#ichoseme

[islandgirlgetsfitblog]

If it’s one thing I’m willing to bet on, it’s myself 🤍🤍 #myloveispure #selfless #ichoseme #ibetonme #heysistagirl #sis #imreadyforyou #dearfuturehusband #hubbyofmine https://www.instagram.com/p/CXhjGWWO2fh/?utm_medium=tumblr

[dramalady589]

Self choosing only from here on out✊🏻🥀🔥🕊️🐣🌱 #ichooseme #ichoseme #journeytoself #selflove #boundaries (at Saint Cloud, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/CUug574KUoL9yxJ0Tz55EPuYNn5m4t9gDK7yCE0/?utm_medium=tumblr

[gohealth-yourself-blog]

I have a binge eating disorder. Although a couple people in my real life know, this is the first time ever putting it on a public platform, little as my audience may be. It’s a cycle of waking up feeling great, doing the right things, giving my body the nutrition and exercise it needs, but it doesn’t always end that way. Sometimes it ends in boredom or anger or any negative emotion that begins to build momentum to a full on eating frenzy. The crazy thing is, I know how terrible it is for me, I know how terrible I feel afterwards, I know how it’s not right. Yet in those moments before-hand when I have made a concise decision to go to the grocery store or to my fridge and overindulge like crazy... I just simply don’t care. I make myself forget about the effect just enough so that I can live with my foods in the moment feeling temporary satisfaction to a long-term problem. Then, it sets in. And I find myself wanting to make myself throw up, (which I very rarely do) and full of regret and am yelling at myself in my mind. It’s really and truly taxing on ones self esteem, and I’m just so done with it. Some people won’t take me as serious for this disorder because I’m not really big, but what I lack in size physically the mental anguish I put on myself through this disorder matches or exceeds the size of a body that is big itself. I’ve been practicing self love for a bit now as a lifestyle change. This has brought many blessings, however one of the top three ingredients to a lifestyle change is consistency. Choosing my health, be it mental or physical, every single day. Not restricting myself out of disappointment and shame. Which then leads to overeating. Not hiding myself from people in fear they’ll notice I gained a few pounds. Not retreating into a corner and eating to ease boredom and hibernating in this old-pattern mindset. Not refusing to reach out to professionals or people who have been there before out of not wanting to bother people with my troubles. Not feeling the anger like I feel now, and then throwing it under the rug and suppressing it with the thought that if I refuse to feel it it will cease to exist. But actually choosing to look into the fucking mirror and shine a light on all the bullshit I’ve cast aside that’s just waiting for an opportunity to spring back up when I’m not looking. To fucking be brave enough to take the advice of professionals and actually try their methods out rather than skimming for help from articles only when I’m at my breaking point. Then going on with the festering remains of my ignored (and yet greatly criticized) problems. It’s time to go beyond what I have been doing. It’s time for change.

[the-change-agent]

The truth of the matter: Let’s talk about this here for a minute. I’m only looking for honest folks. Question: Have you ever found yourself in this place? Like if it’s a true statement 👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾👇🏾 Assignment: Let’s make a promise today, to focus on what you have and learn to live in peace! Drop in the comment section who or what you are grateful for. #CountYourBlessing #BuildingBetterLives #InspiringHopeForTomorroe #IChoseMe ❤️ https://www.instagram.com/p/BqMtFZNn9sD/?igshid=1t0rt9b5fq2yz

[emielmasyn]

For a brief moment the king of kitch. Only regret: not waiting for the magic neon lights. #ichoseme #pikachu #rickshaw #malaysia #melaka #pokemon #kitch (at Melaka City)

[multiverse60]

#mypastmystrength #iamstrongerthanithink #ichoseme (at Thomson Middle School) https://www.instagram.com/jimmyp60/p/BxAF_7uA_Pv/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=so9v39m5ptni

[coloringtheworldwithwords]

Tonight, I was called a heartbreaker, but that soul doesn’t realize I’ve yet to find peace. I’m haunted by an old being, a soul that no longer belongs here. Like an old ghost, she keeps haunting me, unwelcomed reminding me of the past when it’s the future I’m trying to aim for. I just want her to let me let her go, to have her no longer search for me in the corners of her life, to no longer set out for the attention that’s no longer hers to hold. I wasn’t the leaving party in this parade, she left me long before I knew how to breathe on my own, and now I’m here, breathing, new air and new coast lines and she knows nothing about who I’ve become. This time I was the heartbreakee, the one who didn’t want to be left. I lived all my life as a heartbreaker until I met her newfound soul, and now all I know is her shadow, that haunts me awake, and jolts me to the reality that can no longer ever exist. She won’t let me find peace and all I want is to move on, to let her go like I’ve been trying so well at, to be happy like I know I can be on my own, because I’ve seen it in this month, my smile rediscovered and my confidence being repaired. But she won’t leave me be, little pieces of her presence pop up in my everyday life, telling me she’s still trying and for what? What she says and what she does, don’t and will never match, I need her to let me let her go. When will she let me find peace? when will she finally let me let her go?

Please, stop haunting me, (coloringtheworldwithwords)

[iamtinadixonboo]

This time last year I was trying to heal my broken heart mentally, emotionally, spiritually and physically. Spent many days forcing a smile. Today I smile by choice totally healed loving me more than I ever have before! The flood gates have opened and my cup is running over in every area of my life! I feel blessed beyond measure. I am grateful for my family, friends, job, boss, projects, djs, health, wealth burgundy Afros and love. Whew!!! #happybeingme #newbeginnings #hesavibe💙 #manifestation #joy #blessed #highervibrations #djs #worldwidedjnetwork #heartchronicles❤️ #Ladydjs #usmcdevildoc #Georgiaonmymind #therealdeal #blackmercedesconvertible #teamworkmakesthedreamwork #ichoseme #surrenderedtotheprocess #thebestisyettocome (at Snellville - Stone Mountain Hwy SW) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bvx-lQeADfu/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1gve0fo8fovhe

[pretty-n-plus]

When you love them like I do..

All my life I have loved boys. I had my first boyfriend and kiss when I was 4. And I had sex (or what I thought was sex) when I was five. My best friends in kindergarten were boys and as i got older my craze for the opposite sex grew tremendously! I always was wishing for a boyfriend when I didn't have one and when I did have one; that didn't stop my eyes from wondering.. or my lips from kissing other guys. When I turned 13 I had a boyfriend that was 16.. I had never met him but I knew him through my cousin. We were in love by the end of the 1st month and began having phone sex everyday half way through the 2nd month. I thought I was head over heels for 8 months until I heard he had cheated on me. I was devastated but I just hopped in another relationship and then another and ANOTHER. It was a never ending cycle. I thought I met the love of my life when I was 16 but I was wrong. He told me he was 20 but he turned out to be 22. He told me he was done with his ex but a year and a half of us "talking" and seeing each other I find out that she is pregnant and they are engaged. But I stayed around, I even lost my virginity to him. We continued to talk up until I went to college; he decided I'd be better off without him so he stopped talking to me. This is when I met the nicest guy..or at least he was nice then. I gave the nice guy a hard time; I took his virginity, made him cry, and constantly told him he wasn't man enough for me. But let me tell you about Karma, she's a BITCH. During the fall semester of my second year I decided that nice guy was the one; he was the only guy I knew that ever really respected me and actually cared. But I didn't realize at the time, how much time could really change a person. We got into a relationship but I was the only one really in it, he cheated within the first week of us being together officially. He only told me cause I told him I hate liars. I was hurt but I forgave him and stayed with him I only asked that he leave her alone and in return he told me "she's my best friend, she isn't going anywhere." And you know what guys? I still stayed. The day after he told me that they got into a car accident together. I still stayed. She went ghost. And I picked up the pieces. I cooked for him. Cleaned for him. Quit one of my jobs. Stopped doing my homework. Started helping him do his. My life revolved around him and in return instead of being thankful he treated me like shit. Talked to me like a child. And I still FUCKING stayed. It wasn't until I found myself sitting on the beach in front of the sunrise balling my eyes out that I realized I needed to end the relationship. And I did but he turned it all on me; he told me that I didn't support him enough. That hurt me to the core. But I hopped into another "situationship" to escape the pain. But then I got played, and then I got caught up in some mess, and then I got played again. So now here I am. Sitting in my bed trying to figure out where I went wrong, and now I know. I never chose ME. I never put me first, I just kept allowing men to walk all over me and take advantage of me. I kept looking for a hero instead of being my own. Chose yourself ladies; be your own savior.

[overnight-cereal-milk]

My truth

It wasn't right what we did. Make eachother choose. It's not fair. I'll admit that. I will also say, at least someone chose me.

[authorlctaylor]

Support Red Ribbon Week #drugfree #naturalhighiswriting #ichoseme

[the-change-agent]

Sometimes, we worry too much about how other people feel and tend to forget about ourselves. It's never wrong to take of yourself. Self care is not selfish, it’s #Necessary! Join the #IChoseMe movement and order your gear today! Start by making a bold statement #IChoseMe ❤️ http://www.teamonetees.com/store.html#!/I-Chose-Me/c/32166812/offset=0&sort=normal https://www.instagram.com/p/B4m8HF5n5qG/?igshid=ui7x6hn4w8w8

[nutrifitkamp-blog]

Sometimes you need a reminder..that's what we are here for 😉 Our #mind is the most powerful tool ever created : USE IT 🙌🏼 fight for what you believe in and believe that YOU CAN REACH ANY GOAL YOU DREAM OF, if you're willing to put the hard work, of course 🔥 #fitnesswear #beastmode #absits #ichoseme #fitnessjourney #hardwork #mentalstrength #noteasybutworthit #weighttraining #mealprepping #recoveryisimportant #glutamine #vitamins #water #detox #goodcarbs #enjoytheprocess #makeitfun #findthebalance #lifestylechange #makingbetterdecisions #eatinghealthy #dailymotivation #inspiration #fitnessmotivation #nutrifitkamp #healthyeating #swinstagram #bodytransformation @tucksmindset.body @lara.shoots 😘

[darealmccoy1913]

🎶Ain't no feeling like being FREEEEEEEE, when you're minds made up and your heart is in the right place🎶 #ichoseME

[cassiemjeans]

These things we carry do not have to be permanent. The dark places we hold onto are not meant to follow us forever. . We are more than our physical form. We are more than our position. We are more than our beliefs. . We are infinite in ways that will one day, surprise us beautifully. . Surrender the pain and the past. Give yourself permission to heal. Imagine what it would feel like to let go of the weight of regret or shame. . We are designed for growth and that attributes to all areas of our lives not just the physical. . Emotional and spiritual growth are our connectors to joy, abundance, peace, and love. . All of these begin within 🤲🏼 . Sending those healing vibes into the universe today. ✨✨ . . ____________ There was a time I was emotionally locked. I couldn’t feel anything other than anger, disappointment, shame, and guilt. . Because this was my emotional compass I created this environment externally until I learned I had a choice about how I could feel. . This was liberating and also daunting. It meant I had to take the gift of responsibility for my life and create something beautiful with it...something more than my current reality. . We all have this choice. . When I deeply, truly began to understand my worth, my enougnness, this journey on earth became lighter. . Clarity. Passion. Intention. Alignment. Perseverance. Love. Joy. Healing after healing freed up energy within my soul to become a woman I could be proud of and a healer for others. . For anyone reading this right now who wants to create something beautiful for their life but you know you’re stuck, blocked, not able to see your worth I want to work with you. . Seriously, I want you to see what I know to be true for every soul on this planet. . We are more than we imagine and that truth begins when we surrender and choose. . Message me now if you’re so ready to be done with the past, heal the wounds, and create a life you are passionate about. 🙌🏼 . (one spot left for March, intake beginning for April) send me a message today luv. 💛 . #healingfromwithin #youareworthit #ichoseme — view on Instagram https://ift.tt/2Ftn9qE

[islandgirlgetsfitblog]

Absolutely ❤💜💛💚 #selflove #confidence #loveme #hateme #blessed #grateful #highlyfavored #mindbodysoul #growth #loveit❤️ #selflove #iambeautiful #iamworthy #youreworthy #youreloved #ichoselove #ichoseme