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Been listening a lot to Steven Universe songs and the ZS brainrot was stronger than me. Here's my Gem!Zoro as a Malachite with my friend Toro's Gem!Sanji as a Larimar. Guess what, we do like the size difference among gems~
#zoro#roronoa zoro#sanji#black leg sanji#gem au#gem!zoro#gem!sanji#Malachite#larimar#my art#fanart#art#drawing#one piece#steven universe#zosan#zorosan#zs#ゾロサン#leoandreeda#torosiken#merry christmas#i guess#idk i have nothing new to post lol
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another one thank you anya wip instead of studying for my theories of personality midterm 😼
#anya to me is like those gay muses of da vinci or something#can u tell i was raised catholic w heavy religious guilt LOL#i keep trying to draw the fetus and failing so i leave it out#sketch#art#anya#anya mouthwashing#mouthwashing#nyxposting#nyxart#wip#rkgk#i still have to render *sobs*#this is my way of practicing portraits#i have a pinup girl shrek practice i did but idk if i should post it#artists on tumblr#im still vv new at art tho so advice would also be nice!!#only started drawing not too long ago bc my phone died and i had nothing else to do
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a lot of clipping to fix, but hey I got it moving at least! I'll get the Telvanni robe properly physic'd if it's the last thing I do >:0
#last i checked the vanilla hdt clothes on the nexus didn't cover solstheim content#but i wanted to finally learn to do proper hdt bones myself anyway so its fine :)#this was a nightmarish mess before i separated the black underskirt to its own group#now it swishes around nicely and collides without going through the red outer skirt#i still haven't figured out the crouching/sneaking problem where it'll sometimes phase through the thighs like they don't exist#but that seems to happen to other people's outfits too so maybe it's not just mine? idk yet lol#hmmm i think that back flap thing with the gold trim is gonna have to be separated too. it stretches out weirdly :/#also. should the scarf get to move? maybe just the dangling ends?#bc the rest can't really move since there's nothing under the scarf. it's just glued at the edges to the chest of the outfit#which is good bc it's optimized well so the game isn't rendering the neck part of the robes that you don't even see#but I'd have to create new faces on the mesh to fill in the unseen gaps like i did when splitting the skirts up#and also i'm too lazy to map that new fancy chest area and draw out the missing texture with all the telvanni swirls :'(#help me motivation gods#modding stuff#my posts#i want nelly to be able to swish around prettily like anyone else <3#guys deserve some physic'd outfit love too
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In New Jersey, there is Wawa.
In New Jersey, there is also Gotham.
Therefore, it is not terribly unreasonable that Batman and Robin have gone to Wawa at 2am for hoagies.
Just saying…
#dc comics#batman#dc robin#New Jersey#wawa#why is this a tag#new jersey rats#concern#midnight snack#post patrol snack#who knows#it sounds like a live from Gotham thing#gotham#I think Batman would be picky about toppings due to having dropped some of his sandwich on his suit#his mouth isn’t covered#so he could absolutely eat during patrol#same for robin#the robins would probably try to create dreadful combinations and give them to him#and he’d eat them anyway#like nothing was wrong#or he just wouldn’t let them go alone#for the spilling thing#can’t tell me he wouldn’t appreciate the customization#24 hr wawa#idk#lol
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and happy pride to these assholes. it's still june so i can technially still make that joke right
#the nemesis speaks#nemesis art#malevolent podcast#malevolent fanart#god i hate tagging for new fandoms yall scare me. im stopping there#anyway i have too many directors notes for this. ive developed such a vivid image of john in my head#but absolutely nothing for the dude with the actual physical body lol#idk just thinking abt the fact that the trader said ''two appear before me'' implying he could perceive john visually#but it's hard to wrap my head around like. a totally separate body that john doesn't appear consciously aware of himself#so: i think they are generally tied together. like this.#but anyway yeah. tattered/torn piece of something else. shattered crown. open hood implying a face behind it.#(yellow also has/had a mask and an unbroken crown it's symbolic™)#the stains on the cloak are blood btw! since injury/death so consistently brings these two closer together#(and the red symbolically brings the yellow closer to arthur's brown color scheme)#the blood on the CROWN is legally john's though. or. the king's more accurately.#the intact crown on the king himself pierces through the cloak like barbs#this is all a metaphysical representation and not Actual blood ofc but (gestures vaguely) you get it#i'm talking too much whatever it's very late i probably shouldn't even be posting this WHO CARES#tomorrow i will have my proper pc back and not be drawing on an ipad old enough to have a tumblr acct maybe i'll do something better then#fuck it hit post#mv liveblog#<- almost forgot
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that last scene in the qaf finale was painful. we get a voiceover of michael talking about how some things should never change and the show decided that very much included brian. we then get him dancing in babylon to beat us over the head with the idea that nothing has changed at its core. but everything has in that moment. everything had changed for seasons. with everyone dancing "the way it should be" brian was the only one who didn't fit in that scene, yet there he was smack in the middle of it all
this wasn't growth, it wasn't poetic, it was a poorly written ending
#oh that episode#i had been avoiding it for over a week and had to pause several times to recalibrate#like#that was so bad and rushed and why did they strip brian of everything and revert him to his default#nothing in season 5 made sense for any of them tbh???#except ben & michael getting hunter back and brian finally saying i love you#but it's always BIG BAD BIG BAD events that lead to brian doing something and idk britin was wildly out of character this season#im glad justin went to new york im glad he's doing something other than being a trophy wife the show turned him into#but jesus#i will have more thoughts after i process whatever that was for them#we're not getting married lol no like seriously we're not AND THEN THE SCENE IS DONE ARE YOU KIDDING ME#michael being giddy and bffs with brian again after justin left feels very on brand for him lmao#okay im done rambling im just -___-#:/#i will have lots of opinions in regards to the other characters that i will post about i swear i noticed things other than brian kinney#qaf#britin#brian kinney
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New game interest unlocked
(crow in bottom right belongs to @patchwork-crow-writes)
#ramarl#phantasy star online#long tag warning lol i rambled#so i was introduced to phantasy star online#i think its safe to say i really enjoy the game#thank you mr crow for showing me this game :D i have new creatures to scribble now#there shall be more of these doodles#i promise you that#meant to post this wayyyyy earlier today but uh#my car broke down :') ....again :')#last week it wouldn't turn on and the headlights weren't working so we were like ''ok this is a battery issue and i need a new one''#because jumping the car didnt fix it#so we took my old battery to a shop and they tested its charge before showing us which new one we should get#but the battery had charge???????? so we went back home to troubleshoot#and then found the hooks(?idk what they're called) that connected the battery to the car had something corroded on them#so we grabbed a can of coke and scrubbed away#hooked the battery back up and bam car was working#so the issue was those hooks#until two days ago when my car didnt work again#looked at the battery again and the hooks came loose; tightened them up and bam car working again#and now at this point I'm scared to go anywhere cause what if i get stranded on my own??#so this morning i said ''alright I'm gonna drive myself to church just to be sure that my car works''#AND WOULD YOU GUESS WHAT HAPPENED#at this point i just wish the damn battery was dead and that i could replace it and move on from this#i know they're a bit pricey but jesus this is exhausting#but i can't just buy a new battery if im not sure that's the actual problem because then I'd have a battery and nothing to do with it#i hate having a car sometimes i just want a bus system#or a jeep#but preferably a bus system#sorry rambles thats a long way of saying i didnt post this earlier because ive been working on my car lol
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I occasionally wish to reach out to old friends/acquaintances I haven't spoken to since high school/some other even earlier time in my life, but I have SOOO little social energy even for required tasks (like making dr phone calls or etc), I never have any leftover for extra ones, and it would be very odd to message someone I haven't spoken to in like 5 years out of the blue but then take 4 entire months to respond back lol.. My natural curiosity with nostalgia/collecting details of the past/etc. (literally if I were born a little earlier I would definitely do scrapbooking or something lol) is very strong, but, alas, not strong enough to beat out the Social Issues Demons apparently
#facebook always does that 'here's a post from this day 8 years ago' thing. and I see old comments interacting#with people and it's so like.. OOOOO~~ where are they now?? what's going on? how much have they changed as people?#how much are they the same? this is fascinating. i should contact them!!' but then it's like... take that to it's logical conclusion though#you would contact them and then IF they even responded it would take you 80 years to respond and then they would#think there was something wrong or that you were trying to be insulting or something. To contact anyone I need to include an 85 page#disclaimer of all of my social issues & mental illness things. 'If i take 3 weeks to reply I promise it has nothing to do with u' etc lol#THIS is why more people need to be into phone calls/voice calls/some form of audio real time communication/etc.#I think one of the main things that's hard about messaging through text for me is it's so unscheduled and open ended#(plus it takes forever if you're talking about anything in detail and gets very long very quickly)#because like you can send a message and then just get a reply whenever. and then you're expected to reply back whenever#so it's like you never know when the response will come or when a new obligation to reply can come up? so it's like this sudden thing with#no outline?? if that makes sense. whereas a phone call is very like 'hello let's schedule a call from 10am - 2pm on thursday'. And you know#EXACTLY when the interaction will start and EXACTLY when it will end and you can plan around it in your schedule easily.#I have the reverse thing of a lot of people (how people don't pick up phone calls/hate calls/only text)#I would literally talk on the phone with a stranger. I would have a discord voice chat with someone I barely know.#if someone I hardly even remember from elementary school asked to have a voice call with me out of nowhere I would do it.#but if a stranger MESSAGED me?? or someone I barely know sent me a TEXT or something?? I will never reply probably#It's just too vague and weird. and you can't read voice tone over text. and the interaction could last forever with no clear end#point and etc. etc. But a call is like. set. established. clear boundaries. you can read the flow of conversation better. rapport. etc. etc#I get that I guess people feel more anonymous or distanced over text?? but you can have fake phone numbers on the computer. or do like disc#rd calls. or zoom without a camera or etc. etc. Also the distance that's present in text is BAD distance because it just means that tone is#not conveyed properly and you will never truly get a sense of the person's conversational vibe or mannerisms or how well you really click.#ANYWAY ghgjh...... I'm so so so interested in concepts of like.. How did that one kid I used to talk to in elementary school#but then they moved away in 5th grade - how did they end up? what are they doing now?? etc. etc. Like despite the severe social anhedonia#and general lack of connection with others I'm just really fascinated in like.. idk. the human development of it all and like#the concept of how we're actually a million different people through the course of our lives ever evolving in different iterations and etc.#PLUS again. i love nostalgia. sometimes old peple you know might remember a shared memory or can tell you about something you forgot#or etc. like it's SUCH A COOL THING in CONCEPT but I am too socially inept generally speaking lol. which people I still talk to today are#familiar with my 'phone call once every few months' communication style. but strangers would just be like... wtf. And I don't blame them#Sure I literally cannot change the physical health + brain issues i have - but also I know enough to not put others through that lol
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i think honestly what irritates me about yoshidas work SO much is that people will tell you that banana fish is THE gay manga (ignoring the many things that came before it and were more groundbreaking, ie MW literally having on screen (or like. on panel but still.) gay sex in it and that came out like a decade before BF did) when there really isn't barely any gay rep outside of the pedophiles and the one time ash drops the f slur. like im sorry but somehow yasha, a work she wrote in 1996, has more gay rep in it but also has the same issues.
i truly do not get how people can enjoy banana fish with the rampant racism every 2 pages or the rampant sexual assault plotlines (on women and ash bc he is just... written like how yoshida writes women lmao) that are handled IMPOSSIBLY bad and sincerely i hoped yasha would be better because it had been like a decade or so between works. and then it proceeds to continue with the heres our blonde genius protagonist who everyone is weird as fuck to and will sexually harrass and everyone finds it a VERY funny joke to point out how feminine he is when theres barely any women in the work (if you exclude the ones that are being raped/killed/creepy to minors. which to be fair yasha has toned down the sa a LOT) and that its funny that hes kind of gay except not really!! and its just absurd to me how it just persists in all of her stuff because she is not an author that handles gay stuff well. like the scene in banana fish where ash is completely ok getting gang raped and did it solely to get into the hospital when its been SHOWN that he has a lot of trauma with that. and then right after his friend makes a joke at ash's expense about that. like sincerely and genuinely is this what we are hyping up as the old retro gay manga. go read some tezuka and stop reading shit that the most the main characters do is share a kiss in a nonromantic sense and is obsessed w making every gay person be evil!!
#twist rambles#sorry mw u will always be famous to me (horrible fucking manga to experience for like 50% of the time but also it rocksss and theres#about anything tw worthy in there but i wish more ppl did read it)#sorry im like. i like to read her stuff bc her art is interesting to me but oh my god it makes me so angryyyy#rape mention#ask to tag#like... you do not understand my one sided rivalry w her it is SO intense like... bf was one of the worst reading experiences ive ever had#my tzk gay recs are: black jack (protag literally has a transmasc ex bf) and mw (for aforementioned reasons but its like. genuinely bonkers#and honestly there r a lot of minor characters that r lgbt in his works and like. can we please read smth that doesnt suck 100% of the time#like idk god bf is so baffling to me bc theres NOTHING there other than like. the new horrors every chapter. and yasha seems to be reusing#some plot points so it double sucks. haunted by the one analysis showing how the two had similar themes and point 1 was literally child#exploitation like... man. god it sucks. like not that mw is perfect bc its not and its a media i have a lot of thoughts on but man. id take#that over bf anyday bc like... sincerely how is anyone looking past the horrors there!! the story is a jumbled mess and it rly doesnt have#much to sayyyy but whatever lol!! id love if the characters were in a better media id love if ash didnt end the story feeling positively#towards the man who groomed him but whateverrrr lol#this is super disorganized as a post but like. genuinely it is so infuriating bc some of the plot concepts in yasha have potential and then#she keeps doing this like!!
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Just here to say while I’m watching the Actors on Actors interview— Drew just has very nice voice
#it’s not an interview at all it’s just two people talking but idk what else to call it#his eyes are also pretttyyy#glassy eyes <3#every other year I will pick a random fully grown genuine celebrity man to fawn over#this year it’s drew apparently#he’s my new Bo burnham /silly#bo burnham was much easier lol#and they both mass-deleted posts from their instagrams /silly#I have a type in celebrity men apparently and it’s kinda shy/introverted guys who grew up in the middle of nowhere with nothing but their +#+ own creative outlet and a supportive family lol#/silly /hj#🪲#drew starkey#ALSO IS BABYGIRL THE MOVIE IM THINKING OF????? cause if so then ICONIC#btw update: it is not the movie I was thinking of— but still! iconic lol
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god I wish I liked Kevin bc then i’d actually be excited for tsc2 but instead I feel like he will make too many appearances so i’m not really caring about it
#like he is just there to me? nothing special about him especially in canon to me#he is just kinda boring and annoying#and don’t even get me started on fanon kevin day bc 9/10 times he is literally just a new character with the name kevin#i have always been pretty meh about him but fans have made me dislike quite a bit to the point that if I read his name in a post I skip it#now i’m just rambling but idk i just wish I could enjoy his character more#also that man is the most boring good looking dude to me like I picture him as one of those magazine models that look good for 5 seconds#and then don’t care#genericly attractive kevin day is the only way i’ll see him#i need to go to bed lol#aftg#all for the game#kevin day
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Everyone always seems more willing to talk and exist when I'm not around. The sleep deprivation makes me want to believe this means I'm a smothering presence rather than considering maybe everyone just finally had more free time. If the bad thoughts are right though, I guess I have no qualms against disappearing since youtube exists for entertainment.
#vent post#personal post#ig- idk - im not really sad just bored#neverending cycle of always trying to find new groups bc i seem to grow apart from people#what if im not really a person? Scary to think. Do i have a personality? I thought i did. I miss people.#its so tempting to go back into a bad relationship because at least i knew they'd always be there every day#I'm such a lifeless loser#what value do i even have now that i cut them out of my life? I hope they're having a happier life#no one else wants me. No one cares to really have me around. I dont know how to connect with people other than be honest abt my praises#I dont know anyone. Not really. And i cant seem to find out how to do that. Too many questions is weird but no questions makes strangers#is this depression or just realizing maybe im just some mindless changeling. A copycat. I'll never know love#I will never be enough i think. Not in person or online. Theres nothing useful about me. Nothing to want.#not lookin for pity or anything just rambling bc i dont actually have anyone i can talk to lol-#not gonna add this to my main tag bc I'd rather not have it become part of my image#i enjoy being a temporary joy to people- i just wish i could be better so i could know people better#theres a wall between me and the people i love and i cant find the door. I dont know why
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Chica y moondrop
#anyway#after this animation is finished#most likely won’t post any more dca stuff#or fnaf#idk got bored ig and they aren’t as much fun to draw as they use to be#just going to lurk#I am going to be a lurker nowww#or until my favorite dca fanfics update#or a new game comes out#whichever ones come first#I really haven’t felt any motivation since December but I just want to finish something for once regardless if I’m#feeling motivated for the characters#have one more dca animation in mind but I mean…#most likely no#there is just nothing keeping me interested sry#of course this could change and I could feel a sudden burst of energy to draw them again#or I could be radio silence for a few months#still I just want to see the pretty pictures everyone else draws so I will lurk regardless#ok that’s all I want to say have a good day#hope all 6 of my followers see this lol
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#did 30 pulls on rio/luke wedding gacha and ended up with this 5 ⭐ and nothing else#and then did a pull on luke bday gacha and got a silvio 4 ⭐#sariel came home hilariously quick (not even my oshi lmao). gave up on the pity bc i was eh on clavis' card art ngl#but also bc i was worried to just end up getting sariel dupe instead so like.. meh dupes#lost my train of thought again rip but tldr i rly rly like luke/rio cards so im just doing the daily pulls atp til i hit pity and praying#gilbert is now the only one i don't have of the new princes' 5 ⭐ standards..which is crazy bc his ass/stuff loves to come home idk lol#anyway best wishes and gniiightt yall. ily imy i hope everyone's been doing well 💕#my post 📫#aerin.jpg#keith howell#ikepri keith#ikepri#ikemen prince#jadean prince#ikemen card voice lines#l'hôtel.ikepri#ikepri.keith
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As a psychology major, I can say and firmly believe that Freud is so stupid. He'd be so close to getting it, then boom. He's back to saying stupid ass shit.
#my posts -//#idk ppl on tiktok are annoying and think they’re so smart like no!!! you’re 15/16 and lack critical thinking#I understand why he’s still taught or talked about or whatever#because he’s the pillar (that’s how I’ll phrase it ig lol) of psychology/when it was still an enigma#but like… if he were to say all that shit now ppl would think he’s crazy#ppl back then had no idea what psychology was so when someone presents a new topic with unheard of perspectives#then ppl are gonna think that persons knows what they’re talking about#because there’s nothing else to go off of and they have no prior knowledge or understanding#also a lot of his research/findings whatever… was concluded from observing males#and he just took those theories and copy and pasted and slightly edited them when it came to girls#like??? that’s NOT HOW THAT WORKS LMFAOO#idk I just wish ppl would actually educate themselves instead of spewing dumb shit#but hey… thats nothing new for tiktok users#and the internet in general
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went on a first date today and saw my last date ACROSS THE STREET AND SHE YELLS "HEY ZAN"
#that was crazy#lowkey knew we were in her area tho shld have been prepared#also wasnt rly sure if today was a date?#we held hands a small bit and slightly flirted but nothing crazy idk was first time meeting#i rly like them but maybe platonicly idek#where i live is so small#anyways blah blah blah this is cringe to post idc#i rly liked them tho i think we r gna go to a rave together in a few weeks!#i think i have only been truly in love once or twice#other relationships were kinda just attractiction/obsession/results from being love bombed#i wanna feel that true connection again#meeting another date possibly this weekend!#we have so much in common i have a feeling i may fall for them very hard#ok just ranting more but#today's date had a very similar face to one of my exes#didn't realize until seeing them in person#kinda caught me off guard a few times maybe another reason why i might wna keep things platonic w them#thqt ex was bad news lol
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