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Just got the craziest idea:
Ok, so we all love the din fics when he falls for the new member of his crew as she takes care of lil green bean baby... but what if she has a secret?
Not just that she's kinky crazy in love with our tin can man, but that she's a part of a rare alien species: they're born in 2 parts.
No, she's not a twin. Her people are born into two bodies, that share a consciousness (to a degree) & they feel everything that happens to the other... though they have different kinks & preferences (one is sweet & soft, & the other is similar, but craves ownership & corruption), they are ONE.
Due to the fact that they're so vulnerable (if one dies, they both die), & the fact that their people are nearly extinct, they keep their alien biology a secret... their whole life...until they meet din.
Maybe it's the baby who outs them? Force sensitive toddler can't keep a secret 😆 or, they're both on the crest (one stowed away), & din comes back early from a hunt, to find the mirror image of his crush cooing over his son. Idk....
I have many ideas I'm too afraid to write down (yet), but i loved this one so much, I had to post this lil thot before I forgot it! 😬
I blame the glorious monsterfucker writers i follow for this tangent... & I'm thrilled 😆
(If anyone takes this idea & runs with it? Please, tag me 😆 I expect it to disappear into the void until I get the courage to get the laptop out, but we'll see 🤪)
#din thot#my first one#be kind#idk if i'll ever finish this#but i love it#station!#I'd you get that reference i love you#one alien split in two#that's the vibe#cucking yourself#is that even a thing?#😆#random thoughts#din djarin fanfiction#my thots#thots#idek if that's the right term#help me fanfic gurus!#reblogging is love#monster romance#monster fucker
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pre vs post war ! ♡ - levi ackerman.
☆ thinking abt pre vs post war levi fluff and nsfw . . .
☆ levi ackerman ,, gn reader . . reader and levi are dating pre / married post, rough sex, gentle sex, mentions of sub levi, quickies, degrading (reader recieving), praising (on both ends).
pre war levi who was always in a hurry, no time left to slack off or cut corners whatsoever.
post war levi who now has all of the time in the world to spend a peaceful, retired life, preferring to read or enjoy the warmth of his lover in comfortable silence.
pre war levi who never lowered his guard, who was cautious all the time and left no space for vulnerability.
post war levi who now has nothing to worry about, who can accept to be as fragile as any regular human being.
pre war levi who had countless sleepless nights, whether in his own bedroom or in unknown, uncomfortable enviroments.
post war levi who now gets full nights of rest consistently, relishing in the warmth of his lover whether he be the little spoon or big spoon.
pre war levi who only fucked, never showing a single ounce of gentleness and always feeling the need to be dominant.
post war levi who now only makes love, who had been yearning to be submissive and now has all of the opportunities to be.
pre war levi who could only go for quickies, being rough and letting as many insults and degrading words slip past his lips as he so pleased.
post war levi who now prefers to take his time when pleasing his lover, only accepting praise or to be praised and gentleness.
pre war levi who's heart had been burdened, post war levi who can finally be at peace.
#idek if 'pre war' is the right term#im just yapping yall i didnt even finish aot#levi ackerman#levi aot#attack on titan#shingeki no kyojin#aot#snk#aot x reader#aot smut#levi x reader#levi ackerman x reader#levi smut#levi x reader smut
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This is MY phone and MY internet experience, and that means I can block Hilson deniers and live in willful ignorance if I want 😡
#Idek if willful ignornace if the right term for this but i can also just pretend like its fine#house md#house#greg house#james wilson#gregory house#hilson#hate crimes md#hatecrimes md#housemd
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it’s 5:20am i cannot sleep i am consumed with thoughts and yearning for keigo takami i need to be euthanized
#literally these days all i do is Lay Awake and Wither Away#the nightmares have been exponentially worse lately#fun fact ur local fanfic author has Problems.#idk man there’s just something haunting about having reoccurring nightmares about your ex and every time u close ur eyes it’s throwing u#right back into the pit of hell that was that relationship#it’s fine it’s fine it’s fine i just no Longer Trust People#anyways this is a vent post and it is so cringe and lame#i just have never Hated an ex before so there’s a lot i’m coming to terms with especially considering how Fake he is#idek man IDEK!!!!!1!!1!1!#i rlly sacrificed so much to love and live with him and he said ‘mmmmmm now i have u in my grip’#whatever it’s fine he’s stinky and honestly the fact honey (the blog intern and my cat) doesn’t miss him AT ALL says so much#seriously she is so nonplussed by his absence it’s wild#eating fine sleeping fine shitting fine#SAYS A LOT. SAAAAYS A LOT. whatever whatever whatever#i would hit that emotionally immature man with my car if given the chance and yknow what. nick if ur reading this you’re one of the#most.#emotionally immature people ive ever had the misfortune of knowing.#what a shame you lost me#the best thing and healthiest thing that ever happened to you#because of your own actions and your own inability to take accountability for your mental health and actions#tell your mom i say hi#and tell your exes im sorry i ever doubted any of them x_x#WEEEEE what a vent#listen to big sister birbs when she says don’t date men who have something horrific to say about each of their exes
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people only either overestimate or underestimate my skills lol
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doesnt look good in any shape or form but i replaced his legs with a cord for accuracy
(even tho i hc him to have the ability to snap on the cord, a pair of legs, or a stand onto his torso like a lalaloopsy workshop doll or smth)
i wont be making the swivel wheel since thatll get too clunky
#this is a tag#art#my art#is this a ragdoll or a plush? idc both r fine terms#ragdoll?#plush?#love is in the radio [johnnie]#<--- idek if thats the right tag#crashbox
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#I've had the most incredible couple years career wise#and like there have been some pitfalls etc#but like overall the amount of growth and how much money I've saved and established myself financially is insane#it would send 2019 me into a fucking coma#but everything and I mean EVERYTHING is just tumbling down down down#idk how I feel about touring I can't decide#and the music industry is dead until March anyway#my Etsy shop is effectively dead#I just lost a graphic design gig and like the person they hired instead of me did an undeniably 10x better job#and I feel like I have kind of lost the language in that regard like I used to feel like I was pretty Up There in terms of skill#but Ive just fallen very far behind people as new technology becomes available and I don't adapt and I lose track of where to get assets et#and couldnt find them if I did because. algorithm and social feeds and how rapidly we are losing the ability to archive in this internet ag#this is also true for my photo work and editing#so I genuinely don't know WHERE people are learning from#and idek WHERE to go to learn to get my knowledge up to date bc all search engines are bad and fucking algorithm-y#it's been too long since I've bartended I feel like I've lost the muscle memory of those skills#and idk if I could get rehired at a place like my bar in Melbourne short of a miracle because that whole place in my life WAS a miracle#and like idk what tf to do#I feel like I'm just floating through time and space with absolutely no purpose right now#and no income either! like what the fuck do I even do#how tf do I even fix this when I feel completely directionless#and all the things that fuel me have dried up?#and after how good things have been and how BAD things were for me 5 years ago#I like physically cannot process how fast I am free falling down down down rn#like I am headed towards that again pretty fucking rapidly and I can't even wrap my head around it
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Mirror Kira is something that can actually be so personal
#in a number of ways tbh like defo in a gay way and in terms of clone fucker rights and in terms of evil girlbossing etc etc but most of all#most of the mirror characters (to me) feel like au versions of the prime characters and obviously they ARE but they're still very much atta#attached to the prime characters y'know what i mean? like maybe not everyone but most mirror characters do feel like they basically are wha#the prime characters could've been if their lives had been different and like it's not completely out of the question for mirror kira but s#she still feels so... herself. like she's not defined by prime kira on any level. most mirror characters feel very defined by their prime c#counterparts and mirror kira... she's different. she is literally herself and no similarities will change that. she does not exist as an ex#extension of prime kira she is her own separate character. mirror kira could literally exist in the prime universe without even having to b#connected to prime kira by anything other than name and face. file off her serial numbers and you're golden & have a new and extremely comp#compelling villain. she is separate she's herself and nobody else. all the other mirror characters feel like twisted versions of the prime#characters who took a different path at some point. if there's any way to apply this to mirror kira that point would be her birth. like she#genuinely feels like they took a look at the circumstances on bajor in the mirror verse and thought about how a bajoran might grow up there#and THEN they made that bajoran kira. like i'm not saying she's nothing like prime kira but she just feels so much more developed tbh as if#they genuinely wrote out her whole life rather than just its present state y'know. it's great! i adore her#anyway#mirror kira nerys#mirrorverse#star trek deep space nine#ds9#yes most of the meat of this post is in the tags lmao idek why#original posts fresh from quark's pussy
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idk how to phrase this but like does anyone else feel like they forcibly age regress when certain bad things happen? not in a fun recreational way whatsoever it’s like if my mind gets under enough stress i feel like my carrying capacity in my brain is reduced to that of a child and i feel very drawn to more childish behavior (but also feel like i can’t physically do anything else). it’s very weird
#delete later#this might be too vulnerable for the TL#and i’m trying desperately not to let it spiral into worrying abt my childhood trauma#i don’t do like a baby voice or play anything up but it’s sort of like idk. i feel like my mind puts up this wall#and it can be sort of novel because i can truly enjoy playing with toys or kids media in a more engaged way#but also i feel very limited in the scope of my abilities and my emotional regulation so it can also be very anxious#i should clarify i’m not someone who’s interested in recreational’age regression’ as there is a community on tumblr here for#idek if i’m using the right term because i don’t mean it in the same way. but i do feel as though i am retreating inwards and backwards#so the term regression fits here. idk what else i’d say.
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was the advert really queerbaiting?? i haven't seen it yet
I used queerbaiting but I'll concede I'm not certain it's the exact phrase I want because there's two separate issues I have with it.
There's a very lazy "lol they're gay" joke in there which, yes, I understand its supposed to be a joke. "Daniel already had his eyes on a sturdy thoroughbred, with perfect symmetry, powerful thighs, flowing mane, with a kind heart hidden behind a steely exterior" - while the camera pans up Josh Allen's body and implies Daniel's checking him out. Hilarious. But considering they both come from sports where there is very little acceptance for queer competitors, and where an ACTUAL gay competitor wouldn't be able to make comments/insinuations like that for fear of repercussions - especially in the current climate - idk, it feels a bit reductive watching two het guys do it for shits and giggles to sell some overpriced headphones?
Then there's the RPF angle too. A space that's largely occupied by women in fandom spaces, and that they're frequently harassed, mocked and undermined for. Is it mocking that approach to fandom or is it endorsing it? Its hard to tell, but it's certainly profiteering off of it, and for the same reasons we criticise team social media accounts for crossing a line, this absolutely is just leaning into very muddy water. It just feels very tone deaf and idk that it's a great idea. We're in 2024, surely big multinational marketing agencies can come up with something a bit better than 'lets just do some suggestive double entendre shit with homoerotic undertones'??
#Idek why lukas gage suddenly turns up halfway through as well#It just feels... off to me.#Idk if queerbaiting is EXACTLY the right term but there's definitely an element of it#It's like the next cursed layer of hell after the hockey booktok debacle?#Ask#Not to mention the enchante range that is just their ship name...
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let’s all enjoy this drawing of pk being emo before i erase it from this plane bc i realized i actually can’t have him here he has to be in the next slides. also krita crashed and i didn’t realize my favorite bestiebrush is auto set to 12 not 9 so now i have to redraw all the pk frames
designs from @/foileadeux’s gjinkas!
#frames. slides. what's the difference (ik there's a difference)#and idk about tagging them in this unfinished wip hsfklsfjfkljsfd re: unfamiliar with tumblr ettiquite...augh not that word again#ettiquite. ??#ok but that's actually most of the thing done other than yk...finishing up syncing things + color i do want some color#just plain white is Not enjoyable to look at. SOME people should realize it makes for a terrible interior decoration choice#but idek where to start for syncing up w audio. like 1. need to get my hands on an downloadable track i assume? 2. how in the heck do i stic#stick the audio in my drawing program. is that even a thing i can do???#bc the alternative is playing the same 5 seconds of the song repeatedly while staring at my computer screen. yea i have some eye hand coordi#coordination but im not trusting it to the extent where it dictates the ... timing of my ....frames?¿?¿?¿ idk animation terms#augh. and ofc unforchunately the last bits require some good syncing if i want them to hit the right way#hollow knight fanart#hollow knight#for tagging purposes...yeas
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i love ur writing sm!! so so excited for new works, one of my new fav blogs 100%
omg ur gonna make me cry this is so so so sweet
#message in a bottle#my imposter syndrome goes CRAZY wym people actually like my work ??#idek if imposter syndrome is the right term tbh
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dude it is way too early for this, someone just told me to kill myself over something i literally dont know anything about
#'youre sending people to harass me!' i dont have the power to do anything let alone that + i havent thought about you in a long time#why would i bother#now im just curious who was even harassing them but they blocked me before i could ask#youre so classy telling me to kill myself and then blocking me before i can reply. very mature of you#this wasnt on tumblr btw idek if they have a tumblr and idc#if theyre stalking my social media thats just weird on their part#'i hope you stop burdening your family' well i hope you stop burdening yourself. you sound miserable and you always have. go to therapy.#stop hurting other people just to make yourself feel better even though all it does is give you temporary satisfaction and long term pain#fucking weirdo. we left our friendship on an argument because you NEVER let yourself be wrong even about things you knew nothing about#you wanna see me shit talking you publically? this is that i fucking guess#tell me i dont know anything about relationships because i only ever dated one person as if that person didnt leave me with trauma#that im still unpacking almost a decade later? fuck off.#at least im not marked red on shinigami eyes and have 'too right leaning for twitter to handle' in my twitter bio. thats fucking embarassing#fucking weird asshole. that entire friend group we were part of was ridiculous#the only person from there i EVER shit talked was someone else and they deserve it for being a pedo.#but i dont care to harass anyone because it does nothing for me#it only works to hurt me and im sick of being in pain. im sick of being miserable and lonely and stuck with memories of wrongdoing#i told you im in therapy and went back to school and that means im moving on and you decided that meant i should kms#fuck off. i hope you DONT kill yourself so you can come to the conclusion that you need to change for the better and work towards that goal#instead of being the same 'i can never be wrong!' ex-mean girl weirdo that led to me and everyone else dropping you as a friend#because all you did was make us mad with your behavior#and apparently not changing a single bit in the TWO WHOLE YEARS since i last saw you. grow up. we are both old enough to legally drink.#so grow the fuck up.#my post#ignore me#SERIOUSLY fucking ignore this post#vent#personal
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roommate's partially blind(?) female turtle keeps doing this today to elevate her basking game
#it's possible it's a mating thing but they're both very young and again she's female so. less likely to me than#that she was like 'oh sweet more rock im gonna be so tall' but im also not a turtle expert#note: this turns into a rant about these turtles' conditions like 4 tags in#ive never seen her do this before#also don't blame me for the tub setup roomie straight up Does Not Know what she's doing at all#im trying to nudge her into like. proper care and stuff right. and trying to make sure they don't die#and with some things it's more an issue of being able to get the proper supplies rather than not knowing#but i told her to get a bulb that. yk. actually gives off heat (again) and gave her an approximate wattage yesterday#and i found out today that she was planning on getting a regular light bulb witt that wattage#i had to explain to her that heat bulbs exist and you shouldn't like. pick a bulb not designed for heating To Heat just bc it has the same#wattage. head in my hands i want to keep this lighthearted but it's kind of extremely distressing to me tbqh#did she not research at all before getting them?? she's had them for at least a year how has she not wondered why her turtle's eyes don't#open??? etc???? and she just lets them chill in an open tupperware and though she chastises rascal for swatting at them#she's gone like 18 hours of the day so it's not like she's there to stop him#guhh my point is if she had these time/financial restraints beforehand it was really irresponsible to get all these pets#and then not fucking take care of them!!! if you can't get them incredibly basic necessities then hold off on taking on the responsibility#of another creature's life!!!!!!! thank you!!!!!!!!!!!#ugh i know firsthand how depression can fuck with pet care in some ugly ways but she Keeps getting pets#this was a three time mistake not a one time mistake and she seems so unbotherwd#and she's fine with dealing with the problems she just Does Not Notice Them because (afaict) she's just not paying attention or wondering#but i don't know?!!! i don't know. very conflicted feelings about my roommate to be honest#i was terrified to learn that she would be my roommate and im very Not Cool with the animal neglect thing#nor the fact that she's apparently cheating on her bf (she blames him ofc) but idek what to do or say about that#but she's also very friendly? it's a really weird dynamic. we're on good terms but i wouldn't call her a good person#arghhhh whatever. whatever. i have since moved top turtle (😐) off since i dunno if she could get down on her own#+ i dont want bottom turtle (😐😐) to shake her off. shell or not im not risking it
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Rude that to gain new skills, I have to learn new skills. The knowledge isn't just downloaded into my head, I have to purposely put it there.
#guess whos learning colorwork knitting??#god i wish it wasnt me this is crazy#idek the right terms for what im doing#but its going to be a scarf. with different designs on it. and it has the reversible color thing#like on one side the stitch is green but the other is black. like reversed colors#im so excited and its going to look so fucking cool (if i can figure it out)#i had to learn a new cast on for this. i have to learn how to read charts#when i first started knitting i couldnt even figure out how to purl. i could only d the knit stitch for years#then recently the other skills started clicking more#i guess my brain developed the knitting portion since i was 17#but i never thought i would take on colorwork. but i am! im learning all sorts of things#i can feel wrinkles in my brain forming with every new skill i learn#wish me best of luck and give me tips if you have any please :)#im really excited but also in a time crunch to finish it
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[ID: close-up of two unzipped blue jeans pressed against each other's sides. in the first's gap rests 2 beige sockets and from the second's gap issues an electrical plug, reaching for the sockets. End ID]
Gab Bois
#idek if these are the right terms sorry i did nothing more than a cursory internet search. but hopefully it works#blood sweat and wires
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