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April 1st booping you in my heart
i regret not being on the internet for april fools
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I love semma so much. I love them so much. I have literally written roughly 60 pages of story for a universe I completely aside from a few things, made up, comprising and spanning over twenty years of time so far.
Impressive mildly, to say the least considering I rediscovered an outline for this from 2000s? I of course fleshed out doctored this storyline there's been quite a few versions of this story but ultimately I kind of have a hope that I have given my thirteen or fourteen year old self justice somehow?
At the very least I'm finding myself a writing machine which makes me feel good. 🙃
here's to the genuine hope that someday soon I will complete backtrack, find a way out of this corner I wrote myself into in together forever (an emjay vehicle and my pandemic baby), and some other long, multichaptered works. I suck at writing endings. ✍️
I always aspire to write a holiday esque story this might be the year it happens to be finished on time. Backtrack believe it or not was slated to be in the earlier chapters but I kind of diverged and I'll fated maybe this Christmas I pretty much scrapped and time got away from me is literally holidayesque. I have one I hadn't posted pretty much and this story ive been working on has always been a holiday type story but it doesn't like my other stories aren't all one ship there are multiple relationships interleaved such as in Backtrack there's Cranny and Janny in a weird triangle that ultimately leads to fall out for one ship and a full on romance for the other relationship which initially was planned to play out much differently than I started with, in this story mentioned above there is an original character and entire life that didn't pan out in canon who now exists in this universe I created circa 2003 and fleshed out and humanesque. By comparison Camille of Backtrack, the Wasaga Beach "girl next door" who is sort of cursed by where she comes from was somewhat based loosely on Theresa from The OC and also if you could believe it Haley James from One Tree Hill.
Camille, affectionately known as Cami or Cam, was Sean's childhood best friend he grew up with in Sean’s trailer park in Wasaga Beach. They were both not from money, she was a smart girl and had potential to be something but circumstances and luck seemed to not be on her side. While other kids in their neighborhood were about parties, drugs, are generally prone to growing up too fast, experimenting deviant behavior and the like they largely flocked together and that stuffc didn't phase them and they were boy and girl but the best of friends, the trope kind of Haley and Lucas or Steve and Robin. No sexual or romantic undertones what so ever. That was them, Sean and Camille, though at thirteen.
Camille knew Sean was going through a lot. Tyler Bishop was a popular guy who would push the other peers around but she never put up with that. Things were going in a bad direction and Sean’s anger was reaching a boiling point.
He blacked out in a rage and we know what happens next.
It's worth noting she initially dated or pursued Tyler, who was Sean's enemy, bully, and later catalyst for his departure from Wasaga, to get him off of Sean's back and she had a slight crush on him but she didn't intend to betray her best friend but tensions with Sean and Tyler only intensified.
When he went to live with Tracker, he unfortunately lost contact with Camille. She grew to love Tyler a little prior to Sean and Tracker’s fight, implied he
Fast forward to when Sean returned to Degrassi, and he and Tyler with Camille's now together in a long term happy relationship, Sean was able to bury the beef with Tyler and be peaceful and worked toward a friendship while they attended Wasaga High together for their junior year. Camille was still gearing up for her future. She still had good grades she had uncertainty about college and lack of funds and since Sean left she became a popular student through her relationship with Tyler and experienced the things they'd sort of thumb their nose at as young kids before things changed.
Sean then of course joined his friends back in Toronto at the start of the next school year and ultimately pursued the military and enlisted and all that. Fast forward to 2013 he briefly returns to his trailer park community. Camille is around, she wasn't successful post college and returned home after she graduated and is living with Tyler in this off and on revolving door relationship. She was in home Healthcare and taking care of Sean’s sickly father and her own older parents we don't really know them. The old friends catch up one night over beers and in their loneliness and drunken state have a brief hook up and one night stand resulting in a pregnancy and around the time Tyler and Camille reconcile. Days later Sean returns to Toronto and pursues a life there and also Emma who Camille knew all about her and was supportive of him. Their hook up wasn't something that ruined their friendship and was buried because she didn't know she was pregnant until months later. When she finally discovered it she assumed it was Tyler's because they were in a relationship around two days after Sean’s and they had make up sex. It's also worth noting Tyler is an alcoholic but he is a hardworking guy and loves Camille. He can't wait to be a father but she's looking for a way out because of his temper. They've had violent arguments before it's implied much like Theresa and Eddie in Chino and the animosity between Sean and Tyler in the past is the only real reason for their arrangement and she felts guilty, couoled with arguments and she can't justify staying together but ahe doesn't know how to be alone anymore. He's a very possessive boyfriend and she'd be arguably more successful and got away like Sean did if Tyler didn't root her in Wasaga and financial aspects and other influences too keep her complcant compliant and generally beat down so nothing changed really.
Tyler's alcoholism intensified with the financial stress of working more to provide for the incoming baby. It became more evident that there was a possibility that he might not be the father of the baby. Sean and Emma, since we're in a committed relationship, and paid his mom and dad a visit in a later chapter. Emma heard a doorbell ring and opened the door to find Camille in the early morning to take Sean's father's daily vitals and such visably pregnant. They shared a pleasant conversation while Sean slept unaware.
Emma had never heard of Camille or his life in Wasaga like it was some dirty little secret and she had limited information aside from how he wound up in Toronto but not the key players in the rest of it in the meantime. In Sean's past, she was key and instrumental. It needless to say hurt her feelings.
By now, all four are adults. The pregnancy on Camille is unplanned, but timing was on their side. Prior to this, Emma had been previously married to Spinner. They never had children and were currently divorced for over a year, and Sean and Emma reunited in December and quickly became romantic by Christmastime. Also, Tyler wants to be committed with Camille stable but his alcoholism and implied temper cause tensions and barriers and the fight to end all fights puts her in fight or flight mode and she ran away when he passed out.
somewhere along the lines prior to this all, Emma finds out she can't have a family of her own. She is essentially sterile Camille agreed to a surrogate situation upon finding out the news, and her circumstances being what they are it made the most logical sense. By now she sheltered by a battered women's drug and mental health center in Toronto since the violent fight with Tyler, she later meets Alex Nuñes there who is in recovery (drug addiction) become close as roommates. Sean and Emma catch wind through Alex of this situation, and Camille gets discharged, and she moves in with Sean and Emma.
#idek what i was doing#in my drafts#eh enjoy#wriitng#writing tag#ref#relevent to writing#semma#degrassi#prose#i was born to make queue happy
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It is remarkably easy to buy an axe in central London
#art#shrews art#tma#I'm sick so I'm staying home today and I finally had the time to sketch a bit digitally too <3#I still have one translation to finish by tomorrow but for now it's art time#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#tma jon#tma fanart#rusty quill#magpod#I got so out of habit with digital art idek what I'm doing fhkshdkdgdjd gotta get the hang of it again
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heard we were fiddlestanning
you know the drill..
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#fiddlestan? don't mind if i do!#that whole “dont mind if i do” statement is just gonna be another classic case of 'this is forever changed because of some random fandom#fiddlestan#stanley pines#young stanley pines#also i love trans stanley. actually no. trans EVERYONE. fiddleford? stanley? ford? ALL THREE. and bill is the evil cis guy who ruins it al#slash jay... but fr i love t4t fiddlestan and t4t fiddauthor like lordy lordy#fiddleford mcgucket#grunkle stan#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#young fiddleford#fiddleford x stanley#art#digital art#my art#fiddstan#gravity falls fiddleford#gravity falls stanley pines#gravity falls#tbob#the book of bill#dude idek what i do for tags anymore i just throw shit in#oooh lookie here random tag!!! welcome to like “i looked at the bottom of the tags” club or whatever#you win a hat#but its a dunce hat.#youre stuck with me.
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u & ur partner draw each other challenge 🤪
this was supposed to be a little sketch but hmm i realized during this, i need to work on my coloring 😵💫 it never ends LOL ANATOMY PERSPECTIVE COLORS i feel like i can maybeeee paint a lil better but non-painty coloring is HARD DAM i put this pic thru like 3 filters on my phone cuz the og kinda sucked LMFAO my fault 😮💨 i would draw sukuna soo pretty like a bishie bl protag HEH 😏 and i think sukuna would be pretty good at drawing too i made that up in my head in canon he alr recites poetry so its similar methinks. he would draw u lovely in yamato-e style LMFAOIWJEJSJSJ aaaand check out the creamy crunchy cameo

crunchy is def a mamas boy he loves me but i think creamy might like sukuna more,,, i think she likes men LOL she sort of likes my bf n my dad so 🤔 closeup of bishie bl protag sukuna:

ugh the lips... 👁️👄👁️ i love him byealul
#.........#이 지랄같은 인생#i hijacked this tag to include all my recent me x chara art HEH#my cats r bigger rhan that i kinda fucked up the scale lol#and the mug lmfao i made that too small hahaha scale idk her 🤷🏻♀️#ALSO THE MUG & GLASS!!! THATS PART OF MY VINTAGE CORELLE FOREVER YOURS SET#U KNO WITH THE LEAD PAINT LMFAO FUCK#i have rhe plates b bowls too lmfao rip totally forgot abt lead paint when i bought those 👎🏻👎🏻👎🏻👎🏻 they r rly cute tho 😭😭😭😭😭#i was trying to do more anatomy studies w this i had sm diagrams of muscles n body builder ref pics open lol but idek if i got the shit#right ahhh also it looks kinda. stiff w all the muscle details like this was a study sort of so ok whatever but nxt time i think#gonna make it less detailed / ripped looking.. what kind of workouts was he doing in the heian era to GET SO BUFF I WANNA KNO#alulu art
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solas and the inquisitor spend some time together...AKA WHAT BIOWARE WAS TOO SCARED TO GIVE US. THIS IS.......YEAH......... WEAR YOUR HEADPHONES
shout out to @night-orchids for sharing where all these files were in frosty editor (everything is pulled from game files) and @mythalism and @scaryanneee for helping source audio and brainstorm and scream because truly this was so much fun even if i'm probably going to be put on a list now
i'm off to take the throne of horny jail forever now merry chrysalis
#solavellan#solas#ummm what do i even tag this as#audio#solas romance#solas x inquisitor#dragon age inquisition#dragon age solas#idek what to tag this as so you freaks just have at it
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Bridgerton S03E08 'Into The Light'
#bridgerton#bridgertonedit#dailybridgerton#penelope featherington#colin bridgerton#colin x penelope#polin#bridgerton spoilers#perioddramaedit#dailyflicks#idek but this made the crazy#she said brother ily not for what you can do for me but for who you are!!!! wife!!!#favorite scene for sure so here i am attempting at being a bridgerton gifmaker lol#gif*
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#idek what to say he wasnt there#i should probably make an ella version as well maybe if people like this one enough#he did just kind of kill a guy though but meh he was probably almost dead anyways#i shall unpack this in fanfic later#cinderella's castle#cinderellas castle#team starkid#starkid#tadius#tadius cc#ella ashmore#sir hop a lot#sir hop-a-lot#crumb cc#bryce charles#curt mega#joey richter#jon matteson#look guys im learning their names :))#actually doing a lot of tags bc this required effort
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happy chuuya day to all that celebrate <3
#bsd#bungo stray dogs#chuuya#chuuya nakahara#pleuart#pleucas#illustration#BACK ON MY SWIRLY LINE BSSS YEAAAAA#a lot of random references in here idek what i was doing by the end
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red sky at dawn
chapter 3 of Like the Moon Haunts the Sun is out now!! first chapter release of 2025 yippee yay wahoo we hope u enjoy!! read from the beginning here ooh u wanna read from the beginning so badddd lmhs blog: @lmhsfic sam my love: @philosophiums
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#geto suguru#jjk fanfic#jjk fic#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#jjk atla!au#nobara kugisaki#itafushi#atla!au: art#lmhs#coming from my current style in2 looking at this gives me whiplash and it wasnt even that long ago??#i think i came back to this one around october or september 2024 idek anymore#sighs chapter 3 art beloathed i will not sing this one's praises beyond admitting it was not as bad as i remember it being#i don't want to look at it longer than necessary tho gfsdhj and i feel so BAD bc ch3 my beloved what a banger :<<<<#its ok!! they cant all be winners too much time has passed#2024 signature also gfhjd i. do not care enough 2 change it also this is not 2025 work so !
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scene redraw of the favs :P

#kunsho#kunshoart#ninjago#lego ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#ninjago jay#ninjago kai#i don’t think i ever watched these dreams x nj shorts so idek what their doing#ninjago plasma#ninjago crystalized#ninjago chicken#guys i forgot what the chickens name was im sorry
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Thinking abt like celeb interviews mc and the boys and it’s like a “what would you like to see me in/how would u dress me” thing and
• Sylus dresses mc up in some expensive cocktail type dress in a deep red basically her companion outfit but decked out all pretty lol
• Rafayel dresses her in some pricey name brand clothes that cost more than her apartment and everything inside but damn does she look good
• Zayne gets her something a bit more practical but still stylish maybe something in grays w a pop of color maybe something w some slight ruffles idk
• and Xavier. Sweet Xavier. Puts her in comfy lounge clothes. Straight pjs lmao. Funny how they kinda resemble a pair he owns.
And everyone’s all negging him and making fun but he’s justifying it and defending himself and mean while mc’s getting dressed and we just hear her yell “Caleb you’re out of your fucking mind!!” And we cut to the privacy screen and she just tosses a set of clothes into the interview for and it’s just a set of Lacy lingerie and everyone looks at Caleb who has a giant smug ass grin and says the same thing as Xavier.
“Hey, y’all said what ever We want to see her in.”
#lads#Love and Deepspace#Love and Deepspace x reader#lads x reader#Xavier x reader#Zayne x reader#Rafayel x reader#Sylus x reader#Caleb x reader#just omw to work thoughts lmao#I love being delusional in this day and age#why do u always notice typos AFTER POSTING#IDEK WHAT IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE I WAS WALKING WHEN I WAS TYPING THIS AAAAAA#nvm I got it lmaooooooo ✌️😚✌️
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Brant
#brant#wuthering waves#if this man smiles at me one more time istg (do it)#idek whats goin on yet cause i stopped to make this post i already love this fool#im a sucker for blue & pink designs oh no#wuwa#wuwa gifs#brant wuthering waves#brant wuwa#wuwa spoilers#wuthering waves spoilers#game character#kuro games#wuwa brant
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Magneto and Charles Xavier for X Magazine
#xmen#x men#x men 97#magneto#charles xavier#cherik#professor x#erik lehnsherr#marvel#x men fanart#my art#illust#fanart#i love being an artist bc i can think 'hmmm what if magneto was on the cover of gq' and then just. do it#graphic design quite obviously inspired by the current gq cover style#dude idek how i've been finishing so much art recently but long may it continue#and now i have a week off work for xmas so even more time to draw yippeee
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i had a thought yesterday morning guys.. love these two
#trolls#dreamworks trolls#trolls fanart#branch trolls#trolls keith#FUCK WHAT ELSE DO I TAG 😭#trolls branch#idek man . not much to tag#but wow gravity falls and steven universe references back to back#what year am i in#the “they’’ here is brozone btw#this is pre-tbt#JUST FOR CONTEXT….
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