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my Stephanie Brown hot take is that she should get mad bitches now that she's single in comics. Yes yes shipping BUT the one time she had sex she was punished by the narrative via teen pregnancy. I think she should be allowed to have as much sex as she wants with zero consequences. Could be a lot of sex, could be a little. Point is she should get to do it without getting narratively baby trapped this time. she should get them pregnant, actually.
#ramblings of a lunatic#dc comics#dc#stephanie brown#this is a joke post but it also. isn't#like. i understand that what I'm asking for is a very slippery slope especially in the hands of the average comic writers (hates women sm)#but consider that i think it would be neat if female characters in the batmythos had sex lives again...#babs was out here having cybersex with ted kord in the 90s! helena had sex! black canary had sex and was kinda a gotham chara back then!#cass is generally more interested in justice than in sex and i abide by that#(tho user @casscain-mainly has great meta diving into the portrayal of cass' sexuality! good read and was on the brain while typing this)#steph however? canonical sex haver and got done dirty for it#like. personally i prefer to imagine that steph having sex with dean was 100% her choice#idk man she just felt like it! she wanted to bone#and maybe there's other factors at play there- Dean is by all accounts deeply unpleasant as a person so no doubt-#-stephs chronic low self-esteem played into her choice of man here#but again i like to imagine that it was all sane and consensual (tho not safe which again. lots to ponder there-#-like ik dixon was NAWT thinking abt this at the time but Steph's mom is a nurse. a semi-absent nurse but a nurse nonetheless)#(i find it hard to believe that Steph didn't have a basic sex education. meaning it was either a freak accident she got pregnant-#-or a wildly ooc decision on her part. OR some kind of outside pressure put on her by someone/something)#(we'll never know bc dixon hates me personally)#BUT ANYWAY yeah Steph has some kind of canonical sex drive and is just. soundly punished for it#and then she's with Tim (Paragon of Male Virtue in Dixons eyes) so no sex whatsoever no no no ☝️#and she's never had a seriously considered love interest outside of Tim to ever consider having sex with#ALL THIS TO SAY. let Steph have sex again but without the narrative punishment in 2025#if this is what it takes to get her back in bat books so be it#also she should get to hook up with some age appropriate fellow heroes. as like fun one offs#who's in her age range? blue beetle (jaime)? circuit breaker? assuming we're trying to make this canonical and (sigh) can't pull women#I'm blanking on men who aren't vaguely too old/young for steph or gay. or just awkward (i.e like. kon el. that'd just feel weird yknow?)#ANYWAY yeah. Steph Brown stud era
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more phoenix wright situations
#ace attorney tag#maybe i should tag this narumitsu or something. but i dont really care.#gearing up to rereading/illustrating bits of my fic i suppose...i think nick really is too dense to realise he's in love with edgeworth#without some scheming fop trying to intrude. i love villains like kristoph..villains can be fun..witnessing their pathetic folly..#or more like edgeworth would never have mentioned his feelings ever in his life if he wasn't sure phoenix reciprocates.#i want to see it this way because Falling in love during childhood with the person you're going to end up with. is not relatable#there have to be Situations that make you Realise.#as with orufrey i adore the idea of people not working out their romance with that person until their 30s+#but... i mean. even with orufrey i often think how alaira could be qifrey's ex. and oru having been pursued by noble fops through his work#there is that delicate sliver of time before orufrey start living together that such believable situations could have happened.#Then the relief of politely and amicably extricating themselves from those untenable situations#the idea of falling in love age 7 and saving your first kiss for age 35 or something is all very well but more relatable is#people realising how they really feel whilst trying something that ends up feeling wrong.#The comfort and joy of living with your dearest one as if it's platonic - much preferable to trying anything more with anyone else.#But i doubt i will ever portray that or mention it further. it is indeed very delicate to me.#and i really am an OTP FOR LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kind of person who can barely bear to consider this anyway...NOT a polyshipper i'm afraid !#so i wouldn't mind either if they do have their first kiss in their lives age 35 with each other either. I would not mind that at all.#i love bi/gay couples apparently... bi father figures & their grumpy gay men waiting for them to work it all out...#not used to using colour in comic-style drawings..or at all..so this is messy and awkward looking..but colour is refreshing#i imagine i will go back to witch hat art soon btw. my destiny in life.#i still remember writing my nrmt fic expecting to write their first kiss & then partway through twas like Umm No. They have kissed prior.#does that really line up with this comic though... i think i had their early dinner dates/first kiss BEFORE disbarment.#so i guess this comic doesn't line up with my ficverse.... No..... U___U Oh well. sorry kris! <3
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Character development at it's finest
#Yk at the beginning I was their relationship through a romantic lense but now I'm starting to think they more resemble a found family#Specifically Johnny becoming a paternal figure to V#Maybe it's my aro ass that views all love and caring gestures as platonic#but the “not more important than you” felt like something a father would say to his daughter#the line “is there anything as undoing as a daughter” fitting Johnny bc he only seemed to put a real effort into changing once he got V#Someone he is proud of. Protective of. How willing Johnny is to hand V all of his belongings like a father passing his hobbies#Telling V to put his Jacket replica on. To get in his car and “I'll even let you drive it” thing#The way V arranges his date with Rogue and Johnny is like “okay kid now run along dad's gotta get busy”#Honestly the whole samurai kerry mission felt like your older dad introducing you to his friends back from band days#And this new view on him just makes things extra awkward bc I've already written a smut piece on him and V back in early game lmao#but yeah he really feels like a father figure to V. In the date with Judy when she tells you to scroll while diving underwater#And johnny is like “nope. bad idea. Fuck no. Tell her to go find another yes woman”#it all resembled a parent giving you the “if judy jumps off a cliff. would you?”#like ever after since the first time he took control of V's All the times afterwards he was extra careful and kept his word#when it comes to taking the change back pill#I'd even argue he took the change back pill way earlier after the concert ended bc he was worried about V#So he hurried and cut his time with Kerry short just for his kid's sake#OF ALL TIMES TO BE ARO#I WAS SUPPOSED TO SHIP THEM GODDAMMIT#Idk if this view will latch on or gets steered back to romance territory#All I know is that Johnny fully imprinted on V enough to want to see them in his sunglasses#☆other fandoms#☆cyberpunk#johnny silverhand#☆Johnny#☆V#cyberpunk 2077#cyberpunk 2077 spoilers#v
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Pike and Scanlan getting married: I'm not into this but it's the end of the campaign. It's easy enough to let it go and move on. Pike indicating she and Scanlan are amicably divorced: The knowledge that it didn't work out adds a bittersweet angle to the marriage that actually makes me like it more now. Whatever the fuck Pike and Scanlan have going on now: This is a glorious disaster and I want like a million episodes of this.
#critical role#pike trickfoot#scanlan shorthalt#like campaign 3 pike as presented by matt#and campaign 3 pike as played by ashley#are so totally different#and for a watsonian explanation i'd say matt's pike was around strangers#and much like matt's keyleth was putting on more of her public face#whereas now that they're back in the hands of their respective players#and they're back around people they've known for decades#they can be like#aw fuck do i really have to call my ex?#i'm so tired of giving speeches and making up titles why does everyone need a title#(and for a doylist explanation it's just like. i think matt is playing the characters a bit safe.)#(doesn't want to step on any toes or make big decisions without being consulted.)#anyway i do also like the amicable divorce angle#it's like 'hey this happily ever after was not ever after because real people are complex'#'and they don't just stagnate while they're offscreen'#'but also it feels like they learned more about themselves and came away with some children they adore'#'so even if it didn't work out they probably don't regret it'#but no the messy on-again-off-again i don't actually remember if we're married or divorced right now#and the awkward conversations and the extreme 'not over it' energy they both have#i'm way more invested in this ship than i have ever been ya'll
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maybe life is best lived one step at a time.
and maybe sometimes difficult things are worth pursuing.
and maybe certain scars are worth overcoming.
#askbensolo#art#ben solo#story event: an awkward situation 2#i kinda miss classic ben tbh#he was so baby. he was OUR baby#kylo ren#every now and then I throw ben’s stuff in the kylo tag just to see if anyone new finds the blog lol#even though he’s not kylo at all and at this point I don’t even know if he’s Ben Solo the way others see him#but he’s. you know. our ben solo.#i honestly think the ask ben solo lore has reached a point of critical depth that you...cannot really get into this blog unless#you go back and read it all and get to know him...lol#i'm glad i came back. after all this time. haha.#don't let me ever end this blog. if i disappear just drag me back lol#seriously this blog is something special. ben feels...so real to me
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does anyone ever actually get fucking actively romanced. does anyone ever get pursued. is anyone ever actually confident they're actually wanted in romantic relationships. is there any hope for me at all or should I just resign myself to constantly feeling unloved in every relationship I have or give up on romance all together and be alone my entire life lol
#hey so it turns out 8 years of not getting committed to for vague reasons that ultimately boil down to 'there's something wrong about you'#really fucks you up! who'd have thought lol#and now I'm even worse off than before because I waited in vain hope for so goddamn long and now I'm Old and Undesirable#I'm 32 years old and I have no money no prospects I'm already a burden to my parents etc#and on top of that#I feel so guilty bc I KNOW my parents want to be grandparents and have resigned to not being ones and it makes me want to WEEP#god knows my sisters won't be doing it so it's all on me#i'm not even opposed to being a parent!#but mom dad I'm missing some crucial ingredients over here unless you guys get really cool with wedlock all of a sudden#and I'm TRYING I'm going on all these stupid awkward dates but it all feels so POINTLESS because#god knows I'll just end up in the same bullshit situation I just left because I love and love and no one ever loves me BACK#because the problem is ME. I'm not a person people want to keep. There's something WRONG with me.#anyway#don't mind me it's sad sack hours and my therapist is unavailable atm so you guys are my diary rn <3#shut up keri
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Late Night quick thing (New Age Sillies)
Bad news: That joke post about including Reset + Orchid is definitely not canon. (I legit got sad thinking about Reset being in a universe where Orchid isn't- because their stories are so so intertwined- but Nightmare 100% would NOT risk the whole twins exploding Error's soul thing.)
Good news: This means I COULD include Kane (Reset's older brother who usually dies in timelines where Reset is born) and use it to develope his character a bit more! Also! Perhaps a Blue × Dream kiddo is finally in the stars for me to design?
#new age au#really enjoying the idea of Reaper + Geno having an heir at some point (and them sending that heir over to Night's kingdom for#exposure to other places as well as to hang with his third cool knight dad who's hard at work 🙏)#Kane has little to no development besides being a perfect angel (foil to Reset's eventual turn to poor choices) so I'd love to do#to him what I do to every oc of mine. (Namely: Throw them into the Kingdom and see what they do.)#oh! and I could see Blue and Dream (beloved boys) listening to the warnings of possible complications if they try to have a lil babybones#and Dream deciding he'd take the risk and carry the growing soul#(<- though tbf this is MANY years into the future and they'd be well established knights of the realm)#i'm not evil so they *would* manage to avoid the twins curse and have a singular beautiful babybones#they'd get raised partially on the move but stay behind with Night and Error if the two had a more dangerous mission#and grow up to be an obnoxiously powerful warrior following after their dads#(but they'd probably be hesitant to follow into the footsteps of being a knight and might go on a quest with friends before choosing a#final path for themselves)#<- Most spoiled rotten kid ever. courtesy of Nightmare and Error and all their extended family <3#oh last note. Ancha has me cracking up w/ ideas for Cross potentially meeting someone and I was beamed w/ an old ship request post I saw and#I think it'd be funny to include Lust in here somehow... (probably call him smth else as a nickname but y'know-)#like. He works in the city around the castle as some sort of... idk tailor? and he's been making things for Nightmare for years without#knowing because Ccino always was discreet about the orders and providing measurements + always tipped well so it was none of his business#but one day it's like. before a big announcement ceremony or smth and Ccino drags Cross in by the scruff because no one can get him to get#clothes that actually fit aside from armor (hc he steals the others clothes a lot and wears 1 shirt until it's threadbare)#so Ccino makes him go to Lust and Lust is able to get him fitted for sone new outfits because. well. Lust doesn't do much but he's very very#handsome and Cross is super easily flustered and shy around new people and he's awkward and aughhh.#and then he thinks about the interaction for the next month before deciding he's going to ask Ccino to go back there again.#and Lust likes dressing Cross up in new outfits (everyone thinks it's great Cross is loosening up and meeting new friends cuz Lust introduce#s him to people in town) and it takes forever for Cross to get over his worries and ask Lust out to a ride on his horse (romantic. of course#) and Lust agrees because he's charmed.#and the best part would be Cross *actually* manages to keep it a secret. like. no one finds out until one morning Killer bursts into Cross'#room to wake him for surprise training and it's Cross. the weird Dog. and- holy shit did Cross have someone over???#Cross pulls the cool ones frfr 🙏#it's just a casual thing between them with little plot relevance or drama I think. just a chill lil relationship 🙏
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I used to not like batman bc he was the epitome of dudebro edgy comic guy, like a Deadpool fan but like... Worse, but after Pattinson turned him into an awkward antisocial pathetic man I have come to reconsider.
I think he's fun as long as he's not this hypermasculine grumpy man and instead a guy that writes goth poetry and wears so much eyeliner that he looks like a raccoon and hates talking to people so he just stands around threateningly barely saying anything, and also he's a dad who grew up almost completely in a mansion after experiencing major trauma who chronically adopts fucked up kids and teaches them how to throw a punch. I think that is cool. Like he's still so emotionally repressed but he loves his kids and it's messy but ultimately he's good. People just think he's secretly a vampire or a demon but he's really just a college dropout with several unidentifiable issues and one of them is Too Much Money.
#also lego batman movie batman is good#i think batman is secretly a little silly but not a single person can ever know about that or he will die#dipping my toes back in the superhero genre bc I miss reading/writing fight scenes and comic style weird shit#the only thing is I can't tell if I like the Bruce Wayne persona to be Brucie (Whore/ Bimbo/ Sweetiepie) or Bruce (cryptid/ awkward hermit)#on one hand the juxtaposition of Batman and Brucie is so funny but also that is a sad little man and I am tired of playboy types#in any case Everyone wants to fuck him#Hi I have a new interest but also getting into comics is Hard and there's so much out there so I'm just gonna read fic lol#i just need the itch scratched of comic accurate Weird Shit and Violence that AA doesn't quite give me#also the found family is nice#the vibe of batman (dark silent edgy) and Robin (baby colorful silly tiny) is perfect#wait wait AA batfam au#let me cook
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nah cuz I would pass away if someone asked me if I was into them 😭 but CONGRATS ON GETTING THE DATE!! I hate to say we told you so, but we definitely told you so 😌💅
Bro I literally short circuited lmaoooo like it was not cute and I almost died fr. But yeah, date secured ahskaksk y'all were right 😭 it still feels so surreal lmao I'm still vibrating about it
#not snz#like what do you mean it doesn't have to be a hopeless crush forever ahdkaksk#I'm so scared I'm gonna fuck it all up ahskkaksls#like I've never dated anyone and the most I've ever done is peck a couple friends on the lips bc we were thirteen and curious 😭#idk how to do any of the relationship stuff like where tf is the instruction manual#and i know damn well this guy has dated people and i have to assume he's got a body count#which is fine obviously but i have no experience here like I'm completely out of my element 😭#idk like maybe I'm way overthinking it but I'm still like 😩#need to circle back to the concerns bit of the conversation bc i have several now lmao#like i feel like they're concerns for (hopefully) way later down the line#but i don't wanna be months into this and then realize that we're incompatible for one reason or another#like i need all the potential deal breakers laid out now so neither of us waste our damn time ahsksjksdk#i guess i can bring it up on Saturday 😭#it should be an in person conversation i just know I'm gonna be so fucking awkward 😭#hopefully that's part of my charm to him bc he seems to like all the other things about me that i don't particularly like myself LMAO#anyway on a completely different note#wtf do cishet men even like ahdkakskak like can i send him cute little wholesome memes or is that weird#I'm too gay for this shit lmao why would i do this to myself#like do i get to send him sweet little texts or do they not like that kinda thing#i wanna romance him i just don't know how ahdkkakss maybe I'll bake him something idk#I'll sleep on it i guess lmao#partner posting
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Happy New Year, @spear-gsun , I was your @touhousecretsanta for this year- I have one fresh miss Mizuchi for you!
Apologies for how late it is! (Thank you for waiting warmly ^^;) I hope the new year treats you well!
#FIRST THINGS FIRST I'm very sorry for the long long warm wait ;;#there's actually a second side to this with reimu → (cool epic showdown style) but it has been a LONG time since I've drawn anything#i way underestimated how slow i work AND i sort of had to re-learn my own art style which was awkward ://#BUT I'd like to come back to this possibly maybe#(which is also why I'm posting it on this blog instead dbvdgssg)#i had a hard time thinking about HOW to draw her (newhu peoblems) but i think in the end i went for Pretty Similar to Reimu-#but with some added whispiness to her hair (kind of like how Harukawa drew Shion) bc .. spirit i guess XD#ANYWAY for now I wish you a happy and healthy new year!#to the mods and everyone who participated thank you for this year as always!#touhou#Miyadeguchi Mizuchi#uhh this is the first time I've ever posted an image from mobile so if it ends up severely broken I'm sorry LMAO
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More Layton and Wright you cannot stop me
(I am back to bullying the Professor lol)
I fucked up on Phoenix's hands argh. I hate that I can figure out where I went wrong only after sketching it.
Like here, I wanted Phoenix to do Ryuunosuke's pose argh.
Luke and Phoenix have some same energy and I love it. Also the big takeaway I got from Diabolical Box was that Luke thinks the world of the Professor hahaha
Luke is so much tinier in every cutscene agh. Also Maya knows better than anyone how much of a(n unintentional) charmer Phoenix is lol (I ran out of space for Layton's "whatever do you mean?" agh)
#Welcome to Momo draws#PL vs PW#professor layton vs phoenix wright#Hershel Layton#Phoenix Wright#Maya Fey#Luke Triton#Laywright#will I ever stop going insane?#Probably not#Luke fits perfectly onto Phoenix's back I'm crying#Phoenix's back couldn't take it but I believe!! I believe...#Layton is such an awkward goober I love him#Meanwhile Phoenix is as dense as lead lol
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If you are still taking emojis, can I please ask for
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🍷 Jake's family causes the hangster break up
“It’s no problem,” Mav cuts in, shooting his husband a look before turning back to give Jake a small, but extremely awkward, smile. “I’m sure one day you’ll give us, uh, the full story. But for now you’re more than welcome in our home, Hangman.”
💔 icemav break up / icedad
“Some days it doesn’t feel real. What all went down,” Tom finally answers. “But then I wake up and roll over and he’s not there. His bike pieces aren’t scattered around the house. And it hits me like a F-14 to the chest because I remember all of a sudden.”
🐺 shifter au - hangster
“Honey, don't you understand that you’re mine? That you’re it for me? I don’t get a happy ending in my life, if you aren’t there with me. If you are there next to me,” Jake states, voice cracking from how thick it is. How laced with hurt and love and need for Bradley to finally understand what Jake is telling him.
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#nixie answers#make nixie write#phisworld14#hangster#sereshaw#seresin family ruins sereshaw#it's gonna be awkward as hell for jake#once he and bradley get back together#because icamav are gonna be LIKE THAT. mostly cause they also don't know the full story. just that jake hurt baby goose.#but they'll chill out when someone finally clues them in on what all actually went down#icedad#ICE IS NOT OKAY#I REPEAT#ICE IS NOT DOING OKAY RIGHT NOW#and he might not ever#I really don't know how this one is gonna go y'all#like I know I'm gonna end it on a soft note#because I"M a little baby and need my happy endings#but I don't know how happy ice is gonna be when I end it#shifter au#jake is going to flip his shit soon#if bradley doesn't finally start understanding that when he says things to him like this. he FULLY means it.#that bradley is his happy ending and jake needs him to understand it
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are you thinking of writing any more hawk/cobra kai fanfics? i love i'm wanting it back!
thank you sm for reading it!!!!!
short answer? YES. i have too many ideas bouncing around my brain. it's just a matter of getting them on paper. probably nothing as long as i'm wanting it back tho, mostly shorter stuff.
not for a little while tho! i'm suuuuuper busy this fall, but i know once it's november and part 2 is coming, i'll be back on my bullshit. but who knows!! maybe some will come sooner if i feel inspired 😈
#highest praise ever that you want me to write more 🥹#like actually thank you so so much#here's what i've got cookin#a to all the boys i've loved before hawkmetri au#a what if december 19th never happened hawkmetri slow burn#sharing a bed in barcelona and miguel and robby meddle#classic college au i slept with my best friend while drunk and it rocked but also now it's awkward#miguel rolls up to visit MIT takes one look at them and goes so you finally fucked#sorry these are all binary bfs i HAVE A NICHE#they occupy all my brain cells#my writing#i'm wanting it back#my asks
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"surely this will remedy itself on its own," i say, ignoring a problem of my own doing
#🥞posting.txt#neonwaste-vent#im gonna be honest guys. i fucked up and im too scared to face it like a proper person#i feel awful about it but every time i think about it i feel my heart drop and an impending sense of doom#its like. “oh god i fucked up BAD” and it makes me wanna run#and i'm absolutely trying to avoid coming back to here and the headmate i mentioned previously is sort of helping me avoid it#actually it's more like she's desperately trying to find ways to cheer me up (and il her for that)#but in doing so she's keeping [our] focus on things like anime and magical girls and stuff#+ she has a separate blog so that.... also helps me avoid it#anyways! hi my name is jude and i handle my problems by running away from them#instead of tackling them in private like i SHOULD :(#i wanna try and slip away by acting normal but i literally cannot because this is eating away at me so bad i cant even pretend-#-that everythings okey dokey flowers in the fields#if i tried to act like nothing ever happened not only would it be insulting as fuck it would just feel stiff and awkward and lifeless#like going “hows the weather today” while the house burns down#....holy shit i rambled. um fuck.#i KNOW i need to deal with this.. i just. CANT.#but i should do it regardless even if i have to force myself because unlike my other problems this is something i canNOT let fester#especially considering that helloooo this is another human being this is about#fuck. im gonna force myself to do this.
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In the Star Trek mer AU, are the different alien races instead different types of merpeople based on varying sea creatures?
Yes, based on different species or just completely imaginary (aka based on vibes), although I do want to insert real animal characteristics if not to their appearance then to their habits or abilities(?).
#I don't know if I'll be drawing them anytime soon (or ever).#someone (actually it was two different asks but both anonymous so maybe more than one people) left me an ask a while back suggesting specie#for klingons and Andorians (orcas and some short of sea slug if i remember correctly)#and yea totally#Spock is based on ✨️my imagination✨️#although i do have random lore about him based on real animals (he glows in the dark etc don't even ask)#and if humans were mer people theyd be based on goldfish (like that one reverse au I have)#same species of aliens are the same species of mer people in this au#not art#text#ask#answered#i love getting asks#I just hope I don't sound angry or annoyed while answering (I'm really not. I'm just awkward)#mermaid au#not anon
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was feeling misplaced guilt about something and it was immediately resolved i'm soo lucky & blessed
#the gist of it is that the bouldering instructor guy was initially pitching group hangs outside of climbing like back in august#then we hooked up.. then he got weird..#then i basically just started organizing group hangs bc i actually wanted to do group hangs and it wasn't just a pretext TO ME#and he did not come to my party#and i was like [having too much empathy] man what if i ruined this potential friend group for him and like swooped in and took control#which ultimately is not really ... myyyy fault..........#but i could also understand that being a bummer from his shoes if he just feels awkward and/or doesn't want to lead me on or WHATEVER#but anyway today he actually invited everyone to a camping trip which is the thing he said he would do for like 5 months#with no follow through#but today we got follow through! and i don't feel like i ruined anything anymore!#happy bd to me!#reading these tags back it's so funny that i ever thought i was an introvert#i'm just a low functioning extrovert
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