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kinvicted · 2 years ago

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*punching the floor* i fucking miss my partners man

#they speak #trying to use this blog more. we'll see if i succeed long term #kinda trying to reevaluate what kin stuff means to me in regards to do i really believe in the past life stuff like i used to y'kno #or if it's more just like. i relate a lot to these characters in some way/feel very strongly abt them in a way that isn't just like.#them being a favorite character #bc if it's the latter then i think fiction hearted is probs a better term for my whole deal? but idk it doesn't feel like entirely accurate #either way. i miss gf and beard a painful amount #and richard too but in like. a different way. more of a i don't really feel whole without him so much as i actually want him around #idk! things r weird #either way i sleep now

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welcometogrouchland · 9 months ago

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[ID in ALT] I've made posts before about Talia/Dick co-parenting Damian moments (will never happen but let me dream) and this came to me in a vision. Took me ages to finish for some reason 😭 and then even longer to post

#dc comics #dc #damian wayne #dick grayson #talia al ghul #batfamily #dc robin #nightwing #anyway. yes im a self-indulgent ''dick as damians secret third parent'' truther #like i DO think it's way more complex and nuanced than the schmoopy affectionate fan portrayal of it #they're brothers they're father and son they're partners they're the dynamic duo except only in past tense etc etc #but consider! I'm not immune to schmoopy affection in fanworks. it compells me despite itself #anyway it's technically not that crazy when it comes to dick and damian. they hug! often! at least they did #it's not as big a leap to these types of scenarios #also talia ''somewhat absent for complex reasons on both her and damians part but very loving and loved by her son'' al ghul #you will always be famous to me #son of the demon origin...bwahhh #anyway. someone made a comic kind of like this/like a post i made abt this topic #but way funnier bc dick and talia starting trying to beat each other up #so go look at that as well #anyway. it's been a somewhat difficult few weeks so I'm. desperately trying to take it easy #i got some reading with me (first vol of kevin smiths GA run that i found second hand and jaimes BB run vol 2!)#so we'll see how far i get through those. considering there's demons in my head telling me to re-read things (LET ME OUT!!!)#when i finish GA and BB i do plan on rereading robin 2021. as a treat to myself #it's a run I've really warmed up to as time went on #I'm keeping up w/ the current b&r run even though it is. admittedly very slow w/ some weird dialogue #i read it for the damian content more than anything. also nikas back so that's neat :]#idk I have a feeling that after absolute power shakes out we might get some more creative team switch ups #so if anyone at dc is interested in taking over the reigns on b&r...that could be very neat #mine

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amezsu · 3 months ago

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My first gintama doodles (shinpachi’s averageness is so average it actually makes him harder for me to draw)

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sammygender · 3 months ago

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not indirecting anyone but i keep seeing the take that sam has power over dean because dean is so attached to and dependent on him. like it’s everywhere. and its just soooo fundamentally flawed. that is not how anything works. not to sound like a broken record but that type of dynamic (where one partner, the aggressor, views themselves as in fact controlled/dictated by the whims of the other) is actually very standard in an abusive relationship…

whether or not sam has ‘power’ over dean in this way is functionally irrelevant because his ‘power’ extends to his ability to somehow, what, psychically manipulate dean into doing what he wants?? whereas dean’s ‘power’ over sam is making sure sam adheres to exactly what he’s decided sam should do and punishing him if he doesnt do that, and deciding he has ultimate control over sam’s own decisions about his life (see main plot events of s4, 5, 6, 8, 9, 10, so on and so forth…).

#thirteen year old me type logic (i say this a lot i know but it’s true)#it just literally IS. 13 year old me would be like ‘i’m the powerless one cause i’m at the whim of my emotions’ (dean logic) girl get up #i literally have a line in my recent fic like ‘maybe sam’s the one with the real power by sitting there and taking it’ which obviously is #from like 14 year old sams perspective trying to rationalise things but there r genuinely so many people who like. Seem to actually believe #that.#idk it’s this weird bias people have about spn where if you acknowledge the unbalanced fuckedupness of sam & dean’s relationship you’re #‘simplifying things’ or whatever. but abuse isnt in any way simple #spn #oliver talks #sam & dean #poison in the water #i feel like i’m relentlessly negative on here. sorry guys

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a-chaotic-dumbass · 5 months ago

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daemon is the most relatable character the entire targaryen dynasty not bc i want to fuck my niece or bc im a war criminal but bc i also have dreams that would put any other person on a suicide watchlist

#except that i dont need to sleep in harrenhal or on a Weirwood bed to get them✨😌 still ppl r so weird abt it tho like #the entire targ dynasty is just incest between aunts nephews uncles nieces cousins and siblings. like u kinda knew what u were getting into #when u sat down to watch the show. why act shocked when the circus has clowns #daemon targaryen #hotd #house of the dragon #anyways. my take is that dreams r scary and make the dream u do things u wouldnt do #like idk ill watch the ep later but im like. pretty damn certain that daemon didnt actually want to fuck his mum #its the same thing w intrusive thoughts too. like i dreamt abt being hunted for sport by someone who wanted to SA me that didnt mean that #i would be SA'd irl nor that i would've wanted to be #i will say tho daemon's dream shots r some of my favorite ones in this season. the director was cooking #esp the shots of young rhaenyra and laena in the last ep #hotd s2 #hotd s2 spoilers

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vampyriix · 1 month ago

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something something rt lucifer inspired au send post

#this came to me while suffering with photoshop #he fits the vibe of silly but ominous being who people just think is a bit of a Weird guy #maybe he owns a casino instead of a nightclub or something #the whole deals thing would work well #idk anything else tbh #he ends up helping kevin solve crimes either bc of a deal or bc hes bored and thinks wow this guy is Odd and just starts following him #the other lads r present but idk in what rolls/capacity #rtgame

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the-pea-and-the-sun · 1 month ago

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im going crazy again

#i feel rly good lately actually we r literally so back #i think i may have been going through a bit of a depression before #im like damn getting obsessed w things is fun again #i used to assume it was like. getting obsessed w something was the thing that made me so happy an maybe it partially is that #but also might jus b that i dont tend to latch onto something until im feeling good enough to #correlation causation. idk #im having a gr8 time i love learning and writing an drawing. yippee + yay + etc #im weird again which is normal for me so im normal now 👍im cured #when im not obsessing over anything i feel like spongebob in that episode where he becomes normal an gets like an office job an shit #charlie words

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dangeroustaintedflawed · 17 days ago

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i have some high school reunion event thing next week n this is the first time me n my ex bestfriend spoke since whatever went down with us . she told me 2 bring our friendship necklaces 4 memories even tho “we don’t talk anymore”

#Friendship necklaces r actually NOt 4 kids and r a piece of my soul #it’s like a bittersweet feeling but maybe we both knew this was coming #plus i wanted 2 distance myself from her it’s just…..weird… after so many years #and telling eachother we’d be best friends until we’re old n have kids or whatever.n get married #idk….strange feeling but i guess things must end

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slayedfrr · 29 days ago

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lowkey was kinda scared 2 post this 😁

also woah two posts in a row??

#lemme explain myself 4 some of these #ok first off the reason I hate any ship with the new order x ivor is cuz I headcanon him as being WAYY older than them #like he could be a parental figure #or a weird uncle idk that's just the way I see him #i think axel and olivia r ok in a ROMANTIC sense #i see them as just rlly close besties #i hate the warden x xara cuz like #she killed him?? 😟#i dislike male jesse x petra cuz I hc petra as a lesbian 😗#also I feel like they would work better as a qpr #i don't like female jesse x lukas cuz I see them as purely platonic #same thing with harper x otto #idk abt a LOT of these since they r less popular ships 😞#jurm and harpvor r my otps 4 life 😍😍#mcsm fandom #mcsm #minecraft story mode fandom #minecraft story mode

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sylphwing · 9 months ago

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hm. i do not like chilshi 🤔

#sylph.txt #everyone likes to joke abt how much of an epic divorce man chilchuck is #but i dont think he ever even refers to her as his ex-wife. i could b wrong bc it's been a while since i read it tho #idk a lot of his arc is him learning to b more open w others (which is essentially what ended his relationship)#and u can see how much he's grown in the chapter where senshi goes into his past #to me it would b a lot sweeter for him to take on these lessons and go back to her and make things work #it's been 4 years but he's remained loyal to her depite their issues. idk to me it rlly does feel like he still loves her he's just a fool #it's made p clear that he's a coward and that he's quick to run away so actually committing to her would b a nice way to wrap things up #we don't get to see much of his wife so i get y ppl r quick to put him w the only other man in the party #but like senshi knows abt his wife too like i do not think he's gnna b making any moves here bc he has morals lmao #(*only other older man in the party. laios doesn't qualify for old man yaoi to most chilshi likers)#(even tho chilchuck isn't old either but shh they don't care abt that)#when it comes to senshi the changeling chapter def helped him w understanding how old the rest of the party is #but he clearly still views them as significantly younger than him #i don't think he views chil as a child anymore but for the majority of their time together he did #and so going from that to in a relationship is uhh rlly weird to me!#senshi has always taken a sort of parental role upon himself #w him romance is no where as interesting as the platonic bonds he has w the rest of the party #similar to how romance is entirely unimportant to izutsumi in the succubus chapter #idk i def don't hate the pairing and there r some takes on it that i find funny #but for me i just don't see anything between them i think ppl just want an m/m ship to play with #that ao3 gap is only gnna get bigger lmao

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faaun · 6 months ago

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i feel rly sad and conflicted abt one of my best friends on earth but idk who to ask for advice bc i usually would have consulted her in this situation lmao

#shes cool and i dont want to lose her and i know Logically i love her but atm i feel so strange towards her #and idk what to do abt it bc i know in the past ive like...over-communicated a lot and over the last few yrs ive been trying to not do that #bc thats an anxious impulse i think .so like . self control #AND IMPORTANTLY . i may actually be the problem here ?? ok again i love her i dont want to lose her etc but basically ive noticed a pattern #which is that whenever she gets a bf/a man (even fwb) in her life she basically stops talking to me and the limited interactions we do have #become abt him. and while i support her it is acc too much. like we barely talked while she was w her ex bf until he became abusive and #then we talked a lottt like all our convos understandably were abt him . and then when they broke up we kept hanging out so i didnt rly see #the pattern there but still she seemed to centre men a lot in her life like sbe was excited to not date and find herself and then #immediately afterwards started seeing this other guy with whom shes basically in a relationship now #hes nice and all but like . HES ALL SHE TALKS ABT . actually we barely talk atp but when we do its abt him #she sends me reels sometimes but its all abt being jealous abt him etc . and shes bi but she said she doesnt like the idea of dating women #bc theyre scary . and i thought she was kidding in the ohhh women r so beautiful that theyre intimidating way but no she was being entirely #fr . she explained jts bc she was bullied by a girl in the past but like...bro ur ex bf literally abused you like surely you see men are #capable of just as much harm? but obvs who she dates is her own choice . but anyway she has consistently made plans w me then cancelled the #like an hr before . or asked to call me and then proceeded to not do so . when i ask her to meet/call its the same she just doesnt respond #or she cancels ? and while i understand anxiety sucks it feels SO WEIRD STILL . maybe im the problem slightly too bc ik i have no right to #feel this way but it rubs me the wrong way that ik she has so much time to spend w him/calls him all the time despite meeting him just a fe #months ago whereas i just have to like ...be ok w not actually having talked to her for a long time #its gotten to the point where when she says do you wanna meet/call i automatically respond yes and then just assume it doesnt happen . like #there have been several times over the past few months i double booked plans over when we were supposed to call/meet bc i was sure she #wouldnt show up and ive been right each time #like she sends me texts that she misses me or im her best friend etc etc occasionally and then acts rly . contrary to that ?#ive talked to her abt the issue w cancelling on me twice btw. when i was still dating the situationship person she would get sooo mad at #them for not respecting my time and shed tell me i deserve better etc etc and then like . she doesnt seem to respect my time at all #anyway she said she understand and she admits to like...being flaky etc but does nothing abt it #and its not like i can tell her to stop caring so much abt men bc we sorta had convos like that b4 she got This involved w this guy #and apparently it did nothing and the last thing i want is to police her relationships or get in her way #its just AUSHD AUGH #anyway i rly miss her it just doesnt feel the same at all anymore

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welcometogrouchland · 11 months ago

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I've been binging Batman Beyond recently (Terry ily so much) and thought about how- bc of the JLU twist which I think isn't even canon to the comics BB verse but shhh bare with me- he'd technically be Damian's half brother??? Which is just so ridiculously soap opera to me. I need them to interact in a silly time travel adventure so bad you don't even understand (ID in alt)

#dc comics #damian wayne #terry mcginnis #batman beyond #batman and robin #mine #also feat the mild damian uniform redesign i like playing around with. it's fun i like her. i love u classic robin colours #the backstory for this image in my mind is that Terry knows of Damian/has maybe met him #in the future (whether we're going w the rebirth ''damian rejoins the league'' angle that i. don't love conceptually but can't judge-#-bc i haven't read. or if we go w/ some other potential future route for damian) and Terry is like. experiencing whiplash at meeting him-#-as robin. like you are 5 feet tall why r u so bossy. where is your dad good god. this is why i don't have a robin (?this is pre matt-robin)#but Terry's in an unfamiliar time trying not to cause a paradox so he puts aside his indignitude(?) at being bossed around by a kid #just long enough to make sure nothing goes horrifically wrong. hence this image takes place #<- i could've been a lot more eloquent explaining this but it's very late and i should've been asleep ages ago #anyway. absolutely crazy to me that Damian has had multiple flavours of secret brother plots and terry is a potential addition. rip damian #(also in my ideal future damian took up the nightwing mantle (EVERYONE READ NIGHTWING MUST DIE!!!) before retiring(#idk what his future career is. lowkey hes a webcomic artist in my brain but that's so horrendously self indulgent i can't condone it #also i decided to try my hands at lineart again. evil. how are you so stiff looking and difficult to do. waughh #anyway if things look weird. no they don't

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pepperpixel · 4 months ago

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Both love and hate the absolute DELUGE of ink a fresh sharpie unleashes onto the paper the instant it makes contact…. I have complicated feelings towards the deluge lmao

#pepper words #it might not even only be fresh sharpies idk. I don’t remember… it might always be a deluge #until it starts to die #I use to ONLY use sharpies to draw traditionally for like the longest time. but then I got fancy pens and shit.#that dont piss out all there ink instantly #it’s kinda fun tho.. like it forces you to draw faster. and press lighter. and just. be looser w ur lines #and even when ur being loose it’s STILL making thick as hell lines. but. that’s also kinda interesting..?#idk. it’s kinda fun using them again sometimes. I feel like it’s kinda freeing. u just have to accept what the sharpie puts out #u can only control it so much. u have to let go of that urge for perfection and take what u get #I feel like currently I really struggle w. liking my sketches more than my lines. and trying to replicate all my sketchwork #into my linework… but lines are not sketches!!! so it leads to linework I don’t like either cuz it’s all scratchy and weird #i feel like. 1 I need to learn. to let some pictures just be sketches. like if I like the look of my sketch and wanna keep that loose #conceptual sorta look. to just. not line it. not try to replicate a sketch in lines #and 2! to embrace smoothness in my linework more… to accept my lines. not looking exactly like my sketch #and to not go over every single sketch stroke in ink to try and achieve that.. cuz it doesn’t work!!!!!#and.. uhhh. yeah! I think using sharpies might actually help out w that. cuz u literally. u CANNOT go over them a 100 times.#or trace over every sketch mark. the spread of the ink does not allow it! and if u keep trying it’ll just become a mess #forces me to accept my lines as they are… lines….#ok anyway… sorry for the impromptu sharpie / art dissatisfaction discussion ghghg #sharpies r cool and interesting to work w!!! force me to do things differently i think I like em #but also because I’m so stuck in my ways w lining my sketches they also frustrate me initially ghgh- but who cares if I’m frustrated!#the lines down! it’s done! u just gotta move onto the next one! and boom. whadaya kno #all of a sudden u got some finished linework that isn’t exactly what u put down for the sketch. but it’s smooth and clean and shit!#thats cool lol

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fraternum-momentum · 11 months ago

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I CANT I CANTTTTTTT I WILL LITERALLY EXPLODE RJIKNHGKRSBKFUCKNHJHFBNJEA JFHBAEJHBFJHBHBHBHBHBBAZHJDBAJHDBAJKHBDJKNA????A//////!?!!!!!!!!??!!???!?!?!??!! I CANNOT I LITERALLY NOT THE CAN I CANTTTTTT RAUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#⚠️WARNING⚠️TAGS R SUPER FUCKING LONG I NEEEEED TO RAMBLE ABOUT LOVE AND DEEPSPACE I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS #SUGGESTIVE ART? NSFW? LITERAL GODDAMN PORN? LIGHT WORK NO REACTION #POV ROMANTIC OTOME GAME SHIT WITH THE TINIEST HINT OF SPICE??? I CANNOT ITS TOO MCUH I ITS AUGHHH IM JNUHJHFUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK #IM LIKE FUCKING PLAYING THIS GAME WITH A HAND COVERING MY EYES WHILE PEEKING ITS TOO MUCH #I AM LOOKING AWAY EVERY SECOND IM NOT STRONG ENOUGH FUCKUNGBHGJGHJHGHGBJJH #I HATE HATE HATEEEEE (not rly) IT WHEN THEY GET NEAR U ITS AUGH ITS SO WEIRD I PUT MY PHONE FURTHER AWAY FROM ME OUT OF EMBARASSMENT #SOMETIMES I LOSE MY IMMERSION AND GET SELF AWARE AND THINK TO MYSELF THIS IS SO FUCKING WEIRD... THIS IS WHY I DONT PLAY OTOME GAMES DUDE #like no hate to otome games its just way too much for me i get way too embarassed abt playing them its def a me thing #ok first of all the combat is p ok actually it reminds me of pgr and hi3 altho i like pgr better :] (lee my beloved)#i did burst out laughing when i found out abt it cause i thought it would be like mysme and its just visual novel shit but its really okay #also i did a bit of thinking as to why i dont find the charas super appealing & its cause theyre obv manifactured to b 'the perfect guy'#like you know how pugs were bred to be cute but end up deformed and stuff? yea kinda like that #im not saying theyre deformed but thats the vibes im getting #deformed pug vibes #the jp vas are pulling thru though #ALSO I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF GACHA pleaseee i alr play hsr + gi + /occasionally/ pgr and stopppp i hate the gamba aspect of the games #AND IM NOT JUST SAYING THAT BC I DIDNT GET THE CARD I WANT #.................. OKAY SO MAYBE I DIDNT GET WHAT I WANT THE POINT STILL STANDS #i like them (reluctantly) all so far ? idk no one is rlly my fav yet tbf im still at ch. 2 so..#theyre all cute ig zayne is nice maybe i dunno i like his shoulders......? hes very cold tho cause haha ice powers #i call him elsa in my head #xaiver is also nice? hes cute? hes sleepy n shit #rafayel is kinda goofy? aloof? but in the 'she's so crazzzzzzzzzy! i love her!' way (look it up if u dont know) and im not super into that #hes the one whimpering though so it is what it is #overall i think ill keep playing until i get the card i want ill also prolly play it on my laptop instead cause its super laggy on my phone #idk how ill deal with the combat part tho but thats a problem for future me lolol #okay yea idk if anyone is still reading this but i dont want my irls to know that im playing this game so here we r #idk why im using the tags to ramble its way more fun like its more casual i think #OKAY YEA BYE #frambling...?

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rreynyaa · 5 months ago

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james spaders voice is my favorite asmr.

#james spader #oh and those weird videos where they like crush shit w the metal thing idk what its called but those r pretty entertaining.

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marsixm · 5 months ago

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well that was….. A Movie

#i have too many thoughts. unfortunately #its kinda hard to see this so long after it came out bc the humor feels soooo mid 2010’s and its debatable how well its aged #all i know is personally i feel like the dc mvoie #*dc movies have done a better job in recent years doing this specific r rated humor focused anti hero stuff #also like i for one love a comedy and love things having a humorous streak #but this is like a really standard grey action #*movie but then it puts all the humor on one character and that doesnt worklike at all lmao #like the really good parts are when hes with the other 2 funny characters (the bartender and the old lady)#they also like didnt do enough at all with lampooning superhero tropes? like at all???#it would have been so easy to have a standard superhero #movie but just lampoon it the whole time and instead they just… had that movie and like idk #fmcndkfndk like???#one of the few saving graces was in universe acknowledging that deadpool is annoying lol #but yeah generally it had a lot of ELEMENTS of good stuff just. not mixed well together #this truly is the granddaddy of reddit movie tho #like its not le epic win bacon bc thats more early 2010.#this is like. those milennial cookbooks that are hiphopified by just adding swear words. for some reason #torn bc i feel like i should judge ppl for this being so popular but im like not surprised that it would have mass appeal #on the surface i get the appeal of ‘a superhero BUT HE CURSES OOOOH’ and just generally taking things less seriously #it just sucks that the entire rest of the movie takes itself perfectly seriously #but not enough to have weird little annoying plot holes #also cant rly judge the guy who said he loved these movies hes a nerdy 38 yr old mild mannered white man. this was made for him.#this is elder milennial dadsk Wells For Boys

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