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every year or so tik tok starts debating who the “real mean girl” was in mean girls and i’m just so baffled by the lack of media comprehension. the point is that they are ALL MEAN GIRLS. Yes! Janis was a mean girl. But so was Regina. All of the girls were mean girls!!! That’s what the gym scene is about, every girl gong up on stage and admitting something horrible they’ve done to another person.
It’s why Cady’s character had to be home schooled and not just transferring from a different school. It had to show you that everyone is capable of being a “mean girl” because high school is kill or be killed. It’s so easy to hurt others in the name of protecting yourself. Even girls who were kind and wanted to be kind succumbed to being a “mean girl” in order to make it through the day.
Mean Girls isn’t about right vs wrong. It’s about hierarchies in high school, it’s about the performance of femininity, it’s about toxic femininity, it’s about expectations and the desire to be accepted.
#idk i just can’t stand it#maybe it’s not that deep but we watched mean girls in english class in hs and had to write a paper on it so i feel qualified#mean girls#cady heron#janis ian#regina george
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yes!! it brought to the fandom so many ppl that know a shit about the books and if you say you don’t like it, then you’re being racist because leah is black. look, i love leah, i love walker, i love aryan and everyone. but the series is… just no.
unpopular opinion but i wish the pjo show had never been made
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Peter Weir: ok this is the big finale and probably the most important moment in Todd’s whole story, showing the audience his growth from the shy awkward kid who couldn’t speak in class or participate in anything into this changed person
Ethan Hawke: don’t worry, I got this
Ethan Hawke: 🧍
#I love Ethan hawke but that was so silly the way he stood was so awkward like bruh 😭#you can feel Todd’s slight regret from acting out this rebellion and his awkwardness yet him pushing through it to take a stand and idk#it feels so Todd; like as much as I jest like Ethan hawke did such a good job portraying Todd as a character where he feels real even in#moments like that; like he is awkward and he may be doing this big thing but that doesn’t make him less awkward and like I think that’s an#important message for the audience that you can’t wait for confidence to take a stand; you just have to do it scared#you have to be vulnerable even if you are awkward about it because vulnerability and awkwardness are two sides of the same coin#dead poets society#dead poets fandom#dps#dps fandom#todd anderson#ethan hawke
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ignore… that i only draw him ever… please. had to figure out how his burn scars work
#mine#creepypasta#jeffrey woods#jeff the killer#jtk#i literally… just had to get him out of my system ig#i like to draw him w his mouth open. idk i noticed i do a lot#whatever#fun fact he’s blind in his left eye (his left not yours)#decided that just now. he’s also hiding a bald spot there he just parts his hair weird#because he’s a freak.#and i hate him.#i can’t stand him. i love him. i want him in a woodchipper
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this year as a lando fan while it’s had its highs (it been great to witness everything he’s achieved) it’s been an absolute struggle more so than any other year, i’ve feel myself becoming less and less attached to the sport and to do so in the year he got his maiden win and was “fighting” for wdc feels so shitty. and the fact is it’s got absolutely nothing to do with lando himself, i will continue to support him no matter what, but the discourse surrounding him, people trying to minimise every achievement he got, the bombardment of hate towards him has been nothing less than disgusting, psychotic and heartbreaking. i used to come on this site and go through landos tag to see if id missed anything he’d been up to and it was something that brought joy to my day, however now i can’t scroll through the lando tag without seeing hate directed his way by people, (who are not only losing a few braincells with their inability to correctly anti tag), who just think it’s fun to wish injury and death on people and dont seem to understand the irony in a lot of their posts. not forgetting the insane lando hate anon, while yes i enjoyed laughing at, would flood lando fans inbox’s with hate anytime he so much as breathed. anytime i go on twitter i see more hate for lando from other drivers fan accounts than i see positive things about their drivers. the anti lando hate train that some people think is cool to be on isn’t. and it just shows how rotten of a person you are if no matter what your supposed favourite driver does the first words out of your mouth are about lando norris and reason 626174 of why you hate him. it’s very telling when people who claim they aren’t fans are more obsessed with talking about him than those who are, i beg you all seek help and get a hobby because this type of behaviour isn’t healthy both for yourself and for others around you to witness.
#idk i’ve been feeling removed for a while now#like yes i’ll always watch the race because i want to see him compete and do what he loves#but the discourse around everything is so draining that sometimes i just can’t stand to be around it#anyways happy 2 week break from hell#this also ended up being a lot longer than i originally thought it would be but i just wanted to get it all off my chest#lando norris they will never make me hate you but they will make me hate the sport and the toxicity#anyway lando girlies (gn) i am so happy the majority of us seem to have our heads screwed on and don’t make hatered our entire personality
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I JUST WANNA SEE VASH HAS HAPPY ENDING MKAY 😭😭😭😭😭
so I keep drawing him with Meryl, living such a cozy and loving life after the hell he’s been through 🥹
But there’s a downside to this, the more I draw them together, the more I wanting TriStamp S2 just to see them more! AAAAAAAAA BUT ITS TAKING SO LONG TO WAIT AAAAAAAA
#I’M SO FUCKING FERAL FOR THEM IDK WHATS HAPPENING TO ME#THEY JUST SO CUTE TOGETHER I CAN’T STAND IT#im sorry for me being feral about them 🙏#vashmeryl#vash x meryl#vamery#vash saverem#meryl stryfe#trigun#trigun maximum#trimax#vash the stampede#wepepedraws#doodle#drawings#drawing#sketch
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Hating or being allergic to a popular food is honestly terrible cuz suddenly SO MUCH being sold or served is unavailable to you
#I can’t STAND the taste of onions#and my mom always cooks her paella with a veggie heavy broth#the other day she didn’t and suddenly! it was amazing!#I scarfed down two whole plates#then another time I went to a Mexican restaurant and the only thing they had that didn’t have onions#was a basic quesadilla#which. yknow. I like. but it’s p basic and simple#idk it just sucks to have so much food be unacceptable#text post
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Modern / College AU Labru Snippets:
- Laios and Kabru meet as classmates who get paired together for a project, and although they initially clash at first, through the assignment they find themselves clicking in the most unexpected ways.
- After the project is finished, they still keep texting each other. Laios sends Kabru a photo of an opossum that was lurking right outside his bedroom window late one night. Kabru later texts him a picture of a fluffy stray cat that won’t leave him alone every time he walks up to his apartment. He initially acts as if he doesn’t like the cat and that it’s bothering him by always following him home, but Laios constantly enthuses over text about how he would love to meet this cat someday. Suddenly Kabru is sneaking this cat little pets and treats in hopes it’ll stick around for when Laios may eventually (hopefully) come over. Before he knows it, Kabru has formed a soft spot for the stray.
- Both of their friend groups mesh and the two find themselves wondering each day when they’ll get to see each other next. They instantly attach in group settings without a second thought, and everyone notices the spark they have going on but them. Laios is excited in a ‘wow this is the coolest, nicest, most interesting friend I’ve ever had!’ type of way, while Kabru recognizes & reconciles with the fact that he’s crushing pretty early on.
- Toward the end of the semester, Marcille hosts a house party, and there’s actually a moment where Kabru sits with Chilchuck on the rooftop ?? It’s an extremely rare occasion and odd for them to ever be alone together, but Kabru had wondered out onto the second floor balcony for some fresh air + a moment to think, and spotted Chilchuck smoking a joint by himself atop the roof shackles to the right of him, just beyond the balcony.
- They watch Laios and a few others down below do something stupid and party related, like chug a drink or eat something fast in one go. It’s mostly quiet between the two up top, save for the few awkward hellos in acknowledgment when Kabru first shows up. Until Chilchuck, of all people, decides to finally break the silence between them. 
“I’d just be straight up with him at this point, if I were you.”
Kabru jumps a little at the unexpected suggestion, glancing toward him with wary eyes. He does his absolute best in every interaction to present himself in a very particular way. Had he been that easy to read all this time?
“Straight with who?” Kabru questions as innocently as he could pretend with a smile, brushing a curl behind his ear.
Chilchuck takes a drag and blows smoke up toward the sky, slightly annoyed but not trying to bite this time around. “Laios. It looks like you want something so bad, but you’re holding back or something. He’s not going to pick up on anything unless you spell it out for him, y’know.”
Kabru covers one of his ears as he feels them burn, looking down into the plastic cup barely filled with beer in his hands. “It’s not— I don’t…” he starts, but feels dumb finishing any semblance of denial. Surprising himself, he caves in, swirling the drink. “It’s just… I don’t want to lose this. His friendship has become pretty important to me.”
“Does Laios come across as someone who would make things awkward?” Chilchuck asks, snuffing out the nub of his joint into the roof and turning to Kabru. Kabru furrows his brow at him.
“Not typically, but I somehow can never figure him out when it comes to things I’ve never tried with him before. Risks with him are truly unpredictable.”
He hums in disagreement, watching the last of the smoke escape the joint before it completely fizzles out. “Eh, I don’t know. Think about it like this. If he doesn’t reciprocate the feelings, do you think he’d have trouble still being friends with you? Laios, being the way that he is, I mean.”
Kabru thinks about it for a minute. Laios really was different from other friends he’d made throughout his life. He didn’t waste time putting up fronts just to save face, and he can’t really pick up on things being awkward for either party. If Kabru confessed and got denied, it would hurt himself mostly, but it wouldn’t rapidly change the air between them. Laios probably wouldn’t want to stop being friends or need time apart just out of awkwardness, which is what one would normally expect after rejection. “I think I get what you mean. I suppose not.”
Chilchuck put the burnt out nub into his pocket to save for a final short smoke later. “I don’t know exactly what all goes on in that guy’s head, but being an observer, I’d think you’d notice by now when he’s actually looking back. I guess it’s easier as a third party.”
Kabru takes a sip of his beer as he carefully considers Chilchuck’s words and watches Laios down below. In that moment, Laios happens to look up and catch Kabru’s gaze, immediately smiling and giving him a friendly wave. It feels like it’s just between them, save for the audience member right next to Kabru witnessing the whole thing. Chilchuck sighs and stands up, dusting his pants off.
“You guys do you. I barely understand my own feelings and how to go about them these days, but if you already know yours so confidently, then there shouldn’t be much stopping you from sharing them. Bottling up seems a lot more painful. It’s hard to watch, anyway.” He stretches before crawling down from the roof shackles onto the balcony. He offers a small wave as he passes by to head inside. Kabru turns to watch him go, saying a soft “Thanks Chilchuck,” as he disappears into a hallway, presumably toward the stairs.
When Kabru turns back around and glances down, Laios is in fact still looking up at him. His face heats up a bit, unsure what to say or do in response, and then Laios is grinning brightly and motioning for him to come and join them. Kabru nods, downs the last of his drink, and then hurries inside, heart pounding in his chest.
#i don’t know if i’ll ever properly make this a fic but i have so many random lil scenes like this just written and sitting around…#felt the urge to share#i think this chilchuck is softer than what you’d expect but#i kind of like to imagine he’s going through his own lil romance moment at the time and so he’s has a tad bit of it already on his mind#can’t really figure out himself tho#he also would certainly find the whole dancing around whether they like each other irritating when the solution is so clear#chilchuck is like ‘just kiss already and be done with it watching you run in circles around the obvious is giving me a migraine#i don’t think kabru and chilchuck like each other v much but i also feel like there’s a tad bit of potential for them to have some sort of#or come to a sort of neutral standing and i wanted to write that#blegh#idk how to format these excerpts sorry if this post is awkward lmao#dungeon meshi#labru#delicious in dungeon#dunmeshi#laios touden#kabru of utaya#laios x kabru#chilchuck tims#marcille donato#fanfic#writing#cat rambles#modern au#college au
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I JUST FUCKING MET DAVID TENNANT
#and he signed my program GODD#i was a bit worried I wouldn’t be able to get to the front bc im a small and sort of timid kind of guy and there was a massive crowd#but this really nice girl at the front helped me get through to stand next to her which was ??? so nice#I didn’t ask her to help I think she just saw my nervous aura and stepped in#anyway he was so cool and nice and the show was amazing#seeing him as macbeth…… GODD#also the lighting and sound design were so sick I can’t even begin to explain how good it was#I will never get over this#oh also one of the cast members just gave me a program for free like I was talking to him and he was like hey do you want a program i have#a spare#i guess it’s be nice to park day idk why everyone was being so kind to me
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Abbreviating House of the Hot-Headed as HHH is natural and all
But I just want to let you know that in Chinese web novel titles, adding the tag [H] indicates that the story contains explicit sexual content. And they come in 3 levels:
H = little smut
HH = more smut
HHH = straight-up porn
so now you know 😌
#idk what H actually stands for though#i can’t find any explanations anywhere#i just assume it means “hentai” lol#house of the hot headed#shiguang dailiren#link click#link click yingdu#时光代理人#miyamiwu.src#miyamiwu.tl
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ya know for a fandom that is screaming from the rooftops that the books are ‘dark fantasy’ they sure do complain about people taking those darker elements at face value or even god-forbid exploring them
#idk I was just thinking about how I could make acotar worse because my own life is feeling like hell rn lmao#and it just kinda reminded me that….. literally everyone I’ve ever seen praise this series has called it a dark romance where the villain#gets the girl. but then……when we correctly point out that to be a villain rhys specifically has to do bad things and not be remorseful#suddenly we’re reading too much into it and that’s not what the author intended and we’re just being haters or even abuse apologists#idk idk it just feels like they (the fandom at large ig) claim that they like a certain thing- in this dark romance- but when they’re#confronted with the reality of that thing/trope they want the moral superiority/clear conscious of not actually having that thing/trope#or even having to actually engage with it#and this is coming from someone that hates dark romance!!!#I can’t fucking stand it and I hate the prevalence and normalization of it from tiktok/instagram#but if you’re saying you’re reading a book because it had this specific trope then stand on business!#you can’t have it both ways eventually you gotta pick one#either you do actually like dark romances and villain love interests#or you want the mmc to always be in the right and good to the fmc at all times and morally pure#anti rhysand#anti sjm#sjm critical#anti cassian#anti feysand#anti nessian#acotar critical#anti acotar fandom#fandom critical#gold talks.tag
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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously
#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to#im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but#because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of#exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something#and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh#and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing#because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant#even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still#its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn….#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about#I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird#maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel#a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t#I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to#be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol#idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week#had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting#yapping#does this count as vent#vent#Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly
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the thing that irks me about the og ‘throwing in the towel’ lyrics (‘soda i’m really depressed, spending every night drinking myself to sleep’) is that the curtis house always seemed like a refuge for steve/johnny/dally from their alcoholic/abusive/absentee parents
#darry wouldn’t want to become the angry drunk — he’s seen what that’s done to johnny#idk#maybe that’s me projecting my alcoholic daddy issues#(and i can’t remember if anything is ever said about two-bit’s parents but my point still stands)#again idk#drinking culture was different and whatnot#and i can’t remember if darry drinks in canon#but…it just kind of seems out of character for me?#like he’s stressed and he’s angry#we know that#and there very much is that culture within construction#(from lived experience)#but for someone who’s putting his entire body into making sure his brothers don’t go to a boys home#it just doesn’t make sense to me#idk maybe it was intended to come across as a thing that happened in the days pony was gone#but yeah idk that’s my two cents#or…two-bits if you will#the outsiders musical#the outsiders#darry curtis#darrel curtis#the curtis brothers#sodapop curtis#ponyboy curtis#steve randle#johnny cade#dallas winston
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yknow. vanitas’ mark from luna is in a rather weird position for drinking blood. it’s almost as if he had his arms raised in self defense, for the star mark to be on the outside of his forearm.
and also, the two books of the blue moon just lean even further into vnc’s twins aspect
#vanitas no carte#the case study of vanitas#vanitas vnc#revisiting vnc to see if anything’s happened since i last thought abt it and#hmm.#also still convinced that misha’s arm was lost around the time vanitas killed luna#leading him to think that for all intents and purposes misha should be dead prior to the carnival#also kinda wondering abt the circus connection w naenia/malnomen & vanitas’ dads’ troupe#also. i can’t help but feel vanitas’ mom will be important. given that she inadvertently had such a huge affect on his psyche#vanitas calls luna ‘she’ bc he was missing a mom & misha ‘father’ bc he didn’t have a father#& i can’t help but wonder if vanitas is ‘naenia’s’ son from when she was a vampire (as the queen’s twin) or something along those lines#to make that circus/naenia malnomen/vanitas grew up in a circus/twins/why he’s been so resistant to being rewritten so far#& no70 is a vampire to me. 69&71 were humans -> vampires experiment. 70 was vampire -> human experiment. to me.#it’s 3:30am idk what i’m saying at this point.#also. vanitas asking noé to kill him -> blue rewriting vanitas -> once he’s been too rewritten he’ll no longer be ‘vanitas’#so i can see him seeing death being a kindness. bc it’d no longer be him#or maybe luna & the queen r twins and there’s another set of twins naenia & ??? idk. they all have similar hair#& luna is ‘not from than world’ so maybe their original self was just entirely rewritten making them ‘not from this world’#the naenia claws/bracelets/hair connections w luna and then vanitas w the claws lives in my brain whoever#as does the kissing connections. anyways. vanitas is gonna kiss noé at some pt w connection to malnomen & i stand by that#(also. twins & having one ‘true name’ bc of that leading to the idea of one being cursed)#(idk if we’ll ever learn vanitas’ birth name bc of its connection w his ‘true’ self that’s being rewritten)#(however. i know it’d be thematically on point if we do ever learn it. names have power! & we’ve never learned vanitas’ protecting him)
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Guys the cartoon horse line is not implying Jimmy being a predator to kids because the baby is represented as a foil. It is because horses are his stand in for consequential figures and Anya and the sexual violence he perpetrated towards her.
I know he’s deplorable but the line is very much about his warped views of women and Anya along with the Pony Express as a corporation seeing as horses stand in for a lot in his mind.
#like I didn’t know this was like a misconception like Polle and horses are a stand in for Anya and the baby too#with the company like it’s a multilayered thing but someone pointed out he views everyone in a very utilitarian manner even himself#like the broodmare is how he sees Anya his attraction to her is simply because she’s the only woman and person he can impose himself on#just uhh he is not attracted to the baby I can see how we got there but it’s still insane in my head we are getting there#I think he’d be very uncomfortable around kids cause even if he doesn’t like them or want them hurt he knows he’s like#a real bad example and would prefer not to have to dull his shitty sparkle so a parent doesn’t cuss him out or beat his ass for like#idk blowing smoke in their face#mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#can’t believe I gotta defend Jimmy but uhhh this is one of those cases we are analyzing a bit too much in the wrong way#even the devs say the line is getting a bit too much focus outside of the aforementioned meanings#sa mention#rape mention
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#gari draws#nintendo#smb#gari’s ocs#oc: mela#oc: pera#mareach fankid#fankid#i was honestly considering quoting three wishes for the caption#they cooked with ‘here we stand in time—past present future span’#but yeah! i just really wanted to draw the gorls™️ again#and also draw them older than like. 7#mela has all of her teeth here so imagine that it’s before that other one#imagine them around like. <1 then 6-7 ish then ~18#if you guys remember i mentioned that while mela is technically first in line for the throne even tho she’s a twin she does not have#much interest in it and believes pera is a better fit#so it manifests as pera becoming heir and mela traveling as a royal ambassador/adventurer#mario and peach worry about her ofc and sometimes mela travels with mario but she does a lot solo#she brings back lots of souvenirs for pera when she can’t come with#(not that pera is a homebody mela just moves very fast for her tastes)#idk when they lose the beady eye thing and i will not show a transition 🔥#oh yeah mela’s hair gets lighter! it’ll get even lighter the older she gets before turning grey#i thought about it turning brown but i thought peach needed a win#she also cuts it short when she gets older and honestly i love the way it looks#im sure they have casual outfits too but sorting out the diff child ones was an ordeal i don’t want to do again so#these will be going on their artfight ref 🔥#oh yeah i’m not sure when they stop being the same height but pera is shorter than mela and it pisses her off so bad#mela beating the older sibling is shorter allegations 🙏🏽#and both are taller than mario :^) im not sure on their heights yet BUT there’s a real difference between them#think at least between mario and luigi
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