#i'm just so stressed

[destinysquared]

HIII!

Just wanted to say that you're art is beautiful, have a nice day :D

Aww thank you!! I really appreciate that! esp cause I'm sadly going through some difficult stuff atm, lotta computer repairs and such. so it's nice to hear you like my work <333 ty!!

[thebisexualmandalorian]

I'm so tired. Today has been appointments, phone calls, and meltdowns. I managed finally to get someone on the phone about my disability application that I put in over a year ago, which is "under review" and that's all they can tell me. I drove an hour round trip for an appointment that was rescheduled (and no one called to tell me), so I have to go back Tuesday. I paid my bills, which left me with... not much. I'm just so godfuckingdamn tired. I ended up crying on the phone with two different social workers trying to get some damn answers. I've started not being able to keep food down which is always a bad sign.

I hate living like this. I hate being disabled. I hate not being able to have a normal job and a normal life and a normal amount of pain and a normal brain and live the life I should be able to. I don't want to do this anymore, I just don't. I don't see a way out, or freedom in my future.

[linos-kitten]

i have no motivation at all to edit chapter two of unexpected love

i lied to myself when i said that i'll keep myself on the schedule of posting ☹️

[cittycatplay]

It's not over, there's still votes being counted. There's still a chance.

🫂

Thank you I'm not even American but being queer already makes me think that everyone irl wants me dead and tr-mp being able to affect other countries really makes me scared

I'm so scared I'll lose you all

[lazylittledragon]

domesticating your vampire: a memoir

(beautiful high res version on patre0n)

[sga-owns-my-soul]

reblog to give ur mutuals a soft lil kissy on the head

[wiisagi-maiingan]

I love tornado survival guides. "Shelter in a basement or interior room without any windows. But if you're in a mobile home, just fucking die I guess lol"

[swampybogg]

[shaniacsboogara]

liking dnd is so funny because yeah you play the actual game sometimes but mostly you just think about the game and watch other people play the game and slowly go insane thinking about how much you wish you could play the game and hoping that buying more shiny rocks will fix everything

[t00thpasteface]

not done messing with their shapes yet actually

[truth-for-lies]

I'm on birth control, we don't use condoms, and we are both quite comfortable with that.

I'm always scared that I may be pregnant despite my birth control and all other efforts to not get pregnant at the moment, but my last period was about a week later than expected.

It stressed me out but then it came so I was relieved.

It didn't last as long as it normally does, (only went on for about 5 days instead of my usual 7ish) so I was just glad it was over.

Flash forward to yesterday, less than a week since my last period ended, and I noticed I had commenced bleeding again.

I was more just annoyed than anything because I don't think it's fair I have my period in consecutive weeks, even though they may be shorter than my norm.

But it has been weighing heavily on my mind that maybe I am or was pregnant and this second period is actually some kind of miscarriage.

So I just started googling periods and possibly causes of bleeding that aren't actually your period, and rest assured, ectopic pregnancies and miscarriages were 2 bad ones.

I'm undecided if I should take a pregnancy test or just go see a doctor for advice.

I hate doctors and the last thing I want to do is see a GP, explain that this is abnormal, and for them to go "well it's only the first time this has happened so just monitor it and if your symptoms get worse, come back. If it doesn't happen again then you're fine!" because that's always how shit goes for me when I see a doctor.

No one understands my hatred for seeing doctors, why I feel so unseen and unheard by them.

They rush through the "exam", give you the simplest answer, and turn you away, maybe with a script for meds if they deem it necessary.

There's a sexual health clinic I could go see, but there's a gap payment I don't particularly want to pay, especially if it means requiring a follow up or something. But maybe I need to see them, especially if I do a self pregnancy test first because I shouldn't be pregnant.

[dollya-robinprotector]

That one event when PC sleeps in History class and wakes up with cum on their hand. It's not the only one, but, like......

No just let me delulu okay just LET ME THINK IT'S THE HIGH CONFIDENCE ROBIN and this is the premise we need for Somnophilia Ronin okay "no one seems to notice" BUT IF YOU LOOK TO YOUR SIDE HONAY MAYBE YOU LL SEE SOMEONE IS BLUSHING JUST LET ME DREAM PLEASE SOMNO ROBIN IS REAL AND I'M SO READY FOR IT.

[mikonez]

"I got my sin and you got your sorrow They're born from the din and come out at night"

alt versions under the cut!!

[causticflower]

can someone check on this man

[grey-viridian]

Rottmnt Possessed AU

So… It all started with this art of Ghost Leo that I drew quite some time ago.

And then I had an idea.

Do you remember how Gram-Gram died, did the Hamato glowy thing, turned into light and possessed April at the end of season 2?

Well-

What if?

I present to you The Disaster Twins who refused to be separated by such dumdum thing as death.

[buttercupshands]

I started drawing this next day after I finished Act 6

13 or so days and it's finished!

Main things are traditional and Loop's body was edited digitally after

Unedited it looks like this

I've been torn on how to do Loop's body for the entirety of lining, also

A bit sad the main lines are visible only as a wip, most of this thing is literally just a ton of sharp lines

I think it's also my first day of drawing, Loop is just a sketch here (feat. my leg)

I even finished the beans before it so they were a moral support, because if you let me things like this take a year