#idk here’s a rant
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my current intense need for Knowing, or at least to be in the process of knowing. the process of spiritual fulfillment even if it doesn’t get fulfilled…
#every end of summer start of fall i get this very specific restless energy#this mental itch of figuring myself out#my place in the world and what my responsibilities are#[insert thoughts about wanting to be jewish here]#my relationship to judaism right now is very much if i loved you less i might be able to speak of it more#the way i’ve felt a calling for years but i can’t seem to get anywhere#i want to talk about it all the time but i also don’t know what to say!!!!!!!!!!#so i’m just reading and learning listening for now#idk here’s a rant#converting to judaism#aspirational tag? no but does anyone get what i mean!!!#i could’ve just made this a text post but i got stuck in the tags
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I tried watching the Netflix Ranma 1/2 but now I’m 4 seasons deep on the original 80s anime and its so bonkers and sort of consuming me a lil bit
#ranma 1/2#ranma#ranma saotome#akane tendo#ryoga hibiki#the later seasons are BAD and im obsessed#also idk if i like the remake?? it just doesnt have the same charm and humor i feel like#i have a lot of thoughts and feelings and im over here FILLING sketchbooks with no one to rant to#i just watched the one with the massive ghost cat that wants to marry shampoo#what in the actual#art#anime
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#SIGH what do you mean no one is making content for a charater we know nothing about and hasn't been released yet???#i gotta do everything myself around here u'.u#i actually do wanna make more y/n content i think its to sweet to see people rant in the tags or draw over it#eternal sugar cookie#eternal sugar crk#crk x reader#would it be that or just y/n? idk ive never tagged this before??#dreamydraws#cookie run x reader#[💗 🎶 ]
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i think it's extremely fun to pair rook and solas together in any regard, no matter if he previously was being romanced because as clear narrative foils, having an enemies to lovers (and in tandem, bitch4bitch, hater x hater) dynamic feeds into that delicious 'whenever I see you I see myself and I hate that' and 'you are everything I hate about myself' soup.
I once saw a post with a collection of quotes that had this certain vibe, in the 'you and I are the same' (negative) way. if i had a quote to represent them it would be:

so shipping them feels very complex and interesting to think about, because, like in that one dialogue




(first of all, like c'mon) furthermore it's the cycle. rook is to solas what solas was to elgar'nan, there are several times in the game, especially the end, where they can see each other in each other. even if you dont see it in a shipping lenses (which you dont have to!) this is a juicy story.
moreover, at the end of the game if rook outwits solas by giving him the fake ritual dagger, solas not only recognizes that he was out played by 'wits alone' he also says that he's met his match. this mimics the several stories of fen'harel who uses his wits, wisdom etc to get out of a situation
(example: the story of fen'harel, andruil and anaris, solas goading them both into fighting each other so he could get out paralleling solas making rook fight the gods and in addition a thousand other enemies in order to get himself enough time to get out of the fade prison without rook getting ahead of it)
the betrayal too, i don't have much to say that hasn't been said already about the prison switcheroo, (evokes solas's betrayal of felassan yada yada) other then it's really tasty.
#i could keep goin but you get the gist#idk i think im normal about them what do u think#solas x rook#solrook#rook x solas#solas#rook#dragon age#veilguard#dav#also if i can get a lil petty hidden in the tags i went on this lil rant like 40% because i saw in the solrook tag that someone was a#bit rude about the pairing because 'they obviously have no chemistry' and im here to say they do! but again#this is not me doing a ship war thing its not i love all pairings truly#i like writing about dem yayy
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I WISH ARO HEADCANONS WERE MORE POPULAR IN FANDOMS
#THERES LIKE. BARELY ANY.#IF I GET LUCKY ILL SEE AN ACE HEADCANON#BUT VERY RARELY DO I SEE ARO HEADCANONS#SOBBING#stiff talk#my favorite thing is thinking about how many characters i see as aromantic but then i go to the fandom tag or to that characters tag and#everyone is shipping them and theres like 2 posts total about that character being ace and 1 post about them being aroace#man im just a bit sad about all this dont mind me#yea yea i know the whole “if you wanna see something make it yourself” thing but see heres the thing: im tired#i just wanna be able to go through a tag and see people share similar ideas and headcanons without me having to make all the work myself#and i bet theres plenty other people who feel the same#and even if there is a character thats like. somewhat aroace coded in some way people still find a way to go “but then they fall in love”#and like yea have fun or whatever but i just idk it just feels very lonely sometimes yknow#miss the times when i didnt think about this so much#cuz now that im older and know that IM aspec its like. oh. i wanna see more characters like me! but theres like basically none#SORRY FOR THE RANT LMFAO#ignore this im just feeling silly
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i made this silly concept the other night but didnt really expand on it too much on my other socials so I'll do it here!!
after the pressure of being a guardian of positivity gets to him, dream decides to disappear from the public eye jumping from au to au trying to escape his past, which is hard to do as his aura is very strong and easy to follow.
with blue and ink hunting him down (Mostly because they wanna know if he's ok, but dream doesn't know that) he ends up asking an old friend for help, and thats how cross ends up taking him to a hidden part of the multiverse where some other goofballs happen to live..
so thats the setting, but the au itself would have kinda like sitcom vibes, very lighthearted crack-taken-serious!
there's also delta and color, admitedly I don't know a whole lot about color which is why i havent sketched a lot of stuff related to him,, I'LL GET TO IT ONCE I GO OVER HIS STUFF- which, if any of you have any idea where i can see that let me know please wuehhhahh
as for the name of the au? it has not one yet, again its a very early concept whaha
#utmv#undertale au#dream sans#cross sans#epic sans#i like reffering to delta epic color and cross as the chromatic crew#thank you poly polybiius for this idea#(not the au#the name of the gang)#dream has a lot of issues here and there will definitely be angst but idk im too lazy to write that#also cross and dream are qrp#clownboo art!!!#clownboo rants
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I’m with you, my love The lights shining through on you Yes, I’m with you, my love It’s the morning and just we two
#spike btvs#spuffy#spuffyedit#btvs#btvsedit#buffy the vampire slayer#it's terribly simple#you know you want to dance#injuries cw#bites and chews and gnaws on anyone who says buffy didnt love spike. BITES and CHEWS and GNAWS on them.#like is that not the whole point? of him? of his entire character arc? of his burning to ash as he breaks the sunnydale high school#(AKA buffy's personal cage within the slayer's cage that was sunnydale itself AKA the place where he and buffy first ever fought#and he nearly killed her for the very first time but was foiled by the immense love someone felt for her) as he breaks that place to rubble#in a way also very reminiscent of the first time they slept together and Literally Fucked A Building Down. anyway as he's doing ALL OF THAT#like sure she doesnt HAVE to love him she doesnt owe him anything and even if she did love isnt about obligation. but when buffy says#that she loves him in that scene. theres nothing to indicate that she doesnt feel it. that she isnt telling the truth.#idk man. people take a man who is dying telling someone not to love him as the gospel truth when i feel like its more ... like maybe he's#making a misguided effort to be kind? he's telling her ''dont get too hung up on the vampire thats about to catch on fire#and get your pretty ass out of here while you still can please.''#whatever. WHATEVER. in the perfect btvs that lives in my head most of ats isnt canon but esp the part where spike comes back and doesnt#immediately 1. ASK IF DAWN WAS OKAY 2. upon being told by angel that he cant be put in touch with buffy because [mumbles] misogyny?#go ahead and engage in a flirt campaign at harmony until she breaks down and calls buffy for him. those would be like the FIRST TWO THINGS#that spike did after he came back to unlife. first two things frfr#i'm gonna end the tag rant there. hmm
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friends i am deep in the dandadan brainrot and it just occurred to me (i have not read the manga yet so idk but ok):
so. Okarun doesn't actually know why Momo calls him Okarun, right?
And I was thinking about this whole thing about the names. How the names they choose to call each other is the reflection of how much they accept the love they have for each other, which is all nice and cute but.
What if Okarun thinks the reason Momo doesn't call him Ken/Ken Takakura is that she thinks it's SO INCREDIBLY EMBARASSING that he is named after an old famous actor?
and it would be so true to form that they hold onto this misconception and that they get confused by it once they get to talk about the love confession (yes THAT love confession)
like imagine Momo grills him for never calling her by her name and Okarun argues back like "well you're no one to talk! MISS AYASE. you're so embarrassed of my name being the same as some dumb actor that you had to give me a nickname!"
"come again??? :D ..."
"You're embarrassed that my name is like that one actor Ken Takakura! >:( why else would you never want me to say my name! >:'((("
and then momo is stuck with the mortifying ordeal of explaining that she has this HUGE crush on beloved 20th century actor ken takakura like "nonono you got it all wrong okar—sorry hnnggg k e n. i. had a crush. on ken takakura :l "
"????? I'm Ken Takakura."
"i know :l so is Ken Takakura."
"so. you. you have a crush. on Ken Takakura. the actor. You couldn’t say my name because you had the hots for Ken Takakura."
"I do. I do have the hots for Ken Takakura."
"the actor."
"no. The real one."
"so the actor? "
"no :l Ken Takakura. the other one"
"ah. I see, the other one."
WAIT. DBDHWSHDBDBDB I'M THE OTHER ONE?!?!!?!?!?!!!@@!!!!!!!
and once okarun's brain restarts and momo asks him why he'd never call her by her name either, he just goes like "i have a crush on momo ayase. 💀 i am an awkward fellow after all 💀"
#sbsbwhszbsb listen idk how it goes yet but i like to believe becoming a bit of a little shit is in the cards for little baby okarun#once he gets more confident#i can See it#also i could rant for DAYS about how cool the metaphorical 'trying to find his balls' and 'tiny!momo' are excellent and hilarious#representations of the challenges they have to overcome to reach character growth#like for okarun it's confidence#for momo it's growing out of denying her feelings#anyway here is a morsel of stupidity#momokarun#momo ayase#ayase momo#ken takakura#takakura ken#okarun#dandadan#dandadan spoilers#spoiler adjacent actually#not really a spoiler
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i've never had such fake, shallow friendships as i have with white, liberal, "queer" friends. people i've supposedly been close with for years consistently left me on read when i texted them at 4am in hospital scared and alone with critically low sats because they didn't have the energy for emotional labour. you have to ask to vent, respect triggers, never ever traumadump, so real conversations are difficult because nobody wants to complain - unless, of course, it's related to identity somehow - you can say you had a bad day because your teacher is transphobic, but not because you had an argument at home or threw up or just didn't feel well - none of it comes from genuine concern but instead the rules and norms within your online community. constant reassurance, validation, knowing there's no possibility of a nuanced discussion on anything other than your approved safe topics. attempts at open communication feel sanitized and are laced with therapy-speak, not reflecting real human emotions, but "i sincerely apologize for crossing your boundaries" because it's ideologically wrong, the undertone is 'please don't make a callout on me', not 'i'm sorry', abuse and manipulation are wrong because they get you ostracised and put on blast publicly by your friendship group so any little disagreement comes with a flurry of reassurance that you aren't an abuser, and they still call you they/them behind your back, they still ask your other friends what they think of your opinion on ace discourse, have you crossed the line yet, can we cut you out yet, it's so fucking tiring and there's no space for real connection or humanity in all of it
#lav.txt#rant#vent#maybe I'm just tired and unmedicated but idk#fuck you to everyone that never supported me at my most vulnerable#but was sure to say they'd always be here
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This is the last time I'm going to be annoying about this, I swear.
A few examples of that I, a gifmaker, personally love seeing under the tags:
Analysis of said scene, show, or character, especially the long ones going in depth that span like 1000 words
People saying how crisp the GIFs look and how nice the coloring is THANK YOU. ILY GUYS. That's always huge praise for me.
Reacting with how emotional you got with the scene. How painful and emotional or how touching a scene is.
People making funny jokes, memes, comments, etc.
Literally ppl horny posting LMAO. It's super funny to read and I love seeing all the unhinged comments.
Seeing how much you loved the show and its characters
Things I don't like seeing under the tags. And these are just two very specific things:
How much you hate the show, how much you think a scene is bad, how much you hate a character, the ship, the creators, etc. or how much you dont like this ship anymore, calling a ship horrible because ____ reasons. OKAY! I get it! But I don't want to see that. Make your own hate post on your own blog! You're free to have an opinion on how much you hate something. Just do it on your own blog.
Asking why I leave out certain scenes out, why I decided to gif this scene, or not gif more of these characters. Sometimes, I'm just exhausted. I can overlook things. You guys don't know how draining making gifs can get to me, especially the scenes that are really long. But I do it because I LOVE Arcane, the story, and the characters, and the particular scenes that I make gifs of. I have my own biases too. Of course I’m making them first. Please, just make them yourself instead of complaining under the tags of my edits. Yes, I can see them.
Don’t get me wrong, I wholeheartedly appreciate everyone who supports and follows the blog. I want to make a million more HQ gifs of this amazing show, but sometimes, the very rare negativity can still get overwhelming, to the point where it demotivates you.
Arcane is extremely special to me because it's such a fantastic show, and that alone motivates me in trying to create more GIFs. Honestly, if it was any other fandom or show? I would've probably left already. Arcane is THAT great.
I know the block button is there. I use it too, but sometimes, the amount of effort and time you exert to create FOR FREE just isn’t worth it. And that’s why gifmakers and creators stop making things for fandom. It’s not fun anymore. It’s not worth it.
Some people think that making my style of GIFs is easy. Then great! Since you think so, then do it yourself and help create for the fandom too! I wholeheartedly encourage you to do it!
TLDR: Don't be rude on people's fanwork, especially when they are created FOR FREE. If you don’t like their fanwork, you can make them yourself.
#personal tag#long post#ok i will shut up about this topic but i really really needed to get it out#this is the very last complaint post you’ll see about this fr just let me fully rant abt it just this once#to the people who listened to my grievances thank you too you guys know who you are#and if ur here thank u for reading this#ive pumped out what.... 20 gif sets in three days........ and posting a lot will defo get some irritating comments#i know i cant control them but sometimes u accidentally see some and it just affects you#theres a reason why my inbox comments and mentions are closed and sometimes its because some people can be fucking insufferable#janna give me strength in the next few weeks#and if u see me randomly disappear and stop creating then u know why#but for now my love for the show transcends all of this and im going to try my best to avoid seeing annoying comments on my edits#idk if other gifmakers get it but like..... yeah i hope i can have thicker skin#ive rested and recovered from being tired and demotivated but the whiplash you get at the heat of the moment is insane sometimes lol
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Gosh I love small fandoms where everyone is equally insane and everyone's just making references to the source material.
Like, I can go "y'all I just saw a badger, I sure hope he doesn't become King of England" and everyone will get what I'm talking about while people who aren't in the fandom are confused as shit.
#shoot from the hip#I could insert a neurodivergent joke but not everyone here is neurodivergent so it feels kinda weird#anyways I love insane fandoms!!#personal rant incoming but I've been in fandoms where (for whatever reason) fandom culture stuff is discouraged??#like people hated shipping non-canon ships and people were called cringe for reading a lot of fanfiction#I've since left the fandom but it was still one of the weirdest fandoms I've ever been in#idk if it's the fact that it was on reddit or if the source material just attracted non fandom-y fans
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I think what a lot of tumblr-only people are missing about twitter failing, is that it was always a better website when it came to small businesses, instant world event news, fact checking, having users from all over the world, being a source for disaster relief information or warnings, and anything else to keep people up to date with going ons.
Sure, tumblr has many users from all over, but the website is still largely english biased and not nearly as widespread as twitter. I know a lot of news and knowledge comes in on here too. I've learned a lot and see a lot of donation posts in regards to world events, but its nothing like twitter unless you know who to follow. Not to mention, half the news I got here, was days later and from twitter to begin with.
Seeing that being taken away in favor of hate speech and enabling abusers (with the recent potential of getting rid of the block feature over there) and pushing blue user comments to the top (aka elon's weird fans), drowning out anyone else on popular posts, sucks! It sucks for the world and small businesses. because there's really no alternative to it right now.
The site's running rampant with spam and scammers and its becoming more and more unusable by the day. And some people think it's silly to be upset over it or "you shouldn't have all your eggs in one basket" well there only is one basket! This is literally people's livelihoods people seem to be making fun of anytime a change happens that breaks the site and people post all their socials.
And everyone from every country is talking about different websites they're considering, and its splitting up our connection to the world. And surely he knew who this was hurting with every decision.
#idk i see some people being weird about EW TWITTER PEOPLE like well for one they were surely already here too#but you need to understand how small of a community is over here vs twitter essentially being like. world internet hub#people are constantly reminding u of their other socials over there because where are we gonna make our money when its done#starting from scratch sucks. tumblr has been helpful but nothing gets much traction anymore#idk sorry for long post rant but it feels kinda crummy when ppl are downplaying it like this isnt disconnecting friends or communities#or ppls best sources of income
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something ive been seeing lately with the link click fanbase people treating lu guang like hes an awful deceiving person & awful for going back in time over & over again to save cheng xiaoshi.. but did we forget season 2? 😭 cheng xiaoshi would do the same given the same circumstances.. stop making it one sided!!!!!
#idk maybe this is just my opinion but#season 2 episode 1 when cheng xiaoshi saw lu guang he was distraught & had the same glitchy reaction that lu guang has when he dies in s3#who knows! maybe cheng xiaoshi has gone back before!#like why does no one talk about the fact he was prepared fo take that bullet in ep1 of s3??#ALSO HE LITERALLY ASKS LU GUANG TO SAVE EVERYONE. SO HE DOES#also hate how people act like lu guang ONLY cares about cheng xioashi. he acts like he dont gaf but he gafs too much#lu guang sees the bigger picture & he KNOWS the consequences & he cant risk it#this is bringing me back to how people treat homura from madoka magica#why does lu guang have homura syndrome in canon & fanon senss FREE THEM#anyway rant is over who gaf…#link click#link click spoilers#link click season 3#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi#shiguang#silly speaks#edit here. i know its not actual s3 but using that to fit more into the tag is why i said s3#bridon spoilers#bridon arc#link click bridon#yingdu arc#yingdu spoilers#link click yingdu#i still think a lot of this is relevant to what will come up in season 3 though. they both have secrets & i hope they spill out in a mess
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The girls, my wives
I’ve been reading too many fics about these two, atp Ik more about them from ao3 than the damn comics. I rlly like the dynamics ppl give the two esp when prowls made out to be more cold/calculated, and Jazz super competent despite acting aloof sometimes
That being said if anyone has any rlly good recs totally give me a linkkk 😋

I have some messier doodles of the two, like notes on how I hc doorwings to work with his tac net shit and my hcs of their full designs, but I’ll probably refine those before I post them lol
#I forgot I was supposed to upload to this tumblr lol#I just reblog the fuck outta everything#prowl transformers#jazz transformers#(I know nothing about g1 prowl idk how to feel when people write him more like that)#I rlly wanna watch it though#transformers#tf idw#art#digitalart#doodlez#fanart#totally would draw fanart of the fics I’m reading too except idk how much I can get away with posting here🤨#lol#anyways that’s my rant of the day#birbyart
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Something that really sets Wille and Simon apart from other queer ships is that when we say their love language is physical touch, IT REALLY IS PHYSICAL TOUCH. And I’m not speaking of just sex. Over the course of the show, the amount of touching between them is astronomical. And that’s really something rarely seen in queer media. There may be moments here or there, but often times there’s a lack of physical contact unless it’s for “the plot”. Wille and Simon feel like a real couple in the way they’re always physically reaching out for each other.
#wilmon#young royals#OH ALSO#wtfock#sobbe#cuz they def belong in this category too#constant touching between them#but you don’t get it with most queer ships and idk if it’s just bc production is afraid of it being ‘too much’ or what#but it’s annoying#and frustrating#just something I’ve been pondering on recently#tv has come a long way in terms of representation#but it still feels like there’s almost a FEAR of too much affection between queer pairings#it’s seen more with mlm than wlw cuz I think they’re like oh well women are more physically affectionate in general even with friends#but damn like#I mean I’m a woman and bisexual so obv I have a lot of queer friends#and a couple of my besties are gay men who have been married for years#fun thing they live right next door to my parents lol#and I’ve known one half (michael) since I was 16 and he was 14 lol my friend jen actually had a big crush on him#and I was like GIRL#BUT ANYWAY#he and rick have been married for many years and they’re SO AFFECTIONATE in a casual way that you would be with a partner#just touches here and there on the shoulder or hand hold or kisses like???#obviously they aren’t the only gay couple I know but I’m around them so much so they are a good example#Lol this got weirdly personal but the point is that we don’t see that shit in queer media#at least not enough of it it’s like producers/writers are afraid of ‘too much’#so they give not enough#ANYWAYYYY rant over!!!
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Talking about headcanons and asexuality is such an unexpected way to find out that a proper understanding of asexuality is still kind of fringe?? I completely understand that not everyone would’ve dug into the fine details of what being ace means, but I’d assumed that the understanding of being ace as just complete repulsion toward sex was something that generally had been worked through like 5 years ago. Talking about characters and ace hcs really brings out some unexpected shit like “oh but how can they be ace, they have children” or “but they’re in a married relationship” or even “but they’re shown being interested in someone within a sexual context”. I’m not ace myself, but I see myself as completely flat out aromantic so looking thru that lens that I feel kinda sits next to asexuality I’m just like slack jaw shocked by some of the opinions this can bring out
#idk what I was trying to get at here#a rant I guess#why am I surprised it happens every time#but some of the voiced opinions are so wild
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