#i'm just very proud of it okay
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Welcome to the Wakefield family farm, est. 1865.
#y'all i don't know what it is about this save but#this is easily the best farm i've ever built in the past few historical gameplays i've attempted#ANYHOW i was gonna wait until i started the actual story to show it off but i couldn't wait#i'm just very proud of it okay#sims 4#ts4#ts4 history#ts4 historical#ts4 build#decades challenge#wakefield legacy#1890s
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do you remember me? i remember you.
(please don't leave me alone again)
#flower husbands#jimmy solidarity#scott major#dangthatsalongname#smajor1995#empires smp#scott smajor#my art#webweave#flowerhusbands#i'm like genuinely very proud of this#hey does anyone else think about Scott remembering and Jimmy not? just me? okay
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is this something?? lol i was just working on some coloring for these two scenes separately, and then i had a Thought, and well... *gestures vaguely to the gifs* i couldn't let these rot in my files.
it's a shame we didn't get a president loki/mobius interaction. IT'S CRIMINAL ACTUALLY.
i humbly offer these gifs up to the lokius fandom 💚🧡
#okay to reblog#lokius#mobius m mobius#loki laufeyson#president loki#loki tv#loki series#i just want more of tom's president loki tbh#the man pitched his voice lower for him i mean COME ON#and mobius should've gotten to encounter pres loki in the void it's a HUGE complaint of mine lol#this can also be don and president loki 🤭#hey i'm very proud of how i colored that mobius scene#god bless channel mixer and curves#i'm almost done with that mobius gifset + a lokius moments one from that whole scene 😌#okay i'm done i'm gonna disappear now 😅#mine: gifs
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dear diary… one day I met the little prince…
but just as the storybook said… we got separated… all I know is that somewhere out there… we see the same stars…
ps. they found each other again...
#sickly dazai and protective chuuya childhood friends au that nobody asked for#i have a very very special soft spot for wholesome childhood besties aus okay#im sorry if these are getting unnecessarily longer akjsdhfkalf I just love brainrotting abt them sm augh#yes its the little prince reference for me ~#i have no thoughts my head empty but I survived this hell of a week and I'm so darn proud of every single one of you who did too#have some fluff !! (ignore the angst what angst)#bsd#skk#sketch#sketches#my art#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#little prince skk au
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Happy pride from the gayest leaguers
(and me)
#jerry draws#jli#j'onn j'onzz#max lord#J'onnmax#beatriz da costa#tora olafsdotter#beatora#booster gold#ted kord#blue beetle#boostle#guy gardner#guy thinks he's not a part of the LGBTQ. point and laugh at him.#also idk why i made his ass so juicy. the sketch just came out like that and i said okay maybe it was meant to be and left it like that#I'm very proud of how J'onn came out. i will try to emulate this face on every other drawing of him I'll make
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also I just need to point this out about my colour coding for them because it's like
they're complementary colours to EACH OTHER
they're complementary colours to PAPAYA
I don't think I need to explain the significance of that
conclusion: landoscar is scientifically proven
thank you for coming to my TED-talk I'll be back within 1-2 business days considering I can't fucking stop thinking about them
#hear me out#I did the science okay I'm not insane just following what the research says#the complementary to papaya thing wasn't even on purpose I kinda just discovered it and went woah#thank you to these two for being intrinsically satisfying to work with as an artist#I'm very distinctly abnormal about colour coding as uh. demonstrated#op is the proud owner of one of those 23 set stabilo highlighter sets#f1#formula 1#landoscar#op81#ln4#oscar piastri#lando norris#nebrain#neverleft underscore#neb50
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reject lines and color; shade a sketch--
#my art#the henry stickmin collection#thsc#charles calvin#listen#i'm lazy okay#i just realized how tf was charles talking to henry if his mic broke off in the crash-#anyway this was inspired by a linkin park song which i feel like charles would be very proud of asdfgh#but like#''fly me up on a silver wing / past the black where the sirens sing / warm me up in a nova's glow / and drop me down to the dream below''#THAT IS SO VH CHARLES
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Seeing my boys get their cards brought me such joy. I'M SO PROUD OF YOU TWO!!! 😭💜
#when koda shut that fucking dude up oh my gosh koda there is a reason i adore you so much#shoji had a very good point to bring up the hospital#so y'all gonna storm the hospital to release one guy while hurting everyone else in the process#mind you also heteromorphs that could be there and innocent sick people#then you're proving the point of those who think you're monsters#all those quirks and none of y'all thought 'okay we'll distract the heros and one or two of us...'#'with quirks that can help us be sneaky will go into the hospital to get kurogiri'#shame shame on every single one of you#if I hear the word spokesperson one more time I'm punching something... HE ANNOYED ME#but i HATE that village#anyways proud of my boys y'all did great continue being amazing I adore you where are their flowers?#just kiya's thoughts#kiya reacts#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#bnha s7#mha s7#bnha season 7#mha season 7#bnha spoilers#mha spoilers#mezo shoji#shoji mezo#koda koji#koji koda
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Dean Winchester – Somebody To Love - [ on Youtube ]
A mini character study of my favorite canonical bisexual; a look at his "potential for love in all places" and the people he lost; and a tribute to the greatest love story of all time.
In five minutes :)
#supernatural amv#spn amv#bisexual dean winchester#bi dean winchester#destiel amv#bi dean amv#destiel#deancas#supernatural video edit#spn video edit#dean winchester is bi#how many ways can I say this and how many tags can I use? I'm not sorry#I taught myself how to video edit because I needed this video to exist. I am very proud of it okay#dean is bi#in canon! in the real life! wow I love him#dean winchester#supernatural#spn#char makes videos#except I might retire after having just done this one because it took so long lmfaaooo. (I mean yeah right but I'm at least taking a break)#anyway. some thoughts: the transition between deanbenny and drowley is my pride and joy#so is the 'I just gotta get out of this prison cell' etc sequence#and the match cut with sam and dean younger and older in the impala#and of course lining up the urban cowboy clips!#thank you for watching and pls feel free to reblog because I would like many people to get to enjoy this <3#I might (maybe. possibly.) have vague plans to do an spn and spnwin mirroring edit at some point... perhaps.............#also if I ever did a Cas character study video I know what it would be. but I don't hate myself enough to go through all that work. YET.#woooo new magnum opus
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Hiii, i love your stuff and kinda from a distance really look up at you for, in my perception, being able to express yourself without giving a fuck. Thats sick dude, Im so so afraid, of absolutely everything, its nice to think like i might grow into someone less apologetic of my existence. Nice to see people just being yknow
hey, thank you, this is really really nice. the secret that is probably not a secret is that i am also deeply afraid a lot of the time lmao -- but less than i used to be, and in ways that feel less stifling and self-suffocating, if that makes sense.
like, it used to be "i'm scared that if i express myself the way i want to, everyone will find me obnoxious, so let's just sand those edges down to be safe" -- now my fears are more like "now that i'm expressing myself in a way that feels natural and real, i'm afraid that it's all stupid/vapid/not worthwhile or meaningful" (<- specifically abt my art) or "i'm happy that i talk and act the way i want to now, but what if it makes me impossible to befriend," etc etc etc. which still feels bad and puts me in a funk a lot of the time but at least it's a fear that comes After/in reaction to doing stuff, rather than a fear that STOPS me from doing stuff, you know? like, it's evolved into a kind of fear that's less in my way.
anyway. i believe you'll experience something like this, because wanting to grow is the first step of growing. the fact that u hope or wish for something different means you're already on your way. to fewer fucks!! or at least distributing the fucks u give in a way that serves u better
#stuff like accepting that i'm reserved and i'm not very accessible via messages.#or that my online tone isn't very bubbly and it's weird and uncomfortable to force it.#i stop letting fears about that shape my behavior ('i'll look mean or snotty so let's force markers of Friendliness to avoid that!!') -#- and instead act the way i want to and then trade it in for new fears that come After the action.#also a good reminder to give urself is that if ur fear is abt how other ppl perceive u (as 90% of mine is personally)#u really... can't actually control that. and being very very anxious abt it all the time is usually ur brain throwing a tantrum abt not--#--having that control. bc it is understandably very scary that u don't have that control#as much as it sucks + is terrifying the truth is the only thing u can do is ask urself 'am i behaving in a way that i'm proud of'#'am i behaving in a way that's in alignment w my values + what i think is important'#bc if the answer to that is yes and somebody hates u or is deeply offended by ur existence anyway. well. literally not ur problem#but obv being at peace w that is way way easier said than done + requires tons of practice and will take. probably. years. which is fine#i am stuck with myself. i can either contort myself forever trying to be someone everyone will like and find totally nonthreatening and-#inoffensive and in the process exhaust myself totally and never feel safe or natural myself. OR#i can say okay. so i am a kind of prickly guy with stern and drab speech patterns and close to no social energy. and i think i can still be#-sexy and fun this way. and it is up to other ppl to figure out if they can agree w me on that#ANYWAY enough rambling for now. just another one of those things i think abt a lot so i have a lot of ready-made sentences abt it in mind
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Lisa Ann Walter as Melissa Schemmenti in Abbott Elementary| 02×20: Educator of the Year
#melissa schemmenti#lisa ann walter#abbott elementary#dailyabbottelementary#abbottelementaryedit#abbottelementarygifs#abbottgifs#abbottedit#my gifs#notsosecretlyalesbian#i'm just very proud i got this one done with all the procrastinating that's been going around#i don't exactly love these but we're okay with that#also i couldn't decide on a quote that'd be funny without context :/#also i have no idea what i did with the colors in some of these so my apologies
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can someone come and switch my brain off at 9pm each night because the "my fics are shit and i'm not saying anything worth saying with them" thoughts really do tend to fly at me with increasing fervour as the eve wears on
#i just. find it very difficult to feel proud of myself for very long#or happy with my work#because ultimately there's so so many fic writers out there who've been doing it for so much longer than me#so so much better than me#and like#that's okay#i never expected or wanted to be the best#and i still love writing fic sm#it's become my lifeline#but my brain is constantly going hmmm aren't u shit tho#like aren't there far more fascinating writers to be reading#okay i think i'm done now#personal#ineffabildaddy
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#i don't think the fic is bad or anything but it fought me more than any story has this year. mostly bc of how i've been feeling?#and i think i could've made it a lot better if i'd shelved it for like two or three months tbh#until i was in the right mindset to try to say what i was trying to say? which is one of the main reasons why i shouldn't do big bangs tbh.#but! it's done. and that's the important thing lmao. and i did say my priority this year is finishing things not making them good#i do feel like. there's? some pressure? well-meaning and incredibly kind to be clear! but i do.#but i feel like i have. expectations? on me? and i'm not sure this is going to live up to them?#which is. like i think the story turned out fine but i feel like ppl expect more than fine? from me?#which!!! sounds conceited!!! i am aware!!! but i don't mean it in conceited i mean it like. i'm /stressed/ lmao.#like i think i'd be more okay with failing to meet my own expectations if ppl were okay w/ expecting less from me?#this is a mess.#i just wish i could be proud that i got it finished and instead didn't feel like i was going to let ppl down who expected more?#anyway. i've been working on my internal expectations this year. and i think next year has GOTTA be about external expectations lmao.#like it's absolutely no one's fault it's my own bad brain and you're absolutely not responsible for my feelings!! it's just.#anyway. i'm going to focus on being proud of myself for finishing it because it was very very very hard for me to do that#so it's done! and that's exciting!#and that's gotta be the most important thing for me rn lmao#stretching that writing muscle tag
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personal growth is crazy because it seems like nothing has changed until you're crying because you don't want to die. you learn something about yourself that ten years ago would have actually killed you, and now you're thinking about what you can do to heal and make peace with it. nothing may have changed to you, but to the person you were however long ago, you are the "it gets better"
#guy who's very proud of how well he's handling things rn lol#anyways personal time:#but idk man i kinda remembered smthn from my past n#like. if it wasn't for how much effort i've put into my mental health n coping skills#n my support network now#idk id be in a much worse place.#so i'm gonna forgive myself for not really sleeping last night#n having a hard time with my bpd feelings n emotions#because fuck man! i'm doin really good actually!#growth doesn't have to be oh man i'm never ever sad anymore#it's just. idk i don't cry because i Wanna die anymore#sometimes i have an intrusive thought of suicide#and it makes me cry because i DONT wanna die. and i know those thoughts are not good or needed#but i'm not gonna beat myself up for having them. i'm just gonna be patient n gentle w myself#n give myself time#n everything will be okay(:#bc it is okay! it's in the past and i'm safe now. and i wanna make other people feel safe too#growth starts w baby steps. n that's why it's so hard to recognize in yourself a lot of the time#it goes slooooooowly. for me at least lol.#mine#despite everything i am happy because i know my life now is one i love (: and one im actively trying to better for myself
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A quick reminder for my lovelies doomscrolling, you are okay. You will be okay. We will survive this just as we have many times before. The voice of the people should not be crushed under the weight of the people in power who want to inflict that despair.
It's love that makes us. Whoever holds this seat does not change you. Does not take away the sunrise. It does not take away the tired touch of a lover, no matter what the media may tell you. Your right to love should never be questioned, and I stand with you. I'll carry you if you can't walk right now so that you're here and you can do the same for another.
I wish I had the ability to write something with stronger words, but these come from the heart. This comes from a woman who is so fucking tired of watching their friends live in fear. It comes from a human who loves her fellow man. I truly believe in the good of people. We as humans have something that nothing else in this world has. We have such a beautiful ability to love. To express it and accept it in such a way that no other creature can.
Call me naive for this. Ignore this post if you must. But nothing has ever been achieved by being silent. No lives can be saved and told they're cared for by sitting on the sidelines.
Fight. Struggle. Breathe.
I love you.
#getting serious for a moment#I hate living through historical events too#I really do#I'm tired of seeing posts reminding me that it will be okay#because I shouldn't have to#I should live in a world where being okay is the norm#that we can get the help we need#but you know what?#I'm also so very thankful that people are helping each other#strangers reminding me to breathe and to unclench my jaw#even if it's from a supernatural meme#or the god damn south park community reminding me of just how kind it is#look point is#I'm proud of all of you#you're such an important light#dm me if you need me#even it's to ramble and distract yourself#do not let yourself be consumed by this#live and smile#the sun will rise again
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*peeks behind corner*
*leaves*
...of course, I should mention that this was only possible with the help of @patchwork-crow-writes; he helped me with the final stage of writing and gave me a ton of good feedback+writing tips, and was just super encouraging during the entire writing process. It'd never get done, much less posted, without his help, so thank you again Mr. Crow!
#i said i was going to sleep on my alt#i lied#i feel very anxious posting this so i will absolutely not be resting easy#BUT#I'm proud of it being done#its just like posting fanart for the first time#i felt super embarrassed about it at first#now im drawing fluffy princes on my hands at work and throwing it up here without a second thought#just gotta adjust to it i guess#okay but I'm like actually falling asleep at my desk though im gonna get a cookie and go to sleep for real now#night night yall#deltarune#ralsei#kris#fanfiction#new tag new tag woohoo
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