#i'm melancholic
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nothing is as painful as losing a friend who feels like a soulmate except for reminiscing on it years later and realizing as more time passes it becomes more and more likely they truly are gone from your life for good except for the bittersweet memories that will haunt you forever
#hell is a teenage girl#girlhood#girlblogging#girl blogger#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#this is a girlblog#girlblog aesthetic#my girlblog#just a girlblog#thoughts#i'm melancholic#i'm really sad idk#thinking out loud#female friendship#we were girls together#nostalgia#bittersweet#sadposting#friendship breakup#friendship#best friends#txt#ramblings#vent post#personal vent#vent#vent blog#sadgirl#manic pixie dream girl#im just a girl
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I kidnapped ur long-nosed cat for a sec
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#last year you said that “dude looks like he's been betrayed in all past lives and is to be betrayed in all lives to come”#and it has become one of the defining descriptions of Machete in my head#I think about it frequently#you captured him so delicately here#almost like an old oil painting#or weirdly enough the color palette also reminds me of chalk on a blackboard#and I appreciate the big angular pink-tinted goblin ears#and the smooth gradient of his snout#I like the nuance of his expression he seems calm but kind of melancholic#thank you! your rendition of him looks so classy and refined ;-;#gift art#awkwardosthe3rd#Machete#own characters#I can't paint digitally at all so whenever I see someone making it seem so natural and correct and right I'm like#floored#people are making such nice art of my goobers I have no choice but to curl on the floor like a dead bug
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Happy Birthday to Fallen London; My favourite British people beefing it with bats simulator.
#fallen london#ambition: nemesis#mr.cups#the grey mourner#Happy belated birthday to me: I finished my Nemesis ambition. I get to make a fun comic about it. THAT WAS THE DEAL!!!#...Is what I would have said had I not spent *four* days trying to draw a cool dramatic comic. This is all I have to show for it.#I also missed posting this on the Flondon anniversary so I'm double Smad and frustippointed at myself.#This is niche content but I know there are flondoners following me who will understand.#I had to make a second account because all my friends who I played with *also* picked Nemesis and dropped the game at various gates.#I failed every possible check at Knifegate. I was on the verge of madness. And yet I still love this game.#Little known secret about me: over 70% of the blogs I follow on tumblr are flondon rp blogs.#The cool art and character lore brings me a lot of joy!#With that said; what the hell is the coincidence that right as I finish Nemesis -#The flondon community starts a Nemesis Race.#Guys. it’s not worth it. It is a revenge quest about losing everything you have to see your task through.#All to culminate in the discovering that you are beefing it with a fanfiction writing bat.#That said; I do feel like this story was very satisfying for my melancholic doctor.#I knew I would get the choice between sparing or killing my nemesis (the bat) and I had a long time to think it through.#Someone who wants to save lives and (does as much as possible to do make things better for others) choosing against mercy?#Someone who never permitted themselves to let the city truly become a home because they were not a person - they were a tool for grief.#Alright..Yeah the ending was really good.#I will be back with a part two. Clearly I'm tenacious enough to commit to what I started.#If I am not excommunicated on sight by the flondon community I will be back with comics for the other ambitions.
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I can't remember all the times I tried to tell myself
to hold on to these moments as they pass
- counting crows, a long december
detail below the cut (and wolverine angsty musings in the tags lol)

#poolverine#the song lyrics are supposed to reflect upon logan's pensive facial expression#I imagine even after he's settled in with wade and feels like that dumpy lil apartment is a sort of home#he would still be waiting for the other shoe to drop#because he's never been able to hold onto happiness for long and he sees no reason this time would be the exception#and when wade is asleep he isnt there to distract him from these thoughts#so he just. drifts off into a melancholic daze#vaguely wondering what will happen to wade#to althea#to puppins#to laura#what bizarre universal machinations are already at play to tear what joy he has been able to scrape together#and quietly ruminates on what he'll do next once it is all inevitably ripped away again#which is why he secretly prefers when wade us awake and Constantly Talking#(though he would never openly admit it)#because then he can just listen and block the weight of knowing deep down it can't last because it never does#I wonder how long it would take him to accept that he couldnt lose wade if he tried#deadpool and wolverine#deadclaws#wolverine#deadpool#logan howlett#old man yaoi#wade wilson#deadpool & wolverine#anyway just always thinking about them on some level#also I'm reading that “psychology of wolverine” book and it just. damn. he never gets to hold on to anything or anyone for very long#especially not worstie
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On my world the nights are very long...
#my art#HAPPY SPIRK DAY#star trek#s'chn t'gai spock#spirk#space husbands#james t. kirk#st#k/s#tos#the premise#oms#old married spirk#t'hy'la#I'm in such melancholic state bcs of these dummies
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Touring in Love —
21 Days ▪︎ Fluffy Treatment ▪︎ Immobilized ▪︎ Omnipotent Perception
#love and deepspace#love and deepspace xavier#love and deepspace zayne#love and deepspace sylus#love and deepspace rafayel#lads — touring in love#lads — 21 days#lads — fluffy treatment#lads — Immobilized#lads — omnipotent perception#lnds parallels#i caught all of the references except maybe raf#but that gave me the push to finally read a few memories i haven't yet#i'm like 99.9% sure his chapter in touring in love is referencing omnipotent perception#he seems melancholic in both </333
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alot of robotgirl posting is stuff like "imagine having a virus installed in me slowing my cpu down" and "getting sticks of ram pulled out of me while in the middle of telling you everything i enjoy" and part of that is appealing...
but if i were a robot girl i'd rather you be careful with my components. my insides are of wires and metal and glass but it's delicate nonetheless. my consciousness is also fragile. i can still get overstimulated. i enjoy your touch as you stroke my head, my cheek, as you work on me, as your fingers trace across my motherboard. but please be delicate.
my entire life is at your fingertips and it makes my fans spin at full speed, but i trust you to preserve it
#listen i'm just feeling things. like. i'm feeling very weird. a bad kind of weird but also a weird melancholic happiness kind of weird.#it's. it's something. some sort of yearning. i don't like it but i want to stay like this.#closeness. intimacy. it's. it's something#robot girl#eroticism of the machine#(maybe?)
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Since Irving is implied to be Woe, I wonder if we'll see dream sequences for Mark + Dread, Dylan + Frolic and Helly + Malice?
#severance spoilers#severance#text text text#Edit: someone pointed out I got woe and dread mixed up which is correct#which i guess would imply that irving is more melancholic than phlegmatic?#if we're going with the humors theory of things#Maybe i'm off base here then and the intent of the scene wasn't to associate irv w that temper
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there's so much balance stuff and lore going on rn and i'm kind of sick and tired of it- *gets shot*
i miss the silly little lighthearted shaw pack, vincent, and damn squad audios on rotation, sue me. but actually don't bc i don't have money 💀
ik ppl were complaining abt not having lore and shit and i'm so happy for u guys and i hope you're enjoying it. but i js want vince and lovely to go on a cute little date again
or gavin and freelancer talking about their feelings
or asher and baaabe taking a nap together
or sam and darlin js doing what they do
or damien and huxley bickering
or david playing minecraft again
or milo and sweetheart playing with aggro
or lasko and dear having a pillow fight
or fucking anything that doesn't have to do with even a smidge angst pls
i'm just so tired of hearing blake or vega or brachium (or avior) talk about fucking nothing for 30 minutes or seeing [character death] [excessive violence] in the description. ik the lore is what makes erik stand out and that's why ppl love him (or not, u ppl be complaining about everything recently) but if it's not darlin beating someone's ass i don't careeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i want more lighthearted bullshit that means nothing to no one. i miss the comfort. but the last time he did that, look what happened 😐
#fuck you youtube#this is why we can't have anything#UGHHHHHH#make no mistake though#i'm not upset w erik himself for posting what he wants#i'm just being melancholic lol#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redactedverse#redacted fandom#redacted boys
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that feeling when in theory you're a wealthy general and you could have a lot of independence but you still live at your best friend/crush/master's mansion whenever you're not on campaign with him. And then he moves out (to a neighbouring building) and leaves the whole residence to you (the air stil smells of him btw) and you can't help but feel as if you already lost him
#sorry i'm still not over ouyang being super melancholic because esen moved out#but i have to say... relatable#they were literally flatmates in canon okay........#(the flat in question was huge tho but shhh)#general ouyang#esen temur#the radiant emperor#she who became the sun
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My mental stability depends on a homosexual ship
#ngl everytime I think about them in canon2 AU I always feel lowkey melancholic#why did this have to happen to my babies? (I'm the obe responsible for their suffering)#hpma mc#hpma daniel#my art#daniel page#morgan grimmes
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timelapse for this piece since i actually remembered to record halfway
#wips#timelapses#i forgot what the tag was so I'm just gonna put those#i remember telling aven once that my timelapses feel like ants eating away food and isn't that funny#tsumugi was supposed to be more melancholic but he kinda looks more at peace
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Hi, I love your art and made a little witch AU. Hope you don't mind :)
The idea is that Vasco was torn up enough about the injustice of Machete's death and that they never really got a chance to have a happy life together that he was willing to look into… dubious methods
Badabing badaboom Machete's back. They run away together, both because theres nothing left for Machete and to avoid persecution, and spend time together trying to cope with grief, religious trauma and the changing times as their lives are artificially extended
They have a little witch shop :)
(I might make more art later, hope you don't mind if I send it through here)
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#oh I'm a little unwell about this one#Machete is looking at Vasco with such a soft expression#filled with gratitude and vague sadness and infinite tenderness#this is clearly a “brought my loved one back from the dead but everything went surprisingly well” scenario#good for them good for them they deserve it#and Vasco seems so cheeky about it#and proud of himself#and you know if you speedrun necromancy and get successful results on your first try you have every right to be pleased about it#the contrast between his humongous witch hat and the aloha blazer though it's making me grin#and the sun on the band of the hat as well ah#a stylish man indeed#this premise is both melancholic and wholesome and I'm really feeling it in my chest right about now#wishing them best of luck with their little witch shop#thank you! ;_;#gift art#serpent-dude#Vaschete scenarios#Machete#Vasco#Machete looks like he's so thankful that Vasco went through the trouble of resurrecting him#the stitches on his face are making me ache he's been though some stuff#oh and your art style is so charming as well! lovely shape language and expressiveness
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Up High!
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#'I'm going to truncate this episode' -> immediately draws a second comic about Xue Yang's arm getting ripped off#This was the original no.88 and i think i COULD have merged them but I rather reflect then fully re-do it.#The crushed up candy in XY's hand makes me miserable and melancholic. So I need to make it funny.#The callousness at the candy is so interesting to me. I think on some level he understands why#but he's equally disgusted by Xue Yang's actions at this point#WWX in general has *no* tolerance for twisted affections. 'Don't care if you fell in love. Get Better Asshole.'#Kind of a consistent motif in how he reacts to other peoples feelings of affection#maybe his own too? Later in this episode and ep4 we see him very conflicted about his own affections#god maybe he earnestly doesn't really understand affection in any form. This....this makes sense.#not even going to get into the yumeng sibling drama. That's prob the most affection he allows and even then....its a mess.
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A quick and new icon of my dragonsona, Empyrisan.
#art of empyrisan#empyrisan#dragonsona#dragons#eastern dragons#illustration#I've had my birdsona as my icon/mascot for years#And while I still adore them very much#The “happy bird with the blue background” look just doesn't suit me anymore and I'm tired of pretending that it does.#Going full melancholic dragon mode.
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#Zac Efron#The light of my life.#The love of my life.#Phillip Carlyle#My melancholic disgraced alcoholic love.#Hugh Jackman#P.T. Barnum#The Circus King#Barlyle#OTP: You brought joy into my life.#The Greatest Showman#Mine.#So many#many things I could go on about forever.#From Phillip's marriage proposal to 'That's because I'm selling virtue'#to Phineas immediately zoning in on Phillip in a crowded room like something right out of a period romance#to the way he seeks Phillip out during the fire and can't keep his hands off of him once he's found him.#Just... ugh.#These circus men.#All I want is to fly with queue.
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