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#just the adhd assessment is 3 appointments and each cost 135€#the first appointment has been processed etc national healthcare reimbursed me 57€ and my private complementary health insurance 69€#which means that one appointment is 9€ out of my pocket#i really thought it would be more#i went there knowing that it would be a lot but luckily i could still afford it and it#i think it would just have been an investment for the future bc it's at the root of so many problems for me it will payback#i'm incredibly grateful and happy#that i could do this#even if it took a year to have an appointment bc she's specialised in adult adhd and finding they're rare in france#my sentences don't make sense anyway it's hard to find one it's hard to find someone that's good at what they do and hard to find someone#that's nice and she's all 3#FEELING HASHTAG BLESSED
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With the end of season two comes a second redraw!
[Nov 2022] [June 2023] [June 2024]
#better drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#I was really looking forwards to this redraw - though the jump in skill isn't as dramatic as the last one I still am proud of my progress!#It's really incredible to look back on this last year and how much has happened since then.#Both in my personal life and this blog.#I started the second season while I was going through some pretty rough times and it truly kept my sanity afloat.#I challenged myself a lot more this year! And while it didn't always turn out the way I hoped-#-being messy and earnestly trying to do something different has been my favourite part of art.#There will always be a lot of room to grow - I don't think art and creativity has a ceiling.#I went from doubting that I was even an artist to joining a gamedev team as the lead artist! That's character growth!#Thank you all once again for joining me on this journey B*)#Thank you for all the messages and support you have sent my way these last 18 months.#I'm so happy to have been given the chance to create something for this community. You've given me so much and I am so grateful.#I'll take a little break to post some personal project stuff this week and resume season three after that!#Onwards to another season of silly (and sometimes serious) comics!
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If I could hold you for a minute, Darling, I’d go through it again
For @edsbacktattoo & @stedesearring 💕 Show: Our Flag Means Death - Season 1 & 2 Music: Francesca by Hozier YouTube
#ofmd#our flag means death#gentlebeard#stede bonnet#edward teach#ofmdedit#ofmdaily#ofmd source#ofmd fanvid#ofmd s2#ofmd edit#blackbonnet#ella’s edit#HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMS ❤️#AND A BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAITLIN ❤️#i'm killing two (impossible) birds with one stone by dedictating this video to both of you absolute angels!!#jams i love you so much. you're so incredibly talented and hilarious and kind and amazing. i'm so grateful for you.#if you didn't live halfway around the world i would come over and give you the biggest and warmest hug#thank you for letting me scream in your dms all the time. whether it's about our pirate boys or your writing or cancellation hell™️#and just THANK YOU for being such a wonderful presence in my life#oh and kaitlin. lovely sweet kind kaitlin. the one we all love to call a human ray of sunshine because you're just THAT lovely#your little yellow hearts in the tags brighten my day every time i see them. whenever i talk to you you're just so sweet#thanks for every single lovely word. for every music rec. for every sweet message or ask. what a gift you are. ily!!!#speaking of gifts: i couldn't think of a more perfect song for the two of you than francesca#so i hope you like my little creation that i've put together. once again shoutout to#evil gang 😈
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I swear somewhere this works
#fate the winx saga#fate: the winx saga#myedit#andylindsource#andreas of eraklyon#rosalind hale#HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNE!!!#i'm sorry i'm so late!!!#You're part of the backbone of this fandom darling#and I hope you know how incredibly grateful I'm for you#for your unrelenting sweetness and your incredible imagination and your amazing dedication#hotel california forever
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i'm totally normal about this!!!!!
i finally got his ass to c6 after two years 😭 it's crazy because this is the first time i got like 4 copies of him in a single patch and only lost the 50/50 once (the first pull). it's even crazier when i think about how i only had 17k primos + i kept pulling when my primos reached 160 💀 insane luck? or was this the God’s way of saying, “Hey, you’ve suffered enough”? anyway, idc. my goal is achieved! aahhh
#i'm so happy!!! i was committed to getting his c6 the broke way and i finally achieved it!#broke way as in i spent $0#i sent this to my friends and they didn't even respond :(#it lowkey hurt because they know how much this means to me and if they can't be happy for me then fine wtvr#but anyway i achieved my goal :D#esp because his c1 & c2 were extremely hard to get (i kept losing the 50/50 at hard pity)#that was 2022 and 2023 </3 dark days#only now did he decide to be cooperative which i'm incredibly grateful for aahh#genshin thoughts#mine#genshin impact#kaedehara kazuha#kazuha#genshin 5.0
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very much related to that last post but i adore how nearly everyone that's ever played odst lives their life after having played the game imagining themselves as the game's protagonist trudging down the street with smooth jazz playing in the background whenever it rains during nighttime. i remember someone posted a video of some ambient jazz playing on a desolate bus station or something not too long ago and every single person in the comment section and the quote retweets was making an odst reference in one way or another. it's such a delightful phenomenon.
#logs#of course i am guilty of this i am so incredibly guilty of this and every moment i spend doing this soaks into my blood and makes me#incredibly happy#i'm very grateful for halo#and yeah it sounds silly to be grateful for videogames. but i am. they keep changing my life for the better in a world constantly trying to#change it for the worse. i'm very grateful for videogames.
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I watched the IF movie with my baby brother and I fucking sobbed. Not even at the actually sad stuff just the reminder of the feeling of having absolutely no one but this person in your head who is your everything who knows you better than anyone who is there for you no matter what. Forgetting and then remembering them again. I was literally holding back sobs meanwhile the 6yo is fine
#He'll get it someday#He also said it's the best movie he's ever seen which is. Incredible. Because he never likes movies like that#But also he made his own imaginary friends after we watched it and I'm just. I'm so happy#Idc ab ryan reynolds or john krazinski or any of them but I'm so grateful for this silly sweet movie & what it's done for me and my brother#I was expecting it to be dumb and I loved it#If#if movie
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ngl seeing ur posts actually teared me up a bit. im demiaroace and went thru a rlly bad toxic relationship. its hard for me to fall in love w people in general bc of this but im always loving fictional characters. so this past one has been rlly rlly hard for me, but fictional characters always have made me feel better (this has been a whole thing w me since i was little due to trauma & abuse). i guess i dont rlly consider myself fictosexual? maybe i kinda am? ive drawn personas and self shipped but mostly i just draw ships and live vicariously thru them heh. but seeing you, your posts, how cute you and rayman are together. idk it gives me hope? like im actually tearing up NOW HSSHSH idk i just. find it so sweet? how you guys found each other. and idk it gives me hope that love will happen to me one day ig? IDK how to explain it but im very happy for you guys, congrats on almost 1 year!! and never stop bc you guys have such a deep bond and yeah!! #raylex !!!
anon oh my GOODNESS, you are gonna be the one to make ME tear up! this is such a sweet and lovely message to receive... 🥺 you have no idea how happy I am to know that I can give you even just a little bit of hope that love will come your way someday. I promise it will! I'm so sorry for what you had to go through, but please know that I am cheering you on all the way for a bright future! 💖
#my situation is... incredibly abnormal to say the least haha. but I am EXTREMELY happy and secure in my relationship with ray 🫶#I am so grateful to have him in my life. and I'm sure that one day you will find the same kind of love anon! don't lose hope! <3#asks#anon
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i would like to thank jackson west, and jackson west only, for all that he's done this season and bringing chenford together. he really is an angel. 🥺💗💗
#*and this is icarly!#the rookie#the rookie season 5#the rookie spoilers#jackson west#tim bradford#lucy chen#chenford#otp: you know me so well#IT'S JACKSON WE SHOULD BE GRATEFUL TO FOR ALL THESE INCREDIBLE MOMENTS BETWEEN THEM#he just wants his best friend to be happy and he knows that tim will do the that for her and be the best for her#i'm crying i miss him!! 😭😭😭😭😭
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Good day tomorrow: alone all day!
#I'm grateful for the people I have around me#I've been making myself do more stuff with people for the past few weeks#And I've been having fun and I've been feeling better because of it#And I'm grateful for the new experiences and memories#But God being around others is tiring#I'm happy to be completely alone for a full day#It's been..... two weeks since I've had a day with zero human interaction#Incredibly rare for me#But also something I'm happy about#Personal
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Girls when the end of Sketchbook Week fills them with a melancholic yet unimaginable gratefulness and a contradictory nostalgia for the present moment. Girls when the feeling of community that was already there was enhanced by an event and they're emotional over people on their phone
#you guys. fucking broke me#like yeah I KNEW everyone here was awesome and kind and sweet and talented#but there's something about the organized coming together of it#it feels like the internet equivalent of everyone accepting to hang out together outside of just seeing each other in school/work#to everyone who commented/reblogged my works or just interracted in some way with me during this week#I hope you know how incredibly grateful i am. I hope you know I think of you as a friend (ESPECIALLY the mutuals)#I've never taken more comfort in the saying 'shows end. But fandoms last forever'#but I hope you know you can reach out even when you no longer think too much about hilda#I'm just. so humbled. Like this common interest brought all these amazing people together. Now we can stick by each other#even when there's no longer this common denominator#(which is going to take me a WHILE to leave behind either way don't know about you)#anyway. yeah. I'm happy to share these moments of my life with you people. you are alright [I say as I bawl my eyes out]#wife speaks#not hilda
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If you managed to process it, I would love to hear a story about your experience at Luke's Fonda show🥰 No pressure though, only if you want😊
funny timing for this, i wrote up a little summary post a while ago and have been kind of working up to posting it.
it's hard, because how do you adequately summarize something that means so much to you? it feels like nothing i say will be enough, but i do want to share some things about it, because i think that will help it feel real. thank u for asking and providing the encouragement. <3 emo bullet points ahead! i tried to focus mainly on show-related things but this experience wasn't just important to me because of the shows, so some of the other stuff sneaks in.
that’s the first thing. it didn���t feel real, and it still kind of doesn’t. because i was only there for a few days, and i spent every morning getting coffee with meg and every night seeing luke perform my favorite album. like…that’s not real. that can’t be real.
accidentally but unsurprisingly coordinating outfits with meg on night one. the scientology recruiter on the sidewalk recognizing us from the day before when we’d walked by.
stress buying armloads of merch from an incredibly patient and probably at least somewhat high guy who immediately forgot about me, but who i will probably forever remember fondly.
roy and the mustard having a chat in the balcony.
standing in the crowd waiting for the first show to start. all of the anticipation mixed with all these different emotions, and then finally luke appears on stage. sings the opening of a beautiful dream. the lights shine on him more brightly as it crescendos and we finally get a good look at him. i turn to meg and i say “he’s so sparkly.”
comedown on night one. hearing “let me see all the things that i was supposed to see” while i was there. seeing it.
being able to look over at meg meaningfully when certain things happened during the shows, including but not limited to luke’s gratuitous displays of ass. poetic, really.
leaving the venue night one, in a daze. one of the security guys saying “have a good night” on our way out the door. he had no idea. no fucking idea what we’d just been through. have a good night! now that your lives have been changed forever! sausages on the sidewalk.
collapsing in the hotel lobby, quietly reviewing photos and videos, actually being able to do it openly and to talk about it or not talk about it, and to finally start to have it sink in.
staying up way too late, and eventually falling asleep in my new luke shirt.
the woman with the intense boston accent who hopped on the elevator and immediately asked me if the hotel had a coffee shop with a level of desperation in her voice that spoke to me deeply.
finding sam and meghna in line for night two, and the strange euphoria of speaking openly about things I almost never can to people i just met, but also already knew. being annoying and posting the same palm trees. wishing it would have worked out for emie to be there too.
grabbing meg’s hand to pull her into the crowd on night two. the feeling of relief. somehow we did it. two nights, two shows, two opportunities for everything to go wrong, but actually everything (or at least the things that mattered most) went right.
every time luke gazed our direction, on night two, which felt like a lot, and how every time it was kind of unbearable in the best way. because it’s him and because he was singing songs that mean so much to me while it felt like he was staring into my soul, and because i could look over at meg and know she knew exactly what i was feeling.
the shows going by so fast. i tried so hard to be in the moment and appreciate every second, but it was such a strange, out of body experience. this was something i’d daydreamed about and pictured in my head, but i never thought it was a real possibility. and even in my daydreams, i couldn’t fathom being that close to luke and being there with meg while it happened. it felt surreal that these things were actually happening to me.
the way luke smiled during the breakdown in mum, but also looked like he was dying so beautifully during place in me. admiring his large mouth during slip away. (it really does some riveting things to hit those points of emphasis.)
all the times he ran his hands through his hair to push it back off his forehead. all the times it fell right back where it was. the way he started the shows with it styled, but by comedown it was already just a perfect mess.
his silver nails and his new necklaces and the way his eyes sparkled.
night two, when luke started singing the new bloodline verse. that moment of “what is this? i don’t know this?” it hits different when it’s a song you know so well it’s like it’s a part of you, and suddenly there’s something new to it. thinking about those new lyrics, where they came from, how long they’ve existed, when and why luke decided to add them in, but just for night two.
the talking breaks, ranging from “i’m fuckin’ terrified” early on night one to “can you see my nipples in this shirt” late on night two. octopuses hanging from the ceiling. he didn’t know if anyone would like the album. but he knows we like to scream. making the album was such a very him thing to do, and it’s friday, and he’s in love.
the confetti cannon going off during starting line on night two, being positioned so it rained confetti into my hair, into my purse, down my shirt. it was blue and white and silver because of course it was, because luke thinks about these things.
his smiles and waves and little bows at the end. the shuffle step off stage and the way i watched his back disappear into the darkness until i couldn’t see him at all.
spending both shows with my hands clasped over my heart. it wasn’t a conscious choice. it’s just where they landed.
being stuck in the crowd after the night two show ended, surrounded by groups of people taking pictures of each other’s mascara tears or lying facedown in the confetti. seeing myself in some of those photos a few days later on twitter. and not just those photos - photos from the stage too. the photo luke posted (and took down). and the photo where meg and i are looking up at him with lovestruck smiles.
walking down hollywood boulevard at night, almost silent. walking down the other side of hollywood boulevard the next night, dodging drunk people, talking about luke’s nipples.
making the most absurd pouty face and waving pathetically on the elevator as i left meg on the 9th floor for the last time, then trying not to sob stepping out onto the 16th.
the trip home. feeling physically awful from several days living on iced lattes, kind bars, and no sleep. emotionally drained, sad to be leaving luke and la and meg. sitting at the airport, wishing i could be with my friends at the beach instead.
getting home, unpacking, tucking away my confetti for safekeeping. so incredibly happy but also so devastated to know that it really is possible to have it all, but only for a few days. grateful i had the chance at all, and that it worked out as well as it did.
#sorry this is much more earnest than my usual tumblr vibes it's just really important to me#i feel like i ended on kind of a downer there but i don't mean for it to be#it was just such an incredible experience and i'm so happy i had it at all#it's just a little hard trying to return to Reality afterwards u know#when you know what's possible#but instead you have to go to work#and live across the world from the person who gets you#and not see luke standing in front of you every day#so it's probably a little heavy on the wistfulness#also it's really hard to put into words the actual luke of it all#the shows themselves#i can pick out details but actually conveying the hugeness of the experience is impossible#but i'm very grateful for this ask giving me the opportunity to try#i have all these videos on my phone that i keep watching like evidence#trying to convince my brain it was real and i was there#live at the fonda#lhafc#ask#anon#sidenote it's bizarre seeing twitter stans in the wild#with the livestreams and everything i can't really think of anything that's like#"new” in terms of what went on at the shows to share but ama i'm happy to expand on the mustard
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Inktober day 9 - Bounce
#I underestimated the work that making unique designs to each of those balls would be#but I also didnt have any better idea for this prompt#also can I just say im so happy with the response to yesterdays piece?#some of the comments made me melt /pos#I really appreciate every single comment/tag they really make my day#if you ever let any kind comment on any piece of mine know I'm incredibly grateful for it#inktober#inktober 2023#digital art#artists on tumblr#fanart#earthbound#mother 2#paula earthbound#paula mother 2#ness mother 2#ness earthbound#jeff and poo are there too but they're so small idk if I should tag them
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#my dad is such a good man#he is not perfect and there are times when he disappoints me#but he has never left me in even the shadow of a doubt as to whether or not he loved me or if he would be there for me when i needed him.#i love him so much#(i'm putting this in the tags because tumblr loves to jump on people who say positive things about fathers)#but mine is legitimately probably one of the top dads in the country and i love him so so much#i am so blessed to have such a kind and loving man as my father#because his father was a terrible man#and he made it his life's goal to be a good father so his children wouldn't suffer the way he did#he has always put us first above his own wishes and happiness#i am so incredibly grateful for him#the Lord was so good to me
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#I started seeing someone and it's going well. I've gone on three dates with him and it's nice overall.#i was nervous wreck the entire 45 minute drive and I wanted to throw up and/or drive into a ditch.#Thankfully I managed to get there in one piece and got there early and was able to calm down a bit and have a good time.#My friend third wheeled for me and I'm so incredibly grateful that it worked out as well as it did. I'm such a wreck.#Walking back after with my friend was good and I realize that I'm still struggling with the insecurities I had growing up.#I'm getting better but it's probably something that'll stay with me forever. I'm slowly working through these issues but progress takes tim#I haven't told my parents that I'm gay even though they probably know and they're too polite to say anything (who knows at this point)#But I had a realization that I'll probably not tell them unless things become more serious.I don't want to lie to them.Like I can't even sa#“oh me and *** went to the gallery this weekend. You would've liked this exhibit” or like they eventually meet him#I just don't feel comfortable saying it and at the moment it's not worth it.#I'm happy for the most part and thats the important part
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#hi guys... i know that i havent been the most active lately... mostly because work is hectic right now and all my free time is spent with#family friends and my bf#to be honest i don't know if i'll return to writing... I've slowly been losing motivation but it really is a shame#i've loved my time here and i don't know where my journey will go next#but i will keep my blog up for now and reblog stuff occasionally.#honestly it seems that since full time work and bf got combined I've had less and less time! its just a part of life#and i'm incredibly grateful for those who gave me advice durinf my online dating era... it all led up to my life right now and i couldn’t#be happier. sure our relationship isn't perfect and he isn’t but i truly feel that he's perfect for me. i'm the happiest that i've even been#and i'm thankful for u all that commented on my shitposts and talked me through it all. it got me through and even my bf thanks u all for#getting me through it as well :)#idk why i feel so sappy right now but i'm just feeling grateful.#and happy hehe. my bf met one of my oldest friends from my hometown and he just. idk. after we drove back he told me that he realized that#he's v protective of me when he's walking dt with me lol (it's filled with very strange people that yell) and i could tell lowkey because#his hand would squeeze mine and he would pull me toward him or beside or infront when we talked past sus people#and idk he was looking at me a certain way and i was like stop looking at me (he was gonna make me blush lol) but he just said 'why am i not#allowed to look at my future wife' !#and u guys i wanted to SCREAM like... wow my bf lowkey has rizz tf lol#idk i'm happy 😊 thats the life update see u guys sometimes :)#e.txt
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