#i'm really excited for this one tbh

[chronicowboy]

wip wednesday

i have finished the safe haven baby fic she shall be out tomorrow at dawn (midday) but you can have a tiny little snippet from the no rizz kink fic for @jamietarts

It all starts in the station parking lot the morning after their second date—it just kind of spirals from there. Eddie follows him out to his Jeep, which isn't entirely unheard of, but the jittery energy that's been emanating from him for the last few hours of their shift is completely uncharacteristic. It sets Buck on edge. He's grown, he's back in therapy, he's learnt to trust Eddie with his heart as well as his back, but there's always going to be that quiet little voice telling him that Eddie's about to call things off between them.

Except...

Well, that's not what happens.

"Okay, I understand why Hen and Chim get so irritated when my leg bounces in the engine now," Buck mutters as he turns to face his shadow. Eddie blinks at the sudden attention, shoulders hunching.

"H-hi, Buck," he says.

"Hi, Eddie," Buck says slowly. "Want to tell me why you've been following me around like a little duckling?"

tagging my usual beloveds @danielsousa @binickmiller @shitouttabuck @butchdiaz @try-set-me-on-fire <33

[megaawkwardhuman]

dedicating this out of touch thursday to paul simms :]

[ryllen]

"I decided it's my break day today, Oh coincidentally, I'm gonna sit here, and watch you work." also it's too cute how Nemo just came run at me whenever i sat on a bench

[r-aindr0p]

Design idea I scavenged from a sketchbook to flesh out the design + add a story to it !

He became a cardinal so far (after ~ 140 years of patience bribing and showcasing his spiked flails) and wants to become the pope for nefarious reasons and because he's bored. Talks to his weapons and has no idea he's probably not human. (Never questioned its own identity)

[every-sanji]

[hawkinslibrary]

Stranger_Things time to hit rewind. we're taking a look back on our time in Hawkins #strangerthingsday

upsidedownpictures have you seen Will Byers?

[galoogamelady]

Hey, might be a bit of an odd question. Have you had a chance to dive into Starfield? Will there be a Buttons IN SPAAACCCCEEE!?

I'll be honest, I've seen a bit of Starfield (Cam bought it) and I'm not impressed. Can't say I've expected anything different either unfortunately, with how Bethesda has been conducting business lately. I don't feel any particular way about it and I doubt I'll be playing it anytime soon.

[boxwinebaddie]

uncle neen!!! welcome back omg i was so sad to see u disappear </3 hyh !!! i had a question i asked last time but i was wondering since ur rewriting ur fics, are u planning on posting them on tumblr? or on ao3? pls be kind to urself too<33

good MORNING, lovie!!!!~ <3 c':

( or whatever time it is, where you are at the moment! )

i'm very excited to announce that you are my very FIRST new ask message on my brand new blog!

( teri is my first follower; ly ter. <33 o//3//o )

***long overdue UN ramble-bramble under the cut. xx

i /do/ miss my six hundred bajillion ask memes and am mourning the loss of all my online creations and great joys as a deranged southpark fanfiction author and the legacy i built with my tiny, gay weird hands

( i will go into it another time, but i had a very, very frightening bipolar episode surrounding my blog and my role on here as a writer, friend and mentor to you all, deleted all my things in a horrible panic, was able to recover them...but in the -- what i hope is the *very last* -- after shock of my episode...i got very scared, very sad and deleted both my dearly treasured and beloved, beautifully cult followed by many of you and other ghosts of sp style fanatics past ao3 account**

**( with peppermint on it at 13k likes which...oh my god, please be gentle with me, that was a very, very hard blow and rough realization for me and i am sorry to everyone who loved that fanfiction and wanted to go back and read it for posperity and personal comfort...i miss her too; rest in peace, pep, my first born. my sweet girl. </3 )

...and most tragically of all, i deleted my tumblr blog, with over one hundred pages of carefully curated content surrounding my sp aus, your lovely, insightful and thoughtful questions and inquiries, also typed with your tiny, weird gay hands answered, in turn, with mine, torched the ev. of those memories in the final blast and lost my window into your world through that medium...

...which is literally heartbreaking to me, because more than even my silly fanfictions or my blog, what i loved to do, was talk to all of you and read your wonderful messages each day and remind myself of why i should be here and continue to do what i do. </333 :'''c

BUT! my darlings, as ravenstan would say, 'it's always darkest before crimson dawn', for the very first time in several weeks ( which, i fear, and i was, full of fear and horrible self loathing/dread every waking and nightmarish moment ), last night, i cried for a very, very, very, long time, held myself together in the broken places -- told myself and the girl i was that i loved her and i was going to take care of us and be brave -- and broke the fever ( a little off key like jersey kyle, but very lovely nonetheless; love you tone deaf king. x my sboyf. )

today, i woke up this morning and slept...PEACEFULLY and woke up PERFECTLY HAPPY AND RESTED...

AND SMILED. QUITE. WIDE!!!!~ :D

and that is a baby step, but it is a step in the right direction and also almost wanted to make me weep like a baby again because i literally have not felt happy or like i do not hate myself for like, i shit you not, over like 15-20 days...it was frightening and fucking horrible! SLAY!

nevertheless ( or the most, finally ) i am excited to welcome in a new era/year of change on my blog and within myself; which is an era of peppermint flavored 'hope i'm healing' in a delicious rem(ember) font.

unfortunately, because i nuked my ao3 account, i do not currently one atm, but am in the process of recovering it.

( i'm not condoning any kind of rude/uncivilized behavior bc people are allowed to do anything they want -- but i'd really like to get my user back and would appreciate it a lot if no one used it to create another ao3 account just because it would be confusing for my readers and disheartening to me to not be boxwinebaddie anymore. )

until then, i will be writing/drafting rem(ember) in my messy google docs, am storyboarding everything to the best of my ability ( which is not perfect, but nothing is -- except stan and kyle to each other -- but god loves a trier, which is why he hates me: i prefer hell where it's drier -- that way my girlfail guylinea will not run. xx )

KALE SEITAN! ;)

posting little snippets of it on here for all of you, probably put it here on my tumblr and post it up to ao3 if i can regain my account/one in general ( i am a little worried that because of how long it's been, the loss of all my followers and, what i assume, is a decreased public or tiktok generated interest in sp, it will do poorly; rip </3 )

-- but the point is...that i want to start doing stuff for myself now. and not because i think i should or create unnecessary stress/sadness surrounding my strength or weakness as a writer or person ( or like, beat the living shit out of myself every single day anymore )...

...so i am writing it slowly, carefully, synthesizing all the info i gathered from over a year of answering your questions ( which helped me develop my sp au styles and their worlds into the lovely, seemingly breathing paper machslayed things they are now ), am going to write the fanfiction i always/wanted/ to write ( i’ve always wanted to rewrite RM, but was so busy and overwhelmed with my blog/my irl stuff that i couldn't )

and i'm calling it...

<3

p.s. ( i love you ): i am going to give my grandmother a copy of the first chapter of peppermint for christmas because i wanted to do something special/sentimental for her and secretly push the gay middle school style agenda ( she is actually very woke and thought my uncle might be gay for a while when he was younger, haha xx ), but i want to give them different names, so that on the off chance it gets passed off to my mom, my dad or manages to travel by world of mouth ( my grandma has a tendency to gab, but i love her a lot ) that it can't specifically be traced back to my dead ao3 or my blog.

so if any one has any ideas for silly interesting names i could give my sons, names for other characters or south park in gen. hit me up! <33

thank you for your interest in my work -- and in me, in general. i love you all dearly, i hope you heal ( i know you will ) and smile, pendejos because got a lot coming up on that crimson dawn and a lot of crazy shit coming down on that *jersey i won't say i'm in luh megara vc*

~SCHARLET sLUt~

cheers! mazel! ;) xx

-uncle nina, in her healing era <3

[coffeebanana]

Chapter 11: not-so-statistically speaking, at least one third of known sentipeople admit to enjoying sunsets. and playing with a cute girl's hair. and...

Ladybug swung through Adrien’s window. “I have an idea!” The idea in question was half-baked at best, but her excitement was in full swing—cleary, or she wouldn’t have nearly crashed into the foosball table upon landing. Eh, who was she kidding? That was just a normal day. Less normal was the way Adrien jumped straight out of his blanket when she whirled around to face the couch. And at that point she realized she’d skipped a few steps in Operation Cheer Up Adrien: Senti Edition. Namely the cheering him up part.

[raiiny-bay]

wip

[art-lokiitama]

Day 4 of @langstron's Autumn of Langst with "Captured"

In the middle of the hallway, Lance was forced down to his knees, the threat of a whirring gun behind him.

He couldn't believe he'd been caught this easily.

Prompt list below the read more!

[museenkuss]

loving and moving my body this week (06.11.-12.11.)*

Monday. 20 MIN EVENING PILATES TO RELAX AND FEEL CALM - EASY AT HOME WORKOUT

Tuesday. Beginners Belly Dance Tutorial | Beautiful Hips & Arms!

Wednesday. Everyday Pilates Mobility and Stretch | Posture, Hips and Hamstrings

Thursday. Victoria's Secret Train Like An Angel Live: Martha Hunt + Ballet Beautiful

Friday. 20 MIN FULL BODY PILATES WORKOUT FOR BEGINNERS - AT HOME PILATES or Waistline Shimmy | Belly Dance Workout

Saturday. 30 MIN FULL BODY PILATES WORKOUT FOR EVERYBODY - AT HOME PILATES

Sunday. "Chocoholics" Valentine's Day Waist Winding Workout

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* the idea here was to find fun little ways to stay active according to my schedule this week. This is completely 'no suffering, joy only'. :)

In case the suggestion doesn't feel right for that day, here are some alternatives (12 minutes or less, can also be used as add-ons). No shame in taking it slow! Let's move according to our needs! :) nightime flexibility stretches // bedtime yoga stretch to release stress & tension // 8 min beginner's ballet flexibility. // 10 min | Beginner Belly Dance Workout | Slow & Smooth Tutorial // 15 min Gentle Pilates Workout For Beginners

[tragicclownwrites]

👀

In honor of Soriku Week 2024 kicking off tomorrow, wanted to share a lil' sneak-peek of the next chapter of "A Wish Upon A Falling Star" 🤗 Enjoy!

♥️Tragic🤡

[majouartings]

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[yoiku]

October is such a weird mix for me. It's my favorite month weather wise, and even though I don't do halloween in any manner, its the vibes that I really enjoy. and somehow it feels like something that brings out a bit of the whimsy in people which is great. And at the same time it's the birthday month, which is really rough on me most of the time. Its the mark of another year passing by and it tends to make me feel worthless and still stuck in the same muck as the previous year(s). and that tends to suck out the joy and whimsy in me enough that I don't feel like celebrating getting older in any way either. Part of me wants to hang out with people like a kid on their birthday, doing some fun stuff and overeating cake or something. I don't care for receiving material gifts at any given time but some sort of camaraderie would be nice to experience. alas i lack the components needed to do that. I think i'm mostly at fault about it though, I feel like maybe i should be asking around for people to spend the time with me? I dunno, I can't bring myself to do that. feels weird man. Last year was an anomaly in the best kind of way with a friend visiting me for a week, and I wish I would have the funds to go visit in return. But now it's back to the usual again and it feels heavy.

I'd just need to keep myself busy enough with something that I wouldn't just exist to marinate in the same sulky sauce all day. Maybe I could reopen my ask box and request people to send questions about my ocs or something?

[rosenbraut]

🌹Utena inspired🌹 - loving and moving my body this week

Monday. rise and shine yoga [13 mins] // fencing footwork at home practice [16 mins]

Tuesday. power pilates [15 mins]

Wednesday. neighbour-friendly ballet cardio [12 mins]

Thursday. Yoga sculpt [14 mins] // pilates for balance [13 mins]

Friday. beginner ballet cardio [10 mins] // deep stretch for beginners [24 mins]

Saturday. ballet pilates workout [20 mins]

Sunday. pilates for strength & flexibility [24 mins]

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This week (24.06.-30.06.), I felt inspired to try something new: A selection of workouts inspired by the masterpiece that is Shōjo Kakumei Utena. The inspiration here wasn't the body image of 90s Shōjo, but rather the ways the characters move. The idea was to pretend that I was preparing to fight those hyper mannerist duels. Since I'm very limited in what I can do at home (no kendo, no fencing, not even basketball...) AND since the duels themselves are metaphorical kaleidoscopes of dance, fencing and freudian shenanigans, I picked a selection that combines factors that would go into this way: focusing on strength, flexibility and endurance, as well as balance, grace and control.