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#its rough and ugly but it's all i've got#it's also pretty old#i havent been able to finish any art lately i think i've got a pretty bad case of art block rip#it's that or i'm just stressed with some unexpected crappy stuff that's been happening in my life#either way i can't bring myself to clean this up#chubsette art#wg art#getting fatter#wg kink#female feedee
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#this is a reminder for myself to watch TGCF season 2#art#myart#my art#long time no art tumblr nation!!!#i got an ipad finally#life is good#I'll be leaving to college in like. 2 days#aaaaaa#tgcf#just experimenting#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#i genuinely need to learn the art fundamentals cuz ik i suck lmaoooo#hua cheng#san lang#crimson rain sought flower#i did not flip the canvas im so sorry#I'm so blocked rn#anatomy? facial anatomy? who is she?#me things#loner vociferation
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my flawless bind is done!!! 🥹
this is my second ever hardcover, first ever faux leather, first ever metal corners, and first bind of my own fic!
featuring art by myself and @chernozemm , and a hand painted cover because i couldn’t figure out any other way to decorate it lmaoooo. now i just gotta do this three more times for mine, meg, and zemm’s copies 🤞
#good omens#gomens#flawless au#good omens fic#book binding#fanbinding#libratian#i finally understand paper grain direction and can't wait to cut the pages CORRECTLY next time ahah#i also took the text blocks to an officeworks for them to cut with a guillotine#and it looks terrible#so i'm keen to do the next one myself with a knife tbh
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Time and Time Again comes back tonight!
Thank you all for being so patient with me, I know it was a long hiatus.
My health was struggling, my arm was (is) hurting, and I decided it wasn't worth it. I'd rather be slow!
So thank you for giving me that grace, and I hope you'll be there with me for the rest of the series.
#like straight up. it's not worth it. idc how many people get mad at me#i would rather work fuckin. anything else than maintain this impossible schedule and keep hurting myself#if thats what it takes to do comics full time. then i can't do comics full time. simple as that!#i hope that for my next work i can have a healthier schedule and still make this work as my job#but if not. I'm never going back#i can't do it. 3 more years at this pace will take my ability to draw#anyways. its really good!!!#like genuinely i can feel a marked improvement in my skills#which is WILD!!! And I'm extremely happy about that!!!#just one more step into being better built to give people the quality stories they deserve.#ive not properly had the fire under my ass to finish stuff up but. its fine.#like i said? not worth it.#if i have to pause again then ill pause again. like i literally simply can not my body can't handle it#so. hopefully stuff goes smoothly but whatever happens will happen#whatever will be will be#i keep getting distracted lmfao#im excited about it coming back#and also. will. probably be distracting myself...#other creators dont read their comments. I'm like straight up not capable of that LMAOOO#i check for comments like all the time#love seeing em. love reading people's thoughts about my work#it makes me a better writer and keeps me connected to what matters most. which is my audience!#so i dont regret doing that but also. jts extremely distracting#i get straight up nothing done on big update days#cause im in the comments absolutely massive eyed refreshing.#this sounds obsessive. and it is. no jk#its just fun and keeps me in touch w peoples perception which helps me learn to write better#plus people are nice and ask me questions that i wanna answer#or if someone is being an ass. then i wanna tell them to leave (cause i cant block people) cause i consider it my responsibility#time and time again
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toro rosso era versainz x toro - remi wolf
#me when i remember instead of begging people to make edits i can just do it myself actually#versainz#the funny thing about this is i'm pretty sure a significant number of versainz girlies have me blocked LOL live laugh love rpf
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hey remember when i used to draw stuff
yeah me neither anyway here's yet another wip
#i really want this one to turn out well#but i'm also trying to not put too much pressure on myself because that's how i get art block#but also my kingdom for a finished piece jfc#the hunger games#katniss everdeen#wip#mcbaart
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There's a user going around currently reblogging/commenting on antiLO content with the intent of "digging up dirt" on people who simply read and enjoy the comic. Basically demanding the OP's of such posts to inform them of any 'stans' so they can add them to a 'list' that they absolutely do not have any good intentions to do with, along with making some very unsavory and completely unwarranted comments about the fans in general (and I don't mean the usual "lmao LO fans are weird/dumb/etc." stuff, I mean genuinely cruel wishes to have the fans of the comic doxxed/harmed/etc.) I have blocked this user for obvious reasons, and if you get a similar reblog or DM like I did from this person, I hope you'll do the same.
Please do not play into this. As much as I and many others talk shit about this dumpster fire of a comic and its questionable if not outright controversial writing and messaging, none of us have any right to go after any of the fans or stans directly. At best that would just be proving to the fans who already hate this part of the fandom that we're boogeymen out to get people, at worst it would be a betrayal to our own integrity as human beings who should be capable of discussing media without turning it into a harassment campaign. Making shitposts about the media and the fandom is fine, discussing the media itself and the creator who made it within our own little spaces of the Internet is ultimately harmless so long as it's managed within reason, but deliberately going out of your way to dig up personal information on innocent people within the fandom for the purpose of ruining their life is not okay and if you ever get to that point where you're trying to rationalize going after people directly, you need to log off.
#and yes this is a reminder to myself and those who enjoy my content as well#i know i'm REAL GOOD at talking shit#but i don't do what i do here with the intent of starting a mob#i'm here sharing my thoughts on media that i both like and dislike#that is not permission to go on your own justice crusade using what i do here as rationalization for your actions#i have and will continue to block anyone who comes at me with these kinds of requests to name drop people#i've done my part in the past to help protect this community from bad faith fans with bones to pick#but we have to remember to protect the community from ourselves too#idc how much you look up to me or my work here#i will absolutely not be made into some martyr for a cause i don't believe in and do not condone.#leave people alone.#lore olympus critical#anti lore olympus#lo critical
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I hope this isn't weird but I've been reading this by @batmanisagatewaydrug and I had like the sudden, strongest urge to make art properly for the first time in ages, so uhhhh have some Jessie (or Jess? Can I call her Jess because I love her?) who is a terrible wet cat of a woman!
I wanted to get this done fast and human anatomy is not my forte so I traced a picture of Natalie in the City, who's a fashion blogger and has some cute fits, though no supervillain ones as far as I'm aware :3
#ham art#i think jessie lies wetly fixed my art block?#after i started this it motivated me to finish off a little comic that's been in my drafts forever and post it and i've got anime fanart#rotating in my mind now! :D maybe i'll even finish off my valentine's unburied art from last year#also i know the tiny underboob window's wrong because she wears a bra that would render that salacious little bit of skin invisible#but i just could not resist#i hope i've done her justice!#jessie is the coolest and awfulest and i love her she's so fun to read thank u op#also i've come to the realization that if i'm just having fun drawing i don't actually have to do the parts that aren't fun i can skip that#if i find drawing human proportions and perspective in general stressful and just wanted to do the fun outfits and face/makeup and hair#i can do that! this is like. a hobby. so i don't need to laboriously force myself to get better at anatomy if i don't wanna#also also i was so pleased that i guessed ricochet's colouring correctly on the first try! (except i missed the freckles)
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hot take but you all NEED to stop telling people to kill themselves.
yes, even *those* people. i don't care if you're talking to some monster who puts live puppies into a wood chipper for fun, don't say that shit.
because mx. puppychipper isn't gonna be affected by your words.
but you know who might be affected? some innocent third party reading the words you said on a public website.
because telling people to kill themselves says "suicide is a punishment for being a bad person. bad people, upon realizing they're bad, should simply commit suicide instead of working to atone for their actions."
and that is NOT a message you wanna be normalizing to anyone, but ESPECIALLY people with depression (who, let's be real, make up a higher than average chunk of this site's userbase). whose mental illness is already telling them that 1: they're an inherently terrible worthless person no matter what they do 2: death is an appealing option.
is reading "kill yourself" once or twice gonna make them do it? nah, probably not. but reading it multiple times a day every day is gonna make their mental health worse. it's probably not good for your mental health to be saying that kind of thing, either.
just knock that shit off. the world is already so hostile to people with mental illness, and managing mental illness and unlearning unhealthy thought patterns is already so difficult. you don't need to be out here making it worse.
#eliot posts#suicide mention#animal abuse mention#i guess#ive said similar before and i just said this in the tags of another post but it deserves its own post#i am fucking TIRED of reading this shit so often#i frequently block people for saying it#sometimes i report ppl over it too if they're shitty in other ways too#i luckily don't have the ''i'm a worthless piece of shit and deserve the death penalty'' flavour of depression#but i do have the ''life is endless suffering and i want to euthanize myself'' variety of depression (or. technically bipolar.)#and reading the phrase kys Feels Bad Man w my mental illness#and i have froends w the first type and i worry about them#and one of em has told me it does affect them quite negatively to read kys#so yeah! fucking stop it!
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did someone actually hate on your fave? or did they neutrally attribute a trait to them that you've unnecessarily negatively moralized and you hurt own feelings about it? or, perhaps, did you project too hard and now interpret even mild critique or simple acknowledgement of interesting character flaws as an ad hominem attack on yourself?
#like I'm sorry but. as an essek stan. skill issue.#ngl I'm more inclined to block someone going 'essek is baby who has never done anything wrong in his life and he should be exonerated'#than someone going 'essek is a horrible criminal and he should die'#the first is like 'incorrect. even his partner does not hold this opinion.'#the second is like 'depending on your tone it's possible you have a point. let's talk it out and see if you do'#I myself have also had my fave formally executed on occasion. for kicks and angst. 😌#actually laughing this reminded me of a one-shot post live show that I never finished where caleb and essek basically have this conversatio#I should actually finish and post that#anyway this is not that serious it's just constantly on my mind on this hellsite
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it's time I come out: I am a Samukai fan. He's in my top 5, if not number one, Ninjago villains.
anyways 24 HOUR ANIMATION CHALLENGE BABY SOLVES ALL YOUR PROBLEMS WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO (except hand pain) I CAME I SAW I DIDN'T EAT COZ THAT'S A TIME LOSS BUT I COOKED
I wanted to add all the other ninja and I had their bits planned out, but hey, that's life. Hope to return to this in the future!
#so flippin proud of myself dude#one of the first times I can look at an animation I made and say I've made it as an artist#I can finally make those cool AMVs I dream about in my head 😌#anyways I miss Samukai so much lol he was just A Guy#“sorry I gotta kill you to take your place among the living. but if it's any condolence I'll spare your parents :\”#oh shit I accidentally referenced DotD when Samukai goes to stab Jay#I was just trying to figure out how mans blocks his nunchucks lol that's awesome#I actually meant for it to be more of a reference to with Samukai threw away Kai's sword in the pilots#but both is good :]!#just#HELL yeah!!#I keep rewatching it coz I'm in disbelief that I made that! me!#crazy dude#ninjago#ninjago fanart#ninjago animation#ninjago samukai#ninjago kai#kai smith#ninjago jay#ninjago jay walker#animation#2d animation#24 hour animation#toon boom harmony#toon boom animation#fight scene#my stuff
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please don’t be sad little sprout, you are loved 🌱 🖤
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#🌱Thank you<33🌱#I guess my latest vent art post made some of you guys worried. I'm sorry ;;n;; )#but I'm alright. well.. kind of? Like I haven't done anything to myself kind of alright?#maybe I should explain bit about my situation but at the same time I don't feel comfortable to open up too much#but simply said it's about doing art as a job and mental health#Things haven't been going well but I am getting help for my mental health#This is all what I will say for now about my situation#I apologize again that I made you guys worried#but I do warn that I might post more vent art if I get enough energy to draw#this is just one way how I deal with my emotions#but if you don't like vent art I suggest to block the words vent and vent art#I remember tumblr has this option somewhere??#and uhh.. I don't really know how to end this post but thank you everyone who has been sending support<33#I might not know how to reply to them but I have read them all and I'm very thankful for all the support what you guys have given me🌱#Thank you🌱#ask#anon#me talking
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The X trilogy + "psycho-biddy" influences
#x 2022#pearl#maxxxine#x series#strait-jacket#psycho#what ever happened to baby jane#horror#psycho-biddy#hagsploitation#made this whole big thing which i still might post eventually but. in terms of aesthetics. this abridged version is better lol#i'm not gonna finish the other post tonight but consider this a preview of sorts#i can't stop thinking about what if they leaned more into the 'hagsploitation' aspect of it all lol#i actually find it odd + off-putting that they start and end maxxxine with a bette davis reference#with a big significant psycho cameo at the bates motel itself#and there's not really any payoff for those allusions!!#i think if you're gonna try to tie into a legacy of older horror films you should do it in a sincere way#because that just felt like 'elevated horror' bonus points + nostalgia bait#anyway. it's fun to think about the potential it had + how all the building blocks exist within the narrative to do something interesting#and i am a 1960s hagsploitation subgenre apologist lol#what ever happened to baby jane? changed my brain chemistry the first time i watched it as a kid#so maybe i'm just nostalgia baiting myself making these connections lmao#but it could have been so good#it could have been the perfect synthesis of the shared themes across all three movies#but i don't think hagsploitation gets butts in movie theater seats like girlboss 80s nostalgia vaguely true crime related shit#oh wait also i guess calling psycho a hagsploitation movie is like. probably not 100% accurate#but it is though. it's not an inversion of the subgenre bc the subgenre didn't exist yet#but it builds up a mystery 'psycho-biddy' character only to reveal that she's not the murderer#which is also what happens in strait-jacket so i think it counts!!#+ psycho is directly referenced in all 3 movies so it’s a pretty clear influence on the trilogy as a whole
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I cannot express how much I hate needing to do this. But my finances are down to the absolute wire and I need help one more time to pay not just for Peach's care, but for some of my personal expenses as well.
Peach is my wonderful, beautiful, perfect, sassy, cuddly, loving cat. She's 12 years old, and a few months ago we found out that she is diabetic. I love her so, so much and I will do anything I can to keep her healthy and give her a wonderful life as she enters her senior years, but unfortunately the costs of caring for a diabetic cat are more than I can afford right now.
The good news? I've landed a job! I'm so excited to start this week! But until my first paycheck comes through, the transcription work I do on a contract basis has been increasingly hard to come by and what little I have received can't cover all of my present expenses. Peach needs a vet visit, syringes to inject her insulin, and her vet-prescribed food, and I need help to pay for my commute to work, and I am completely out of options.
So here's what we're looking at. Peach's syringes and food are the above $168. I have also had to purchase a third glucometer for her—yes, you heard that right—for a total of $40. Because my credit card is so close to being maxed out, I can't even schedule a vet visit to apply it until I have the funds, and that's going to be somewhere between $50 and $100 to apply the sensor and do some additional bloodwork.
Then we come to me. I am going to be commuting to my new job via train and the most affordable way for me to do so will be to purchase an unlimited ride pass for the month of October, costing $75. And on top of this, I have my upcoming October health insurance bill that totals around $150.
This all adds up to be between $483 and $533, depending on what bloodwork they will need to do during Peach's vet visit. Factoring in the fee that Ko-fi and PayPal take from donations, I am in need of around $575 at the most.
This is an overwhelming amount of money to ask for. I know that and I feel like shit for doing so. But I am so close to reaching financial stability. I just need a little more help and then I'll be back on my feet for good.
Any reblogs are appreciated! I'm so grateful for any donation, no matter how small. And as always, please don't feel pressured in any way to donate—take care of you and yours first.
#fyi this is going to be queued up several times over the next few days and at varied times of day#so feel free to block the next tag if you would like to avoid seeing them#remy's donations#i feel like i am dangling from a tall ledge and white knuckling the edge and i am so grateful that it's almost over#but i'm making myself sick over the fact that i have to ask for anything at all so please forgive me#fundraiser#mutual aid#long post
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I've been thinking a lot about Ulder and Wyll lately.
It's hard not to get overly personal when approaching that. The relationship one has with one's parents will always creep in, or the relationship one wishes one had, and the reaction Wyll gets from Ulder when you rescue him from the Iron Throne is vile. The idea of saying those things to your child's face turns my stomach. It's meant to.
It was exploring the tree when you get back to camp, and finally actually looking at some of the harsher things you can say to him, that brought a bit more light to it. If you say "bet you feel like a real bastard" or... whatever the exact phrasing is, I don't know how to find it right now, he says he does. The heavy judgement he levels at others weighs on him, too. He doesn't spare himself, and after that moment, the few scraps of information we get (honestly, fuck you, Larian) do show him trying his damdenest to fix the damage he's done.
He should have listened to Wyll. He loved his son and he knew what kind of a man he'd raised. But. We cannot fill his fuck-up with everything we don't like about our parents. Wyll forgives him. Wyll is perhaps too forgiving and too harsh on himself. It's part of what makes him such a fantastic character. But he does forgive him, and the more I think about that and the bits of lore we can dig up from the descriptions of his weapons and the journal of loving memories that Ulder locked away when— what? when it became too painful to look at? The more I have to wonder. I don't know how much of the outside lore Larian bothered with. I don't know how much of the outside lore survived WotC running around with shears.
I keep thinking about Wyll and Ulder, up at dawn, sitting on the wall overlooking the harbor and talking about the seven years they missed. It would be hard. Cutting Ulder off entirely might be easier, but it might not be better, and it definitely is not what Wyll wants. So they sit and they talk, and Ulder keeps pardoning fists who followed a tyrant who turned their fear against them and gave them an excuse to indulge in their easiest, lowest impulses. When Wyll has children of his own, it probably gets harder for a while.
I don't know what the ending of this is. I am absolutely not commenting on how anyone should handle their relationships with their parents. I'm very grateful to the people whose writing got me to slow down and look a little harder.
I think it would be nice for Wyll to get his father back, after everything.
#text#wyll#wyll ravengard#ulder ravengard#bg3#made myself cry so i'm not proofreading this#as always: clowns will be blocked#if you ALSO wish to fuck yourself up#'chords'#and 'welly boots'#by the amazing devil
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lord take these cramps and give them to bdoubleo100
#i'm having the worst period cramps and i'm trying to watch bdubs' new video to distract myself#but i just keep getting irrationally pissed off at how good his stupid ass minecraft block placing skills are#hate that man#bdoubleo100#bdubs#hermitcraft
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