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borgialucrezia · 3 months ago

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bro has middle child syndrome (pretty and abandoned)

#like there's something about every time his family think badly of him provokes him to act out against them and lash out?? so middle child!!#he wants his life to mean something yet never thought ahead of the consequence of his outburst decisions #he wanted to be loved by his family so badly and for them to acknowledge what he had done for them yet he faded into obscurity being hated #that one time he cried literal tears because he assumed lucrezia and cesare are having an affair and they excluded him from it...okayyy #i'm kinda insane about him idk #juan borgia #the borgias #david oakes #text post

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silentsockfeet · 8 days ago

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with the obvious addendum that act 3 isn’t out yet and we can’t form true opinions until the show’s officially done, i’m still really feeling like it could have maybe benefited from a third season. they’re hitting all the right plot points and those moments are full of really intense emotion, but everything in the middle feels so underwhelming in comparison and so much of it still feels rushed to me. idk

#arcane #arcane spoilers #i could kinda deal with it act 1 bc there was a lot to cover through the fallout after s1. but act 2 i'm reallyyyyyy feeling it #like dont get me wrong it's still so so so good #and i guess that's what makes it so much more frustrating #like you can see all the ways it can be just that littlest bit even better #but i guess if the biggest complaint viewers have about your show is that they want more then that already says a lot you know #anyway #it's the warwick / isha plot that bugs me specifically bc isha (love her to death) feels lowkey like a cop out #introduce a kid just to heavy push the 'cycle of violence' 'find your humanity again' character arcs only to kill her six episodes later #like EVERYONE was saying 'ive never seen a character so obviously created to die'#the subversive thing would be to have her live and show the cycle of violence is ending or something #but here's another broken kid killed by the system here's more proof that jinx is. well. a jinx.#idk idk idk #and warwick. i wanted so much MORE #heavily build up warwick all through act 1 just to have him die end of act 2 #we barely got to see him at full power.#we barely got to see him with vi and jinx.#we barely got to see him reckon with the man he was and the monster he is now.#we got next to nothing before he's just dead. again #and again those scenes hit SO GODDAMN HARD. THEY ARE GOOD. but they couldve hit even harder if they just had more time to flesh it out !!!!#but again again no act 3 yet so who goddamn knows at this point #they aint dead til we see the bodies and even then they might not be dead bc thats just how arcane works #but fuck i just wish we sometimes had time to sit and FEEL things before the next new thing starts #ok im done rambling i just had to say something somehwere because its driving me insane #my posts

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54625 · 9 months ago

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people can keep coming up with angsty headcanons about why qPac passes out (crashes) so much- like he's got low blood pressure from not eating properly or he's exhausted from not sleeping properly- and I accept that

but to me he's just that one character in a kids movie that keeps getting injured as a gag. like he's just constantly tripping over roots and whacking his head off the ground, birds just constantly seem to drop rocks specifically on his head, people just keep inexplicably slamming doors into his face without realising it. qPac is just such a cartoon character to me I'm sorry

#ah the age old question- character angst or funny gag? tis a tough decision #qsmp #pactw #qsmp pactw #qsmp headcanons #if i can rant a tad bit here for a second - I'm not really huge on angsty headcanons or fan content about qPac I'll be honest #so much of his character and story in canon itself already feels just like.. idk how to explain it. misery porn?#he's sad and traumatised and things just keep going wrong for him #it gets a little tiring after a while #I'm not a huge fan of stories where the entire point is EVERYTHING SUCKS <an insane sentence from a WH40K fan but that's besides the point #anyway point is i like letting qPacs character breathe a bit #there's more to him than being the resident sad boy #and i don't love treating him like his only character trait is being extremely unfortunate cause it's just kinda boring #i don't have any huge moral problems with it it's just kinda boring #pactw tag

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a1sart · 1 month ago

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I think I'm leaving headcanon territory and instead entering "these takes are central to my interpretation of the story and removing them also removes the impact of the story" i think I need to go back and watch the source material again I literally forgot that it was about Mabel and Dipper and not Fiddleford abandoning his wife and young son to have a whirlwind gay romance in the woods with his college roommate.

#gravity falls #al talks about things #yeah I'm going kinda insane about fiddauthor #fiddauthor #I cannot understand fiddleford without first imaging him as a gay man married to a woman out of comphet who's in love with his best friend #which probably means I should take a step back #am I going to tho? idk probably not

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silusvesuius · 3 months ago

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n*loth not being able to bag anyone over the (human term) age of 25-30 at most is the only logical and real conclusion to me because it can be just explained away as him wanting to prove and control everything and anyone (Cus he's a man!) but being stuck in that demographic because his unbearable and vile personality is a force that nobody can look past once they've outgrown the possible fear and idolization period of anyone but also n*loth in particular.

#text #i think even younger ones that possess the same nasty traits can be slammed back 'In their place' (in his mind) by him just bc his -#- abilities and power alone (alt. name the factors that make him 'Cool') that dumbs them down insanely in comparison #maybe by this i mean like; ild*ri. despite the animosity she could still feel very foolish and is conscious of her wuss-ness #if that makes sense #cause no matter the disrespect anyone might have for an older capable person the reality is still reality #tbh i just think he doesn't like to sweat it much and still aims for the younger ones bc it's easier than it would be for someone that's -#- 30+ years old #and once he's proven his point he doesn't find any merit in sticking with older ones cause their interests or anything they offer -#- don't matter to or interest Him personally #i think an older demographic is just more boring to him and he would rather spend his time being metaphorically sucked off for his greats -#- by someone that already finds themselves 'lesser' than him and always will for a long time #than someone that is defiant of that fact #basically the more power imbalance the better #in his mind there will always be one unless he certainly knows someone is his equal (or better than him) but he likes the add-on of an -#- age difference too #keeps it in a safe zone with less problems for him #sorry for spitting again my brain just started machine-gunning thoughts for no reason #also i said before that he's an innocence fan. might not be a total puritan but there's something there #it's kinda like him not wanting to be with a dusty ''OLD'' person that's seen a lot anyway #i'm like barely able to hold myself back from opening my mouth to mention t*lvas where i'm making a point about n*loth's brain where he -#- isn't even needed to prove it #but like #him voicing dislike of n*loth general nauseating character and actions but still sucking up to him while n*loth can probably feel -#- that dislike anyway is cute to me i like to view it as an object being thrown into the wall over and over #where n*loth is proving his own worth to other people by drilling their brains out with proof. not that he needs to #but he would like that to be perfected a 100%#and t*lvas is capable of being molded into that state ....... probably #silusvesuisuis you didnot just confess to wanting to see t*lvas be slammed into a wall you fucked up demented beast you're sick #actually can't believe i forgot to mention this but he's literally so immature idk what he has anything in common with actual mature people

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hereforthe911buds · 4 months ago

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"I'm for Buddie, but I want Eddie to have a gay relationship before he gets with Buck." - Why would you want Eddie to have the exact same coming out arc as Buck? that sounds boring and repetitive. I want different: intense, passionate, Eddie feeling out of control, compared to Buck whose coming out was I guess I want Tommy's attention.

#okay yes buck was insane for a hot minute but then just eh?#not saying im against eddie possibly kissing someone else and having his 'oh' moment but he comes off as emotional about sex #idk if demi but i have a hard time seeing him falling for another guy or hooking up. i see more a 'oh obviously I'm in love with buck. fuck'#Buck's coming out was so exciting in the moment but it kind of petered out which is kinda sad given the potential #eddie diaz #buddie #evan buck buckely #911 #911 abc #evan buckley

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britneyshakespeare · 12 days ago

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you: nicholas alexander chavez, the actor from ryan murphy's recent work

me, a mama's girl and daytime tv viewer:

#text post #general hospital #nicholas alexander chavez #spencer cassadine #sorry i'm still not over my shock at this lol #i remember asking my mom MONTHS ago (she follows general hospital news online) 'hey wheres spencer i havent seen him in awhile?'#'oh his character died off. the actor is doing some netflix show where he plays a murderer'#and you have to understand. i dont consume anything to do w true crime. but to my 63-year-old mother. ryan murphy doesnt exist #so bc of just how self-contained the archaic institution of network soap operas are. i just. idk i didnt assume it was a big role #it didnt register to me that it was the sequel to the dahmer show. is what i am saying. and i never thought about it again #mommy made it sound like he might be coming back bc soap opera characters fake-die all the time #and so i put the thought out of my head until completely independently i was watching a video about monsters: menendez being flawed #and i was like. going absolutely insane w how familiar he looked i was like 'ok i know that man cant be too famous but i KNOW him'#'i know him from something and i know him WELL from something. like whatever hes from is iconic to me'#and then the video creator said his name and i was like THATS INSANE WHERE DO I KNOW THAT NAME??!?!??#it's a name i read in the credits but probably never thought in my head at all bc sorry he's just spencer to me #so i googled it and i was gobsmacked. i was like MOM DIDNT SAY he was gonna be in THIS SHIT!?!?!?#i also do lay my life down on the defense that the cinematography of a prestige netflix drama makes him less recognizable to me #who knew him best under cheap soap opera lighting in basic back and forth dialogue shots. like #i have to be honest i never cared for his looks on gh bc he just kinda looked like too perfect. like he looked like a mannequin #i see it now though i get it #i get why he's very fan editable to the true crime girlies i get it #not that it matters. im just in mourning bc it never occurred to me the spencer era was over. i actually liked his character #i cant tell u why bc he wasnt all that distinguishable from all the other basic dramatic character archetypes. idk it was a good performanc #i cant explain to u what makes a soap opera character distinct while still being completely generic (they all are)#i also liked his relationship w his girlfriend in the show it was cute. he was evil but they were sweet #nicky please come back. im begging u. as your only general hospital era fan who is your age #i dont wanna watch monsters menendez i reeeeeally dont

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lord-squiggletits · 11 months ago

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The Slope by @megatron-fucks provides a great scene where Pharma gets to blow up on Ratchet about how he lost everything good in his life and faced a fate worse than death so Ratchet has no right to judge him.

But you know what else I really want to see and might write myself?

I want a post-Delphi scene where Pharma gets to verbally rip Ratchet apart about how he disowned Pharma and is acting as if the 'new Pharma' is a completely different person, but in reality Ratchet is just desperate to convince himself that Pharma was always a bad apple and the "best friend" Ratchet knew was either a lie or a person who's "died." Basically Pharma getting to lambast Ratchet about how 'the person he used to be' isn't some separate entity, that the old Pharma LITERALLY IS HIM and it's Ratchet who's a piece of shit for being unable to reconcile that Pharma could be his former best friend and also the monster he ended up becoming.

Mostly in regards to the aspect of canon where despite being former best friends, Ratchet made basically zero efforts to have any sympathy for Pharma or extend help/mercy to him and mostly used their former friendship to prey on Pharma's insecurities to manipulate him into doing what he wanted.

Of course it's a narration by Pharma so it might not be 100% correct or unbiased, but like. I just desperately crave some sort of resolution between Ratchet and Pharma. Or if not a resolution, at least some catharsis where Pharma gets to unload and Ratchet acknowledges he was a bastard.

#squiggposting #pharma apologism #i know that at the time they thought pharma died #but it literally is SO disturbing that ratchet and first aid talk about pharma like #'he was a good doctor for most of his life' 'you can carry the best part of him with you'#it's fucked up bc like. good doctor pharma and bad autobot pharma arent two people in one body #pharma is pharma it's literally the same good doctor who turned into the bad autobot #it lowkey reads as if theyre trying to compartmentalize pharma like. oh there was Good Pharma and Bad Pharma #but the reality is the good and bad are a whole person-- Pharma #it was a gradual slope to madness and evil caused SPECIFICALLY BY PHARMA WANTING TO PROTECT OTHERS #it's kinda fucked up that no one ever acknowledges that #even in the fandom level there's often a silent implication that pharma was always a little evil/suspicious #so delphi just revealed his true colors or something. like no he went insane under threat of the DJD #idk i'm apologisting for my boy #but real talk i do think pharma and the way ratchet/others treated him could make a good story abt like #the way ppl want others to fit neatly into good/evil roles ESPECIALLY IF THEY USED TO ASSOCIATE WITH THEM #and how ppl will attempt to distance themselves from 'problematic' exes by just claiming #'oh i always knew there was something evil about them' even when that wasnt the case #idk lol. i mean ppl acknowledge pharma used to be a good doctor but just bc they say it #doesnt mean they actually gave him a chance or didnt treat him as just an autobot who went bad #i know im being contradictory. i'm apologisting i didnt ask for feedback sjfksjfjsjd

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priceofreedom · 1 year ago

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rebirth is gonna destroy us i just know it

#as a zerith stan knowing aerith dies in zack's timeline is messing me up #like... they cannot meet unless they 'fix' the timelines or whatever #there's a chance the characters are not actually dead in zack's timeline but idk...#so yeah in the original timeline zack is dead of course #but in zack's timeline they are ALL dead. allegedly #so essentially it's like. if zack gets to live the others die instead??#what is zack's timeline gonna be like? i'm so curious and confused and lowkey scared aksjhkahlds #it's too soon to assume things but it doesn't look good for zack 🥴#he only has cloud atm and he's still in a bad condition apparently #he wasn't anywhere in that last scene in the DLC so either zack left him resting somewhere #or something else happened?#idk about y'all but i'm kinda going insane thinking about theories #the more i rewatch the trailer the more i realize how depressing it could potentially be...#also sephiroth might be travelling between the timelines #and i'm thinking... zackseph reunion maybe? 👀#he was also calling genesis but the trailer was from Ever Crisis right?#so what's going awn.......#i've seen ppl saying the tornado which potentially killed the party probably let weiss nero AND genesis out...#out of the deepground i mean #so does that mean zack will have to face the three of them at some point? that happened in HIS timeline #anyway i'm rambling ajskhakjs i HAVE TOO MANY QUESTIONS

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bread-is-my-life · 7 days ago

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I love when I post a drawing of ONLY Toshi it immediately becomes popular and everyone is liking it etc BUT the moment there's Stain in sight the post doesn't get that many notes lol. Even if he is just mentioned it automatically makes the post flop BHASHBSBSBDBDH. And you might think I'm sad or mad but tbh? I fucking love posting stainmight. When I post it there's so many people reblogging it and straight up ANALYSING the work and it makes me SOO HAPPY!!! My popular Toshi drawings are all just funny memes and people just have a quick laugh and move on. With stainmight I have people looking at it for DAYS or even WEEKS AND MONTHS???? HGGHHHHH WHAT???? I seriously love all the stainmight fans because most of them will shower ANYONE who even mentions them let alone draws them hahsgdgdhhd. We were starving for too long and now we gotta get as many soldiers as possible 🫡

I love all of you and I wish you all the best things in the world like GHRHRHRHRHHDHGGGG I LOVE YOU ALL. Stainmight fans are so cool I''m just *drops on my knees and DIES*

#shitpost #random yapping post #stainmight nation #I love you like really #is it always like this with rarepairs?#stainmight makes me want to draw a lot and also yap about others drawings/writing etc #when I see even just a hint of stainmight I scream and straight up propose to the op #I never felt that with popular ships but idk maybe it's just me...#also abt toshi #I just find it kinda sad (in a funny way) that everytime I post a funny meme with him that is objectively looks ass #people just like it or say in reblogs that it's peak comedy #and it gets like insane amount of notes in a short period of time #I hate how internet works sometimes #but still ty to anyone liking my posts #even if you just hit that like button and moved on I'm still happy that you took a moment and looked at my drawing :))#okay Charlie out #GHAGAHSHDHDHHDHD #STAINMIGHT CANON!!!

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nobodybetterlookatme · 18 days ago

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Wait I think I missed something in this incredible saga. Are you going on a date with the coworker??? I swear the last thing I saw was “no I would never” lmaoooo. If so, I (like the rest of snzblr) are anxious for updates about your love life. You’re one of the top snzblr couples now, enjoy 🤙

I did say I would never and I was a fucking liar apparently 😔 it's not technically a date tho bc I never told him it was bc I need to be so casual and mysterious ahdkaksk but it's a date To Me lmao. It's tomorrow tho bc we're still at work rn and it doesn't look like we're leaving anytime soon so at least I have that to look forward to I guess lmao

#not snz #we're not a couple tho nooooo 😭😭 lmaooo #it's just me being delusional #like he's literally not into me i stg i think y'all are gonna be more disappointed about the outcome than me #OH but he did hug me tho so I'm riding that high rn actually ahskamsk #lowkey have just been leaning against him half the shift but we've been watching videos and stuff together bc it's been slow so #that means nothing probably #also he looks at me like 😒 every time i ask one if my stupid little debate questions ahsakslsl #today was if ceral is a soup and if ketchup is a smoothie #please know that i ask these randomly literally out of nowhere like it's a normal thing to bring up lmaoooo #i have negative flirting skills ahdkaksk #this is the opposite of pulling a bad bitch by being autistic this is making the coworker question why he puts up with me lmaoooo #but he's the one who said yes to dinner so 😌#you know what he's never seen me in a cute little outfit before actually 👀#it's always been either the work uniform or hiking clothes #which to be fair my hiking clothes are kinda cute but they're hiking clothes nonetheless #like he saw me in normal clothes a bit ago but i was actively dying so they were just the most comfortable clothes i could find #so like maybe i can wear a skirt i have cute skirts i like wearing out with my bestie #and they're like. very specific kinds of skirts so maybe that'll tell him something ahskasmks #help why am i thinking so hard about this ahdkalslal #like it's literally actually not even a date it's just me flipping out for no reason while this guy is clueless 😭#like I'm telling y'all he's not into me and i don't understand why I'm being like this about it lmaoo #I'm always like 'fuck i wish my coworkers wouldn't crush on me to the point of asking me out that's awkward i don't date coworkers'#AND THEN I TURNED AROUND AND DID IT MYSELF #why am i like this #why am i so 👀 when he's one of the few people i shouldn't be 👀 at #i swear i should give it a couple months bc maybe I'm just feeling some type of way about him bc i was sick #but noooo i just HAVE to be insane about it now 😭#i should really have a tag for me being a pathetic wreck but idk what it would even be lmao #no matter he'll probably figure out that I'm being a freak sooner or later and shut that shit down so it won't matter 😔

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moe-broey · 1 month ago

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Wait I can pinpoint the Exact place I dropped it. That's so fucking funny

#i feel like i've said enough already i hit my quota for being slightly pathetic online.#but it's the first time he says 'i love you' to her (BITCH YOU'VE MET HER LIKE TWICE??????)#and she says it back (okay. fine. you have severe abandonment and have constantly been treated as a threat or resource.#i can understand that.)#then next page SHE SO SWEETLY. SO SWEETLY. calls him 'my first friend and only friend'#and ofc romance tropes this is played off kinda funny like oh ouch i was friend zoned but i'll walk it off like a good man about it #BUT ME. ME. BEING INSANE. WAS LEFT SO FUCKING ANGRY ABOUT THIS. AND I'M STILL UPSET #like DOES FRIENDSHIP mean NOTHING to you sazan?!?!?!?!?!?!??????!!! HORRIBLE. I'LL FUCKING KILL YOU #HOW ARE YOU GONNA HAVE LOVE WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP.............#I KNOW. I KNOW I'M JUST BEING DEMISEXUAL ABOUT IT. DEMIRO TO JUST MAYBE SOLIDLY ARO ABOUT IT #but COME ON‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#i have so many problems. i should play shadow of galleria the labyrinth society about it #MAYBE. IDK. I DON'T WANT TO ADMIT DEFEAT YET. but also i don't know if i wanna still draw today........... 🧍#i love being killed in the scary labyrinth.......

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netherdevil · 4 months ago

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unnormal vivilly dweller thoughts in my head

#“I'm right next to you” are we about to kiss. are you trying to kiss me right neow #i hate the chase sequence part (corny and unoriginal) but everything else is so perfect #hEeEeLP MEeEeEE #i fuckign love vivilly anyway but i think the vivilly dweller is what Really did it fr me #SERIOUSLY THOUGJ WHAT THE FUCK #i would make a palpers dweller but i dont think my computer can with how shit it is rn #like i definitely will at some point (unless someone beats me to it) but i just can't rn 😭#i csnt wait for august viv face reveal guys!!!! YAY!!!! idc what he looks like he will always be so splinkoid #plus whatever characteristics he has i can kinda just add on to my design to him behind his mask #i color his skin as dark grey just for his mc skin but seeing his snapchat n stuff makes me wanna show him off as rhe eyeblinding man he is #or not! who knows . i have a tendency to do whatever #okay speakijg of his face reveal #i have something i want to explain to the wall #a part of me is hoping he isnt generic conventionally attractive guy 38495839488 #the rest of me is neutral because idrc #the reason why is most likely because i would feel a deeper connection to him if we shared similar facial features #it's a good reason i think? but still weird to have because i shouldnt really care what he looks like at all #idk what to expect really but i guess i should be open minded abt it #I JUST. a lot of how i perceive him is through his mc character #that played a big part in how i grew to like him so much #but he ISN'T emo hoodie minecraft shyguy!!!#however i can still enjoy the 'persona' he has online. chill sarcastic insane funny blocky shyguy who does a little (A LOT OF) trolling #anyway back to what i was saying #hope bro isn't majestic as fuck irl #IF IT'S ANYTHING LIKE DREAM I'M GOING TO CRY #DREAM IS MAJESTIC AS FUCK I CANT EVEN WITH THAT MAN #i will be supportive anyway ofc because 1) i dont care even though i just proved that i do 2) i can separate persona from irl person 3)...U #IM SO NORMAL #also we're not goijg toctalkcabou t the dream thing. if youre my irl yoy didnt aee this (PLEASE DONT UNFRIEND ME OELASE #DONT LEAVE JUST FORGER Iなはoops didnt mean to type thatSAID THAT OKAY

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nyan-bynary · 2 months ago

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I kinda disagree with humanising characters to the point of going "this thing happening in the story would not be what they want" bc that's not a real guy they don't really want anything. like yea I don't think a character like gojo would WANT to live in a world where he's no longer the strongest but I think that breaking his character down and building him back up like that would've been an interesting move? it certainly would fit him thematically, finally allowing him to move on in a way he never could have and all

#I think it's ok that people want him back bc people were invested in his story and the way it ended isn't actually a 'good' ending per-se #like yeah he got to be with suguru again but at the cost of the future he wanted to build (and honestly didn't even succeed)#like to me. gojo going back to high school mentality geto is a regression #for both their characters too not just gojo #it always bugged me how no one talked to suguru about anything he'd done or believed bc we didn't get closure on his character either #gege just went 'he's back to hs suguru now! all is well!' without addressing ANYTHING about him #gege's really good at meticulously setting things up to an insane degree but the payoffs usually die quick deaths before the next set up #I'm not mad or upset like at all tbh bc even from a little while back (from around 262) I realized were meandering in the story a little bit #and while I couldn't have predicted all the ways in which we'd end up here the emotions I thought I'd feel are still accurate kinda #idk I need to type out a long actual post to get it out of my system I think

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running-in-the-dark · 9 months ago

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and I'm having thoughts again

so I've been watching that John Larroquette interview that I reblogged on repeat for half an hour now and I'm just. man I am so very....... okay I'm trying not to say that I'm stupid anymore but god what else is there to say. it's making me feel like my brain just turns off and all there is is static and [insert very high frequency screaming sound].

like I would love to be able to have actual thoughts about this shit but I am not. I just love love love people who think about shit and face their issues and work on getting better. and talk about it. like it's just a thing that happened. because it is. it's not 'oh you did bad shit in your past so you're fucked forever now'. it's 'bad shit happened, I did bad things, I confronted it, I made different choices' and that's it. I just. man I'm feeling really emotional and am probably gonna have a good long cry about this now.