#i'm sorry i love them so much

[sleepandblog]

why must i be obsessed with the characters who have like 3 minutes of combined screen time

[simplepotatofarmer]

sometimes i think about my guys and i completely lose it

[cornishpixiez]

7 up!

rules: post 7 (or more) lines of a wip you’ve been working on. this is from the previous chapter of the absolute denial of everything is sacred

thank you so much @anouri @fruity-individual and @greenvlvetcouch for the tag!! i love y'all <3

Regulus hated him at first sight, liked him at second, and loved him at third. Really loved him in his own broken way. Even when they fought, most likely when Barty did something stupid that earned him a week locked up in his room and got worse treatment than usual. Even when Barty kissed him for the first time behind a bush far away from the patio's entrance, and Regulus hated him for it—pushed him away with tears in his eyes because Bee had ruined everything. Blew the safety bubble they had built and let it float away.

He was trying to hold on to this friendship he didn't even want in the first place with nails and teeth; Regulus needed it, needed Barty to be his friend even though his heart raced when they touched, even if he thought Barty was too pretty for the world they lived in, too carefree, too confident in his own skin. No one could ever be as lovely as him, and he looked at Regulus with such affection (impish, smug smiles and knowing stares) it was impossible not to fall. 

But the last time he had seen two boys kiss, he had lost it all. Regulus had nothing left besides Barty, and he couldn't handle losing him too.

Yet he didn't. Barty stuck to him even when Regulus gave him the silent treatment—sat by his side at every meal, followed him on the patio in the afternoon breaks, smuggled him pencils (an eyebrow pencil stolen from a careless nurse, a red one that turned into watercolour if mixed with water, and a graffiti one, for writing poetry) and napkins for sketching because they weren't allowed to own stationary outside of class.

Barty told him everything about his dad, Barthemius Crouch Senior, a British Lord who gambled and messed with dirty politics and bloody deals. He had drawn him once—an impressive and realistic portrait Regulus would have kept if Barty had not shredded it right after. He hated his father.

His father hated him too. Told him Barty killed his mother because he was born. He said that, if given a choice, he would have chosen her to be alive instead. They were not actual Catholics, not like the Blacks. Bee was there because he accidentally popped too many pills one night, and the Clinique Catholique Privée de Saint Thomas d'Aquin was also one of the best rehab centres for teenagers in Europe. Barty was only twelve when that happened.

They kissed when they could, alone, on the roof at midnight, where no one could see them even if they squinted hard enough. It was chaste and sweet—they were still kids even though they had seen and experienced too much, too young. Regulus always thought about the irony of hiding on the roof to kiss a boy, thought about what he had done to his brother, hated himself for it, and wanted to scrub the memory out.

tagging @deermessrs @arakhnee and @pjxckson <3

[dazzlerazz]

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[onepiece-polls]

noooooooooo, my boys (lawshapen) got done dirty :'( they're getting destroyed, absolutely wrecked, beaten to a pulp... i'm putting all my hopes on heatshachiwire now, they're the only ones that can console me

I feel you anon. BUT WHAT ABOUT KIDLAWKILGUIN?

[egophiliac]

Since book 7 part 5 (the part where we meet Meleanor/Maleanor 👀) is coming to EN this month, i would love to see your take on lilia’s proposal to meleanor! i mean they were like little kids right? it couldn’t have been that serious…i think the only reason she even brought it up again is because she could tell lilia still genuinely loved her…(even if he didn’t realize it himself?) but, oh well! Let’s think about silly childhood shenanigans to numb the pain! ^_^ (orz)

oh shit?! get ready for a doozy guys, it's comiiiiiing ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ

I chickened out of posting the whole thing (look, I get VERY carried away when it comes to these wacky kids and their Tragedy), but I do believe that it probably ended with Lilia getting embarrassed and just shoving the first thing he sees into his mouth to try and cover for it.

(we're just lucky it wasn't a frog this time)

[briarhearts-art]

resting after a long battle

[circusballoon]

Hi I have big feelings about these two.

[twilights-stuff]

Little Poolverine headcanon that shortly after they started dating, Wade starts noticing that Logan has two alarms, one at 5:30 am and another at 6:00 am. Since Wade knows Logan usually gets up at 6 to start his day, do some chores and prepare for construction work, he wonders what the 5:30 alarm is for. He brings it up to Logan at times, who inevitably brushes it off and eventually Wade thinks nothing of it. Turns out, Logan has an alarm 30 mins before his waking time just so he can have 30 mins morning cuddle time with Wade. Often times, Wade is still sound asleep at this hour so he's not exactly aware that THE WOLVERINE wakes up 30 mins or early before 6 am just so he can show his unbridled affection to his amazing boyfriend (and soon-to-be-husband). Logan would wrap his arms tighter around Wade, kiss him on his forehead or his face or his shoulder or basically anywhere he can reach. He'd rub his face on him, maybe inhaling more of Wade's scent, all the while purring softly as he gazes at the other man lovingly, like he can't believe he's able to live this life all because of Wade motherfucking Wilson. Wade only finds out because he woke up early and pretended to be asleep to see what Logan was up to during those times. That's all, thank you for coming to my TED Talk.

[sakuraspoke]

GHOST // CHAPTER 18: WHAT A FIASCO!

[araguaneys]

their entire cocktail conversation about spencer ended me

[iwasbored777]

They be like

[arscorpii]

the way utena held onto wakaba and anthy's hands, trying her best to not let go (even though utena was barely holding onto anthy's hand, i'm sure she never wished to let anthy slip away from her grasp). both shots were lit with soft lighting ⟶ to highlight the importance of the person utena was holding onto and their bonds to utena.

the fact that she reached out to them with her left hand, the hand on which she wore her rose crest ring (the ring being clearly visible in both shots) ⟶ utena believed that she could only save wakaba and anthy by being a prince/playing the role of a prince.

utena caught wakaba's right hand with her left hand; wakaba wasn't holding back. meanwhile, anthy reached out to utena's left hand with her left hand as well. i think the difference in how each pair held hands may lie within the ideals between the pairs in their respective circumstances. with regard to wakaba, she harboured lots of pent-up emotions and thoughts about how unfairly the (ohtori) world treated the people it regarded as "special" and "ordinary," such as utena and herself. wakaba was clouded with feelings of inferiority and wanted to be special, to put it simply. utena didn't understand/wasn't aware of these dichotomous mechanisms/systems at play, at this point at least. these conflicting ideals, as in, awareness versus ignorance, were represented in the way they held hands; the hero/chosen one with her firm grasp on the motionless hand of the underdog/forgettable one.

with regard to anthy, the moment utena cracked open her coffin was the first time the both of them saw each other as they truly were. utena believed in a world beyond eternal pain and suffering anthy had to endure and wanted to share that view with her, wanted anthy to see and experience such a world, to save her from this needless perdition for good. eventually, anthy took the chance on the possibility, given how unyielding utena was in trying to reach her despite being stabbed by anthy herself; anthy hesitantly reached out to utena. both utena and anthy wanted to believe in a world where suffering is transient when they reached out to one another through the coffin opening, and not an eternally all-consuming pain as their fates in ohtori. they shared similar hopes in that moment.

utena reached out to both wakaba and anthy with kindness and love:

in the duel with wakaba, she never drew out the sword of dios or fought her. utena de-escalated the duel carefully by taking hold of wakaba's sword (the sword pulled out of saionji) and cutting off the black rose. despite not understanding the sequence of events that had them facing each other off in the dueling arena, wakaba was one of utena's closest friends and utena would save her. it's a little interesting to note that the audience (and utena, too i believe) didn't get a glimpse of wakaba's face during utena's speech as above. in addition, the focus on their interlocked hands when utena mentioned about not understanding the situation and saving wakaba is also interesting (even though the interlocked hands were due to them struggling against each other). it's possible what utena said at that moment may have reached her heart even while being under the control of the black rose. perhaps the speech may have made wakaba realise that she was indeed special. this "specialness" was emphasised by utena not letting wakaba fall into the outline of one of the bodies like the other black rose duelists; because she mattered to utena. "to not be chosen is to die" but in a way, she was chosen by utena here beyond the presented choice between her or anthy. utena chose wakaba and anthy.

in episode 39, akio used the sword pulled out of utena to break through the rose gate. utena was injured and incapacitated by anthy's stab, while anthy was relentlessly impaled with millions of swords embodying humanity's hatred. akio's futile attempts eventually broke the sword and he gave up on the pursuit. so long as he had anthy, he could try again, as in, try again to gain the power to "revolutionise the world" instead of freeing his little sister. utena tried opening the rose gate with her bare hands; dragging her injured body there, clinging onto the thorny vines of the roses on the gate, pushing through the large stone doors. she only wanted to stop the swords from hurting anthy, to help her. utena's love and care for anthy finally unlocked the rose gate into anthy's coffin. utena steadfastly held out her hand to anthy despite anthy's protests. utena's efforts moved anthy to tears, and she reached out to her. in episode 38, utena chose anthy over akio, and all the way back to episode 11, utena chose anthy over the power to revolutionise the world. utena had always chosen anthy against all odds and choices.

the aftermath:

wakaba wasn't holding back possibly due to being under the control of the black rose while anthy's hand eventually slipped away from utena's hold.

nevertheless, utena's efforts matter, very much so, because wakaba will always be on utena's side no matter what happens and anthy will find utena no matter where she is.

[canisalbus]

hey there! sorry to bother again, but I was in a animating mood, so I ended doing a short animation of Machete for practice. It's kinda messy since I havent done that for a while, but hope you like it!

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[lazylittledragon]

ok i swear i'm not going to talk about my breakup forever but the thing that just keeps bothering me:

i know that not getting what you need in a relationship is a COMPLETELY valid reason to end it but also. i feel like having a very vulnerable moment where i opened up about my struggles with intimacy and being relieved that i didn't have to keep doing things i wasn't comfortable with, then being dumped a YEAR later because of my lack of intimacy. is something i should be allowed to be very hurt by???

[floccinaucinihilipilificationa]