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new talk some sense to me chapter link in this ugly format because tumblr
*offers this wet-paper-towel-of-a-chapter with shaking hands* pl…s… acce…pt?
#not happy with how this came out but it also just#needs to be out#so here it is!!#i'm going back to my cave now!!!#the maze runner#tmr#newtmas#newmas#newt/thomas#the death cure#the scorch trials#hurt/comfort#subversive sick fic#emetephobia friendly!#no one from the core cast dies#non-canon disabled character#everybody loves thomas and so do i#mix of movie and book canon#talksomesensetome#all deaths pre scorch trials remain canon#every single glader is queer#thomas maze runner#newt maze runner#minho maze runner#aris jones#gally maze runner#yknow#eventually
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Hi.
They love each other.
Thanks for your attention.
#wander over yonder#woy#wander#commander peepers#fanart#sketch#save woy#disney#digital art#sketches#stargazing#my art#wander x peepers#wandering eye#starry eyed#idk#silly messy art#im going back to my depression cave now#cute hat switch#but cooler#I needed to draw Peepers buff#I'm not sorry#No the pants doesn't look weird asf#What are you talking about?#👁️👄👁️
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original english translation by releska
#and with this i go back into my cave#man i have so many things to say about this one it's just.#first of all i'm impressed i did it! woohoo for that!#second#i always wanted to make a mv type of thing to a kururingo song#i love kururingo songs so much it hurts#this mirrors the actual busylake! mv btw. that's the number one reason for most weird decisions taken in the editing#now.#vikjayce? anyone? hello?#i was initially thinking about doing this with talis and arcane v but i just like v and giopara so much#i hope you enjoy watching it most of all honestly#i know i love fanmade mvs so i eat my own shit up but#anyway.#jayvik#vikjayce#machine herald viktor#jayce giopara#league of legends#my art#machine herald#ALSO: i rewrote the lyrics to fit them better because i wasn't satisfied otherwise#i'm cringe but free#and now i go back to playing league twenty hours a day
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STAWP WHY IS FEBRUARY LIKE ONE DAY AWAY..? ☹️
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#I'm NOT ready to be 14 🗣️🔥🔥‼️#Lemme go back to being 12 y'all this might not be my Year 😔#Maybe it's just my Fear of the Time going by Faster but My Jaw drops Everytime it's almost My Birthday 😭#Considering the Fact time has been going by Faster for Me nowadays-#Now People's Thoughts would be that being on Ur phone would make the Time go Faster#BUT LOOK#I COULD STILL WASTE TIME AND TIME WOULD GO NORMALLY BACK THEN 😔#(It would go a Little Faster sure but Atleast it wouldn't go like...Crazy Fast? 😭)#Gotta write Affirmations to Slow time or smth 🙏🙏 But wouldn't that be just a Request to God 🤔#12 a.m. thoughts fr 💅#Maybe I just gotta trust the Process 😔#Have a Lovely February?? 😭😭#Like...Part 2 of New Year 👌#Writing from a cave with a lantern on while mischievously writing with my Ink Pen 🙏 (Idk why I wrote that)
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still thinking about that metal hammer photoshoot, so have this vessel with siam. close-ups under the cut
when i saw siam and vessel together i was immediately thinking about britney when she was performing with that snake, so yeah that's where the first pose comes from
and the smaller drawings are more like doodles, that's why they don't have as many details as the other drawing, but this has been sitting in my wips since months, so yeah, i just wanted to finish it 💀
#sleep token fanart#sleep token#sleep token vessel#sleep token band#fanart#doodle#my art#now watch me go back to my cave and not draw anything in months#i love/hate being an artist#but i'm happy i've finally finished this
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Can you make a tutorial on how you world build and make ocs? I can't seem to make any people in my brain, but then when I try to come up with environments jobs, beliefs and little details to slowly come up with someone, I think: well I don't really know how people have influenced the world- it's a weird loop
To be honest, I don't think I can! Writing is an extremely personal process. The way I write is directly related to how I process things, what I find important in stories, years of my own analysis of my and other's writing, etc... The way you write will be unique to you, as well. But I can explain how I personally think of it.
The short answer:
Write. Write anything and everything, it's a tool to explore your ideas. Analyze your own writing, and write more. Then, as you discover which ideas you want to develop, write more to explore them more. You won't know what you want otherwise!
The long answer:
I think this kind of loop is common. It's easy to feel like everything needs to be done "at once," because our job as writers is to make elements logically fit with each other for our readers. But as you've discovered, developing multiple elements simultaneously isn't really possible, or at least is extremely difficult.
Personally, when I think of writing, I break it into three major elements; characters, world, and plot. As much as possible every scene explores one or more of these, and as much as possible these three things tie back into what I personally consider most important: theme.
Everything I do is in service of the themes I want to present. Without them my events feel aimless. It can take a while to discover them, but they're the core of my work. You will have to discover what you feel is the core of yours. Analyzing other media helps with this too.
Concepts in your brain exist in a state of infinite potential. But when you start writing you have to start making choices, which removes potential as you move forward... But you have to move forward anyways. If there's ideas you want to explore later, you can always explore them later.
What this ends up meaning, to answer your question, is that I don't think of my characters as "people in my brain" or my worlds as something people have influenced... Not at their core, at least. They are tools that I use to represent specific ideas. Obviously they're also my blorbos, but mostly they're serving a specific narrative purpose.
So above all else... Write. Write, and discover what you're writing about, and then start over and write with that in mind. Keep doing this. But you have to write!
#I wish there were a cleaner answer to this kind of thing#and I also wish that there were a way to answer that didnt feel like 'just do it lol'#but... genuinely you kind of just have to do it!#I find it helps to reframe writing as trying to figure out which ideas I don't like#then if I write anything that feels bad to me#it's not about being a bad writer or anything like that. it's just something I dont want in my story and I delete it.#like if you find yourself naturally coming up with worldbuilding elements. its okay to just start there!#you can start like 'I really want giant mushrooms' and then start thinking about how cool that would be#and like oooh what if there were really cool caves full of mushrooms and all glowy yeaaah#then you start building people from that. colonies of fungal people or something. this is still worldbuilding#then you might think now. whats a plot that could go with this and show off my cool mushrooms.#maybe the mushrooms are all connected and the main one is dying and no one knows why. it's a classic plot.#if you still dont feel like you can find a character in that. keep going! why is it dying? how can it be saved? can it? if not then why?#etc etc etc. when I am writing I actually ltierally write out 101 questions like this as I'm going and then I answer them#and if I cant answer them. then I figure out a different situation that doesnt bring that question up LMFAO#eventually you can decide you want a hero who idfk will replace the big mushroom or something. a sacrifice and immortality simultaneously#then you can be like yeah so my themes are probably about sacrifice. connection to others. love for your community. stuff like that#and then you can go back to your world and say. yeah I think that people should have telepathic communication on some level!#I'm just making all this up right now but I just want to illustrate somehow how this kind of cyclical process can actually be a tool#because it's not about getting it all right at once. its about leaning into the cycle and how it guides you through developing these#anyways idk if this makes any sense. if this doesnt feel like it works for you then it probably literally doesnt#but writing more and analyzing writing more is ALWAYS good#it will never make your writing worse to do those things.#unfortunately (said with all the love in the world) writing is an endless process of learning more about who you are and what you care abou#its wonderful but it's hard and theres no way to skip that process#good luck!#asks#anon#writing stuff#oh also if at any point you go hm. that big thing isnt working for me I think...
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Ready for the party! I was gonna have someone's hand out so it looks like Winter is being taken out to the ball but eh I think its fine as is. Thats up for your interpretations on why she has her hand out!
#rwby#winter schnee#rwby winter#rwby winter schnee#my art#fan art#This took me so long to do.. now if you don't mind i'm going back to my cave and hibernate thank you!
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Almost done with the images for the Etsy page of the MotoGP journal.
#journals lb#and I'm quite enjoying how this looks#I just want to mock fill two pages for the first page#(I think)#the next “issue” is going to be “be patient & wait for january before actually posting about this”#or like “wait for my blog to be back to touch a wider audience”#in addition to I think people being busy right now with holidays and buying a motorsports journal is the last thing they want to do after#spending money on christmas gifts#I don't really know I might just cave and show everyone the second everything is ready
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Hey guys, guess who finally got to THAT part of the Vengeance route
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#shin megami tensei v vengeance spoilers#smt v vengeance spoilers#Guys I don't think I can continue playing this game-#Why did I forget this game has always been tragic as all hell#I'm in shambles and everything hurts#LIKE I SAW THE RED FLAGS.... THAT DOESN'T MEAN I FEEL ANY BETTER#I miss him chat#Everywhere I look I see his face now#Bring him baaackkk *sobbing*#I feel bad for even fusing with someone elseeee idc idccc#I lied this game is no longer peak /nsrs#I can't even begin to talk about the Dazai Yuzuru bit#THAT WAS FUCKING VILEEEEEE#God without Aogami I don't really wanna play anymoreee 😭😭#They really were like “Oh the True ending of CoC?...Let's speed that up and let it happen partway through the Vengeance route#My Roman empire is that he died feeling guilty.......... Over something that wasn't his fault.. I'm so normal I'm so normal#Anyway time for me to continue... Playing..... Sigh#Back to my “Avoiding SMTVV spoilers” cave I go#I now unfortunately have so many angst art ideas#Why doomed yaoi whyyyy#shin megami tensei v#smt v vengeance#smtvv spoilers
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#I feel like I'm bothering ppl with my bullshit and i can't shake the feeling that everyone is fed up with me#I wish i could go live in a cave by myself sometimes#.....(let it be the 10k gods cave at least T.T)......#no but for every hour of intense serotonin i get from things i love...I feel like a worthless trash the next few hours#Almost like i don't deserve it because even saying HELLO sometimes makes me feel like a bother#and that's to ppl /I/ consider friends#ive lost the ability to even realize who considers me a 'friend back'#not that i have anything to offer#plus i have to do some shit at work that i dont like#and it's taking a bigger toll on my brain than i thoguht it would#but its fineeeee cause I have the ability to bury myself in the things I adore to stop even the slighest real world thought from occuring#hyperfixations ftw#'cept SOMEtimes like now when im overwhelmed that i feel like i dont do them justice#I'll delete this later I'm just.. Tired..#Ishidarambles#Personal shit#ranting in the tags like an OG tumblr user
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I mean. I guess the good news is that I am now 100% sure I'm not in love with Her™ even a little bit at all anymore, but like. At what cost.
#I think mostly I just. I miss my friend. she and I were friends. I LOVED being friends (until it became untenable obviously)#and I wish so SO much that we could have held onto that.#and I guess I could try again now but it's been so long. I doubt she even has an interest in that anymore. we've been completely no-contact#for enough time that I don't...think it's actually possible to build that back up. and I'm not sure that I won't get cagey and Weird™#about it because. you know. the memory of hurt is still there even if I can't bring myself to be mad at her anymore. even if genuinely#in a platonic way I just miss her.#though apparently she did keep the shirt I gave her and thinks about me every time she wears it. I know this because she told me#herself when I caved and messaged her a few weeks back.#there was a time where...I COULD have talked to her about everything that's going on. where I know she would have listened and#taken me seriously and offered advice even if she didn't understand. because she always made an EFFORT to understand.#and she wouldn't have judged me for handling things so badly or like...feeling them in the first place? for all the shit that happened she#never thought I was An Inconvenience™ or too Messy™ to bother with.#she always took me seriously in a way that few people ever have. she was so...patient. and thoughtful. and it was never a burden for#her to be those things. I'm a difficult person I think. but it didn't seem like that when I was her friend. and GOD do I mourn that.#anyway. enough waxing poetic on my fucking birthday lmao.#today is for playing Farming Game and talking to friends#In the Vents
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I've been hyperfixated on Frieren lately so here's a sticker I made of her. with and without the white outline. outline's kinda wacky idk.
I love her very much, she's silly, goofy perhaps.
quick christmas frieren sketch cuz i didn't post anything christmasy like i wanted to do, oopsies.
#art#drawing#digital art#stickers#sousou no frieren#frieren: beyond journey's end#frieren#frieren art#frieren fanart#merry christmas#I'm going back into my cave now#I'll be back
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Ok I'm not around a lot but... Are we really back to telling people who they can and can't ship?
I guess fandom life never changes 😂
#let people ship what they want ffs#don't like it don't look for it#block it#instead of going out of your way to tell people how *bad* they are for shipping it#not everything has to be your cup of tea#and that's perfectly fine#everyone has their notp#the problem starts when you start telling people not to do something#anyway i'm going back into my cave now#that was my two cents#personal stuff no one cares about
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#lugia#back to the *actual* legendaries. i feel like everyone kinda likes this one‚ but always think that its boss fight in soulsilver is a bit#underwhelming. just because everyone thinks the music in ho-oh's in heartgold is way better. i haven't listened to lugia's music tbqh#but i do think ho-oh's is badass. hold on lemme grab my earbuds i'm gonna listen to this shit right now and give you my live verdict#… interesting. giving me dq vibes? no idea why. it's certainly very hgss. i certainly wouldn't mark this as one of my favorite tracks#but then again. i have a tendency to like OST more when i hear it in context first. and i played hg as opposed to ss#so i never got the chance to hear this one in game. team rocket battle will always be my favorite song from hgss i feel like#i get weirdly attached to pokémon OSTs ok. i think all pmd fans are like this. which by the way stony cave from gti best pmd OST#and if you like the lugia battle theme then i apologize. but go listen to the ho-oh one
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i've been dreading this friday afternoon budget meeting all week and telling myself "you just have to get through this and then you're in the clear." and it was predictably miserable until 4 minutes before the end when someone pointed out that we only had 4 minutes left and we hadn't even talked about the thing we needed to talk about. and then we had to schedule another meeting 😭😭😭😭
#so now i have to wait until thursday to get this shit resolved because these people refuse to send a goddamn email#last time i requested information in writing i got back to back to back stream of consciousness messages riddled with typos and mistakes#and when i responded laying out clear questions and concerns they never responded#they just waited until our next meeting and then dropped some new shit on me#i sent an email on wednesday with a very simple request. no response. until I mentioned the email in the meeting#and then within 10 minutes I had a response#like. i was worried i was being too mean#but this person literally. LITERALLY. wrote 8000000 when they meant 8000. and didn't notice.#i think they feel like i'm picking on them but the errors are not small. i let a lot of small ones go#but I can't let 'confuses thousands for millions' go. and even then all I did was privately tell my boss the correct number#anyway now i get to sit and stress about this for. counts on fingers. five more days#is this a real problem? no. but it's just yet another small thing that is going the wrong way for me#and i feel so buried under the small things#and i'm so tired. and my eye keeps twitching. and my head hurts. and i want to crawl into a small cozy cave and hibernate like a bear
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I love the items in acnh and I sometimes fantasize about playing the game again, but then I remember that the first month after you make your island is the most taxing AND the most fun you'll have and then everything after that is mind-numbingly boring
#the pyre#caved last year and started visiting treasure islands and I did not regret it AT ALL the game is way more fun#now that I can finally decorate my island my way#but...idk I just don't want to play#actully...the more I'm typing this the more I want to play#so post cancelled#I'm gonna go charge my phone and play some acnh#this is perfect for me bc I don't have a lot to do today so I was thinking about finishing fellowship of the ring!#bc I think I only have 3 chapters left and each chapter is rly small I think it's only gonna take me#a little over 2 hours#no offensie to all 0 lotr fans reading this but I can't wait for fellowship to be over#I like a lot of action in my fantasy books and evidently there just straight up isn't any in lotr#if the next two books follow the same trend as the hobbit and fellowship#then it just gonna be a whole lot of walking#occassionaly getting into trouble#somehow wriggling out of trouble bc everyone in this book is a goddamn pacifist#some lore dumping and then more walking#not rly liking it so far but my plan is to just knock out all the books now#and the go back later and reread/watch the movies/watch analysis videos#so I understand everything better later
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