threat even to her.

And it also showed a lot about her. I lost my mind when afterwards she was lying on the bed and she just smiled... Like... she was not as upset about what happened as you might have expected??? And you could interpret it in a lot of ways. As a feeling of accomplishment that she did manage to do what she set out to do with her acting... Or idk, hell, to me it was clear that our girl had some daddy issues. That with her father taking her brother with him and leaving her in a warzone and everything. And you know, Yee must have been like twice her age. It also kind of went back to that conversation they were having when he told her that he saw that she wasn't afraid.

Anyways, it was also obviously shot in a way that was sexy, in the same way we can find some non-con fanfic sexy and art should be allowed to do that.

There was nothing remotely healthy about this, obviously, but it was also really complex and I liked that.

And then every other sex scene was not just beautifully shot, and not your typical missionary setup, but you could also see the character development in them. Wong discovering her sexuality, for one. Especially, if you compare any of those scenes to the one with the other student.

The other thing you could see in those scenes was how they started to trust each other more. Yee stops restraining her and lets her touch him. In some of those shots, he's just lying on the bed and letting her get all over him.

And then there is the one where she looks at his gun, and he catches her looking... And then instead of making a big deal out of it, he lets her pull the pillow over his eyes?? (And they both seem to really enjoy that one... ) That scene really spelled out everything between the lines.

The way I like to think about it is that by the end of it, they both must have known deep down who and what kind of person the other one was. He knew she wasn't honest with him. And she knew that he wouldn't hesitate to sign their death warrants. And they fall for each other anyway. She chose him over herself and all of her friends. And he was absolutely heartbroken by the end.

I loved this movie, and I loved the characters' dynamics, and I loved the acting.

[glitchbirds]

19, 23, 25

:) 19: a character you really hate -this is so hard because i feel like a lot of characters i hate i also really love because of how those hateable qualities make them fit into the narrative. like i do like loomis and how he fits into the halloween series even if i would beat this elderly man with a brick if given the opportunity. u know. and theres a few others that i dislike in their Tumblrized Fandom forms, but in the actual films i do find them effective characters. leslie vernon is probably one. i think he couldve been alright in a better constructed film, but he's almost intolerable to me as is and i get irrationally annoyed seeing ppl hype him and his movie up 23: a movie that you would not rewatch for whatever reason(s) -ALSO very hard because i feel like i am very willing to rewatch just about anything. skimming through my lowest rated horror films on letterboxd, i think id honestly rewatch just about all of these with only mild complaint, no matter how abysmal/boring/painful to watch i think they are.. i can always find Some reason to justify it- thinking about why the film doesnt work for me, comparing it to others that do the same concepts better. if i have to pick one it'd probably be something like gutterballs, lesbian vampire killers, halloweed- mediocre edgy 00s/10s horror/comedy with very little going for it if you dont think shit like homophobia or rape jokes are funny. but then, i saw stan helsing twice in the same day and would probably see it a third time if given a sufficient reason. so idk if i can say i WOULDNT rewatch gutterballs.. 25: a movie that genuinely scared you -AUGH.

again, difficult. very limited selection of horror movies that even make my skin crawl a little bit. the most recent one was skinamarink (2022), though i have absolutely no idea if i would feel the same if i rewatched it- its an 1hr40min experimental art horror film thats like... if you watch the trailer on youtube you get a good idea of what its like for the Whole runtime, nearly all the dialogue is hushed children's whispers, most of the shots are long takes of dark hallways and television screens, the film is so grainy that it looks like its alive and crawling... reminded me of the totheark marble hornets videos and similar experimental horror shorts on youtube from My Youth; feels like it'll do numbers with the ""analog horror"" side of the internet, if it hasnt already. all of which is very effective If you manage to get engrossed in the film, but i absolutely cannot blame anyone who thinks its just boring and not worth the time to watch. it really demands your full attention with very little concrete payoff, just a lot of slow building dread with the occasional scare that often didnt live up to the hype that it had built up. every time my attention started to wander even a little bit, it was like all the magic had leaked out of it, until i forced myself to focus and it started to captivate me again. id worry that on rewatch it might not click at all for me and id think my past self was a loser for thinking this was good. still gave it 4.5 stars on letterboxd despite this. ymmv.

[moonbear-from-space]

A year has past or so snice I been in the Venom fandom and Spider-Man in some aspects as well. As I think it's time to talk about my very long story of how I got into this to begin with.

So this will be a very long story, so get yourself comfy if you wish to read it.

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It all begins in the year of 2018. The first Venom movie came out or at least the trailer, at the time I was like "why are they making a movie about a villain for?" Yes this was my reaction to it and oh boy I was very wrong about that.

Because my only knowledge at the time was I thought Venom was the quote bad guy likely because of SM3, even though I didn't see that movie in full I just knew that Venom was the villain of the story. But also at the time, I didn't know who Eddie Brock was, I didn't know Venom had a host or even could do that and was just some evil Spider Man guy that was just some monster.

The only things I remember was I saw a handful of Venom fan art, I just thought people ship Eddie and Venom just for the fun of it and didn't know that they were a couple. I remember hearing that they were gay and heard it was a thing in the comics. And had that moment of "oh maybe I might give it a watch" and never got around to.

So a few years past and forget everything that I knew about that because it just didn't fully phase me at the time. And thanks to funny enough Ben 10 that kick started my love for aliens. Everything change in 2021 when I was at college in my class and saw one of the class members in there watching Venom: LTBC.

I saw and realise that it was Venom and had no idea that a second movie came out. I ask them about what they were watching and said it was the second Venom movie. I got me actually interested idk what happen but something just dragged me into it, maybe it was the universe had something plan for me.

Or maybe it was because early that year I was was watching USM cartoon with my boyfriend as we were going threw all of the Man of Action cartoons they have made. So seeing Venom in that got me interested about him even before.

Later my dad and my sister were gonna go off to see it and I just wanted to join because I just wanted to see a movie because last thing I saw at the time in cinemas was the Sonic movie. My dad said to me I could only see it if I saw the first one and later on we both sat down to watch it as in good timing it was airing on tv.

I know a lot of people have mix feelings of these movies but honestly I fell in love with it. With me already loving Ben 10 it gave me vibes of that in some ways. It had this very 00s feel to it all.

So once I saw it and realise how cool Venom was and he was just misunderstood and not really a villain more of a anti-hero. Even Venom saying he is a loser made me realise that he wasn't this mindless creature there so much more to him. Also the voice just making me think of a Ben 10 alien, that's also what was appealing about him and the first thing I thought of when hearing his voice in full.

Next was of course seeing the second movie, with finding out context about them being a gay couple in the comics, again after not remembering. It made me more interested in these characters even more.

So me, my dad and my sister all went to see and we all enjoy it. We all had a blast, I remember my dad and me laughing the most and I had the biggest smile on my face coming outta it. I never felt that happy in so long and finally finding a new interested to be fixated on after trying to find something new for so long, was satisfying to say at least.

Again people have mix feelings about these movies but honestly, these movies mean a lot to me. I love them for there goofyness and camp. They made me find happiness again, they made me inspired and so what if there strange or doesn't have the perfect writing or whatever. It was the just the vibes that made me love it the most.

Especially the rave scene part. That whole speech Venom had was simple at best, but it was touching. It something I needed to hear as it was the year I came out as bi online. I wasn't sure if I was being true to myself and thought I was lying to myself, however that moment with what Venom said made me proud of myself. So it was in a way all thanks to Venom for making me even more bi. (Then also later on found out I was gender fuild as well.)

I had a better understanding of things and myself and felt free. I use to be unsure of myself a lot because I forced myself to hide what I was really feeling in fear of what others might of said. Or being forced not to feel that way, that and I was also around some not so nice people at the time so that didn't help ether. Venom: LTBC was kinda similar in a metaphorical way to what I was going threw.

But yeah, after that I got into Venom and Spider Man too over all. From seeing fan art, fics and then reading the comics, I love the 90s Venom comic and some of the recent-ish ones too and also binging threw all the Spidey movies so I could be ready to watch Spider Man: NWH. Oh some of the Spidey cartoons as well.

Granted I did previously see the some of of Spidey movies as a kid. Like the Raimi Spidey films seeing 1&2 and a bits and pieces of the third one on tv. I saw TASM1 in cinemas and then Spiderverse way later on and both love those movies and so on.

But yeah overall Venom has done a lot of good for me. I'm glad to be part of it and with the many ups and downs I seen its made me learn to appreciate more things and so on. Without Venom I would of not met the amazing friends I have made or the stuff I drawn, or even braching off into getting into others things like horror and such.

Its done a lot of good overall and I wouldn't be here or be who I am now without it. Every little thing helped a long way to try new things because you never know you might learn something new about yourself, that you didn't know before.

Thank you for taking time to read this. Sorry if this was a long ramble but I been meaning to talk about this for some time now, so I hope you enjoy it.

[thingsonvcr]

ok what did you think about the bikeriders?? tell me EVERYTHING

Well hello there anon! I don't remember if I've ever gotten an ask before, so this is very exciting! 😲Apologies for not getting to this sooner, tumblr kind of buried the notification. Not sure if I have any sort of good or coherent answer to give, but I actually saw the movie a second time just today, so let's see...

What I can say is that I liked the movie. I was glad that I decided to take a little online break to avoid spoilers. I mean, I knew the basic premise from the trailer and all the promo, but I was glad that I went in fairly blind.

While the cast was really good overall, the two performances that stood out were Jodie's and Tom's, mainly because they had the meatiest roles out of all the cast. I especially loved Jodie, she was great with both the subtle humor and the drama. I'm not the biggest fan of Tom in general, but he gave a solid, believable performance. And I guess I have to thank him for that One Scene (I'm sure you know which one I mean), because that was INSANE.

I understand the choice of making Benny such a mystery (I mean, he wasn't interviewed for Lyon's book anyway, and all they had was secondhand accounts from Kathy and the other bikers). Jeff talked about him being very much an empty vessel for Kathy and Johnny to pour their own wants and expectations into, and that certainly came through, but I guess I was hoping Austin would've been given just a liiiiittle more substance to work from. What they did worked for the central conflict and building the sort of, idk, mythos of Benny. Austin did well with what he was given, and GODDAMN was he nice to look at, but I wish there'd been a bit more in terms of dialogue and central scenes. There was a whole world behind those eyes that we never really got to know. A deliberate choice, yes, but I very selfishly wanted the camera on him ALL. THE. TIME. 😅 Jodie and Austin had great chemistry (I loved their promo tour together), so I would've been happy with a few more scenes with just the two of them.

I liked the use of the Danny Lyon interviews as a way to introduce the rest of the bikers and to give the audience quick insight into their characters. Using Kathy as the narrator of the story was also a nice choice, it balanced out all the rough and tumble masculinity. On the other hand, because Kathy in many ways remained an outsider, the audience never really gained any deeper insight into the inner workings of the club or the men that were part of it. While this didn't necessarily bother me, it was something I noticed.

So yeah, I liked the look of the movie, loved the soundtrack, and overall had a good time. I think the fact that my mind kept returning to the movie and kind of puzzling over it so much I went to see it a second time says something, even if I can't quite articulate it here.

I think that first becoming aware of Austin because of Elvis kind of ruined me (I mean, I know it fucking did 😭), because now that he's been doing supporting roles I always find myself just wanting more. Because we all know he can do soooo much more. He just needs to star in a lead role again ASAP (the Darren Aronofsky project seems to be one, right?). Still, having a new actor whose career you're interested in following is nice (haven't had that in the longest time), you end up watching stuff that might have otherwise never even been on your radar. ❤️

[f10werfae]

How Much Is Too Much?

Pairing:Husband!Henry Cavill x Doctor!Reader

Summary: Fans retell the best parts of the relationship

Warnings: none

- Requests are open!

Likes, Comments And Re-Blogs are appreciated

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Henry Cavill Masterlist 💫

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@/loverbunny: Does anyone remember that one Henry Cavill interview where he just kept bringing up Y/n? It’s so cute how his eye twinkles whenever her name’s mentioned and he’s also so proud of her and her career. Saying quote on quote, “i’m proud to be her man”

@/jessicashaw: I had to take my little sister to an appointment to the local hospital and she was literally treated by Dr. Y/n L/n, apparently she was there to cover a random shift? Idk but she was so nice and helpful😭 After the check up she gave my sister SUPERMAN STICKERS?!

@/Ghostedfortoast: I was at the background shoot for one of Henry Cavill's movies and I heard him talking about how his wife was opening a free walk in clinic for the homeless, and I swear I saw that man's heart get a boner

@/thereallife: I saw Cavill at an award show, and I kid you not mid award show, he saw his wife was arriving outside the venue. This man walked back outside and accompanied her in through the red carpet, and since all the photographers had left. HE WAS KNEELING JUST TO GET HER ANGLES RIGHT WHEN TAKING HER PICS

@/beesnothoney: Nah because in Henry's new interview, actually lemme just quote this man, “My wife is so amazing, she was actually my medic on set, so I was around her all the time. It was brilliant, I loved it” AND THEN HIS CO STAR WAS COMPLAINING ABOUT HOW MUCH NOISE WOULD BE COMING FROM HENRY'S TRAILER KILLS ME.

@/leavemealone: I work in Pull&Bear and I saw Henry and Y/n walk in at around 7pm i’m guessing after her work because she was in scrubs. I think she was trying to buy the new winter jacket we had but the poor girl looked exhausted. Henry had to put it on her and zipped it all the way so it covered her head, AND HE UNZIPPED IT JUST ENOUGH TO KISS HER THEN THEY FOUGHT OVER WHO WOULD PAY UNTIL HE SNEAKILY PASSED ME HIS CARD

@/1990firefly: Henry Cavill came into the build a bear I work and got a dog stuffy and dressed it like a doctor. But here’s the best part. IN AN INTERVIEW Y/N REVEALED HE CALLS HER 'PUP' 😭😭. ➥@/pandalove: I HEARD HE CARRIES THAT BEAR WHEN HE TRAVELS ABROAD WITHOUT HERR🥹

@/jumpinglacks: My mum once worked a shift with Y/n L/n, and said her husband (Hen obvs) came during their break to bring her out for lunch. I hate being single.

@/tiredturtleegg: I saw the Cavill couple out in town yesterday, kid you not he was feeding her the spaghetti and anytime she’d reach for her fork he’d slap it away 🥲

@/denisethemenace: Anyone remember when Y/n L/n first revealed she was pregnant, and the reason she found out was because Cavill realised her tits had grown bigger. This man never fails to surprise me ➥ @/livingfreedead: DONT FORGET HE SAID HE WAS JUST DOING HIS REGULAR TOUCH UP OMG😭‼️

@/greekathenanice: Y/n just said in her 73 questions video that whenever their son can’t sleep, he reads her anatomy books and tries to teach Henry things about the body. This kid is like 4. How.

@/floralflower: Whenever you think about settling for less. Remember that when Y/n was pregnant Henry literally sewed her scrubs that would fit her then drove her to and from work☝️

@/letmeliveplease: Henry Cavill gushing over his wife’s maternity photos during a Buzzfeed interview, is everything. That man started tearing up because he loves her so much, NO MAN COULD EVER COMPARE

@/treatsweet: Henry revealing that Y/n only likes to bathe with him now is so cute, apparently it’s because that’s the only time the baby decides to kick and be active

@/HenryCavill: Y/n refuses to talk to me because I forgot to buy her cookie dough ice cream on the way home. This is my public apology. I’m sorry pup, please let me back into the bedroom, I want a hug. ➥@/DrY/nL/N-Cavill: Yeah okay. Your son (and I) Misses you. Love you♥️

[intoafandom]

SPIDER-MAN: NO WAY HOME SPOILERS!!!!!

Sorry i dont know how to do that cut thing sooooo just scroll lol.

Ok so I just saw the movie and i have A LOT to talk about and i need to get this out of my system so i can somehow sleep tonight 😂

First of all i LOVE that we were just thrown straight into the action during the opening scene. No bs just BOOM “SPIDER MAN HIT ME!!” SHUT THE FVCK UP KAREN!!

And speaking of karen’s lol, I binge watched every spider man movie ever during this past week and I watched far from home last night and UM at the end may asked peter where his bags were and then she goes “oh yeah they got blown up” AND UM PETER’S SUIT WAS IN HIS BAG. YOU KNOW, THE ICONIC RED AND BLUE ONE THAT TONY MADE FOR HIM. SO IS THAT DESTROYED? ARE WE EVER GUNNA HEAR FROM KAREN AGAIN!? PLEASE I NEED HER😫

NED AND PETER YELLING DUDE AT EACH OTHER THROUGH THE PHONE LOL

And then after all the sht he’s suddenly dealing with, all Peter wants to talk about is May and Happy’s relationship

Ned incriminating himself during the interrogation scene😂

WHEN FREAKING MATT MURDOC SHOWED UP OMFG MY ENTIRE FREAKING THEATER STARTED SCREAMING WHEN WE SAW THE CANE!!

AND WHEN HE CAUGHT THE BRICK AND THEYRE LIKE HOW DID U DO THAT AND HE’S JUST LIKE IM A GOOD LAWYER LMAOOO

Also whoever threw that brick, GO TO HELL

And speaking of hell, everyone who decided to draw devil horns on peter, yall cant head there too just saying

And NGL when they were like, we need a safe place to stay, TELL ME WHY THE FIRST THOUGHT I HAD WHEN I SAW HAPPY’S APARTMENT WAS “OMG IS THAT PETER’S ROOM!? LIKE IS THAT THE ROOM TONY HAD FOR PETER!?”

Its cuz of all the fanfics i read where he gets a guest room all decorated for him

But like come on all the decorations and stuff on the walls really made me think it was peter’s

Like the islanders jersey?

DUM-E!?!?

WE GOT DUM-E IN A SPIDER MAN MOVIE YALL I CANT HANDLE THIS

ALSO CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW HAPPY GAVE PETER HIS LITERAL FREAKING BEDROOM

THOSE TWO HAVE COME SO FAR FROM CIVIL WAR AND HOMECOMING IT HURTSSSSSSS

And UM BETTY UM WHAT TF ARE YOU DOING REPORTING ON PETER FOR THE DAILY BUGLE, WHO YOU KNOW FREAKING HATE HIM

LIKE GIRL PETER IS YOUR EX’S BEST FRIEND WTF ARE YOU DOING

Anyways I LOVE Peter’s teachers so much. They were funny af in ffh and they were funny in this movie as well. When one of them saluted Peter 😂

And when all the kids were taking pictures of him as if y’all didn’t participate in bullying him his entire high school career

Yeah you lil hoes, I REMEMBER WHAT YALL CHANTED AT LIZ’S PARTY IN HOMECOMING

And speaking of liz’s party, FLASH DONT ACT LIKE YALL ARE BFF’S AS IF YOU DIDNT BULLY HIM YOUR WHOLE LIFE

Also i DIED when they showed flash’s initial reaction to finding out peter was spider man

Anyways the college scenes really struck me. I’m 19 so I literally just went through the whole college admissions process and Peter not getting accepted to any school, even despite his intelligence and achievements (like bruh he interned with tony freaking stark bro) was really sad honestly. And they fact that none of them got into MIT and you could see it on their faces was so upsetting

Also backtracking a bit, when they first mentioned how they wanted to go there when they were on the rooftop and Peter goes “there’s plenty of crime in boston right” i DIED at that cuz I’m from Massachusetts and dont live far from Boston at all and just hearing the name of the city im so close to was just 😄

And the “wicked” thing 😉 iykyk

So now we head to dr strange and all the snow lol. This scene was very different from what we saw in the trailers. I was expecting wong to tell him not to cast it but all he said was “leave me out of it”????? Like ??

Also he’s the sorcerer supreme now?? Cuz strange blipped? But shouldn’t the most powerful one be the sorcerer supreme like the last one said (remember, the bald lady. Idk if she actually had a real name)

But anyways I found it really interesting that wong never actually talked him out of casting the spell in canon.

Anyways I really like how the spell casting scene played out. How one by one Peter started adding ppl to the list of who should still be allowed to remember that he’s Spider-Man, and then how the world seemed to break apart, kind of symboling and foreshadowing the end of the movie.

I also love how Peter didn’t realize he could call MIT associates and plead his case to them. It shows how he’s still a kid and hasn’t learned that there’s multiple options instead of just one in any given situation. Which again kind of foreshadows the main plot divergence of the movie (how he wants to send them back but figures out ways to help them instead of letting them die)

Also, REALLY FLASH? PETER IS GOING THROUGH THIS SHT AND YOURE LOWKEY BLACKMAILING HIM?!

Anyways when Peter waved at the helicopter and was like I CAN SEE YOU I died 😂

And when doc oc showed up and the whole theater started screaming and cheering

But I absolutely love how we got to see Peter actually protecting regular old civilians during this scene. He was helping them off the bridge and saving the falling cars.

It gave serious parallels to tasm 1 when peter has all of the cars hanging off the bridge after his first encounter with the lizard

And I honestly dont like that lady he saved. Like bruh he really had to save your life for you to reconsider? As if he wasn’t already the smartest kid to apply to ur ‘dumb’ school

Lol see what i did there hehe

Anyways I really did love the scene where peter was fighting doc oc. And i LOVED when Peter took control of his arms with the nano tech and made him move around like a puppet 😂 and i LOST IT when he opened and closed his hand a few times like idk it was just so funny to me

AND WHEN GREEN GOBLIN THREW HIS BOMB THE WHOLE THEATER WENT INSANE AND THEN HE ACTUALLY APPEARED SKIDKDKDKSK MY FAVORITE VILLAIN EVER😫

Also when lizard showed up and everyone in the theater went crazy and they were like “A DINOSAUR” 😂

AND BRO WHEN THEY WERE DESCRIBING GREEN GOBLIN AND PETER’S LIKE “a flying..green elf” HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA BRO THAT WAS ONE OF MY FAVORITE LINES IN THE WHOLE MOVIE I WAS LAUGHING FOR LIKE 10 MINUTES

Also whoever threw the paint at peter YOURE ON MY LIST TOO

But the inside-out spidey suit was cool af

AND WHEN ELECTRO AND SANDMAN SHOWED UP EVERYONE WENT CRAZY!!

AND THE SOUND DESIGN OMG I COULD LITERALLY HEAR THE SAND AND ELECTRICITY BEHIND ME AND GOING AROUND MY HEAD

AND AHHHHH BRO WHEN THEY PLAYED ELECTRO’S THEME SONG I FREAKING SCREAMED BECAUSE THAT SONG IS SO SICK AND I LOVE IT AND I LITERALLY SAVED IT ON SPOTIFY THE OTHER DAY CUZ ITS SO GOOD AND I LISTENED TO IT TODAY CUZ ITS SO GOOD AND THEN THEY PLAYED IT AHHHHHHH

Also im glad he started out as his blue self from tasm 2 and transitioned to getting his body back. “Are we just gunna pretend im not standing here buck a$$ naked”

And osborn fighting with his dark side and smashing his mask!! And then he goes and finds may and she implants the idea to help them in Peter’s head

And i love Peter’s moral compass. He doesn’t want the villains to die even when they do terrible things. Its a throwback to homecoming when he saves the vulture.

AND PETER FREAKING ASTRAL PROJECTING AND HE CAN STILL MOVE HIS PHYSICAL BODY BRO THAT WAS HILARIOUS.

But like im assuming its his natural spider sense thing. Like thats SO cool like he doesn’t even need to be conscious for his spidey sense to work

AND CAN WE TALK ABOUT SPIDER MAN IN THE MIRROR DEMENTION LIKE AHH

AND HE BEAT DR STRANGE AT OWN GAME. I looooved this scene cuz its a perfect combustion of spider man AND peter parker at work. He shows his actual intelligence by figuring out its geometry “you know whats cooler than magic.....MATH!!!!”

And when Peter takes them all back to happy’s place and later happy’s on the phone like ????

But anyways CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW PETER RECREATED THE CHIP FOR OTTO LIKE OMFG THIS DR HAS SPENT HIS ENTIRE CAREER WORKING ON THIS STUFF AND PETER JUST FIGURES IT ALL OUT. They REALLY showcased Peter’s intelligence in this movie which i adored cuz we never got to see that side of him in the mcu. Like in tasm 1 we got the whole compilation of peter creating his web shooters and just generally being really smart so seeing mcu peter’s brain at work was soook satisfying

And call me crazy but I FREAKING LOVED Peter’s relationship with osborn. He seemed to actually really like Peter when green goblin wasn’t in control and it was very cool and refreshing to see.

AND TONY’S FREAKING ARC REACTOR CONSIDOANODOSKJDOAKS

And i love that immediately after doc oc gets cured he automatically wants to help peter

Now listen. Can we TALK about Peter’s spidey sense. This is what ffh was leading up to. I ADORED the way his spidey sense was portrayed in this movie. It was INCREDIBLY well done. The way the sound got muted and faded out and all of the voices were quiet and echo-y. And the way things ALMOST felt slow motion as he walked around happy’s home and how his footsteps were so loud and you could almost feel them. And that light high pitched sound that occurred every time he sensed something. (It reminded me of all the times peter hallucinates gwen’s father in tasm 2) I thought it was absolutely brilliant the way it was portrayed and it deserves some credit. It was so cool and creepy at the same time and it made the scene so suspenseful and unique. That build up to the first fight with green goblin was so well executed and was one of my favorite things about the whole movie

Speaking of favorite things in the movie, one of my favorite scenes was Peter’s fight with green goblin. It was SO suspenseful and just flat out insane. They way he told may to run before the fight started, the way everyone escaped, and the actual fight itself. It was just so BRUTAL ive never seen anything like it in an mcu movie. They were just trading blows back and forth with no freaking breaks. Goblin picked him up and slammed him into the floor so hard they smashed through multiple floors of the building. And Peter sitting on his shoulders/ front side and just repeatedly throwing gruesome punched and elbows at goblins head. It was so intense and flat out brutal.

And BRO when he had Peter pinned on the floor and he grabbed his hair and pulled him up a bit and Peter STILL tells may to run cuz the serum didn’t work. That was STRAIGHT OUT OF A FANFIC BRO I SWEAR. Thats like exactly how I picture peter in the fanfics when he’s getting hurt like that

And then when he sent the glider at May bro omfg. And on top of that he threw a BOMB TOO.

Bro I really wasn’t expecting may to die at all so it was a huge shock for me.

AND THE GREAT POWER GREAT RESPONSE LINE TOO 😫

And can i just say, Tom Holland you absolutely PHENOMENAL actor. That scene was one of the most heartbreaking scenes from any movie and tv show ive ever seen.

He was like “its okay we’ll take it easy” and “just please wake up and talk to me” but the line that really REALLY broke me was how he just KEPT REPEATING “it’s just you and me may. Its just you and me”

STOP IT TOM IM FREAKING SOBBING OUT HERE OMFG CUZ THEY WERE LITERALLY ALL EACH OTHER HAD. THEIR ONLY BIOLOGICAL FAMILY. BRO IM LITERALLY IN THE MIDDLE OF WRITING AN IRONDAD FIC WHERE MAY IS DEAD BUT I NEVER ACTUALLY IMAGINED IT HAPPENING AND IT HURTS SO MUCH OMFG IT WAS SO GUTWRENCHING

AND HIM AND HAPPY MAKE EYE CONTACT JUST ADDING TO MY PAIN AND THEN HE HAS TO LEAVE HER DEAD BODY THERE CUZ THOSE A$$HOLES ARE SHOOTING AT HIM AND ARRESTING HAPPY

And when jj is doing the next broadcast and it just shows Peter’s face and you can tell how DEPLETED he is as he’s watching it I CANT

And then AND THEN NED SAYS HE WISHES HE COULD SEE PETER AND SOJFKSOCKKDS B!TCH WHEN I TELL YOU EVERY PERSON AND THE THEATER FREAKED THE FVCK OUT OMFG

AT FIRST I COULDNT TELL IT WAS ANDREW BUT THEN I SAW THE SHAPE OF THE EYES AND THEN HE WAS RUNNING TOWARDS THE PORTAL AND COMING THROUGH AND THEN HE WAS RIPPING HIS MASK OFF AND THEN ANDREW GARFIELD WAS FREAKING THERE AND IM GETTING CHILLS THINKING ABOUT IT BRO THE ENTIRE THEATER FREAKING LOST IT OMFG THE CLAPPING AND THE CHEERING AND SCREAMING OMFG

and mj’s reaction throwing bread at him and he’s like “yeah i dont get the spider sense for BREAD”😂

AND HES LIKE IM STICKING TO THE CEILING WHAT ELSE DO U WANT AND HE HAS TO CRAWL ACROSS THE CEILING AND CLEAN AN COBWEB LMAO

AND WHEN TOBEY CAME AND THE THEATER REACTED EXACTLY THE SAME WAY AS ANDREW

AND WHEN THEY SAW EACH OTHER AND THEY IMMEDIATELY MIRRORED EACH OTHER BY FLIPPING ONTO THE CEILING AND SHOOTING WEBS AT EACH OTHER

And when they all go to see Tom’s Peter oh my freaking fvck dude

Tom Holland really is an incredible actor and he really knows how to destroy our hearts.

When ned and mj just come and hug him and he’s just sitting there sobbing SOMEONE HELP ME OMFG😭😭😭😭😭

And then tobey and andrew come and they have the whole conversation about who they’ve lost

AND ANDREW TALKING ABOUT GWEN AND HOW SHE WAS HIS MJ AND HOW HE’S STILL GUILTY

AND TOBEY TALKING ABOUT UNCLE BEN AND HIM AND TOM SAYING THE RESPONSIBILITY QUOTE AGAIN STOP IT😭

And CAN WE TALK ABOUT THEM ALL WORKING IN THE LAB TOGETHER OMFG. I LOVE HOW IT SHOWED HOW EVERY VERSION OF PETER PARKER IS A FREAKING GENIUS UGGGHHHH

Tom Tobey and Andrew have the best freaking chemistry and i cant wait to see the behind the scenes footage so we can see their banter and everything cuz the three of them together was so amazing

And when someone was like “Peter” and all threes of them all spoke at the same time and did the spider man pointing meme ahhhh

And ned talking to tobey and was like do u have a best friend and he’s like he died in my arms after he tried to kill me and the way ned looked at tom after that was HILARIOUS AND WHEN HE SAID HE’D NEVER TRY TO KILL TOM’S PETER THE WHOLE THEATER LAUGHED CUZ HAHAHAH HEMOGLOBIN

And Peter’s broadcast about how he was sorry and how he needs all the luck🥺

AND THE FACT THEYRE BUILDING A CAPTAIN AMERICA SHIELD ON THE STATUE OF LIBERTY

AND ANDREW AND TOBEY CHILLING FOR A SEC AND ANDREW CRACKING TOBEYS BACK AHHAHA

And when they were about to start the fight and all three of them were just shooting the breeze with each other

I’LL SAY IT AGAIN I LOVE THEIR CHEMISTRY AND THEIR RELATIONSHIP TOGETHER

AND THEY STARTED TALKING ABOUT THE VILLAINS THEY FACED AND ANDREW GOES “i faught a russian dude in a rhino costume”

AND TOBEY GOES “i faught a black goopy alien”

AND TOM GOES “i faught an alien too. Here and in space. He was purple tho”

AND ANDREW GOES “i wanna fight an alien. You guys are way cooler than me”

AND TOBEY GOES NO YOURE AMAZING

AHHHHHHH IM SCREAMING HHAHAAGAHA

AND ANDREW SAYING HOW HE ALWAYS WANTED BROTHERS STOP IT MY HEART

AND WHEN THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT HOW TOBEY CAN JUST PRODUCE THE WEBS ON HIS OWN I WAS DYING

AND ANDREW SAYING HE LOVED THEM FOSNSINNDUABDIDNDISNKXOSMXZ MY HEARTTTTTTTTT

AND WHEN THEY CAME BACK TOGETHER AND TOM WAS LIKE WE NEED TO WORK AS A TEAM I WAS IN THE AVENGERS AND THEYRE LIKE COOLS WHATS THE AVENGERS ARE U IN A BAND LMAOOOO

AND WHEN THEY CALLED THEMSELVES PETER NUMBER 1 2 AND 3 AND THEY DID THE POINTING MEME

AND TOM GOES “USE YOUR TINGLE” CUZ THEY ALL HAVE THE SENSE AHHH

AND WHEN THEY DID THEIR POSE TOGETHER THE WHOLE FREAKING THEATER ERUPTED OMFG

AND WHEN THEY STARTED SWINGING TOGETHER AHHHHHHHHH IT WAS SO FREAKING COOL

AND AHHHHHHHH WHEN ELECTRO WAS THERE WITH THE ARC REACTOR IDK IF ANYONE NOTICED BUT WHEN HE FIRED THE ELECTRICITY IT SOUND LIKE IRON MAN I LITERALLY SCREAMED

AND WHEN CONNORS TURNED BACK TO NORMAL AND THEY PLAYED TOBEY’S ICONIC SPIDER MAN MUSIC I ASCENDED!!!!!

AND THEY PLAYED ANDREW’S TOO

AND WHEN DR STRANGE WAS LIKE IVE BEEN STUCK IN THE MIRROR DIMENSION FOR 12 HOURS IT SOOOO REMINDED ME OF IVE BEEN FALLING FOR 30 MINUTES!!!!!

AND WHEN MJ FELL AND TOM COULDNT SAVE HER SO ANDREW DID OH MY FREAKING GOSH THE ENTIRE THEATER FREAKED THE FBCK OUT OMFG AND THE WAY HE LOOKED AT MJ AFTERWARDS OMFGGGGGGGGGG

AND WHEN DR STRANGES CAPE SAVED NED AHHHH

And bro

BRO

Peter’s final fight with green goblin. Bro

IT WAS SO FREAKING BRUTAL OMFG

PETER LITERALLY WENT PSYCHO EVER SINCE MAY DIED FREAKING PREACHING HOW HE WAS GUNNA KILL GOBLIN HIMSELF AND WHEN THEY ACTUALLY FAUGHT, ON CAPS SHIELD NO LESS, IT WAS FREAKING INSANE. HE HAD NO FREAKING CHILL OMFG HE JUST KEPT PUNCHING AND PUNCHING AND PUNCHING AND SLAMMING HIM TO THE GROUND AND OMFG IT WAS ACTUALLY FVCKING CRAZY

AND WHEN HE PICKED UP THE GLIDER EVERYONE SCREAMED AND TOBEY HAD TO STOP HIM AND THEN GOT STABBED HIMSELF AND EVERYONE ACTUALLY SCREAMED OMG

AND WHEN PETER MADE THE DECISION TO MAKE EVERYONE FORGET HIM AND DR STRANGE WAS LIKE “so long kid” STOP IT MY HEART

AND WHEN TOM TOBEY AND ANDREW FREAKING HUGGED STOP STOP STOP IM IN PAIN I WANT MORE AHHHHHHHH

AND WHEN PETER AND NED HUGGED AND DID THEIR HANDSHAKE AND PETER NED AND MJ WERE ALL CRYING STOP IT

AND WHEN ANDREW AND TOBEY FADED OUT IT LITERALLY REMINDED ME OF HOW VISION FADED AWAY AT THE END OF WANDAVISION AND HOW LOKI GOT PRUNED IN LOKI

AND PETER VISITING MAYS GRAVE AND HAPPY DOESNT REMEMBER HIM AND HE MENTION HOW HE LOST A FRIEND AND HE WAS TALKING ABOUT TONY STOP STOP STOP

AND WHEN PETER WENT TO SEE NED AND MJ STOPPPPPP

AND WHEN THEY SHOWED PETER IN HIS EMPTY APARTMENT WITH NOTHING BUT A LEGO FIGURE FROM STAR WARS

AND HIM MAKING A NEW SUIT AT THE END THATS LIKE A COMBINATION OF ALL THE SPIDER SUITS FROM HIM ANDREW AND TOBEY/A MORE COMIC ACCURATE ONE

AND IM SO HAPPY HE’S BACK TO RED AND BLUE THO

AND THAT FINAL SHOT OF HIM SWINGING INTO THE CAMERA AND ITS LITERALLY LIKE A FLASH OF SPIDEY EYES ITS FREAKING CRAZY

AND THE POST CREDIT SCENE WITH EDDIE AND VENOM!!!! EVERYONE CHEERED SO LOUD

AND THE BARTENDER MENTIONED IRON MAN AND HULK

AND WHEN EDDIE DISAPPEARED AND PART OF VENOM GOT LEFT BEHIND AHHHHHHHHHH

AND A TRAILER FOR MULTIVERSE OF MADNESS AHHHHHHHH

CREEPY BEAUTIFUL WANDA!!!!!

LIZZIE I LOVE U EVERYONE WAS SCREAMING

AND DARK DR STRANGE!!!! WHAT IF COMING THROUGH AHHHHHHHHH!!!

Ok but real talk literally Peter’s completely alone now. His entire family is dead and the 3 final ppl that he loved dont even remember he exits.

He had no access to stark tech and has no more connection to the Stark family. That must be so freaking devastating for him. Him and tony were literally like father and son and for peter to no longer have that connection anymore is just

Ugh i cant

And bro whats pepper gunna say when she sees the pic of him and tony in the kitchen and all the other pics of them that probably exist

And no one knows he’s mays nephew so he literally has zero finances or back up plan. He literally has nothing except spider man and his identity. Like say goodbye to college cuz he can barely pay for this apartment

But he is going for a GED test which is something cuz he cant even get his high school diploma since no one remembers him or his school records or anything

There are so many problems thats Peter’s gunna have to face that most people probably haven’t even thought about and its so crazy

We’ve got three more spidey movies coming so we’ll see what happens

But literally this movie was just totally insane. I literally deleted all my social media apps so this wouldn’t get spoiled for me. I didn’t even read any fanfics just in case (im sooo excited to read some fix it fics with my three spider babies being cute brothers together (and my forevee fav irondad ones ofc))

It literally nailed everything on the head. The only thing I wouldve loved to see was stan lee. Even if it was just his face on a magazine cover like in venom. This is the biggest spider man movie of all time and it would’ve been really special for him to be in it somehow

This movie felt like no other marvel. Yes it had humor but it was honestly so dark, especially when u compare it to the other two spider man movies (ESPECIALLY homecoming) The only marvel movie that had this sort of dark feel was black widow and maybe endgame

And i love that they found a way to mention every single character even if they weren’t in the movie. Rhino, vulture, mysterio, mary jane, gwen, harry, etc. nothing and nobody was left out. They even teased miles!

And i loved the buildup and hype that came with this movie. All the times the actors were asked about it and all the memes we got from it. ANDREW IS OFFICIALLY THE WAREWOLF GUYS!!!

Also just wanna mention remember that pic that leaked of Andrew with his hand in the bar? And everyone was trying to figure out if it was real? Well when we saw that shot in the movie my freaking theater screamed AGAIN LOL

This movie was so crazy it literally feels like a fever dream now that I watched it. Like DID I REALLY JUST WATCH THAT AND IT ISNT SOMETHING IVE LITERALLY HAD DREAMS ABOUT!!? IS THIS REAL!? It blew by so fast man the pacing was so good i couldn’t tell how much time had passed

Also this is kinda random but i LOOOOOVED how they brought back a few of Peter’s homecoming outfits

But literally can we talk about this for a sec. Literally in like September of 2019 we received the news that disney and Sony couldn’t negotiate a new contract and it meant that tom would no longer be in the mcu. And now here we are two years later. Who would’ve thought back in 2019 that we’d end up with three generations of Spider-Man movie all together at once. It’s honestly mind blowing and making me emotional. Im so proud and happy for tom andrew and tobey.

Im so proud of everyone who worked on this movie and im so thankful that I was lucky enough to watch it, especially on the official opening night. The hour and half I spent trying to buy these tickets and all the prep i went through. It was truly an incredible experience. The audience I watched it with was so amazing, some dude literally did a backflip and screamed LETS GOOOO during the credits and we all cheered. The first time i ever experienced people screaming in a theater was during endgame and i was really hoping this would be the same and man did we out-do ourselves as an audience lol. Marvel fans TRULY ARE OUTMATCHED. I wore my spider man socks and a midtown high sweatshirt and even brought a spidey blanket with me. Im just so happy I was able to experience this. I literally cant wait to watch it again and make some edits for it (maybe even some fics too) Its was PHENOMENAL 3000/10❤️💙❤️💙❤️💙🕷🕷🕷

[polyghostfacehours]

Thoughts on Scream 2022 - The Legacy Cast

!!SPOILER POST AHEAD!!!

This will be my thoughts on the Scream 1996's cast's involvement in this film.

This post spoils major plot points of the movie and anything regarding the OG Scream 1996 Cast.

I'll be doing one on the new cast and the overall plot of the movie probably sometime tomorrow!

SO

Firstly, Ill get into the Billy and Stu stuff, because y'know Im sure thats what a lot of you are here for.

Billy Loomis:

-Billy. Holy shit Billy. What they did with him was phenomenal. When I first saw Skeet, I almost yelled. He appears like 4 times in the movie.

- It's wild how he seemed almost like one of the good guys here. Encouraging Sam to find the killer and kill them. Telling her that she's in danger and it's time to "slice some throats!"

- THE SCENE WITH HIM IN THE END. When he just nods over to the bowie knife for Sam to grab???? How proud he look at her in the end with that, like, fatherly nod??? In-fucking-sane.

- I know he's supposed to just be a hallucination, but idk. Part of me feels it's a ghost. Or maybe that's just wishful thinking.

- So he didn't look exactly how he did in 1996, ofc, but the de-aging tech ended up looking a LOT better than I expected. Some parts of his face looked weird, definitely filled out parts of his face wrong and gave him a slightly different bone structure. But they did as good as they could.

- Overall, I LOVED his involvement in the movie. It feels a little OOC, but then again, he is a hallucination. And if he is a ghost? Welp, that's excellent fanfic potential lmaoo.

- Bro how did they de-age his voice though?? Skeet's voice has def changed, but it sounded so much like himself from Scream? It was wild.

Stu Macher:

- And then Stu. Oh Stu. He got shafted SO hard.

- Throughout the whole movie, Billy's full name is constantly brought up. Stu's full name get's said, like, twice. Usually it's either just Stu. OR WORSE, they just called him Billy's accomplice a few times ;^;.

- Stu had a sister, and her name was Leslie! I assume she was older and had already moved out by the time Scream happened, since Vince is 25 I think, so she had him in '96. Likely she was in college or older, since Stu was already a senior when Scream happened.

- Vince, his nephew, is a total sleazeball. I have no idea if Vince even mentions Stu, because during the scenes he was on I was a little distracted. But I don't think he does.

- That's about it for Stu. There's very little regarding him in the movie. I think he is dead, because no one speaks about him in the present tense.

-BUT, maybe they mentioned him so little for a reason? Maybe he really did survive and is just in prison. And the reason they didn't want to mention him too much is to leave that possibility open?

Dewey:

- Dewey. Oh Dewey.

- Of the legacy cast, he had the biggest role

- Seeing Tatum's ashes in his trailer got to me ngl. I actually gasped.

- Speaking of trailer, he lives in one now. Had to forcefully retire, irreparable nerve damage, and he and Gale are divorced, though they clearly love each other still.

- I was neve the biggest Dewey stan. But I was fucking GUTTED when he died. It felt like a beloved uncle passing away. And Gale screaming had my heart clenching.

- He didn't deserve to die like that. It's tragic. He lost everything he loved in his life, and then died a horrible death.

- Ghostface saying "It's an honor." to kill him had me gasping. I'd imagine it really WAS an honor to be the person to finally kill Dewey Riley.

Sidney and Gale:

- Sidney is married! Her husband's name is Mark. Most likely Mark Kincaid from Scream 3! She also has 2 daughters.

- Sidney definitely took a backseat here, and this was clearly so the new cast could shine. While I do adore the new cast, I was definitely hoping to see her more.

- I wish she had more of a reaction to Dewey dieing. We see Gale going through some grief, but we don't really get to see Sidney's.

- Sidney and Gale tag-teaming for the third act was everything I loved and more. She and Gale are such a force to be reckoned with! It's also nice seeing older women represented and heroic in a film! Women in Hollywood get shafted once they hit 35, and they rarely get to be badass.

Tatum and Randy:

- We see Tatum's ashes in Dewey's trailer. It hurt, but I was so happy to finally see a nod to Tatum.

- Randy having a shrine at Martha's place was incredible! The photo of what I assume to be Randy's senior photos were adorable!

[theundercoversquid]

Extra's

Pairing: Timothée Chalamet x Reader

Request: Hii, idk if you're willing to write for Timothée? I just thought it be really cute if reader was an extra or something on the set of Dune, and he's making sure she's okay, maybe taking her to his trailer or somewhere extras usually aren't allowed.

From my own experience working on sets it's long hours, you're standing for long periods of time in the cold/rain, and it's just sweet when the actors ask if we're okay. No pressure, just a suggestion! I love your writing, and i hope you're having a good day/night 😊

Warnings: None. Just Timothee being cute.

A/N: I'm sorry, Anon, who requested this. I think this took a completely different direction from what you were expecting. But for some reason, this was the direction my brain wanted to go in! I hope you like it all the same.

Masterlist

You stood lent against Timothée between takes. He had just finished his scene and they were getting ready to film the next one. You had never wanted to be an actress. Something that always confused people when they found out that you were dating world-renowned Timothée Chalamet.

The two of you had met before his big break. When you were on holiday in Italy while he was filming "call me by your name". The two of you had instantly hit it off. And Timothée had asked you to be his date to the premiere. Your first proper date as a couple.

But now. You were playing the middle of the three maids helping to carry Lady Jessica's train when they landed on Arrakis.

Timothée always thought it was great to persuade the director to let you be an extra in a scene, doing little things. He always claimed that it made the movie ten times better you being in it. It also made an excellent excuse for you to come and join the cast and crew. Not that anyone ever minded, as you always tried to be as polite and courteous as you could. But they could see how Timothée always lit up when you joined them.

Both your and Timothée's heads tuned as your name was called for you to put your costume on. Placing a kiss on Timothée's cheek, you stood up properly before walking in the direction of the costume lady.

But, before you could get very far, Timothée grabbed your hand. Pulling you back to him, he placed a delicate kiss on your lips.

When the two of you parted, you went bright red. Embraced about having just kissed in front of everybody. Not that it was particularly new. Timothée loved kissing you. And the whole world knew that Timothée was yours. So he had never particular shied away from PDA. He, of course, wouldn't make out with you in public (he has young fans. And that is always just rude). But he didn't mind a quick kiss.

You, on the other hand, were a bit shyer. Happy with hand-holding but kissing made you a bit bashful. Timothée would kiss you, and you would feel the blood rush to your face. But you had the sneaking feeling that he liked it. He enjoyed watching your face load with colour as you went all embarrassed.

Dashing away from Timothée, you ran towards the costume department. You passed Rebecca, where she was being fitted for her headdress. You gave her a small smile and wave. Rebecca returned the gesture as the two of you had gotten on well. Enjoy each other’s company when Timothée was filming.

Scurrying passed you saw one of the costume lady's pulling your dress off the hanger. Handing it to you, she directed you to where you could slip it on. Disappearing behind the curtain, you wiggle about as you pull the dress on. When you came out, the lady made some last-minute changes. Thankfully, because of the head covering, you didn't need to do makeup. But the hair department quickly sorted your hair out. Not putting the head covering on yet as they watched to wait to the last minute. When you came out of the costume trailer, you could see Timothée on his phone as he waited for you. Smiling at the sight, you tried to sneak upon him.

"Boo!" you shouted as you stoped just behind Timothée.

You laughed as he jumped a little bit. Not that he would ever admit it.

When he tried to you, you saw his jaw drop.

"You look beautiful, mon amour," Timothée breathed, looking you up and down.

You smiled bashfully at him. "you look very handsome," you told him as you gently ran your hands along his collar.

The two of you continued to stare into each other eyes. Before you were all being called over to film the scene. Grabbing your hand, you and Timothée walked towards the location.

You walked over to where Oscar Isaac and Rebecca Ferguson where talking.

"It's my son and daughter in law!" Oscar called as he saw you and Timothée approach. Smiling, you waved at him. Both you and Timothée got on very well with Oscar, and he would tell you that since Timothée was his son, that made you his daughter in law. You had happily taken on the role.

"You look beautiful," Oscar complimented you as you came to a stop in front of him.

"Thank you," you smiled, taking a slight bow.

The four of you contained to chat as you waited for Denis Villeneuve to call you to start the scene. And you where happy chatting. Your hand gripping Timothée's as you talked to people that you had been lucky to meet through your boyfriend.

You loved the family that you had been adopted into. And you knew how lucky you were to be able to see into this world, especially as someone who wasn't an actor. You knew that you were fortunate that you got to be there for the simple fact that you were Timothée Chalamet's girlfriend.

[let-me-luve-you]

Don’t Be Clingy

Tom Holland x Sister

Summary: Being Tom’s little sister means getting to go visit the Spider-Man set. You want to spend as much time with Tom as possible, but everyone else don’t think you should. 

Warnings: Angst, Fluff, cussing, Rude af brother and spiderman cast, Tom being the best big brother ever

A/N: I don’t think Harry or Zendaya or Jacob or any of the Spider-Man cast would actually act like this. It’s just for the story. Also, I just googled Smok’d. Idk the age limits in England. If I’m wrong, just pretend for the story. 

MASTERLIST

With Tom filming Far From Home mostly in London, it means you get to go to set often. Kevin Feige had met you on multiple occasions and he knew you wouldn’t tell any Marvel secrets. He allowed you to come to the set whenever. Unlike the rest of your family, they could only come on certain days.

You loved being able to watch the movie be made. The whole process blew your mind. You are only ten years old and you already knew that you wanted to make movies when you were older. Tom loved having you on set. You were this ball of energy and when he needed a little pick me up, he would talk to you about what you had learned and what you thought worked and didn’t work. He would always listen and if you said an idea, he would usually mention it to Jon to see what he saw. A few of your ideas were actually going to be in the movie.

This was the last week that the cast and crew were going to be in London before they ventured off to other countries. They flew out on Tuesday to go to Berlin. Tom was kind of disappointed he had to leave his home and family, especially you, but he knew he would be back once the movie was done filming.

It was Friday afternoon and the cast was almost done for the day. You were sitting in Tom’s chair watching the final scene being filmed. Between takes you could hear Tom and Jacob talking about going out to dinner tonight. You knew you had to ask Tom if you could join. You watched Harry walk over to Tom and Jacob while they fixed the lighting.

“Where are we going tonight? First rounds on me.” Harry said.

“Thinking maybe we could go to Smok’d and then maybe find another pub.” Tom said.

“Sounds good to me. You know where the best places are.” Jacob said. “We can get everyone else to join us too.

“Okay. Ready on set.” Jon said. Harry looked over to him and nodded before walking off set. Tom and Jacob getting back into character. The scene filmed on for another thirty minutes. When it was over, Tom walked over to you and held a hand out to help you down from his chair.

“You have fun today bug?” Tom asked you as he guided you to his trailer.

“I did.” You beamed at him. “I wish I could go with you to Berlin.”

“Mum and Dad are flying out when we go to Venice. They are using it as a minivacation, but I’ll tell them to bring you and you can stay with me and come to set with us.” Tom said. He moved to the bedroom part of the trailer to change out of his Peter Parker clothes. When he was in his own clothes, he walked out and asked, “ready to go home?”

You nodded and followed him out. When you walked out of his trailer you saw Jacob, Harry, Zendaya, Jake, and Angourie standing in a circle talking. “Can I go with you to dinner tonight?” You asked Tom as you walked up to the group. The whole group heard you and you saw the awkward glances of everyone.

“No Y/N. You’re going home.” Harry said flatly. “We don’t need to babysit a kid on our last Friday night in town.” Tom gave him a what the heck look before he turned to you.

“What Harry means to say is, we are going to do adult stuff tonight. It would be safer if you stayed home.” Tom said with a gentle voice.

“But I want to hangout with everyone. I’ll be good I promise.” You begged. Everyone stood awkwardly and watched the oldest Holland and youngest talk it through.

“I know you would, but you need to be 18 to get into here.” Tom said. “You’re eight years short of that.” Tom grabbed you by the shoulder and led you away from the group. When they thought you were out of ear shot Harry spoke up.

“She’s so clingy. Hopefully Tom can distract her so she’ll leave us alone tonight.” Harry said with a laugh. The whole group laughed with him. “I can’t stand when she’s always around. That’s why I always travel with Tom.”

“Come on man. That’s your sister.” Zendaya said. “But you’re right. Tom’s been too nice to her and letting her come around too much.”

“Yeah. Doesn’t she have Barbies or something to play with? Why is she always here. I’d hate to be Tom and have a shadow following me when I’m trying to do my job.” Jacob said.

Everyone kept talking about you and it broke your heart. You fought the tears that were wanting to escape. Tom also heard these things. He felt you tense up next to him. He looked down at you not knowing what to say. You refused to look up. You found your shoes way more interesting.

“Is mum here yet?” You asked quietly. Worried if you spoke louder that you would start crying.

Tom looked around the lot and saw Nikki talking with a guard. “Yeah. She’s over there. But list-” You ignored Tom and walked away from him. He was shocked you didn’t even say goodbye. “Y/N come back here.” He said chasing you down and grabbing you by the arm to stop you. “Look, what they said back there, it wasn’t okay. I’m going to let them know that.”

“I’ll talk to you later.” You said yanking your arm from Tom’s grasp. He watched you walk to your mum and hop in the back of the car. Nikki looked over at Tom with a confused look. When she saw the pain in her eldest son’s eyes, she knew today wasn’t a good day for you.

Tom walked back over to the group. He was pissed at what Harry had said. Pissed at what his friends had said. As he got closer he realized he needed to cool off some before he said something he didn’t mean. He kept walking towards his trailer and Harry called out to him.

“Yo div. Are you coming with us or driving yourself?” Tom ignored him and slammed the door of his trailer. He started to pace the length of it when Harry barged in. “Dude. What’s up with you? Y/N say she hates you or something?”

“No.” Tom said shortly.

“Okay? What’s your problem? You were fine just before that whole situation.” Harry said.

“You really had to say those things about Y/N?” Tom asked, finally looking at his younger brother.

“I didn’t mean anything by them. I was just joking around.” Harry said defensively.

“She’s hurt, man. You started something that got everyone else involved. Y/N will never want to come to another set again. She thinks the whole cast hates her and thinks she's annoying.” Tom said, starting to raise his voice.

“She doesn’t need to come to set so much anyway.” Harry said, acting like he didn’t hear anything else.

“Dude..” Tom said with disgust. “She’s our sister. She loves us. I love her. I want her around. This is the only set she can come to because this movie is kid friendly. I’m going into movies after this that she won’t be able to visit, which means months without seeing her in person unless I fly from the US back home on a weekend.”

“I know, but all this hollywood stuff is too much for her.” Harry said.

“Have you even talked to her when she’s been here?” Tom asked. Harry shook his head no. Saying he was too busy working. “She’s observant as fuck. She’s seeing things that Jon isn’t. She’s told me things between takes and I’ve mentioned them to Jon and he has used the ideas. I don’t know when you started to think she was a thorn in your side, but you need to apologize to her.”

“I didn’t do anything wrong.” Harry stormed to the door. “Catch your own ride to Smok’d. We will see you there.” Harry paused halfway out the door, “And check the attitude.”

Tom sighed as he fell back onto the couch. He was so frustrated at Harry for not seeing what he did to you. Tom knew he had to make it right, so he got up and went to his car. He drove straight to your favorite restaurant and got your favorite meals and desserts.

Driving home, you stayed silent. You didn’t want to cry from the rude words you heard. You definitely didn’t want your mum to see you cry and get mad at Tom. So the whole 45 minute drive, you stared out the window.

“Y/N, can you tell me what happened?” Nikki asked gently. She looked in the rearview mirror and saw you shake your head no. She sighed and decided to leave it for now. When she pulled into the drive, you immediately went up to your room and slammed the door. You weren’t supposed to lock it, but you did anyway. You fell onto your bed and finally let the tears fall down your face.

“I thought we had a couple of more years before she started acting like this.” Dom said, trying to make a joke.

“She didn’t have a good day. She wouldn’t tell me what happened. Tom looked upset too, so I’m not sure. I’m going to give him a ring.” She said, setting her purse onto the kitchen counter and took her phone out. Tom answered after a couple of rings.

“Hey mum.” He said with a sigh.

“Tom, dear, what happened today?” She asked.

“She wanted to go to Smok’d with us.” Tom answered honestly.

“She can’t get in there.”

“I know. I was trying to explain it to her, but almost the whole cast was standing there so I pulled her away. As we were walking away, things were said about her being clingy.” Nikki gasped as she heard people were talking ill of her daughter. “I tried to tell her it wasn’t true, but she walked off before I could get it through her head. I’m getting her food right now and headed over.”

“Tom, that’s sweet of you, but maybe give her the night to calm down. She’s really upset. How about just drop the food off with us and we will give it to her. You can go to Smok’d with everyone else.”

“Maybe. I’m not really in the mood to go out now. Especially after my fight with Harry.” Tom said. He cringed wanting to keep Harry out of this with his mum.

“What about Harry? Why did you two fight?”

“Nothing. Just a rough day is all. I’ll see you in a few, mum.” Tom said, hanging up before she even got another word in. He knew he would pay for it, but he was fine to take any punishment. After fifteen minutes, he pulled into his parents’ driveway. He stared at the house trying to gather the courage to face his protective mum and his hurt little sister. He finally got out and reached into the backseat for the bag full of goodies. He walked into the house and walked straight for the kitchen.

“What did you and Harry fight about?” Nikki asked when he walked in. He sighed.

“He said some hurtful things and thinks she’s overreacting. Thinks she has no business on the set anyways. I got mad at him because his words started everyone else's.” Tom said.

“What?” Nikki asked, shocked.

“I know. Where is she? I want to go talk to her.” Tom said looking in the living room.

“She’s in her room. Hasn’t come out since she got home.” Nikki said pointing to the stairs. “But I really think you should let her calm down a bit. Go out with the cas-”

“I don’t want to see any of them right now. I have to make sure Y/N is okay.” Tom said with pleading eyes. Nikki whispered okay and nodded her head for him to head up. She was proud of Tom for caring for his sister. She was happy she raised him to care for others.

Tom walked slowly up the stairs. When he got to your door he could hear your quiet cries. His heart hurt hearing it knowing he shouldn’t have ever let it get to this point. He should have called Harry and everyone else out on their shit the second he heard it. Tom tried the door and noticed it was locked. Tom knew about the strict no locking the door rule because he was the reason for it. He knocked and waited for an answer.

Tom heard the cries stop. Like his sister was muffling it with her hands. He knew she was hoping whoever was at the door, they would leave. “Y/N/N baby, please let me in.” Tom said. He didn’t hear any movement. “Please. I have a surprise for you.” Again nothing. “That’s it. Y/F/N Y/M/N, you know you aren’t supposed to lock this door, so let me in before I get dad.” That did it. Tom heard you get off your bed before he heard the lock unclick.

He tried the door again after a second and when he walked in he saw you in bed with the covers over your head. He walked over and gently sat next to you. He put his hand on your shoulder and turned you to face him. He pulled the covers down and saw the broken look on your face.

“Go away.” You whispered and tried to turn away from him again. He wouldn’t allow it.

“I’m not going anywhere. I want to have a movie night. I have all your favorites for dinner. Even got desserts.” He said trying to bribe you.

“Keep it. Throw it away. I don’t want it.” You said not looking at him.

“Come on. I can’t apologize for what they said, only they can. But I can say what they said isn’t true. I love that you are on set. You are the pick me up I need between takes. You are seeing these things for the first time and you bring new light to it. I told Jon all of your ideas. He’s using a lot of them. Did you notice that?” Tom asked, pushing some of your hair out of your face.

You shook your head no. “I love having you there. I really do. You make it so much better. When you aren’t there, it’s just a job. When you are, I can share that experience with you and we can discuss things. I love having you on set. If Harry wasn’t helping the crew, I would exchange him for you.”

“Hey now.” You turned towards the door to see Harry.

“Why are you here?” Tom asked him.

“You never showed. Came to check on you.” Harry said before turning to you. “Also came to apologize. What I said wasn’t true. It was rude.”

“No. You don’t like me.” You said with a pout. “That’s why you are always gone.”  

“No it’s not. I just said that as a joke. It was a bad joke and it was horrible to say. I shouldn’t have said it. I love having you around. I get to watch you grow into this beautiful young girl. I just wanted a night with our crew where we could do whatever and not have to worry about you.” Harry said kneeling beside your bed.

“I’m sorry I always tag along. I won’t do it again.” You said look from Harry to Tom.

“No, no, no, no.” Tom was quick to say. “We want you around. We love taking you out to dinner with the cast, but sometimes, we need to be able to do some things without you. It isn’t because we don’t want you around, it’s because we just want to let loose of responsibilities for a little bit.”

“It’s like when you go into your treehouse to read. You just want to be away from things.” Harry added.

“Oh. I think I understand it now.” You said.

“I’ll always love you. You’re my best friend.” Tom said leaning over to kiss your forehead.

“Can you do me a favor?” You asked looking from both brothers. They both nodded. “Go out to Smok’d. Have fun with your friends. I’ll stay here and eat all the food Tom bought me.”

“No, I can’t do th-” Tom said before you interrupted.

“You can hangout with me this weekend before you go. Go join the cast for a fun night. I promise I’m no longer upset.” You said. “Please, for me?” You begged. Both Tom and Harry sighed before looking at each other.

“On one condition.” Tom said. You looked at him confused. “Come stay with me until I leave. Sam can cook us food and we can watch movies, go to the arcade, or do whatever you want. We can even build a fort in the living room like we did a few months ago.”

You smiled widely at Tom’s one request. “Okay. Yeah. Maybe mum can run me to the store so I can get us snacks.” Tom laughed as you started planning. “Now please go have fun. I’ll see you tomorrow.” You said hugging Harry before hugging Tom.

“Okay, we’ll go now. Go eat that food I bought. I don’t want it to go to waste.” Tom said as he stood up to follow Harry out the door. “Love you Y/N.”

“Love you too Tom.” You said with a smile.

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Thor: Love and Thunder Spoiler Review

Ik it’s been two days since I saw the movie. I’ve been too busy to post sryyyyy.

MAJOR SPOILERS BEYOND CUT YOU'VE BEEN WARNED

ok so overall idk it wasn't bad but also wasn't good? I think that was the general consensus of the ppl I watched it with

Things I liked

I'm gonna get to the main cast but MATT DAMON SIR I LOVE YOU. I'm so used to watching the guy kick ass so watching that ridiculous play with him as Loki >>>>>. I got the fact that he cameos spoiled but not like this lmfao 💀

ALSO I LOVED THE TWO GOATS LMAO

Thor - ok appearance-wise I was honestly lmao at the beginning during the transition from that recluse look to what essentially looked like a teen gang leader (BUT ALSO LEATHER JACKET MY BELOVED)

And I mean he was funny

Christian Bale as Gorr damn

KORGGGG I LOVED HIM SO MUCH. My heart almost stopped when the lightning bolt went through him but the scene at the end when he makes a baby with Dwayne <333

also the allusion to Dwayne “The Rock” was hilarious

Jane - I LOVE HER but I wish they slowed down a bit with her character arch. I loved when she introduced herself as Dr. Jane Foster or Mighty Thor though.

AND INTRODUCING MIGHTY THOR J TO KILL HER WTF MARVEL

Valkyrie was queen as always and that moment when she kissed the hand of the girl at Omnipotence <3333

And on that note them showing trans rep with Axel was rly nice

I LOVED THAT SCENE WHERE THOR GAVE HIS POWERS TO ALL THE KIDS AND IT MADE THE LIGHTNING TREE THING OMG it was beautiful

Ok but when they showed that domestic scene with Thor and Gorr’s daughter my first thought was Uncle Loki :’) which I immediately shared with ms. @janetsnakehole02​ effectively bringing us both to near tears

HERCULESSSSSSSSS I’M SO HAPPY OMG HE’S IN THE MCU AND HE’S BRETT GOLDSTEIN AKDJHDKFKAUFJHLAU

one thing I suspect though is now that they’ve brought the necrosword and also the concept of celestials and symbiotes into the MCU they’ll also introduce Knull as the next Thanos-level villain in the villain and that’s exciting. I mean, look at him: 

Things I disliked

it felt like there were many plot holes lmao like why was Jane able to destroy the necrosword?? why couldn't Thor ask Eternity for Jane back??

The trailers were misleading, I expected more Guardians of the Galaxy tbh

I think there was a lot left out on Thor plot-wise. There was a lot of potential to explore his emotions with the loss of his family but there was just so much of Jane x Thor I think they should’ve toned down the ship and brought up the family feelings

I feel like Gorr was underdeveloped. We saw him getting his motivation but really nothing else about him. What was his civilization like? Were the gods ever good to his people??

It also felt like there was less plot more jokes which was kind of underwhelming

I think Valkyrie was underutilized

I wish they showed some of Thor’s family in Valhalla though seeing Heimdall was nice

ALSO WHY THE HELL DID ZEUS HAVE AN ITALIAN ACCENT??? it was weird tbh

I also noticed a BUNCH of parallels to Loki and Thor in dark world that they recreated with Jane and Thor and tbh why???? It just didn’t feel as original after that

Idk just overall something was missing

Rating: 4/10 - I might rewatch it for a few scenes but I don’t really care enough to rewatch the whole movie. I’m kind of disappointed bc even though I had low expectations for this movie something about it being a Thor movie and the fact that I just generally like Thor movies made it even more disappointing when I didn’t love it.

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Young and Beautiful | Rudy Pankow - Part 2

You guys are literally the best! Thank you so much for all the amazing feedback for this little weird imagination in my head :’) BTW I have no clue how the movie business works or if this is even close to accurate but just bare with my fantasies here okay :D xoxo

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4

Trigger warning: It gets a bit very smutty people, be prepared, angsty ???idk

Word count: 3295 (so I went totally over the top with this once again)

Y/N just got the role of her lifetime, starring beside the cast of Outer Banks in the second season as JJ’s love interest. It’s a dream come true and gets even dreamier when she meets Rudy Pankow her alleged love interest. Lines start to blur between reality and film and Y/N is left wondering if taking a leap of faith is worth risking her career.

A couple minutes later you found yourself in your trailer alone. Images and thoughts were flashing in your head, all of them revolving around that kiss. That kiss that didn’t feel like a normal kiss, or any kiss you ever had before. That kiss had been pure magic. There was no other way to describe it. Alone the thought of it send your heart into overdrive and quickened your breath. 

And that wasn’t even the worst part, in a couple of hours you were expected back on set after a scene change and doing that kiss with Rudy over and over only half naked. 

You had to calm yourself down right this second. Your possible feelings for him couldn’t get in the way of your big break. There was so much more on the line.

A soft knock on your trailer door pulled you out of your thoughts and after opening the door you were faced with a grinning Madelyne and Madison who immediately snuck into your four walls for now.

“What was that?” Maddie C squealed as she sat down on the couch and pulled you down with her. 

“What do you mean?” You feigned innocence and looked at them quizzically. 

“Hun, you’re a great actress but not that of a good actress and neither is Rudy,” Bailey stated and raised a brow at you.

“Like, Chase and I had our moments on set and even JD and Bailey but we never got so into it that we ignored the ending of the scene,” Maddie pointed out, big smile on her face.

“Guys,” You groaned, just thinking about the embarrassing moment from before. “I don’t even know what happened out there,” You admitted quietly hands over your face as you leaned back.

The girls shared a worried gaze between them as they looked back at you.

“Are you okay though?” Maddie asked and patted your thigh lovingly. 

You were so grateful for these two in that moment. You wished you could just bawl in their arms and let all your frustration out but bigger matters were at hand.

“Yes, I’m fine… well I don’t really have a choice,” You mused and gave them a reassuring smile. 

Bailey looked at you with a sympathetic smile and closed her arms around you. 

“No matter what else might’ve happened out there, you were great. Really really great,” She praised you and you couldn’t help but laugh at her sweet words.

“Thanks for supporting my kissing skills, I guess.” The girls chimed in with laughter at that and you stayed cuddled on the couch until it was time to get back on set.

“You’re going to rock this,” Maddie assured you when she saw your faltering confidence the closer you got to that scene, “and then we can talk about it properly after you had some time to think.”

You squeezed both of the girls’ hands as they led you back to the cameras and the action. You were grateful for their support but the only person you wanted to talk to right now was Rudy. Maybe you shouldn’t have split immediately after the scene and actually talked to him so it wouldn’t be awkward now. But you were an actress after all, you could pretend to not care as much for just a bit longer. 

As he came into view with his soft blond waves, where hours before your hands had been entangled in, your heart stopped for a second. 

But he didn’t seem to be too bothered as he joked around with the guys and laughed carelessly. Had you been the only one affected by the kiss? Was he just a better actor than you had thought?  The thought stung but you knew it would only be for the better. You could be just as nonchalant as him. 

“What’re we laughing about?” You chimed in and smiled at the guys. You cringed a bit at your overly joyous voice but couldn’t take it back even if you wanted to as all eyes were fixed on you.

“Rudy just told us how terrible his first kiss was,” Chase explained and smirked at his co-star. 

So they had definitely talked about your kiss otherwise they wouldn’t be on the topic, would they? You tried your hardest to look unbothered by it, hoping your face wasn’t turning crimson again.

“Well, I sure hope that I wasn’t your first kiss then,” You joked, “For your sake and for mine.” You bit your bottom lip as your eyes traveled over his face. 

He regarded you with an amused little smile playing on his lips as he took you in. 

“What? Y/N, as if. Yours would win all the most passionate kiss awards in the country,” JD babbled which earned him a stern look from Rudy and an eye-roll from you.

“At Rudy’s first kiss he actually accidentally spit a piece of gum-“ Chase started giggly but got interrupted by Rudy pushing a hand over his mouth and pushing him out of your ear-shot.

“Would you shut up!” He warned him under his breath and you had to suppress a giggle at his antics.

You could imagine all too well what might have happened with the piece of gum and the poor girl. 

For now though, you were just happy that all seemed to be calm and collected between the two of you. 

Sooner than you would’ve liked however you were back in business and a dozen people were around you, giving you instructions, doing your make-up, positioning you right and and and…

You loved your job, you really did, but right now you just wanted some piece and quiet. 

You were led together into the bedroom of JJ in the Chateau for the scene. It was supposed to be a bit more intimate and shown sex scene than what Chase and Madelyne had done in the first season. You couldn’t help but feel a bit uncomfortable but this wasn’t the first time that you did something like this and you were sure no one would ever get used to that kind of film-making. 

The directors sent everyone out of the room they did not especially need to make it as comfortable for the both of you as possible which you thought was infinitely thoughtful. 

“You guys have the scene in your hands okay?” Jonas assured you as he went over it with the both of you. “You do only what you’re comfortable with and stop whenever you want.”

“Thanks,” Rudy nodded at his kindness and dropped an arm around your waist. “You’ll tell me how far you want to go okay?” 

“We’ll work it out as we go?” You suggested and he pulled you closer to him with a sweet smile. His lips met your forehead in a soft kiss and your eyes fluttered shut for a second at the gentle contact. 

“You’ll be great, I’m sure about that,” Valerie gave you a thumbs up and then cameras were rolling. 

Rudy’s arm was still around your waist as he led you to the beginning of the scene. 

“Promise me, you’ll be honest with me when it’s too much” He whispered, lips grazing the shell of your ear barely and a shiver went down your spine. 

You turned your head slowly, eyes locking with his and the incredible saturating blue colour. You didn’t realise how close he was until then. Just a step forward and you would be kissing him. 

“Promise,” you gave him your word and watched as relief washed over his face. A simple gesture as him making sure you were comfortable was worth more than any gifts and roses he could have gotten you. Your heart swelled as you looked at him, so grateful that everything in the world aligned for him to meet you in that way. The word ‘destiny’ was dancing around in your mind. 

“Action!” You heard someone call and then reality was hidden for the next moments and you were back playing a part. 

His lips found yours immediately, just as passionate as before if not even more, and your hands grabbed at him, anything to get him closer to you. 

One of his hands pushed the door to the bedroom open as the other sneaked around your waist and you stumbled into the room, lips never leaving another. 

“Jump,” Rudy or rather JJ instructed you and you locked your legs around his hips as he grabbed your thighs. Goose-bumps erected on your skin as you felt his touch on the back of your bare legs. 

The both of you were already breathing hard, as you couldn’t keep away from each other long enough to catch your breath. It was like your bodies were melting into each other, always closer.

At last his lips left yours and you almost whimpered at the loss of contact but he found a new home on your jaw and neck as he pressed you against the walls of the wooden cabin. Your hand locked around his neck, pulling at the blond waves at the base of it when he met a particular sensitive spot.

“You good?” He asked and you weren’t sure if it was Rudy or JJ asking you. The lines were blurred once again in your mind, but God yes you were more than okay.

“Yes, JJ, yes,” Your voice was slightly hoarse and you thought you heard him moan as he pulled you tighter to him and lifted you off the wall to bring you towards the bed in the middle of the room.

Gently he let you down and hovered over you for a second, admiring your flushed cheeks and red swollen lips. He pecked your lips sweetly over and over and you pulled him in-between your legs, wanting him as close to you as possible. Your breath hitched when he discarded his shirt and you were met with the bare skin of his torso. Your eyes admired every valley and hill of his muscles and soon your hands followed, carefully touching the soft and strong grooves of his abdomen.

A sharp breath escaped him as your cold fingers met his stomach and he leaned back down, reattaching his lips to yours. His right hand found its way to your waist where your shirt had ridden up slightly and you gasped at the contact. His hand wandered to the small of your back, pushing slightly, a signal for you to sit up.

You pushed into him further, your chest pressed to his and he was fingering the hem of your shirt.

“May I?” He inquired kindly and stopped his actions to take a moment to look at you. His brows were drown together as his gaze met yours and you instinctively reached out your fingers to caress the worry of his face. You nodded willingly before you pulled him back into a short kiss and then he stripped off your shirt.

Your head hit the pillows once again and you felt his wet lips on your stomach seconds after. You were only in your bikini top and a pair of shorts now and you tried hard to blend the other people in the room out. Rudy was making a fantastic job of distracting you on that part. 

You felt your heartbeat quicken, felt your breath going faster and you knew that this wasn’t anything you could tell your body to do. This was a genuine reaction to this wonderful boy on top of you.

Your whole body felt like it was on fire and drowning in ice-cold water like-wise. You couldn’t remember the last time somebody made you feel like that. The thought that this wasn’t actually real was pressed to the very corners of your mind as you stared into Rudy eyes, his shirtless form hovering above you. God, he was gorgeous. When he looked at you like that and touched your bare skin with his slightly calloused warm hands, it was too easy to forget all the cameras and people around you. But all this was just in your head and you were playing your part just as he did. How you wished in that moment it would be true.

He leaned down further, one hand on your waist drawing lazy circles there and the other one holding him up to not crush you. His lips wandered from your cleavage up your throat to the sweet spot under your ear. Your legs locked around his hips and pulled him closer, his groin meeting the spot between your thighs and you gasped at the sudden sensation, pulling his hair where your hands were entangled.

“Can I take your top off?” He whispered only for you to hear and goosebumps were flashing on your skin at the soft vibrato of his voice. 

“Yeah,” You breathed out and arched your back to give him access to the knot between your shoulder blades. 

His hand was resting there for a couple seconds without moving and you grew concerned and pulled back to look at his face.

“Are you sure you wanna do this?” He was genuinely trying to make sure you were comfortable with the scene and your exposed body. Nobody in the world could’ve made you feel more secure in this decision than him. 

“I would do everything with you,” You whispered just loud enough for the microphones to pick up. You weren’t talking to JJ in that second, you were talking to Rudy. The flashing spark in his eyes and the easy smile returning to his lips told you he knew that as well.

He pulled you up against him and sat up with you straddling him, so your back was turned to the cameras. You gasped surprised at the sudden change of position but it didn’t escape you that he moved you like that so your bare breasts wouldn’t be seen by anybody but him.

“Thank you,” You let out under your breath just for him to hear. You looked at him with so much adoration in that moment and couldn’t help but let your heart fall for him just a bit more.

His eyes moved over your face, just like one of his hands, as if he tried to memorise every plain and freckle on it. You leaned back down to connect your lips and felt an enticing shiver down your spine as his calloused hand opened the knot between your shoulder blades and moved up your spinal column to your neck to remove the top from your upper body. 

You welcomed the sudden cold on your bare skin, everything was too hot in that second. But as soon as Rudy pressed his own chest to yours, creating friction on your nipples, it felt like lava was flowing through your veins. 

“God, you’re so beautiful,” He said between kisses and one of his hands wandered to your ribcage just below the soft skin of your breast, slowly caressing the skin there.

Your emotions were running high and so was your heart at his touch and his words. With your eyes closed you could pretend that he belonged just to you and nobody else was in the room. Just him and you. 

You started grinding on his hips involuntarily your body taking matters into its own hand and not listening to your mind anymore. You gasped when Rudy took one of your breasts into his way bigger hand.

“I need you closer,” He groaned and pressed his hands to the small of your back and your neck before he lay you down again, his chest pressed to yours so close, not allowing anyone to take a look at you.

His hand wandered down to your shorts and he looked down at you questioningly before you nodded and he removed another article of clothing. He removed his own shorts quickly afterwards leaving both of you only in your underwear. 

Before it could go any further however he grabbed a blanket lying around on the bed and covered both of you from the waist down and then pretended to pull your last clothes off as well.

“I’m gonna fuck you now, ok?” He groaned in your ear and you could feel his wicked smile pressed to your skin as he told you so. 

Holding your eyes locked to his he gave you one last sweet kiss and waited for your consent, which you gave, before he pretended to enter you.

You fake gasped as his hips bucked against yours and your fingers dig into his back as you held him close, chest to chest.

Even though this was all just pretend you couldn’t help but wonder what it would be like to actually share this intimacy with Rudy. What he would feel like inside of you. What he would to you and with you when no one else was around. The thought alone made you wet and your nipples harden. 

His head rested in the crook of your neck as he moved against you and breathed hard, occasionally leaving wet sloppy kisses on your too hot skin.

“Fuck, JJ!” You fake moaned and locked your feet around his tight ass as you pulled him closer.

Rudy picked up in pace, you could feel his member even through the hard protective underwear he had to wear for scenes like that. And it drove you absolutely crazy. He through his head back, breaths coming in gasps as his hips grinded into yours.

You wanted him so bad that you felt your insides twisting and knees buckle. Your mind was filled to the brim with thoughts of him: his bright blue eyes and how they crinkled at the corners when he laughed, his brilliant smile with his adorable too sharp teeth, his sinful lips that drove you crazy, his strong body the shone in the late afternoon sun like a god’s. It was only him, him, him. 

“Cut!” You heard Jonas scream and the magic disappeared like somebody had hit you with a baseball bat right in the stomach. You could’ve killed him right there and then. 

Rudy hovered above you unmoving, still shielding you from the views of everybody else in the room and grabbed a shirt, JJ’s shirt, for you to cover up.

“Are you okay?” He asked once again as soon as the shirt was over your head. 

“Yeah,” You smiled at him thankfully, “Are you okay?”

“I am,” He laughed at your sweet question and pecked your forehead before pulling away from you so the both of you sat up in the bed. 

Your pulse was still a bit too fast as you faced the team surrounding you.

“Okay, that was wonderful. You two did great. Are you both comfortable?” Jonas asked and you nodded immediately. You were a bit too comfortable actually.

“I think, we’re gonna shoot this scene a couple more times, just to get some different angles and then just JJ and Y/C/N sleeping afterwards and you’re done for today,” Valerie mused and looked between the both of you and to Jonas. You all agreed and then the ordeal started all over again.

It didn’t get any easier to entangle your thoughts of JJ from your thoughts of Rudy however, no matter how often you did the scene. 

You were always just as enchanted by him as the first time. His skin on yours, his eyes, his lips, all this sent you right into an abyss of feelings and emotions where no return would be possible. 

You had always been good at differentiating between reality and fiction but right now you weren’t so sure if there was anything to keep apart. Because the way Rudy looked at you in-between scenes and during filming… it was the exact same passion and kindness in his eyes.

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