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sometimes a guys just gotta get too attached to a character that's only shown up in canon like 3 times :\\\\
#this is about germania yes#i am not normal about this man and you all do not understand how much i want to smash him into 7000 peices and then put him back together#like a puzzle and just like idk maybe break him and then work my way back#i'm gonna break him hold on#gotta go read about the siege of ravenna some more#hws germania#apersonwhotalks
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HUSK, Hotel Bartender & Concierge | 1x04 - Masquerade
"Oh, I FORGOT — you're the wise-old bartender who's seen it all! Get the fuck over yourself and pour me a real drink."
#hazbin hotel#husk#husk hazbin hotel#hazbin husk#hazbin hotel edit#masquerade#my gifs#character spotlight#Certified Redemption ☑︎#hello hi i'm in love with the kitty man like actually#he NEEDS more screentime in s2 in fact he needs his own episode#PLS PLS she confirmed that we're gonna get to know some (but not all) of the character's backstories in s2 PLEASE LET HUSK BE ONE OF THEM#I'LL ACTUALLY DIE THANK YOU#alright i'm coming back to these tags to point stuff out#first off - the fact that he closes his eyes and shakes his head and reaches up to hold his suspenders before offering actual help#physically hyping himself up to lend a hand even though his whole thing is having an empty shell of a heart - apparently.#AAAAAA#but ALSO#holding his suspenders - self soothing gesture possibly? he knows lending a hand could give way to vulnerability on his end regardless if h#even shares personal information about himself or not - at the BARE MINIMUM he is saying ''look. i care a little. okay?'' by even OFFERING#help to begin with. AND OTHER THING!!!!!!!#the fact that he himself bitched and moaned earlier that episode about how EVERYONNEEE likes to bitch to the bartender#and he talks about how he knows everything about everyone seemingly against his better wishes#it's all part of the job he's forced to do#so you could also look at him shaking his head as a way for him to literally ''shake off'' that attitude because again. HE CARES.#even if it's just a little.#then GODDDDD his reaction to angel breaking down. the way he softens. his ears go down. he looks to the ground.#his ''old crusty heart'' was actually touched - not in the happy way of course. it was pain. struck with sympathy and remorse.#LISTEN I LOVE THIS GOD DAMN CAT OKAY
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that's our vibe tonight folks
#laughs awkwardly#dimension 20#misfits and magic spoilers#MY BOY !!!!!#whenever people gif what evan said to jammer there im gonna go crazy. I'm gonna start eating furniture#just. like !!!! once evan has accepted he is who he is unapologetically#when he says 'you guys are amazing' to his friends with his full chest !! it just hits different !!#the way jammer asked how he can be everything everyone needs everywhere all at once#and now !!! he breaks his wand because it was holding him back!!! because he is and always was exactly what everyone needed as he is !!!
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some postgame doodles for pride month
#martzipan#komahina#hajime hinata#nagito komaeda#domestic kmhn likers pspspsps cmere#i never draw just fluff/domestic things bc i get too in my feelings lmao. this one was no exception#i had to take a break midway through bc i got sappy. IT'S OK THO we got it done :3#neways these tie into some headcanons of mine so i'm gonna share 'em here#mainly i hc them having little ways where they just look out for each other#komaeda is usually the only one who can convince hinata to take a goddamn break without having to forcefully drag him away from his work#bc hinata does NOT take enough breaks. and he does not listen to reason#until there is a komaeda who is tired and can't go to sleep without his human teddy bear :((( can't let him go to bed aloneeee#n i think hinata just. casually feeds komaeda ALL the time#bc he won't eat enough on his own. and if you offer him food he'll be inclined to see it as a nicety and try to reject it#but if you just. Put Food In Front Of His Mouth. he'll eat it#it's kind of a reflex like komaeda doesn't realize he's being fed most of the time#they take care of each other bc they won't take care of themselves otherwise lmao. it's a little dysfunctional but they're trying#i think once they've recovered enough to be able to just enjoy each other's company they get REALLY really giggly#they have a lot of teenage/young adult love stuff to catch up on and since they didn't really have a puppy love phase. they laugh a lot#they'll try to do something tender or sweet but then one of them will start to laugh. and then it's not long before the other breaks#komaeda usually breaks first. bc he's always in awe of just how happy he is. bc he never thought he COULD be this happy#not without hell looming just over the horizon anyways#when hinata breaks first it's bc he's thinking of how much they've both been through and put each other through#and he's just sort of like 'how the fuck did we end up here'#(btw komaeda snorts when he's trying not to laugh. this is just fact trust me)#OH AND I HAVE MANY HEADCANONS ABT THEIR SLEEP STUFFS#as stated hinata runs hot and komaeda runs cold. but ALSO#hinata's a sprawler. komaeda gets Clingy. it works out for them tho#if komaeda doesn't have hinata to hold like a body pillow he'll curl into the tightest little ball. it gives him back pain lmao#oh and yes. they absolutely wake up with their legs incredibly tangled together
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Why I Am Not Coming In To Work Today [abridged], Jess Zimmerman
part one | part two
#me when everybody is posting the maple leafs sad narratives and i am furiously generating this like HOLD ONNNN HOLD ONNNNNNN#honestly i could've been SOOOO MEAN about this because i saw this poem & alexandra got the preview on the poetry blog#where i just reblogged the first half of this poem point blank with the tags#kyle dubas#toronto maple leafs#& got yelled at aksdaksf & it literally only didn't go on this blog bc i usually write more & then it was percolating & i looked up the poe#& it was only the FIRST PART i'd reblogged i didn't know there was more & then brain immediately went brrrrr ok time for an edit.#this is a long one lol & i also have no idea if it makes sense to anybody but me but because y'all know me i will always overexplain so!!#my reasoning for the reasons obvi kyle. that's a given i hope he's doing well i hope he & his family r good but man is not coming in to wor#the second edit took me a stupid amount of time bc i am nitpicky but also i learned how to do the layers & transparency from the claude edi#that actually y'all don't know about lmao but i lost my mind when i saw how perfectly those pictures align i was scrolling getty & was like#ok december i'm gonna do a headline one (in my brain with the november/june quote about choosing to die again) w/ maple leafs playoff odds#how they say at winter break you know who's gonna be in the playoffs & who'll win & they thought they had a shot but it's mitchie overlaid#the 2003-04 team who'd last won a playoff round with the atlantic division stats from dec for 22-23 & how long it's been & dec headlines#i wanted breakup/recent/never loved to be a recent trade acquisition somebody who bounced around & somebody else so i almost had simmer#brodie & zar but then i wanted to make murray for breakup at any time &i forgot zar & him were on the pens together &it hit me like a truc#bc there's a photo of the two of them EXACTLY the same so close it's scary of this one but them as pens so they had to be it & i did always#know never loved again was mitchie. sorry. also mitchie in the penalty box the last game but i couldn't find footage of it & this one works#no i could not find a photo of tyler bertuzzi fighting a leaf for a dog looked at me yes i tried.#i almost made the bunting photo jt but instead it's 'bunting a rat etc' anyway the one i really feel unhinged about is dead pets bc at firs#i was gonna make it the handshake line & look to see if the leafs had drafted anybody on the panthers (dead pet former draft pick)#& they had & it was carter verhaeghe & i couldn't get a good pic of matthews & verhaeghe but it's fine bc i thought about the mo/luke schen#narrative (in which they are a perfect d pair long lost) & schenn was drafted by the leafs & that line fits jut trust me. also how i feel#about the kniesy luminous line that one possessed me it had to be kniesy idk why. i almost put gussy as girls are too pretty though ALSO#did u like my joke. daylight SAVINGS time on the goalie. thank u. also my photo magic on the jt (me very poorly editing in him as an isle)#OK ALSO HOLD ONNNNN there is a part two but i have to wait for the Content i want it will come out as soon as [redacted] or sooner#if i get bad at waiting &everyone will pretend like it is always the way it will be once i have the photos i want. speaking of did the leaf#simply not take a team photo this year?? it Does Not Exist for me i have tried very hard to look for it also i'm excited for part 2#one of them is named oh you're so unhinged for this one & the finished product is you're unhinged in ways you didn't even know u were sorry#liv in the replies
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7am, eating cold leftover teriyaki stir-fry for breakfast and crying over blorbos
#normal Saturday morning behavior#redacted spoilers#redacted audio#redacted sam#Seven.txt#rp audio stuff#well. crying over one singular blorbo in particular. Sam's still got me in an emotional chokehold#and i'm too sad to even make a stupid little joke abt how i wouldn't mind if it was a physical one too. ayeee *insert sad eyebrow wiggle*#no but seriously. i have so many feelings abt him and i can't even say it all bc some of it isn't public info yet#eh fuck it i'll just draft this until the audio goes public and then i'll post it once it's no longer Exclusive Info#bc i dont wanna leak Early Access stuff but i have to get this out of my system rn and the new audio is part of what sparked these thoughts#which is funny bc i. literally haven't even listened to it yet. i'm not Ready 😭#where's that tiktok screenshot that's like. 'hyperfixation so bad that i can't even engage with the source material' bc that's me rn#like bro Sam only won the poll like. 2 or 3 days ago and Eric is Already dropping a new Sam audio?? hello? Mr. Redacted i wasn't prepared#anyways i was spoiling myself by perusing the comments last night trying to get a feel for if it's gonna be more angst or comfort#and i saw a comment that absolutely shattered me. and it reignited all my sad thoughts about Sam's eventual. uh. y'know. death.#apparently they plant a tree together or smthn in the new audio (which already has me & my beloved 10y/o orange tree feeling some kinda way#but to the individual in the comments who brought to all our minds the image of Sam sitting beneath that tree in 30 or so years time#when he's decided that he's ready to die and sits out there waiting for the sun to rise..................... 🥲#i'm gonna need u to compensate me for all of that unexpected emotional damage /j /nm#i'm Still not over what he told Darlin' while they had their talk about the future up on his roof together. that audio killed me#then yesterday i was listening to my Sam & Darlin' playlist while cleaning. and Malibu Nights by LANY came on. which i always skip bc Sad#but i let it play and just started crying. standing in the middle of the room all disheveled and holding a broom. as one does.#iirc that song is one that Eric himself said is applicable to Sam which is why/how i found it and put it on the playlist. and god. g o d#hm. i hope that wasn't Patreon exclusive info. i can't remember if it was a public post where he said that or not. hope it's okay to share#but if we can take that song as like. unofficial canon for Sam then that also confirms my idea that he used to drink to cope#which makes the opening lines of Fix What You Didn't Break by Nate Smith even more applicable. i should go edit that post actually#anyways i'm just. feeling a lot. and i love Sam very much and i don't want him to die. but i want him to do what he wants at the same time#Alexis took so fucking much from him. he deserves to live - and end - his life on his own terms. ... i think i need to go write something#*casually fishes this post out of the drafts 3 and a half days later* hi so uh. i wrote a 4k oneshot :) and will hopefully post it tomorrow
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//ooc posting: I NEED to find more fun/silly things to do with my two they are Not meant to be all agony all the time I swear- I just have a penchant for the dramatic and they're a little in the torment nexus o(-< but on god they will Have Fun too
#//ooc#even in the torment nexus there's spots of brightness!! I need to start playing with them too I'm not a grimdark writer I swear!!#I have ideas for softer bits and pieces. sibling stuff. cute things. I will get to it somehow hell or high water o7#T-E purrs!! they can do that!! it's part of their genetic alterations and I want to play with that too as well as the horrors!!#now don't get me wrong either The Horrors are one of my fav things to write but it's chiaroscuro y'know you need the contrast#it can't be a fight for personal autonomy all the time sometimes it needs to be T-E's huge kitty eyes or Helios being a dork#all this might be unnecessary I just get a little self conscious sometimes about how full-grit my writing can be wehh#holding my creatures in my hands. they are capable of such a beautiful joy. it's actually vital that they are#since I'm rambling anyways: huge part of what I want to do with T-E's pre campaign rp is start pulling them out of their shell#they start the planned game still stuck on their rules but it's talking to people that's gonna put them in a place where like#they know there's something else out there. they want it. they feel so much guilt for wanting it but it's the WANTING that's important!!#helios can't do that on his own because he doesn't know either. neither of them know jack about what exists beyond their narrow purview#making a HA clone to me is in part an examination of how miitary as industry will always result in steadily increasing dehumanisation#it's the commodification of a human body to ever increasing heights. soldiers to products to nothing but parts to be scrapped#military as an endless churn less for the sake of any kind of protection and more for the sake of resources. capital. money#it's part of what makes HA so fascinating to me y'know? the way it takes that concept to a far flung conclusion. how bad can it get#the other part is playing someone realising for the first time it's possible to break from what's expected of them#the wonder. the guilt. the disbelief. all of it carefully hidden. it's a huge part of what's so compelling about writing them to me#three huge cornerstones of T-E are: masking - military - the horror of having to exist in a body.#that last one is my taking the weird sensory relationship I have to Flesh/mind and doing horror with it dw too much about that njbkhjv#okay okay I think I'm done this got a little out of hand I'm just like#there's so MUCH about thirteen/T-E that makes me insane. alas I'm tired and it takes me like 4 hours to write a simple post sobs#anywaysss that's my ramble. I like them#helios too I like him. guy absolutely dead set on finding reasons to smile amidst the Horror
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on the good news train today: I have finally finished the last chapter(!!!) of my Inklings challenge story, which marks the FIRST ever Inklings challenge story I've ever completed properly :'D coming in at 30,810 words (yikes) (it did get out of hand, I must admit), it is definitely not a short story, but it IS a piece that I think articulates a lot of what I've been thinking about lately re: love and death, and, considering everything, is probably something I needed to write. I am very happy!! It has been a wild ride, but a deeply clarifying one.
#ALSO i went to watch hadestown on friday and i came out of that a changed person. i will literally never recover from that experience.#hadestown also has significantly shaped this story along with HMA's little mermaid and goblin market and sir orfeo btw#anywayyyy i am going to BED i have midterms to study for tomorrow which i have been putting off for too long!!!!#inklings round 3#i'm bracing for impact this week (it's gonna be ROUGH) but i am holding to julian of norwich's wise wise words for this one#all shall be well and all shall be well and all manner of thing shall be well!#including midterms (of which i have TWO right after reading break. ain't no rest for the wicked and the righteous#don't need none and who knows where i fall) and boy problems and family worries#all SHALL be well!!#why my soul are you downcast! why so disturbed within me!#put your hope in God for I will yet praise Him my saviour and my God#magpie said think of jane austen's wise words too#(friendship is the best balm for the pangs of disappointed love) and she was right :)#im sitting on my little raft and paddling steadily onwards!#thank you for sitting on the step with me through the dusk and blue hours and dark days#all shall be well for pete's sake!!!!! all SHALL be well!!!!!#last year of school log
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Munto, small HC
Continuation of this, quick sketch
Yumemi wakes up the next morning with a stiff neck and muscle ache in her shoulders
Munto is still holding her, his arms looped loosely around her; he doesn't seem to have moved an inch from when he'd dropped dead asleep last night
She spares a moment to blush, before realizing there was an unhealthy flush to his cheeks and a slightly labored quality to his breathing
She presses her hands to his forehead and the pulse of his neck, and he's alarmingly hot
Calling his name only elicits a frown, and his arms tightening like a vice around her
Somehow, she coaxes and wriggles until she manages to slide off his lap. His frown deepens and a dissatisfied noise rumbles in his chest, but he still seems to be deep in slumber.
Yumemi bumps into Rui as she exits the throne-room in a hurry, he calls for Shuza as he checks on Munto, and they carry him to his room as she hovers worriedly
Shuza diagnoses him with exhaustion, and to let him rest
Rui comments that he has never seen Munto sick, except for when they were children... Jokes that the last time he was ill, he was still a whiny crybaby who insisted on being cajoled by the previous Qu-
He stops abruptly
They all fall silent, understanding that perhaps Munto had never allowed himself the luxury of being ill since his parents returned to Akuto
Rui coughs, and turns the topic to Yumemi
"So, why was Yumemi-hime together with Munto in the throne-room this early?"
His demeanor was as respectful as ever, but there was a knowing sort of amusement in his eyes
She went deep red
The amusement was evident in his voice. "Ah, I see."
Wait, what did you mean by 'you see'??
"It's not like that, it's just... Munto wanted some company... That's all!!"
Rui held up his hands placatingly, his expression virtuous. "No, no, I apologize. It was untoward of me to query you on your... private matters."
Before she could find the words to refute / explain, though, there was a soft groan from beside them
They all turned to see Munto stirring, his golden eyes opening. He looked dazedly at the ceiling for a moment before his eyes swiveled towards the others in his room
There was a chorus of his name as they hurried to his side, and he squinted at them in fevered confusion. "What... Why are you all... Yumemi?"
She took the seat by his side. "Munto, how are you feeling? You were unconscious from your fever..."
Instead of replying though, he looked aggrieved, almost petulant. "... You left. You said you'd stay, but you left."
"I... What? When did I leave?"
As though fatigued, he lay back on his pillows and closed his eyes. His hand, however, shot out with surprising speed and grabbed hers. "I tried to... hold onto you, but you disappeared... Stay."
She heard what sounded suspiciously like a smothered chuckle from behind her, and her face sizzled. Way to not beat the allegations...
Rui whispers something gleefully to Shuza along the lines of "I need to prepare my congratulations to Munto" and Shuza murmurs something reproachfully back
Yumemi decides to be selectively deaf. Swallowing her embarrassment for the time being, she squeezes his hand back. "I won't leave. Don't worry, sleep..."
Munto gradually relaxes and his breathing deepens
#munto#munto spoilers#headcanon#very unpolished this is just me putting the scenario in my head down#liable to change i dunno#I'm just vibing with Munto being out of his mind with fever and wanting affection from Yumemi#cause lord knows he's too much of a tsundere otherwise to request it#anyway Yumemi takes care of him for a good few days until his fever breaks#they probably share a bed too cause untsundered!Munto is clingy af#i really like the image of grumpy Munto holding her close and grumbling that he needs to hold her tight otherwise she's gonna disappear#also Rui has a field day teasing Munto afterwards
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HAVE YOU SEEN THIS MAN
IF FOUND CONTACT DOLPHIN IMMEDIATELY
#dolphin noises#I LOST MY ASBEL KEYCHAIN 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#i probably would have burst into tears immediately if I didnt have company over when I noticed 😭😭😭😭😭#I knew this was possible but thought I would catch it bc A. The keychain is very well made and nothing suggested it would just break#B. Half of the time I'm walking I'm holding it anyway for Good Texture and Fidget Purposes#and C. I only go like 2 places so I thought I could find him easily#but nooo he had to pick today to escape right after a long shift when my sisters car was having trouble#so we went to 3 different car places and then walked a mile back home he could be anywhere 😭😭😭#if I'm lucky he's in the car we'll eventually get back if I'm really lucky hes at work I'm going to tomorrow#If I'm not lucky he's somewhere on the road. his texture is gonna be ruined if I ever find him 😭#I would have walked the whole way back to look for him if again it werent for having company over 😭#If I cant find him in a week I'm buying another he brought me so much joy just to have around 💔
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this is the part where i start crying
#the way he shakes his wrist and his voice breaks like!!! i'm not strong enough for this!!#akk just watches him quietly and holds his wrist like he might run away#it's so upsetting how they've been in love with each other their whole lives but have so little time to express that love#because they were too scared to even believe they deserved each other#and I'M GONNA START CRYING AGAIN I NEED TO SHUT UP#akktheo#akk itsara#theo asawa-ekanan#enchante#enchante the series#forcebook#force jiratchapong#book kasidet#my caps
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If you market yourself as a positive only/force free trainer and then scruff a dog out of frustration - you are a liar.
Furthermore, if the reason you feel justified in scruffing a dog is for lack of impulse control after you cranked them up - I hope your entire dog based career tanks.
#i'm so angry#and disgusted#i try very hard to vet trainers before working with them#I'm also really upfront about my Belgian being easily amped up#so if you continuously tease him with a toy he is going to try to snatch if from your hand#it's not him being aggressive#he didn't draw blood or break skin#he went of a ball this person was holding and caught their fingertips#it hurst for sure#I've been on the receiving end of it#but it doesn't warrant scruffing him#i'm probably gonna delete this#i'm just venting#but it's so upsetting to think i found a trainer who understands working with easily aroused dogs and is positive based#only for them to resort to physical intimidation because they can't deal with the amped behavior they deliberately encouraged
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star tours update officially adding peridia ahsoka cassian and mando + grogu. if you even care.
#they only mentioned these 4 things which is making me 🤨#like i hope this isn't it i want and ezra transmission i want more planets come onnnnn#i want a new opener with the emperor or thrawn or elsbeth pleeeeease#sassy speaks#dl#sw#idk why i didn't think abt cassian that rocks im rly happy he's gonna be in it#trying to figure out where they're gonna put him tho bc like. he was very much Not Alive during the og trilogy like that's the whole point#but you can't put him in the prequel trilogy obv like timeline wise where is he going#then again star tours doesn't adhere to timelines as much as other star wars stuff bc she's a bad bitch and get to do what she wants#but with disney getting stricter and stricter with non canon content by the day ig i figured they wouldn't let star tours break it#more than it already has#anyways i have to dig up my predictions list#bc i'm still holding out hope that there's more they aren't telling us abt
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unpinning him, letting the snap streak die, not gonna respond if he tries to contact me again
🖕🖕🖕
#he finally told me straight up he doesn't care abt my boundaries and was generally an asshole abt me enforcing them even a little so#i'm done!!!!!#i hope every time he uses the coffee maker i sent him he regrets how he's treated me 🙃#personal#he also lashed out at me calling out his drinking a ridiculous amount. he has so much he needs to work on#and he doesn't care enough about me to do the bare minimum of respecting what i say feel and put energy into#so no more. go be lonely. you put yourself where you are now !#he's not acting as a friend should. and my anxious attachment issues make me hold on longer than i should've#here's a pro tip: pay attention to ppl's actions over words#if nothing changes the first few times you communicate it's not gonna change soon! just break it off and move on#put that energy into yourself instead#i wasted almost two years on this guy. i don't want to waste my life on ppl who don't enrich my life
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They're so delightful
#idk how much pinky is gonna glow I heard they're not very glowy compared to the green one#and they only caught like half an hour of the sun aha ^^;#ACK. THEY'RE SO SOFT#I said I would kill to have the Monk plushie....unreal that I can hold him in my hands#they're so shaped and lovely and delightful#I'm gonna play Rain World for a lil and then I have to maybe do some work. it's like 9pm already somehow....#also IT'S ACTUALLY A LIL COLD#SO I'M COMFY AS FUCK!!!#Rain World#I'm breaking my rule and maintagging this one yeah#dsjdsdshdsh#Android.txt
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sorry I'm just ajfklerjafoire I can't stop thinking about this stupid Dark!Tony Stark fic (it's spiraled into two potential books lordt help) and I wanna get more attention on it so i have the motivation to keep writing *stomps foot* Anyway here's the last thing I wrote
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‘Liar’ he thought.
Still…he couldn’t stop the hopeful tug at his heart. It made him want to pull back, escape the crushing weight of Tony’s arms and look him in the eye and hear that lie again. He wanted to hear Tony Stark tell him he missed him and was so worried he hardly ate or slept anymore and – above all else – Desmond wanted to believe that Tony had been worried over him. He wanted to believe that Tony Stark wasn’t the monster he remembered. He prepared himself for Tony to prove he was.
#dark fic#dark!tony stark#dark!bruce banner#dark!avengers#writing wip#ao3 writer#anyway I keep making myself cry over this stupid thing#idk how the hell I'm gonna write a coherent narrative#or even how tf i'm gonna get the right emotions across#i keep circling back to and getting stuck on just how much Bucky loves Desmond#like when he's looking at Des there's practically a halo of light around his head - Bucky's convinced Desmond is perfect#and damn those bastards who tried to dirty him. who tried to break him - look! look at him! he's still here! still alive despite it all#he wants to hold Desmond up high#proudly showing him off because he can't fathom how someone could look at Desmond and not see an angel#he's pure and full of light and love and despite all the dirt and blood he's been encased in#his light still leaks through#and it blinds Bucky. like staring into the sun#he'll die before he looks away#or something like that jfaklfjlafje
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