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1, 6, 9, 15, 16, 20, 22 for miss miyasako kiriko...,....
hehehe the silly . . . love her and her guys
how many members are in their system?
i’d imagine kiriko’s system is fairly small, atleast in terms of people who actively front. to give an exact number, i’d say 3 or 3? it’s like kiriko herself, momona, and then a handful of headcanon’d alters i haven’t fleshed out as much. they're a surprise tool that will help us later.
if you feel comfortable answering, what was the trauma formed their system?
while her career as an idol was a contributing factor the continual fragmentation of her identity, i think kiriko’s system likely formed as a result of various things about her upbringing. in her a few of her wire answers kiriko talks about having a single mother and it’s implied they didn’t have a whole lot of money before she made it big as an idol, so i imagine that was kind of A Lot for her as a kid. there’s a teeny bit of subtext supporting the idea of her having a somewhat weird & strained relationship with her mom too so um. yeah.
are there any subsystems?
maybe…? i could see it, but like i said for the first question i don’t think her system is very big.
how do they cope with daily system struggles? (Ie headaches, dissociation, trauma)
well you see the answer is that she doesn’t. she just does not cope. her and the guys are Not very good at communicating and since she’s not really good with processing her emotions and trauma in general she finds a lot of her symptoms really irritating. but she’s fine. i imagine momona would be the one pushing her to take ibuprofen whenever they feel a headache coming on and tries to lighten her spirits about the stuff once they have better established communication.
do they find any joy in being a system?
i think... after a while, yeah. at the end of day momona is like kiriko's strange cat of a little sister that she wants to protect always and momona is glad to have kiriko around. she thinks she is the Coolest. since kiriko's whole Thing in ce2 is wanting to be left alone and not wanting people to rely on her learning to accept momona as a part of her would be really good for her you know. gestures
how well do they communicate? is it internally or externally?
for the most part, kiriko and momona communicate internally. occasionally kiriko will wake up with sticky notes in random places reminding her to do things but for the most part their thing is just momona in the background being like ":( :( :(" everytime something happens she's silly.
when did they realize that they're a system? how did they discover it?
well you see i have a vision. i think a lot of kiriko's self discovery and reconnection with momona would be assisted by the ghc president just because their relationship in kiriko's character episodes have That sort of vibe. i wrote a whole fic about this that i may or may not expand on who knows (mystery)
#wmmy asks#💌: delight#caligula#caligula effect#caligula 2#caligula effect 2#kiriko miyasako#system headcanon#idk how to tag this so i just Wont <3
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i think they would be friends :]
#my arts#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#dragon age the veilguard#dav#datv#da4#veilguard#the veilguard#dragon age manfred#dragon age cole#manfred dragon age#cole dragon age#dragon age 4#manfred the skeleton#cole the spirit of compassion#THIS IS NOT SPOILERS BTW i do wish cole would be in veilguard but i actually have no idea and i really doubt it unfortunately#i just think they are both so skrungly and they are my favorite little guys :)) so i drew them together!!!! <3#idrk what else to tag this uhh#but i have more doodles of them bc they live in my brain forever and ever !!!!!!! :D#and i havent seen anyone draw them together yet (unless im just not looking in the right places hrm)#anyway YEAH i love them and expect more of them :]#i have not played veilguard and probably wont for a while as well... so this is how i cope ;w;#also i havent drawn anything proper for a while so pls be nice idk what im doing oTL#okay ill stop yammering. bye for real <3
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[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]
saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS#REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT#NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS#THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS.#ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of#another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY..#i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her#idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had#when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them.#but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore.#but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think#i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow.#ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that#AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE#I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME#THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE#WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL#in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad#this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks-#-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl-#-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi#gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show#i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!!#anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM
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went to post this on twitter but i didnt wanna get banned . crazy that u can scrape my entire lifes work and i cant even tell u to die over it <3
#im just so ........#grips fists#i feel Helpless#i hate feeling like the people i know are receding further and further Away from art communities and the public because its so#painful right now#to be posting art :(#it just IS.#and to the motherfuckers in Toyhouse doing this like... i cannot stress enough how much if u called me rn i would tell u to die 2 ur face#i just... cant pretend like im Okay with u being anywhere Near the same space as me anymore <3#there are people i Hate on an individual level and#i still want to see them eat. just not at my table#but to everyone who Scrapes Art. I want you to Die <3 ....#you value having pretty little image and serving yourself over the grief of millions of artists#to the point where you break into Our spaces where we trust that we're at least safe from *you* motherfuckers#and take Even More ...#youre fucking#selfish and greedy#truly an embodiment of every fucking sin#unable to fucking Help Yourself ?#imagine if all of these people were like. contributing to society.or. idk. DRAWING#the Waste it generates stresses me out to no fucking end too#like you will literally harm the entire human race for Yourself#i Hate you . I Hate you so Wholly#I hate Everything you are and Everything you have done to me and Everything you have done to my community and my peers#yeah. i want you to Die. The same way i want a politician to die.#no human Deserves death <3 but i still want you to <3#annnyyywaayyyyyss#i wont tag this as my art LMFAO its basically a fucking#vent post#i just HAD to get my feelings out cuz genuinely every time i talk about this with my friends it
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yall name me your favorite historians from media pls
#chicken scratch#historians#media#idk how to tag this guys it'll either find its people or it wont#but im obsessed with historian characters and i have like 3 different historian ocs in three different stories#and i genuinely cannot think of any off the top of my head#is that just me? or are there just not many historian characters out there#because if so then that's a real fucking shame guys#they're so interesting and have so much potential#anyway gimme gimme
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can someone nice (!!) please please please adopt me im begging you im requesting you (huge word vomit and vent in tags, pls dont read if u dont want to!! and if you don't want this stuff on this blog PLS lmk!! i dont wanna make anyone uncomfy! )
#tw vent#yes ik i have a vent blog#but idk why i dont wanna go there#ill prolly delete this in a while + if i vent here (which ill try not to) ill always tag it#but if any of yall aren't fine with it pls do lmk!!! ill stop <3#Anyways.#fucking hell i hate this.#dude#i very specifically told them to hurry the fuck up THEY were the ones making us late#i have told them a hundred times the minimum time i jeed to get ready#i told them this morning too that you guys make us late then put it all on me#nad she went like oh no dear dont worry that wont happen#WELL GUESS WHAT BITCH#and like the lecture and huge ass scolding and then cold shouldet ive been getting from BOTH of them before i left for coachinh#im just tired atp#idk its not even that big a deal this happens everyday#i dont know how to feel#idk if im even rly feeling anything atp#its just that i really fucking hate being here#I wanna get the fuck out#but thing is this makes me feel kinda guilty occasionally#for eg a few days ago i was rly sick and she took care of me kinda#and then that made me feel bad for hating her#but then things like this happen and i cant help it and i feel so conflicted#i dont want to stay here i know that for sure but i feel guilty for it#if i speak im being rude and backtalking#if i dont speak im being rude and ignoring#the fuck am i supposed to do????#she always tells me to 'stay silent and just hear it'#and when i do that she keeps shouting again and again and finally i say smth bc although its extremely fucking dumb of me to open my mouth
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#this year just feels weird. im selfishly not saying ~rawr so awful or tragic#because there are things ive achieved this year that im proud of and that were long due#im so happy i did that masters course and im so glad i landed a job that pays well even though its torture on my nerveous system#my mind is forever free from academic guilt and pressure#and i can afford things that nourish my soul and body when they werent accessible before#so this is the firm acknowledgment of the fact that im lucky and have an objectively good life#part of which i was given and nice parts i actually worked my ass off for#and for the first time in my life im at a stage where its all … freestyle?? lmao like ok girl you did the things now find new things to do#and theres none hehehe just human connections that are harder to build than a cv or a thesis defense and doesnt only depend#on the effort i put in#but also on how the stars and planets are moving or idk#plus i just remembered how my sister told me that the reason why i kept procrastinating on my diploma was bc it was an excuse to not grow u#and now the universe is kicking my ass all year to make me realize that i need to change and grow and build a life i could settle in#because this bitch!!!! took 3 of my 4 closest friends and made them move countries and get married or in one case just simply get over me#and not to make everything about me but its how humans work okay so ofc im internalizing a lot of other tragedies as new signs#from the universe screaming at me#to get away from the parasocial bonds that give me so much joy but also affect me too much#like LAUGH AT ME all you want but ive been wanting to see ts live since 2009#and the only thing that kept me up in exam season at 4am was me and my friend sending outfit inspos to each other#like its silly i know but when that show got cancelled and i was hysterical i kneew the lesson was to grow up and stop investing so much#into lovely but also relatively short moments of my life#because i should be able to#look forward to other things after graduating than the eras tour but i WASNT okay#and i dont have to elaborate on how liam’s passing has been affecting me/us so i wont#but fuck that was a cruel reminder - to make things about me again- that though i can talk about this with friends on my phone#until my retina burns out or melts or idk what retinas do#i still dont have ANYONE in my phsyical proximity who would understand this pain and thats partially on me#and then my 85+yr old grandma got covid AGAIN for the 3rd time and my god she got better but in case i forgot she wont be with me forever#and i reached the tag limit so thats it anyway weird year very weird dont know what it wants from me#to the void
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hello <3 before I go to bed I wanna just offer a lil expansion on Ingvar's scars ! in his bio i mention that the extent of what the venatori / imperium did to him was . a lot. but a visual is almost better than a description so uwu (also.....old man tiddies. hehe.) The bottom row is a closer look at his eye ?? what happened there is short of a miracle that he kept it at all, and realistically, he wouldn't likely have his right eyebrow at all, but alas.... this is da:v character creator jfjdsjfd SO YKNOW. but yes! he's completely blind in his right eye and has like, almost chronic pain because of the nerve damage he sustained (but he ofc mostly just keeps that to himself, though you might catch him like.... wince.. or move a little slower than he ought to if he were not in pain like he tends to act like he isnt)
#( ooc )#( images. ingvar )#tw torture#tw burns#idk how to tag things anymore :( I am........ old.....#but yes... he. him... it is heem...#i just think hes neat#thinking abt how they burned the soles of his feet too <3 so walking sucks sometimes and#that might actually doubly be why he hates elven styled armor jgjjgfdjJFJFJ#..... also thinking about how da:v devs are cowards..... let me give my character body hair#aint NO WAY this man is bare. NUH UH.... NO... HES GOTTA BE HAIRY... is2g#this man is dad that works out but wont say no to a cookie shaped#he put on so much weight after he got free from the venatori ... like thats gOOD. THATS SO GOOD...#hes just. getting older now as well so hes a lil shaped different than he used to be nodnod#less V and more I I if yk what i mean fjfjsdj#.....all that was unrelated. dont mind me.
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i love love love the way you draw gorgug!! you give him so much personality :)
ouhhh omg thank u so much 😭😭 he’s my favorite bad kid so i tend to overthink a lot when i draw him haha but im really glad u like the way i draw him :’)
#‘gorgug from fh’ WRONG. he is actually my oc#out of all the bad kids hes actually the hardest one for me to draw#which is painful cause hes my fav but its ok we ball#i have so many hcs so if i draw him different every artwork uhh it is what it is#my thought process when i draw him is like ok yeah he’s cool but like#hes also so lame 2 me#i cant make him look too cool .. . . i wont allow it#sometimes i gotta reign it in guys#glasses gorgug is so real to me Btw#so funny to think abt tho. glasses goggles And headphones#where do u keep all that….#i forgot what the original purpose of these tags were i just like talking about him#bro i still havent figured out the logistics of his tusks#idk how to do certain shorthands for mouths anymore cause im always like.#where do the tusks fit into all this.#and i really enjoy rendering eyes so the fact that goegug is js so ⚫️⚫️ is so funny to me#i cant spell but im not writing that tag again#ill stop here HAHAHA#thank u anon <3#asks
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My Favourite Episode Of:
Engine Sentai Go-Onger Grand Prix 25 ~ Goodbye Mother
#engine sentai go onger#go onger#go-onger#sentai#super sentai#this episode grabbed me by my shoulders looked me deep in the eyes and said:#'what if we hit so close to home that you'll swear this ep was written specifcally to hurt your feelings???'#idk fam of all the dead mum stories sentai has done this one feels a little too real - a little too much like looking in a mirror#this ep made me realise two things#one: Renn's my favourite because of just how much he reminds me of my partner#two: i'm much more like gunpei than i'd like to admit#i could talk for HOURS about the themes of grief and loss and mourning in go onger#but i wont <3#also side note but i'll never get over how happy they are to see renn after he was missing all night (im sobbing)#gif post tag#best of the best
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(acts like people have been twisting my arm) ok fine i'll draw astarion fine ...
#my art#baldur's gate 3#astarion bg3#idk what else to tag. its him its astarion 🫵#anyway. i relate to him on a few aspects so he's been on my mind lately despite the fact that i probably wont ever actually play bg3#(i dont really like d&d)#idk i appreciate him. i'm glad to see a character that has gone through similar things to me even if it's not exact .#i think some of his dialogue in . act 2 ? hurts me so bad bc of how heavy it hits. idk like i said he's just been on my mind lately
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Soooo why do you have the crack ship of Ryo and Daigo?
i see two ex-emo nepo babies and i think they should kiss and play mind games with each other
#snap chats#im done moving into my new room ughHGHFH IM TIREDDD#i still have to do homework tho and my sister wont get off the phone but this the first time shes called me in#i been thinking on this for months#like. Two Weeks idk so </3#but yeah we saw my initial post back in october/november ok i been on this mindset for A Hot Minute#ive been so brave and strong by not unleashing the full extent of my brainrot onto tumblr#like rip at my priv but i spare yall for the most part#i just think theyre fun to think bout </3 they would never have a good relationship and its all aokis fault#i also think daigo should steal masumi because if aoki doesnt want his dad then my god daigo could use another one#daigo's dad collection...#but do you see why im here. theres so many fun angles to approach these knuckleheads from#the most Y7 gave me was daigo being /vaguely/ snooty bout how he and the tojo were essentially the reason for aokis success#daigo can just be snooty in general but im running with it and saying it was esp personal this time#i also want to continue the growing list of Boyfriends Of Daigo That Would Make His Mom Say 'He Doesn't Deserve You'#I JUST THINK DAIGOS TYPE SHOULD BE CAPITALISTS 💀💀#SORRY ill stop my mental illness now Point Is i enjoy them immensely on their own so why not smash them together#ive never had a crackship i enjoy as much as this aside from like. |ke mart h 💀#censors it so i dont get this bullshit ass post in the tag
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🦐...
#making another bullshit post because i dont have anyone to talk to and talking in the tags is comforting as fuck for some reason#so here we go. hi gang dave here how are we doing tonight#sparkle off its thurday forget who you are yk how it goes#im so tired man ive had such a long week its been good but so fucking long you know like holy shit stuff just all the time#had a choir performance which was pretty badass#ive gotten further in rereading homestuck just watched me and my bro hug it out which was great#stridercest nation rise up#went to the dentist showed him my sick ass wisdom tooth necklace and he loved it and he took a billion pictures#gonna go to a new therapy support group thing try it out see how it goes maybe ill like it maybe i wont#these are just kind of life updates cause idk its weird to have shit happen and then just never talk about it to anyone really#been drawing a lot lately its nothing super cool but im having fun with it#i watched trolls 3 again tonight what a fucking fantastic movie cinema is alive and well#branch reminds me of karkat so much and its hilarious like thats just the same guy#i tried making hummus tonight but fucked it up it was too sour but no big ill try again another time#idk i think thats all ive got to say. thanks for tuning in see you next time
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Actually I’m gonna go more in depth here. Tags were before I wrote this part.
Even with a basic savings account, the 10million will quickly outsize what the 1k a day is capable of.
1k a day, may as many have said, reach 10million in 27 years.
But the 10million in those 27 years, even from just basic interest, could reach a lot more.
Like this:
I’ll put the interest rate at 3%. Modest conpared to some, but reasonable. It’ll partially account for how interest rates fluctuate form high at 5 to 6% to lows of 1%
Lets say you spend 1 million to get a house, pay off loans, decrease your weekly expenses.
9 million stowed away for interest.
After 1 year, 9 million becomes 9 270 000 (increased by 270 000)
The second year, that becomes 9 548 100 (278 100 increase)
Third year: 9 834 543 (286 443 increase)
Fourth Year: 10 129 579 (295 036.29 increase. Im lazy and ifnrinf the .29 tho)
At least point you have officially recouped the money you spent paying off loans/buying a house or using as simple spending money.
Fifth year: 10 433 466 (303 887 increase)
Sixth Year: 10 746 469 (313 003 increase)
Seventh Year: 11 068 863 (322 394 increase)
Eighth Year: 11 400 928 (332 065)
Ninth Year: 11 742 955 (342 027)
Tenth Year: 12 125 243 (352 288)
Eleventh Year: 12 489 000 (363 757)
And after 11 years the interest alone almost matches the amount you get each year from the 1k a day.
And with each year the bench mark to match the lump sum amount shifts ever farther.
(By 27 years, the lump sum person with a modest interest rate of 3% could potentially have gotten to 20 041 171$. Double the original sum, and double the ‘goal post’)
All this is with a more reserved interest rate. If you had a higher interest rate or were actively investing, this would be rather different. A 5% interest rate would’ve matched and surpassed the rate of 1k a day in the first year at 450 000 a year (not accountjng tax on the interest) even a 4% on 9 million puts you just under at 360 000 per year, meaning the bery next year youve surpassed it.
Additionally, if you are still working a job, you likely have saved additional money due to not having to pay off loans/pay rent or other stuff. Obviously i habe not accounted for that variable.
Any bad marhs is cause a) its 8 am and i havnet slept wheee (also probably did this a harder way than i needed to)
And also maube just me funbling them keys and numbers fjjfjf.
Explain your reasoning plzzz
#im surprised how many people are choosing the 1k a day#when like doing the math you wont even fet close to the 10 mill at once#and with a limp sum at once you xan more quickly get a house and defrease your weekly/monthly expense of rent#cs havibg to wait a year or more to save up enough (or howver long yous beed for just the loan so maybe only a few mobths)#plus with 10 mill youd get interest#i do wish these thibgs would say what currency like usd or whatever your own currency is?#cause like 10mill usd is#16 627 000 ish nz dollars so#vs 10 mill nz being like 6013000 ish in usd so#but even so lump sum defibitely#and interest rates even if it was like 1% youd get like 100 000 k or sone shot for it#and then that gets taxed but youd still be getting more in retunr#which you could donate and use to help epople in shit#can help more people with 10 mill than#well lemme do the actual maths for how mcuh youd grt with the 1k a day#im dumb i did my maths wrong#you would get more in the end with the 1k a day oops#why did i matth so pooorly noooo (i missed a 0 on the 1k lol)#so with the 1k a day youd get 365 000 a year#over 60 years thats 21 900 000 so yeha better than the 10mill just over a long amount of time#oops my math did a fuck up wheeee#and im too lazy to delte my tags#even so having a lump sum at the start would help some people oit of having to pay rent and shit constantly and pay off loan interest and#but idk if the interest on the lump sum would beat out the total over the uears for the 1k a day#plu witj 1k a day i suppose you always habe the security of knowing youre gonna get that money even if soneone hacks your account or some s#tho depending on the interest rate with the 10 mil if you dont touch it for a bit#you will end up making more interest per year than youd get per year with the .1k a day#fuck im almost at tag linit. but anyway if youre ahove 3% per year for interest youll get the same amount back basically#then interest gets taxed but even so within a few years youll be getting more interest than with just the 1k so long as you dont touch stra#dont touch it straight awya
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been thinking about..... those dramatic otp tags some blogs have.......
#tagging the fandom is not enough i need to be able to scroll through just the yoohankim on my blog#wait let me workshop some#joongdok is easy#otp: tell me you fool#theres definitely more. like kdjs little monologue in the divorce arc. and of course - eyebrows seemingly sculpted......#doksoo......#otp: for just that one reader#theres some other good doksoo moments. lemon candy indirect kiss. i believe in the you of the 3rd turn? doesnt he say that in 1863#i think kaizenix doksoo is also really good. augh i just dont know a lot of lines off the top of my head#now. yoohan is a little tricky#1863 is very good but most of it happens off page. these 2 dont have that many good quotable interactions......#ooooh the epilogue fight. i dont remember any lines from that but theres gotta be something#okay. so i went back to read it..... ouch. my feelings. and still nothing really stood out to me.....#well. 'you should know where my story is supposed to end' is pretty good. but i might go with something a little less direct?#otp: the architects design#oooh. i like that a lot#omg or. hear me out#otp: the false last act#ohhhh how will i choose......#okay now a tag for all 3...... hmmm. a single quote probably wont cut it#well maybe something from the epilogue..... that scene with the clock?#could also keep it simple and straightforward#otp: reader / author / protagonist#hmmm i do want something with a little more drama though..... ehh ill think on it#okay well. i was gonna do more ships but i hit the tag limit 😭😭😭#ill make a list somewhere for if i ever organize my blog. stay tuned#otp: it's a work in progress#<- placeholder so i can find this again. idk if ill have a use for it again but i kind of love it as a placeholder.....#man this is so fun. i can see why people make these!#biggie tumbles
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the reason i dont talk as much about jjba cecio is bc he is very strongly a piss take of the 'one good pig' because he is the 'one good cop' but hes actually so much worse. hes using a mask of humor and kindness and relate-ability to help aid in murder blackmail wrongful imprisonment and all manner of massive power abuses, but because he does the bare minimum of pretending to be a 'good' person [in the right way] he gets free license to do all that and is seen as sympathetic. so actually hes not worse, hes just an average fucking pig with slight different motivations it doesn't matter if he answers to the police or criminal organizations, because the fucking pigs are their own gang just under the guise of 'upholding the law' and hes betraying his community and ruining peoples lives over and over for power either way
#thebirdspeaks#oc: cecio#essay in teh tags about crows self doubt about how well they handle mature topic and if ppl will think badly of them if they dont do it per#perfect so they dont post shit bc they r worried about the piss on the poor reading comprehension of the internet or worse#being seen as sympathetic 🤢 to cops 🤮#in 1... 2... 3...#im not spilling my personal shit#but like. i worry about sharing more of what he does bc im worried people wont understand how im writing him#bc shits subjective but im writing from my own experience with abusers and cops and just authority in general#its why hes hands down the worst of Celia & Co. they are all awful#but him especially so.#ive debated rewriting him cause its hard to write but i like how it affects his character even when its uncomfortable to write and even mor#so to share#idk. maybe i will end up just make him into a mortician or forensics guy#but like. him abusing all the ways the law is corrupt for his own goals and using all the defenses even better than the other pigs#positioning himself as the good one while making sure none else is and being the worst#is my own commentary on the joke that is the justice system. and i find it interesting#idk i think a lot of it is my personal discomfort. and i would hate to be labeled as like. 🤢 supporting pigs. in my writing#idk#this might get deleted idk i think im to sensitive to potential criticism from bad faith reading#but idk if i do handle it well or not#but then again im not a major fucking tv show let me fuck up a lil#i guess i just scrutinize how people write cops a lot#and thinking the internet has bad reading comprehension is not a baseless anxiety#eh fuck it i think i can do my lil fukcing thing#i just dont want people to see it as in poor taste#cause i worry they would be right? but like so many ppl in fandom be wilding maybe i can get a pass for maybe being a lil clumsy?
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