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wildsaltair · 5 months ago
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a few pictures of Russell and Bridget that have made my brain go on a permanent vacation
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bigfan-fanfic · 1 year ago
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My Blooming Rose (Enchantress' Child!Reader x Ben Florian)
@iliumheightnights Hi friend! May I please request a little story? I'd love to read a story about Ben Florian dating a son of the enchantress reader. Reader still is learning magic and Ben helps him when he can and encourages him? All the fluff please?
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In some respects, no one would necessarily blame your boyfriend's father for wanting to imprison your mother on the Isle of the Lost.
She did, after all, enchant a young, albeit spoiled, prince and condemn him (an eleven-year-old, mind you) to ten years of suffering and self-loathing in a body not his own.
But no. King Adam and his Queen would never have met if not for the Enchantress.
Besides, they learned well from the example of Queen Leah and King Stefan - don't piss off the magical entity in close proximity.
And so the Enchantress lived within Auradon, and you, her child, were born.
You're not sure you quite approve of the whole Isle of the Lost thing - your mother's punishments tended to get to people before they became irredeemable, so the idea of endless incarceration seems harsh, even by her standards.
But all the same, you are invited to Auradon Prep, mainly to study with the Fairy Godmother to hone your talents in magic. And since you aren't expected to enter a royal line, you don't even have to do some of the more inane Auradon courses.
But who would have thought that without any magic at all, you'd have ensorcelled the heart of Prince Ben.
Ben is just a spot of sunshine in your world, he's so affectionate and lovely.
And supportive!
He's figured out the loophole in the rule that he can't spend all his free time with you by organizing "study dates" in addition to normal dates.
But since magical homework and study is pretty involved, that just means he hangs around in your dorm with you more often than not.
Not that either of you mind.
Except this can sometimes lead to minor mishaps.
You're practicing a spell in the mirror, meant to help disguise someone by changing their appearance.
Focusing on your hair, trying to lengthen it just a little. Just a small test.
But then Ben leaps up to kiss you on the cheek and you wave the training wand just a little haphazardly-
And Ben gets a face-full of your magic.
"Oh my gosh, Ben! Are you okay?"
"Yup!" Ben groans from the floor. "Nothing broken. I think."
He hops back up to his feet, and you gasp.
Your boyfriend's smooth jaw has sprouted patchy growths of hair that are still thickening until they make a rather nice beard and mustache. "Ben... I..."
Ben sees himself in the mirror and grins. "Oh, this is nice!"
"It was an accident."
"If even your accidents are this great, you're gonna be a better wizard than Merlin!" Ben pats your shoulder before stroking his new beard. "It's not even scratchy!"
You blush. "You look really good with a beard."
"Do I look kingly?" Ben asks eagerly, striking a pose.
"You do, but let's try and find a counterspell quickly. Accidental magic tends to corrupt pretty fast. You might end up with the hair changing colors like a chameleon or something."
"That actually sounds kinda-"
"And then I wouldn't be able to see where to kiss you."
Ben instantly gets serious. "Let's hit the books."
"But uh... when you do reverse the spell... Maybe try it on purpose? I wanna see what kissing with a beard is like."
You grin. "Oh really? Why?"
"Cause when you're my Royal Consort, I'll probably grow out a beard and kiss you all the time, so... I wanna see what I'm working toward."
You laugh and then squeeze his hand. "In that case, let's get this thing reversed as soon as we can."
"Love you. My blooming rose."
"Love you. My noble king."
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oliversrarebooks · 1 month ago
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The Rare Bookseller Part 87: Alexander's Reason
Previous > Masterlist > Next tw: mind control, hypnotic induction
October 1925
"Excuse me, are you Oliver Pines?"
Oliver looked up at the nurse, a middle-aged woman with a kind smile. He knew that he must be puffy-eyed from crying. Hopefully she would assume it was due to the pain. "Yes, that's me."
"I wanted to speak with you. Quietly, if you don't mind." There was no real privacy in the ward, but she sat on the edge of the bed close to Oliver's face. Her fingers reached down to turn his head gently, and brushed against the scars on his neck.
She knew.
Terror and guilt flooded him. "I'm sorry," he said. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, I didn't realize --"
"Shhh, keep your voice down. I'm not going to hurt you."
He thought he deserved it if she did, but did his best to quiet himself anyway, stifling his sobs like he was a boy again.
"You're one of theirs, aren't you? You belong to a vampire," she said in a hushed tone.
Oliver nodded.
"I thought so. I saw the puncture wounds noted in your file, and after what happened last night… did you hear?"
"I heard enough."
"Was that your master? The one who was in the hospital last night?"
"No, but… yes, in a way. He was here for me. It's my fault."
The nurse looked sympathetic. "I don't think anything those bastards did is your fault."
"How do you know about them? The vampires?"
"You're not the first patient we've seen with bite marks on the neck, and this isn't the first time those bastards have visited us, either. Not all the nurses believe, and the doctors won't listen to us, but I used to work the night shift. The night nurses know."
"Is there anything you can do?"
"I can call in the vampire hunters' guild. They'd probably be willing to station someone in the area tonight."
"No!" said Oliver, surprising the nurse. "The vampire hunters can't help."
"Sure they can. They're experts at --"
"No, they can't help me," Oliver insisted. "Not against this vampire. I was already with a hunter, and I think she might be -- gone. I don't think there's a hunter who can stand against him."
The nurse sucked in a breath. "You've gotten yourself in some real trouble, haven't you?"
"I'm sorry. If you gave me back to my master, I think --"
"We're not going to do that. You need care and rest. We're not just going to hand over one of our patients to a bloodsucker." She patted Oliver's shoulder. "I'll contact the guild and let them be the judge of whether or not they can handle it. With any luck, you'll be free, and there'll be one less monster in the world."
Oliver could tell he wasn't likely to dissuade her, but at the very least he could let the hunters know what they would be up against. "If you do talk to the guild, please tell them that it's the Maestro."
"The Maestro?"
"Yes, make sure you tell them that."
"All right. I will. You just focus on healing up, okay? Do you need any more medicine for the pain?"
"Yes, please," he said miserably. The medication would put him to sleep, and it would be better for him to sleep now than during the night, when he might need his wits about him. As the nurse left, he hoped that no hunter would be foolish enough to come, that they'd hear the Maestro's name and know to stay away. He didn't want another hunter dead or ensorcelled on his account.
He thought of Vivian. He wasn't sure if it was better if she were alive or dead. If the Maestro had found her, it might be more merciful if he decided a hunter was too much trouble to keep as a thrall.
Oliver, seemingly, would never be too much trouble.
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Thanks mostly to some strong medication, Oliver spent the entire afternoon in and out of sleep that did not bring him rest, only truly waking to eat the bland meals he was given and answer a doctor's perfunctory questions. But as the sunlight through the windows turned golden and then red, his anxiety began to rise to a fever pitch.
He dearly hoped the Maestro would not visit him a second time. At some point, one of the nurses had picked up the rose from the floor and put it in a cup on his bedside table. Oliver didn't know how to explain how it was so hateful to him, so he was reminded of his terror every time he happened to glance to the right.
If any vampire were to come, he hoped it would be Alexander. He knew he should hate Alexander for putting him in this position, stalked by a sociopathic monster who thought nothing of casually killing an innocent woman. But another, treacherous part of him just wanted to go back. Back to a fogged and hazy mind, back to dulled pain and fear, back to a comfortable seat by the fire in the library where he could feel safe even though he wasn't. Despite having nothing to do for the past several days and nights but rest in bed, he was completely spent.
He thought of how gentle Alexander's voice and hands were as he lulled Oliver into a trance, how it felt for the vampire to wrap around him when it was time to sleep. If he were truly trapped, if he couldn't escape, at least he would have a warm and comfortable home to go back to. At least Alexander would treat him kindly. He was in need of a kind word and a gentle touch.
And then, there was the truth that ran just below the surface of his thoughts, the one that he'd been struggling with ever since Vivian had undone his enthrallment, the one that filled him with embarrassment.
Because the real truth, deep down in his heart, was that he had enjoyed being Alexander's thrall.
Of course he knew it was probably still the remnants of the spell at work. The effects of hypnosis that strong couldn't be easily undone. Knowing that his feelings may be artificial didn't stop them from consuming him, though.
Even back in the bookshop, one of his greatest joys was to help patrons with their requests, to feel useful. He had always loved being helpful. Alexander had made him feel like that all of the time, looking at Oliver as though he were something precious. He may have been treated like a plaything, but at least he'd been a wanted, cherished plaything. And most humiliating of all was how he'd been so quietly pleased when he was praised for being a good thrall, as if it were his life's calling, just like Lily had told him.
Oliver burned with shame to think of it. He'd insisted to Vivian that he wouldn't be one of those rescued thralls who went running back to the arms of a vampire, and even then he suspected he was lying to himself. Honestly, he'd looked forward to helping out Alexander a bit too much even when he was merely one of the bookshop's patrons, eager to assist a fellow book-lover. And now that he knew how lonely Alexander was, and how much he appreciated Oliver's company…
But no, he still couldn't trust Alexander, no matter how much he secretly wished he could. Alexander may not glory in torments the way his sire did, but he was still keeping Oliver a captive. And even though Alexander seemed to be a captive and victim of his sire, he had still enlisted his sire's help in finding Oliver. Otherwise, how else would the Maestro know to infect his mind with those specific nightmares at that specific time?
It seemed unlike him to willingly involve his sire in a situation that might see them both harshly punished. Perhaps there was an explanation, although Oliver doubted he'd get to hear it before he was ensnared once more. He hoped, at least, that Alexander wouldn't harm any hunters that might be near the library, and that he hadn't killed Vivian.
If only things could be different between them. If only he would listen to reason, and let Oliver keep his wits, and somehow free them both of the scourge of his sire. If only Oliver could simply enjoy the fond closeness and the vast library in peace, and perhaps see his bookshop again one day. If he could have those assurances, then he could be content to return to Alexander, regardless of how shameful a hunter like Vivian might find his condition.
The pain was beginning to return to his leg, the strong medication wearing off, when he first heard the strains of song. The sun had been fully down for half an hour, and Oliver's mounting dread gave way to a surprising relief as he heard the voice.
It was Alexander's song, of course, rich and enticing. He was being ensnared once more, but at least there might not be any more pain that night.
The melody grew in strength, and drowsiness stole over Oliver, his eyelids beginning to grow heavy and droop. He heard a symphony of yawns from around the ward as the other patients began to fall to the spell. Alexander was putting them all to sleep so that he could enter freely, no doubt, which would be a mercy to them -- a deep sleep free of pain. Oliver had no real desire to fight it, allowing his eyes to shut and his mind to drift off peacefully.
"You may slowly come awake, Oliver, but continue to feel no pain."
Oliver's eyes fluttered open. He was sitting partially upright, and Alexander was clutching him tightly, holding him as though he were a precious treasure to protect. The familiar scent of his soap surrounded Oliver as the vampire buried his face into Oliver's shoulder, which was growing damp with tears. And his injured leg felt as though it were far away, only connected to Oliver by the thinnest of strings, his focus sliding over it.
"I'm sorry," said Alexander, who sounded as though he were choking back a sob. "I'm so sorry I couldn't protect you and keep you safe. I was terribly worried about you."
He sounded so genuinely upset. Despite Emily's insistence that Alexander couldn't possibly care for him as more than a meal, Oliver couldn't bring himself to believe that. He sank fully into the comforting embrace, allowing himself to be absorbed into Alexander's arms.
Alexander pulled back slightly, and Oliver found himself looking into those deep eyes, like diving into an ocean. He was unable to look away, his memories of the mesmerism stirring in his heart, whispering to his mind that it would be so easy to lose himself in those eyes. It was only with herculean willpower that Oliver managed to blink and tear himself away.
"How is your injury?" Alexander asked.
"It's a severe knee fracture, the doctor said. They performed surgery on me when I first arrived." Oliver looked forlornly at his plaster-encrusted leg. "He said that I'll be in a wheelchair for a while, and might not ever walk without assistance again."
The fierce look in Alexander's eyes caught him off guard. "Then I'll have to take care of you in any way I can," he said. "I know that my manor isn't well equipped for it, but we'll make do. We can move your bedroom and bathroom to the first floor, rearrange the library so that you can navigate it more easily… I suppose I'll have to carry you up the stairs to my room when needed… and of course I'll have to arrange for a fine cane for you, for when you're well enough to stand. I'll get in touch with Edith, she'll know where to purchase wheelchairs and canes."
Oliver couldn't help but be relieved that the vampire was willing to try and care for him in this situation. Even though it wouldn't make sense for Alexander to abandon him, not after how much he'd paid and risked and how much he seemed to value his thrall, a small but significant part of Oliver had been quietly insisting that he was a burden now, not worth the trouble.
Alexander's gaze strayed toward the rose in the cup, and from the look on his face Oliver could tell that he instantly grasped the meeting. "My sire was here."
"He was," said Oliver tersely, suddenly reminded of the main reason he couldn't put his trust in Alexander. Somehow, Alexander's sire had learned where Oliver was.
"What did he do? Did he harm you?"
"He didn't harm me any worse than I had already been harmed," said Oliver. "Did you tell him where I was?"
Alexander groaned, and if the forlorn look on his face was an act, it was a very good one. "I wouldn't have told him anything if I had been given a choice. Surely you know that. He thinks that your capture makes me even more of an abject disappointment, and I'm sure he intends to punish me at his leisure. On top of that, I certainly didn't wish for him to torment you. Please believe that."
"Then how did he know?"
"The worst possible timing," said Alexander. "The night after you were captured, just as I had woken from the sleeping potion and was preparing to go out and find you, I had an unexpected and unwelcome visitor."
"Your sire."
"At the stroke of midnight, as always. He came to deliver an invitation, and he noticed right away that you weren't present."
"Couldn't you have told him I was asleep in my bedroom, or sick, or…"
"He can always tell when I'm lying," said Alexander miserably. "On top of that, he could tell you were missing by your smell, or lack thereof. He was furious, of course -- but for once, I feel like I deserve it, considering I failed to protect you. I know my words might not mean much, but I truly am sorry, and not just about that." Alexander gripped both of Oliver's hands earnestly. "I've failed in my duties towards you as your master, and I do intend to rectify that. I don't want us both to be trapped under my sire's thumb forever. I managed to apprehend the hunter --"
"Vivian!" said Oliver. "What have you done with her?"
"We haven't harmed her at all. She's with Lily now."
His heart sank, thinking of the strong, determined hunter, now helplessly under Lily's spell, perhaps even memory-wiped like Miriam. His mind traveled back to the time when Alexander had brought him to Lily's home, of the terrified man that Oliver had falsely reassured, how Lily thought nothing of dragging a man on a leash to be hypnotized. "I think she would consider becoming a thrall a fate worse than death. Isn't there any way you could let her go?"
"Lily will be very gentle with her. She seems quite well suited to being a thrall, despite how she might feel about it now," said Alexander easily, as though he weren't discussing condemning a woman to servitude. "And then, there's you." He touched Oliver's cheek, gazing into his eyes. "She lifted much of my spell on you, didn't she?"
There was no real point in denying it. "She did. She made me very keenly aware of my… situation. How I've effectively been captured and enslaved."
Alexander recoiled slightly at this, as though the thought had never occurred to him, and the look on his face almost made Oliver want to take back his words. "…Were you really so unhappy with me?" he said quietly.
Oliver looked away. "No. I wasn't unhappy."
He gripped Oliver's chin, drawing him in. "Then just let me --"
"Wait!" Oliver knew that any protest would be futile if Alexander desired to put him under again. As soon as he began to sing of obedience and loyalty, as soon as Oliver looked a little too long into those eyes, the struggle would be lost. But still, he had believed that Alexander could be reasoned with. He had to try. "Can't we talk about this first?"
"Oliver…" he said with a truly pathetic expression. "I know that this life isn't what you would have chosen, but…"
"You never gave me the chance to choose," he said. "You told me before, when you put me under your spell for the first time, that you wanted loyalty, and not obedience. But you never actually let me give you loyalty that wasn't coerced." Oliver wrung his hands in his blanket. "I know the position I'm in. I know that you have all the power over me, and that you could take my mind at any moment. I know that I have every reason to be angry with you… but I have nowhere to go, and no one to return to but you. And despite everything, the truth is that a part of me did miss you."
"You did?" said Alexander, latching onto that one statement as though it was the only part he cared about.
"What I'm trying to say is, I would go with you willingly. You don't need to ensorcel my mind. I won't try to escape -- as though I even could. You have my word." Olive was all too aware that he had no actual leverage, and that this was the only card he could play.
"You…" Alexander was clearly having trouble processing this. "You wish to stay and serve me without being enthralled?"
"I do," he said firmly. "I'm offering you my service of my own free will, or what remains of it."
"But why would you want that? You won't be happy," said Alexander.
"I think I could be happy in your manor, even without being ensorcelled into false bliss," said Oliver. "But I also think, perhaps, that keeping my mind at least somewhat intact is more important to me than being made happy. I suppose my mind is really all I have, now more than ever. I want to feel things. I want to have choices, even if I still choose to serve you. I want to think."
Alexander took a long time before responding. "I was much younger than you, when I was taken," he said finally. "I was still in my schooling, throwing all of my time and energy into music, which I loved more than anything. I had a family and friends. I had a future."
Oliver's breath stilled. He'd never considered that the vampire must have once been human. He was surprised that Alexander even remembered what it was like, so long ago.
"I hated my master -- who became my sire -- more than words can say. He stole me away from everything and everyone I loved. But unlike me, he rarely touched his thrall's minds."
"He didn't hypnotize you?"
"No. He conditioned me to obedience in much harsher ways. He did nothing to dull my mind of the pain and the grief. I spent years in misery, losing all hope, and then he killed me and made me into his kind, so that I could inflict the same suffering on others." Alexander's eyes were rimmed with tears when he looked back up at Oliver. "My master never showed me mercy. I want to give you mercy."
"Mercy?"
"I know it's selfish. I know I tore you out of the life you had. I know I'm keeping you a captive. But even still… even with everything I've done… I can't bear for you to hate me," he said. "That's one reason why I can't free your mind, Oliver. Because I don't want you to despise me the way I despise my sire, and the only way to do that is to bend your thoughts towards contentment. It's the best I can do for you."
Oliver leaned back in his hospital bed. "I don't hate you, Alexander."
"Why not?"
"I don't know. I thought that I should, given what you've done to me, how you've put me in terrible danger. But I still don't." Oliver sighed. "At the end of the day, perhaps it's because I've been dreadfully lonely, too, with only books as my freedom. Maybe Lily was right all along, and I really am just well suited for serving a vampire. Maybe I just enjoyed having someone care for me, even if it was an illusion."
"It's not an illusion," said Alexander firmly. "I do care for you. You're the only thing that's brought me any real joy since Fitz left."
"I want to believe that, but it hurt me, when your sire was tormenting me and you did nothing in my defense. Even if there's nothing you could have done, I --"
Alexander was looking truly miserable now. "No, you're right. I know full well that I need to find a way to keep you out of his clutches, and not fail you the way I failed my dear Fitz." He sighed. "Because he is my sire, he can compel me to his wishes as easily as he can compel you. So any resistance I offer must be carefully considered, lest it bear no fruit but punishment."
"I understand," he said reluctantly.
"The last time I truly stood up to him -- he took Fitz, and he tortured us both. I don't want that to happen to you. That's why I must obey him until I have a solid plan. Rushing and failing would be a surefire way to expose you to immense harm." He stroked Oliver's cheek fondly. "And if I do fail, I want you to have the chance to escape."
Oliver nodded. As terrified as he was of the Maestro, Alexander was right that confronting him must be done carefully.
"You're an ideal thrall, Oliver," said Alexander, gently stroking the side of his face, and Oliver couldn't help but lean into the touch. "I had gone so long without a good thrall that it was taking all of my restraint to not capture and ensorcel any decent smelling person on the street, much less a prize like you."
"But you don't have to do that. You don't have to ensorcel me."
"I could never be around you and restrain myself. It was difficult enough when I visited your shop. Now, that I know the sort of thrall you are, it would be unbearable torture."
"You could still have my blood, if you needed," said Oliver desperately, not wanting to think about how enjoyable the feedings had seemed before Vivian pulled him back to his senses.
"Your blood is only a fraction of what makes you desirable." A predatory look was in his eye, and Oliver was pinned by his gaze. "It's the way your eyes fog over when you're falling under my spell, the way you sway in a daze, the smile on your face when you're deep in entranced sleep, how you call me 'sir.' I've only seen one other human fall to me so beautifully. That sensation, the power I can hold over you, how effortlessly you drop into docile bliss… that's worth an ocean of blood."
Oliver's mouth went dry. He had been right that Alexander truly did care about him -- but when he suggested Alexander could be reasoned with, he'd been wrong, so wrong. He wasn't merely interested in Oliver's blood or his companionship. He wanted Oliver's mind and soul under his sway, and the hunger on his face made it clear that no compromise would be possible.
"I don't want to be enthralled to the point where I lose my memory and my wits become dull and sluggish," Oliver protested. He at least had to try.
"I won't do that to you. I enjoy your wits."
"I also don't want you to compel me into obedience if we disagree, or drag you to Lily if my thoughts become inconvenient."
"I'm not doing this to harm you," said Alexander with a kind tone that contrasted with his argument. "It's what's best for you as a thrall. You won't suffer. I can give you anything you need. I can make you happy."
Oliver swallowed. "You try to compel me to happiness, even when we're both being stalked by a monster who delights in torture. I don't want to be happy. I want to have my wits about me."
"And I owe it to you, and to myself, and especially to my dear Fitz, to be rid of him once and for all," said Alexander. "Until then, I will continue to relieve your pain, and ease a bit of my own in the bargain." He directed Oliver to look into his eyes, those sharp blue eyes as deep as the ocean and as treacherous.
"Please, Alexander," said Oliver, barely managing to look away.
"Shhh. It's all right, Oliver. It will be all right. I'll help you forget your pain and your fear." And he took Oliver's face into his hands and sang, his deep and melancholy voice echoing across the hospital ward. It was a deeply soothing sound, full of relaxation and peace and the quiet calm of servitude, and despite his feeble effort at resistance, Oliver's mind was being lulled away effortlessly.
"Please…"
"Quiet now, Oliver. You have nothing to fear, nothing to struggle against, only sleep. Deep, sweet sleep, where you can be so quiet and listen."
He wanted so badly to rest in those eyes, to forget why he was fighting. Oliver was leaning forward, eyelids fluttering, sleepwalking back to his doom. It was all too familiar.
"You're an excellent thrall, so quiet and docile and perfect for me, just for me."
"…Thank you, sir."
"You can sleep, now, a sleep free of pain, and know that I will return each night to sing your pain away. I promise you that. I won't leave you alone and in pain in this dreadful place. But for now, I want you to return to me. Remember your enthrallment, your deep and docile obedience, and return to me, your master."
Oliver nodded, drifting away, his mind falling back into the depths so easily, so naturally, right back where he belonged, a book slotted into his proper place on the shelf.
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This chapter took me SO LONG to write, with three rewrites along the way! It's an extra long one, so I hope you enjoy! I'm going to get back to answering asks as well... Next week (hopefully): Fitz and the Maestro are getting along very well.
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livelovecaliforniadreams · 9 months ago
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She stands between his legs on a stool and kisses him in an attempt to ensorcel him. She asks, did you enjoy that? Cory smiles. Yes ma'am. Topanga is relieved. Okay, good. -Danielle 
Thank God he's straight. -Rider
Thank God my boyfriend still likes it when I kiss him. Very benignly. -Danielle 
Well, Danielle, in all fairness, you've got a history. I'm just saying just a history of your boyfriend's turning out to be gay. -Will
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dandelion-wings · 9 months ago
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Stuck at the hospital with only my phone and rn the sickfic WIP isn't appealing, so why not start a new phone WIP? >> This concept originates from a longer idea @theabysscomeshome and I had once (wherein this episode feeds into a relationship shift), but rn I'm just focusing on baby Kaeya.
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"This must be confusing for you," says the red-haired man crouching in front of Kaeya. It's the first sensible thing Kaeya has heard anyone say since he woke up under this terrible open sky.
He doesn't say that, of course. He only nods. Giving anything away to these people would be a bad idea.
It's a good thing, in a way, that he'd woken to see the woman standing behind him before anything else. Her, and the sky above her, and the symbol of the Ordo Favonius--their ancient enemies, the crusading scourge that followed the first disasters of the Cataclysm--emblazoned upon her armor. She had seemed to take both his scream and his frantic grab for the sword beside him in stride, though she had wrestled the weapon away. She'd claimed to *know* him.
Kaeya knows no Knight of Favonius, but as long as he goes along with her claim, she seems disinclined to kill him. So he can't do anything that will prove her wrong.
"I thought that he would be more comfortable here at the Dawn Winery," she's telling the red-haired man now. "He's been very shy, and I think being around so many armed knights is frightening for him."
"He was afraid of knights when he first came here," the man agrees. Which means he thinks he knows Kaeya, too. "We'll look after him until your alchemists come up with a solution."
"Thank you. I know he'll be happier with you."
Kaeya stiffens when she puts a hand on his shoulder, but all she does is squeeze. When he looks up, she's smiling at him.
"We will work tirelessly to repair this," she tells him. "For now, simply enjoy your time here at the Winery."
Then she turns and walks away, leaving Kaeya here in this softly-lit room with the man looming over him even crouched to his height. It's still better than being surrounded by Favonian knights.
"Has Jean explained the situation to you?" the man asks.
She'd told him that she knew him as an adult, that he was a captain under her, and that some Abyss Mage had ensorcelled him in a fight. She'd told him that he was her best friend. Kaeya doesn't believe any of it, of course. But *she* does.
His own best theory, right now, is that the Abyss Mage switched them somehow. Why, he doesn't know. How his name can match her friend's, and furthermore how he can look enough like the man she knows for her to believe it, he doesn't know either. But Mages are capricious; that one snatched him from where he slept at his father's side while he slept and substituted him for this Mondstadtian Kaeya seems more likely than becoming a Knight of Favonius. Or, worse, the *friend* of one of those butchers.
Kaeya just nods again.
"Then I won't try to pretend that I'm Father. Not that there would be any point in that. I am Diluc. I'm simply fifteen years older than I was when you arrived."
He seems to expect some kind of answer, so Kaeya nods a third time.
The man nods back. Then he stands, abruptly, to his full height. It takes all of Kaeya's efforts not to flinch. If the knight thought he would be happier here, then surely the person she thinks he is wouldn't.
Passing Kaeya, the man--Diluc--opens the door. "Let's go find Adelinde. She can get your room set up and feed you. I'm sure you're hungry."
That's the second sensible thing Kaeya has heard anyone say today, so he follows.
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desceros · 1 year ago
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ajkfljskj I saw you were taking requests now and I lowkey just- 👀 I'm having sexy Bayverse Turtles intrusive thoughts. Imma share a Leo one. Ever imagined Bay!Leo sharing his hobbies with reader after she earned his trust and teaching her Japanese calligraphy? Him watching her skin glow in the candlelight, dreaming to use her naked body as a canvas for a Japanese love poem written in kanji? Sexual tension, mixed with slow, agonizing brushstrokes? Cuz I have 😏 -💙
so i got this and immediately i was like 'omg. this would work So Well as a deleted scene of sorts for tea-verse' so that's what it ended up as. kind of sexual tension but it edges more on pining. also, i'm burning now, thank you everyone for playing, we had a great run here on desceros dot com leonardo x reader; T, GN!reader, 1.8k; leo pining like a TREE. officially takes place after the leaf scene in this fic if you want context for some of the subtler touches but tl;dr reader always makes leo his tea. (the fic itself has a female reader but this snippet is GN)
He wonders if you know. 
You’ve caught him staring, before. It makes his shell feel tight, his skin too-hot. Even with mating season coming up, it’s too soon for him to be reacting like this; the burning ache that comes just from the bell of your voice, the alluring sway of your footsteps as you come to his side. And yet he does. Because it’s you. Just because it’s you.
“Okay, I’m excited for this,” you tell him, teeth biting into a smile as you tuck as close as you can without touching. He knows you do it for him, that you stay away because of his wishes, but it’s an agony all the same. The sweet smell of your soap haunts him, even under the burn of the incense that ghosts the room with smoke.
“Yeah?” he asks, pleased when he sees the happy, easy glow of your face. 
“Are you kidding? It’s so pretty,” you say. “Plus I like how the ink smells. It smells really nice with the tea when I bring it in.” 
Pretty, he echoes, trailing his eyes down to your throat, your shoulders, your hands. The way all your angles and curves catch the candlelight and dance in a softness that makes his palms ache with emptiness.
…He wonders if you know how soft you make him.
“Okay. Tell me the names for everything,” you tell him, studying the tools laid out before him, a gentle eagerness brightening your eyes. He smiles, turning his head and gesturing at everything to share its proper name in Japanese, then English. Grinding the ink, he explains the process, looking to you and your fascinated expression and trying to remember to breathe.
“What do you want me to write?” he asks once he’s ready, causing you to look at him and smile.
“What do you want to write?” you ask. 
Reaching out, he picks up the brush between his fingers. He studies the paper before him, blank and infinite, but his mind is somewhere else. 
…It had rained, a few days ago. You’d come into the lair drenched, laughing as Splinter had sent him off to bring you a towel. He’d returned in time to see you lift your shirt, squeezing it out over the storm drain, miles and miles and miles of skin stretching before his eyes. The curve of your spine as you turned to speak to his father, the arch of your hips as you leaned to twist the fabric, the pull of skin over your flesh. Breathless, motionless, frozen, he’d faltered in the doorway, ensorcelled by the image forever, marked, seared into his mind.
It’s that sight that comes to his mind, now, as he closes his eyes. 
He could do it, he thinks. He could ask you to turn, to pull your shirt over your head. It’s so easy to imagine the way your shoulder blades would curve, the dip of your spine, the way you’d shiver when he pressed the brush to your skin. It would tickle, at first, until you got used to it; then you’d sigh, still, and let him spread his soul onto your canvas.
Oh, all the things he wants to write there, where it would sink into your flesh like a brand. All the little ghosts of you that haunt him, memorialized with love in charcoal: the way your teeth catch your lip, the flash of skin at your hemline when you stretch your arms above your head, the wet press of your tongue to your lips when they're dry, the way your eyes flutter shut when you have your first sip of tea, the hum of pleasure you give when it tastes good. 
…He’d make you feel so good.
“…Leo?”
Leo opens his eyes, feeling the hunger in them, letting them get as far as your mouth before he turns them back to the paper before him. A pointless daydream, a torment of his own making. 
“…Sorry. I was just thinking,” he says, and it’s not a lie, not entirely, but also nothing but. There is nothing just about the way that you consume him.
It’s easy, then, to think of what to write. In long, elegant nine strokes that pull from his shoulder, he glides the brush over the paper. Each inch of ink carries a memory of you, your hands as you pass him a teacup, your care in checking the flavor, your endless drive to perfect the art just for him. 
“…Tea,” you recognize, proving your familiarity with the subject. He smiles; of course you’d recognize it, what with how often the two of you share.
“Tea,” he echoes, waiting until the ink is dry enough to handle before he takes the paper and hands it to you. “Here. For you.” 
“Wh—Really?” you ask, eyes wide. 
“Of course. It’s about time I gave some tea to you, after all,” he says with a smile that makes you laugh. He tucks the sound into his heart, next to all of the others. 
“It’s beautiful, Leo,” you compliment, holding it before you. Your eyes take in every stroke, awe open and genuine, before they meet his own and your smile goes warm like the sun. “Thank you. I’m going to hang it somewhere nice in my apartment.” 
And oh, but you are the sun, he thinks, heart pounding as he watches your fingers trail down the edge of the paper. Reaching out with warmth, lighting everything you touch, smiling as everyone around you basks in your radiant glow. What is life without you, he wonders, chest aching and so full and so empty all at once it hurts. Madness. 
…He wonders if you know. 
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merakiui · 2 years ago
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overblot! Riddle nonconning you in front of Ace and Deuce while going on about how this is the only thing a magicless nobody is good for 👍🏼
Omg yes,,,,,,,,
(cw: yandere, gender neutral, nsfw, non-con, humiliation/degradation, public sex)
Amidst a ruined, debris-ridden rose maze, a monster looms. No one dares stray close, lest they find themselves maimed and sent to the grave, and so they can only watch helplessly from the safety of overturned chairs, tables, and uprooted rose trees. The scene was once serene, an almost-perfect Unbirthday. Now it is desolate and bleak, a nightmarish reality that leaves thick, discomforting silence blanketing the grounds.
Riddle casts a grotesquely bone-chilling shadow, and his appearance mirrors that of a creature torn from the pages of a classic horror; that's the only way to describe him: cruel and cold, all sharp, vicious edges and thorns, dripping blot. He's on the verge of a supernova, toeing the line of life and death, a monstrous mage who has reached the consequences of a culmination of excessive magic, spilled over into bitter negativity. The aura that clings to him is, in a word, utterly terrifying.
And you're right there in his shadow, a fragile, caged thing bent down on your hands and knees. Your fingers curl into the grass, tearing clumps. No one dares to speak up, to demand he release you, to fight for your safety and dignity. Hopelessly collared, Ace and Deuce, your closest companions in all of this mess, look on in horror even though they don't mean to.
It's like a tragedy spun right before their eyes. They want to look away, but they can't. It's morbidly ensorcelling.
"Observe!" Riddle's voice booms, commanding absolute obedience and attention. His pallid hips press against your ass while clawed hands dig into your hips, holding you perfectly still. Blood is drawn; it seeps beneath his sharpened nails, leaving painful indents. You feel filthy and fearful, cut down to something small and insignificant and weak. Droplets of blot speckle your backside each time he shifts. It's warm like candle wax, but it doesn't burn.
The betrayal does, though—stains through to your very soul.
You grit your teeth, squeezing your eyes shut in hopes of drifting off elsewhere. Anywhere that isn't here, speared on his cock for all to see, forced into the grass like you're bowing apologetically before the Queen and her card soldiers.
"You lack the key capabilities all mages must possess, and yet you thought it wise to challenge my rules? Here? When my word is law?" He barks out a laugh, sickly amused. Scarlet eyes narrow with disdain. "Perhaps you're as slovenly as you are disobedient. As expected of a disrespectful, magic-less fool who knows nothing! Absolutely nothing of the order I so carefully uphold!"
He pulls back, seething through grit teeth, and snaps his hips forwards. You collapse on shaky arms, gasping in pain.
It hurts more than heartbreak, more than a bruise, more than a slap. Tears spot your lash line, threatening to fall with one more well-aimed, brutal thrust. Spidery fingers dance along your waist, tracing a line towards your neck. He grips your chin and forces you to look upon a crowd of terrified faces, all ogling with bated breath. Ace is watching and so is Deuce, albeit through the cracks in his hands.
"What did you hope to achieve—to prove—by defying me?" he demands, his grip a deadly vise. "That I could be in the wrong? That all I've worked tirelessly for, all that I've done, is wrong?"
"Riddle..." You wince in your futile attempt to pull away. "Riddle, please... I... I'm sorry, but please... You're hurting me..."
He turns your head towards him, eyes ablaze with a furious tempest, and he leans closer, pinning you with startling ease. His cock presses up against your insides, enveloped tightly in your walls, and you shudder through the discomfort and the agony. A single claw traces dangerously close to your jugular.
"Speak up if you have something to say!"
"It hurts!" You gasp again, outright sobbing now. "It hurts! Please..."
"It's a punishment," he sneers, glaring disapprovingly. "It's meant to impart a lesson—one learned through pain. If you understand this, stop sniveling and respond appropriately."
You're not sure which is worse: humiliation at the hands of someone you considered a friendly acquaintance or the fact that, no matter how villainous he may be, you only wish for him to return to himself. You'd never wish this fate on anyone, but maybe it's your too-big heart that makes it impossible to hate him. You don't hate him. You can't.
And perhaps that's the worst part of all this.
You hang your head, defeated and devoid of hope. "Yes, Dorm Leader..."
And so he teaches you and all those who witness the devastating spectacle a lesson neither will ever forget.
Red is passionate and fiery, a reflection of roses and redamancy. But it is not a pleasant color. Not anymore. Not in the aftermath.
Red is the color of Riddle and Heartslabyul and blood and pain and anger. And every time you spy the slowly healing marks from that day, you feel it all over you. Red everywhere, inside and out. Externally, you may heal with all matter of magical cures, but internally it's not an easy fix.
So red is no longer a comfortable color. You wish you could look upon it and admire it for what it is: a color. But that proves impossible, for a color that is so highly revered as pretty does not evoke pretty feelings for you.
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leaderpinhead · 6 months ago
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Gidel - Lucky Ear Rubs
Prompt: Carnival I've done really well in the past year avoiding any big spoilers for the Playful Land event until it released in English, so I'm completely ignoring everything that may happen post Part 1 of the story. But I also acknowledge I prefer the names on the JPN server, so I'm sticking to Gidel and Fellow Honest for now. :P
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Girls were easy targets. At least that’s what Gidel tried to tell himself when he found the girl and her direbeast playing the carnival games. Gidel smirked. While Fellow was handling the older Night Raven College students, Gidel thought he’d handle the easier guests. 
Gidel silently slid up to Yuu’s side. She didn’t look at him, concentrating on the target she soaked with a water shooter. The small whale connected to the target slowly raced across the booth, falling behind the other whales played by “invisible” competitors. Grim cheered her on, hopping across the counter and shouting above the carnival music. The game ended with a loud buzz before her whale reached the finish line. 
“Poor luck,” the marionette manning the booth hollowly lamented. Its stiff limbs woodenly swung a small stuffed fox towards Yuu. “Here’s your consolation prize.” 
Grim growled and snatched the stuffed fox from the marionette's hand. He threw it into the growing pile at his feet. “This game is rigged! How are you supposed to win the big prizes against players that don’t exist?” 
Yuu’s eyes narrowed at the large stuffed animals sitting on a high shelf at the back of the booth. She pointed at the large whale taking up most of the shelf. “You’re mine, Whalebert.” 
Gidel inched closer. He eyed Yuu’s pockets in search of something valuable. The magic of Playful Land may have changed their clothes, but that didn’t mean any of their belongings had vanished. 
“Do it again!” Grim demanded. He jumped on the counter and kicked the water shooter. “If you don’t get it this time, I’ll—Myah! Where did you come from?” 
Gidel smiled when Grim finally saw him. He nearly fell backwards off the counter in his surprise but was saved by Yuu. Gidel hoisted his hammer higher on his shoulder and smiled at Yuu. 
“Hi there,” Yuu greeted. She dropped Grim onto the ground where he huffed. “You’re just in time. Give me the sacred lucky ear rubs.” 
Before Gidel had a chance to be confused, Yuu gently grabbed his ears. Gidel stiffened, his heart thundering in his chest. Looking as earnest as Fellow performing a high-stakes scam, Yuu gently rubbed his ears. The repetitive motion slowly eased the shot of anxiety he felt. His eyes involuntarily closed. 
“Stop harassing every beastfolk with animal ears and win me that whale!” 
Gidel tensed when he realized he leaned his entire weight against Yuu. He jerked back and gripped his hammer like he was prepared to clobber her. She didn’t seem to notice his attack stance and instead turned to grab the handles of the water shooter. 
A bell dinged to signal the start of the game, and Yuu’s whale bobbed along the track after the other whales. Gidel lowered his hammer and watched her whale take the lead. It traded places with another whale for the first half of the track before it pulled ahead and stayed there until it reached the other side of the track. Upbeat carnival music blasted from the booth, and the marionette performed a little dance to announce the winner. 
Grim cheered and jumped onto the counter again to accept the large whale. Gidel knew the game was rigged—the booths in the park ensorcelled to let real players win after a few losses—but he couldn’t help smiling when Yuu turned back to him. He stiffened when she suddenly grabbed him in a hug. “The lucky ear rubs strike again!” 
“Stop harassing the kid!” 
“You’re just upset because your ears have lost all their luck.” 
Grim harrumphed and marched over to the next game booth, holding the whale high above his head. Yuu released Gidel from the hug and leaned down to grab the other toys they had won. For a moment, Gidel had the oddest yearning to lean back into the girl. He didn’t realize he was leaning closer until she looked back up at him, and their noses bonked together. Gidel ducked back and covered his nose. 
Instead of showing any anger, Yuu laughed. “Did you want to help? That’s sweet! Way sweeter than Grim.” 
“Less talking, more winning,” Grim shouted from the next booth. 
Yuu hummed and gathered the remaining toys in her arms. She dumped them on the counter of the water shooting game and moved as if to join Grim. Gidel grabbed the back of her vest and pointed at the toys. She shook her head. “We just wanted Whalebert. Those can go to any of the other visitors in the park. Or you can have one!” 
Gidel stood in frozen shock as Yuu abandoned her winnings to join Grim. He looked back and forth between the pair and the pile of toys. The marionette behind the counter woodenly invited him to play. 
Gidel slowly shuffled over to stand at Yuu’s side opposite of Grim. She smiled at him and pointed at the large donkey hanging above a pyramid of glass milk bottles. “We’ve decided Whalebert needs a friend.” 
“I said we should name it Sir Ass-ington, but Yuu says we can’t!” 
“I’m sure Ace would get a kick out of that, but Trey’s here too, so we have to keep things classy.” 
Gidel glanced between the two as they laughed and began throwing baseballs at the pyramid. He sidled closer to Yuu until their elbows brushed together. Without even looking at him, Yuu used her free hand to pet his ears. He leaned more heavily into her petting and silently cheered with them when they finally won the donkey after their fifth game. 
By the time Fellow came looking for him, Gidel had completely forgotten his original plan and was instead carrying Whalebert under one arm and Sir Donkeyton under the other while totally not taking advantage of their losses to get more “sacred lucky ear rubs.” 
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zeldaelmo · 5 months ago
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I guess I need to start promoting this story a bit, seeing it starts in ten days. I could use some motivation for the last stretch, too. I'm struggling a bit, so some encouragement is greatly appreciated. 😆
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This is from chapter 10, Link just learned a couple of things that happened during his time in the still world after Zelda beat him in a sparring match with his own tricks.
“So, about your sword. Your echo left it behind and… well, when I took it… I don't know how to explain it. Every time I touched it, a spell fell over me," Zelda explains.
“A spell?”
“That's the best word I can come up with. I suddenly knew how to use it and I assume now my body remembers it, even without the magic.”
Link chewed a moment on that, his gaze flickering over the grasslands stretching out before them. The windmills in the distance must be Kakariko.
“And you just picked it up and let it put a spell on you that changed your bodily abilities?” he asked and returned his gaze to her. Something about this didn't sit right with him. “That happened in the still world, right? Didn't it occur to you that it could have been a trap? Dark magic? It was an evil echo leaving it behind, after all!”
“Don't patronize me,” she snapped. “Did you know what would happen when you fired an arrow at the crystal? Or when you hit Null’s extremities with your sword? No. There's always a certain risk involved with these kinds of things.” She huffed. “And you didn't seem to mind too much when I freed you from the crystal with your bow.”
“I'm not patronizing you,” Link shot back. “I just find it kind of weird that you trust an evil echo of me enough to pick up things it leaves behind and when you get ensorcelled by the item you just roll with it? I mean, didn't you fear the spell could turn on you?”
Her face shifted into a frown, then back to a scowl and she kicked her horse into a sprint. Link’s mouth fell open. It hadn't even occurred to her! 
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mariyekos · 3 months ago
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Maleagant and Siegfried's relationship is so interesting and Maleagant's Fate Episode has brought back a bunch of my old headcanons regarding Siegfried's past and kind of makes me want to try my hand at my first GBF fic (which I would need to do a ton of reseaech for so it's probably not happening, but what if...)
Basically, I think it would be fascinating if Siegfried's memories really only crystallize/become firm at the point he met King Josef, with everything before that being more like vague awareness than true memories. That's the point where his life got "true purpose" if you asked him, so he definitely remembers everything from then on.
But the years before? Well, he was killing monsters around the village, yeah. He remembers fighting. Killing. But did he bring the corpses back for bounties? He...might have? He's not really sure. Maybe not, he msotly did it for the thrill of the fight and because that's just something you do. Did someone ask him to kill monsters at some point? Well, of course they did. Who? Can he name someone specific? Does he remember any requests in particular? ....No, not exactly. But he's pretty sure he talked to a few people often. Pretty sure. What year did he end up at his childhood village? Well- he. He. He was there as a teenager, he knows. He remembers that, vaguely. Does he remember being a child there? Well, it's his childhood village! But does he remember being there as a child, or does he just call it his childhood village because that's where he thinks he grew up? (It's the latter).
The fic would basically be about Maleagant growing increasingly concerned as he realizes just how spotty Siegfried's memories are. Some of the gaps in Siegfried's past are things he's briefly thought about but decided he wasn't very concerned about, while other gaps have never come to mind and seem to throw him off once he realizes they're there. The two would go around the village only to discover that the villagers' memories are ALSO really spotty for some reason, only increasing Maleagant's concern. Yes, the former mayor says he remembers Siegfried taking care of the local monster population. But hm, that's odd, he can't remember when exactly it was that Siegfried showed up. But he's pretty sure he remembers Siegfried being around as a teenager. He thinks. And so Maleagant and Siegfried go around town asking other folks about whether they remember how old Siegfried was when he showed up, whether he was dropped off by someone anyone saw, when he first appeared, if he had any notable clothing or possessions or accents or anything else, etc. only to come up with the same few answers in every single case: I don't remember, I'm not sure, or I don't know. Sure there are tons of people who remember Siegfried being there, and some say he was definitely there as a teenager and might've been there as a kid, but no one can give specifics. It's as if Siegfried just suddenly materialized out of the aether and everyone accepted his existence as if he'd always been there or something.
Which is the crux of the matter: DID Siegfried just suddenly appear one day? Was it as a child? A teen? Where was he before? More importantly: why can no one remember. There's clearly something magical/supernatural going on here. I'm trying to decide of Siegfried would joke about or be generally concerned about the idea that maybe he just sprung out of nowhere fully formed and the world bent to make him fit in, but it's sort of a genuine possibility. Where did he come from? Where are the others with dragon lineage?
I think Maleagant might start worrying Siegfried was captured and either experimented on or just imprisoned and ensorceled into not remembering his time beforehand, based on his own history. And if that is the case, does that mean Siegfried doesn't have any family left? That the number of those with dragon blood has grown so small? What if they all died in imprisonment, or if they died years before while Siegfried was kept suspended in a way similar to Maleagant? Siegfried would reassure Maleagant that that's probably not the case; Siegfreid just has a bad memory, and after ten, twenty years the people of his village have just naturally forgotten the details of their encounters with a forgettable man. To which Maleagant would insist Siegfried is very much *not* forgettable and there has to be *something* going on here. It's not just memory. But Siegfried would shrug it off. He's not that concerned about his past; he knows where he is in the present and that's what matters. He hopes no one got hurt in his past and that his lack of memory won't hurt anyone, but he's not too concerned about figuring out his own origins. He's survived just fine so far.
Maleagant, however, isn't appeased. He *will* figure out what the mystery with Siegfried's past is. Fafnir's blood may prevent him from reading Siegfried's memories, but maybe reading the memories of the villagers would be tempting (assuming he somehow got their permission to read from them, which is its own issue). Potential plot point of either absolutely nothing coming up/the memories being unnaturally foggy when Maleagant tries to read them, or them basically confirming the 'Siegfreid just suddenly Appeared One Day and everyone accepted him as if he'd already been there' theory.
Also while there is the experimentation/capture explanation, I would also really enjoy a purely supernatural/magical explanation without foul play. Feendrache needed someone, so it crafted someone to protect it, based on its protectors of eld. I swear there's a word for the people with dragon blood but it's nearly 1am and my brain's not working well, but anyway- yeah basically he DID pop out of the aether. He doesn't really have parents, or if he did, then it's because he's based on someone who once existed and had parents, but even then they're not really *his* parents, because his existence is separate from the original. Siegfried just Is. Formed, not born. Absent of childhood memories because there was no childhood at all, or because even if he was created as an infant his first years were accelerated enough to be glossed over. Aged up until the point of usefulness or being able to protect himself. Something like that.
One of the things Maleagant asks Siegfried when trying to figure out his past is how old Siegfried is. Siegfried responds he's 32 (or older, if we make it so the story exists in less of a time bubble). When Maleagant asks how Siegfried knows this, as in does he remember any birthday parties or just knowing he was X age in his childhood, Siegfried pauses. Because no, actually. He doesn't. And as Maleagant stares him down, Siegfried awkwardly explains that when King Josef met him, Josef said something along the lines of "Hm, you look like you're what, 21? 22?" and Siegfried said yes, which had him put down as 22. He can't remember a time where he thought about his own age before that. Was he actually 22? Or did he just agree with Josef?
Okay it's late so I'm going to stop for now but. Tl;Dr Maleagant tries to investigate Siegfried's past only to realize it's very shady in ways Siegfried at times didn't care about and times didn't even notice due to what appears to be some sort of supernatural meddling/influence to specifically not think about these things very long (that goes beyond Siegfried's propensity to not worry about this stuff). Maleagant does not end up finding any living relatives. It's not super happy, it's more of a "oh something is UP with Siegfried and it's disturbing Maleagant while Siegfried tries to calm him down" fic. In the morning I might refine this but. Yeah. GBF dragons and dragon people, man....
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a-small-batch-of-dragons · 10 months ago
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You're Special to Me | Us Too
You’re Special To Me is so? mmm I don’t have the words to describe it but. (it’s really good) (all your fics are really good but this one just hit the spot for whatever reason) …any plans for a second part with more comfort than hurt? where the others realize what they’ve been doing to Remus and make it up to him (and summon a mattress from the room and have a cat pile sleepover)? – anon
All I've got to say is: touch-starved Remus. That's it. In anything. Just poor Dukey needing a damn hug. (/nf) – anon
Read on Ao3 Part 1
Warnings: none
Pairings: none
Word Count: 3323
The others have a nasty habit of comparing Roman and Remus. It starts to get grating after a while. Good thing Roman's always thought his brother was the best.
 
Logan comes up to him when he's in the Imagination weeding Ollie's pond. The Kraken rumbles and shifts in the water, making the reflection dance as he turns to see a figure with a large bag over its shoulder emerge from the mist. He stands up and wipes his hands on his overalls.
"Lolo? Is that you?"
"Yes, it's me." Logan finally steps out of the fog, holding one hand in front of his face as if to shield his glasses. "My apologies for intruding, but Roman said I might find you here."
"You found me, good job. Did you want something?"
"I was hoping we could talk."
A cool greyness far starker than the surrounding fog starts to creep into the edge of Remus's vision. "Talk? What about?"
"It's come to my attention that I've been very unfair to you. And by that I mean Roman gave me a kind reminder as to what it's like to have your work process judged, verbally or otherwise, and I'm here to make it up to you."
Remus blinks. Logan is here to what, exactly? And Roman did what? And Logan what? "What?"
Logan sets down the bag on a nearby rock and comes to stand next to Remus, who only then realizes he's wearing over-the-knee muck boots. "It was my fault for assuming that you and Roman would have similar processes because you are both Creativity. My response to realizing my error should not have made you feel as though your process is inferior or inadequate compared to Roman's."
"O-oh. Uh, I don't think you meant it, but, um, thanks?"
"Of course."
"Why're you…" He gestures to Logan's everything. "This?"
"Well, I was hoping we could have another brainstorm if you were feeling up to it—no pressure to say yes, obviously, this was not planned ahead of time—and I brought things to help."
"Help with the brainstorm?"
"Roman had mentioned you were looking to test the salinity of Oliver's pool in case you needed to introduce other creatures to his habitat," Logan explains as he opens the bag and unfolds it to reveal a series of vials and jars held in fabric sleeves, "and so I thought I would—"
"You made this for me?"
Logan pauses, looking up at Remus's disbelieving face. He huffs a laugh. "Yes, Remus, I made it for you. I was intending to leave it with you to do on your own time, but I figured as I had an apology to make—"
"You're forgiven, exonerated, whatever." Remus all but pounces on the bag. "Now shush and help me run some tests. Ollie! Get ready to throw your ball around a lot 'cause we got work to do!"
Logan chuckles and pulls out a notebook as Ollie trills in excitement, already fishing around in the kelp for his ball.
2.
"You got your gloves, right?"
Roman flexes his hand—his already gloved hand—and Remus rolls his eyes. "It's okay, I'm excited too."
"Shut up and let's get going. I want to try and have this ready for the afternoon."
"Shutting up!" Roman opens the Imagination door with a flourish and they walk out into a sunny field of lavender. The smell is nearly overpowering; if it weren't so pleasant, Remus might offer Roman something to plug his nose with, that's how strong it was. The last time his nose had been so thoroughly ensorcelled had been when— "Re? You okay?"
Remus blinks and sniffles. "Yeah. Sorry. Smell got me remembering Willow."
Roman joins him in the quiet as they walk through the field, both of them remembering the baby dragon that loved the flower fields so much when she was still a hatchling. The dragon had grown up and flown off to the Cloud Kingdom, somewhere high up in the Imagination that they could only get to on the back of Roman's dragon—so they didn't go very often anymore. The lavender rustles around their legs and does a great job of cheering them up when they finally find a spot to gather the plants.
"How much do we need?"
"Let's try and fill these baskets if we can, I think we need to have enough for both the glaze and the cake itself."
"Sure." Roman nudges him as they crouch down. "This was a really good idea, Re, I'm glad you suggested it."
"Thanks for coming with me."
"Oh, shoot—" Roman pats his pockets and stands up. "I think I forgot the stopwatch."
"You mean the one that we take into the Imagination each time so we remember what time it is in the rest of the Mindscape? That one? The really important one that we keep on the hook by the door—"
Roman cuffs him half-heartedly on the shoulder. "I'll be right back, you asshole."
"Love you too, Roro."
Roman walks back down the rows of the field as Remus gets to work. He doesn't bother with the gloves, not at first. His hands spend too often smelling of Kraken slime and other gross things, which normally he doesn't mind, but if he has the chance to smell of lavender instead, he'll take it. He falls into a soothing rhythm of plucking and pruning, the basket at his side growing slowly fuller, until a shadow falls across his lap.
"Ro, you're back, did you…?"
He trails off when he looks up and sees someone who is decidedly not Roman.
"…Pat-Pat?"
"Hey, Remus!" Patton looks around. "This place is really pretty. Did you and Roman make it?"
"Yeah." The flowers start to grey a little at the edges. "Did you see him on your way in? Is he almost back?"
"Yeah, I, um, passed him in the hall." He suddenly looks sheepish, fiddling with the sleeves of the hoodie tied around his shoulders. "He agreed to give me a few minutes to apologize to you."
"To what?"
"I'm not very nice to you," Patton says bluntly, "I know I'm not. It was—Roman was really upset with me over the whole baking thing. I didn't know—I didn't realize how it felt that I basically bossed you around for the whole time and you didn't even get to make what you wanted."
"…so you're apologizing for it?"
"Yeah, I am. I'm sorry, Remus, I was mean to you and it wasn't your fault."
"Uh, thanks." He drops another lavender leaf into his basket. "I appreciate that."
"Are you guys making something will all the lavender?"
"Yeah, we're gonna make a tea cake."
Patton claps his hands. "Ooh, that sounds really good! Can I help at all, or should I just wait?"
"I think you'd better wait, Patton, too many cooks and all that," Roman's voice comes over Patton's shoulder and Remus thanks everything he's ever made that his brother knows how to say the stuff he wants to say in the way where no one actually gets mad at him. "But we'll be sure to save you a big slice!"
Patton claps his hands and squeezes Roman in a hug before he's leaving the Imagination. Remus holds his breath until the door closes and then sags into Roman.
"I'm sorry," Roman murmurs, "I didn't realize he'd…I thought that'd be easier on you than it seems like it was."
"It's fine, it's not your fault. He's just a lot sometimes."
"Yeah, he is. But on the good side, I'm pretty sure that means you and I have free run of the kitchen all afternoon."
"Can we make him regret it slightly?"
"Oh, we can make him regret it way more than slightly—"
"Yes."
"—with how good this tea cake is."
Remus pouts and Roman laughs.
3.
"You look sad," comes Janus's voice from beside him as arms wrap around his waist, "so you're getting cuddled now."
Remus just turns his face into the crook of Janus's neck and breathes out, long and slow. Janus hums, setting his chin on top of Remus's neck and rubbing his back. They shift around a little to get elbows out of ribcages and knees out of groins before Janus starts scratching his hand through Remus's hair. Which isn't fair, and he knows it, because it always makes Remus want to tell him what's wrong, even when he doesn't want to.
Like now.
"I'm so tired," he whispers, the words leaving him with no small amount of shame, "I'm just so—I want it to stop."
"Want what to stop, sweetie?"
"This," he mumbles and bonks his head against Janus's chest, "this, this thing in my brain that won't shut the fuck up, I want it to go away and leave me alone."
"Do you want to tell me what it's saying?"
"No."
Janus pauses, then shifts up enough to press his mouth against the crown of Remus's head. "You be quiet in there, you here me? Don't make me put my angry gloves on."
The reference to a set of gloves Remus had made when they were younger, complete with snarling mouths that opened up when the palm was exposed, makes him laugh. Janus chuckles along with him, kissing his forehead and holding him a little tighter.
"You're doing so well, sweetie. Everything is a lot right now and you're dealing with it as best you can. You're going to be okay."
"I'm really tired, Janny."
"Then sleep." He shifts underneath him to lie down properly, Remus arranged atop him like some great weighted blanket. "You're nice and warm and I am excellent at cuddling. Have a nap."
"Right here?"
"Yes, on this couch, where we're both safe, where I can take care of you and steal all of that body heat you and Roman hoard to yourselves." Another kiss to his temple. "Do you want a blanket too?"
"Yeah."
A quick snap of Janus's fingers and there's a thick green comforter resting on top of them, not too heavy, not too hot, just enough weight and cover that some part of Remus actually relaxes underneath it. His eyes begin to drift closed against his will, something he knows Janus realizes by the slightly smug turn in the air.
"Shh, now," comes the soft voice, "that's it, sweetie, just go to sleep. It's alright, everything's alright, you're safe with me, I'll take care of you."
"I don't know when the last time someone hugged me who wasn't Roman was."
Janus is quiet for a minute. Then: "I hope you know I'm not letting you out of here until dinner time, and maybe not even then."
"Okay."
"And I might kidnap you to warm up my room since I've been getting cold falling asleep."
"Okay."
"And I might have to get Virgil to help me too."
"…okay."
"As long as you're aware of what's about to happen, sweetie."
"Mm."
4.
Janus does end up telling Virgil, which is how he ends up with a heavy lapful of Emo one evening when they're all lazing around before movie night. He'd sat down on the couch to finish digesting the insane about of spaghetti he'd managed to eat during dinner, and yelped when something landed on his lap, sighed, and squirmed around to get comfortable.
"Virgil?"
"Hey, Remus." Virgil grins up at him. "You don't get to be mad about me surprising you when that's literally all you do to us."
"I wasn't—okay, maybe slightly," he amends when Virgil gives him a look, "but…it's not like you do this, not to me."
"Yeah, well." Virgil shifts a bit more and one hand comes up to clumsily pat Remus's shoulder. "You and I haven't been around each other that much lately. I gotta make up for lost time and all that stuff."
"You do?"
Something flickers across Virgil's expression and he sits up, his face only a few inches from Remus's. "Yeah, Remus. We were—not as close as you and Janus were, but we were close. You used to sneak into my room to put on crazy shadow puppet shows and I used to run to you when I was scared of the thunder. And then I…left, and we haven't really been that close since."
"Because you made everyone think we didn't like each other."
He winces. "Yeah, I know. But I—hmm. I'm really trying to be better about that, Remus, I am. I really did miss you."
"You did?"
"Yeah." Virgil quickly glances around and leans closer. "Don't tell anyone about this, okay?"
"Okay."
"The reason I started picking on Princey at first was because he reacted kinda like you did when I pushed Janus's buttons. He got all uppity and loud and it made me think of how you'd always pretend to be some weird knight riding to Janus's defense whenever I pissed him off."
Remus's cheeks flushed. He'd forgotten about that, when Virgil was being a pest and Janus was running out of patience, he'd jump in between them and start a play fight with Virgil to defuse the tension and get everyone laughing again. To hear—well, he'd known that Virgil got close to Roman for similar reasons—but something like this? Just because he missed Remus? And here he was thinking that Virgil was thanking his lucky black holes that he was away from Remus.
"I didn't know."
"I know you didn't," Virgil says, his voice softer now, "and I know you didn't think I cared enough to notice you were touch starved."
"Well—I—I didn't—I only—Janny said—"
"Janus said, Roman said, I thought." Virgil flops back down onto his lap, burying his face in his stomach as he wraps his arms around Remus's waist. "You get cuddles because you need them, and I give them to you 'cause I spent too many years pretending I didn't wanna."
"That was mean," but it's weak as Remus starts to sag into the warm embrace.
"I know, bud, and I'm done with being mean to you. Now we just get along unless we're play fighting, deal?"
Remus nods back, but his voice is too shot to make anything close to a reasonable response, and Virgil doesn't seem to mind.
5.
He's having another bad day when Roman sinks into his room and carts him back off to the Imagination, this time picking one of their favorite rooms in the high castle. It's all warm grey stone and warm wooden floorboards that've been sitting in the sun all day, pillows and blankets tossed about the room for making temporary mattresses. He sags into Roman's side and refuses to budge when Roman insists on getting some of the blankets and pillows.
"In a second," he laughs as Remus whines in protest, "just let me go for two seconds and you'll be happier, I promise."
Remus pouts but does wait the few seconds for Roman to throw something together. Then he just lifts his arms like he's a toddler asking to get picked up. Which he does, and he's tossed unceremoniously onto the pile of pillows. He bounces and Roman laughs at his surprised face.
"Come on, no pouting," he teases, lying down in the blankets too and pulling Remus into a cat pile, "let's just enjoy the sunset, okay?"
Imagination sunsets are the best. There are always a ton of pretty colors, always enough strategically placed clouds to keep you from being entirely blinded, and they last for just as long as you want them to. The one today they can see through the wide windows of the high tower is no exception. Rich blues and purples chase the reds and pinks around the sky, the clouds airbrushed with the most delicate versions of the colors as the sun slowly descends over the hills. There's no risk of mugginess this high up, nor any biting insects thanks to the constant breezes around the top of the tower. Remus feels his eyelids growing heavier and heavier as he sinks into Roman's embrace.
"Hey," Roman whispers and he hums something in reply, "you're the best brother ever, you know that?"
"No, you."
"No, you." Roman squeezes him around the middle and presses a gross, smacking kiss to his cheek. "And I love you."
"Don't get all sappy, Ro."
"Sunsets are sappy times, Re! Besides, you've had a really long day and that means getting cuddles while I tell you how much I love you 'cause you're a great brother."
"You mean it's the time you try to kill me with sap overload."
"Semantics."
Remus swats half-heartedly at him and his drama queen of a brother yelps like he's been struck with a whip, but he can't keep the smile off his face.
Roman loves me. He really, really loves me.
It would be a very different world if he didn't have such an amazing brother.
+1.
There are still bad days where he doesn't feel like getting out of bed or talking to someone who isn't his brother.
There are more good days. Days like this, where he gets to spend it surrounded by his family.
"Shush," Virgil mumbles, swatting Logan's leg with a pillow as he tries to go on another rant about a certain trope that Remus never caught the name of, "it's sleep time."
"You're going to fall asleep on the floor?"
"Right, good point. Princey?"
"Coming right up." Roman snaps his fingers and the familiar giant mattress appears in the middle of the living room, much to the delight of Virgil and Janus, who both sprawl onto it like overgrown kittens.
"You both need to make some room," Remus grunts as he shoves at an errant leg, "c'mon, let the rest of us on."
"Ooh, I want Remus cuddles today," Virgil mumbles, only for Janus to snatch him. "Hey!"
"Too slow."
"Children," Logan scolds, reaching out and ruffling Remus's hair with a wink, "I could've sworn we talked about consensually abducting cuddle victims."
"I'll fight you for him," Virgil declares, already reaching for a pillow, but Patton grabs it instead. "Hey!"
"No," Janus whines as Patton joins in the playful fight for Remus cuddles—when Remus himself is more bemused than anything else and Roman and Logan are just smiling, the useless wonderful bastards— "get your own Remus! This one's mine!"
"That's all of our Remus, you have to share!"
"Yeah, give us each a limb or something."
"No, I want the torso!"
"I want the head," Logan remarks casually with another wink when Remus blushes, "but I think Roman would prefer we kept his brother intact as much as possible."
"You can share," Remus gasps out eventually when he's getting battered with pillows, "I wanna cuddle all of you!"
"Well, if that's what he wants—"
"Who are we to say no?"
Janus just chuckles as the four of them quickly make themselves at home in the middle of the blanket, arms slung over Remus until he can't quite tell whose limbs are whose. But the warm pressure and familiar scents of all of them right here, safe, under the blankets are sending the everything good, sleep now signals that his brain is having a hard time ignoring.
So maybe he won't ignore them and he'll just fall asleep.
He makes eye contact with Roman before his eyes slip closed properly and the last thing he sees is Roman's soft grin.
There will be good days, there will be bad days.
But Remus never feels truly grey ever again and for that, he's happy.
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noodyl-blasstal · 1 year ago
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ooooooooh how about Tiny child in awe of you in a public space and whoever calls to you!
This got real silly real fast and I'm probably even a little sorry about it! Thank you so much Reeese! The prompt is from this list and I’m still open to requests.
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“Why are you doing that face?”
“What face?”
“You know, the…” Taako scrunches his face up in his best approximation of Kravitz’s weird smile.
“It was happening again.”
Ah, that explains it. “Goth baby?” 
“Goth baby.” Kravitz nods solemnly, gestures to her with his eyes. “I thought I’d try and commune.”
Sweet, wonderful idiot. “Did it work?”
“Maybe?” Kravitz sounds uncertain. “Although. No. I don’t think so. Maybe I need to try something more clear?”
“How about a hand shake?” 
“Oh, of course, how rude of me.” Kravitz begins to walk forward and Taako yanks his arm back.
“Just checking, handsome, just picking up the phone to ask you a quick question, were you just about to walk over to that stranger’s baby, hold out a hand, and do the whole “‘ello it’s me, the grim reaper, wanna shake me ‘and?” bit?”
“No?”
“No question mark; or no full stop?”
“No full stop?”
“Cha’boy’s still hearing the query in there, bones.”
Kravitz sighs heavily. “I… I was going to do that, yeah. I might not have done the accent though.” He adds, optimistically.
“Babies love the accent.” There’s no point in denying it.
“You’re right, of course you’re right, I… yes I would have done that.”
Taako rests a soothing hand on his shoulder. “I’d let you shake my baby’s hand.” He says, reassuringly.
Kravitz breaks eye contact with the ensorceled baby and raises an eyebrow at Taako. “You didn’t let me interact with Angus at all for months! We only got to speak when he figured out we were dating and came to interrogate me at work.”
“And what did you do when he arrived in your office, Kemosabe? Whatmst did you deign to do when the baby genius himself rocked up in your workplace in his jamjar specs and his fancy hat and said he was there to see you? Hmm?” Taako hasn’t ever asked, he doesn’t need to, he knows it in his bones.
“I shook his hand.” Kravitz says, downcast.
“You shook his hand!” Taako’s triumphant, maybe a touch gloaty, it’s fine, Kravitz likes him like that. Before he can do anything ridiculous like attempting some humility Kravitz stops doing his pondering face.
“Fine. I won’t shake hands with the baby.” 
Taako doesn’t want to ruin it entirely. “You could try waving.” He suggests.
“What kind of wave?”
“Fancy one.” Taako demonstrates.
“Like this?” Kravitz waggles his fingers dramatically at Taako.
“I think you can do better.” Taako does a trick shot, passing a hand behind his back to wave from one side.
Kravitz snorts, but spins round on the spot then waves back. Perfect man. “Okay.” He takes a moment to think. “How about…” he waves in a sweeping motion, then circles back up the other side to form a full greeting circle.
“I like it. See if the kid does.”
Kravitz waggles his fingers in a fancy circle. The baby remains stone faced, she doesn’t break her stare.
“I don’t think she liked it.” Kravitz shrugs, pocketing his hands as if they might try again if he doesn’t holster them.
Taako shrugs. “Her loss.”
Kravitz nods. “Yeah… you’ll wave back at me no matter what, right?”
“Natch, Taako wouldn’t leave you hanging.”
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oliversrarebooks · 4 months ago
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The Rare Bookseller Part 78: Oliver's Awakening
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tw: aftermath of mind control, discussion of abuse
October 1925
Oliver writhed on the ground, his chest as tight as a drum and tears squeezing from his eyes, as all the fear and pain and shame that had been suppressed the past few months flooded him.
He'd been content, so content to give up his own life to become the servant of a vampire, hardly even struggling as he was taken and confined and ensorcelled. He'd enjoyed the vile feedings, looking forward to the vampire drinking away his blood, pleased to slump over in the vampire's arms as his life was drained, satisfied with the twin scars on his neck. He'd cheerfully allowed the vampire to pass him around like a party favor to his lover, to curl up around him as he slept, to dress him up in ball gowns and take him to vampire dens to show off…
But truly, it wasn't the shame that hurt the most -- that was just the easiest of his emotions to understand. No, the worst of it was the profound sense of emptiness. It was if Alexander's music had filled something within him he hadn't known was empty. It had given him a purpose, even if it was to follow the selfish whims of a monster, and now he was devoid. Knowing intellectually that it had never been a real purpose, just enslavement, didn't ease the sting of his heart.
Vivian crouched down and placed a hand on his shoulder. "It's okay, Oliver, I know it's a lot to process. It might take days or weeks --"
"You don't know!" Oliver wrenched backwards to get away from her, furious. "You don't know what you just took. You can't!"
"I know it must hurt --"
"If you knew it would hurt like this, then why did you do it against my wishes?" Oliver demanded.
"Oliver!" Emily was standing nearby. "She was just trying to help. It's not fair to yell at her like that."
"It's not fair that I feel like this!"
"Leave him alone," said Vivian. "Let him scream at me if he wants. He's coming out of a much deeper enthrallment than you were in, Emily. It won't be easy."
"That's not true," she said indignantly. "I could barely talk, couldn't remember my past, wasn't even literate any more."
"Yes, and that's relatively easy for a vampire to do. What's been done to Oliver is far more precise and insidious, to keep him so intact on the surface while bending his desires and loyalties completely."
"Do you mind talking about me as though I'm not even here?" Oliver hated how angry he was, how he couldn't control the harshness of his voice. He was never angry, never so much as raised his voice at a difficult customer, not before he was captured. Even then, his anger had been weak, easily plucked out of his head by that damned Miss Lily. He felt sick to think of himself drowsing in her company, letting her rummage through his very mind, throw out anything she didn't like, and replacing his truth with a pretty painted facade.
"I'm sorry," said Vivian. "I know you're upset with me, but this is important. Can you still feel the connection with your former master?"
"No. It's been severed. I can't hear him anymore."
"That's good. With a vampire that powerful, it's likely that your connection is actually only weakened, not entirely destroyed. He may try to enter your head again, draw you under his sway."
Oliver nodded, ashamed that a part of him hoped he would, that Alexander's music would dull the pain. No, he would have to resist somehow. He couldn't go through all of this heartache for no reason, to go merrily skipping back into the arms of a vampire. Vivian's magic had stripped away the illusion, revealed the monster behind the handsome face.
"I'll try to resist," said Oliver shakily.
"Good, that's good. If you hear his voice, you need to tell me immediately, all right? I can help protect you, or wash out his influence again if we need to," she said. "It's my fault for not killing him when I had the chance. I was a coward. And now I'll have to plan to go after him again, before he hunts me down."
"Don't kill him!" Oliver's fervor surprised even him.
"Oliver, you'll never be safe until I do."
"I know that, but -- I don't want him to die. Maybe I should want him to die, maybe I'm still under his spell, but I can't bring myself to want him to die," he said, not understanding why he felt so strongly about this when he knew Alexander's true nature.
"He took you from your bookshop, remember?" said Emily. "The whole time we were in those cages -- at least, before Lily warped our minds -- that's all you could talk about, was your bookshop and how you had to return there. Don't you want to?"
His bookshop, and the tiny apartment above. His little safe haven, where he'd spent his entire life. The antique books locked behind the counter, the sagging shelves of the history section, the ratty armchair with the throw blankets that might still be waiting for him.
"I can't go back there," he said. "Alexander was one of my customers. He'd find me easily."
"That's why I have to kill him," said Vivian.
Mounting horror dawned on Oliver. "But even if you did kill him, it wouldn't do any good, because his sire would find out and hunt us both down. I'm sure of it."
"His sire? A vampire that powerful, and he's still beholden to his sire?"
"He's a terrifying vampire." The fear, which had been acute before, was now so much more sharp without Alexander's soothing influence. He could remember the feel of harsh fangs in his neck all too well, the panic of being unable to open his eyes. "Far more terrifying than Alexander could ever be. Alexander once told me that if we ever tried to escape him, he'd hunt us both down and make sport of it, and I believe him."
"It can't be…" Vivian muttered. "Tell me more about him, your former master's sire."
As much as Oliver didn't care to recall those memories, Vivian might actually be able to help. "I'll tell you whatever information I have. I'd be happy to see him die, and Alexander would, too. I don't know his real name, but they all call him the Maestro --"
"You've met him?" She gripped his shoulders like a madwoman. "You've actually met the Maestro?"
"Unfortunately, yes. You've heard of him?"
"He took my mother. He's the vampire I need to kill more than any other. You must tell me everything you know about him."
"I'm sorry about your mother," he said. "I can tell you everything I've learned about him, if you agree that you won't kill Alexander."
"Even if I were convinced you truly meant that and it wasn't just residual conditioning, I couldn't agree to that. Alexander is likely to come after me for taking you, and if he does, I need to be able to defend myself."
"I suppose that's true," said Oliver reluctantly. He didn't want to admit to himself that it would be ideal if Vivian were to kill the Maestro but spare Alexander, so that he would have the option of returning to the vampire without the threat of his sire hanging over their heads.
No, he must still be under the spell. He shouldn't return to Alexander under any circumstances, not if he wanted to keep a free thought in his head.
"You need to tell me," Vivian insisted. "Revenge on the Maestro is one of the main reasons I became a hunter in the first place. It wasn't just my mother who suffered. He's killed at least twenty hunters, and he's believed to have kidnapped a number of musicians and stage performers. He needs to be stopped."
"He does." Oliver sighed, feeling that tiny bit of leverage slip. "All right. I'll tell you what I know."
He tried to recall everything he could for Vivian's sake -- everything Lex had told him, and especially recounting his own experiences with the cruel vampire. Emily sat nearby, her eyes going wide with horror as Oliver described his blinding and the painful feeding. Vivian, on the other hand, was absorbing all of Oliver's words carefully.
"So when he controlled you -- was there any sort of induction he had to perform? Any conditions he had to meet?"
"I don't think so, or at least I don't remember any. Alexander didn't mention any either. He was able to puppet my body as easily as if I were a toy, and there didn't seem to be any way to resist it."
"Hm. That's going to be trouble," said Vivian, deep in thought. "And when he stopped you from opening your eyes again -- how long did it take for that enthrallment to wear off?"
"It didn't. The next day, Alexander took me to Miss -- to another vampire's home, one that specializes in hypnotizing humans, and she reversed the Maestro's command."
"A specialist in hypnotizing humans? Lily?"
"You know her too?"
"Yes, I'm aware of her."
"Are you going to kill her, too?"
"I really should, considering how many people's minds she's destroyed -- or are you going to defend her as well?"
"…No." Truthfully, he felt more conflicted about it than he should, given that Vivian was objectively correct. How many human minds had she stolen? How many lives had she cut short, selling innocent people off to vampires with nothing more than glee about her profits? She was the one who had twisted his mind, and all those feelings of comfort and warmth as he slept in her chair were nothing more than lies to keep him docile.
"So do have any idea where the Maestro lives?"
"No, I'm sorry. Those are the only two times I encountered him, and Alexander never mentioned where he lives, from what I can recall."
Vivian sighed. "It's a pity. But even so, you've given me far more information than I had yesterday, and I'm grateful for it."
"You know… both you and Alexander want the Maestro dead. Could you ever consider working together?" asked Oliver.
"Working with a vampire?"
"Only this one specific time, only to kill an even worse vampire!"
"I can't do that," said Vivian. "Even if we do have the same goal. Fighting a vampire as formidable as the Maestro would leave me vulnerable, and I can't trust that this Alexander wouldn't simply enthrall me afterwards. In fact, he'd be stupid not to, lest I kill him."
Oliver wanted to protest that Alexander wouldn't do that… except that Alexander might actually do that. After all, he had no qualms at all about buying a human at auction, even a human he previously knew as an equal. Why would he hesitate to enthrall a hunter?
"Come on," said Vivian, helping him off the floor. "We can talk more about this later. You've been through a lot tonight, and need more time to shake off the spell you've been under. We have a room that you can use, but I'm going to have to lock you in, and keep you under surveillance for now, at least until we're sure that your vampire isn't going to try and push himself into your head again."
"Fine," he said, accepting that Vivian didn't trust him. He didn't even trust himself. "Why can he still do that, if you've undone the enthrallment?"
"There's a psychic connection established when a vampire drinks your blood. It's not quite the same thing as enthrallment, and it can be very strong. It fades in days or weeks, but until then, you'll still be vulnerable to the vampire's influence."
"I see." He wondered if that applied to any vampire which had fed from him. If it did, that meant -- "But the Maestro, he…"
"Yes," she said grimly. "Has he ever entered your mind before, when he's not there in person?"
"I don't think so. I hope not."
"I hope not either. I'm not prepared to fight him just yet. If you sense anything, you need to tell me right away."
"Yes, of course."
Vivian led Oliver out of the attic and into a room little bigger than a closet, with a cot and a small chest of drawers. "You should get some rest," she said, herding Oliver inside. "You'll feel better once you have. Is there anything you need?"
"A glass of water, please?" asked Oliver, sitting on the edge of the cot. "And if you have any interesting books…"
"Certainly. I'll see what I can do."
Oliver waited patiently for Vivian to return with the water and a couple of old magazines. As soon as she left the room and he heard the lock click shut, he fell back onto the bed, knowing that he wouldn't even be able to concentrate on reading, not with all the thoughts crowding his head.
He was free.
Wasn't he?
It was terribly hard to feel free when he was locked into a small room, the threat of his vampiric master and his sire still hanging over his head like an executioner's axe. The confinement was for his own safety, and he understood the reasons, but he wouldn't actually be free until both Alexander and the Maestro had ceased to walk the earth.
He was frustrated with himself. He shouldn't care so much about the well-being of a vampire who had literally purchased him at auction. And yet…
Now that the initial shock and fear had worn off, he was finding himself gripped by a deep and profound sadness. The cot he lay on was hard and cold, and he couldn't suppress his longing for his bed at home -- no, Alexander's bed. It wasn't ever his. He'd been hypnotized to share it, to cuddle up with a monster.
He'd been hypnotized into affection.
And it was really the only affection he'd had since he was a child, wasn't it? He'd lived such a solitary and quiet life, spending almost every night alone in his small apartment with books for company. Even the simple pleasure of curling up to read next to someone else had been foreign to him until he came into Alexander's possession.
And it had all been a fabrication meant to keep him compliant, hadn't it? He shouldn't miss it. He should be glad to be rid of it.
But the thought of returning to his solitary life, of never experiencing actual tenderness, was crushing him inside. He'd been starving for so many years, but it had been bearable when he didn't know what he was missing. Now that he knew that his choice was between actual loneliness and false companionship, he could only be ashamed at the parts of himself which preferred the lie.
No, he had to press on somehow. He couldn't return himself to a monster, no matter how charming. He should be happy to be freed. He could have his own life back. He could sleep during the night and wake during the day, and walk in the sunshine, and choose to go wherever he pleased.
He could take what little money he had stashed in his bookshop and take a train out of town, or a boat overseas, see the new places that he dreamed about but never got around to visiting. He could start his life over, do something else with it. Live a fuller life in the here and now rather than wait in his lonely little bookshop, wait for something to happen to him. Something had happened to him, and it should have taught him a lesson about choosing what he wants before it's chosen for him.
It was exhilarating. But…
For all his newly gained freedom, he still had no idea what he actually wanted. The desire for fangs in his neck was fake, but at least it was a clear desire. What did he want before, apart from books and safety? And who was he now, now that he knew the dangerous world of the supernatural lurked just behind every streetlamp, just waiting to pull him into it?
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Yapping about my first read through of Cruel Prince Part 2
I ramble a little about my read of the next around 50 pages of The Cruel Prince (spoilers ahead :))
Fuck me, I read seven more pages rn and I have tears in my eyes. The situation in the mall. It feels so raw to me. Being envious of the people, feeling like you are holding back the people you love. I have tears in my eyes damn you Holly Black (affectionately) (please no spoilers <3; my rambling on what I read and what stood out to me down below)
I can see myself in all three of these women in some ways it breaks my heart a little. I can sense a conflict coming that will rip my heart apart.
I love siblings and siblinghood, especially when they realize that they have messed up and communicate their feelings towards each other <3. It feels like the three sisters love each other and I love that for them. That they still are somewhat human and harm each other accidentally etc. I don't know how concearning it is... But I can really relate to Jude and can understand her and her actions. If someone made my sister cry (if I had one) I would do something about it too. All the three sisters are relateable to me in a way. The wish for freedom into a world I have not seen in a long time with a person I love, I would read Tayrn's quest to try her best to assimilate into a place I don't belong in and just wanting to make life easier for me and the people I love and yearning for romance. And Jude just feeling so... diffrent and not like anyone else. The raw emotion of her envy and the hate of the world and why she is forced to do what she has to do. Her sense of
(currently at chapter 8)
"You may win in the end, you may ensorcell me and hurt me and humiliate me, but I will make sure you lose everything I can take from you on the way down. I promise you this" - I throw his own words back at him - "this is the least I can do"
The Cruel Prince (Holly Black) page 77.
I love this decleration of "war" by her. She is speaking like I wish I would when I remember better words for an argument in the shower.
okay thank you following convo that I now suspect that Cardan and Jude will be together. (Come on. "No one else quite bothers him like you do [...]"(p. 78) is Enemies to Lovers to a T)
Cardan wears a flower crown of roses, too? I love all of those little details <3
I'm in chapter 10 now... At the convo between Dain and Jude. I'm soo out of words damn. Jude with her being unsure how to handle this situation and what she should On one hand... Prince Dain seems to be damn hot but I feel like he will become a problem after the bargain. Blonde charismatic people are just part of my kryptonite. I will not look deeper into him but looked at google pictures and he will probably become part of my fictional crushes. (I hope that I will not regret this ngl) Okay this book will give me whiplash a lot. Chapter 11 is a fever dream o.o. I can't decide how to feel about it o.o. Very conflicted ngl. That is what I can say now x.x. Locke seems like a solid guy. Jude still coming off the drugging essentially offered him that she owes him something and he declines that o.o. "Taking what we wish, indulging in every terrible thought. There's safety in being awful." (p. 101) damn. o.o. This book is needless to say, a rollercoaster ride par exellance. It's so vivid and sooo wow.
I will cry if Locke is an asshole. "Because you're like a story that hasn't happened yet. Because I want to see what you will do. I want to be part of the unfolding of the tale" (p. 101)... He will break my heart probably, right? AAAAAAAAAA
And I like Madoc in a way? He seems like a good dad until now ngl. he seems involved even in his adoptive kid's life until now and is very concearned for Jude when she returns home from the humiliation circle earlier. Ngl. It leaves a bitter taste in my mouth slightly, especially how he simply killed the parents, but I don't hate him yet o.o.
I think this book has me in a chokehold already o.o.
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eulaliasims · 1 month ago
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Round 4, Hill Farm 6 / 8
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Eisu: Helenet, dear one, I see you have an escort today!
Helenet: Oh, if it's not one of them it's the other, since apparently neither understands that I'm PREGNANT, not INCAPABLE.
Arturo: I believe you to be very capable, witch. I've just also watched you attempt to get off the ground recently.
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I couldn't even get him to drink the flu cure Helenet brought before he started telling dirty jokes, bless him.
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Arturo: Hm... a very admirable creature.
Mouse: Mrow?
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Eisu: Well, hello there, future nibling of mine!
Helenet: Elmet insists it's going to be a girl. I keep telling him there's no real way to tell how it's going to come out.
Eisu: Maybe it's just wolfish intuition. Oh, I think they're saying something... they're saying, 'you should name me after Uncle Eisu.'
Helenet: Sorry to say, I've got a name in mind already and it is not Eisu Junior.
Eisu: There's always the next one!
Helenet: Heh, only if you'll make Xiuying's middle name Helenet—
Eisu: Done!
Helenet: Oh... I didn't think you'd actually say yes.
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Xiang: Not to be rude, but I am surprised you agreed to come along with Helenet. You left rather abruptly the other day.
Arturo: Yes, well, someone had decided to ambush me that day. But there is little to do in the grove in winter. It was this or sit around and... I don't know, reorganize my library for the one thousandth time.
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Xiang: Library?
Arturo: Ah. A 'library' is a collection of writings. Do you—
Xiang: Of course I know what a library is! You have books? Where? What language? How many? Can I see them?!
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Helenet: Aww, Eisu, look, they're making friends!
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Arturo is not the easiest person to befriend, but Eisu is determined to do it. (Besides, his brother isn't the easiest person to befriend either—so clearly Arturo is perfect for him and Helenet in that sense!)
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Xiuying looks delightfully like a little squirmy caterpillar in her swaddling.
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Eisu: Wenna! And dear Diseta, you don't have to wait to be greeted, just come in when you arrive!
Diseta: Oh, uh, I just don't want to be rude.
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Diseta promptly finds the household cat. Sims: they're just like us at parties.
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Eisu: So, what do you think of Elmet and Helenet's mystery man?
Norweni: Why are we whispering?
Eisu: Espionage! Also, little pitchers have big ears.
Norweni: That saying has never made sense to me. What makes children pitchers?
Eisu: It just means they take in a lot of information, Wenna, like filling a pitcher.
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Eisu: Anyway, I like him.
Norweni: Eisu, you like everyone.
Eisu: And he's promised to bring Xiang a bunch of story scrolls or whatever, so he's coming around on Arturo as well, I think.
Norweni: I don't trust this whole thing. He's clearly some kind of magical creature, and when have you ever heard a good story about a mysterious, magical creature from the woods?
Eisu: Well... someone's got to be the first one.
Norweni: What if he's ensorcelled them or something like that?
Eisu: Helenet is pretty strong-minded. I don't think anyone could ensorcell her, and she'd probably notice if it happened to Elmet.
Norweni: Ugh. I suppose we'll just have to keep an eye on things for time being.
Eisu: You know, if he's living in Veridia, technically he's under your care as well.
Norweni: I know. That's the part I don't like about this.
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Diseta: So... new baby, huh?
Xiang: Yep.
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hexcrystals · 1 year ago
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I'm glad Izzy's dead BUT I will forever regret not getting one particular scene. Izzy canonically thinks that Ed and Stede have been banging since at least the Run Me Through moment on-deck and possibly longer. And that Ed is the ensorcelled victim of Stede's magic dick. I would have loved for the proverbial penny to drop for Izzy that at that the time when Ed renounced Blackbeard/piracy/every cornerstone of his life with Izzy to save Stede's life, he had never even touched Stede's lips with his own, let alone had carnal knowledge of him. That THAT's how much he loved Stede and would never love Izzy. Imagine the look on Izzy's face, Ed risking it all for a man he'd never even kissed.
anon i have a post you're gonna enjoy lemme just find it
okay after a long and bloody battle with tumblr's abysmal search function i've finally dug it up
but yes you're so right. ed fell so hard so fast. the relief on his face when stede wins the duel against izzy. the way there's not even any question of whether he'll leave with izzy/advocate for izzy to stay/etc - he just stays with stede
and now he gets to stay with stede. forever. and izzy can't get them anymore. that's a love story babey
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