#i'm just so stressed

[cittycatplay]

It's not over, there's still votes being counted. There's still a chance.

🫂

Thank you I'm not even American but being queer already makes me think that everyone irl wants me dead and tr-mp being able to affect other countries really makes me scared

I'm so scared I'll lose you all

[destinysquared]

HIII!

Just wanted to say that you're art is beautiful, have a nice day :D

Aww thank you!! I really appreciate that! esp cause I'm sadly going through some difficult stuff atm, lotta computer repairs and such. so it's nice to hear you like my work <333 ty!!

[thebisexualmandalorian]

I'm so tired. Today has been appointments, phone calls, and meltdowns. I managed finally to get someone on the phone about my disability application that I put in over a year ago, which is "under review" and that's all they can tell me. I drove an hour round trip for an appointment that was rescheduled (and no one called to tell me), so I have to go back Tuesday. I paid my bills, which left me with... not much. I'm just so godfuckingdamn tired. I ended up crying on the phone with two different social workers trying to get some damn answers. I've started not being able to keep food down which is always a bad sign.

I hate living like this. I hate being disabled. I hate not being able to have a normal job and a normal life and a normal amount of pain and a normal brain and live the life I should be able to. I don't want to do this anymore, I just don't. I don't see a way out, or freedom in my future.

[linos-kitten]

i have no motivation at all to edit chapter two of unexpected love

i lied to myself when i said that i'll keep myself on the schedule of posting ☹️

[truth-for-lies]

I'm on birth control, we don't use condoms, and we are both quite comfortable with that.

I'm always scared that I may be pregnant despite my birth control and all other efforts to not get pregnant at the moment, but my last period was about a week later than expected.

It stressed me out but then it came so I was relieved.

It didn't last as long as it normally does, (only went on for about 5 days instead of my usual 7ish) so I was just glad it was over.

Flash forward to yesterday, less than a week since my last period ended, and I noticed I had commenced bleeding again.

I was more just annoyed than anything because I don't think it's fair I have my period in consecutive weeks, even though they may be shorter than my norm.

But it has been weighing heavily on my mind that maybe I am or was pregnant and this second period is actually some kind of miscarriage.

So I just started googling periods and possibly causes of bleeding that aren't actually your period, and rest assured, ectopic pregnancies and miscarriages were 2 bad ones.

I'm undecided if I should take a pregnancy test or just go see a doctor for advice.

I hate doctors and the last thing I want to do is see a GP, explain that this is abnormal, and for them to go "well it's only the first time this has happened so just monitor it and if your symptoms get worse, come back. If it doesn't happen again then you're fine!" because that's always how shit goes for me when I see a doctor.

No one understands my hatred for seeing doctors, why I feel so unseen and unheard by them.

They rush through the "exam", give you the simplest answer, and turn you away, maybe with a script for meds if they deem it necessary.

There's a sexual health clinic I could go see, but there's a gap payment I don't particularly want to pay, especially if it means requiring a follow up or something. But maybe I need to see them, especially if I do a self pregnancy test first because I shouldn't be pregnant.

[noxtivagus]

what the fuck do i do

[valkerymillenia]

I can't begin to describe how awful I feel today.

[xfangheartx]

Current mood right now.

[rheajstudies]

Just got back from spending 10 hours in the ER/Urgent Care for what feels like nothing the day before my exam and now i’m freaking out because i missed lectures and am behind on midterm work...I’m torn between just eating and going to bed or just plowing through my work

[dancing-in-a-storm-fearlesss]

Can someone just hug me while I cry

[skairebel]

i might actually cry before the episode even airs

[pduwd]

*sends you a hug* 💛

Thank you so so much, Charlotte🥺 I truly needed it. Ilysm💙

[wizardingmockingjayintheimpala]

Oh god. My building manager won't reply back to my texts and I'm so stressed out. Our agreement is done and he needs to give me back my deposit but he keeps ignoring me. I'm back home and this is freaking me out and I don't know how to deal with this. I'll have to call him in the morning. It's been like a week, I've been sending him regular texts, reminding him about the deposit BUT HE JUST READS THEM AND IGNORES THEM. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO TO.

[fitzhastoomanysideblogs]

I'm so tired of school. I'm never going to finish and more than likely I'm not gonna have a summer break at all this year because I'm still not even close to being caught up

[comebackseasonisamess]

......

[steeve-harrington]

It's only been a few days since I started tackling the pantry beetle problem and it already seems to be improving

I just wish I could find the source... they're not in the chinchilla food, they're not in my books, I even checked my letterman jacket because it's wool and nothing? They just seem to be hanging out in my window?

This is such a weird problem to have in a bedroom... but thank god it's not bedbugs. That's the only comfort I can find in this situation is that it could be much worse...

I guess all I can do is try to keep the things from multiplying...

This is a pain in general but one of my major triggers is bugs so I've admittedly been abusing my anxiety meds and drinking nyquil every single night

Maybe I'll get lucky and die lol