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VS. MOB RAT
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#mad rat dead#mrd mad rat#mrd heart#mrd mob rats#cw gore#cw body horror#cw medical horror#i. dont know how to properly tag these things#ghost rat next :D idk when but i do wanna draw all the bosses#ignore how many times i redraw eyes. that's just my process ok
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mira !!! :]
#isat#in stars and time#isat mirabelle#isat spoilers#<- due to act 3 optional content !#the img might be being chewed due to weird canvas size oops ah well#one of these miras is not like the other#one of these miras doesnt belong ASFASFSDAFA#a majority of these are based on things mentioned / that happen in the house cuz i thought itd be fun to draw :D#so like the wilting plant is from gardening room dialogue#the poster with ppl holding hands and sparkly eyes is (i think??) from some SAPSAPSAAP dialogue in one of the first rooms#i tried looking around ISAT to see if it's also in there too but couldnt find it so uh correct me if im wrong if thats NOT an exclusive LOL#side note the 2 in the poster are some old nuz ocs isatified ASDFASFA#funnily enough tho they are from 2 different games if they actually ever met they would hate each others guts i think. hmm...#however both are also the most qualified to help with promotional stuff so theres that ASDFAFA#mira looking at her bonding proposals is sorta on the tin but#the fact that she has like right next to her while she sleeps in her dresser makes me :(#cuz to me it potrays how much theyve been weighing over her cuz of how close shes been keeping them with her vs putting them on a bookshelf#or something idk if that makes sense i dont have proper words atm#but uhhh moving on chalkboard is from one of the optional events#which i think is! important!!! i dont think ive seen many ppl talk about it but!! yeah!#however i too do not have words on it atm but!!! yeah!!!! moving on for now!#the 'mira' that is really just the change god is ofc from the change god event :]#aaand ofc the iconic finish from mira towards the king#and then some misc miras with swords for funsies tbh ASFAFA#but yeah! i like mira a lot actually but as with many things i do not currently have many words to properly articulate *why*#all i know in my heart of hearts is that she is near and dear and special to me personally#one day. one day i will be able to gather my thoughts in a cohesive manner but that day. is not today!#anyway tag talk over :]
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First of all, thank you for your love on my other art! (｡･ω･｡)ﾉ♡
Secondly, I didn't know that yesterday was apparently THE rusame day (I'm like 7 years in this fandom). The more you know :0
Did this piece in August, last year. You will see more of my crazy backgrounds' mashups...
toxic yuri save me, save me toxic yuri
#hetalia#hws#aph#rusame#amerus#hws russia#hws america#im still getting used to tagging system again so i dont know how properly do things#Spotify
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I was supposed to play games after school but I did this instead. I am oh so very tired
@butter1knife
#buttersknifedtiys#i really hope thats the right tag idk.... im so sleepy i feel like im gonna pass out#art#my art#invader zim#nickelodeon#zim iz#dib membrane#zadr#zim and dib romance#AUAGAGAHHGG IM GONNA GO TO SLEEP after i finish watching this video#theyre so cute i love them so much#zim has no fucking clue what hes doing#i hc dib to be really good at cooking and whatever since 1 hes the oldest sibling and 2 membrane is never home#hes gotta know how to make food!!#zim though.... not so much. gir knows how to make food better than zim#primarily because irken are so used to only eating snacks they dont really need to know how to make things#also cuz no one really properly raised zim!! his ass cant cook!!!!!!!!#anywaysss this took a really long time so i probably missed some stuff. and im too tired to fit it.... sigh
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I love the gay psientists. Also, some shenanigans recently with @fivetail's oc Nurse.
#doodles#shuji ikutsuki#takuto maruki#persona 3#persona 5#persona 3 reload#persona 5 royal#friend's oc: nurse#nurse has a tag now lmao#mariku#i never know how to tag this pairing#i don't think i need to anyway lmao who even looks at these men#i guess there are people who look at maruki...#i think i didnt tag my older things properly either dsfkjgndsfg just block me if you dont wanna see them#anyway i think it's stupid cute for shuji and takuto to be psientists together
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One day I will be able to properly break down the themes of authoritarianism, bioessentialism, and the VERY flawed "hero and villain" dynamic in MHA and then it'll be ALL over for you...
#.txt#superhero media is basically always full of copaganda so its no surprise my hero has its fair share#but MAANN. the politics of this series are pretty bad.#and like the only people who ever really face consequences for their actions are the villains bc they're all ''the bad guys''#no matter how fucked their circumstances are#or how much they've been abused by systems meant to protect them#a lot of the later stuff that challenges the hero system (questioning hawks actions. lady nagant as a whole) feel so...shallow. idk#im not very good at expressing my thoughts about this concisely so it all just rattles around in my brain#its like that one post going around like ''isnt it weird how the bad guys in things who bring up good criticisms of systems of power always#have to like kick puppies or something too so you know they're Bad so you shouldn't listen to their points''#my hero does a LOT of that#mha#also im not quite sure bioessentialism was the proper term to use but the fucking. i dont know how else to phrase it#quirk racism. basically. all of the treatment of heteromorphs by society and how quirkless ppl are looked down on.#idk it goes pretty unchallenged and is written pretty poorly imo.#like the stuff with spinner. that was so. poorly written and in general trying to do racism allegories doesn't.#pan out very well in most shounens#that's a whole other nuanced topic that i wanna properly gather my thoughts on for now i just. don't like it lol.#mha rewrite tag
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thank you tsukumizu
#i had a sudden urge to write about how much i love tkmiz's works now that shimeji simulation ended#but i dont really know what to say tbh but really tkmiz has influenced my life a ton in the last few months and reshaped me in massive ways#(rewatching girls last tour and reading manga properly this time and reading shimeji and other things)#you should watch girls last tour and read girls last tour and read shimeji simulation asap#p.s. if any of my followers were wondeirng ive been mostly inactive on tumblr due to a lot of irl stress and other personal issues#i will return some time soon#also sorry for microblogging in the tags im just trying to avoid having to use microblog tag#shijimarin#shoujo apocalypse adventure#(shimeji simulation and girls last tour)#i probably need to make a generic tkmiz tag lol
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sorry i havent been online i listened to one of my narrative playlists and ended up stuck down a fl Seeking plotline rabbit hole on the wiki. walked out there no longer normal, covered in wounds and wax and betrayal etc. don't talk to me about it. tag ramble
#the words of a fudgecake#this ramble will only make sense if you know what SMrEN is lol#ik the mcyt flau exists and i love it to pieces however. what if i was batshit insane and put my blorbos through the seeking road storylet.#not a fan of a lot of the storyline writing dont get me wrong but the concept of seeking is brilliantly fucked up#AGAIN DONT TALK TO ME ABOUT IT (/lh) i already had way too many thoughts reading through the whole thing properly#can you imagine renchanting seeking the name though. desert duo. boat boys. how fucked up that would be. and then turning back#like i dont care about mr well-guy actually i just care about the concept of destroying everything you were#to ask a question you wont like the answer of but HAVE to because its a sunk cost fallacy#and also some of the candles. the no candle my beloved <3<3#(not giving direct names because i dont want this to get main tagged on accident)#yes its 5am yes ive been on about this for the past 6 hours. my other excuses are i was reading a fic and cooked for the family
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:D (I ramble in my tags about this)
#shuichi iguchi#shigaraki tomura#mha spinner#bnha spinner#spinaraki#spinneraki#ok now that the tags are out of the way LETS TALK#i was reading a webtoon when female lead did that whole laugh and cover it with your hand thing and i do it sometimes too#and i got to thinking about WHY and why its usually girls depicted as such and i know some people dont like their teeth/smile#and im like well shut the fuck up! im thinking fem spinner!!! like being self conscious about how she looks and developing it on accident#and shigaraki never really noticing until one day she DOES and wow spinner looks really pretty when she laughs and why does she hide it#like damn!!! i have a lot of thoughts about what spinner but female and the changes that would have on the character and why and agdjfkflg#ANYWAYS someone stop me from regressing to the old way i used to do hair bc its too damn time intensive but its so easy to zone out during#fem shigaraki#fem spinner#was going to properly do the background but i got done after forgetting the texture for spinner for the 4th time + went eeeh good enough#also!!!!!! the last “”panel“” made me realize how weird that angle is to draw spinner with his major proportions and also keep the soft 1/2#2/2 smile reading as a smile and agdhfkfl am i adding “looks like a resting bitch face��� to my spinner headcanons? maybe.#but imagine spinner trying so hard to look approachable and give a little smile but his face just????? doesnt do that very well (at least#not as easily as more human looking humans) and how that might play into his ostracization and then him leaning into that#as a defense mechanism (like if they think im an ass then I'll look like an ass on purpose) ahdndn he was so grumpy in the bar in the bg#mha jbee
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To all my fellow Freaks and lovers of parasite body horror
I've seen sooooo many amazing artistic concepts for our little Carcosan hitchhikers, and several others beside for things like Kayne and Scratch, but I just got hit with an idea I don't *think* I've seen anyone do yet?
Ok so I've heard of cordyceps!Hastur
And y'all have probably seen a version or two of centipede!John
But for y'all who've read anything with Parker as the "Speak-No-Evil foil to Jarthur's See-No-Evil"
I raise you cymothoa!Yellow
#oooooor cymothoa!ben for those of you who prefer a Kyne fragment instead#o u a u g h I'm having th o u g h ts#it's so FUCKED UP and CREEPY and it makes my skin c r a w l but i LOVE IT >:3#i have almost 0 artystic skill with a pencil but pls if any artists/writers see this plsplspls plsss tag me it would mean the world <3#uhhhh ok how do i tag this now#malevolent podcast#malevolent character design#?#parker yang#peter yang#yellow malevolent#tw body horror#tw parasite#...ok im out of ideas#IF ANYONE KNOWS HOW TO TAG THIS PROPERLY SO THAT I DONT JUMPSCARE PPL WHO HATE THIS SORT OF THING PLS LMK#lucifanbabbles#zizistuff
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idk what happened but im gonna take this as a W, was i blocked by the worlds stupidest troll? what was it that tipped you over the edge, do tell
also fwiw, i love how people being happy on your posts makes you mad enough to turn reblogs off :) keep it up bestie i wish you the worst - an invasive aroace💜
#angry-ar0#lol#also that one ask sounds like the bee movie and sounds like you arent enlightened enough to understand it#which explains a lot actually#im not going anywhere and aroaces should continue to take up their spaces in the aro community#while the worst person you know made a valid point#tag things properly#ace isnt aro also unless its talking about both#make sure you block me on main too! could drop me your url so we can mutually block eachother#i dont want to see your main blog if this is how you are behaving
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this is also why i stopped using my tracked tag for a while tbh
#and i might do it again bc its just#a reminder that no one rly cares abt what i do / who i am etc#which might sound over dramatic idk how else to describe it tho its just hollow#it feels very much like a Chore and a Task and if i dont reblog things fast enough from my tag#people get very angry and/or upset with me even tho theres just#so much content and i have 0 time so everything gets queued no matter what#like this whole experience feels like a chore lmao#and it never ever used to#but now theres so much animosity if i dont behave / interact with things Properly#or whatever the make believe rules are idk#this dash can just be so negative like have we all truly descended into madness during this hiatus#bc like i get it ive been up and down and all around too but ive never been straight up MEAN to anyone in this community#and i never want to either so this entire situation thats been bubbling for months just feels like shit#bc what the fuck changed and how do we get back to where we were#i never ever ever ever felt this way before like idk the middle of last year#but ever since like last fall its just been idk. Bad#once again im sorry if ive ever done anything to upset anyone but my silence / absence doesnt mean i dont care#ive just been Incredibly busy due to some real life changes that are out of my control#i might not have energy to answer everything but i do Read everything and it does make me smile#and i save messages that are kind in my heart so i can be reminded of the root of what this blog is supposed to be#a space for something im very passionate about and previously had nowhere else to express said passion#so like idk if we all like the same things why does this weird feeling of competition linger over us lmao#why do all ccs have to fight???? each other???? when we all love and do the same things????#i have nothing against anyone personally but what i Do take issue with is the way that ive been doing this since 2021 and im fully just#ignored and shoved aside by so many people for reasons i fully dont know or understand#so yeah idk this is a novel i just woke up from a spontaneous nap bc im so exhausted i can only stay awake for 3 hours at a time#but yeah anyways idk !#be nice its so easy !#tbd
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Anyone complaining about Mythal's design just like people complained about Mystra's design is a dog whistle.
Blocked. Blocked. And Blocked.
#dog whistle for misogynists#stay off my dash and stay out of my tags#you can make a valid argument that her design does not tell us much about her character#but most people complain about her as a gateway to complain about other things about her#because of her relation to S*las#its a dogwhistle#hence why they get blocked by me#perhaps people need to discuss why these mother goddess characters#keep being designed by men in the most generic way possible#probably as a reflection of how they see their own mothers#too much pizazz and they might feel they dont deserve her#they downplay her in an attempt to “properly” telegraph her role as mother goddess#but it fails#but just complaining that shes underwhelming and mocking her position as a goddess?#thats all i need to know that you dont respect women#and will look for excuses to demean her and woobify some male she was mean to for five seconds#datv spoilers#mythal
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being a busy ass student with student journalism gigs on one hand and comm academic shit on the other is very interesting because with the jam-packed life I live I only really get to breathe at like late lAAATE night when no one can bother me about my responsibilities other than myself. that being said that's also when creative brain goes into overdrive and now misfits finally has the final draft of its opening number woo
#so heres the thing kasi the opening number of that damn project hAS BEEN THE HARDEST TO WRITE#i believe at this point there had been morethan 10 drafts gjdjd because like heres the thing with that number specifically#misfits is a fourth wall breaky show within a show and the 5 narrators (and 1 misfit which i'll get to in a bit) knowingly perform#to appease the audience. hence the opening number throughout the years has reflected that - a performance that breaks the barrier between#audience and stage. even when misfits wasnt a show withjn a show concept this had always been the general treatment so that the audience#actually GETS whats happening - but i always come to changing it because well i also wanted to add foreshadowing factors: somehing that#suggests that the show isn't actually all that it seems. previous drafts had this show through the typical Tagalog - Real#and English - Scripted element in the show - language being used to determine authenticity. however that begs the question of how to#properly utilize the Misfits in the opening number - given that two of them dont know about the Show while the other is confused#and then at 2 am i remembered Hermes from Hadestown and boop a lightning bulb#instead of opting for opening numbers that had hints of sabotage or theatrical malfunctions that suggests that the show is Not What It Seems#i thought - why not have it 'malfunction' at the start and have it introduce the wrong character first 5 minutes before the Narrators come#so basically after the Producers (represented through um P.A. voices smth like that) welcome everyone - what is supposed to be the#introduction of the Narrators first ends up as the introduction of the 3rd Misfit (Zeke - 18 - nb) who appears genuinely lost#they appear genuinely in distress though they keep themselves composed at the realization that they are facing an Audience#and they Know this because he was formerly a Narrator as well - though at this point in the story nobody (bar one) knows that#they decide to take their time in chatting with the audience while charming them using their old Narrator tactics in order to get a grip on#whats going on - being a first step towards how involved the audience will be in the story as Zeke then goes to question them outwardly on#the morals of the story they expect and whether it is ethical to have children forcibly conform to religion in the first place#but they do so in an entertaining Bo Burnham manner - a way that doesnt catch people off guard until They Want To - because ayun he#plays by the rules of the show#this doesnt seem like the 'opening number' yet does it but im getting there fjd because once they sense that the narrators will be on stage#as a memento they teach them to sing a melody that will serve as Zeke's motif - something that will eventually scare the lead Narrator and#the Producers - because whenever the motif is sung it means that someone has Broken a Significant Part of the show#especially since the Motif was um lets say its from a now defunct show the Producers and Zeke and the Lead Narrator used to have#that melody will then be subtly present throughout the entire opening number of the Narrators - which will then be played straight#but with the Misfits make their pre-official-introduction appearances by forming the bridge of the opener using the Motif#thats when we learn of the show being compromised from the very start - especially with the lyrics of the motif expressing doubt in faith#personal shit (ran out of tags whoops but um yea basically its Have The Audience Have A Hint to Whats Going On Through Recognizable Motifs)#(also the motif the audience learns is a melody - Zeke (and the lead narrator) changes the lyrics as they go) (also sorry for the ramble)
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I don't want love to be something that just happens to you.
I want love to be a choice you make, everyday, as an effort and a commitment. A thing that spawns from nurturing. I don't want it to be something that happens to you one day, without a say in the matter. Because then that means you're always going to love me, no matter what - and I don't want that. I want to have earned it. Even more than that, I need the certainty that you will leave me if I hurt you.
Would you still love me if I turned into a horrible person? Would you tolerate it, simply because you love me, so you must?
God, I hope not.
With this, I don't mean I hope you'll give up on me when I'm down or when it gets difficult. The opposite, actually: I want you to choose to stay with me at my lowest, because you know I'm worth it in the end. I want you to be disappointed in me. I want you to question your love, daily, and still come back to the conclusion that "Yes, this is what I want. This love is something I need and want and love."
I want us to question it together. To confront each other on the things that don't work, that disappoint us, that might need to change. I want us to find solutions. Together. I want the effort to be shared and the love to grow in a strong foundation of choice.
I hope love isn't something that happens to you. There is no such thing as soulmates tied by fate, I chose you, and will still choose you everyday. And I can only hope you see me as more than an obligation tied to affection.
#love#love as a choice#i don't know how to tag this#my writing#my view on love#hot take#unconditional love is actually quite toxic#what do you mean you'll love me no matter what????#dont do that#leave me if necessary#take that “i can fix them” bs out of this loving household#sometimes you cant#and love is about accepting that#and letting people figure themselves out#even if it means losing them#you call their mom for them#cuz its better to have them alive then in your life#got sidetracked there#point is#i dont want unconditional love#i want you to love me BECAUSE IM ME#not just because#dont love me cuz you gotta#love me because I am Me#and stop loving me if i change too much and it doesn't feel right anymore#someone else can love me properly then#I can love me properly then#with conditions#boundaries aren't everyone's thing now? apply them to your love too
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I may be failing my plan to not make any isat aus. So there's this guy her name is Euphrasie right. What if I took her and combined what could be 3 separate au concepts into one. And in the process forced myself to go back and reread a bunch of shit to make sure I know how to maximally fuck over this sad wet puppy of a woman
#rat rambles#did I ever actually make a proper isat talking tag? I don't remember but erm#stars posting#anyways dont count on me committing to this au too hard since Im mostly eternal gales brained rn but I am rotating ideas in my head#shes always interested me deeply as what am I if not a sucker for women who are mostly silhouettes of a character#I was mostly just thinking abt other ppls aus where she is also looping and was thinking abt how fucked it be for her in general but also#how much more fucked it would be for her if it was Only her looping#because as far as she would know theres straight up nothing that can be done to fix this and shed be stuck in a hell of what shed be sure#is her own creation#and then I thought to myself. what if she then accidentally did a loop while trying to fix it#and then my brain also said but what if loop was also there#so I did some mental gymnastics to ignore the possible problems and decided to take an extra spin on it and just sorta add her to the main#party by having her have basically wished to be able to help them defeat the king to make things right and her getting dropped earlier#on in the adventure so I can fuck around with potential character dymamics more (cough cough siffrin)#and for the actual loops I think it'd be funny if she could remember just like loop but was fully convinced that she was looping alone#so itd be siffrin and her acting at eachother trying to hide their seperate breakdowns while meamwhile loop is just staring at her with a#whole heap of mixed emotions but mostly the confusion of who the fuck is this guy???????#and sif is just like yeah thats secret. shes a powerful craft user who's craft experiments backfired and fucked up her body. duh.#and loop just Knows that thats not true but they have no real way to bring it up properly without drawing too much suspicious#oh yeah and Im calling her secret for now. in my minds eye shes like constantly putting on different fronts in hopes that one of them will#stick but shes been able to get away with it by playing up her belief in change to a cartoonish degree#shes really trying to be strong and not raise suspicion since she does want mirabelle to be able to learn and grow from this just the same#as her own mirabelle before and just wants to be able to fix the broken wish by being there to defeat the king herself#which she had already convinced herself was the reason the wish broke since she was the one stuck remembering#I should reword it to that probably because saying shes the one looping isnt Wrong but asside from sif not remembering it still entirely#revolved around him she was just the one forced to deal with it without any real way of learning how to fix it#and while she never figured out the entirety of the sif stuff it was always him taking to her that reset the loop#so she has. complicated feelings on him. she doesn't want to be avoidant or distant or to dislike him! and as time goes on she does grow to#like him a lot! but its just. hard to look him in the eye sometimes.#and then theres the horrors of the actual main game starting and the slow but horrifying realization of how badly she fucked up
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