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mybelovedpeepy · 2 years ago
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THIS TOOK AWHILE TO GET OUT BECAUSE OF INTENSE PROCRASTINATION BUT PART 2 BABEY!!!
Read part one here :)
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Cowpy had dragged himself across the wet streets, small puddles of water had pooled up on the sidewalk. The coat slung over his back as he memorized the numbers on the card, which he had lazily slipped into one of the coat pockets, walking all the way back to his apartment complex a completely drenched mess. Maybe crimes weren't fit to do on rainy days, although definitely one had been committed accidentally, having one of Celebrity Blue's prized possessions, his coat. Stealing from a celebrity? Shameful really. Cowpy didn't really care either way, it wasn't much of value to him, nor would he think it would be much of value to anyone else. It was just a dumb coat after all. Cowpy had opened up the doors of the apartment complex he had lived in, the Dinkle at the front desk wide awake, typing things onto the computer they sat in front of, giggling to themselves. As Cowpy made his way towards the elevator, the Dinkle had given the other a slight glance, pausing as they fully turned themselves towards the other, a slight shocked expression on their face, "Mrrowp! I recognize that coat anywhere!" The Dinkle exclaimed, hopping off their seat and rushing towards the other, taking the wet coat from Cowpy. "Celebrity Blue?!?! How'd you get this?? Did you steal it?!?" The Dinkle gasped, the coat dropping from their hands as they quickly went over to the phone to alert the authorities for stealing such an important item, or what was deemed to be important by the Dinkle running the receptionist's desk. Cowpy couldn't communicate with the other, waving his paw wildly as the coat had slipped off his back with the amount of movement, the card that was lazily slipped in slid out as Cowpy glared at it, quickly grabbing the card and slamming it on top of the Dinkle's paw in order to stop the other from picking up the phone, praying that something as stupid as 'taking a celebrity's coat' would get him jailed. He's already been jailed for worse it would be an embarrassment to his criminal record. The Dinkle had paused, scanning the slightly damp card as they had looked back and forth at both the card and the peepy that had worriedly looked at the other. "YOU WORK FOR CELEBITY BLUE?!?!?!?" The Dinkle exclaimed rather loudly, shocked that such a normal peepy in front of them would even work for someone like Celebrity Blue. The peepy had nodded, or..more or less was lying about it because he didn't work for Celebrity Blue YET, but that didn't matter as long as he wasn't jailed. He quickly snatched the card, putting it back into its respectful pocket in the coat and slinging it over his back once more, dragging it and himself to the elevator. The Dinkle had suddenly gotten out of their spot behind the receptionist desk, getting on all four paws, a pleading look in their eye. "PwESE DON'T TELL THE CELEBRITY ABOUT THIS MISTAKE! I APOLOGIZE SINCERELY!!" The Dinkle shook their head, upset at the disrespect that was shown over someone who worked so close to Celebrity Blue. Cowpy had stared at the other in slight confusion, only rolling their eyes as they had hopped up to hit the button, the Dinkle slamming itself against the metal doors as they closed, "IM SORRY PLEASE FORGIVE ME!!" the Dinkle's pleas only got softer as the elevator arose, stopping at the top floor. Cowpy had tiredly dragged himself and the coat to his apartment, unlocking the door. Once he had entered he had brought the coat close to him, wrapping it over himself as he had flopped over to his side, too exhausted to continue forward and clean himself, slowly drifting off to sleep.
The sun had shone through the glass doors of Cowpy's balcony, a ray of light shone in the eyes as he had slowly began to open them, a light squeak escaping him as they stood up, running the events that had happened the day before in his head. Right. Celebrity Blue. Their coat. The Dinkle. Cowpy had grabbed the coat,  looking over its contents, forgetting the card that had poked itself out from the side. Cowpy had grabbed the card, looking over its contents once more before realizing an address had been printed in small at the bottom. He had looked over at the telephone that rested on his kitchen counter, knowing that phoning the number probably wasn't gonna be the best thing, considering how heavily one-sided the conversation was going to be. Cowpy thought to himself for a moment, resting the coat on his couch as he brought himself to the bathroom at the end of the hallway, entering it and deciding it was a good idea to freshen up first before heading over to Celebrity Blues.
Cowpy didn't really have the best of outfits in his apartment, but the best he could figure of wearing was at least a bow, a red one to be exact. He wasn't sure what 'presentable' meant in Celebrity Blue's eyes, but Cowpy thought he looked pretty stylish. Surely it was good enough? Cowpy decided it was probably best not to overthink it, going back into his living room after freshening up, snatching the coat once more. Cowpy didn't really have a plan of working under the likes of Celebrity Blue, especially the fact his criminal record would probably effect the chances of him even working there, but he wanted to be nice enough to return the coat that was left off with him, considering it was so much of 'value' to somebody like the Receptionist Dinkle. There was no time to wait and loaf around as Cowpy had immediately slipped out of the apartment complex, making sure the coat was with him as he went through the same routine of taking the elevator and quietly sneaking out of the building, considering he wasn't in the mood to have the Receptionist Dinkle cause another unnecessary scene for him. The outdoors were much more brighter, small puddles decorating the sidewalk from the aftermath of the rain previously. Cowpy had looked at the printed address of the card, looking around the area as he decided to retrace his steps to the same place the limo had driven off. It was probably better to start from there with such a long walk to go. Cowpy had watched the passing residents of Juldaria walk past him, some giving him slight looks as he had gone past. Wearing a bow really made him feel silly now that he thought about it, it wasn't like he was going on a date..but red? Cowpy shook his head to dismiss his thoughts, ignoring the embarrassing comment to himself as he continued forward. Surprisingly, the walk didn't last as long as he thought it would, a white and blue marbled mansion shined at the very end of a hill he had never seen before, the large area covered by a gate that shined in bright gold, the letters "CB" plastered in the middle of the gate. That must be Celebrity Blue's place, because who else would it be? Surely not anyone Cowpy would know with those initials. As Cowpy had reached the gates he noticed they were locked, taking a bit to look around the large area he noticed another peepy on the other side of the gate, sitting on the edge of a fountain that was sat in front of the mansion purely for decoration. The other seemed to be lost in thought, his blue paw pushing back the gray fuzziness on his head. He seemed exhausted, taking a break outside. Cowpy wasn't sure how to get the other's attention, the gate was locked and Cowpy didn't think breaking in was really the best idea, staring at the other peepy for a moment as he thought.
Cowpy had mustered up the courage to call the other over with a squeak, making it as loud as he could, but the other peepy was too lost in thought to even hear him, or maybe too far away. So there was really only one thing he could think of doing. Cowpy had looked around the surrounding area, his eyes scanning for a rock large enough to get the other's attention, a stone caught his eye as he took it, looking back at the zoned out peepy behind the gate. Well..here goes nothing. Cowpy had aimed for the fountain, hoping a splash would alert the other as he readied himself to throw it, throwing it as far as he could with all his force, watching as the rock had zipped over the gate and came down somewhat painfully on the other peepy's head, not meaning to hurt the other as the peepy had slightly flailed in panic of the random impact, almost falling back into the fountain as he had stood himself up to get away from it, tripping over his own paws as he fell face first into the concrete. It wasn't Cowpy's fault for accidentally aiming the rock towards the other, or maybe it was, but he surely didn't think the other would let him in now that he had disturbed the other's break, and probably break the other's beak with that upsetting faceful of concrete. The peepy had gotten up after a moment, confused as he had looked around in attempt to figure out where the impact had come from, spotting the other peepy behind the gate. The peepy had angrily approached the other, yelling something Cowpy couldn't really hear considering how far he was, but now that he had the other's attention, Cowpy had pulled the card out of the coat pocket, waving it at the other as he walked towards him, the other peepy confused by it as he had seemingly calmed down the closer they had gotten to the gate.
The other peepy had approached the other, Cowpy now having a clearer view of them as he stared at them for a moment. Their body was covered in grayish fur, the fur patted down with a white collared shirt and vest, as well as a blue tie to match. "We don't take visitors-" the gray peepy said, ending his sentence in a slight yawn as Cowpy had held the card out behind the gate, giving a small shake of his head. The other peepy curiously taken the card, scanning its contents before looking at the other peepy behind the gate. "Ah- so you're the one the big celebrity was talking about. Well...welcome? I suppose." The peepy politely greeted, unsure how to feel as his sluggish movements had given the other peepy the card back. "I'll open the gate for you, give me a second-" the peepy began to move to a white booth Cowpy didn't even notice before, waiting for a few moments. Soon the gates had opened, Cowpy immediately entering as he waited in Celebrity Blue's land, turning as he watched the gate's close once more, the gray peepy exiting it's place as he went over to the other. "I'm Grey Fuzz, but people tend to call me Freezerburnpy." The now(probably known) Freezerburnpy said, looking over at the other awaiting the other's name. Cowpy had stared at the other for a solid minute, turning himself to look at the mansion as he started walking forward, acting as if he didn't hear the other speak considering he couldn't introduce himself unless on paper. Freezerburnpy blinked as he watched the other move forward, shrugging it off as he followed behind the other. "Probably better to stick with me, I figure the Celebrity is in their room doing..whatever celebrities do." Freezerburnpy said as he watched the other peepy slow down, walking beside the other now that Freezerburnpy had the lead. Cowpy had looked around the vastly large area, bushes lined the walls of the marbled mansion as well as the fountain in the middle, it was surrounded by a vast of flowers as well as benches that surrounded it in a circle. It was a really pretty place, Cowpy couldn't even afford something like this with the amount he stole. As the thoughts of the area ran in his head they had been stopped by Freezerburnpy talking once more, he seemed slightly uncomfortable with the silence, but he could understand if Cowpy was too nervous to speak. "You have very impressive aim-" Freezerburnpy said, laughing to himself as he looked off in the distance as the two walked to the large blue doors of Celebrity Blue's estate.
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sentientstump · 3 months ago
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nice music
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triglycercule · 1 month ago
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so the dust smokes headcanon is really popular!!! i have an addition to it :33 cigarette smoke CLINGS to your body for a loooong loooong time,,,,, i don't know if monster dust has a smell but if it does maybe the cigarette smoke from his cigarettes could be used to cover up that smell so he doesn't have to deal with the scent of death all the time and yk,,,, feel the guilt :33
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mintmatcha · 1 year ago
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i saw that
I'm sorry tumblr user demilypyro for my strong opinions on the most popular girls name from 1996 to 2007 :( it WILL happen again #banthenameemily2024
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stiffyck · 4 months ago
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Can we talk about how Karen definitely has some sort of PTSD because you can't just wake up one day with a knife and bloody hands and a dead coworker on your carpet one and then be fine. You don't get arrested and then almost strangled to death while in custody and be fine. You don't get kidnapped and threatened and then kill someone in self defense and be fine.
Oh my god can we PLEASE talk about Karen and her trauma oh my GOD.
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staticofthetv · 7 months ago
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This has probably been talked about before but I just finished rewatching tristamp again and as usual it gave me thoughts and feelings so I'm sharing them here
Knives getting the white angel colour scheme gives me life, not just because it goes against the usual cliche of bad guy dark colours but also cause it really hammers home the angel imagery with him
He has an entire cult dedicated to worshipping plants, it makes sense that between him and vash he leans more into the classic biblical purity look. He doesn't mingle with humanity and as far as he's concerned, he is the perfect being.
It's already known that he internalized a lot of what he read from the Bible when he was younger, same with Rem calling him and Vash literals angels. Keeping the light colour scheme and even the space age clothes and murder snuggie is just another thing that makes him other from humanity when the rest of them wear more practical clothes. It's a statement, "I don't need to adapt, I'm already perfect"
Side tangent here: I also just wanna bring in my own thoughts about the murder snuggie because it does kinda make me think of seraphim, angels with 3 pairs of wings with one for flying and the other two for covering the face and feet. The covering is meant to show humility and reverance before God (they are not worthy to look upon the face of God so they keep their faces covered) but I like to think that Knives has twisted that to humanity is unworthy to view him directly and if they do, they don't survive. I do know that the murder snuggie is a manifestation of his gate but I've always thought it was more than that (also think it's meant to be like a security blanket to him, it's always out so he's always prepared)
Back to my main point: Knives thinking himself as a pure being, one that is above humanity isn't anything new, it's easy to see and he literally says it himself multiple times. However the way it's also represented through his character design is amazing to me and makes this aspect of his character mean more
After all, an angel of death is still an angel. Is it really any surprise it would look like one?
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mrstellmeafuckingsecret · 7 days ago
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there's a muslim james post going around and it's making me Feel Things
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front-facing-pokemon · 8 months ago
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rearranging-deck-chairs · 1 year ago
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the doctor isnt neurodivergent or autistic or adhd or nonbinary or genderqueer or asexual. what the doctor is, is Not From Here
#which necessarily of course says something abt their (non)whiteness#(i had all these words in quotation marks first so mentally add those to whiteness too)#but we've them be black for all of 1.5 episode now so#lets see how that develops you know#also i dont think i understand the politics of that part well enough to say much abt it#not that i probably understand the politics of these parts better but#im annoyed enough abt this Thing happening these years. in these 20s i guess. the 'representation' thing#to complain abt it anyway#the dsm isnt real and it isnt gonna fuck you buddy#maybe i'll read some books and then one day i'll write an essay driven by spite and pettiness#i wonder if i can make the thesis statement about the tension between their status of main character#in a 60 year running family adventure show vs this therapy thing we're doing now#like. you cant do that. in terms of like. what story is and does. what a character is and does. it strains#in an interesting way. like im not saying they Shouldnt have done it. im just observing. that you cant do that really. i think#or maybe you can! but i'll find that out#i also dont know shit abt narratology or whatever so. need to read books first. sigh#always have to pause my thoughts to read myself in first its so annoying. esp bc i rarely really do#bc then new thoughts new things to do you cant do EVERYTHING. you can do almost nothing. bane of my existence really#but like you might even be able to say smth interesting here about whether you can call them traumatised at all#remember that article i saw around on tumblr a few years ago i think that was abt like. some scholar in the middle east maybe#saying that ptsd is a western thing bc it necessitates a Post#all of this is western. psychiatry is western. its all stories. how you conceptualise trauma is a story#whos Other is story#where youre from is a story what you stand for is a story who you are is a story#ah. checked the article. dr samah jabr. palestinian. i'll start with her book maybe
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skeleton-squid-b0y · 9 months ago
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I'm so insane about the doctor they just want to save people. we see them after the timewar where they've just sacrificed every value they hold dear to save as many people as possible by killing so many more and then we watch them spend thousands and thousands of years just trying to save people without hurting anyone and failing over and over again. they save the planet or the universe or whatever every time but it never feels like a victory because they never get to do it right. they always have sacrifice some part of their morality or their humanity or their kindness or their hope in order to win. they might not give their life everytime, but they sacrifice themself everytime they save the world.
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bugieeeee · 4 months ago
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Can't believe they named the character with the most daddy issues Issac, like the boy who just wanted to be helpful and was let down or abandoned by literally everyone down to his disappearance from the show being left alone in France with nothing paralelled with the biblical story of an obedient son being brought up to the mountains to be slaughtered amongst the rest of the sheep without a second thought from his father
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hauntingblue · 3 months ago
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ARCANE DAY
Episode 4 and 5 in the tags and:
SALO BEING A VIKTOS FOLLOWER??? CRAZY. ALSO BOTH VIKTOR MISSING JAYCE AJDHSKSJ also cait has kinda calmed down... and I am sure she misses vi so I KNOW this is going to happen to her soon.... we aren't getting much of her feelings yet... she's still too onto Jinx to catch up on where ambessa is going...
DID JAYCE JUST KILL SALO??? WHAT HAPPENED IN THERE
Also vander not recognizing vi at first until she gives up fighting.... incredible ALSO vander and silco being miners and vi wearing her gauntlets that were initially thought out for miners.... damn
This is my favourite episode so far....
Episode 6 here:
Sky really being there..... of course she is....
Ambessa training caitlyn.... of course thats her new daughter akdjskms Tunnels in your eyes.... GIRL!!!!!!! THAT'S WHAT YOU DON'T NEED RIGHT NOW also the guy outside is a mage... ambessa is such a hypocrite
Vi and Jinx vs ambessa and cait.... this was always about class war don't get it twisted SINGED!!! TRAITOR!!!!
ARE THEY GOING TO SEE VIKTOR???? I looove how viktors touch on their faces leave "scars" so recognizable
Did isha just take the gem from vi's gauntlets??? Omg I wasn't expecting viktor to build a hippie commune to be honest omg he looks so good.... with the blonde underhairs.... and I do believe that's the same blanket....
And of course viktor knows who vander is.... nvm he diesnt know omg viktor asking for Powder.....
We are getting viktor horsegirl montage.... omg the vander momtage I can't..... omg they wanna stay.... singed is gonna fuck all this up NOOOOO 😭😭😭 they are already there I am going to kms
CAITLYN STOP THIS MADESSS!!! ✋️ CAITLYN!!!!! VI KILL THIS MAN!!! OMG CAITLYN...... mongoose... yeah.... and fuck you too.... CUPCAKE!!!! ABOUT TIME!!!! CAITLYN I SAID STOP THIS MADNESS WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT!!! And jayce too 😭😭😭 we're never making it out of the fissures
It's such a shame the spit on here won't work like on challengers.... one can only pray I guess
Jinx experiencing the "there's nothing more undoing as a daughter" moment.... incredible
"Your absence provided a vacuum I was able to fill" TO VI???? I KNEW THAT HAND HOLDING IN THE COMMANDER SCENE WAS SUS AKDHKASJ maddie exists and ambessa knows that and still.... it was not filling her mother's void...
YES CAITLYN!!! YES!!!!! VI is so hot I am distracted... ambessa was right.... now what the fuck will jayce fuck up??? Thats the question... NOT ANOTHER CHILD!!! jayce is a menace... the guys smiling at jayce are viktor... maybe the child even....
JINX KILL THAT MAN!!! NVM VANDER KILL THAT MAN!!! JAYCE YOU FUCKING MORON!!!!! JAYCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE WHEN I GET YOU JAAAYCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Isha what are you going to do omg 😭😭 did she kill vander... another powder... my god another week...
That was such a good fucking episode too.... and caitlyn didn't go insane when finding Jinx that is a step forwards but viktor can't be dead... no fucking way... he was giving himself away for the people and he was going to finally die by saving vander and look at what we got... no wonder viktor hates his guts. Jayce you were so good in act one.... what happened..... alright. Christ.... another week....
#FUCKING MADDIE?????????????? NO FUCKING WAYYYYYYYYYY#fucking maddie??? yes she is fucking her. christ. jinx was right vi should have hit before all of that.... maddie bet her to it 😭😭😭#i have tears in my eyes aldjaodjsk no fucking way what the heeeeeeell ooooh my goooood nowaaayyaaayyyaaaayyyy#and cait looks so pretty....... she is still focused on jinx.....#omg isha..... jinx gave up jinx??? what...... ambessa is making hextech... so jayce is still missing.... well she is trying#and mel is still missing too.... christ and ekkos friend is sympathetic to jinx... mmhmhmmmmm also ambessa clocks everything aldjakaj#cait has calmed down.... what is happening... she is now only violent towards jinx i guess. ambessa is opening that wound over and over oof#THE MIDDLE FINGER AKDBAKSBKANSKA sevika is unifying the underground i knew it!!! yes!!!! jinx show up!!!!#cait paying homage to her mother while rictus beats up some guy.... her suffering meking her an enabler to those actions... yeah#oh no..... they know.... isha lighting the fire like jinx did.... sevika getting her arm cut... ISHA BEAT HIM UUUP!!! JINX!!!! omg singed..#enforcer vi becoming part of her hallucinations... its so over... also silco... jinx kill this man. not ambessa... omg jinx run....#she likes iiiit yeeeeahhhh.... ekkos friend... . and THE BROTHEL LADY... SHE KNOWS WHO SHE IS!!! SHE IS SO GLAD!!! WARWICK!! FUCK SHIT UP!!#OMG HE RECOGNIZES HER!!!!! HE SPEAKS!!!!! WHAT A FUCKING MASSACRE OUTSIDE BUT HE DOES RECOGNIZE HER!!!!#CALL VIIIII THROW A PARTY WE ARE A FOUR PEOPLE HOUSEHOLD NOW!!! FIVE WITH SEVIKA!!! COME ON AT LEAST TRY!!!#his eyes changing color... singed you are nothing compared to a fathers love... jinx complaining about not really having killed powder....#she didnt and vander recognises that.... amazing omg........#THE CAIT IN BED HALLUCINATION AND JINX THERE!!!! its so weird seeing them both like this.... jinx wanting to help him.... ofc...#THEY GOT VANDER???? also you know whats funny... the cape makes cait look like silco... it looks red even#why is singed based.... OMG MEL!!! HER BROTHER!!!!! OH MY GOD VIIII LOOKS SO GOOOD!!!! HER GAUNTLETS ARE PAINTED BLACK TOO AKDBAKS#bitch mittens (not even diy) damn vi she got you hard THE BITCH SLAP omg vi... your big sister duties...#singed actually venering vander.... do not help the opressor singed!! i just said you were based!!! IS MEL PREGNANT?!?!??!#she does enjoy her puzzles..... oh of course he is an hallucination.... the first time he appeared behind her....#silco and vanders old hq..... omg MORE DOOMED YAOI...... vander apologised but silco didn't read the letter 😭😭 as vi reaches for jinx omg#vi wearing her enforcer plaque without the plaque.... slay but why. no vander no loke he is a dog akdhaksj IS VANDER THEIR ACTUAL FATHER#NO FUCKING WAY A LOVE TRIANGLE AND EACH ONE GETS OME DAUGHTER AIDHOQSJOSAKL i need a fucking moment....#well its not vanders.... BUT THE SAME CUP AND STRAW FOR POWDER OMG!!! THE FATHERS THAT STEPPED UP!!!CONNEL GET RECKT!!!!#bedrock and blisters my fucking god. vander and silco wanting to build a better zaun for her daughters... AND JINX AND VI ARE GONNA MAKE IT#vander looking at the woman she likes whos hair is purple: ive always liked the name violet. im going to be sick!!!! my god!!!#MY GOOOOOD!!!!!!! VANDER HUGGING VI!!! THE SHOT OF HER OFFERING JINX TO JOIN WILL END MEE!!!!#watching arcane
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5tupidusrnam3 · 5 months ago
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Oopsie daisy i forgor to post these on tumblr (again)
dad redesign because i pushed through my dislike of drawing men to actually make him look decent (theyre objects)
dad dad and dad mom!!!! Too
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lanternlightss · 7 months ago
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today i am going to be so self indulgent. so. (gently pushes my current favorite things together)
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ourladyoftheflytrap · 10 days ago
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My mom always complaining about how I never spend time with her.... ma'am the last time we had a serious conversation you told me you thought i was making traumatic memories of my childhood up just to demonize you
#i straight up asked her ''do you really think im a liar? do you think you raised me to be a liar?'' and she said ''yeah i guess so'' 😭#literally would rather live in fantasy land than have a conversation where she takes accountability for hurting me#its always bc she had a hard life and couldve made mine harder and everything im upset about is because of a man#aint no man tried to drag me by my hair out of the room because i refused to stop talking about how uncomfortable i was with a violent man#moving in! nuh uh girl that was YOU. and aint no man busted down my door on multiple occasions to beat my ass for#*checks notes* not wanting to continue an emotional conversation after i had already started crying and wasnt able to communicate#no sir that was YOU. that was all you and aint no man was even in the house during those times#and definitely no man ever told me that i was manipulating you and being selfish for telling you that letting a man move back in after he#broke into our house and attacked you made me feel unsafe and made my life worse.#no man brought up how traumatizing ur childhood was and then threatened to send me to live with ur rapist daddy#when i said id like to spend the summer with my dad if my only alternative was living with you and a man who threw knives at your head#and tried to strangle you several times#no man fucking did those things to me. no man ever told me i wasnt allowed to be traumatized by his violent behavior bc he had it worse as a#kid. YOU said that to me. many times. every time i ever brought up my pain to you. and you still fucking do that#you sprayed windex into your mothers eyes when you were 23 during a fight but if i start yelling after you push me to talk to u#and then insult me when im honest then suddenly its ''i Never acted as bad as you did and my parents were so much worse''#no. i fucking remember girl. i was alive for that. you were a nightmare and your parents deserved it#but you werent always a peach to me and when i talk about that its not an insult its the fucking truth#and i cant come to meet you where youre at because youre no longer in the thick of a traumatic and dangerous situation#you and your man are settled down and u felt safe enough to marry him and you run the house and earn all the money#and you've done a lot of work to heal yourself and be better but that man and i had to meet you were you were at when you were at your worst#in order for you to feel safe and secure enough to start that process. and now this is Not me at my worse#i shielded and protected you from my very worst because i always felt like if you saw your kid coming undone it would hurt you#but if you cant even meet me in the middle now then we cant have the relationship you want. it would be a lie#it would be a lie and it would be a betrayal of myself. bc i cant be honest with you right now#every time i try you take it personally and we get into a fight. so dont act like my distance and privacy#is some sort of slight against you or a punishment. i am trying to keep the peace
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greasydumbfuck · 4 months ago
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i miss my wife tails
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