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Jason Todd x childhood friend fem
fluff and potential angst
Jason runs into childhood friend from befor he died and she recognizes him
Back in Time
[ Jason Todd x Childhood Best Friend!Reader ]
~ Fluff, Maybe a little hurt/comfort, WC: 1,089
~ I'm so sorry this took so long š Every time I went to write this it's like all ideas flew out of my head, but I finally got it done and I hope it meets your expectations<3
"Jason?"
He freezes.
He wasn't expecting to hear your voice today.
He wasn't expecting to hear your voice ever again.
Once he came back, you were gone.
He would say he tried to look for you but that isn't true. He thought your leaving was the universe telling him to leave you alone.
But now you're here. You're here and you recognize him. He doesn't know how to respond. He knows you know he heard you, otherwise he wouldn't have stopped moving.
The first thing he hears in your voice is the sadness. Not anger like he would've expected. Not even a hint of confusion. Just something sad.
After a minute of him being unmoving, clearly lost in his thoughts, he felt a tap on his shoulder.
"Jason." You say.
This time it's not a question.
After he hears you a second time, he brings himself to turn around and look at you.
"Hey."
"Hey." He can't tell if you're about to cry or smile.
"I'm sorry." He immediately apologizes. Maybe for leaving or maybe for not finding you. He's not quite sure.
"For what?" You ask and take a deep breath.
He sees the way tears form in your eyes and has the strange urge to cry himself.
"I don't know. I just feel like I need to."
"You don't. Dick told me what happened. That's not something you need to be sorry for." You say it so surely he doesn't know how to respond.
"I was gonna find you."
"That's not your job. I mean a phone call would've been nice." You shrug and let out a small, awkward chuckle.
"I didn't know what to do." He tells you quietly.
"I would assume." You look around the sidewalk you're on. You're standing in front of what looks like a busy shop, people walk in and out every couple seconds.
"Where did you go?" He asks you after a moment. Probably to determine whether or not he could've found you.
"I was here. I mean I stayed in Gotham just not where I was before."
"If I had known you were so close I would've gone to you but when they told you left I assumed-"
"Jason, you don't have to defend yourself." You cut him off quickly, "If I died and came back the last thing on my list would be finding someone who left."
He nods. "This might be easier if you were at least a little mad." He smiles softly at you, watching more tears shine in your eyes.
"I missed you too much to be mad right now."
He goes to say something back but someone walking by bumps into your shoulder.
"Maybe we should get coffee or something?" He suggests, not wanting to keep blocking the sidewalk traffic.
"Are you free?"
"Oh yeah, yeah." Dick can wait, he thinks to himself.
"Then yeah, coffee sounds great."
You both walk into the coffee shop and order whatever drinks sound good. Jason chooses a table against the wall and by a giant window.
You sit awkwardly in silence as you both try and think of what to say.
"How are you doing?" You ask, after multiple minutes of nothing.
"I'm okay, I think." He shrugs and takes a sip of his drink. You take notice of his fingers tapping nervously along the side of the cup.
"That's good." You nod and sigh.
"How are you?"
"I've been better." You answer honestly. Your fingers also tap nervously along your cup.
"I'm sorry. I don't know why this is so weird."
You laugh at his words, "I do. It's been a while."
"And I'm guessing we've both changed." He smiles.
"Changed? No shit Jason, look at you." You smile at him in a reassuring way. You can clearly see how dying has changed him.
"Yeah I guess I did get a little taller." He jokes and shakes his head.
"Maybe just an inch or two." You play along, laughing as you speak.
"I missed this. I missed you." He tells you with a sudden seriousness in his tone.
"Well good thing it isn't going away this time." You reach across the table and grab his hand.
It was never unusual for you and Jason to be touchy. That's just the kinda friendship you had. But this feels different.
Instead of being a friendly touch between best friends, it's more like a reassurance that's he's actually alive. A piece of you feels relief that you're not imagining this.
"I really hope so." He wishes with a frown.
"It won't. If you think I'm leaving your side anytime soon you're very very wrong."
"What's one more person to the gang that follows me everywhere?" He laughs again and squeezes your hand. It's the first time he's felt so free to last in a while.
"Where is that gang by the way? I would've expected one of them to be here by now."
"Oh I left while they weren't looking. I needed time to myself."
"You snuck out? Jason, they're probably panicking." You scold him softly.
"It's fine I'm meeting with Dick later."
You shake your head in disapproval but a smile on your face gives you away once again.
For some reason no matter how sad you are, a smile can't leave your lips.
You fall back into a silence but this time it's not awkward at all. It's a comfortable silence that reminds you of old times.
"I should probably get going. Dick will be pissed if I'm late."
"Yeah I don't doubt it." You recall the many times Dick has given long lectures about being late to anything he's involved in.
"I'll call you." He swears, standing up from his seat at the table.
"You better. I know where to find you." You stand up as well and finish off your drink.
"Yes you do." He agrees but doesn't leave.
You stand together in front of your table. Both of you are waiting for the other to move first.
Just as you're about to make the move to leave he steps forward and pulls you into a hug.
You immediately hug back and feel the tears reappear in your eyes.
"I really missed you." He whispers.
"I really missed you too." You whisper back.
You savor every moment of the embrace. Not wanting to leave out of fear that he would leave again.
But as you watch him walk away to meet with his brother, you're overcome with the happiness of knowing your best friend is here.
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Ace knows all too well the pain of spending lifetimes longing for someone, how it kept him from resting in peace, so by becoming deified and wiping his friends' memories he not only escapes the cycle, but is trying to prevent similar circumstances from occurring. Which is ironic, maybe hypocritical, because when given the choice Ace never wanted to forget about his mother. He'd rather suffer. Mourn. Bleed for her. It's the same for Keiwa, Neon and Michinaga. If living with their mistakes and heartbreak means they can remember the man who signified that whirlwind of change and pretends he doesn't care when he truly does, they would grit their teeth for him. Yet Ace wants them to seek better purposes in life, enjoy what people take for granted. He wants them to be happy without burden. And that in turn makes him happier than any DGP can
#14shyx#kamen rider#kamen rider geats#star of the stars of the stars.kr#kr diaries ā¦ geats#kr.geats: episode 49#kr.geats: ace ukiyo#geats spoilers#basically i don't quite agree with this ending *bangs cup on door* y'all filled up my tournament arc quota i can't deal with more#but ace making the choices he did in the finale is - yeah he would Do That š#it'd be nice if he looked around and decided this is enough remaking the world for him and to enjoy a normal life *cough* aNYWAY#oh how i love ace#appearing in his star of the million stars outfit bc that's what he wants his friends to remember him as#a showstopper#when they know he's more than just the guy with a highlight and deity powers#i'm so sad i've been crying on and off about this šššš#edit: i just remembered ace returned everyone's memories that other time which contradicts what he did here#at this point i won't question it. not until i rewatch geats heh
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I love angst I love making characters suffer thru the Horrorsā¢ļø but I gotta admit I've become a huge sucker for wholesome moments like I use to casually enjoy them like whatever I could wave them off but now I'm almost gettin teary-eyed over the things
#idk getting in touch with my emotions is weird XP#I think I've always been a bit emotionally stunted ĀÆ\_(ć)_/ĀÆ but now I have the proper communication skills to like#understand and talk about things and like process a lot of my emotions#and thus new emotions come up that I never really had before which is weird lmao#also I do kinda miss my random bursts of happiness but I know those were probably not exactly normal lmao#my happiness is a lot more managable now and I don't feel like my chest is going to burst and that I need to bounce off the walls#also it doesn't almost hurt to be happy bcuz I was like overflowing with emotion that I just could not handle lmao#things and stuff and things#now I'm having to deal with getting my sad emotions bad again ig lmao cuz I been having random bursts of feeling like crying#and it's over like heartwarming things or like kinda sad but like happy things I'm too lazy to look up the word BUT LIKE#I never use to like get emotional about those things so likeee unlocking new emotions era or smth#we'll see how it goes it's a process but I'm just gonna go along with it and see how it goes#just an fyi I haven't been like properly sad and crying abt stuff for like maybe 6 years? so I don't think this is a bad thing#I just need to get use to it is all going all numb and stuff really just takes everything outta ya the good and the bad#leaves ya with a big ol nothin numbness#glad to be getting emotions bad tho š even if it is weird at first sometimes ya gotta be sad and cry abt stuff tho :P#I mistyped back as bad twice LMAO listen I have been awake for 18 hours I have been tired for like 3 hours now#I had to wake up my sibling for school so I had to stay awake even tho I wanted to sleep ššš
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ā Ėļ½”āą±Øą§Ė Close To You
ā„ masterlist
ā„ pairing: oscar piastri x lily zneimer x f!singer!webber!reader
ā„ synopsis: as the daughter of mark webber you got to know oscar piastri pretty quick and soon enough the two of you were dating. no one had known that you both were also dating lily, leading everyone to believe the leaked pictures of her and Oscar was evidence he was cheating on you. they couldnāt have been more wrong
ā„ smau - fc: gracie abrams - none of the pictures are mine
ā„ warnings: swearing and hate comments !!!
ā„ a/n: my first poly fic! ty to bestie liz and cleo for hyping me up <3
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y/n.webber channel that sad energy into a song queen
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user8 hope you're doing well š
user3 ilyy
user6 pls shes so unserious š
user5 that's so real
user9 wait so did her and her boyfriend break up?
user2 I'm pretty sure. everyone's been speculating it and they haven't been seen together in a long time
user1 is she making a new album ???
user10 liv and tay in the likess š«¶
user7 I still can't believe she's mark's daughter omggg
user12 those family genetics š
user2 we love you <3
ā§Ė Ā°. Żā ā¹ . ŻĖ . Żā§āĖ . Żā ā¹ . ŻĖ . ŻĖĀ°ā§
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y/n.webber cut my hair in the way that i've wanted
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user9 change my number and bury my wallet !!!
user8 augusta <3
user12 LOVE
mclarenf1 we'll see you at the GP
y/n.webber <3
user10 shut up y/n is gonna be there?
user6 I thought she had a concert that day?
user1 @/user6 she has one the night before :)
user5 no bc how is she so pretty
user13 oscar in the likes š
user7 GORGEOUS
ā§Ė Ā°. Żā ā¹ . ŻĖ . Żā§āĖ . Żā ā¹ . ŻĖ . ŻĖĀ°ā§
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f1gossip mark, y/n, and oscar are ready for the australian grand prix
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y/n.webber @/aussiegrit I'm starting to think you like Oscar more than me :(
oscarpiastri he does ā¤ļø
yourusername š
user8 now kiss
user14 enemies to lovers
user4 my favorite australian trio
user1 why'd he have to shave his beard š
user9 THE CAT
user2 oscar and mark pookie off
user10 everyone pray for an oscar home race podium
user3 šÆļøoscar home race win šÆļø
ā§Ė Ā°. Żā ā¹ . ŻĖ . Żā§āĖ . Żā ā¹ . ŻĖ . ŻĖĀ°ā§
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y/n.webber date night <3
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user7 I love how she doesn't even have to tell us she's dating oscar because we all just know
user9 THEM WATCHING TANGLED šš«¶
user3 oscar getting her lilies :')
y/n.webber actually I got him lilies
oscarpiastri š§”
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user4 this is the cutest shit I've ever seen
user1 mark in the likesss looks like oscar has the stamp of approval
ā§Ė Ā°. Żā ā¹ . ŻĖ . Żā§āĖ . Żā ā¹ . ŻĖ . ŻĖĀ°ā§
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oscarpiastri lando crashed our date
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landonorris I did not "crash" your date I just happened to be there.
oscarpiastri as if you didn't follow us
y/n.webber @/landonorris you LITERALLY crashed into the back of my kart
mclarenf1 lando we talked about your internet stalking problem.
user8 PLEASE š
user6 why'd they have to call him out like that š
user2 the admins are my favorite part of the f1 cinematic universe
-A Few Months Later-
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y/n.webber The Secret Of Us is out now! The songs on this album are a collection of my life these past few months and Iām so excited to share them with you all. Special thank you to @/aarondessner and @/taylorswift I love you both š
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user1 I hope she rips oscar to shreds
user7 y/n better than revenge era
user9 !!!
user3 girl you can do so much better than o***r
user12 I'm so ready to scream and cry to this
user2 I cannot believe he cheated on her
user16 out of all the guys on the grid OSCAR?!?!
user11 kitten I'll be honest I'm still not over good riddance š
user8 LMAO
user9 so true š
user15 hyped af for the taylor collab
user16 the fact that she's the daughter of mark, the man who supported him since day one and he STILL cheated on her is CRAZYY
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ā§Ė Ā°. Żā ā¹ . ŻĖ . Żā§āĖ . Żā ā¹ . ŻĖ . ŻĖĀ°ā§
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y/n.webber throwback to my time at last year's era's tour. I'm so glad to be back š©·
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taylorswift were so glad to have you <3
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oliviarodrigo miss youuu
yourusername I miss you too babes
user9 "and you knew my last love let me down" OSCARRRRAHHH
user7 AND I BET HES AT HER PLACE RIGHT NOW
user10 I'm so excited to see you
user16 he fumbled so hard
user4 we love you <3
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ā§Ė Ā°. Żā ā¹ . ŻĖ . Żā§āĖ . Żā ā¹ . ŻĖ . ŻĖĀ°ā§
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y/n.webber I understand that, without my agreement, @/f1gossip put out a post a week ago that said Oscar Piastri was cheating on me. This is wrong and I am in a happy relationship with both Oscar and Lily. He did not cheat on me.Ā
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lilyzneimer I love you š©·
y/n.webber I love you more
user7 šØ
user1 I'm not even sure what to say
user12 I'm so sorry oscar we weren't familiar with your game š
user3 I-
user6 in true bi panic fashion
user4 FUCK š
user19 everyone say sorry Oscar
user2 sorry oscar
user5 we're sorry Oscar :(
user13 WE DIDN'T KNOW WE SWEAR
user10 sorry Oscar š
user21 ššš
user23 the @ is such a boss bitch move
user8 saying sorry to Oscar online isn't enough I need to revoke my statements in a court of law
user7 same
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y/n.webber my loves š©·
lilyzneimer š©āā¤ļøāšāš©
user7 my favorite throuple
user23 as if you weren't hating on oscar yesterday
user7 and I am deeply ashamed
user12 we said we're sorry :(
user6 yea oscar x lily x y/n are cute but wheres mark x fernando x taylor
user9 as in swift? š
user6 yes.
alexandrasaintmleux you three are so cute
y/n.webber <3
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just friends | lando norris
face claim: none ā”
request: here !
part 2 !
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š sass cafe, monaco
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y/nstagram dj lando came out of retirement for the nightš¤
landonorris š only for you xx ā³ y/nstagram i'm honoured mr norris š«” ā³ fan i love my besties who don't know they're my besties
bffstagram bro my tummy hurts ā³ y/nstagram i'm coming round with coffee and croissants you big baby ā³ bffstagram i love my gf ā„ļø y/nstagram
fan i wanna party with y/nlando so BAD dude ā³ y/nstagram if you ever find yourself in monaco hmu xx
user ew flipping off the camera so ladylike ā³ y/nstagram idk your mum quite likes my fingers š«¶ ā³ fan ā ļøā ļøā ļø i love her
fan bffstagram is so hot, i need her ā³ bffstagram thank u babycakes š
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y/nstagram rainy days in monaco š§ļø
lilymhe i deserve financial compensation for the emotional turmoil tfios sent me through ā³ y/nstagram don't,,, sat and sobbed my eyes out at the last 100 pages
fan how to lose a guy in 10 days... tfios... who hurt you y/n? ā³ y/nstagram hahahah nothing like that! i promise i'm all good!
bffstagram i still have a headache from crying at that book, next time i choose what we're reading for book club ā³ y/nstagram BORINGGGGG who doesn't love doomed romance? ā³ fan you guys have a book club? thats so cute š ā³ y/nstagram yep! it's me, bff, kika, lily and flavy!! ā³ alexandrasaintmleux and no one thought to invite me?? ā³ y/nstagram come join us babe!! ā¤ļø
landonorris wow, didn't take you for a sappy romance reader ā³ y/nstagram there's a lot you don't know about me comment deleted ā³ y/nstagram tfios can make even the iciest bitch cry (it's me, i'm the icy bitch)
landonorris also answer ur damn texts ā³ y/nstagram sorry idk how to read suddenly ā³ fan The Lando Norris gets aired, there's hope for the rest of the bitchless community ā³ landonorris dude...
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f1gossip Eagle eyed Sass Cafe goers managed to capture Lando Norris getting cosy with an unknown blonde girl. Rumoured girlfriend Y/N L/N was nowhere to be seen. Trouble in paradise for the young duo?
fan delete this rn y'all are fucking up my y/nlando chances
fan rumoured girlfriend?? i thought they were just friends ā³ fan that's what they both say, but they're always very close whenever they've been seen out together ā³ fan i'm pretty sure there was like a super grainy photo of them kissing but you can't really tell if it's either of them ā³ fan hey how about we don't speculate on people's love lives???
fan y/n has been absent from social media for like a month too ... its so over for us y/nlando'ers
fan her instagram is girlstagram! from what i could see before she went private, she posted a selfie of her and lando and they looked very close ā³ fan damn the fbi needs to hire you or smth
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y/nstagram thuggin it out (i've listened to your best american girl 34 times today i think bffstagram is about to smother me with a pillow)
fan um who hurt my bestie ???
fan whoever hurt y/n must die at the hand of my sword
fan lando norris i am in your walls FIX THIS
bffstagram i would never smother you xx also come out of ur room it is boring as FUCK out here ā³ y/nstagram damn cant a girl go through it in peace? ā³ bffstagram absolutely not, i have wine and nibbles get out here NEOOWWW or i'm breaking into ur room ā³ y/nstagram the door is open babygirl
fan ik this is a parasocial friendship but are you ok y/n? ā¹ļø we love you ā³ y/nstagram oh sweetie ā¤ļø i'll be fine, sometimes you just gotta be a lil sad y'know? thank you for asking, ily ā¤ļø ā³ fan ily, take care of yourself š„ŗ ā„ļø y/nstagram
estebanocon chĆ©rie, i don't know what's wrong but i hope you're ok! lets grab coffee soon, flavy misses you! āŗļø ā³ y/nstagram thank u este š«¶š„ŗ text me when you're free! tell flavy i love her š ā³ flavy.barla i love you too š ā„ļø y/nstagram
fan no lando like, i have one (1) fear ā³ fan do not even speak that into the universe
fan after f1gossips post, i have my speculations ā³ fan dude, if he fumbled y/n he really will be lando nowins
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y/npriv absolutely not thuggin it out lads
flavy.barla chouchou (sweetheart) š that's it, me and este are taking you out for lunch tomorrow ā³ y/nstagram nooo don't let me ruin your date time!! ā³ flavy.barla nope it's already done! este's booked that little restaurant you like on pl. du casino ā³ y/nstagram le salon rose?? oh i could do a little weep, i love you guys š ā³ flavy.barla we love you so so much y/n š
lilymhe i will hit him with my golf clubs ā³ y/nstagram i haven't even mentioned anyone? ā³ lilymhe we all know their name rhymes with bando borris ā³ y/nstagram wdym we all know? who else knows? ā³ flavy.barla ... me ā³ alexandrasaintmleux ^ ā³ francisca.c.gomes ^ ā³ lilynzeimer ^ ā³ heidiberger_ ^ ā³ carmenmmundt ^ ā³ kellypiquet ^ ā³ iamrebeccad ^ ā³ y/nstagram ok ok i get it damn
kellypiquet want me to ask max to rear end him with his race car? ā³ y/nstagram as if max would ever be behind lando ā³ kellypiquet š³š³š³ ā³ y/nstagram i may l*ve him but i am also a realist ā³ y/nstagram ok no i do feel bad
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[caption 1: love of my life, apple of my eye, the thelma to my louise š @/flavy.barla] [caption 2: damn stole my girl from right in front of me š @/estebanocon @/flavy.barla]
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flavy.barla mon ange (my angel), you know you're the only one for me š ā³ y/nstagram tell that to your giant of a boyfriend :(
estebanocon i'm not a giant š ā³ y/nstagram stop reading flavy's messages weirdo ā³ y/nstagram but on a real note, thank you for dinner, i really needed it ā³ estebanocon of course, i'm not sure what lando's done but we hate seeing you so sad ā³ y/nstagram who said it had anything to do with lando? ā³ estebanocon whenever me and flavy have an argument she pulls out the mitski lyrics, i know the signs ā³ y/nstagram that's different, you and flavy are dating ā³ estebanocon and you and lando aren't???? ā³ y/nstagram what? no? we're just friends ā³ estebanocon oh mon amie naĆÆve (my naive friend) friends don't look at each other the way the two of you do
landonorris can we talk? seen
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anyone interested in a part 2?
#lando norris x reader#lando norris imagine#lando norris fanfic#lando norris social media au#f1 imagine#f1 smau#f1 social media au
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omg ur taking requests!
can you do some angst to fluff with Atsumu, Iwaizumi, Suna, Kuroo, Ushijima, and Sakusa (Iām sorry if theyāre too many you can choose whoever you want to write about from these characters, I luv all of them soooo much)
Can you make it like really really Angsty in the start. Like the characters doing something theyāll regret a lot and then they spend a lot of efforts making up for it? Please make it fluffy in the end, I canāt handle sad endings š
Also please donāt include anything with infidelity or mentions of it. My boyfriend of 3 years cheated on me last month and Iām having such a hard time.
Thank you for considering my request. And thereās no pressure to accept, I donāt mind at all.
Hi! yes I am taking requests right now. š First of all, I'm so sorry that you had such a negative experience. But tbh, you're better off this way. Nobody needs such an ass cheating on them! šš¤ My ex did that too, with my ex-best friend btw. I also had a hard time but quickly felt better because I realised that it's a waste of time to cry over such a dick. I hope you don't lose hope in a healthy relationship based on trust. There really are good people out there and I hope you find someone who can appreciate you. Sending you a lot of hugs and kisses. š¤šā¤ļøāš©¹
And for your request. I've written three stories for Tsumu, Iwa and Suna. Unfortunately they got a bit tooo long for my taste, so I only made these 3. I hope that's okay. I really had problems making it super angsty (urg, I need more practice for angsty stuff šµāš«). As you wished, I didn't include anything with cheating (even though I had a few ideas haha.) and I also added a trigger warning before each story. I think Iwa's and Suna's in particular might be a bit darker... so you can decide on your own if you want to continue reading it or not. Anyway, I hope you still like it, and thanks for your request. Stay healthy! š„°š
Regretting their actions
Pairing: Atsumu x, Iwaizumi x, Suna x reader
Warning: angst to fluff, break-up (Atsumu, Suna), mention of abuse/anger issues, mention of blood (Iwaizumi), mention of abortion, mention of drugs/pills (Suna)
Part 1 | Part 2 (End)
tw: mention of break-up
You met Atsumu when he came to his brotherās onigiri store for the housewarming.
The two of you got along well quickly. And it wasnāt long before he kissed you at a party, looked at you with his cheeky grin and said, āTastes better than a victory.ā
More things happened that night. Not just simple kisses and when you woke up next to him in bed, he asked you, still sleepy: āYouāre my girlfriend now, arenāt you?ā
Youāve been together for several years now and were thinking about moving in together soon when Atsumuās career suddenly took off. He was traveling abroad more often and had less time for you or looking for an apartment.
And then it happenedā¦
You scroll through the apartment search app for something suitable for the two of you, lying on the bed while missing him terribly. You close the app to go to your messenger, only to realize that you were the one who last texted Atsumu... two days agoā¦ Two blue check marks indicate that he has read your messages but has not replied. Your fingers hover over the keypad of your phone and you think about writing to him. Maybe he read your message during training and didnāt have time to reply. Maybe he just forgot about it afterwards... maybe...
āHey Tsumu... I know youāre busy but, I hope youāre doing well. Love you.ā you type into your phone and send the message with a strange feeling in your stomach. It doesnāt take long before you see under his name that he is online. The gray check marks next to your message turn blue, but instead of replying, you see that he went offline again. You swallow a big lump down your throat, your heart feels heavy. Maybe he canāt answer you right now... you try to convince yourself again.
Several hours pass as you sink your head into your pillow and try to stifle your tears. Atsumuās sports t-shirt is in your arms, which he had given you before his trip abroad. Time passes and suddenly you hear the ringtone of your phone as a message arrives. Your heart hits loud against your chest as you reach for your phone and see your boyfriendās name. But your joy quickly disappears, the lump in your throat gets bigger and you canāt breathe.Ā
>> Hey... listen, I think itās better if we end the relationshipā¦ break up. I donāt know, but I just donāt have time for it. Iāll see you around. <<
It feels like a slap in the face. As if this is a poor joke. You want to write to him, ask him what this is all about, but your tears blur your vision. The only thing you send is a āreally?ā but the message is no longer read. It remains on one gray check mark.
Two days go by and you still think it was all a bad joke, but every time you read his message, you feel like throwing up. Has he really dumped the whole relationship? By a shitty text message? You open your Instagram account and enter his name almost as if on autopilot.
Another slap in the face as your tears run down your cheeks again. His bio no longer says āBest setter and proud boyfriendā but simply āSetter MSBY Black Jackalā. All the pictures he had with you on his account have been deleted. Instead, you can only see advertising photos or private photos of him. The last eight pictures are of him, Hinata and Bokuto dancing and having fun with fans in different bars. Atsumu grins at the camera as if he doesnāt care about you at all. As if your relationship meant nothing to him.
You text him some more times, leave him voicemails because he never answers your calls. But after a few days, you let it go. It only frustrates you even more to see how little this relationship actually meant to him. For days, you cry yourself to sleep, what doesnāt go unnoticed by Osamu. After all, he sees you three times a week when you help him out in his store. When you tell him what has happened, he is also speechless, because Atsumu has really pissed him off with all his raving about you. So why would he break-up with you out of the blue? Osamu canāt see you as devastated as a heap of misery. So he also tries to find out the reason for the break-up between you and his silly brother. But when he calls him, Atsumu only faces him coldly on the phone. āDid she tell you to ask me? Leave it okay? I think I just realized that I donāt want a relationship.ā
Two months go by and somehow you still canāt believe that your relationship just fell apart. Osamu tries to distract you somehow, but it doesnāt help because he reminds you too much of your idiot ex-boyfriend.
Nevertheless, you are grateful to Osamu for swapping your shift with his coworkerās shift so that you can open the store with him in the morning. That way, you avoid running into Atsumu, who is more likely to be in the restaurant in the evening as soon as he returns from his stay abroad. Youāre not ready to face him at the moment.
Just as youāre about to finish work, you remember that you wanted to show Osamu a video on your phone. āLook, the new trailer for the second season of this soccer series is out. Shall we watch the first episode together on Saturday after work?ā you ask Osamu as he approaches you and looks over your shoulder. He rests his hand on the counter next to you, his chest almost touching your back, but he keeps his distance from you respectfully. You are both focused on the trailer, not hearing the doorbell from the store.
Atsumu is tired. The flight was delayed, and he hasnāt been able to sleep properly for weeks. How could he sleep well with all the partying and Hinata as his roommate, who spent the night in the hotel calling his friends from Karasuno. At least thatās what he tells himselfā¦ that this is the reason for his sleepless nights. But this thought vanishes when he steps into his brotherās store hungry, actually only wanting to eat a few onigiris and then go home. Into his apartment. His empty, dreary apartment. But as he walks through the door of the store, it feels as if someone has hit his chest with full force, knocking the air out of him.
He sees Osamu leaning towards you with a sense of familiarity. Whatās going on there? And why does it bother him so much that you giggle and look at Osamu, who returns your gaze with a nod and a smile before turning to the door? His brother winces when he sees Atsumu. As you turn around as well, your smile disappears.
You look at Atsumu as if youāve just seen a corpse, before packing your bag and saying goodbye to Osamu with a āSee you tomorrow.ā, only to walk past Atsumu with quick steps. You donāt even give him a glance, knowing that if you locked eyes with him, your tears would run. You would want to ask him questions upon questions. Why did you break up with me? Why am I not enough for you? Why did you lie to me for so long? Why...
As you walk through the door, you accidentally bump into him. This nudge, which was actually rather gentle, felt so painful. Why does it bother Atsumu to see you standing so close to his brother? Why does it hurt him that you stared at him with those empty eyes, as if he were a stranger? No. Worse, as if he were someone who had hurt you. Why does he have the feeling that he couldnāt make a sound if he opened his mouth now? The answer is simple, and even Atsumu seems to understand it by now as he looks from the now closed door over to Osamu, who stares at him with an indifferent expression crossing his arms in front of his chest. āSo this is what someone who has realized that he doesnāt want a relationship looks like? Ya look like shit.ā
Oh, how Atsumu would love to punch Osamu in the face. āWhy are ya touchinā my girl?ā is bitter on his tongue, but he has no right to say it out loud. After all, he was the one who turned you down. The blonde Miya suddenly realizes how incredibly stupid his action was.
Back then, Atsumu had not expected to be traveling abroad so often. At first, it was only temporary stays. Nothing that would damage a relationship.
But the last few times in particular, he was sometimes away for several months. You kept telling him on the phone that everything was okay, but every time he called Osamu, he said that your eyes were sometimes red when you came to work and that you looked tired and sad.
Atsumu knew he was the reason. That youād probably be better off without him. After all, youāre a great woman, someone who would find a new partner quickly.
You didnāt deserve to be sad all the time when he was gone. You should be happy. After all, a smile suits you so much better than a sad expression.
Atsumu would concentrate on his career. It would be difficult for him at first, but he would manage without you. He had toā¦ for your sake.
So his mind was made up when he read your unanswered, concerned messages. If he texts you now to say that itās over, being an ass to you, youāll be able to forget him quicklyā¦ That was what he thought.Ā
But it wasnāt that easy. Your puzzled messages, your crying voice on his voicemail, broke his heart. Yet he tried to cover it all up with parties and his dear fans. He convinced himself that he was fine. Only to arrive home, see you and realize what an idiot he was, how much he missed you.
And now itās Atsumu who reaches for his phone and texts you message after message.
Atsumu 8:02 PM: Hey babe, no.. hey Y/n. I know I have no right to text you. But pleaseā¦ letās talk. I fucked up. Damn, I fucked up so hard that I donāt even know how to startā¦ shitā¦
Atsumu 8:12 PM: Pleaseā¦ please answer your phone, babeā¦
Atsumu 8:44 PM: I know Iāve fucked up. I know I hurt and disappointed you. Fuck, I know I was an ass. Yk, I thought I was doing the right thing.Ā
Atsumu 9:34 PM: Fuckā¦ please answer meā¦ I stillā¦ damnit.Ā
That was the last message you received from Atsumu before you put your phone away and tried to forget him. Why is he doing this to you? Why is he stirring up your feelings again?
But Atsumu doesnāt think about stopping now. He runs to your house, to the apartment building and rings your doorbell. Once, twice, he rings so often that you canāt ignore it. You are about to tell him to leave through the loudspeaker system, but he interrupts you.
āFuck baby, please open the door. Iāmā¦ I still love ya, okay? I always loved ya. I - shit, can ya even hear me? Fuckā¦ā he curses agitatedly and presses the bell next to your nameplate again several times.
But instead of letting him in, you go down to the entrance of the apartment building and open the door with an expression on your face that Atsumu has never seen before. What is it? Anger, sadness, despair? Everything somehow.
āSay... are you kidding me? Do you think thatās funny?ā you ask him, bewildered, still standing in the open doorway. Of course, you wouldnāt just believe him. Atsumu could have guessed. Your reaction was completely understandable. But he has to do something to show you that heās serious.
āNo, no, I donāt. Iām dead serious. Please let me explain,ā he says, and starts to tell you that he thought a break-up would be best for you because heās not good enough for you. Since you were obviously so sad about him leaving so often and he didnāt want to be the reason. He tells you that he thought he could get over you, but that he had to realize that you are the most important thing to him. Somethingā¦ someone he doesnāt want to lose. With shaky hands and a still agitated voice, Atsumu takes out his phone.
āI wanted ya to hate me so that it would be easier for ya. But believe me, I... I couldnāt forget ya. Look, youāre still my wallpaper. All the photos of the two of us are still on my phone, all the memories-ā he is about to unlock his screen when his phone falls out of his hand and drops to the floor. Atsumu seems to be completely overwhelmed right now, as if he doesnāt know what to do. Should he bend down, pick up the phone, should he keep talking to you or hug you? He doesnāt know.
āBaby, please, please, Iāll do anything. Please gimme a chance. Iāll talk to my agent about not takinā so many jobs abroad. I will be with ya more often. Always write to ya and call ya in the evening when Iām not at home. Letās look for an apartment so we can move in together. Please, please, I would do anything. Please believe me that I love ya. Please..." he begs in a voice that becomes more and more brittle with every word. His eyes are full of emotion and his hands, which have unconsciously reached for yours, are trembling terribly.
āTwo months... two months you ignored me, treated me like a piece of trash.ā You say in a low voice as you search for eye contact. Atsumu has never felt so scared. Only now does he realize that the love of his life is standing in front of him, and that this might be the last time heāll see her again, the last time heāll touch her skin. But then againā¦ Atsumu was an ass, so why should you forgive him? No, he canāt think like that. After all, you loved him. And if you love him as much as he loves you, then maybe thereās still hope.
āI know, and I know I can never make it up to ya. I know itās not done with an āIām sorryā. Iām the dumbest, most idiotic ex-boyfriend youāve ever had. But... Iām stubborn too. And if that means chasinā after ya for 10 years, drivinā to yer apartment every day to ring the doorbell and tell ya I still love ya, wishinā ya a good night every day, nice dreams and telling ya how important you are to me... Iāll do it. Every damn day, if it means thereās still a little hope for us.ā He answers you hoarsely, keeping eye contact, hoping that you see how honest his words are.
You sigh, bend down, and pick up his phone before handing it to him. Atsumu doesnāt know what to do with all this. His face grimaces as if heās expecting the worst. āThen... you shouldnāt lose your phone... if you want to write to me every day,ā you answer him, a weak smile on your lips. Atsumuās sorrowful expression suddenly changes and you see him looking at you with hope.
āDoes that mean ya...ā the blonde Miya can no longer contain his emotions as he leaps forward and pulls you into his arms. His embrace is so tight that you can barely breathe, as if heās afraid youāll slip out of his hands. Firm, but quivering. His whole body is shaking and youāre sure youāve just felt something wet on your skin. Tears? Is Atsumu crying? āI promise to be a pain in yer ass every day. To text ya, to call ya, to be there for ya. Even in yer sleep. Okay? I love ya... I love ya so much...ā
tw: abuse, anger issues, mention of blood
Youāve been with Iwaizumi since your school days. Back then, as a little flirt at school, Oikawa and Matsukawa mainly teased Iwaizumi for having a crush on you.
But in the end, many were jealous of the perfect couple who waltzed together on the dance floor at the prom with loving looks on their faces.
You were inseparable. Even Iwaizumiās stay in America for his university didnāt affect your relationship. So it was no wonder that you got married after his return and were the perfect happy couple.
At least for the first few years.
The stress of being a coach for the Japanese national team is weighing on Iwaizumiās mind. He normally handles stressful situations well, but he is under pressure.
If the team fails to perform in the next few games, he will lose many sponsors and possibly even his job.
Iwaizumi is constantly on edge and you feel like you have to walk on eggshells around him so you donāt provoke him.
More often, he has sudden temper tantrums, shouting at you about things that arenāt worth mentioning. āDamn it, I told you I need this one shirt for today. Why isnāt it clean?ā
And once, when you stumbled with your words and asked him whether it might not be better to take a break as a coach, he was so angry that he almost hit you. But he managed to hold back and just sighed before going out for a beer in a nearby bar.
You donāt want to admit it to yourself, but right now, youāre really scared of your own husband.
Today was another training match between the Japanese national team and the Indonesian team. The teamās performance was better, but nowhere near good enough to shine. You watched the game on TV and run through your imaginary list in your head already, of potential trigger points for Iwaizumi. You donāt want him to get upset. The laundry is done; the house is clean; the food is also ready and in the fridge. Did you take out the trash? You chew nervously on your lower lip as you walk to the kitchen and let out a relieved sigh. Thatās done too.
You are just closing the lid of the garbage can when you hear the key in the lock of your front door and Iwaizumi comes home with a surprisingly normal, āIām home, my love, smells good in hereā. Your shoulders relax immediately, a smile is back on your lips as you walk cheerfully into the hallway to greet Iwaizumi.
āHello darling! How was your day?ā Iwaizumi hugs you and leans down so you can kiss his cheek. āLet me eat something first. My day has been really exhausting,ā he sighs, watching you nod and turn around to warm up the food for him. Your husband hangs up his jacket, puts down his bag and is about to turn around to follow you when he stumbles against a nearby vase that you had placed as a decoration for the fall changeover. The vase swings, loses its balance and falls to the floor in pieces.
āShit!ā You hear Iwaizumi curse and immediately run to him, anxiously hoping that nothing has happened to him. But luckily, he is unharmed. āWait, Iāll clean up the broken pieces, you eat-ā youāre about to say, but Iwaizumi interrupts you loudly. āAlways this stupid bullshit you put up. Shit, I could have hurt myself. If I miss now, thatās it for my career!ā he shouts and stomps past you. You turn around hastily and apologize. āThat wasnāt my intention, really,ā you say, before realizing that it was a mistake to talk back. Iwaizumi turns around, his eyes ferocious and angry like a wild animal as he takes a step towards you. Your heart is beating restlessly and you are suddenly afraid.
āNot your intention? Admit it, youād be happy if I got rid of the job!ā he shouts, noticing how you start to tremble and shake your head. But Iwaizumi doesnāt seem to be in his right mind as he takes another step towards you. āGo clean up the mess! Make yourself useful!ā he says through gritted teeth as he looks at your anxious and puzzled face. You know you should move, but your body doesnāt seem to listen, too scared to move a finger. And then it happens.
Iwaizumi grabs you by the hair and pulls you towards him. You cry out, weeping bitterly as you hear his voice again. āAre you deaf?! Get going!ā he shouts, before pushing you away with more force than necessary. You lose your balance, stumble over your own feet as you fall and hit your head on the edge of the stairs in the hallway next to the broken vase. Your head hurts terribly, something warm flows down your face, sticking to your hair and making your vision suddenly completely different. It gets smaller and smaller before everything goes black in front of your eyes and the sounds around you stop completely.
Iwaizumi is abruptly perfectly sober and only now understands what has just happened. What he has just done to you, the woman he loves more than anything.
His eyes are big as he stares at his hands, which start to tremble in front of him.
Panic spreads through him as he looks at you. At your motionless body, at all the blood under your head.
He doesnāt know how he did it. His memories are hazy, but he can still remember trying to wake you up, in vain.
He had taken off his shirt, pressed it on your head injury to stop the bleeding and somehow managed to call an ambulance. Iwaizumi canāt remember anything else, just the one question from the paramedic who put you on the ambulance stretcher and took you to the hospital. Since Iwaizumi was your husband, he was allowed to drive with you.
āHow did this happen?ā the paramedic asked, as Iwaizumi answered quietly, āI donāt know... I really donāt know.ā
Itās now been some hours after the accident and your head had been stitched up. Thank God it wasnāt as bad as it looked at first.
Youāre still in the recovery room, Iwaizumi next to your bed on a chair, his hands folded in his lap as he hangs his head in bewilderment, looking at his wedding ring shining on his ring finger.
What happened? What has become of him? He still canāt believe what he has done.
He looks at his hands again, opens them, starts to tremble, clenches them into fists and realises how he lets out a frustrated sigh, which he had been holding back, as warm tears roll down his cheeks, soaking the fabric of his trousers.
In his mind, thereās only your shaking body, that frightened look, your screaming, and then this unbearable silence.
When you open your eyes, your head throbs a little and you have to squint through the bright, clinical light. āWhere... where am I?ā you say quietly, looking around the room and noticing that youāre lying in a hospital room. Next to your bed is none other than Iwaizumi. But he looks different. Brokenā¦ He shrinks at your words and looks up at you. You see his red eyes and how he hesitates whether itās okay to take your hand in his. Iwaizumi gets up from his chair, wants to close the distance to your bed but his legs collapse and he falls to his knees when he suddenly starts to... cry?Ā
āHaji- me...ā you say, still feeling exhausted. āIām... god I...ā Iwaizumi doesnāt know what to say, doesnāt know how to look you in the eye. He takes a deep breath, regains his courage before peering at you. Carefully, he grasps your hand, checking if you are afraid, but you donāt seem to pull it away. Maybe because youāre still too tired. Awkwardly, he strokes the back of your hand before resting his forehead on it and closing his eyes briefly.
āIām a terrible husband. Iāve done everything I shouldnāt have done. Instead of carrying you on my hands, bringing a smile to your face and protecting you from everything that would harm you, Iāve done the exact opposite. Instead of being happy to see me, youāre just scared of me, arenāt you?ā he says in a shaky voice and looks up at you again. You are calm. Just stare at him with a hurt look.
āI.... I can understand if you want a divorce. If you donāt want to be with a monster like me anymore. I really canāt even blame you. But... please let me tell you one thing. When I saw you lying on the floor like that, the world collapsed inside me. I was afraid of losing the most important thing in my life. And the most important thing is not my job, no, itās you. And Iām ashamed that Iāve forgotten that. I am disgusted with myself and I know that is no excuse. What I have done is unforgivable. But please... if there is still a bit of hope, then I will try to do everything I can to be the man you fell in love with again. I want to be your Haji-bear again. Your place of peace, and your favorite person. I will go to anger issues therapy, behavioral therapy. If itās better for our relationship, Iāll step down as a coach and see if I can find a job as a volleyball coach at a school. No matter what, I would do anything.ā Your hand becomes wet as his tears land on it. His words move something inside you. You want to believe him, you donāt want the relationship to end either, but everything that has happened so far will not pass by without damage.
āI need time, Hajime... If you really mean it, please grant me the time...ā you answer him and notice how your words seem to tear him apart. But at the same time he seems to want to make the best of the situation. He lets go of your hand and stands up just to sit back down on the chair next to your bed, looking at you determinedly, his eyes still red and swollen. āAs much time as you need. If it means we still have a chance...ā
A few months pass. Iwaizumi has passed on the house to you and moved into his parentsā house to give you the space you need. He goes to therapy three times a week and tells you about his progress. He is still coaching the national team, but his assistant coach is taking a lot of the work off his hands and the volleyball team seems to be playing better again.
Just like when you were at school, youāll find a letter in your letterbox once a week. Back then, Iwaizumi always told you a bit about his week and wrote it down because, funnily enough, he was too shy to talk to you in person. Only that in his current letters he writes that he misses you, but hopes that you are doing well at the moment.
He meets you in public places, goes out with you, so that you gradually feel more comfortable with him again, that you can see his progress in therapy and donāt just think itās empty words.
Six months have passed since the incident. You are standing in the bedroom, changing the sheets, when Iwaizumi comes through the front door of the house. āMy love, Iām home,ā you hear Iwaizumiās calm voice. Coming home from his therapy session, he hangs up his jacket in the hallway as your voice lets him know where you are.Ā
Iwaizumi puts the flowers he bought for you on the kitchen table before he sneaks into the bedroom and sees you trying to unfold the sheets to put them on the blankets. With silent steps, he reaches around your waist to throw you onto the bed with him, wrapped in the covers that were in your hands earlier. Screaming, you laugh in unison with his chuckle as you look into each otherās eyes. āHajime! Donāt scare me like that.ā you laugh softly, while his hand gently tucks your hair behind your ear. Iwaizumi looks at your forehead, at the small scar that is left from your injury, before leaning forward and giving you a kiss on that spot.
āIām sorry, but that was just so tempting,ā he says, closing his eyes as he pulls you closer and just relaxes in bed with you. He strokes your back and kisses your forehead once more. āHajime... whatās going on? Why are you so clingy suddenly?ā you laugh, but Iwaizumi doesnāt join in the laughter, instead answering you seriously.
āToday, six months ago, I almost lost you. Iām just grateful that nothing happened to you. Thankful that you gave me another chance, even though I showed my worst side.ā You canāt think of the right words to answer him, so you just smile, snuggle closer to him, and close your eyes. Safe in his arms, with his pulsating heart at your ear, you fall asleep.
tw: mention of abortion, mention of drugs/pills (without consent)Ā
Suna and you were just friends for a long time. Even if the others saw you more like a couple.
You were the only one Suna didnāt mind when you sat next to him and pulled out one of his earphones to listen to music with him.
You always had the same route to school and if one of you came to school alone, you knew immediately that the other one must be sick.Ā
With graduation, you mentioned that you might want to study abroad. That time, Suna had a weird feeling in his stomach for the first time. As if he was afraid of losing you.
That was the day he realised that he felt more for you than just friendship.
The same evening, he asked you to come over and watch a movie when he yawned in a very clichĆ©d way to put his arm over your shoulder and pull you closer to him. He didnāt know why he was so nervous, but he just was.
A number of things went through his mind. What if you donāt feel the same way about him as he does about you? Will you still want to study abroad? Would you end your friendship with him if you didnāt feel the same way?
He tried to block out the questions and then, with his usual calmness, asked you if you could imagine anything more than a friendship. Luckily for him, you said yes.
From that moment on, everything was perfect. You had created your own little world over several years. You studied, and luckily not abroad. Suna was successful in volleyball, so you were both able to buy an apartment together quickly.
Just the two of you. Your friends were there from time to time, but in the evenings you were always alone at home, arm in arm, in the quiet flat without any noise or other people to disturb you.
Until one morning where you look at the little piece of plastic in the bathroom, stunned, when the two red stripes tell you that you are pregnant.
You hadnāt spoken to Suna about having children yet, but youāve been together for so long now and everything is going well that you assume he would be just as happy as you are.
You thoughtā¦
When Suna comes home, youāve already prepared a little surprise. There are a pair of baby shoes on the table in the living room, the pregnancy test in front of them and a little balloon with āBest Dadā written on it. You canāt help smiling as you see Suna walk into the room when you call out āsurpriseā, looking a little shy in his direction. But Sunaās reaction differed from what you expected.
Almost disgusted, he looks in your direction. āThis better be one of those stupid TikTok pranks, right?ā he says, and your smile disappears abruptly. Your stomach turns and you feel sick. And not because of the pregnancy. You stand there irritated, only able to utter a quiet āNo... itās not a jokeā, confused by his negative reaction. āNo? What week are you in? Tell me you can still have an abortion...ā he says, annoyed, as he walks towards the table to see if there is any information about the week of pregnancy on the pregnancy test.Ā
āWhat?ā you say in bewilderment, still looking at Suna, who throws the test on the table in frustration before starting to massage his temples. āWeāll go to the gynecologist tomorrow, okay? Get rid of it. A child means responsibility. You have to look after this thing all the time, youāre no longer flexible and itās noisy too... I just donāt want that.āĀ
His words feel like a thousand stabs. Never have you seen Suna act like this before. You anticipated that he might be a bit taken by surprise and perhaps not be able to deal with the situation at first, but Suna seems to have a very clear opinion on the subject. He doesnāt even seem to be willing to talk. But abort a child? Let Sunaās and your baby die just like that? You canāt do that. You donāt want that.Ā
The two of argue. Sunaās look gets progressively angrier. Yours sadder until he decides to leave the house with a āDo what you want, maybe itāll die anywayā. Now youāre home alone with his painful words. You stand rooted to the spot in the room for several more minutes until the strength in your legs finally gives way and you slump to the floor, crying bitterly. The night, you spend alone in your bed, without Suna. He doesnāt answer his phone and doesnāt reply to your messages. You donāt hear from him the next day either, and he hasnāt come home. Thank God you get a message from Osamu, who texts you that Suna is with him and that you have nothing to worry about. But how are you supposed to stay at home without worrying if your boyfriend doesnāt get in touch with you and youāve been arguing for days? You are scared. Afraid for the baby, afraid for the relationship and everything you two have built up.
Another day passes. You lie in bed, tired and lacking in energy. Nevertheless, you pull yourself together and get up, go to the bathroom to get ready for the day and donāt notice when the front door opens and Suna walks in. āBaby doll, Iām at home... and... Iļæ½ļæ½ļæ½m sorry...ā you hear Sunaās voice and walk out of the bathroom. Even though you had a fight, you are still happy to see the man you love so much again. With a somewhat sad smile, he stands there, a bouquet of flowers in his hand as he approaches you.
āIām really sorry. I behaved like an ass. You took me by surprise with the news and somehow... I donāt know. What do you say you sit down now? Iāll make us a drink and we can talk about all this. About the baby, and what happens next?ā You can hardly believe his words. What has Osamu done in the last few days to make Suna suddenly do a full turnaround and be willing to talk to you openly, without shouting about becoming a parent? You make a mental note to thank Osamu later, before nodding with a smile and sitting down on the sofa in the living room.
But what you donāt know is that Suna went to a friend, a doctor, who gave him two pills before he came home. Pills for an induction of abortion. You have to take one now and the other two to three days later.
Suna knows that you wouldnāt take these pills voluntarily.
So he makes sure that you are indeed sitting in the living room before he takes out a small bag containing a pill, puts it in the grinder and turns it into a fine powder before mixing it into your iced tea.
He takes a deep breath, putting his smile back on as he walks towards you in the living room, where you are already waiting for him with happy eyes.
Without saying much, he hands you the glass, sits down next to you and watches you.
āI know itās all so sudden and I could have said it differently. I really took you completely by surprise with the news,ā you say quietly, looking at the iced tea in your hand, unaware that an abortion pill is floating there.
Suna listens attentively as you talk about how you first had to understand what a pregnancy means, but that your overwhelm quickly turned into joy because you are looking forward to holding a mini version of the two of you in your arms in less than 9 months. You talk about all the beautiful things that are going through your head, while Suna continues to listen to you, his eyes constantly focus on the tea in your hands and you.
He keeps looking at you as you raise the glass and press it to your lips, ready to drink the poison cocktail, when he realizes what he was doing. What heās trying to do here.
Panic strikes him. His green eyes widen as he literally knocks the cup out of your hand. It falls to the floor with a loud thud. āDonāt drink that!ā he says in an unsteady voice and looks at you in horror.
But you donāt understand anything, only shake your head.
āI donāt know whatās gotten into me. I... I think I just made the worst mistake of my life,ā Suna says, looking back from you to the broken cup. You donāt understand whatās going on and tilt your head, asking him if everything is all right. But when Suna continues talking and tells you what was in your tea, your world collapses. You are shocked that your own boyfriend wanted to do this to you. āI was overwhelmed. I... I know thatās no excuse. But when I heard you talking, I realized that -ā Suna wanted to continue, but your voice cut him off, your words silenced him.
āLetās break up,ā you say, and unlike before, unlike when you argued a week ago, your voice is determined now, your eyes full of pain and betrayal. Those green eyes that used to mesmerize you are now looking at you desperately. āWhat?ā Suna whispers softly, followed by a āNo, waitā. But you interrupt him again.
āYou just wanted to give me some drugs without my consent so Iād lose the baby?! No, Rintarouā¦ Iām breaking up with you. That... no, I canāt do that.ā Abruptly, you get up from the sofa, ignoring the hand that tries to grab you before quickly slipping into a jacket and a pair of shoes just to leave the apartment. Suna wants to run after you, but his legs wonāt move. His mind and heart are screaming to run after you, to stop you and tell you heās sorry, but his body just wonāt obey him. When he finally manages to get up, youāre already gone.
Still wearing his slippers and without putting on a jacket, he eventually runs out to check out all the places you love, all your friends, to see if he can find you somewhere. But no matter where he looks, he canāt find you. You donāt reply to messages or phone calls. The mechanical voice of your voice mail greets him directly. āShit, shit, shit!ā he yells as he stands in the park where you two had your first official date. The surrounding people look at him. Some with an irritated look, some as if they were pitying him.
Without really knowing where to go, your legs automatically led you to the bus that goes to Kitaās home.
Kita was one of your best friends back then. And you knew that if you went to Kita and told him not to tell Suna that you were there, he wouldnāt tell his friend either. And thatās exactly what Kita did.
You were in Kitaās guest room when you heard Sunaās voice in the hallway.
He sounded shattered, broken, as he begged Kita to tell him where you were.
This went on for several weeks, until one evening Suna rang the doorbell again, trying to talk to Kita in a voice you had never heard before.
His voice was so thin, so fragile, as if a heap of misery was speaking out of him.
Kita tells him once again that he doesnāt know where you are when you hesitantly open the door, thinking about going downstairs and listening to what Suna has to say. But for now, you just listen to the conversation.
āPlease, Shinsuke, I know you know her location. Please, just give her this. Please...ā Kita sighs, followed by a soft āok...ā before the front door closes. Your best friendās footsteps creak beneath the floor as he walks up the stairs, looks at you a little twisted and hands you a large package.
You know that you demand a lot from Kita. Itās not easy for him to lie to his friend either. Eventually you have to talk to Suna.
Alone in your guest room, you spend almost half an hour looking at the unopened package at the other end of the bed until you finally decide to open it. When you see whatās inside, surprise catches you. Multiple emotions flow through your body without you even noticing how your eyes suddenly turn glassy. Small letters and several items are in the box. You take out the letter that is on top of all the other items.
āMy love, I donāt even know where to start. I canāt apologize for what I did. Nevertheless, I want to tell you that Iām sorry. I was confused and scared. Our relationship has always been perfect so far and I thought it was great that it was just the two of us and that no one else disturbed our privacy. I was afraid that when we had a child, we would argue, have no more time for each other, and grow apart. I was selfish and didnāt think about how you would feel. I wasnāt thinking about our baby. The thought that we were both going to be parents hadnāt crossed my mind at all. But every time I walked past those little shoes you had placed in the living room, I couldnāt think of anything else but seeing our child standing in them. How it tries to move around in it, sometimes falls down because it loses its balance and seeks shelter with its beloved mom. I regret every second of what Iāve done, every word Iāve said. Hurting you was the last thing I wanted to do, and yet I did it. I am sorry. I am so terribly sorry.
I did some research. Did you know that it is currently very difficult to find midwives? You should probably start looking very early on. My team colleague gave me the number of the midwife he and his wife had at the birth of their two children. I also have three other numbers. You might want to give them a call. There are also birth preparation classes in our town. I have also put a brochure in the package for you. You donāt necessarily have to go there with your partner. With meā¦ So... if you want, you could also go there with Kita, even if I would be happy if we both did it together. But I can understand if you donāt want to.
Are you eating enough? You should pay particular attention to your diet during pregnancy. A lot of women suffer from a vitamin deficiency during pregnancy. But you have probably already discussed this with your gynecologist. Anyway, Iāve written down a few recipes for you that are rich in vitamins. I admit that Osamu helped me a little with this. Oh, and on the back are some things you shouldnāt eat during pregnancy. Raw eggs and products containing them such as ice cream, mayonnaise and so on... you should not eat them, because the risk of salmonella infection is high. Peanuts can contain aflatoxins, which can also harm the fetus... but as I said, Iāve put together a list for you. In case you didnāt already know all this already. There are a few other things in the box. Maybe youād like to take a look.
I hope you are doing well. I hope the baby is doing well too. Have you thought of a name yet? Do you know whether it will be a boy or a girl? Iām sure thereās already a little bump on your belly. I... would really like to be with you right now. Would love to hold you in my arms and stroke your tummy. I know I made a mistake that can never be fixed. But if youāre willing, if thatās what you want, Iād really like to be by your side again. And if not as your boyfriend, then as the father of our baby. I would like to do couplesā therapy with you so that we can find our way back to each otherā¦ So that you can trust me again. Because in all of this, I was the problem and never you. But only if you want it too, of course. I know it may be hard to believe, but I love you. So much that a life without you scares me. I am sorryā¦ā
Youāre crying bitterly by now as your tears blur the ink on the letter before you put it aside and look in the box. Next to a small onesie for babies, there is a note with the telephone numbers of midwives, a small book with recipes, the brochure he had mentioned and another box containing photos and memories. Pictures that Suna had always secretly taken of you at times when he thought you looked extra pretty. You always found the photos embarrassing, but for him they were beautiful to look at. Because they were moments when you were just being you, not smiling for the camera or doing anything else to disguise yourself.
There was also a necklace with shells on it in the box. You made it for Suna when you were on vacation in Croatia. It turned out incredibly ugly, yet Suna wore it proudly during the whole vacation. Youāre touched that he still has this ugly necklace. Little notes that you wrote to each other at school are also in there. So many more memories from the past. Where had Suna hidden this little box in your apartment so that you never noticed it?
You hastily get up, open the door and run down to the hallway as Kita comes out of the living room and looks at you questioningly. āIs everything all right? Do you need to see a doctor?ā He asks concerned, but you just shake your head, wanting nothing more than to see Suna, talk to him again. He asks you if you are absolutely sure, but your determined nod is enough for an answer. So he grabs his jacket and car keys, driving you straight to your ex boyfriend, to your apartment. He doesnāt want you to take the bus in your current state.
Suna is sitting in the living room. In front of him on the coffee table are various reports on pregnancy, parenting and more. His head is leaning on his hands as he takes a deep breath. Have you opened his package yet? He wonders, unable to think clearly, when he hears the key in the door lock and runs into the hallway as if stung by a tarantula. His eyes are wide as he looks at you, standing rooted to the spot in the doorway, not knowing how to react.
āShinsuke... Drove me here...ā you say. āI opened your package.ā You continue, watching Suna swallow hard, still not moving an inch from the doorframe. āHow are you, the baby?ā he asks quietly, almost absent-mindedly, as if he canāt believe youāre really standing in front of him. āGood... can... can we talk?ā you ask and watch him nod, having trouble sorting out his feelings. You take a step towards him, clearly seeing the dark circles, the red eyes, the slightly thinner face, as if he has lost weight. And on closer look, you can see his whole body trembling.
āIs everything you wrote in your letter true?ā you ask him, trying to keep your voice as calm as possible, even though youāre at your witsā end. āYes, yes all of it. Iām sorry for everything... I want nothing more than to see you happy. To see our baby happy. And if you want another partner by your side to be happy, if you donāt want me in your life, then I will accept that.ā Suna whispers, knowing that if he were to speak even a little louder, his voice would fail and he would cry. You take another step towards him. āWhat if I want you? Want to give it another try?ā You have barely spoken your sentence before you hear a bitter shuffle from Suna, which he seems to have been suppressing the whole time. His shaky hands carefully reach for your face before he presses his forehead against yours and says softly, āI would wish for nothing more than that.ā
Although you hesitate for a second, you finally put your hands around his back and stand with him in the doorway for a while. Neither of you says a word. Both of you let your tears run until Suna releases you at some point and gives you a kiss on the forehead. āYou shouldnāt stand for so long. Youād better get some rest,ā he says in a somewhat steady voice before helping you out of your jacket and leading you into the bedroom, where he pushes the sheets aside so you can lie down.Ā
āRin, but Iām not tired at all...ā you say, even though you are exhausted, but Suna lies down right next to you, pulling you close while his free hand moves to your stomach. āI know... But... letās just lie here like this for a moment, regain our strength before we talk... Talk about everything, our future, how I can make it up to you, our little babyā¦ Agree, baby doll?ā He whispers tiredly. Yet you also notice how all the crying is slowly making you a little tired. āAgree, Rin.ā you smile weakly, snuggling closer to him as you both fall asleep arm in arm, his hand protectively on your baby bump, your hand on his.
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ā§ you love max, you really do but your little brother has been getting more on your nerves each day as he tries to set you up with one of his friends.
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maxkellyp y/n taking her aunt duties very serious
bott_ass where to apply to have you as my sugar auntie? asking for a friend?
zhou_ey time to have your own babies š
y/nverstappen I'm actually good with being the wine and sugar aunt for now š·
zhou_ey that's a pretty cool job too!
kellypiguet bring her home before dinner? š
y/nverstappen what do you mean, we're already on our way back to the netherlands, this my kid now.
lewham44 still a better mother figure to p than kelly š¤”
landonorris I know a few spots in Monaco you can't miss š
fewtrelllando spot number one: my bedroom
carlito55 lmao @.fewtrelllando jail for you š
dandoo mate, this is a post about her niece and you're flirting with y/n or making and attempt to do so? š
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landonorizzzz lando in Monaco last night after the GP ā¤ļø
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norr4slan screaming crying throwing up š¤Æ
lanlan frothing at the mouth..
norstappen wait a damn minute, was that y/n verstappen?! š
norrizzfour yeah but if you look closely she's just walking past with her friends and kelly lol they probably all went to the same place
maxiell nah my girl is avoiding him for real š
landoscar oh my god he's so pretty š
supermaxv MOTHER AND LANDO?
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dannyricric man I'd do anything to live a life like this
tom1967 she's living off her brothers wealth..
dannyricric I'm pretty sure she makes enough money herself to live a life like this. š
julieeeexo you and sanne served absolute cunt on the grid! š¤©
bobnorriz not the picture of the charles, max and lando podium :')
kellypiguet was really nice to have you around this weekend, we should definitely do this more often, P absolutely adores her auntie š„°
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sharllekler this guy makes me cringe so hard but it's so endearing, like did he pull all his girlfriend's by being awkward? š
sixteenleclerc girl have you seen y/n? She's got something that'll make most men awkward as fuck
victoriaverstappen so sad we couldn't join you two this year
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keirarobins do I spy new products for the store? š
y/nusername keep an eye open š
zhou_ey I don't know if I want to be you or if I want to be with you š
sannetje is that my hat?
y/nverstappen don't know what you're talking about..
sannetje sure..
landonorris I need that candle
maxv1 boy go to her store lmao, this is no webshop š
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HELLO!! i keep requesting them sotty im obsessed but what about hunting dogs with a s/o who has a childš
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Hunting Dogs with your child
ā” pairing: Fukuchi Ouchi, Jouno Saigiku, Tecchou Suehiro, Teruko Okura (platonic), Tachihara Michizou x gn!Reader
ā” synopsis: How do these goofballs fare as stepdads? (or, in Teruko's case, fun auntie?)
ā” cw: Swearing, unofficial stepfathering, unrealistically good stepfathering, reader's ex situation is not established but it's assumed that their baby momma/daddy is not in the picture (Tachihara), mentions of violence
note: I just haven't written anything in ages, and for that I apologise. Wow, being in university is time consuming! I've had block for months and it's been an absolute pain in the arse but I'm back babey! Keep your requests coming anon- I am the Hunting Dogs whisperer and I will write them till I die. Apologies for errors and I hope you enjoy x
Fukuchi:
My dude is so so so enthusiastic. You mean to tell him that he gets a beautiful loving partner AND a new little guy to hang out with?? Sign him tf up
This man buys your kid so many presents it's genuinely concerning. Your child is spoilt to hell and back by Fukuchi. You need to discourage him from this behaviour STAT
He constantly uses dad words like 'buddy' and 'pal' and 'kiddo' to refer to your kid and they eventually start responding to these nicknames lol
He would totally also do dad stances and just embrace the fatherly aura that is slowly overtaking him day by day (bro starts falling asleep on the couch while the game's on at 9pm)
He's actually surprisingly gentle with your child. If they cry he'll pick them up and comfort them very well. He's like a whole different person when your kid is scared or sad- it's the cutest thing ever
If your child ever gets him a Fathers' Day present he'll probably cry like old man tears of joy. In fact if your child ever does anything nice for him he'll be incredibly touched. Kinda reminds him what he's doing his job for :')
Tells your child great exaggerated (CHILD FRIENDLY) stories about his heroic achievements as a soldier before bed. It's genuinely super cute you guys
If the kid ever runs up to him in excitement when he arrives home in the evening he returns the energy and is like 'omg there they are! that's my kiddo! how have you been??' and picks them up and AUGH they're so cute
Just....š„ŗš„ŗ
Jouno:
Your child is probably scared of him at first. Within their first meeting he probably makes them cry.
Sorry y'all š but he doesn't exactly come off as much of a teddy bear...and nor does he really act like one with anyone else other than you in private
Jouno just isn't good with kids. Not in the sense that he's scared of them but that he doesn't really know how to interact with them without being intimidating or otherwise just detached
But he really loves you, and he wants to be a good parental figure to your kid, so he tries to warm them up to him by getting them a gift. That probably helps- he might not know much about kids but he's right to assume that they fucking love receiving gifts
Whatever your child's hobbies/interests are, Jouno genuinely does try to connect with them over it, and after a while it does work.
Soon enough your child and Jouno are inseparable and your child is spewing sadistic military rhetoric and oh dear god you've made a terrible mistake introducing the two of them
Yeah, Jouno probably teaches your kid all KINDS of horrible things. He will tell your child stories about times he's tortured suspects, or slaughtered gangs, and just stuff that is not family friendly. You have to nip that behaviour in the bud or else...
He's generally pretty good at taking care of your child, but like, if your kid cried because they were scared there was a monster under the bed, Jouno would probably be like "Yeah. There is. Good luck." and then turn off the lights and leave š
Just give him time. He'll learn how to be an emotionally available parent at SOME point
Tecchou:
He's not the step dad. He's the dad that stepped up
Tecchou is definitely very aloof and awkward around your child- like, he knows how to interact with you, but children are different. Children are frightening. And they are his biggest fear maybe
In spite of this, he is fiercely protective of your kid. He will make sure that child is as safe and calm as possible at all times, and he certainly prefers to show that he cares through actions rather than words.
He usually wouldn't initiate physical contact with your child but if they hugged him he would hug back, if they gave him a hi-five he would do it back, etc etc. he will never let your kid down
If your child likes make belief, you can bet you'd walk into a room and find your kid all dressed up, off their rocker in full theatre mode, while Tecchou is sitting on the floor, also dressed up, but looking more depressed than ever before
Save him from your baby. They are taking YEARS off his life
He probably accidentally sends your kid to hospital at some point because he cooked for them. Damnit Tecchou, how don't you realise that a child's stomach wouldn't be able to handle a combination of chocolate and beef
It's okay though, he does learn from this. Plus, he takes care of your child and buys them presents and hangs out with them until they're better <3
He might not join your child in the ball pit, but he would watch them swim around in there with the softest, faintest, most affectionate smile on his face. And that is all that matters folks
Teruko (platonic):
The funnest, meanest, coolest auntie ever
Teruko will lead your child down a dreadful path. Limit their visits to holidays and birthdays for your own sake and the sake of your young one
She's really more than happy to negatively influence look after your child if you need her to though, and they love her because she's super chill and lets them get away with all kinds of things (that aren't violent crimes against humanity)
Your parent says one cookie after dinner? Screw it, have six. I won't tell if you won't. - Teruko, probably
She uses her ability to entertain your kid sometimes- usually she'll decrease her age so she can join them in things like building pillow forts and playing on jungle gyms
I'm just picturing them playing at the park and some concerned parent coming up to them asking where their guardian is and Teruko just fucking transforms into a grown woman on the spot and goes 'WHO'S ASKING' š
Teruko is a super cool fun aunt. But she is very wise, and she really will give your kid good life advice on occasion.
She'll also cheer them up when they're feeling down, and if they're feeling scared she helps them step out of their comfort zones and confront their fears (in a safe way!!)
If your kid is like, getting picked on at school or something, Teruko will nag you to phone their school about it. If you don't, she does. If they don't do anything about it, she does. Bottom line is NOBODY fucks with your kid when Teruko is around
I guess technically she really is scary dog privilege lmao
Tachihara:
Help he's so nervous at first? Tachihara this is a child, not a wise sage- you can be normal around them
He just wants to make a good impression on the child okay he's doing his best
But (obviously) your kid immediately loves him, and thinks he's the coolest guy ever, and wants to hang out with him all the time
Tachihara has a bit of a concern that the kid will think that he's trying to replace their other parent, which is fair, but it's unfounded because your child absolutely adores him and does not care about that at all
If your child ever calls him 'Dad' watch his soul fucking transcend to a new plane, he's so surprised and honoured that this beautiful person's child would consider him their parent
Your kid has Tachihara wrapped around their tiny finger. He will oblige them with anything- if you've got a toddler who likes uppies and piggybacks, say your prayers for Tachihara's upper arm and back muscles because he will carry them for hours
You really need him to stop leaving weaponry around the house, though- the absolute HEART ATTACK you had when you saw your precious baby carrying around an unloaded pistol
Also, Tachihara, babe, STOP SWEARING SO MUCH AROUND THE BABY. I CAN'T HAVE MY KID SAYING 'FUCK' TO STRANGERS - you, probably
Doesn't really ever talk about his job(s) with your kid, all they know is that he 'kills bad guys', and they think that's cool as fuck
He's not perfect, sure. But he is trying so hard to be The Perfect Parentā¢ and, more importantly, he loves your child to bits
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Can you write something where halsin x wife reader and she gets hurt badly with a lot of angst but a happy ending
ugh I love angst. I'm so sorry this took so long, I was in the hospital when I saw the notification and tried to write a few weeks ago, but I forgot about it in my drafts because I've been really busy these past few monthsš
Pairing: Halsin x Fem!Tav Genre: angst Summary: After finally defeating the Netherbrain Tav wasnāt seen after the explosion. All her party members made it out alive, but her disappearance was starting to worry Halsin. Warnings: angst, Tav goes missing after the explosion, Halsin thought he was going to be a widower, Iām not a crier so Iām not 100% sure but read at your own risk because it is pretty angsty.
Halsin was at camp with the others when it happened. Tav took Laeāzel, Karlach, and Shadowheart with her, leaving her husband at camp with the rest of their companions. But, of course, they didnāt exactly stay at camp, as they wanted to see how everything would work out. So they went out to the city, doing what they could to help there while the girls were trying to defeat the Netherbrain.
Halsin wasnāt much of a worrier when it came to his wife. She was tough, and she knew sheād be able to handle it. She always did. And he was feeling pretty confident that sheād make it out alive. But that was until the ship crashed.
Thatās when he started to worry. He saw the explosion, but he couldnāt go investigate it because he was trying to help fight off the remaining illithids who were still in the city.
He assured himself that Tav would be alright as he finished off the remaining mind flayers. But his heart sunk when his wife was the only one who didnāt make it out yet. There, on the docks, he could see Shadowheart, Karlach, and Laeāzel, all standing together on the wooden boards with soaking wet armor. Hells, even Shadowheart made it out alive and the poor girl canāt swim.
The cleric coughed as she climbed onto the docks, wringing the water out of her snow-white hair. āUgh. Shouldāve learned to bloody swim.ā She scolded herself. āCanāt believe I almost drowned at the last hurdle.ā
She coughed again, and Karlach went to pat her on the back. āWell, youāre lucky that Tav was there to help you,ā the tiefling said, trying to help her friend breathe.
Laeāzel stood there, helping herself get rid of the excess water, when the realization hit her. She looked around, examining her surroundings as if she were looking for something.
āGuys,ā the Githyanki called, her face showing no signs of any emotion. āI donāt think tav made it out yet.ā
Halsin couldnāt help but overhear their conversation as the fear started to take over. He wasnāt thinking anymore as he ran towards the docks. It took nearly every one of his companions to hold him back.
āTav!ā He shouted, fighting his companions to let him go. āWhereās my wife?!ā
The tears were starting to stream down his cheeks, causing his companions to really feel sorry for him. It was very rare to see the Druid cry, and they werenāt exactly sure how to help him.
āEasy there, tiger,ā Karlach interjected, trying her best to calm him down. āYour wife is going to be alright, bear-man. Sheās a true soldier, Iām sure sheāll come up eventually.ā
Halsin wasnāt having it. Finally breaking free from the party, he was able to transform into an octopus, jumping off the docks and into the water. His eyes scanned the water as he swam deeper towards the shipwreck, looking for any signs that his beloved was nearby, but he hadnāt been able to see anything for miles.
He started to feel guilt, sadnessāpain. But just as he was about to give up, he see the distant glare of armor in the distance as light reflected off of it. He started to feel a little hopeful as the swam to the light as fast as he could.
He was starting to see better now. The hair, the armorā¦ the bloodā¦ he refused to give up now, swimming as fast as he could until he managed to wrap a tentacles around her. Which probably wasnāt the best thing he could do considering the situation theyāve been in for the past few months. But he knew he couldnāt have saved her with a shark or a crocodile.
Luckily the docks were only a few miles away and then he could find her a healer. He kept swimming, occasionally looking back to see if she was doing alright.
When he finally reached the dock he got rid off the octopus, lifting Tav onto the wood before himself.
Karlach and Astarion ran over to help pull the couple out of the water. As Halsin handed Tav to Astarion, the vampire pulled her out of the water, checking for any signs of a pulse or any breathing. She was unresponsive.
Once Halsin got up, he rushed over to Tav, trying to get her to breathe again. She was bruised and covered in blood from the explosion, and Halsin worried that she wouldnāt make it.
āSomeone go find me a medic,ā he said frantically. āQuickly! Iām afraid weāre running out of time!ā
Shadowheart and Laeāzel exchanged glances before leaving to look for help.
āYou know, nowās probably a bad time, but if she doesnāt survive this, Iād happily take the body.ā Astarion offered, licking his lips hungrily as he looked at the bloody figure lying before him.
Gale, who recently arrived at the dock while they were getting Tav out of the water, hit the elf in the back of his head, giving him a disapproving look.
Halsin, however, ignored his comment, focused on trying to stop the bleeding and keeping her alive.
It was rare to see Halsin this upset. The other party members had no idea what to do. He usually didn't worry like this, but Tav has already proven to do things to the druid that nobody even thought possible. Sometimes he couldn't help but worry, especially in times like this.
The remaining companions in the area all gathered around the couple. Jaheira and Gale attempted to help calm Halsin down while Wyll and Karlach were tending to Tav's wounds with ripped scraps of clothing, trying to help with the bleeding.
There was no denying that Tav was dead. She had no pulse, she was bleeding more than she should, and she wasn't breathing.
By the time Lae'zel and Shadowheart returned with Withers, Halsin was a weeping mess. The second he saw Withers, the druid wiped his tears away and took a few steps back from the body.
Whithers said a few quick words, and Tav was resurrected. She coughed out the water left in her lungs and gasped for air as Halsin pulled her into a tight embrace.
"I don't ever want to lose you like that again."
#halsin#bg3 fanart#astarion#baldurs gate#bg3#wyll ravengard#halsin silverbough#halsin x tav#halsin bg3#halsin x reader#astarion bg3#bg3 art#baldurs gate 3#tav#bg3 screenshots#bg3 astarion#bg3 headcanons#bg3 tav#bg3 spoilers#baldursgate#baldurs gate astarion#baldurs gate fanart#baldurs gate tav#baldurs gate gale
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please please please please please write jeonghan fwb angst where jeonghan is still very much in love with his ex š
it will always be her - Joon Jeonghan
18+ / mdi
summary: You finally thought you found your soulmate, but you never had a chance in the first place right?
content: Break UP AU, mentions of cheating , ex lovers, fight, angst, crying
wc: 1.2K
a/n: itĀ“s my birthday week so IĀ“m gonna post this a little early.. thank you for suggesting, I hope you like it :)
2 years and 3 months, that's exactly the time you've dated Jeonghan. You both recently moved in together, he asked you to move in after you spend nearly everyday with him. Ever since you two were unstoppable, you were sure that he would be the man you will marry.
Jeonghan was your first love, he made you experience things you never felt before. But within the last three weeks he had changed.
He was distant, he barely talked about his day and he barely asked about yours, and that wasn't like him.
Jeonghan always asked about you, he always listened to every detail. You tried to ignore the stinging feeling, but you don't know for how long you can ignore it.
You were just cooking some food when the door opened. āI'm home,ā he announced. āHi, Hannieā you said happily, āI made your Favorite, Quattro cheese pasta." It always reminded him of your first Holiday to Italy.
He looked up āI ate after work, didn't I tell you?" You furrowed your eyebrows āno you did not; I spent so much time in hereā you whispered.
āI'm sorry, I'll tell you the next time" he walked past you. āHow was your day?" you followed him āgood, it was a long exhausting day, I'll got to bed right away"
He did not want to tell you, alright.
āGoodnight thenā you whispered and walked back to the kitchen packing the food into some boxes for tomorrow.
But the next time he forgot your lunch date was when you were celebrating your new job position. You went to bed alone this time.
You saw the invite at the table for his annual Christmas party, he had bought you a dress for it and just told you to be ready at eight. When he came to pick you up, he was already dressed in his suit, he looked handsome like always, Jeonghan was beautiful.
You always thought he could be in the cover of fashion magazines.
āThe dress fits," he stated, and you nodded āthanks, it's beautiful" You smiled and kissed him softly. āLet's go," he walked in front of you, and you tried to follow his steps, but the heels are making it pretty hard.
The party was in full bloom when you arrived āHello Y/N you look lovely tonight" Mr. Choi said, JeonghanĀ“s boss. You always liked the elderly man, his wife always gave Jeonghan sweet treats for you.Ā
āThank youĀ Mr.Choi, you don't look to bad yourself" you smiled charmingly āyou know how to charm a old man" he laughed, and you shrugged it off āonly the truth"
You did notice that JeonghanĀ“s gaze was on someone else, and you followed it. There she was, in the most beautiful emerald green colored dress.. You needed to look twice but now you are sure.
Ko Hyerin. JeonghanĀ“s ex fiancĆ©.
You felt the breath getting knocked out your lungs.
āYou did not tell me she would be here" you whispered, and Jeonghan looked at you āShe transferred back here from Japan" he said with a sad smile.
āTemporary?ā you asked with a quivering voice āNo, she bought a house here, she will stay for good now" you nodded taking his hand ālet's dance?" you wanted to cheer the mood āno I don't feel like it right now love" he pecked your cheek.
With soft affection, everything seemed fine, but you knew.. Nothing will be fine from now on.Ā
āHannie" a high-pitched voice interrupted you two āHyerin" he said soft, and you had this weird feeling once again. āOh you must be Y/N" she smiled at you āHello" you said trying to sound confident, but she felt the weird undertone you had.
āOh Hannie, I've gone to the restaurant we've been to last week; I told my mother about it and now she really wants to try" her hand landed on hisĀ arm and he chuckled at her "And she asked about you; we should go together , you me and momma" she suggested with a gasp and you felt your heart clench.Ā
Without them noticing you rushed out of the door, you sat down on the bench feeling some tears running down your cheek, you did not think about the possibility that his ex fiancĆ© will come back.Ā
And you did not think that Jeonghan would talk to her again, she broke his heart, she chose her happiness over his and you glued his broken pieces together just so that he broke yours.Ā
You don't know for how long youĀ were sitting there but when you began to shiver you looked for Jeonghan, you found him dancing with her. The embarrassment you felt at this moment was not describable; he chose her once again.Ā
You stepped through the crowd "Jeonghan" you said with a shaky voice, and he looked at you "Y/N" you saw a flash of concern on his face "can we please go home? I'm not feeling well" you whispered and he nodded "yes sure, let me just get the coats" He walked away, and you looked at her, and she just blinked her eyelashes at you.Ā
She knew exactly what she was doing and she enjoyed it.Ā
When you got into his car you both did not say a word, it was not until you reached home that he broke the silence "I think we should break up" he said calmly, and you blinked at him "what?" Your voice was barely a whisper.Ā
"Maybe we moved to fast.. Since we moved in together I don't feel the same anymore" he was dead serious "no jeonghan" you said with tears in your eyes "Don't blame it on moving in; it's about her right?" you sniffed and his eyes widened.Ā
"Don't play dumb Jeonghan, I saw you tonight, I saw how you treated her, I saw the love in your eyes" your sobs grew louder.Ā
"Y/N I did not plan this" His voice got weaker, and you laughed at that. "I never had a chance, did I?" You walked inside the bedroom, grabbing the black suitcase. "I thought I fixed what she destroyed but god I was dumb" You stuffed some things into the suitcase, and Jeonghan watched you.Ā
"It's not fair I know, I thought I was over her but, I wanted to marry her" he played around with his tie.Ā
"You're so fucking right; it's not fair to be treated like a gap filler.. Yoon Jeonghan I thought I know you.. but I was wrong" you grabbed your bag "Did you hook up with her?" you whispered, and you saw how his expression changed from guilt to shame.Ā
"You disgusting piece of shit" you spat and slapped his cheek so that the noise must've woken all the neighbors up.Ā
"I DO NOT DESERVE THIS" you sobbed, and rushed past him "you played me, god how could I trust someone like you" you turned around "I wish you two only the best, but believe me she will leave again, because remember that she left you once she will do it twice. You lost something so good" with that you carried the suitcase downstairs.Ā
And when you reached the home of your best friend, you just fell sobbing to the floor "GET ME OUT OF THIS DRESS" you screamed, and you felt your best friend sobbing with you.Ā
"I did not deserve this," you whispered to her "shhh, he's not worth it, you're way to good for that" she kissed your head softly "You should sleep a bit, and tomorrow me and Cheol will get your things" She smiled softly at you, and you nodded.Ā
You lost the man you thought was your future.Ā
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Vanessa Shelly/Afton x Fem!Reader
This is an angsty make you feel like shit story, like I was physically and mentally in pain writing this. I'll make a fluff and cute one after this SORRY NOT SORRY š
Working nights at Freddy Fazbear's pizzeria isn't really anyone's dream job. I have been working here for a week or two, it could be worse just staring at a screen until 6am then leaving the creepy atmosphere. I look at the monitors, zoning off. I just got here so my shift just started, Yay, so excitingā¦Luckily the sheriff makes it better. Vanessa Shelly is probably the most gorgeous woman I've ever laid my eyes on, ever since she showed up at night, with her raincoat on I couldn't help getting a tiny crush on her...and that's all it was. Tiny.
Well, at least I had thought that was what it would beā¦I canāt help it, I didnāt mean to fall for her she just tripped me. Her doe eyes, her smile, her stern voice when I try and do something stupid or dangerous, her laugh and her voiceā¦fuck. I need to focusā¦ I'm working. I stop dozing off, finally paying attention to the monitors in front of me, mostly just staring at the outside camera, wondering if Vanessa would come in today. And look at that. Her cop car pulls up, my heart flutters as I see her walk up and buzz the buzzer, it's raining. Hard. So I speed walk and open the door, grinning. āHey Nessie!ā She smiles even wider at me, my heart flutters again. āHey y/n, can you let me in now, it's a little rainy.ā I laugh and step to the side, letting her in as I close the door, locking it again I can feel her staring at me. Turning around we walk to the showtime area. (forgot what its called donāt come at me, but y'know what i mean)
āWe should let the animatronics play some musicā She suggests as I nod as I stand up quickly and press the showtime button, they all start singing and playing songs. I sit back down where Vanessa is, making conversation. āSo how's your shift been today?ā She looks over at me making my stomach twist into knots, I try not to blush but it just makes it worseā¦thinking about not blushing with her staring at me. āOh just the normal stuff, beating up bad guys, solving crime and saving a bunch of people. All in a day's work.ā She jokes, shrugging and smiling. I laugh at her sarcasm, looking back over at the animatronics, who (perfect timing) just started playing āJust the Two of Us: By Grover Washington, Jr.ā I feel Vanessaās eyes on me, I look down, my heart racing. Fuck I should ask her to dance. āWanna dance?ā She said it first, to be honest I probably turned bright red, but that didnāt matter, I got to dance with my crush, I'm obviously gonna blush. I nod eagerly and stand up with her, she grabs ahold of my hand, her simple touch sending chills down my spine, she glides her hand across my back resting it there as we dance together, smiling and laughing.
The perfect moment, that I never want to end. God looking at her, being so close to her, I have to tell herā¦I have to shoot my shot but I just canāt bring myself to do it. We dance for a while, for at least a few songs, before something changes. A look in her eye that I ever slightly noticed but I still saw it with how intently I was looking into them. Her once happy and joyful eyes changed, to a melancholic, sad and maybe even confused look. I was just about to ask her if everything was alright until she stopped, the music kept playing but she just stopped, staring at me, not moving. āNess, is everything okay?ā I say worried, did I fuck something up? Did I do something wrong? āJustā¦stop y/n we canāt.ā She says and pulls her hands away, turning her head not looking at me any longer.Ā My heart tugs at me, it feels like my body is shutting down. āWhat, what do you mean?ā I reach out, grabbing her wrist. āNessie..?ā She whips around, shoving my hand away she seems angry but she's crying, and so that makes me start to cry.
āI wish you were a boy.ā No. No. No. No please no, this has to be fake, please let what she just said, not be trueā¦ please. I stare at her in disbelief, tears falling down my cheeks faster than ever. It feels like time is paused, it feels like everything is broken inside me, like all my organs, my bones my heart specifically turned to glass, and she just fucking broke it all with a hammer. I want nothing more than to curl up into a ball, to just stop, to just be done, but I love herā¦I have to try. āWhy..? Why does that matter I- I can be just as good as a guy.ā She looks at me, her eyes searching my heartbroken face, I canāt even hear the music anymore, Iāve drowned it out with her. āNo, I can'tā¦my father wouldnāt accept it and I justā¦I just can't. Why are you making this so difficult?ā āSo it's my fault? It's my fault you canāt just accept the fact that you like women?! Who cares if your father doesnāt like it, arenāt I worth it?ā I say, loud enough that the animatronics have now noticed, the music stopped, they are watching. āI-...I don't know.ā āYou don't?! You don't know? Thatā¦fuck Vanessaā¦ pleaseā¦ just..give me a chance?ā She steps closer to me, cupping my cheek with her hand. I try not to accept the comfort but it's all I need right now, so I unwillingly do. āY/N, I love youā¦but I donāt thinkā¦that I can, you justā¦I can'tā
āIām sorry I really am-ā āNo. Donāt do that, I donāt want your apologies, I donāt want this job anymore either, tell whoever owns this shit that I quitā¦I canāt see you anymore Ness, itāll hurt me more.ā I look at her once more, before turning my back and walking to the exit. Vanessa stares at me, tears still running down her cheek. āY/N, canāt we be friends, please I canāt lose you.ā I turn around, shaking my head. āNo, no donāt try to do that, I canāt just be friends with you, and you know that.ā I keep walking, she's following me, I unlock the door walking out into the cold, rainy night. Before I get to my car I feel Vanessa grab my wrist, spinning me around. Her lips connect with mine, a passionate kiss that lasts far too short, even then I wrap my hands around her neck, trying to deepen the kiss, forgetting all that just happened, she runs one hand through my soaked hair, and the other around my back.
I didnāt want anything else in the world, it was the best thing I'd experienced. Until we pulled away, and I saw the same look in her eyes, the same look that said, that I just wasn't worth it. I wasnāt worth the risk, nor the love or the fear. It turned from my favorite memory of my life, to the one that makes my heart shatter at the thought of it. āY/N..ā I turn around walking the last few steps to my car. āVanessa, however long it takes you to think I'm worth it, Iāll be waiting, I donāt know if you ever will, it could be 20 years till you realize it. I will always be waiting for you, even though right now. Iām just not worth it.ā
#fnaf vanessa x reader#vanessa shelly#vanessa afton#vanessa shelly x reader#vanessa afton x reader#vanessa afton angst
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KPTS fics under 10k that changed my brain chemistry
PART 1: KimChay
Inspired by @the-cookie-of-doom making a fic rec list, cause i was like hey! i like fics too! so here's a bunch of <10k word fics that altered the course of my life. i'm gonna do a few parts, so this first one is just kimchay. i tried to tag all the authors on tumblr but there was a couple i was unsure of so please lmk if they have an account for me to tag! (or if i fucked up any of the links cause you know tumblr was fighting me) <3 without further ado, and in no particular order:
Your last lie by saturnscoded @saturnscode (8182 words)
Not Rated. Creator chose not to use archive warnings. Summary:
In which Porchay's boyfriend cheats on him with Kimhan and he decides to take revenge. Or Things get out of control and Chay doesn't know how to stop.
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu- this fic oh my god i love this fic. GO READ THIS FIC RIGHT NOW. yknow when people are like "would you rather have a fic with amazing plot or amazing writing" GUESS WHAT BESTIE THIS ONES BOTH. GO READ IT.
Ringing Endorsements by bisexualbard @bisexualbard-writes (2556 words)
Rated G. No Archive Warnings. Summary:
Kim is not impulsive. Kim is a planner, a plotter, a researcher, and generally considers all angles of an action before he makes a move. Chay has always been the exception to his rules though, which is why heās not even surprised at himself when he walks out of the jewelry shop with an engagement ring barely a month after theyāve reconciled. The only problem is, he doesn't stop at just one.
i have shed so many tears to this fic. it hits the sappy romantic in me right in the fkn feels GOD it just hurts so good ITS NOT EVEN SAD it's just so good it makes me cry ššš
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heaven is a place (here, on your floor) by booksnchocolate @booksnchocolate (7020 words)
Rated E. No Archive Warnings. Summary:
They're going to have sex. Eventually. They're going to take their clothes off and Chay is going to explore all of Kim's glorious, glorious body with his hands and mouth and ā whew, he's going to need a cold shower. There's just one problem. Itās not a big deal, at first.
oh boy. what do i even say about this fic. i think about this fic a lot. like a LOT. it's so incredibly moving and emotional and ugh. just. perfect. no notes. i've cried at this and if i read it again right now i would cry again
Kim's Magic Pussy by imdeadlily @imdeadlily (8096 words)
Rated E. No Archive Warnings. Summary:
Kim wakes up and finds his dick is gone. MIA. Vanished. Displaced. Chay has no issues with this.
i'm a die-hard imdeadlily fan. i highly highly recommend everything they've written and this fic, THIS FIC. ITS SOOOO. just. go read it. you have to experience it yourself.
rainbow hanging over your head by IsleofSolitude @emberfaye (4174 words)
Rated T. No Archive Warnings. Summary:
Chay is crushing hard on Kim. That's the only reason it takes him awhile to realize kim's brothers are being weird.
this fic is the warm and fuzzy feeling you get when it's winter and you take a big blanket that like 10 times your size and you cuddle with your dog. that's this fic. i love this fic more than at least 90% of all things.
Pillow Talk by Atlas (xx_atlas_xx) @xxatlasxx (1427 words)
Rated E. No Archive Warnings. Summary:
Kim finds some time to himself while on tour as Wik, but gets interrupted by a phone call.
FOLLOWING THE TRANS KIM THEME WITH THIS MASTERPIECE. ive screamed all up in atlas' dms ab this fic and there is a REASON it was my most re-read fic of last year. sweet little trans!kim smut that i adore
drape myself with floral light by fern_tdvuh @fern-tdvuh (2080 words)
Rated T. No Archive Warnings. Summary:
"Kim feels like a sunflower ā he can't resist basking in Chay's light." How Kim and Chay recognize their love for each other via tattoos, and then share it with the world.
this fiiiIIIIIIIIIIIC GODDDDDDDD. i swoon. i SWOOOOOON over this fic. i simply do not even have the words. this fic hurts my bones, hurts down to my soul. so fucking good. 10/10
Do You Believe in Magic? by disast3rtransp0rt @disast3rtransp0rt (3407 words)
Rated T. No Archive Warnings. Summary:
Deadpool continues to breeze past the entire situation, as he usually does when heās in ātroubleā. In fact, āPool starts flirting even earlier into their banter than usual. āDid you hear the part where weāre soulmates, Spidey?ā āI actively ignored that bit, actually,ā Chay outright lies. Like a lying liar whose spandex is on fire. One hand is still on his hip, and he uses the other to gesture between the two of them. āWhat if weāre platonic soulmates?ā āThatās not how the spell works,ā Sabrina the Pain in Chayās Ass speaks up. āWe were hoping to summon Death, butāā
THIS FIC EEEEEEEE oh my god this was just so cute my heart simply could not take it. i read this after like, just, such an awful terrible day and it made me smile and god i love it. very special place in my heart for this fic.
i see rain but maybe they're all tears for you by OdeToFics @thestrangeillusion (5459 words)
Rated E. Creator chose not to use archive warnings. Summary:
Chay slumps back down onto the couch, picking up his controller where he'd abandoned it when there was a knock at his door. "Take your clothes off and then come here," he commands with a steady voice without even looking in Kim's direction. When his words are only greeted with silence from where Kim is still standing next to the door he'd just locked, Chay turns around to look at him and raises a challenging eyebrow at him. "W-what?" Kim stutters out and Chay feels a rush of satisfaction in making the always cool and collected Kim Theerapanyakun finally lose his resolve for once. "You said 'anything', did you not?" Chay asks coldly. ~~ Or: Chay wants Kim to be as vulnerable with him as he had always made himself for Kim. He wants to have someĀ controlĀ over Kim. He realises too late that he's in way over his head.
OOF this fic hurts so good. post canon kim having emotions, goodness gracious it HITS DIFFERENT. SAD ANGST PORN MY BELOVED. SMANGST IF YOU WILL
The Art of Persuasion by Zoiseaunoir (9226 words)
Rated E. No Archive Warnings. Summary:
Porchay really wants to top. Kim needs a little persuasion. ... or does he?
!!!!!! some top tier kimchay communication porn. i read this fic like seven times in the week i first discovered it AND YOU SHOULD TOO
Take Your Time (I Promise Not to Run) by WildelyDawn @wildelydawn (3637 words)
Rated E. Rape/Non-con. Summary:
āSomnophilia,ā Kim reads out loud. āA sexual interest in engaging in sexual activity with a sleeping person.ā Chay hadnāt said no to any of his desires so far. But this is different. This is taking without asking. Itās wrong. (Or: Kim discovers somnophilia and struggles to keep his desires to himself. Chay's there to guide him through it.)
fOOkin hell this fic, this whole series actually, actually actually everything by dawn but i digress. just like, jaw-dropping plot, beautifully written, and smutty on top of it?? just 10/10 fic overall, absolutely outstanding
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paying the price by IsleofSolitude @emberfaye (4133 words, ongoing)
Rated M. Creator chose not to use archive warnings. Summary:
Secure with the knowledge that Kim wonāt leave him again, Chay unblocked Kim and pressed the call button. (Alternatively, Chay fucks around and finds out. All magic comes with a price.)
:*) bro. this fic took my emotions and put them in a blender. the first chapter was jaw dropping and had me hooked, and the second chapter picked my jaw off the ground and stapled it back on with no novocain. my heart huuuuurts thinking about this fic /pos
I'd Rather Feel Pain Than Nothing At All by Sweet_William @sweet-william-writes (3108 words)
Rated E. Graphic Violence, Rape/Non-con. Summary:
Chay starts having graphic dreams where Kim attacks him. When he is faced with a real-life volatile Kim killing men in Hum Bar to protect him, he realises they were never nightmares. They were wet dreams. And now he's going to make those dreams a reality, whether Kim wants it or not.
yOWza bonowza this fic is a doozy /pos. author's note says "Because we need more awful kimchay fics <3" and sir you delivered!!!!!! spectacular and gasp-worthy, i couldn't stop thinking about it for like four days after reading it
Technicality by TheCookieOfDoom @the-cookie-of-doom (9136 words, ongoing)
Rated E. No Archive Warnings. Summary:
Kim is an OnlyFans model. Despite taking (literal) monster dildos up his ass on the regular, he is still, technically, a virgin.
now this one is just technically (ha) less than 10k, its 9k and ongoing but goddamnit im counting it because loooOORDD. this has almost all of my favorite tropes wrapped up in 9k of excellent writing and GOD it makes me feral like actually fr feral
K's Puppy Boy by Maenecoon @maenecoon (9944 words, ongoing)
Rated E. No Archive Warnings. Summary:
To be in Kās position, to garner the attention of people who'd pay to see him do more and go further into the depths of depravity. To feel wanted and needed and pleasured all while earning a bit of pocket money. It sounds like a dream. And so Chay's here now, attempting a stream of his own. ć¼ Or, Chay stumbles upon the prettiest camboy. Things go downhill from there.
OK THIS ONES ALSO JUST BARELY 10K BUT LISTEN. holy F LISTEN TO ME. go read this right now. this shit has me blushing and kicking my feet and chewing my arm off and SCREAMING OUT LOUD IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT god GOD ITS SO. ok yeah go read it.
#gonna make another one with other pairings sometime in the future#i already have a list of ones to include#pls send me all your <10k fic recs š#kimchay#kinnporsche the series#kinnporsche the series fic#fanfiction#fic recs
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Spin-off of my rockstar's girlfriend
Cast(s): Rockstar!Eren & Model!Reader
Cw: swearing, reader using she/her pronouns, slight hange x reader, food
A/n: haven't posted anything for months! hope you guys love this one<33
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yndaily OMG YOUR PUPPY ISNT A PUPPY ANYMORE. ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE WE SAW HER ON YOUR/EREN'S STORYš
ā³yourinstagram i know! but she's getting smarter and cuter. i love her so much, she's my girl:)
erenfan19 i dont see eren... soo the rumors are true?? :((
ā³ynfan24 girl, she's her own person and this is her insta. besides, that man is childish lmao. imagine unfollowing THE Y/N L/N just because she doesn't attend his concert in europe...
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justjared After getting unfollowed by her long-time boyfriend last week, Y/N L/N was spotted walking out of Oscar-winning costume designer Hange Zoe's apartment building this morning. New couple alert?
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ereyn.daily i'm happy if y/n's happyš„²
goddessyn cmon, we all know they've been friends for ages. stop spreading stupid rumor like this
erenfan20 not gonna believe anything till one of them confirm it in front of my face
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paradis.memes Thoughts?
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paradisfan7 Im not believing this shit
erenfan21 she doesnt wanna marry him, im cryingš
ā³paradisfan8 she once said she's jo march kinnieš
ā³ynfan25 How do you know she doesnāt wanna marry him? Maybe he doesn't wanna marry her? We donāt know what happened behind the curtain unless Y/N and Eren themselves actually comment on it .
erenfan22 guys, if you read the article that @people posted, at the end they said āReps for Jaeger and L/N have not commented on the breakup.ā
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paradisofficial Paradis World Tour. Antwerp. May, 2023.
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paradisfan9 YOU GUYS WERE SO AWESOMEšā¤ļø
paradisfan10 PLS PLS COME BACK TO ANTWERP ASAP. ALSO THE SURPRISE SONG?!? BED OF ROSES?!?
paradisfan11 so sad cant see you guys perform last nightš„²š
paradisfan12 if you guys dont cover ābed of rosesā on your Asia Tour, you're racist.
ā³paradisofficial We've agreed that every region will have different song to cover. Thank you for your supportš
ā³paradisfan12 OMG I WAS JOKING LMAO (i mean, not really)
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nicolo š¤
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conniespringer dude, what were you doing in the first pic
ā³sashablouse cause you're just a man š
yourinstagram dont wanna be a third wheel anymore...
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paradisupdatee New Setlist For Europe Tour! I've upgraded the playlist, link in bio.
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paradis.devil see you at accor arena tmrw!!
ā³paradisupdatee See you, bby<3
paradisfan13 the fact they didnt cover any song in northern europe countriesš
paradisfan14 I literally flew from brussels to london last month to see them perform AND THEY DIDNT SING BED OF ROSES?!? I WAS ROBBED!!
ā³paradisfan15 sameeee i attended some of their shows in us last year and they didn't cover any song š
paradisfan16 is this eren's way to confirm the breakup rumors?š
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yourinstagram the rumors are terrible and cruel...
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ynln.jpg dont tell me you're in paris...
taylorswift but honey, most of them are trueš¤
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ā³yourinstagram patiently waiting for 1989 (Taylor's Version)šš
ā³ynfan25 soo the rumors are true?š„²
ā³ereyn.daily i'm in spain without s
ereyn.exposing Whatever ereyn does is only for promo. It's a fact that eren is not going to follow y/n or ever going to post her picture on his Instagram again.
ā³yourinstagram seems like you guys have been talking about this and tag me in a few posts everyday. but now please, i beg you to stop. it's just negative, i really have no hard feelings towards you. i just know what a beautiful world there is to go out and live in instead of trying to dissect a relationship between two people that you don't even know. i don't need his follow, my name is permanently tattooed to his arm. This is my final comment on this, but i want you to know that it's not meant to offend you. just hoping you can find something else in life to be inspired by xx
ā³erenfan23 OMG OMG OMG YESS YOU TELL THEM QUEEN
ā³ynfan26 FINALLY PEOPLE COULD SHUT THEIR MOUTH NOW. THESE "EXPOSING" ACCOUNTS ARE ANNOYING AF
ā³erenfan24 I think you should've messaged them, instead of calling them out publicly like this. no offense, still love you tho
ā³yourinstagram i see why you think that ought to have been a direct message, and i agree. i just didn't considered it. it's all really frustrating, and i'm only human... you guys understand how hurtful assumptions like this can be, especially when they are made about someone i care about a lot. if you guys care about him too, you'll eventually realize that we are on the same team. i apologize if it came off as impolite or rude. i was simply attempting to start a conversation so people would realize that their statements were painful rather than just an "anonymous confession." this cruel internet culture has no benefit for society as a whole.Ā
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ereynpost āYou guys are crazy, you know that? No... I donāt think my girlfriend and I need another dog for now. What about you, Jean?ā ā Eren laughs as he answers a fan's sign.
USHSSUDSHDUAJSYSHS GUYSSS THE RUMORS ARENT TRUEEEE THEY'RE STILL TOGETHER OMFG!!!!
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its.ereyn Girl, I almost deactivate this account
ā³ereynpost PLS, SAMEš
ynfan27 OMG MY EREYN HEARTTT
erenfan25 PARENTS OMGššš
ynfan28 I can die in peace now, thanks
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erenjaeger My love, my lady, the most precious human on this earth. I'm really grateful because we have an incredibly meaningful, loving, and fun relationship. As you guys know, this world is cruel and I'd do anything to make her the happiest, but I've failed to do it. I personally love it when people make assumptions or speculations about me, because I know they all wrong. But when people start to say something hurtful to my woman, I can't tolerate it.
Six years of relationship and we have never ever broken up, not even once, if that's what you all really want to know. She's my present and future, she's the one who teaches me how forever feels. The love I have for her only gets stronger and bigger, it's crazy to think about it. Thank you for all the love and support, we really appreciate it.
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erenfan26 I TOLD YOU ALL THEY'RE ENDGAME
ynfan29 how to find myself a man like youš
erenfan27 oh he is, he really is in loveš„¹ā¤ļø
yndaily the fact that i'll never experience this type of love hurts a lot. but i couldnt be more happier for you twoš
jeankirschtein ngl, at first i did believe you two broke up
ā³erenjaeger bro, fuck off
ā³erenfan28 LMAO JEANNNN, IM CRYINGGššš
ereyn.daily As iconic as David Bowie and Imanā¤ļø
ā³yourinstagram thank you, but I don't deserve this compliment. also, your comment will boost eren's ego, he'll think he's as good as him
ā³erenjaeger why would you say that:(
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#the fact that this insta au inspired by taylor and joe's break up news lol#im sad...#aot x reader#aot x female reader#aot x you#aot x y/n#aot smau#snk x reader#snk x female reader#snk x y/n#snk smau#eren x reader#eren x fem!reader#eren x y/n#eren x you#eren smau
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Do you remember how I said I won't be watching s3? Yes, I'm a lying liar through andĀ throughĀ lolĀ myĀ sister said let's watch it and I love watching movies or TV shows with her, andĀ tbhĀ weĀ had a good laughšš
OkayĀ so here are my thoughts:
First of all: KATE AND ANTHONY. Omg they're everything to me!! They were only in one episode but they made that episode theirs. I just love seeing them blissfully happy and living in their own bubble. I'm both sad and glad they were only in one episode. Because I wouldn't put it past the writers to give them some unnecessary drama and conflict. At the same time their screen time was so little... I suppose we can't have it all :')
Francesca. Omg I love her so much. I already loved her from the booksĀ butĀ the show? God, she's so cute and beautiful.Ā Hannah played herĀ to perfectionĀ andĀ I'm glad she's the new Francesca.Ā Even when you read the books, that's how you imagine Fran's character. Both she and Kate have a special place in my heart.
John...Ā my godĀ JohnĀ is here. And I'm already too attached to him. I can't- Listen, IĀ know my heart will break when his time comes. The actor wasĀ suchĀ a good choice for his characterĀ andĀ I was on the verge of crying whenever he appeared with Fran. She was always so happy to see him. I never thought two characters/actors could have this much chemistry while sittingĀ in silence.Ā GODĀ I LOVE THEMĀ andĀ I'm ready for heartbreak :D We still have no MichaelĀ butĀ I'll keep hoping for him to appear becauseĀ myĀ god...Ā Francesca's bookĀ is filledĀ with angstĀ IĀ justĀ hope when it's her turn, they do it justice<3
I actually enjoyed Eloise and Cressida. I never thought I'd say thisĀ butĀ I did!! I know they made 180 changes about her character in the new seasonĀ butĀ I don't really care lolĀ IĀ justĀ hope she works it out with DeblingĀ soĀ at leastĀ she'll be free from her parents.
People keep saying they don't like Eloise this seasonĀ butĀ she'sĀ soĀ much better than me. I would've been so much worse...Ā The first thing I would've done was give Pen's name to the queenĀ butĀ she kept it this whole time and was actually worried about Pen...Ā she was kind enough to a person who ruined her and her family, not once but twice.
There are too many side plots in this season.Ā LikeĀ I don't want to be patheticĀ butĀ we've been saying that since s2Ā andĀ y'allĀ called us delusional and said to be grateful because it was more than enough. But now that I see even Polin fans have a problem with this seasonĀ makesĀ me so happy and sad at the same time. Because when this happened to your favs, it's a real issue...
I love LD and QC friendship so much!! And QC & Brimsly. These friendships were more shaped since QC spin-offĀ andĀ I really enjoyed it.
It'sĀ obviousĀ to meĀ that they don't know what to do with Ben's plot lol. Because creating these unnecessary original characters isĀ doingĀ a disadvantage to the whole show. I really hope we see Sophie this season.Ā
OkayĀ I've avoided the inevitable as much as I couldĀ lolĀ so let's talk about the main couple:
They have no chemistry.Ā I know some might not agree with meĀ butĀ there'sĀ no chemistry for me.Ā It has always been like this since s1. At least I don't feel anything special between them. Nicola isĀ a wonderfulĀ actorĀ and isĀ carrying the whole ship on her shouldersĀ andĀ I said what I said.Ā
Luke wasn't good at portraying Colin at all. He has no charisma and is trying too hard. I'm not talking about his character wanting to be something he's not but talking about the acting in general, so don't come for me with that argument. They really tried to make him like Anthony but failed miserably.Ā WhichĀ is sad because evenĀ thoĀ I haven't read their book, heĀ inĀ otherĀ booksĀ wasĀ absolutelyĀ my favorite side character.Ā Me and my sister were laughing our asses off at some of his actings like sir...Ā plsĀ don'tš I'm being super meanĀ omg
The pacing of their relationship was weird. WhenĀ heĀ proposed toĀ herĀ I was so shockedĀ likeĀ in episode 4? Already? Then I rememberedĀ inĀ s1Ā we had the same situationĀ butĀ inĀ s1Ā it felt right. It wasn't weird or felt too soon or too late, itĀ was right. With Polin, everything felt out of order. I think they didn't want to focus much on building it up because they felt they already did in the pastĀ 2Ā seasonsĀ butĀ it just felt off in the end. They weren't even together much on screen to feel like it's building up!! There was no arcĀ orĀ if itĀ was,Ā it was too subtle that if youĀ blinkĀ you'll miss it.
The other problem with their plot was the similarity between s1 and s3. Simon was trying to help Daphne to find a husbandĀ andĀ Colin is doing the same thing.Ā ExceptĀ s1Ā mainĀ trope was Fake DatingĀ andĀ s3 was Friends to Lover.
Which brings me to another reason whyĀ I didn't likeĀ s3.Ā Friends to Lovers trope. Honestly, this is aĀ meĀ problem. I've never liked this trope at all. I really tried to change my mind about it, like reading books with this tropeĀ butĀ most of the time I'm left unsatisfied or hating the book. Unfortunately, s3 was no different. This trope always comes off as unpassionate for me. Which I thinkĀ it'sĀ the trope.Ā Because it's supposed to be cute and subtleĀ andĀ I'mĀ not sure it'sĀ reallyĀ my thing.Ā SoĀ IĀ guess theĀ majorĀ reason for my dislike of this season is the trope.
There wereĀ 2Ā fkn scenes of Colin participating in a threesome...Ā That was so fkn badĀ likeĀ I can't believe this just happened. And one of them was after he kissed Penelope...Ā I don't care that he didn't continueĀ but...Ā OUGHĀ itĀ gave the ick so bad, IĀ didn't even watch it, Ā just fast-forwarded it.
That carriage scene was okay-ish? It didn't leave me breathless like the Kanthony scenes did.Ā TbhĀ s2Ā left me in a shamble with how much emotions I felt with those two. But with s3, I had the exact opposite feeling toward the main couple.
Anyway, I think this season, revealing LW's identity was their priorityĀ whichĀ is why they weren't so focused on the romanceĀ (?)Ā idkĀ but I feel like part 2 won't be any different than part 1Ā andĀ they'reĀ gonnaĀ throw some sex scenes to make it up for the romance lol
ps: I know I said s4Ā willĀ be Benedict's and I still think it will be but if they decide to make it Francesca's? Oh, I wouldn't mind at all!!Ā
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Flufftober 23
Prompt: comfort Food
Pairing: Wanda x Reader
Warnings/tags: FLUFF, very bad jokes, very, very bad cooking on reader's part, gagging, pet name/term of endearment (Honey)
Summary: Wanda is feeling homesick and you make an attempt to cheer her up. Word count: 1k
A/N: sorry sorry - I had a job interview Thursday morning so I've been prepping for it. And then i realised i skipped an ENTIRE prompt by accident šš Anywho - enjoy ! - Love, Grem x
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If anyone had asked you why you were attempting to cook paprikash at 2am in the compound kitchen, you didn't know how you'd respond.
If the kitchen survived your cooking, that is.
You'd only managed to set one dish rag on fire so far (and begged FRIDAY not to sound the fire alarm) as well as burning your peppers. Because making your own paprika was 'so easy' according to Sokovia4eva29 on Reddit. It was not.
However, you knew it'd be worth it to see Wanda smile.
That's what kept you going past midnight. You wanted to surprise her with a taste of home. She'd been sullen and homesick all week and you could no longer stand to see her so sad and withdrawn. You'd browsed Pinterest, blogs and Reddit until finding a recipe you deemed worthy of following.
However, 3 hours into cooking, you realised you must have gone wrong somewhere because the paprikash you had made was foul. There was too much salt and you didn't know how to fix it. Three hours of work and prep wasted.
You didn't want to even think about the waste of money or food.
You could cry. You really could. You try it again just to make sure it's as disgusting as you think it is, and it turns out you were correct on you first assumption and gag into the sink. You run the cold water and watch it swirl in the drain. How could you have messed it up so colossally?
"Y/N?"
You jump ten feet in the air at the voice behind you and you're about to call for FRIDAY until you realise it's Wanda. She's stood in her pyjamas, weary-eyed and an empty glass in her hand.
"Oh, hey Wands," You say, trying to be nonchalant at her sudden appearance. "Coming to look for microchips for Vis?"
She gives you a wry smile but doesn't laugh, she only wiggles her glass. "Just water."
You kick yourself internally and move aside to let her fill her glass. "Sorry," You grumble. "That was a stupid joke."
"It was. But don't worry about it." She waves a hand dismissively, turning the faucet off and sipping at her cold water. Then her nose scrunches and her brows furrow as she tries to place the aroma of whatever abomination you had cooked. "What's that smell?"
"Ah," You say, trying to hide your embarrassment. "That would be my..." your brain falters. You definitely would not call what you made food. You don't think it would count as edible. "Biohazard."
"Your biohazard?" Wanda cracks a smile. "What do you mean?"
You can feel your cheeks grow warm at her smile and you smile back, awkwardly shifting on your feet. "Well, I tried cooking."
"Cooking?"
"Yeah."
"Cooking what?"
"...paprikash." You say quietly with a small shrug.
Wanda's face brightens immediately and your heart flips. But your stomach drops when she asks to try it.
"That's not a good idea, Wands." Your voice is slightly pleading, your eyes silently begging her not to try it. You're terrified she'll keel over, not even considering the fact she'd never speak to you again for committing such an atrocity that is supposed to be her national dish.
"Please? I'm sure it'll be fine." She bats her eyelashes at you, and you know you can't win. You sigh and grab a spoonful of the poor paprikash imitation and hand it to her.
"Don't say I didn't warn you." You say, watching as she blows on the spoon gently before popping it into her mouth.
"It's... mm.." You can tell by the look on her face she's trying to find something good about the dubious food you've summoned in the saucepan. Nothing about what you have made is remotely natural. Or delicious. "It's good."
"Don't humour me." You immediately retort, grinning madly. "It's disgusting."
"It's not - ugh-" Wanda gags and gives you an apologetic look. "Sorry. Yes. Yes it is. How did you manage to make it so bad?"
"I don't know!" You throw your hands to your head looking distraught. "I followed the recipe to the t."
"Can I see it?"
You nod, handing her your phone with the recipe open on the browser. Wanda takes a moment to scan the recipe, nodding along in approval before frowning.
"How much salt did you use?" Her lips twitch and you very shrewdly say you followed the recipe instructions.
"And how much was that?" She probes again, smiling a little more. The dawning realisation that you may have measured the unit of salt wrong is finally sinking in, and you look at her wide eyed, biting your lip.
"A... a tablespoon." You murmur quietly. Wanda bursts into a fit of giggles.
"A tablespoon?" She guffaws. "Honey, no - it says teaspoon." She turns the phone towards you, her finger pointing at three little letters that clearly say tsp. In your tired haze you must have misread it but that doesn't halt your embarrassment.
"Teaspoon..." You say airily and nod at her. "That... makes a lot more sense than tablespoon."
Wanda grins at you, not even trying to hide her amusement. "It does. Why were you making paprikash at 2am anyway? You could have asked me to help you at a reasonable hour tomorrow?"
Wanda tilts her head at you curiously, watching you fidget under her gaze.
"I - uh - well," You clear your throat. "I wanted it to be a surprise."
"A surprise?"
"Yeah. For you," You give her a sheepish smile and she looks surprised for a moment before breaking into another sweet smile. "I know you've been feeling homesick recently and I wanted to cheer you up." You cast a glance at the saucepan and grimace. "I'm sorry it's... well, just plain awful."
Wanda chuckles again and her eyes are a little brighter than they've been all week. "It was still a nice surprise so thank you anyway."
"You think so?" You say, your heart leaping to attention.
Wanda nods. "I do. Even if it's the worst paprikash ever made." She grins over at you again, and you swear you could melt on the spot. "I can probably fix it. How about we do that tomorrow?"
"Really? I'd love that." You beam excitedly at her. "And I promise not to ruin paprikash ever again."
"I'll hold you to that." Wanda's eyes twinkle from behind her glass as she takes one final sip. "Goodnight Y/N. See you tomorrow."
"Night, Wands." You give her a small wave goodbye, practically buzzing with excitement for tomorrow. Maybe cooking isn't as bad as you thought after all.
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Would it be okay to ask you for jdrama recs? Coming from someone who hasn't watched a single jdrama in their life š Kind of a jdrama starter pack please? ā¤ļø
*sweats nervously once again* bc as I said before I honestly donāt like to rec things bc I think my taste is all over the place... š and I'm not one who really pays attention or think about the faults of dramas. I just watch and enjoy (most of the time) lol. It also has only been almost four years for me with watching jdramas so I feel like I'm still pretty new to them haha. but I will try~ and what I mention is honestly more of ones I enjoyed the most watching and can remember!
okaaay! if you want to start out v short and sweet w some š¦'s i have two favorite drama specials š
ā Tadashi Koi no Hajimekata (2023) | episodes:Ā 01. genres:Ā romance, youth. Ā» there's only one episode but with two different versions! the name mentioned above is the first version and then tadashi koi no hajimekata: horoama? horoniga? date hen is the second version. it basically the same but shows the perspective of the two male leads with additional scenes! i just loved the pairing of mako and eita and their chemistry was soo good and fun. i am still v sad it wasn't an actual full length drama š and the song that played at the end of date version was on repeat for months! 10/10 reccomend āØ
ā An no Ririkku: Sakuragi An Haiku Hajimetemimashita (2021) | episodes:Ā 02. genres:Ā drama, youth. Ā» i remember enjoying this one a lot it was definitely one of my favorite watches in 2021! since this one isn't the freshest in my memory (i have the worst memory fr) i can't say much but i swear i was obsessed w this special and the leads back in 2021!! š
before i get into mentioning actual full-length dramas i'll mention my two favorite jmovies that i actually physically own :)) so if you're interested in watching a movie before diving into dramas š
ā Murder at Shijinso (2019) | duration: 2hr. 0 min. genres: horror, mystery, thriller, youth. Ā» i love this dumb (affectionately) silly movie so much!! it might also be because i love the main actress hamabe minami but it's definitely just a fun murder mystery to watch :D
ā You're Not Normal, Either! (2021) | duration: 1hr. 38 min. genres: comedy, romance, drama. Ā» i enjoyed this one a lot!!! obviously since i also went out of my way to own it haha. but yeah my reviews for literally everything i like is "i enjoyed it" š
but seriously i did šāāļø
now for dramas!! i'll mention my two all time faves then ones i remember enjoying the most! š
ā Talio Fukushu Daiko no Futari (2020) | episodes: 07. genres: comedy, law, mystery. Ā» it's been three years since it aired and i'm still crying about it š it's the one drama i never shut up about and think about all the time. it's my favorite drama of all time like nothing throughout the years has had a hold on me since!! (what i've previously said about it~) | the way both leads played off each other and their chemistry was just- a++ the soundtrack for the drama was also such a treat and the vibes matched it so well! the vibes of the whole drama though!! I think it was also shot beautifully. and the consistency (!!! the way they kept things going even the smallest details !!!) throughout was something i really appreciated and looked forward too :ā) i really be missing it everyday... </3 | i literally have a talio collection that i finally completed a few months ago š„¹ i have the dvd, cd, vinyl, and the magazine the leads were on the cover of š«¶
ā Itsuka, Nemuri Ni Tsuku Hi (2019) | episodes: 06.Ā genres: fantasy, friendship, supernatural, youth. Ā» this one still makes my heart hurt whenever i think about it and i just simply love it to pieces. it really has left an lasting impression on me. short and bittersweet. š¤
dramas that are romance focused š
ā Koi wa Tsuzuku yo Doko Made mo (2020) | episodes: 10.Ā genres: comedy, medical, romance. Ā» ahh so i think this was my first jdrama i watched!?! i honestly cant remember if i watched any before this bc this was the first jdrama i actually made gifs of so i'm going off of that as it being the first haha. but if you want something nice and fun to watch with romance at the forefront this is for youuu! bc i feel like most of my recs aren't romance heavy! and i just remember being obsessed with the leads and pretty sure it's what made me continue to watch jdramas š«£
āĀ AnimalsĀ (2022) |Ā episodes:Ā 08 (+ 2 specials).Ā genres:Ā business, romance, drama. Ā» loved loved loved this drama! one out of the five favorite dramas i watched in 2022!! great friendships, great message, funny and sweet moments, lovely leadā umi-chan i miss youuu. š¤§
āĀ Oshi ga Joshi ni Narimashite (2023) |Ā episodes:Ā 12.Ā genres: comedy, drama, romance. Ā» definitely one of the funnest and sweetest drama i watched last year and suzuki airi (female lead) it's just such soo good, love her acting! she's also the lead in the drama animals i previously mentioned! pure rom-com with great chemistry!! āØ
ā Kieta Hatsukoi (2021) | episodes: 10.Ā genres: comedy, romance, youth. Ā» high school setting with romance/friendship being the focus!! all the characters are so likable and it was such a cute and fun watch!!
āĀ Ore no Kawaii wa Mousugu Shohikigen!?Ā (2022) |Ā episodes:Ā 09.Ā genres:Ā comedy, romance. Ā» easy fun and cute watch with great leads!!
dramas with all other kinds of genres (w hints of romance) āØ
ā Bishoku Tantei Akechi Goro (2020) | episodes: 09.Ā genres: comedy, food, mystery, thriller. Ā» ooh i was obsessed w the leads of this one as well LOL. idk i really had so much fun watching this one and i loved main female lead a lot. š also it had some really funny moments š
ā Toki wo Kakeru Bando (2020) | episodes: 10.Ā genres: comedy, music, romance, sci-fi Ā» #wasnt expecting any crying to happen going into this drama š© #miura shohei's performance though?? AMAZING #he had me in tears every time #ryo i love u #not that it's similar but this reminds me of itsuka nemuri ni tsuku hi š¤§ | tags from a post i posted when i watched yeah š
āĀ Dr. WhiteĀ (2022) |Ā episodes:Ā 10 (+ 1 special).Ā genres:Ā comedy, drama, medical, mystery. Ā» also another favorite from my five favorite dramas watched in 2022! even though it wasn't finished being subbed until last year i still very much enjoyed what eps i watched back then! like i really looked forward to every episode and soo grateful the subber decided to finish it and subbed the special as well! i might be bias because i love hamabe minami who's the female lead (and is in two other things i mentioned above lol) but all the characters are v likable and they all have great chemistry together! plus i enjoyed the v subtle hint of romance between the two mains like it isn't really there but it is and i was quite satisfied with the ending. š«¶
āĀ Ryosangata Riko: Puramo Joshi no Jinsei Kumitate Ki (2022) |Ā episodes:Ā 10.Ā genres:Ā business, drama, life. Ā» i adore the lead so much, she's the cutest! i find this one to be such a fun and relaxing watch! and there's a cute little hint of romance which was soo good to me and wish we got more of them. š there's also a second season: Ryosangata Riko: Mou Hitori no Puramo Joshi no Jinsei Kumitate ki / with same cast members but set in a new universe that just aired last year!
ā Okaeri MoneĀ (2021) |Ā episodes:Ā 120.Ā genres:Ā life, drama, romance. Ā» the number of episodes might scare you but this drama is an asadora (morning drama) which is only 15 minutes per episode! so if you're looking for a longer watch about life with a bit of romance i 10/10 recommend checking it out!! yes hello i always miss them š
what i'm currently watching āļø
ā Uchi no Bengoshi wa Te ga Kakaru (2023)|Ā episodes:Ā 11.Ā genres: comedy, law, mystery. Ā» i totally have a thing for law and mystery dramas lol. but i've been enjoying this one a lot and recommend if you want something fun but somewhat serious to watch! and if you just like law dramas like mee š
ā Nanyobi ni Umareta no (2023) |Ā episodes:Ā 09.Ā genres: drama Ā» this one is keeping me really interested and is definitely a type of drama i haven't really watched much of?? it's engaging, surprising and the actors are great! i feel like most dramas i mentioned are easy going ones to watch besides a few so this one is the latter!
+ special mention if you wanted to watch something base on an manga w anime-like feel ā
ā Kishibe Rohan wa Ugokanai (2020 - 2022) |Ā seasons: 03, episodes:Ā 03, 03, 02. + a movie Rohan au Louvre (2023)Ā genres: horror, fantasy, mystery, thriller, supernatural. Ā» i had been watching since the first one came out in 2020 and i didn't think we would be getting a season every year since and then even a movie! definitely check out if you're in the mood for creepy mystery with pleasing visuals + great outfits!
yeaaah that's it from me! āļø i feel like this isn't much of a starter pack-friendly list since it's kind of all over the place sorry š but hope even just one peaks your interest!!
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