#idk all i know is i’m sleepy and i don’t wanna do the work to get off

[seungisms]

🖇️📁 𝐒𝐊𝐙 … 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐏𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐊 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 '𝐐𝐔𝐈𝐂𝐊 𝐇𝐈𝐃𝐄! 𝐌𝐘 𝐁𝐎𝐘𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃 𝐈𝐒 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆'

𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: fluff and general dumbassery

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: himbo!changbin, himbo!jisung, tiktok pranks and danni's shitty attempt at comedy

𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: ngl i made felix shorter than the rest cause i just know his ass would'nt fall for this shit, my guy would probably be the one to do this prank on u 😭 similar to my last tiktok prank reaction, check it out here! reblog for a kiss, feedback much appreciated!

𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍

your stupid tiktok pranks are the bane of this mans existence

such a boomer

stares at you like (ಠ_ಠ) as you’re trying to push him into your room to hide

he already has to deal with seven other idiots causing him emotional distress on a daily basis and yet here you are joining in?

breaks into a sweat as soon as the word ‘boyfriend’ leaves your lips

literally like ???? idk if you knew this but,,, I’M your boyfriend 

will dig his feet into the carpet as you’re trying to push him through the door and won’t move until you explain yourself >:(

you just think he looks sososo cute confused and frustrated so you crack pretty quickly 

after u explain he just does that disappointed dad sigh™️ and walks away 

if u weren’t such a cutie he would’ve ditched ur ass by now istg

𝐋𝐄𝐄 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐇𝐎

so close to snapping 

can’t deal with ur shit anymore

(he loves you really)

(but fr he’s on his last straw, you stress him out)

literally just chilling on one of his rare days off scrolling through his phone when you strike

now ur all up in his face like ‘bro u need to hide! my boyfriend is on his way!!’

legit just stares you out for a minute straight before just

‘get tf away from me 😃’

and you can tell he’s not gonna fall for another one of ur stupid pranks but u also can’t give up now cause u made a bet with felix so

‘no i’m serious! he’s like two minutes away, hide!!’

will continue sitting there

trust me he thinks ur really cute but he also wishes you’d just stfu once in awhile

if you continue on with your little prank he’ll just turn around and say ‘nah, i kinda wanna meet this guy now’

there’s no winning with his stubborn ass trust me

𝐒𝐄𝐎 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐁𝐈𝐍

was asleep

so peaceful

then suddenly a wild girlfriend (you) appears

you felt kinda bad for disturbing him cause !! he looked so cute !! all pouty and sleepy

but still tiktok pranks reign superior than ur boyfriends sleep

so fking confused and doesn’t know what tf is going on

his fight or flight kicks in as soon as ur panicked whisper of ‘quick! my boyfriend is on his way, you need to hide!’ hits his ears

tucks and rolls right underneath that bed

will peek out from under the bed and be like ‘this good? 👍’ pls

himbo!changbin for the win

will hide for a good half hour before he realises 

hey

wait

i’m the boyfriend

bitches about it for at l e a s t two weeks

𝐇𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐆 𝐇𝐘𝐔𝐍𝐉𝐈𝐍

gets so worked up about it lmao

will be in the middle of a nice ~peaceful~ snack 

before being rudely interrupted

just stares u in the face with that real bitchy eye squint he loves to do

‘oh u think ur funny’

and you almost give up on the prank cause he’s just giving you the side eye while munching on his snack

loves to make you feel dumb 

he gets so annoyed over it but the more you insist on him to hide the more he actually starts to believe it

deep down he knows it’s a joke but also gets jealous over this non-existent side piece you have <3

‘okay fine, ill hide. but only cause ur cute.’

hides all grumpy in the storage cupboard with his snack

all you can hear are angry chewing noises

(ex: soobin)

another one to bring this up in future and bitch over it

whenever you ask him to help you with smith he’ll just be like

‘oh why don’t you get your boyfriend to help you’ and walks away

petty af but we been knew

but he’s pretty so you let him have it

𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐉𝐈𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐆

so :o

listens very intently as you explain that your boyfriend is on his way and immediately goes into panic mode

‘okay i have a plan’

freaks out and drags you into the empty space below your stairs while shushing you

1/3 bimboracha 

‘he won’t find us here’

doesn’t understand why ur laughing ??? this is serious ???

9/10 chance he doesn’t know what’s actually going on

another one that takes way too long to figure out that he’s your boyfriend 

so close to organising an intervention against ur tiktok pranks

will make a 20 minute powerpoint on why tiktok should be banned in the dorms and will make you sit through the whole thing

idk just don’t do this to him, his dramatic ass wouldn’t be able to handle it

𝐋𝐄𝐄 𝐅𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐗

lee felix tiktok king™️

already knows what you’re trying to do before you even do istg

he’s ten steps ahead of you at all times with this tiktok shit

catches you looking at him out of the corner of your eye all morning and giggling and kinda had an idea of what you were planning

also he saw ur tiktok likes

this isn’t a cute little prank anymore this is a competition

on guard as soon as you strike and ready to shut that shit down

‘felix, quick hide in my closet! my boyfriend is gonna be here soon!!’

literally just goes

‘i’m ur boyfriend stupid’

and that’s that

there’s no fooling him

𝐊𝐈𝐌 𝐒𝐄𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐌𝐈𝐍

you planned to strike while he was asleep cause that’s the only time ur sure he won’t just immediately dismiss you and be like ‘tf are you on?’

swats you away a good three times as you try to shake him awake

does that grumpy teenager thing where he pulls the covers over his head and just hopes you’ll leave

if he can’t see u then u can’t see him

groans as soon as he hear that stupid tiktok line leave your mouth

just goes

‘okay?? i’m asleep anyway??? literally just hang out with him in the living room and go away???’

does not give a shit

you really wanna get him though

so you invite hyunjin over

and as soon as he hears another guys voice coming from the living room you bet ur ass he’s practically throwing himself down those stairs

just stares at you and hyunjin 

so fking out of breath

grumpily walks back up those stairs and you s w e a r  you heard him mumble ‘bitch’ under his breath 😭

𝐘𝐀𝐍𝐆 𝐉𝐄𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐈𝐍

confused

but also will do whatever you say cause he’s whipped af

human personification of that one hamster meme when you come rushing up to him freaking out about how your boyfriend was on his way over

panics with u

he doesn’t like seeing you stressed :( 

but in the middle of ur ranting he’s like

‘okay wait i can just hide in there- wait, boyfrIEND?! BUT I’M UR BOYFRIEND!!!1!!!!!11!!’

literally doesn’t know what to do when you just shush him

stays hiding in there until you take pity on him and tell him to come out

does his little walk of shame out and just stands there for a good five minutes staring at you

has never felt betrayal like it

has trust issues now

© 𝐬𝐞𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐢𝐬𝐦𝐬 — 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞𝐝. 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠/𝐦𝐨𝐝𝐢𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝.

[tomssexdoll]

I JSUT WANNA START BY SAYING I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

ok.

so ofc u don’t have to do it but it’s just an idea could you pretty pls do a fic with bill and f reader, and reader (idk how what to call it, sorry i’m so confusing) is not really used to showing love in any way, and isn’t used to being shown love, and for the first time she asks bill to cuddle after a rough day or whatever (up to you) and it’s just rlly rlly cute and stuff

SORRY ITS SO CONFUSING i just need more fluff bill😞

YESS

TYSM FOR THE LOVE IT MEANS SO MUCH YOURE AMAZING AND ILYSM AND ILY ILY ILY ILY MWAH

I had a really, really rough day today. Work was so busy, I was working a 12 hour shift at the hospital I work out. I'm a nurse so I deal with so much ever day.

I came home to see Bill waiting on the couch for me, wrapped in blankets ane watching his favourite show, his eyes lit up when he saw me and he ran to me, "hey baby!" he smiled, I groaned "not now honey..im so tired im sorry" I sighed and grabbed his hand, walking to the couch with him.

Me and Bill have been dating for 9 months and he knows I don't really show affection and that I'm not used to recieving love, in past relationships I was severley neglected and used and it scared me, driving me away from any affection at all.

But tonight was different, after being yelled at, puked on, peed on and slapped 2 times I just needed his touch, I yearned for his arms around me, stroking my hair and kissing me.

We did show some affection of course but it was mainly him.

I whined and looked up at him, "can we cuddle..please.." his eyes widened and his head snapped towards me, "oh..uh..of course baby let's go to bed first" he held my hand, leading me to the bedroom and helping me change into comfier clothes, his actions quick so I wouldn't change my mind.

We slipped into bed and he grabbed my waist, pulling me closer, gently stroking my cheek and kissing me softly. "Why the sudden change of heart liebe?" he whispered softly, looking down at me and smiling like an idiot.

"After being abused all day I just need your touch, I need to be in your arms and feel loved.." I buried my head in his chest, wrapping my arms around him tightly and feeling his heartbeat against my ear.

"Do you want to do this more often schatz? I mean if you like it, why not do it more often, hm?" he stroked my hair gently, I considered it, I loved the way his arms felt around me, it was like relief after so long of being mistreated.

"I think we should, I was just scared and had to face my fears I guess, I could spend hours like this" I smiled, he chuckled "me too, me too"

After laying in silence for a while, enjoying each others company and Bill giving me occasional kisses or back rubs, he whispered softly in my ear, "you're becoming sleepy schatz, let's go to bed" I nodded softly and slipped off his chest, turning around and backing into him, I felt his arms wrap around my frame and hold me close, kissing my neck softly before whispering a loving 'goodnight' to me.

I was too tired to even speak and just replied with a mumble, Bill chuckled and turned the lamp off, slowly falling asleep in each other embrace.

tags: @itsmealaiah @ballhair @ge-billsgf @estxkios @bkaulitzlover @itsangelll @cyberleathalz @charliesgoodboy @tomkaulitzloverr

[artsyannierose]

Huskerdust:

Angel and Husk’s love language?

What would they describe as their perfect date?

Who made the first move?

Who is more sentimental?

Who falls asleep first?

Who is more more relaxed/carefree?

Who is always cold?

Who worries more?

What are some non-sexual activities they do together?

What are some things they don’t agree on?

What’s their individual flirting style?

Which member steals borrows the other ones clothing?

Who is the cuddle initiator?

Who stays up way too late and who tries to drag them to bed?

Who gives piggy back rides to the other?

Who fell in love first?

IM SORRY I CANT DRAW ALL OF THIS I JUST DONT HAVE THAT KIND OF TIME BUT IM JUST GONNA SCRIBBLE MY THOUGHTS DOWN IF THATS OKAY

1) Love Language - Words of Affection

Honestly Physical Touch was running my mind at first but like that’s just so casual for them. That’s like their thing you know, coming home and just flopping down on the bed together.

sleepy snuggles <333

So then if they wanna actually get through to each other im sure they won’t skimp out words of affection and affirmation, plus im an absolute sucker for them speaking in Italian to each other I NEEEEEDDD THAT IN CANON

Also im a slut for the pet namEs plspls THEY ALREADY LITERALLY CALL EACH OTHER “BABY” GUYS THATS NOT VERY PLATONIC OF YOU 🤨 🤨

That remind of this one post like “Husk and Angel call each other ‘baby’ and no one knows whether its romantic or platonic (they don’t know either)” cuz thats so them

2) Perfect Date - Alone Time

Call me basic but I promise you neither of them want a grand extravagant fancy date at a restaurant or something (not that they wouldn’t i can totally see them dressing up for each other and going out) but i feel like their ideal date is just. Each other.

Also i am a SLUT for a date where Husk carries Angel around and the fly over the ring while probably singing some cheesy romantic song like I See the Light i want that. Pls. (Obviously I’m a huge Tangled fan)

3) First Move - Husk

This isn’t anything new but like it’s just in character for Angel to worry about messing something up somehow and would probably flirt with Husk but freak out once it got serious. He probably doesn’t wanna replay that night in Episode 4 where he overstepped Husk’s boundaries so like I’ll bet Husk asks to kiss him first. That’s not to say that both of them are not awkward asf around each other

LET THE OLD MEN ACT LIKE TEENAGE GIRLS IN LOVE 🗣️ 🗣️

4) Sentimental - Angel

Mostly cause he hasn’t had any sort of proper relationship and the one that had any sort of promising future quickly turned into a living hell (f u Valentino). Bro doesn’t know what a healthy relationship is supposed to even look like

So whenever Husk does little, pretty normal things, like wipe his tears or get him some cheap makeup that reminded him of Angel, Angel would turn into jelly, like a water balloon ready to burst honestly.

5) Falling Asleep - UMMM I WANNA SAY HUSK

I feel like it REALLY depends on the day’s events

But i headcanon that Angel has insomnia (perhaps im self-projecting idk shhhh) so only Husk’s purring can help him sleep well. So I think Husk is just the type to like, crash after he flops in bed cuddled up with Angel

6) Relaxed - Angel

Idk this is just in character, Angel’s a party boy for one. Husk would rather chill at the hotel

7) Cold - Angel

Hmmm this just feels right to me. That he wants to cuddle up in Husk’s warm embrace

Besides bro’s literally built like a stick. And wears slutty clothes why wouldn’t he be cold

8) Worries More - Husk

They both worry about each other okay they’re both in dangerous and very unfortunate situations but like Angel gets stuck at work hours upon hours straight yk

Husk never knows when he’ll be home so he gets worried when Angel’s been gone without at least texting him something cause we know the kind of crap Valentino pulls

9) Non-sexual Activities

Cuddling. Self Explanatory.

I WANTTTT HUSK TO FLY AROUND THE PENTAGRAM WITH ANGEL IN HIS ARMS SO BAD. CAN THAT JUST BE A NIGHTLY THING FOR THEM. LIKE A NIGHT WALK BUT HUSK CAN FLY

Angel grooming Husk’s wings anyone?? I want. Pls.

10) Disagreements

Never really thought of that

I feel like Husk doesn’t believe he can get redeemed while Angel is slowly believing that redemption is possible. Both eventually believe Angel can get redeemed but Angel is convinced that if he can get redeemed so can Husk. Husk though, he's full of self loathing and no faith sooooooo yeah

11) Flirting Style

Angel - Words. For sure. He’ll never skimp out on reminding Husk just how sexy that kitty is

Husk - Physical. SORRY IM SUCH A SLUT FOR HUSK TEASING ANGEL AND TURNING THE. ANGEL. DUST. INTO A FLUSTERED BEGGING MESS. LIKE I NEEEEEED THAT

12) Clothing - Angel

considering husk doesn’t wear anything but pants….and angels clothes would NOT fit him I promise

(They def had a night where Angel shoved husk into all his outfits)

Angel would buy matching tshirts I promise you that

anyway I feel like he’d steal clothes more yuh but tbh I don’t think he’d fit into it💀💀

HE WOULD STEAL THAT FUCK MONDAYS MUG THO

HE ABSOLUTELY WOULD

HUSK WOULD BE LOOKING ALL OVER FOR IT AND ANGEL’S JUST IN BED LIKE “teehee”

13) Cuddle Initiator - HUSKKK

DONT GET ME WRONG ANGEL DEF INITIATES SOMETIMES BUT I WANNA IMAGINE HUSK JUST BEING SO HAPPY TO FINAAALLLYY CUDDLE ANGEL AFTER A SHOWER FROM A LONG DAY OF WORK

Husk loves the way Angel is at complete peace and relaxation once he falls into Husk’s arms, like a limp noodle istg

of course Angel feels like it’s heaven and prolly passes out pretty quickly

besides ain’t it canon that husk likes cuddling

GIVE THE OLD MAN SOME CUDDLES 🗣️🗣️🗣️

14) Staying up Late

Tbh this could go either way bc Angel comes home late from work anyway

and I’m sure there are days Husk comes late from errands from Alastor

if we’re talking pure personalities tho Husk would be up doing smth while Angel being the drama queen he is would be moaning and whining in bed like “cOooME hErE iMM sOoOOo LoNELy aNd inComPLeTe WiTHouT yOuuUUuU”

15) Piggy Back Rides - Husk

Nobody argue with me Angel just bounces onto Husk at random times and demands he carry him around

ALTHOUGHHHH A SWITCH WOULD BE FUN YK ANGEL BEGS BEGS BEGS HUSK IF HE’LL LET HIM GIVE HIM A PIGGY BACK RIDE AND OF COURSE HUSK CAN’T SAY NO SO HE OBLIGES

16) Who fell in Love?

OHHHHH DONT GET ME STARTS ON THIS

DONT….

ITS CAUSE I COULD TALK SO LONG OF THEM FALLING IN LOVEEEEE

Ill try to shorten it but BASICALLY Angel definitely was lusting after Husk (and i am convinced that Angel has a thing for men with deep sexy voices and Husk has the deepest and sexiest voice hes ever heard so he was smitten) from the moment Alastor teleported him into the hotel, and kept trying to hit on him. However after episode 4, Angel began to see Husk as a person rather than someone he needed to win over or someone who was just playing hard to get.

Husk on the other hand was first disgusted and annoyed by Angel’s tendencies, and he even thought he understood him without Angel ever opening up to him. After ep 4 however he also starting wanting to actually get to know Angel as a person. I wanna say cheesy stuff like Angel fell first but Husk fell harder…but I don’t believe that the case

They both fell for each other equally hard and both are absolutely smitten with the other bro…it took them a sec to get to know each other but they are in it deep now. Angel is absolutely in love with Husk and desperately wants to remind him that he doesn’t have to go through his trauma with Alastor alone, and he wants Husk to learn his self-worth and he won’t shut up about it. Husk loves Anthony through and through, and that doesn’t mean he doesn’t love Angel Dust. It’s just certain aspects of Angel are horrendously fake that Husk cannot stand, but he still loves all parts of Angel Dust. Angel has a little easier time opening up to Husk than vice versa but that doesn’t mean it comes easy. So Husk also wants to make sure that Angel feels loved and he feels like he's worth more than everything Valentino tells him. And he wants Angel to feel like he has control over his life, not that hes only good for being used up (gosh im thinking about Paranoid DJ’s Use Me Up i LOVEEE THAT SONG)

And we all agree angel has self-worth issues right

Anyways its been like a week since i got this ask so ill shut up now

I HOPE THIS SUFFICES ANON IM SO SORRY IT TOOK THIS LONG AND I DONT EVEN HAVE ANY DOODLES BUT IVE BEEN REAAALLLY BUSY

AND I GOT AN ASK ABT HUMAN HUSKERDUST SO I GOTTA DO THAT

BYEBYE <333

[cheesysoup-arlo]

Cady’s Cousin (pt.2)

(pt. 1)/(pt. 3)/(pt. 4)

A/N: sorry this is mostly like “texting” also the relationship/couples I have in here are (karen and gretchen), (cady and regina), later I’ll add (janis and reader) and maybe (aaron and kevin g) idk maybe lol I won’t be tagging the ships since they’re not the main ship I hope y’all liked this lol

(Sunday 8:30pm)

*Cady created a group chat*

Cads 🦁: hey guys I made this group chat so (Y/N) can get to know you guys, you guys can get to know them, and just for fun 👍

???(1): aw Cady that’s so sweet, this is Aaron by the way lol

(Y/N): can everyone send their name please 🙏

???(2): karen 💕

???(3): Beyoncé

???(4): that’s Damian ^, this is janis 👾

Damian🌟: janis you’re no fun this is homophobia

Janis👾: yeah I hate the gays 🙄

karen💕: ??? u hat me 😞

Janis👾: no not you karen just Damian

karen💕: o okie 😽

???(5): the hottest bitch you’ll meet

(Y/N): hi Regina

Cads🦁: Y/N!!!

(Y/N): cads chill I know she’s off limits

Regina👛: aw baby you’re so cute when you’re jealous

Janis👾: barf 🤮

(Y/N): 😭😭😭

(Y/N): wait where’s Gretchen?

karen💕: sleping 😴

Damian🌟: Important question! Y/n are you one of them queers?

(Y/N): I would be offended if you thought I wasn’t

*damian has named group chat “fruit loops”*

Janis👾: I-

(Y/N): oh that’s-

Damian🌟: OK STOP BEING HOMOPHOBIC TO THE GAY BLACK MAN IM A MINORITY HERE

Regina👛: how’s everyone feeling about school tomorrow? I’m kind of excited mostly because the school cheese fries just hit different yk?

Cads🦁: I’m excited too but for classes I picked an extra math class this year

(Y/N): ha nerd 🤓

(Y/N): I’m nervous lol but at least I have you guys

Janis👾: I’m not excited I hate school it keeps me from doing more important things

(Y/N): like what?

Janis👾: sleeping

Damian🌟: I’m excited I decided that I’m gonna take the new senior only theater class which is a little out of my comfort zone but I’ll manage

Aaron🧍‍♂️: I was supposed to be graduated last year so I’m not excited at all

(Y/N): YOU GOT HELD BACK?!?! WHAT?!?!

Aaron🧍‍♂️: yeah I failed English and history so I couldn’t graduate

Cads🦁: it’s ok Aaron now you get to be with us for another year 😊

(Sunday 11:50pm) fruit loops

(Y/N): guys I can’t sleep

Janis👾: same I’ve been lying very still and it’s not working

Damian🌟: janis did you take the melatonin I gave you?

Janis👾: yeah but it’s not working 😔

Damian🌟: welp that’s a you problem then

(Monday 2:30am) fruit loops

(Y/N): do you think I can fit 40 mini marshmallows in my mouth?

Janis👾: oh absolutely

(Y/N): omg ur still awake too?

Janis👾: yeah lol

(Y/N): I just put 35 mini marshmallows in my mouth idk if I can fit more

Janis👾: if you fit all 40 I’ll give you 5 bucks

(Y/N): challenge accepted

(Monday 2:37am) fruit loops

(Y/N): I fit all 40 and almost choked lmao

Janis👾: lmao nice your $5 will be given at school

(Y/N): yippieeee

(Y/N): dude I literally can’t sleep

Janis👾: wanna call? That’s what me and Damian used to do before he got a good sleep schedule lmao

(Y/N): um sure me and my friend back home used to do that too

*incoming call from Janis👾*

“Hi” you whispered suddenly feeling a little more tired with her company even if it was only over the phone “hey” janis said with a small yawn “nice shirt” you say seeing her Lego movie shirt “oh um thanks” she says with a laugh “so what’s up?” “Let’s take turns asking each other questions until we fall asleep” you say with a little yawn “hmm ok favorite color?” She asks you “ooo definitely (your favorite color), how about you?” “Hmm either green or purple” “ooo good choice, hmm hobbies?” “I sing and write a little but I guess art even though I don’t consider it a hobby it’s more of a lifestyle” “art? Can I see some?” “Yeah sure I’ll show you some stuff tomorrow” you both yawn “shit it’s 3 am” janis sighs “fuck” you chuckle sleepy “um I’m getting tired” janis says with a tired laugh “me too” you say starting to close your eyes “good night (y/n)” “good night Janis” you say with a yawn falling asleep as she hangs up

Monday 5:30am

“Pst…(y/n)? You gotta wake up” your cousin said lightly shaking you “ugh five more minutes” you mumbled “no come on up you gotta get ready” she insisted, you got up against your body begging to go back to sleep “good morning sleepy head” Cady said with an enthusiastic smile “cads what time is it?” “5:33” “doesn’t school start at like 8:30?” “No it starts at 8 and I wanted to make sure you had enough time to get ready and have breakfast, breakfast is very important” “uh huh…mm thanks cads” you say with a yawn deciding to get up and look through your clothes “meet me in my room when you’re done getting dressed, ok?” Cady said “um ok?” You said grabbing your favorite jeans and shirt then going to look for your jacket as your cousin left

(Monday 5:40 am) fruit loops

Gretchen🌷: good morning everyone soooo so sorry for not texting yesterday I went to bed early

Regina👛: it’s ok Gretch don’t worry about it

Regina👛: also damn I think Janis and (y/n) our new insomniac duo

(Y/N): unfortunately yes I’m so fucking tired also good morning Gretchen

Aaron🧍‍♂️: why are you guys up so early it’s not even six yet? I literally woke up because of all the buzzing

(Y/N): cads woke me up :(

Regina👛: my skincare and makeup routine take like and hour

Gretchen🌷: I like mornings ☀️

You finished getting ready and headed over to Cady’s room like she asked you to. “What’s up cads?” “Eee (y/n) ok so first of all how are you feeling about your first day” “a little nervous and tired I only got like 2 and a half hours of sleep” “oh goodness (y/n) why didn’t you sleep sooner?”cady says concerned “Because I wasn’t tired?” You half joked. Cady hands you a paper. “That’s a map of the school the way Janis sees it she gave it to me on my first day I feel like it could be helpful for you” “oh um wow thanks cads” you say giving her a half hug. Your aunt knocks on Cady’s open door “hey girls good morning” “good morning mom” Cady says enthusiastically, you yawn “morning” you say with a small smile “I’ve got to head to work but I’m assuming you girls have a ride?” “Yeah Aaron’s gonna pick us up I think?” Cady answers “alright I love you two, be on your best behavior and call me or text me if you need me” your aunt says as she leaves “bye” you and Cady say at the same time. You head to the kitchen and pour yourself a bowl of cereal

(Monday 6:40am) fruit loops

Regina👛: my mom is doing a coffee run what does everyone want?

Damian🌟: iced coffee, oat milk, vanilla

Gretchen🌷: just the usual for me and Karen

Janis👾: iced coffee, oat milk, lavender

(Y/N): um (your coffee order) please

Cads🦁: can you just get me a tea?

Regina👛: yeah of course I’ll get your favorite

Aaron🧍‍♂️: regular coffee, cream and sugar please

Regina👛: ok also who’s picking up who today? I can get Karen and Gretchen as usual

Aaron🧍‍♂️: my mom said I don’t have car privileges this week so I can’t give anyone a ride

Damian🌟: I can get janis for sure but if anyone else needs a ride I can get them too

Cads🦁: can you give (Y/N) and I a ride please we’re ready whenever you are 👍

Damian🌟: yeah I’ll be over in 10 then we’ll go get Janis because I know she’s not ready yet

Janis👾: I would be offended but it’s true

Regina👛: alright meet at our usual spot?

Aaron🧍‍♂️: 👍

Damian🌟: sounds good see y’all soon

[my-name-is-jefferooni]

Have you ever even heard of…

BECAUSE OH MY GOD SEARCH FOR THE LOST IS SUCH AN UNDERRATED GEM OF A FAN-MADE SONIC SHOW

Okay, allow me to give you some additional context before just bombarding you with all the many reasons why you need to watch this show.

Search for the Lost is a fan-made production created by Creative Planet Entertainment on YouTube. This shit has been around for 6 whole years, and it is such a good show! Made entirely out of g-mod screenshots/screen recordings and Sonic gameplay, Search for the Lost is a show about Silver the Hedgehog and his friends figuring out what Melhiles of all people is doing back in action, and why the fuck he’s working with Eggman of all people. Also, why is Infinite back… AND WHAT’S ALL THIS TALK ABOUT A PROPHECY!?

OH AND BLAZE IS HERE TOO!?!?

AND THERE’S THIS NEW GUY CALLED FORGE WHO IS LITERALLY THE BEST IN THE ENTIRE SHOW HANDS DOWN 100000P0/10 BEST BOI BEST ROBO BUDDY EVER HE’S SUCH AN IDIOT AND SUCH A HILARIOUS GUY HE’S LIKE THE ONLY ONE WHO MAKES GOOD JOKES HE IS LITERALLY THE BEST EVER I LOVE FORGE

Aight lemme just give a quick spoiler-free explanation about Forge because I know yall are looking at this like “Who tf is Forge?? Some kinda fan character or something??” Because… Yeah, he is a fan character, BUT A VERY GOOD ONE AND HIS DYNAMICS WITH EVERYONE WORK LIKE A CHARM I TELL YOU HE IS NOT JUST SOME RANDOM SONIC RECOLOR.

Cuz he’s a Metal Sonic recolor! 🤩 Haha, well to be fair, they literally call out Sonic recolors in the show with this fact. It’s in Forge’s story! Basically, Forge once worked with Silver in his bad timeline in Crisis City, but the ashes and the chemicals were too much for his small little itty bitty bird lungs. So, to keep himself from slowing everybody down, he managed to shove his consciousness into an old Metal Sonic model. A black-and-yellow one, kinda like the one from Archie except a lot less like Sonic personality-wise and a lot more like Sonic visually. With all these new robotic upgrades, Forge became a force to be reckoned with, and became one of Silver’s bestest friends after the whole Iblis thing. Oh, and he ships Silvaze like it’s nobody’s business, so that obviously gets an A+ from me lmao

I may have gotten carried away with that explanation and maybe there’s some spoilers in there but it’s late and I’m sleepy so you’ll only know if you watch the show~! ✨🙂

Seriously tho. This show is very underrated. I’ve been keeping tabs on it for years now, ever since episode 5 came out! Trust me, that’s a long time. They have their plates full when it comes to personal things and it’s a big project so episodes come out after a long time in production.

There are only 7 episodes so far, but each episode is jam-packed full of lore and giving us more questions on top of every answer! It brings back characters we haven’t seen for a long while, and it always provides a reasonable explanation as to why some of them have been gone and why some just like. Cut contact or something. There’s characters from previous games, from Sonic X, from Archie, from IDW, BRO WE GOT GAMMA IN HERE BAYBEEEEE IF THAT AINT FREE REAL ESTATE IDK WHAT IS.

AND DON’T FORGET HEAVY AND BOMB FROM KNUCKLES CHAOTIX. PLEASE. PLEASE DON’T FORGET ABOUT THEM THEY’RE HERE TOO AND THEY’RE LOVELY

So. Please. Please just watch this show. Please look at all the additional content with Forge on their channel too, it’s fucking hilarious! Just… I wanna talk to someone about this show who isn’t just my lil bro. Like I love getting to bombard him with bullshit about characters he’s never even heard about until watching this show but I gotta know I’m not the only one. Please. These people are working so hard on Search for the Lost and I’d really appreciate if you even saw just one or two episodes. The story is very intriguing, the characters are all so well-written, TEAM DARK IS THERE, FORGE GETS A WEAPON OF MASS DESTRUCTION, so I say it’s all totally worth it!

[restinslices]

Having Percy As A Brother

Don’t know why I was thinking about this. You’re a non demigod in this post btw. I haven’t read HOO yet so this is just PJO and general stuff

I love Percy as much as the next person but oh my damn

This kid is giving you a headache

I can imagine that all those monster fights end up affecting you

“Next time you fight a huge monster, don’t fight around my car!” “Oh yeah, I’ll be sure to ask them if we can fight in a field next time” “Don’t be sarcastic with me shitass. My car has a big dent in it!”

Obviously you’re worried about him, but with all the shit he gets into and survives, you’re not shaking in your boots

Sometimes Sally has to work in the morning which means you’re in charge of getting Percy up and ready for school

A terrible terrible fate

“Perseus! I’ve woken you up three times!” “I’m just resting my eyes”

Be fr-

Gotta check on that boy every five minutes. He just keeps falling asleep

Do I have any canon material to back this up? No. I just get a vibe

“If I come back in this room and you’re not up, it’s gonna be me and you. You think just because you survived a battle with Kronos, you can survive a battle with me? WRONG!”

Now realistically fighting you wouldn’t be a problem, but let’s ignore that-

I can see him accidentally putting his shirt for camp on, which obviously he can’t wear to school. Kinda gets a lil attitude when you tell him this because he’s so sleepy

“You got an attitude? I would hate for us both to have an attitude, now everybody’s day fucked up”

Yeah, you fuss at him a lot

But it’s not in a mean way

Siblings fuss. It happens. Percy knows you love him

“Here, I made you lunch” “Why?” “Because you’ll probably blow the school up and have to leave, so you won’t make it to lunch” “oh”

You help him when it comes to reading stuff in English

And you chill out with him after he has a nightmare - which is often

Ya’ll watch tv and talk about whatever. He probably doesn’t wanna talk much about his nightmares.

Percy has a whole cabin to himself and does NOT keep that shit clean, so I think that sometimes leaks into his home life

“Why does your room smell like a raccoon’s ass?” “Well it started once you walked in here” “Ha! You think you’re funny, you fish? Clean this room! This is not a camp!”

Oh yeah, the smart ass remarks are constant. He’s a little sarcastic asshole in the books and show (I forgot how he was in the movies)

It drives Sally insane because sometimes she can’t tell if you two are actually angry with each other or not

I feel like I can’t end this without mentioning Annabeth

Before they start dating, you liked to be an asshole and invite her over for dinner

You look over at Percy from time to time with the most devious look on your face

“Hey Percy, you were gonna pay for that dent in my car, right?” “No?” “Hm… Ann-” “I meant not right now! I need to save more money first” “Lovely”

He’s a victim of blackmailing

It’s a real shame when they get together finally. Now you have no leverage over him

Rip

Yeah idk why I wanted to write this, but here we are!

[bravrdm]

poly!bats boys x plus sized black reader headcanons?

Omg I completely ignored the poly part my bad I’ll do another one but for now here’s this

THIS HAS NOT BEEN EDITED AT ALL SO IF ITS BAD DONT JUDGE

Azriel

He worships you body in the bedroom

He knows how it feels to be insecure (via his hands)

So he always make sure to remind you your beautiful.

Fucks you when ever you get a new hairstyle

If you ever worked for the night Court you would be a perfect spy bc ur change ur wigs all the time.

When you wore your Afro out one day in the city the kids came rushing out to greet you and they put a whole bunch of flowers in ur hair

He he didn’t think it was possible to fall even more in love with you in that moment but he did. He loved seeing you with kids

Punched a dude in the face for making fun of ur weight.

He thinks ur hair is really cute

Would try to use ur hair and ur ass as a pillow.

Always touching ur belly and kissing ur arms/shoulders.

{dam bitch why I’m blushing}

Goes feral when u wear skin tight dresses and that one color that looks good on ur skin tone.

Kisses you stomach when he’s going down on u.

When u fall asleep he’ll put on ur bonnet for u and kiss ur forehead.

You’ll be at the dinner table with everyone and he’ll be kissing ur wrist and kissing up ur arm like chill bruh it’s not that serious

He’ll learn how to do ur twist outs and will make sure u never run out of hair grease.

Don’t make jokes about ur weight or skin color in front of him. He will fuck you in front of the mirror/ window just to show u and everyone else just how pretty you look when your cumming on his dick.

Ur sitting in his lap ALL of the time

Seriously

When even u joined the high lord meetings with az rhysand wouldn’t even give u a chair bc he knew Azriel would just pull u into his lap and you would both just sit there

U thought he was lying when he said he would fuck you in front of everyone if you kept making jokes about yourself?

The next meeting he had he had you facing everyone while fucking the shit out of you while his shadows covered the both of you so no one would see.

Sadly the shadows couldn’t hide your moans so u had to keep quiet.

Rhysand chewed him out for it but he also told az he would of done the same thing (they both nasty like that ew)

Cassian

He’s a big man so of course he likes everything big.

No offense to nesta but I don’t think it’s really realistic for cassian to be with a skinny girl 😔

Big beefy men usually go for big girls idk why ask your baldheaded mother.

He would only wanna see u in skintight dresses. (Or naked but that’s another story.)

He would HAVE TO learn how to do ur hair

Territorial asf

One time u had a male hair braider and he almost went crazy

You smacked him and kicked him out

After that he made sure to learn how natural hair works bc there was no way he was gonna let anyone else touch you.

It was kinda romantic teaching him and watching him learn about your hair.

He’ll do ur cornrows and then fuck u.

I feel like he would be more intimate when it comes to doing ur hair.

Like he would light candles and wash ur body in the bathtub and then wash ur hair.

After he’s done he would lay u on the bed and oil and lotion ur whole body down. And put u in one of his shirts

He would have u sit in his chair at his desk, section your hair and twist it up

You’d be so relaxed at that point and turned on.

9/10 im slow fucking him after that ngl.

Nice sleepy cuddle-fucking? Yes sir yes sir.

Rhysand

He tried to learn how to do ur hair but he was so busy and was always tired after his long work days.

But there was no way in hell he was having his high lady looking like shit

So he made a plan and got together the best stylists and braiders in the game for his wife ❤️🤞🏾

He would definitely have u living that pampered wife lifestyle

Im not really into the soft life shit but he would definitely have u living the soft life

Always buying expensive hair jewelry and headbands.

He got u a wet brush with a fat diamond in the center.

All ur hair products would match bc he likes organization.

Would probably have a whole separate room dedicated to ur hair and jewelry.

I’m kinda mad at rhysand rn so no more for him.

[ayoarticulate]

let’s get some discussion, i wanna know how y’all feeling on some shit post the bear season two

feel free to respond to all of them or none of them! just vibe and answer to urself if you want lol

spoilers below ofc

how we feeling about claire and carmy?? personally… not a fan. simply cause i’m a carmy x syd fan, but for those of you who aren’t how are y’all liking this romantic aspect being placed in carmy’s life??

syd x marcus?? possibly?? maybe?? personally, i don’t see it, but hey! i didn’t see syd x carmy at first either, so. how are we feeling about this little awkward intro of a maybe at them

i’m kinda upset we didn’t get more of ebra and tina in culinary school! i wish we could’ve seen ebra overcome his fears and persevere through school, but i’m also glad he found his place in the kitchen in the end

also SUPER excited to see my girl tina thriving in the kitchen!! she’s really stepping up and falling into her potential, and her confidence in her abilities is growing exponentially. love to see women winning

speaking of thriving, richie!! making something of himself, finding his purpose! his episode was definitely my favorite, not even gonna lie. loved his finding something to be happy about and realize he’s good at managing. slowly climbing my ranks of fav characters

once again, beautiful segue, on the topic of fav characters, syd the kid!! so happy to see her pushing forward in the face of SOMEONES absence, but also so terrified of what this new responsibility will do to her in the long run. kinda really mad at carm rn for pushing off onto her while simultaneously getting mad at her for handling shit?? idk… i felt really hopeful in the beginning cause they were talking about themselves and working on the menu together, then BOOM! claire 😒. how we feeling on the state of syd and carm rn??

SUGAR!!! OH SUGAR I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. i love how much of sugar we get this season, she’s so… everything. and i think that’s the problem will simultaneously being the solution? she’s always there to help, but she’s always there to help, yk? it can back fire on her and leave her seeming like the bad guy in some cases which really sucks, like in the ep with the family christmas, she just wanted to be a safe space but that ended up being the worst thing in the end. yet with the restaurant, i’m fairly confident they wouldn’t have gotten half the shit they got done had sugar been absent. how y’all feel about sugars involvement in this season??

speaking of the christmas ep, LOVED the chaos and just complete understanding of the ep, and by understanding i mean why carm and sugar are the way they are and why they thrive in the environment they thrive in. it’s what they know, they know how to operate in mayhem. it’s also terrifying that’s the best they’re in.

vv worried about carm and his belief that he doesn’t need and/or deserve happiness and entertainment. as PISSED as i am at him, he’s so much more than that i believe, and i wish we could get this man into some one on one therapy, IMMEDIATELY.

that’s all i got rn cause i’m sleepy as hell and i need to shower. don’t be afraid! pls respond i need conversation lol

[estcsy]

Hello! I need advice on shifting and ur like the only person ik on here that does it😀 basically I used to be super hyperfixated on shifting but it never worked out and I got super frustrated, now it's been a long time and I'm trying to get back into it but idk how. I have adhd and have trouble staying focused. I've done meditations but even the ones specially made for ppl with adhd dont really seem to do anything. I'm good at visualizing, it gets me very tingly and almost convinced that I am fully there, but after a short while my eyes hurt and they feel like they cross when I try to visualise with them closed and opening them makes it harder to focus. And overall I cant really seem to get a grip on shifting as much as I used to anymore, cus I cant get really emotionally into it, so I'll try it once and then completely forget abt it and I feel like I'm not making any progress :((

U dont have to reply! Feel free to ignore this!!

I WOULD NEVER EVER IGNORE YOUUU :D

i totally get you tho, i’m the same and especially in the beginning i had a lot of trouble focusing. but the best advice that i have for that is one of twos things

1. just do what feels right

if you have trouble focusing or have something like adhd doing something you don’t really feel like doing won’t work AT ALL so if you already struggle with that and you think the method is boring or something along those lines you won’t get anywhere. so please just do what you want. since you’re good at visualization i’d stick to that and have fun with it! :D laying in the dark counting is so boring so please just use your imagination however you’d like

2. try while you’re sleepy

for this, try to sleep for about 2 - 4 hours and then wake up and start doing your method, when you’re sleepy it’s kinda hard to focus on more then one thing so i think visualizing while you’re tired might work for you :D (and don’t worry about not falling asleep, just set your mind to waking up where you’re shifting to and you should be fine) 

but other than that about your problem about feeling like you don’t have as good of a grip on shifting, that’s totally fine! i think being chill about it is better than being hyperfixated on it

also try shifting somewhere that you really really wanna go or like a new place if that makes any sense? if you’ve been trying to shift for a while to the same place and you kinda feel like you’ve lost passion for going there that’s okay and understandable, just try and make sure that you feel excited about where you’re going because it can be hard when that spark of motivate of really wanting to go there is gone

and i know that might sound sad but that dr will always be there and you can always go later :D

good luck tell me how it goes 🫂🫂🫂🫶🏻

ALSO THE EYES CROSSING THING DRIVES ME CRAZY AS WELL UGH

[autisticempathydaemon]

your match-up game looks like so much funnn so i'm gonna submit one for myself 💖

dragula by rob zombie …. i only rly discovered it like two weeks ago but it’s one i play a lot while working bc for some reason it helps me focus lol

just took a test and got nine, the peacemaker. idk much abt enneagrams 🫣

hmm yes but only when i’m feeling spicy. and they’re almost always about video games in some regard, like analyses or creepypasta deep dives yk?

i don’t think i ever had a REAL imaginary friend. i remember trying for a little while because i thought it’s what all kids were supposed to do, but i never like. Believed in it

sleep aid audios! lately it’s been redacted (i have a whole folder of faves on my phone lol) but before that it was asmrtists like gibi. sometimes i take melatonin too ‘cause it takes me ages to fall asleep 😪

i changed my name around late 2019 to angel when i was just coming into my nonbinary-ness; i took it from the video game borderlands 2! i went back to my given name in 2021/2022 but being angel was fun for a while <3

milo’s panic attack audio i think. i was just getting into redacted and starting from the top and it just made me feel so cozy and locked him in as a fave :’) OOH also the pack smash tournament!! i love multi-speaker videos and that one was so much fun

vincent ……. i’m so sorry i’ve tried three times to listen to his playlist but he bores me 😭 the farthest i’ve gotten is past adam, though i listened to his involvement in inversion and picked up with him after the summit

do video games count bc if so i can quote resident evil 4 2005 ALLLL DAY LONG it’s my favorite game ever. if not i’m gonna say lilo and stitch ‘cause that’s my biggest comfort movie

 HUXLEY. like dgmw i love his non-canon audios & he’d be just the sweetest boyfriend but i want to be his friend so baadlyyy i just need one good huxley hug and i think it would cure me

nooo when i’m sleepy i just get quiet 🫠 i’m not a big talker in general i think

blue raspberry slushie + honey bun OR dr pepper + chili cheese fritos. depends on my mood

recently ummm it’s been a playlist i made called violent devotion, which is basically just yandere-type songs hehe

aw man ok. so i was a big homestuck fan in my teens and i rly loved broadway karkat, & last week i discovered all my faves are on spotify :’) so i made a playlist of them and spent all weekend revisiting my past

HMM okay here’s some rapid fire facts: i’m the eldest of three, i’m a dog person, i’m an introvert,  i can be very stubborn (taurus 👋🏻), i tend to prefer video games over tv/movies, and overall personality-wise i relate the most to honey out of all the listeners!

So I consider a lot of factors when I do these, I swear I do. That said- you’re a Honey-kinnie but also a dog person? Who else can I pair you with but Asher?

Your personality types, in addition to your being an eldest child, hint to me that you’re a steadfast, reliable person and therefore an excellent foil to Asher who could use someone like that in his life to ground him. In contrast, I think his extroverted, bubbly nature would bring you out of your shell, endear you to the rest of the pack as the beta’s mate. Also, I think your love of video games and homestuck would really bring y’all together. (Out of all the boys, he’s deffo the most likely to be a homestuck.)

You’d have such a fun, chill life together, because Asher keeps it fun and chill, you know? I think Asher spends a lot of time wolfed out and with his big, dog head on your lap while you play video games. He jumps during the scary games and shifts back during co-ops so he can play with you. He comes home from a gig with either a honey bun or Fritos, because he wasn’t sure what the vibe was today, so he’ll eat whichever one you don’t want. You do 7/11 snack runs and compete to see who has the bluest tongue. It’s a great life.

Song:

Ooh, I'm in love/ It's a mystery/ When I see you out at night/ I start to get dizzy/ Before I see you I pick out some things to say/ Don't want to sound foolish and waste my chance away/ Oh, I'm not gonna make the same mistakes/ I'm not gonna run/ Just pick the boy you like

This song is peak Asher-vibes; do you know what I mean? Like, I think this is the kind of music he’d like, this sort of alternative indie pop rock sound. (Side note, the guitarist’s name is literally Darlin, so that’s a sign right there.) This song in particular is so fun and catchy; I can see Asher singing this at you incessantly no matter how long he’s already been your boyfriend.

Runner-ups:

Milo is a runner-up because you’re a dog person /hj It’s also because I would kill to watch him watch you play RE4 or any other horror game- that would be hilarious. Guy is another runner-up because, behind Asher, he’s the second most likely to have had a homestuck phase.

Read this post and send me an ask if you’d like a match-up of your own! 💌

[beepsparks]

Day something of being full of joy and whimsy and creativity until THE EMBARRASSMENT hits me like a truck

(uh idk this is a little ventish?? Is that the right word?? It’s just me ranting about not wanting to come off as weird but I do kinda want someone to confirm to me I’m not weird 😭)

So like lately I’ve really only had interp ideas for the Lie Swatter host (already done), Dandelion (actively in the works), Master Mentalist (also actively in the works) and sort of Toby (but I need good ideas) and the thing is that they’re all hosts of games I don’t really care for but I think I know WHY I am keen on making interps of them and I am like 90% sure it’s because I really like Phil Ridarelli’s voicework so I’m really inspired to make interps for hosts he voices but also I FEEL EMBARRASSED BECAUSE OF IT

This is probably not the first time I’ve felt like I was weird or embarrassed because I find someone who helps make something I like cool and inspiring but it KEEPS HAPPENING and it’s starting to annoy me the amount of times I’ll just be appreciating a character or something and then I’ll feel weird because part of the reason is literally just because they’re voiced/created/written by someone I find inspiration for art in (or I just think they’re cool)

idk WHY it’s even a problem anymore because im half-sure this is literally a normal thing, like you see ALL THE TIME people watch movies just because an actor they like is in it, tbh I think I might feel weird or embarrassed because people I find inspiring aren’t like. Celebrities and shit and instead just people that help work on things I like/make music I like, so they aren’t well known to people. I dunno if even THATS the reason

Also I think a major thing playing into me feeling embarrassed or like I’m weird with this specifically is the fact Schmitty makes me sleepy, like the second I remember he’s voiced by an actual person I don’t know irl I feel insanely embarrassed and weird even if it’s Schmitty’s CHARACTER that probably makes me comforted and sleepy. Wah

Oh and normally people make interps for hosts they LIKE because of their actual character, instead I’m currently making a Dandelion interp fully aware it’s like 90% because I think his voice actor is cool and somehow inspires me to make art, like. I don’t care for Dandelion’s actual character much if not at all and SAME GOES FOR TOBY (The Lie Swatter host I made bc I thought the idea of an anthropomorphic fly was cool so he doesn’t count)

idk man. I’m probably just way too paranoid of being seen as a “weird fan” of a real person when really all I’m doing is just making art and designs for characters Phil voices because I’m inspired to do so (and on occasion looking at clips of shows he appears in because I guess I just think he’s cool or something WAH idk man. I like his work, he’s so talented and that’s cool but I don’t even think I can say any praise without feeling embarrassed and weird and I wanna STOP feeling embarrassed and like I’m weird, like I literally just felt embarrassed NOW typing that. Good lord. Can someone just confirm for me or something if I’m weird or not?? If I am being a “weird fan” of some kind you can tell me, be honest, please. Anyway I’m gonna watch a movie I find comforting right now to get my mind off this but yeah it’s been bugging me for awhile and I kinda wanna say it so I can get others opinions, idk.)

[punkinvsblogging]

I still have about two weeks left in China, but I just got very sad all of a sudden thinking about how I have to leave all of the nice people I met at all of the Fall Out Boy shows. All of the gatherings and stuff were pretty exhausting for me, but some of those fans were so nice and really went above and beyond for me. Some people would call my name from far away or approach me at the meetups. Sometimes, I would be IN THE VENUE, and someone would yell my name from up high in the stands or run up to me. I would ask them if they ordered a bracelet from me because I couldn’t imagine why else strangers would want to come up to me and talk to me looking so excited. But some of them told me they just wanted to say hi. (⋟﹏⋞) I wanna cry just thinking about it lol

Since 2ourdust started, I’ve been told that maybe I’m just not meant for fan culture, and that might be true, but I have never had any experience like this at a Fall Out Boy show before, and I don’t know if I ever will.

The last time I saw a Fall Out Boy show in China in 2018, I went alone and had a great time because I love Fall Out Boy. I always love seeing Fall Out Boy play Fall Out Boy songs at the Fall Out Boy show. I also always prefer to go alone because I don’t like sharing that experience with others. I think I feel like I can’t let go or something, and just being around other people makes me feel anxious sometimes. I don’t see that changing, but some of these people were so sweet to me and really helped make this the best Fall Out Boy concert experience ever. It has been very hard, and I have risked a lot to come here. I don’t know how the rest of this trip will go, but I am so so glad I came back to China, and now I am genuinely stressed trying to figure out what kind of job I can get that will allow me to take a month off work to go to China and do this again next year lol

This was just meant to be a couple of sentences, and then more happened lol I am sleepy, so idk if this made a lot of sense but TL;DR There are very many wonderful Fall Out Boy fans in China, and I hope I get the opportunity to come back and do this again. 🇨🇳💗

[thyme-in-a-bubble]

lea my brain has stopped working and my throat hurts 😭 i wanna write but can't, the words won't come and i wanna cry ugly like an infant 🤧

oh nooooo! i hope you feel better soon! warm socks, scarf, some tea <3

you wanna know some of the things i do when i have writer's block?

i listen to music (i like classical but especially also for this because there aren’t any lyrics distracting your brain) and kinda meditate. look up at the sky through my window, go for a slow walk and stare at the little things. rest, recuperate, eat some good food, watch something comforting, reach out for help, talk to someone, do stuff that gives your brain lots of happy chemicals. also sleep… tired brains don’t often do well with words…

often for me when words doesn't wanna be wording it’s because i’m too tired or stressed from other things, so to me it’s a sign to take a break.

and when i wanna write and it’s just a little bit better but still not good, then i write in a little bit of a different way. i don’t write it as perfectly or fully word for word perfection on the first draft.

i have an outline, almost like a checklist (this i always have, but it’s especially helpful here) and then i go through and write as much or as little as i can for each little moment. often for me it’s only dialogue (because that’s a lot easier for me than the other stuff, comes more naturally) and then a short and messy note of what i wanna remember to include in the description, like if something is said in a certain way or something physical, or a vibe, then i write that inside brackets. and then i go back though however many times i need to fill it out and finish it up, usually like do that on other days so that the writing juice might get a chance to regenerate. does that make sense? idk if i described it well enough…

if you want a visual description:

(from outline about this part: alex has writer's block, lea tries to help then, but is also sleepy and falls asleep in the middle lol)

“do you think if i kissed you long enough the writer's block would go away?” (lea is like holding/hugging her from behind as she’s sitting in the desk chair, like chin resting on maybe the shoulder?)

“only one way to find out” (kinda like play along, say it in that way where you try and hold a straight face even though every fibre of your being wants to crack the biggest and fattest smile)

(then they snuggle on the couch a little bit, the cat wakes up from a nap and distracts them with her cuteness, they have a little convo with her before turning on gilmore girls and watching it the rest of the night, ordering pizza, all that jazz)

[flyingraijin]

sweetener. - Ch 7

breathin.

Pairing: Atsumu Miya x fem!reader

Word Count: 7114

Warnings: Swearing, Atsumu is a menace, are things getting emotional? idk, all characters are 18+

Series masterlist + ao3

Your phone is ringing. 

You're barely aware of it, bogged down by the throws of sleep as you are, and part of you is sure it's just part of a dream. The familiar tune, it's working its way into your subconscious and for a while you don't even think to answer it. 

But then something in you clicks and you wake up properly. And with a very disgruntled groan that sounds closer to the grunt of a pig, you roll over and begin slamming your hand across your nightstand in search of the stupid thing. It’s vibrating angrily when you do pick it up, and you don’t even bother checking the caller ID before you hit answer and hold it to your ear. 

“What?”

The voice that responds is far too cheery for such an early hour on a weekend morning. 

“G’morning to you too, princess! I must say, ya don’t seem too happy to hear from me.” 

You let out an audible groan and stump back down on your bed, glaring at the ceiling through sleepy eyes. “Atsumu, it’s not even seven am.” 

“Not even?” Atsumu replies. “Seven am is practically lunch time. C’mon, get yer lazy ass outta bed.”

“What my lazy ass does on the weekend is none of your concern,” you growl back at him. “Now, what do you want?”

Atsumu chuckles. “Sheesh, yer cranky,” he comments. “That's not very attractive, princess.” 

“Good thing you're not attracted to me then,” you grumble, rolling your eyes. “And of course I’m cranky, it’s not even seven in the morning!”

“Don’t be such'a spoil sport,” Atsumu tells you brightly. “C’mon, ya should be happy yer boyfriend took time outta his day to call you.” 

“Fake boyfriend,” you hiss back at him. “And seriously, what do you want, Atsumu?” 

You hear him sigh, finally dropping the teasing. “Well, it’s my rest day,” he starts off. “And I’m bored. So I figured… we should go out!”

“Go out?”

“Yeah,” he says encouragingly. “On a date!”

“A… date?” you ask. You can imagine Atsumu nodding his head up and down like a damn bobblehead. 

“Yes, a date!” he replies.

“You want to go on a … date… with me?” you ask again, trying to get the facts straight in your head. You hear Atsumu sigh down the phone. 

“C’mon, keep up, princess,” he tells you. “Yes, I wanna go on a date. It’ll be fun!” 

“Fun?”

“So much fun!” he says. “I promise ya, it'll be the best date yer’ve ever been on!”

“I doubt that,” you mumble to yourself before letting out a hefty sigh and rubbing your hand over your eyes. “But why, Atsumu?”

“Because I’m bored.” 

“Yeah, you said that,” you grumble. “No, I mean why do you want to go on a date ? What’s the point?”

“The point? Aw, why does there always have'ta be a point?” 

“You do remember that this relationship is not real?” you ask him skeptically, to which he only laughs happily. 

“”Course I do, princess! But I figured, what's the point in doing this whole thing if we don’t get the whole experience, huh?”

“The whole experience?” 

“Yeah! Like we go out together, I bring ya flowers, we take a bunch of adorable pictures as a couple! It’ll be fun.” 

“It’ll be unnecessary,” you mutter, unimpressed that this was the reason why he’d woken you up so early. Atsumu whines unhappily. 

“Aw c’mon,” he groans. “Can’t we at least go out just as friend then? ‘Samu’s locked me outside because I’m too hyper and I wanna do somethinggggg!” 

You almost snort at that, picturing Osamu throwing Atsumu into the garden. Honestly, you don't blame him; how anyone can have this much enthusiasm and energy this early on a Saturday morning so completely beyond you. However, you also can’t deny that Atsumu’s offer is a little tempting, if only to get you an excuse not to do your school work this morning. 

“Okay,” you start, rolling over onto your side once again. “If we did go out, what would we do?” 

“Get food!” Atsumu immediately replies. “I know this really nice place that does the best ramen! And there's an ice cream place about five minutes walk from it too!” 

“Your treat?” you ask suspiciously. Atsumu doesn’t even fight you on it. 

“Sure!” 

There's a moment of silence as you chew over his offer. He’s probably talking about getting lunch, so at least you won’t have to get up right away if you do agree. And you are getting a little sick of the microwave meals you've been eating recently in your own home, with neither of your parents deeming the situation dire enough to buy some actually fresh food. Ramen and ice cream does sound good from that perspective. That and… 

“We could also talk,” Atsumu starts, his voice a little less brash and a little more probing, like he knows the effect how words will have on you. “We could talk about what happened… yesterday. With Suna.” 

Your eyes narrow. “You said you'd text me about that?”

You can imagine Atsumu shrugging in response. “It's probably something that should be discussed in person,” he admits eventually. Then his tone changes again and you just know he's got that teasing smile spreading across his face. “So… ya in?” 

You roll your eyes and let out a long sigh. You shouldn’t, you really shouldn’t. You have school work and you shouldn't be getting attached to Atsumu in this way. But… 

“Alright, I’m in,” you says finally before sitting up in bed and running one hand sullenly through your hair. “When and where do you want me to meet you?” 

“I will be coming round to yer house to pick ya up,” Atsumu tells you firmly. “Just like a real boyfriend.” 

“Rin never walked me places when we went out,” you point out sullenly. Atsumu just snorts in reply. 

“Well, Rin-rin was a useless boyfriend.” 

You purse your lips, for the first time not immediately jumping to defend your ex. Thankfully, Atsumu doesn’t comment on it. 

“I’ll be at yers at around eleven thirty,” he just tells you. “It's a bit of a walk but it's a nice one, so ya don’t mind, right?” 

“Yeah, that's fine,” you mumble in reply, already used to trekking all across town just to get to school. “Just text me when you get here, okay?” 

“Will do,” Atsumu replies, and you can tell by the intonation of his words that he’s grinning. “I’ll see ya then, princess!”

“Bye, Atsumu,” you tell him shortly before hitting the end call button and dropping your phone down on your bed covers. For a moment you stay where you are, staring at the wall opposite your bed with your expression blank, as you process what has just happened. Then a wave of what feels like frantic butterflies rolls up through your body, right from your toes all the way to your ears and you cant help but let out a small squeak. Your chest begins to burn. 

Holy shit, I’m going on a date with Atsumu. A date!

You flop backwards onto your bed and slap both of your hands against your cheeks, trying to block out the violently girly giggles that are threatening to escape from you. Pull yourself together, the voice in your head screams at you. This isn’t a real date, so calm the fuck down!  

And yet, for some reason, you can't. Atsumu had called you up out of the blue when he was bored because he wanted to hang out with you. And while the timing is far from ideal and you're now awake much earlier than you'd ever want to be on Saturday, you can't help the fact that you feel… honoured? Appreciated? Excited? After all, Atsumu does have a number of friends, all of which you're sure would be happy to hang out with him over the weekend. But he’d chosen you. 

Even if it is just because he's bored, or because he wants to talk about what happened yesterday, he’d still called you. And it makes you happy. It makes you think, I really am his friend. 

Which feels great at first but hurts just a little every time you think about it. 

Thankfully, there's still a lot of time before Atsumu is planning on making his appearance at your front door, so you allow yourself to dawdle a bit as you move about your morning. The first thing you do is inform your parents that you will be going out today; to which they both give you somewhat odd but curious looks. 

“With who?” you mum asks as she sits on the couch, in the middle of crocheting a beanie for a charity drive your school is hosting. You tangle your fingers together awkwardly and shuffle your feet from where you stand at the foot of the stairs. 

“My, uh, boyfriend?”

“This boyfriend again,” you dad says; he's sitting beside your mom with his iPad on his lap, in the middle of watching what you presume is the Formula 1. However he mutes it so he can look up at you. “You brought it up yesterday and then didn’t say anything else.” 

“Uh, right,” you mumble, embarrassed. “Yeah, sorry, I was just pretty tired.” 

You mom sets down her crocheting on her lap and gives you a shrewd look from over her glasses. “Is it Rintarou?” she asks you, her voice sour. “Because I’m still not happy with the way he treated you-”

“Uh, it's not,” you cut her off before she can start ranting, already well aware of her feels on your ex-boyfriend. Immediately, her shoulders relax a little. 

“Oh? So it’s someone new?” 

“How long has this been going on?” you dad butts in, looking suspicious. “I didn’t think you'd want to get into another relationship so quickly.” 

“W-well, I wasn’t really planning on it,” you mumble. Lying to your parents doesn't feel the greatest, but you also have a strong suspicion that if you do give them the full details on Atsumu, they’ll stop worrying so much about you. And so you launch into the little cover story you and Atsumu had agreed on, telling your parents how you knew him from the volleyball club and how the pair of you had ended up chatting until that party (you very carefully leave out the parts about how drunk you both were and how you'd kissed him and then dragged him into a closet) when you'd officially gotten together. You mum asks a few questions along the way, interrogating you about how he treats you and what he's like as a person, and you answer each one as truthfully as possible. Your dad just nods along; he’ll be the first to admit that he's really not the best in terms of discussing your relationships, but he agrees with what your mum has to say. The conversation wanes when you mum finally brings up the big question. 

“So when will we get to meet him?” 

“Um,” you gulp and bite the inside of your cheek. “Some time."

“Some time?” you mum asks, eyes narrowed. You swallow nervously

“Look, it’s still pretty new and we’re just keep things casual for now,” you tell her. “I don't want a repeat of what happened with Rin- Suna, so I’d rather just figured this out on my own for a bit without bringing you guys into it. If… that's okay?” 

Both your parents give you long looks, seemingly thinking. Then eventually, you mom nods. “Alright,” she tells you. “I trust you to handle things yourself. But we’re here for you if you ever do need us, alright?” 

“Alright,” you tell her, managing a soft smile. “Thanks mum.” And then you scurry off into the kitchen, doing your best to hide just how embarrassed you are. 

God, if Atsumu ever does meet your parents, you’ll never hear the end of it from either of them . 

After munching your way through a small breakfast - keeping in mind the entire time that Atsumu is probably going to force you into consuming a massive lunch - you head back upstairs to begin getting ready. As you go, you tell yourself that you're not going to put too much effort in. Not only would that be a lot of work for you, but it’d look desperate and embarrassing, and you don't want to give Atsumu any more ammunition to tease you with. You tell yourself this the entire way through the shower you take, and as you rub argon oil into your hair to give it some extra shine and a nice smell, and as you put on a full face mask before leaving the bathroom in your bathrobe to pick out what to wear, and as you sort through all the clothes you own before choosing probably the prettiest dress you have, and as you select your favourite jewellery to slip on, and as you sit yourself down in front of your mirror to brush some make up onto your face. 

You tell it to yourself the whole time; I’m am not going to go overboard. It’s just Atsumu, it doesn’t matter how I look in front of Atsumu because I don’t care about his opinions . 

That is, until your'e finally done with your makeup and you look up into the mirror to find that… well, you’ve definitely put a considerable amount of effort in. 

To your credit, you do look very pretty. Your hair is lovely and healthy-looking, and the small amount of makeup that you've done brings out all your best features. But, as you continue to stare at yourself, you can feel the embarrassment building in your gut because… 

Jesus christ, you’ve made an effort for Atsumu. Fucking bastard.  

In all honesty, you have half a mind to completely rid yourself of everything you've just done and show up to your date with Atsumu in your actual pyjamas, just for the principle of it. But by this time, theres only around ten minutes until he's supposed to arrive and so you don't think you have enough time to entirely scrub off all the effort you've made. So you just sit sulkily in your room for the next ten minutes, kicking your feet against your bed frame and pouting angrily like an upset toddler. 

Your phone buzzes about eight minutes later and it takes you only a few seconds to confirm that it’s Atsumu, telling you he’s outside, before you’re grabbing yourself a bag and then hurtling down the stairs as you stuff your phone and wallet inside it. Both your parents look up once again as you thunder your way through the house, throwing them a very short goodbye before you reach the front door. It takes another few seconds to slip your scandals on, which you try to do as quickly as possible for fear of the fact that your parents would decide to come to the door to meet Atsumu despite everything you’d told them. 

Once you've got your shoes on, you open the door and slip outside as quickly as possible. Only to immediately find yourself face to face with Atsumu. 

Oh fuck me, is all you can think. That’s not fair . 

Because how the hell can he look that good? 

Now that you think about it, you can probably count the number of times you’ve seen Atsumu is clothes other than school uniform or volleyball kit on one single hand. And during those times, you really had not cared. Only now, you can't just ignore it because you're supposed to be dating this guy. And it's on this basis that you allow yourself to give him a once over, your eyebrows thoroughly furrowed. 

Atsumu is probably the last person you’d ever expect to have style. But his outfit… it’s really nice. And it annoys you because completely unintentionally, you realise that the pair of you have colour coordinated. 

Atsumu is wearing a loose, knitted, v-neck sweater in exactly the same shade of blue as your dress. Beneath it, he's got on a longer white button up, the tails of which peak out from beneath the sweater, and the sleeves are rolled up to show off his wrists and forearms. The collar is tucked neatly against the collar of the sweater, and is loose enough for you to catch a flash of silver chain around his neck. He’s also wearing fitted black slacks and classic black Vans, which you can’t help but stare very hard at. Your brain seems to buffer for a moment as process the fact that Atsumu wears Vans . 

When it finally snaps into place in your head, your eyes immediately jump back up to Atsumu’s. He flashes you a smug grin, like he knows exactly what you’re thinking. 

“Hey, princess.” 

You quickly rearrange your expression to conceal how infuriated you are over the fact that he’s so good-looking. “Hi, Atsumu.” 

“Ya ready to go?” he asks, shoving his hands deep into the pockets of his pants. You’re silently thankfully, so you have an excuse not to stare at his forearms. 

“Of course,” you tell him. Then you brush past and step off the porch yourself, heading towards the road without bothering to make sure Atsumu is following you. You hear him let out a soft snort, and then the soft thuds of his feet hitting the pathway as he too jumps off the porch. Then he jogs to catch up with you, one arm reaching out to pinch your side as the pair of you reach the road. You squeak and then swat at him, face crunching as you turn to give him a sour look. He just grins back at you. 

“Ya know, ya look very nice today.” 

“Are you implying that I don’t usually?” you ask him, glowering. Atsumu only snorts and shakes his head. 

“‘Course not,” he tells you, tilting his head a little to the side. His eyes sparkle. “‘M just sayin’. Yer looking especially beautiful today.”

You roll your eyes. “It's called make-up. It’s nothing special.” 

“It's not just that!’ Atsumu insists as the pair of you begin to walk down the street. “I mean the makeup looks nice but that's not what I’m talking about.” He stops then, reacting out to poke at your ribs again. You wince and turn back to him, ready to slap at his head, only he catches your hand before you can do so. Suddenly the pair of you are face to face again, but closer now, and you're staring right up into his bright amber eyes. Something inside you dips. 

“I mean it,” Atsumu tells you, still smiling, only it's softer now. You can see the sincerity in his eyes. “Ya look really pretty today.” 

You want to think he’s joking, but everything in you says otherwise. And before you really know whats happening, you feel you cheeks begin to heat up and your heart begin to beat just a little faster. Your eyes widen slightly and then you have to drop Atsumu’s gaze before he sees how flustered you've become. For a second, you stare down at your feet, at the white scandals you're wearing as your blood rushes in your ears. Then the corner of your mouth twitches upwards. 

“Thanks, Atsumu.” 

You hear him chuckle. “It’s my pleasure, princess.” 

“You look…” you mumble, still staring at the ground. “You look nice too.” 

“Just nice?”

You feel yourself burn even more. He’s probing you, of course, but… well, you kind of want to say it, for some strange reason. “Good,” you mutter out. “You look good.” 

“Aww,” Atsumu laughs and you look back up to see his grin widening. His eyes are still sparkling, shining in the sun like gemstones. “Yer too sweet to me, princess.” 

For a moment, you feel something flickering in your chest. A familiar warmth, that you recognise from a long time ago. A stirring of something in your heart that only builds as you continue to watch Atsumu. You almost smile, almost, just from seeing him smile. 

Then he reaches out to ruffle up you hair and immediately all that disappears as you squawk indignantly and slap him away. “Atsumu, I spent time getting that to look nice!” 

The only reply you get back is a hearty, happy laugh. 

The place that Atsumu takes you is not… what you expect it to be. Not that you really know what you're expecting in the first place; either some place completely extravagant, or a fast food gig. But it’s neither of those things. Instead, Atsumu guides you through town, weaving between massive restaurants and franchise buildings until the pair of you reach a rather narrow alleyway lined with street vendors. 

You glance up at him, a little worriedly, as he continues to pull you along. And it's not until his steps finally begin to slow that you realise exactly where's he'd taking you. 

It's a tiny little place, somewhat run down and stuffed between market vendors. There isn't even a name above the door and when you follow Atsumu, and step inside, you can't help bit wonder as it's credibility. 

Atsumu seems to sense your hesitation and he reaches for you, slinging a casual arm over your shoulder. "Don't worry," he says lowly in your ear as he directs you through the entrance and into the interior of the tiny space. "I promised you a good date, didn't I?" 

He steps away before you can respond, a grin growing on his face when his eyes seem to catch on someone across the room. He raises a hand to greet them and when you follow his gaze, you see one of the waiters - a man, presumably in his early twenties - nodding back. 

"The usual free?" Atsumu says aloud. The man nods. 

"Go right ahead. I'll be with you shortly." 

With that, Atsumu grabs your hand and then starts pulling you in the opposite direction. When the pair of you reach a small booth slotted beside one of the tiny windows, he all but pushes you into a seat before sliding in beside you. 

You take the next few seconds to have another look around. This place really isn't anything to marvel at; a low ceiling, only a few tables and window booths as well as a bar area. The windows are small and most of the lighting is artificial. There also aren't many other people in here, and you can't help but glance over at Atsumu with a questioning furrow in your eyebrows. 

"Have you been here before?" 

"Oh yeah," Atsumu assures you as he relaxes a little further back into his seat. He looks very comfortable and it sets you a little more at ease already. "'Samu loves this place. We found it when he dragged me around looking for different foods to try. And this place has the best ramen in the whole prefecture." 

You can't help but raise one eyebrow. "That's quite a statement." 

Atsumu fixes you with a look. "Ya know I wouldn't lie to ya." 

You can only snort in response, his words immediately taking you back. "I think we established last night that you would ." 

That makes Atsumu pout like a small child and he leans over to poke you adamantly in the cheek. "Hey, I thought we agreed to let that go? I won't lie to ya anymore ! Promise!" 

You give him a sharp look. Then without thinking, you lift up your hand and hold your pinky out to him. "Swear on it." 

You half expect him to laugh at you. After all, pinky promises aren't the most mature things to do - it's just a habit of yours because, between you and Hinami, a pinky swear is the word of God. Only, for a second, you'd totally forgotten that Atsumu isn't in on the agreement. 

He doesn't laugh though. Instead he raises his hand to hook his pinky through yours, his amber eyes burning into your own. "I pinky swear. No more lyin'." 

For a moment the pair of you stay like that, staring at each other. Your fingers tighten around each others and for some odd reason, you get the flash of a feeling like this promise really means something. But then Atsumu pulls his pinky back so he can run his hand through his hair. 

"So, ya believe me now?" 

Hastily, you shake off the buzzing feeling in your stomach. "Well," you start, leaning forward to rest your chin on your palm."'Best in the prefecture' is still quite a claim. I'll have to judge that for myself." 

"I suppose that makes sense," Atsumu tells you with a shrug. "Even though I know you'll think it too, once ya get a taste of the ramen." 

"I'll hold you to that," you tell him, pointing a finger at his face. "If you're wrong, you're buying me ice cream." 

"I'm already buying you ice cream,"Atsumu tells you cheekily, smirking. "Yer gonna have to think up something better." 

"Fine," you say. "If you're wrong, I get a double scoop of ice cream." 

"Okay, I'll take that." 

You roll your eyes at how confident he is. Leaning your head back down on your palm, you give him a long look. Something inside you fizzles. 

Atsumu's got his head leaned back slightly, eyes focused up on the ceiling. His hands are behind his head, his sleeves still rolled up slightly and now you can actually see his forearms. He's wearing rings too, which you didn't notice before; simple silver ones that somehow seems to fit him so well. Not only that but with the way his head his tilted, his sharp jawline is on full display.and while you want to scold yourself for so obviously admiring him, you can't quite help it. 

He is pretty... as much as it annoys you to say it. 

The corner of Atsumu's mouth twitches and his eyes dart to yours then. "What'cha thinking?" he asks you, although his tone tells you he knows exactly whats on your mind. You scowl at him in response. 

"That I like Osamu's hair better." 

Atsumu's mouth falls open and he drops his arms and leans forward to fix you with his most heart-broken look. "Hey! You said last night that you liked mine better!" 

"Because you forced me," you remind him. "You would have carried me all the way home if I hadn't!" 

Atsumu's smirk returns. He leans even further forward, copying your position to lean his chin on his hand. "Well, I wouldn'ta minded. The view was pretty nice." 

You jaw drops for a second and then you swipe out at his head. He doesn't duck fast enough and you get him with a good smack. "Perv." 

"Was just an observation," Atsumu defends as you continue to smack him. He raises his arms, trying to ward off your attacks. "You should take it as a compliment, princess." His eyes are teasing. 

"I will not be degraded in this way!" you hiss at him, giving him one last smack over the crown of head before pulling away. With a sigh, you flop back into your seat to glower at him some more. "Sheesh, if this is how you are in a relationship it's no wonder you've only ever had one girlfriend." 

"Technically two now," Atsumu says, smiling sweetly at you. This time be does dodge when you swat at him. "Aw, c'mon, tell me you don't enjoy this at least a little bit!" 

You glare at him for a moment longer before dropping your gaze to stare down at your hands in your lap. You want to tell him to shive it and that you don 't enjoy this. But that would be an absolute lie. 

"I suppose," you mumble out, still looking at your fingers, "this is kinda fun sometimes." 

"Only sometimes." 

"Yes, only sometimes," you hiss at him. "You have no idea the kind of death glares I get from your fans at school!" 

For the first time, Atsumu has the grace to look a little guilty."Ah right." He rubs at the back of his neck, something you're beginning to notice that he does when he's uncomfortable. "Well I could, uh, speak to them or… something…"

Like there would be any reasoning with those psychos, you think to yourself, shaking your head. Anyone crazy enough to run after Atsumu like a blind puppy can't have more than three brain cells. Still, you appreciate his offer. 

"It's alright," you tell him, a little shy now. "It's only fair, since you've got Suna trying to eye-murder you every chance he gets now." 

Atsumu nods slowly. But the both of you feel it; the sudden blanket of tension that falls over the both of you just then. Because with Suna's names has come a reminder of what had happened before the practice match, and the fact that you're really only here today so you can hear what Atsumu has to say about it. Which you don't really want to admit because, something deep down inside you also does really want to spend time with Atsumu. Not that you'd admit that either. 

Thankfully, the waiter arrives just then to provide a valid excuse for the pair of you to put off that conversation even further. Atsumu orders two bowls of tonkotsu ramen without even asking you what you want and you're somewhat glad for it; aside from the fact that you haven't even looked at the menu, having him decide for you has taken away the awkwardness of you having to make a decision of your own. Especially in the circumstances that you've just created. 

It doesn't take long for the food to come after that and during that time both you and Atsumu make an effort to avoid the real issue at hand. You talk about the homework, about Atsumu's volleyball, about the match the day before, and just about everything else under the sun to pass the time, until two steaming bowls of ramen are place in front of the both of you and you have another valid excuse to avoid Atsumu's bright eyes. 

"Moment of truth," Atsumu says, wiggling his eyebrows at you. You wiggle your own back. 

"Time to see if I'll be getting a double scoop of ice cream or not." 

Without even having tasted it, your mouth is already watering. Just the smell rising from the steaming bowl of noodles and broth is heavenly, and as much as you don't want to give this one to Atsumu, you have a feeling you're going to loose this bet. Still, you make sure to keep all of this off your face as your pick up your chopsticks and spoon and then go to take your first mouthful. 

You can feel Atsumu's eyes on you the entire time as you practically inhale the noodles, slurping them up with a completely blank face as you force yourself to continue to seem neutral. On the inside, though, you're screaming because Atsumu  is right. You dint think you've had better ramen anywhere in your entire life. 

You try to hold onto your dignity for as long as possible though, as you take your time chewing and swallowing your mouthful. Then slowly you turn to give Atsumu a very screwed look. 

He almost looks nervous as he stares back at you. "So?" 

"That…" you start slowly before you can't keep the act up any longer and burst into a sheepish smile. "That's probably the best thing I've ever eaten!" 

Atsumu's face splits into a grin at that. "I know, right?" he starts immediately, diving for his own chopsticks and spoon. "You'd never expect it! 'Samu dragged me in here once and I really thought he was mad. But I swear there ain't any better food in the whole of Japan." 

"Maybe the whole world," you mumble, mostly to yourself, as you slurp up more. "Itsh sho good!" 

Atsumu nods along, not speaking because his own mouth is full of food. You get a flash of a thought that he looks absolutely adorable with his cheeks budging like a damn chipmunk, but you push it down quickly. Instead, you turn back tkolook at down at your food. Unconsciously, your lips form a pout. 

"So I guess no double scoop for me." 

Atsumu snorts and swallows his food. He reaches out to pat your head encouragingly. "Don't worry, ya can still have a double scoop." 

Your face lights up immediately. "Really?"

"Yeah," Atsumu laughs. "What kinda boyfriend to you think I am?" 

You giggle at that and flash him your brightest smile as genuine childish joy and excitement courses through you. "Thank you, Atsumu!' 

"Any time, princess," he tells you. Then his expression dampens a little bit. "Besides, I own it to ya anyway. After you hear about what happened yesterday." 

Immediately something in your gut sinks. 

"So you're gonna tell me now?" you ask carefully, glancing at him from under your eyelashes. You don't want to seem too eager to know; it'd obviously been something kind of personal to both him and Suna. But you also can't shake he feeling that you were somehow invited and that sends your anxiety skyrocketing. 

Atsumu sighs and runs at the back of his neck. "Ya want me to?" 

"Yeah," you mumble. "Might as well get it outta the way, right?" 

Atsumu nods but his expression is dark. "Might as well," he mutters, that teasing lilt in his voice completely gone. You feel your heart sink. 

Was it real that bad ? 

You don't know a lot of things that can rattle Atsumu. Even just in the last couple of weeks you've been pretending with him, you've come to notice how thick his skin is to most things. Usually he doesn't care about what others think of him, and his goals are set and clear to himself with no one else being able to interfere. After seeing him like this, and the reaction he'd had yesterday… it puts you on edge. A whole lot. And you don't like it. 

Atsumu rubs at his eyes for a moment as his shoulders slump in a long sigh. Then he raises his head again to look at you. 

“It…” he starts slowly, like he doesn’t really want to say it. “It involved… you.” 

Knew it, the little voice in your head says triumphantly. But still you feel your heart sink even further. 

“Yeah?” 

“Yeah. We were all gettin’ ready and someone - I think it was Kosaku - brought you up in the conversation,” Atsumu tells you. “No one said anything bad at first! They were all just kinda askin’ me about ya and… us.” He runs a hand through his hair. “Ya know, the kinda shit boys talk about in locker rooms.” 

With your knowledge of teenage boys, you have a feeling the questions had been a little bit more invasive than what Atsumu is letting on. But you don’t mind all that much; after all, you know Suna had gone through the exact same kind of scrutiny when you first got to together with him. Just stupid teenage boy minds at work, you suppose. But you can also tell, just by looking at Atsumu’s downcast eyes, that theres more to the story. 

“I was bein’ chill about things,” he mumbles. “Ya know, jokin’ around and stuff. I just stuck to our story and tried to be as convincin’ as possible. But then Suna butted in.” 

You bite down hard on the inside of your cheek. 

“He said some stuff,” Atsumu tells you. “Some stuff that I… didn’t like. At all. And so I got pretty mad at him. Told him to shut his trap cuz he was being a dickhead. I kinda thought he’d just leave it after that since Suna isn’t very…” 

“Confrontational?” you offer up. Atsumu nods slowly. 

“Yeah, he agrees. “But he didn’t. He also got mad. He kept runnin’ his mouth and I was about'a hit him when Osamu grabbed me, and Kosaku grabbed him.” He purses his lip and stares down at the table top. “And then you walked in.” 

You can feel the tension in your body, the dread that hasn’t subsided. You can feel the pain that’s starting to tingle in your chest. Suna had said things about you. Things that made Atsumu mad enough to want to punch him. Your head is telling you not to ask, that the fact that Atsumu got so angry over it is enough, and you don’t need to know. 

But your heart… that part of you that still longs for your Rin… that spurs you on, pushes you forward. Dropping your head too, you copy Atsumu in staring at your food. And then you ask in a soft voice, “What was he saying?” 

“Ya don’t wanna know,” Atsumu tells you immediately, and you know he just trying to stop you from getting hurt. But the thickness is already rising in your throat and you need to know. 

“Just tell me,” you mumble, clenching your hands into fists. “What did Rin say?” 

Atsumu looks up at you and if you didn’t know any better, you might actually have said that you can see pain burning in his eyes. 

“He asked what it was like to get his sloppy seconds. Said he wasn't surprise ya came rushin' to me once he got rid of ya, cuz yer so needy that ya can't survive without bein' in a relationship. He also told me I should watch my back. Be careful or else you’ll use me and then dump me off and move on to someone else. He said that maybe yer tryin' to make yer way through the whole volleyball team before graduation comes.” 

Oh. 

You blink once. Then again. Atsumu is looking at you, his eyes wide and worried… he seems nervous. Is he nervous to see your reaction? But… 

But…

Suna said…

Something in your chest cracks and then shatters.

Wow. 

“I swear, we all know he was just spewin’ lies,’ Atsumu tells you, quickly. “None of us actually thought that, and that’s why I got so mad! I was gonna smash his teeth in but then-” 

Only you cut him off before he can continue. “Atsumu,” you say softly, forcing your voice not to wobble. “Its' okay. Thank you for… telling… me…” 

And then there's a tear rolling down your cheek. 

Is that what Suna really thinks? Surely not, he knows you better than that, right? Right? You spent a year with him, you gave him everything, he must know that you're not like! Especially not now! Is that really how he sees your relationship with Atsumu? Never once had you even thought…

How…

How can he… ?

More tears. You sniff sharply and quickly raise your hand to shield your eyes from Atsumu’s gaze. You're embarrassed to be crying, since you should probably have been prepared for something like that, considering the reaction of the whole team. And you're in the middle of a restaurant, in the middle of a meal, it’s rude to just burst into tears over your ramen. You probably look so pathetic right now. But no matter how hard you try, you can't seem to quell your tears. 

He really said that. Even if it was just an attempt to piss off Atsumu, he said that. About you. You know Rin, you know him. He’s not the type to just spew out bullshit because he’s trying to push someones buttons. If he said it, it must means something. And if it means something… 

“Shit,” you mumble out, wiping furiously at your eyes while also doing your best not to smudge up all your makeup. “Sorry, I’m so pathetic. I don’t know why I’m crying.” You squeeze your eyes shut for a second. “I just…” 

An arm slides around your waist and before you know it, you're being pulled across your seat and into someone’s warm side. A chin rests on the top of your head as you find your nose pressed into the collar of his shirt. And then you hear Atsumu’s voice, low and close to your ear.

“Yer not pathetic,” he tells you softly, his arms warm and solid around you. “Don’t say that. Remember what I said, silly. It’s okay for ya to be sad.” His fingers dig a little into your back and you can't help but lean in closer. His scent overwhelms your senses. 

“He was just being a douchebag. Ya shouldn’t listen to any of the words that come outta his shitty mouth.” 

You sniff and shut your eyes, letting yourself sink into the feeling of Atsumu’s hug. “I know,” you whisper in a thick voice, the tears still rolling down your cheeks. “I know.” Then a tremor runs up your body. 

“I just… I hate it. I hate this. He’s done so much and I should hate him but I…” 

“Ya can’t,” Atsumu says softly, and then pulls away to look down at you for the first time. You see something burning in his eyes that you can’t quite recognise. “Ya still love him, don’t you?”

You lips wobbles as his image blurs as the tears wheel up again. “Yeah.” 

You think he smiles, just a little, and somewhat sadly. Then he pulls you back in, wrapping both his arms around you in a hug you didn’t even know he was capable of before now. 

“I know,” he says down to you, and you can feel the vibrations of his voice in his chest. “I know, princess. That’s always the worst part.” 

Theres something in his voice that hints at a deeper meaning, something more lying beneath the surface of what he's telling you. But you're distracted from it when you feel him press the ghost of a kiss against the top of your head. 

“But you’ll get through it,” he tells you and his voice is so soft . So so soft. “You’ll get through it. And it’ll all be okay.” 

You don’t know what it is about that moment; maybe it's the way Atsumu is holding you, or the fact that for the first time you're truly allowing yourself to feel all the grief of what you're going through, or maybe it's the way Atsumu is speaking to you. But whatever it is, it warms you from the inside. And just like that, some of the pain that's throbbing in your chest eases just slightly. 

This is nice, you think quietly to yourself; a thought you know that you’ll never let anyone else hear. This is really nice . 

[maddieladner1999]

Bad Idea Right? Chapter 10

EJ was free from his father but that meant he had no money. And all his jobs during the school year being at school he needed one this summer. Ricky kept assuring him he didn’t need to work all summer but EJ didn’t wanna just live off his aunt and uncle forever. So he decided to get a job. 

He headed into town to see that big red’s family pizza shop was hiring so he went in to apply. He ran into big red immediately. 

Big red: EJ? You’re home for the summer?

EJ: yep! I promised Ricky I’d be here all summer. We’re visiting his mom in Chicago later this summer. 

Big red: that’s good to hear. So what are you doing here?

EJ: well as you may know, my dad cut me off and all my jobs are back at school so I am actually here to apply for a job 

Big Red: well color me surprised. 

EJ: why are you surprised? I’m not just gonna let everyone else pay for me all summer

Big red: that’s not why although I’m impressed you’re at this stage in your life. I meant I’m surprised you wanna work here

EJ: why wouldn’t I? I need a job in town, you’re hiring, what’s the problem?

Big Red: nothing I guess just knowing I work here isn’t gonna be weird 

EJ: my boyfriend’s best friend? Maybe we can get on good terms being so close by. I don’t hate you red. Never did. 

Big red: I didn’t think you did it’s just idk. You went from the rich kid to applying to work at my family’s shop. It’s weird. 

EJ: I guess I’m already adjusted then. I can try somewhere else if you don’t want me to work here

Big red: no it’s fine. I’ll get you an application. 

Big red brings EJ an application from the back and EJ starts filling it out. He planned on applying for a job so he had his resume handy. He finished up and brought it to red with a resume. 

Big red: wow that was fast you even have your resume

EJ: it’s not my first rodeo. Plus I planned on filling out applications anyway. 

Big red: well we will get back with you by the end of the week then

EJ: thanks. I’ll see you around maybe?

Big red: yeah with Ricky maybe. 

EJ left and decided not to apply to any other jobs until he heard back. He didn’t need 3 just 1. He decided to see if Ricky was up yet so he gave him a call

Ricky answers and is still sleepy so he has sleepy voice. “Hey”

EJ: good morning sunshine. Did I wake you?

Ricky: no I just hadn’t gotten out of bed yet. 

EJ: I guess as long as I didn’t wake you. 

Ricky: why you calling so early anyway? It’s summer sleep a little

EJ: look I know you told me I don’t need a job this summer but I’ve decided to get one anyway. I’m used to taking care of myself I’d like to keep it that way. Besides anything I don’t spend can go toward film school. 

Ricky: ah so you’re out looking for summer jobs 

EJ: yes. And I already applied at big reds family pizza place. 

Ricky: you applied at slices? How’d that go?

EJ: I ran into big red and we chatted. He was surprised I wanted to work there. I was like I don’t hate you and you’re hiring so why not 

Ricky: so he let you apply?

EJ: yeah said they’d get back to me by end of the week. 

Ricky: good for you. So is that all? 

EJ: yeah why you gonna go back to sleep?

Ricky: no I got up and made some cereal while we talked. I was gonna ask you to come over. 

EJ: I can do that. Be there in 5. 

Ricky: ok I love you babe. 

EJ drives over to Ricky’s and gets out and knocks on the door. He’s immediately greeted by Ricky who is shirtless in sweat pants eating cereal. EJ can’t help but admire his handsome boyfriend 

Ricky: you gonna come in or just stand there checking me out?

EJ: I can’t help it you are handsome

Ricky: not as handsome as you. 

EJ: oh yeah? You think I’m prettier than you?

Ricky: of course I do. Everyone does. You’re the prettiest boy in Salt Lake City

EJ: you say the sweetest things to me

Ricky: anyway how about we finish glee. We are on season 5 now. 

EJ: good idea. Then we can find another show to watch. 

EJ and Ricky start watching glee again and cuddle throughout on the couch until Ricky’s dad gets home. Mike walks in to see them there and clears his throat. They immediately jump apart and pause the show. They watched a few episodes. 

Mike: At least you were on the couch. Would hate to have seen something else 

Ricky: dad I wouldn’t do that with you here. I don’t even think I’d do that here anyway 

Mike: if you do it anyway you better stay safe. Protection you know

Ricky: yes dad I know now please stop embarrassing me

Mike: I’m sorry son I have a fatherly duty. And I thought EJ might need that advice too you know given his history 

EJ: thanks Mr. Bowen. 

Mike: please call me Mike. You staying for dinner EJ?

Ricky looks at EJ with puppy eyes telling him to please stay 

EJ: yeah I’ll stay. What are we having?

Mike: I honestly was just gonna order takeout. Chinese ok?

Ricky and EJ say yeah at the same time and resume their show. They don’t go back to cuddling but they are sitting close. Ricky eventually puts his head on EJ’s shoulder. Mike leaves the room. 

EJ: you sleepy? Or just like cuddling up to me?

Ricky: both. You have the perfect shoulders for being a pillow

EJ: thanks I think

A knock on the door interrupts them and Mike comes in with the money. He answers the door, pays for the food, gets the food and brings it to the table. 

Mike: hey boys foods here

EJ: we’re coming 

EJ pauses the show and they get up and join Mike at the table. They eat and chat about EJ’s film school plans. Mr. Bowen is proud of him. After dinner, EJ goes to his aunt and uncles house after texting Ricky good night. Ricky replies of course. 

[sukunas-wife]

Not really a full ask but do you have any ideas on how to get back into writing on here 😔 took a break for the start of college and now I wanna go back to writing but I don’t know how, plus you write like so well feel like I could get good advice from you :3. Btw love you works so keep it up :)

-🍄

Little Mooshroom 🥺

🥺 Tysm

So, actually been writing on off since middle school surprisingly.

But, in 2020 after years of not being able to write anything I got really into a game (Obey Me! One Master to Rule Them All) and it kinda gave me that jump start of “This is my husband and everyone is going to know how much I adore him.”

Then after about year I lost my account and went two years with no writing and my mutuals on that account also went quiet so we were just kinda standing around looking at each other.

Then we got into the Topic of Manga’s and Anime and confessed the reason I started JJK was because I saw Sukuna on the cover and thought “Oh, him, I like him 🤭”

And through out this year whenever I’d get an idea, Headcannon, little story idea I’d just type it up in my notes and when i ran out of idea juice I’d just stop there

Go back later reread it and so if i could elaborate a little more

I guess my advice is don’t try to force an idea. But when you get those little moments/ideas try to write ‘em out even if it’s not complete. You don’t have to finish a piece in one sitting 🥹

For some reason in the moment pieces work better for me to start off because I feel like while I’m in that feeling I can write what it feels like

Vs

I’m bored/stressed let me try to write something fun

Write with the emotion you feel!

Ex: When your sad writing comfort or angst goes well

Feeling spicy? 18+ works and Nsfwish HeadCannons

Happy: Fluff/ Funny Crack ideas

Tired? Soft Sleepy Night hours

Feeling romantic? Cute dates and relationship stuff

Idk if it makes sense but that’s kinda how I go about it

Never force yourself to work, and work with what you feel 🤍