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βββββ | ATTRACTION β€·Β Haru has Yone as "Peppermint Daddy" in his phone. βββββ | AFFECTION βββββ | INTEREST βββββ | LOYALTY βββββ | TRUST
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β Haruko is pretty pretenseless as a person, a lot less worried about people hurting him than Robin, and due to this he's been able to really grow and expand his horizons and relationships. Haru has never had issues making friends, he never bullshits or lies to people β and has a very warm, inviting aura. This extended naturally when he met Yone in their youth, and they both hit it off right away in terms of chemistry and bonding. I think Haru was the exact level of brash to ignite the flame under Yone's ass to get him to not give up, and he's genuine enough for Yone to read and tell that Haruko means every word he says, and that he isn't planning on leaving him in this difficult time β or after if Yone will still want him around. I like to think that Haruko might have even housed Yone at some point while Yone was waiting for his own apartment's move in day, since Haru already lived in the city. He would 100% offer that. He adores him, he loves the dynamic of their relationship β and given he's Robin's foil it acts in a mirrored way for Yone too. Haru had a different upbringing and different trauma compared to Robin, not only that but a total 180 trauma response; and he's mentally healthy enough to let Yone in, which makes a safe environment for Yone to unmask and relax a little too. I need to think about Yone being invited to holidays and him having to adjust to how loud and informal the Nakasone family is comparatively. At least Yvonne and Hinata β Ren, Haru's father, is a lot closer in his actions to what Yone might be used to. But I do wonder if upon meeting Haru's father, though, and if seeing his stuck, stiff, cold personality and how Haru dislikes him might worry Yone about how Haru actually feels about himself. Thankfully though, I think this worry would, again, unlike Robin and Yone, push them closer as I can't see a world where Yone would not accept the responsibility of his own feelings AND where Haru's intuition wouldnt't tell him that something is wrong. Not to mention the sincerity of both of their personalities β Haru wouldn't hesitate to confront Yone and clear up the misunderstanding, thus resolving the issue. While Robin and Yone's relationship fails in the sense that they've skipped fundamental steps in knowing eachother but still are kindred spirits β Yone and Haru's relationship flourishes because they are so different that they can't possibly understand eachother without being proactive about it, which they both are. Robin and Yone are kindred, but know nothing. Yone and Haru could not be more different than eachother, but have a deep understanding because they opened up and allowed the other in. It was risky, sure, but I think in the end for both of them it was so worth it. I don't get to discuss them a lot and I'm really excited to grow their interactions, so I'm probably writing a lot; but it's just ... I don't know, nice? I love that Haru is the sun and the sea, he's bright and wide reaching and loves the freedom and wild of being alive β and I love that Yone flourishes in that light and explores new experiences he might have not otherwise if he stayed in the dark or on the shore. I love that Yone can ground Haru and act less as an achor for his more flighty ambitions when he needs to be, but moreso is like a buoy β carried by Haru's current, but there if he needs to rest and stay put, and maybe if he's gone too far and needs a way home. I'll shut up for now, but they make me happy.
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ππππ π ππππππ β¦ γ α΄κ±α΄ α΄α΄α΄α΄ γ#β§ ββ ππππππ ππππππππ ... γ α΄Κα΄ α΄α΄α΄α΄α΄α΄ α΄Κα΄Ιͺκ±α΄ γ#ββ ππππππ#windchaser#ive never been a fan of yone being perceived as an anchor solely#yeah he's full of control and efficiency and is prorductive and effective in his methods but#I dont think he's permanently stuck in the sand#or maybe he was#and haru's current was just a bit too powerful :)#so now he has to be swept out and experience life and the world#me: ill shut up about them#also me: and then I didnt#Now that I'm exploring more with haru in modern?#idk i feel#way more than I expected about them tbh?#so sweet#so healthy!! so easy!!!#WAH#not saying they dont have spats ofc#but#they are mature and accountable enough to fix it
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My art feels so unsatisfactory lately TT
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Gonna try to get something out for dabiβs birthday tomorrowwwww
#feeling uhhhhh horrible about my writing rn tho#hehe<3#so we will see#but I really want something done for him#or I will cry all day#idk I feel#whatever it will be fineeeee#hope everyones doing well#ghost thoughts
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u ever see someone with extremely fucked up views (or actions) and think wowww if a couple of things in my life went the tiniest bit differently that would have been me
#iso.txt#i feel like i have the right kind of mindset to have been radicalised into some . not good things if i hadnt seen reason#like the right set of neuroses and stuff.#briefly i guess i was.#i honestly still sort of struggle sometimes to convince myself of some things i *know* i should believe i know are right. idk.
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hey did you know??? that if you stop stretching and maintaining mobility in your body then it goes away?? things get tight and you can't move the way that you used to??? and when you decide to try getting a stretch routine going that the first week fucking sucks because you keep going 'damn i used to be able to do this no problem' and then you have to switch gears and be kind to yourself and just focus on getting better from here instead of berating yourself for dropping the good habits in the first place??? and your body never stops aging so you gotta keep taking care of it and sometimes you gotta take care of it extra in certain areas because of things that happened when you were younger and it's boring and sometimes hurts but it's so necessary???
i am yelling this at myself right now i am going through An Experience (trying to get into a routine of body maintenance again for my physical and mental health)
#rambling#and idk but like if this incentivises you to do some stretches too then that's great! remember to be kind to yourself#but im mostly directing this at myself because i was thinkng about these things while doing a 15 min stretch routine and i feel silly#but silly is okay as long as i keep going#edit: haha wow this post blew up. im gonna tag it with a few things to maybe help me find it later if necessary#sisyphus#body maintenance#popular post
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hate when you find a character whose so infuriatingly Your Type that its embarrassing like yeahg no one is gonna be surprised when i announce this is my new Guy Of The Month
#shush jesse#EDIT from future me: this post was about astarion but im fully a galegirl (gendy neutch) now so idk what that says#he's also my type for what its worth#this post abt astarion#hes just so painfully on brand for me#i know so little about him though is the thing but i still feel insane#but i cant play the game and i dont want to watch anyone play it and i dont want spoilers#so like.....secondhand blorbo right now
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she's singing in another room and my dog is asleep at my feet. my grandma asked me why i haven't found a man yet and i laughed. oh, you know. i like my house clean.
my girlfriend is also my man is also "my partner" if i'm in a professional setting. yesterday we went to a ren faire and a man mimed at me - you're together? and at my delighted nod, his baffled, you're gay? made me laugh. a woman with rainbow hair said i love the two of you together. you're both so beautiful it's absurd.
my dad introduced my partner as my "..... friend. or whatever" the other day. he knows we're dating. in the same way, i was never able to get my sister's husband to stop saying that's gay like it's 2008. he still uses the word fa***t, and my sister's defense of him has always been well, he's just kidding.
my lover and i dance to old music in a tiny kitchen. we judge new music together and take food critique very seriously. we watch love is blind before we fall asleep and agree that if they had a queer season, it would be bloody but also make for excellent tv. of fucking course queer people would know someone for only 2 weeks and agree to get married. what are you saying.
at a bar with friends, a man puts his hand on my wrist. got a boyfriend? and yes, i do have a boyfriend, she's amazing. i am texting her while i wander around a gas station named after geese. i am visiting a swing state for a wedding. in the candy aisle i overhear: she's actually like a lesbian it's disgusting. two teenage girls with packaged sandwiches in their hands, giggling. no literally, like. i'm not, like. okay with her being there while we're all, like, naked and changing.
my girlfriend and i tailgate, drink gin and cider out of cups. from the frat group beside us, a man corrects himself with one of his friends: bro, i mean, nonbinary entity, and it makes everyone around him laugh, myself included. he razzes his friend the same way i would have killed for at 19 years old - like nothing happened, he continues: you apply sunscreen like an alien. he does a little sassy (and fairly accurate) dance interpretation of the motion. his friend is laughing so hard they're crying.
i am lucky, i live in a safe neighborhood in a safe state. my masc passenger princess comes up from DC. i drive her for an hour to where all the leaves are a violent arrangement of color. we walk along the trails, letting autumn into our blood. in this part of the state, there's a lot of pickup trucks and trump signs. when we chastely kiss before getting into the car, i accidentally make eye contact with a woman holding her child's wrist. she looks disgusted. she looks fucking pissed.
two hours later my girl and i are eating dinner on a patio, soaking in the last warmth of new england sun before the chill of winter sets in. we are giggling and trying to talk through plastic vampire teeth. at another table, i see a young woman sit up straighter. i watch her watch us. she blushes and takes her partner's hand from across the table. shy, like the taste of evening has just become something deeper.
it's worth it for this moment, i think. my lover is still humming the same song she's been singing for four days straight and i don't want to kill her for it. her guitar is beside my bed. her toothbrush is in my bathroom. in a few moments i will make us lunch. we are lucky enough to have found each other. it is lucky enough to be in love.
#writeblr#wlw#i often think about like.....#being happy in a gay relationship is sometimes so odd#bc u can forget how stupid ppl are.#bc ur so USED to being gay. and u forget other people GENUINELY ARE homophobic#so it's like. girl pardon?????#but also there are moments where it's like. ohhh the kids are alright#like watching someone razz someone else.... so fucking wholesome#βlemme get this bitche's pronouns before i make gentle fun of themβ .... i would have KILLED for that.#THAT is how u know ur accepted#not just tolerated#..... when ppl are like. sure ur nonbinary congrats but WHAT is this fucking sunscreen application#ps idk if "razz'' is a real word but someone asked what it means -#i've always heard it as being a term for 'gentle & friendly teasing'' which like#i personally notice more from my guy friends but is like - when a person isn't#LIKE ACTUALLY teasing u (it's nothing personal/mean) they're just laughing w/you about something#my friends often put on a little voice and call me an anemic little bitch#like 'ooooo the anemic little bitch is cold??? does she need a mouse blanket#bc she's SOOOO SMALL AND ANEMIC???''#and it doesn't hurt my feelings (it makes me laugh very hard) bc 1. i actually called MYSELF that first#and 2. i'm not sensitive about it!!!#a proper razz is when you are ALSO in on the joke - i ALSO think it's funny#for some people i personally find that when they razz u it's when they love u -#they've noticed something genuine about u and love u enough that u know they're not being mean#this is cultural and personality based of course but i'm hispanic#if someone isn't making fun of me it means they hate me . obviously.
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We finish this, Together.
#my art#jayvik#arcane#arcane spoilers#spoilers#idk how i feel about s2 as a whole#there's def some issues I have with some things overall but#i think ep7 and this are prob the highlights for me#gays in space what can i say i'm predictable and i have a Brand(tm)#haven't drawn an illust in like a HOT minute so this is very rushed and not how i wanted it to turn out but if not i'll keep messing with i#i RELEASE IT !!!!!
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hc that every couple months jason texts tim like "hey r you going rogue yet?" "no" "alr lemme know if you change your mind" until one night tim gets this text while he's having an absolute shit week and goes yknow what? why not and suddenly the internet is filled with news that red hood teamed up with an unknown associate to cause chaos(stealing from corrupt billionaire type chaos, not mass murder of innocents type chaos) and said associate randomly shows up again every couple months
#tim: idk i feel like without yj im just lacking that chaos in my life#jason: bet#tim drake#jason todd#robin#red robin#red hood#jason todd and tim drake#jason todd & tim drake#dc#dc comics#batman comics
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twitter is great for finding a person whos username is like ZL287635630JHSB67 and who doesnβt speak english and is drawing fictional characters with more raw skill than leonardo da vinci
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To the some that asked for Dionysus :3!
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dont forget what happened to icarus
#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#fiddleford mcgucket#my art#guhh cat#i like ford the most in this 1 .i struggled hard w fiddleford but thts OKAAAYYYY :thumbs up:#also idk if it translates well at all but i wanted to include stanleys brand.fresh off the press π£#i do want to come back to this at some point and touch it up . future me w the future ability 2 execute this how i wanted hmmm#but im j happy to have smt i want to draw again LAWLL#gf art is incredibly embarrassing 4 me to post#like not even ab the show (which is awesome amazing legiterally da best) and i loveee lovee all the other art its like.#i feel like there is a magnifying glass looking in2 my soul.exposed. ths is how roly polies and armadillos feel
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Physically? I am sitting in my bedroom. Mentally? Spiritually? I AM DEAD ON THE FLOOR!!!!! THESE TWO HAVE KILLED ME!!!!
(Another drawing! This was originally attempt #1 at drawing stan, and then fiddleford just showed up. Kinda feels like them five minutes after the above acting like nothing happened though, so it works sdjkgkjfshj)
#HEALED FIDDLEFORD HAS ME BOUNCING OFF THE FUCKING WALLS!!!!!!! GIVE THE MAN A BRIGHT HAPPY FUTURE!!! FUCK!!!!!#I don't know how i'm coming off right now#when i say that i've been super manic about them for the past week I really mean it#guys Idk but I think I might be fiddlestans number one fan#I liked this pairing before book of bill and after reading it it only solidified things#IT IS SO MUCH MORE THAN A CRACK SHIP TO ME!!!!!!!!#fiddlestan#gravity falls#anyway this is supposed to be them the next summer#stan is working the shack to tutor soos for tourist season#fiddleford has changed while the twins were on the stan o war#STAN DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO FEEL AT FIRST and they have a lot of shit to work through from their past before they can start making out dksjds#sketchbook#traditional art#pencil drawing#traditional drawing#stanley pines#fiddleford mcgucket#gravity falls fanart
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Cute Marvel Snap animation
#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#wolverine#marvel snap#marvel#poolverine#that's their ship name right??? idk#heart eyes motherfucker#i feel like the image quality got fucked upon uploading but oh well#deadpoolian
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until the special comes out i'm just going to write it myself
#ml#miraculous ladybug#miraculous#ladybug#chat noir#cat noir#ladynoir#shadybug#claw noir#toxinelle#griffe noire#ml spoilers#ml paris special#ml paris#my art#shadyclaw#<- guessing thats their ship name? idk. i feel like shadynoir has a chance to be shadybug x CHAT noir so
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jimmy doesnβt practice knife safety
#mouthwashing#sh implied#jimmy#jimmy mouthwashing#curly#curly mouthwashing#my art#doodles#donβt feel bad for him he does it for attention#he fell down the stairs or osmething btw#sh#idk what to tag this. sorry if this is triggering nothing graphic tho#edit: i do NOT think the attention tag about REAL PEOPLE#this is about JIMMY MOUTHWASHING.#dont feel bad for JIMMY
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