#i'm sick of being sad

[nonborderlinary]

i'm sad dude

[a-map-of-gays]

Jack Shephard is like. All he wants to do is fix people because maybe that will make up for the fact that he couldn't fix his father. He never wanted to be in charge but he will do anything to protect them. He'll let the island kill him if he knows the others made it to safety. He drinks when he can't handle his emotions because that's what his dad did and he knows it's wrong but he doesn't know any other way to cope. He plays golf and he hugs his friends. He tells everyone he has terrible bedside manner but treats them so gently. He doesn't know how to be in love. He gets scared and he gets jealous and he doesn't know how to try. He reads Aaron bedtime stories. He messes with Sawyer over his vision. He pointed a gun at John's head and pulled the trigger. He's a mess and he makes mistakes and he does terrible things but he's trying he's trying he's trying and one day he'll learn how to fix it. One day he'll learn how to fix himself.

[beneathsilverstars]

if i failed to protect my kid during the apocalypse and they almost died wandering on their own but got rescued by a team of four competent, battle-experienced adults who cared about them very much and made them feel less scared and useless but refused to let them fight, i think that would be a pretty decent outcome and i'd be pretty okay with it. sure i could dream up a better situation but there's a hell of a lot of worse ones too.

[hikarry]

Btw, props to the people that work with David's hair in Good Omens, especially season 2

As someone with the same exact hair lengt of our fellow demon, Satan knows how fucking hard and annoying it is to defeat gravity and make the top part actually stay...up, ya know

Season 1 was not that hard cause his hair is considerably shorter, so: shorter hair is quite easier to get to stay up right

Longer hair tho

I pay tribute to all the hours I've spent with blowdryer in one hand and snapping my fingers with the other to try and perform some type of miracle, cause God damn (it does look hella sick when it works tho)

Anyway, all this to say: I have now concrete proof being sick and emulating Crowley DOES NOT MATCH

I've been laying here with a damp towel on my forehead in prayers it will somehow help break my fever and this bitch not only ain't helping, it has been sucking the red out of my hair for hours now and it has turned from white to pink

This virus I caught God knows how is literally sucking the vibe out of me

[wingedaches]

assassin's apprentice // royal assassin // fool's quest

[gloomydiary]

I'm so broken I don't feel anything, I just feel bad I can't cry I can't even describe the pain because I don't feel it but I know it's there

[qu4kerider]

“I hate them.”

ARCANE S02E01 & STAR WARS: EPISODE II - ATTACK OF THE CLONES

[sarcasticsciencefictionwriter]

My emotions need to leave me the fuck alone, I don't know how much more I can take. 😣

[flowery-laser-blasts]

Shego, checking Drakken's temperature: Wow Doc, by the way you're burning up with this fever, you'd think you would...

Drakken: I would what, Shego?

Shego: Turn from blue to healthy shade of pink or red?

Drakken: DOES MY HEAD LOOK LIKE A GIANT THERMOMETER TO YOU!? *starts coughing up a storm*

[screaming--agony]

Dear Diary,

It’s the same shit on a deeper level on a different day.

[simplepotatofarmer]

i miss techno. :(

[facefullofsadness]

does anyone else's seasonal depression just get like, REALLLLYYYY BADDDDD?? typically I love christmas but 1, christmas didn't really christmas this year and 2, like a lot of bad things have happened for me this past year and recently that have just taken away from my happiness completely, resulting in, you guessed it! a really bad depressive episode.

that being said I'm really lonely hahahahha!!.... so anyways, does anyone wanna be friends? casual conversations, yap sessions, games (league usually but I'll concede and play val; also mc, ror2, am interested in re series and sh2, and more), music discussions (kpop and beyond), idk, js be cool? I don't have a lot of moots (or any) that I can share interests w, my irls are all gamer normies. gay, yes! for aespa, nope :<

[coldlikethestars]

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[errantgoat]

I said goodbye to Bomboś today. Up until yesterday I could see he was still fighting, trying to sleep it off. Yesterday he suddenly became more lucid than he's ever been during the entire illness and today morning he went to his cat bed and just crashed. I had to let him go because I was just prolonging his suffering at this point.

Goodnight my sweet Bibu.

[theflyingfeeling]

...😭

[rimouskis]

actually seeing sid crack would be, like, deeply upsetting don't get me wrong, but I'd also feel validated in how I feel AND it would provide enough drama for people to take our Angst seriously